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  ’Well!’

  ’SoIhavebeenreadingtheBibleinancientArmenian。’

  ’Youtoldmesobefore。’

  ’Ifounditahighlydifficultlanguage。’

  ’Yes。’

  ’DifferingwidelyfromthelanguagesingeneralwithwhichIamacquainted。’

  ’Yes。’

  ’Exhibiting,however,somefeaturesincommonwiththem。’

  ’Yes。’

  ’AndsometimesagreeingremarkablyinwordswithacertainstrangewildspeechwithwhichIbecameacquainted-’

  ’Irish?’

  ’No,father,notIrish-withwhichIbecameacquaintedbythegreatestchanceintheworld。’

  ’Yes。’

  ’ButofwhichIneedsaynothingfartheratpresent,andwhichI

  shouldnothavementionedbutforthatfact。’

  ’Well!’

  ’WhichIconsiderremarkable。’

  ’Yes。’

  ’TheArmenianiscopious。’

  ’Isit?’

  ’Withanalphabetofthirty-nineletters,butitisharshandguttural。’

  ’Yes。’

  ’Likethelanguageofmostmountainouspeople-theArmenianscallitHaik。’

  ’Dothey?’

  ’Andthemselves,Haik,also;theyarearemarkablepeople,and,thoughtheiroriginalhabitationistheMountainofArarat,theyaretobefound,liketheJews,allovertheworld。’

  ’Well!’

  ’Well,father,that’sallIcantellyouabouttheHaiks,orArmenians。’

  ’Andwhatdoesitallamountto?’

  ’Verylittle,father;indeed,thereisverylittleknownabouttheArmenians;theirearlyhistory,inparticular,isinvolvedinconsiderablemystery。’

  ’And,ifyouknewallthatitwaspossibletoknowaboutthem,towhatwoulditamount?towhatearthlypurposecouldyouturnit?

  haveyouacquiredanyknowledgeofyourprofession?’

  ’Verylittle,father。’

  ’Verylittle!Haveyouacquiredallinyourpower?’

  ’Ican’tsaythatIhave,father。’

  ’Andyetitwasyourdutytohavedoneso。ButIseehowitis,youhaveshamefullymisusedyouropportunities;youarelikeonewho,sentintothefieldtolabour,passeshistimeinflingingstonesatthebirdsofheaven。’

  ’Iwouldscorntoflingastoneatabird,father。’

  ’YouknowwhatImean,andalltoowell,andthisattempttoevadedeservedreproofbyfeignedsimplicityisquiteincharacterwithyourgeneralbehaviour。Ihaveeverobservedaboutyouawantoffrankness,whichhasdistressedme;youneverspeakofwhatyouareabout,yourhopes,oryourprojects,butcoveryourselfwithmystery。IneverknewtillthepresentmomentthatyouwereacquaintedwithArmenian。’

  ’Becauseyouneveraskedme,father;there’snothingtoconcealinthematter-IwilltellyouinamomenthowIcametolearnArmenian。AladywhomImetatoneofMrs-’spartiestookafancytome,andhasdonemethehonourtoallowmetogoandseehersometimes。Sheisthewidowofarichclergyman,andonherhusband’sdeathcametothisplacetolive,bringingherhusband’slibrarywithher:Isoonfoundmywaytoit,andexaminedeverybook。Herhusbandmusthavebeenalearnedman,foramongstmuchGreekandHebrewIfoundseveralvolumesinArmenian,orrelatingtothelanguage。’

  ’Andwhydidyounottellmeofthisbefore?’

  ’Becauseyouneverquestionedme;but,Irepeat,thereisnothingtoconcealinthematter。Theladytookafancytome,and,beingfondofthearts,drewmyportrait;shesaidtheexpressionofmycountenanceputherinmindofAlfieri’sSaul。’

  ’Anddoyoustillvisither?’

  ’No,shesoongrewtiredofme,andtoldpeoplethatshefoundmeverystupid;shegavemetheArmenianbooks,however。’

  ’Saul,’saidmyfather,musingly,’Saul。Iamafraidshewasonlytoorightthere;hedisobeyedthecommandsofhismaster,andbroughtdownonhisheadthevengeanceofHeaven-hebecameamaniac,prophesied,andflungweaponsabouthim。’

  ’Hewas,indeed,anawfulcharacter-IhopeIshan’tturnoutlikehim。’

  ’Godforbid!’saidmyfather,solemnly;’butinmanyrespectsyouareheadstronganddisobedientlikehim。Iplacedyouinaprofession,andbesoughtyoutomakeyourselfmasterofitbygivingityourundividedattention。This,however,youdidnotdo,youknownothingofit,buttellmethatyouareacquaintedwithArmenian;butwhatIdislikemostisyourwantofcandour-youaremyson,butIknowlittleofyourrealhistory,youmayknowfiftythingsforwhatIamaware:youmayknowhowtoshoeahorseforwhatIamaware。’

  ’Notonlytoshoeahorse,father,buttomakehorse-shoes。’

  ’Perhapsso,’saidmyfather;’anditonlyservestoprovewhatI

  wasjustsaying,thatIknowlittleaboutyou。’

  ’Butyoueasilymay,mydearfather;Iwilltellyouanythingthatyoumaywishtoknow-shallIinformyouhowIlearnttomakehorse-shoes?’

  ’No,’saidmyfather;’asyoukeptitasecretsolong,itmayaswellcontinuesostill。Hadyoubeenafrank,open-heartedboy,likeoneIcouldname,youwouldhavetoldmeallaboutitofyourownaccord。ButInowwishtoaskyouaseriousquestion-whatdoyouproposetodo?’

  ’Todo,father?’

  ’Yes!thetimeforwhichyouwerearticledtoyourprofessionwillsoonbeexpired,andIshallbenomore。’

  ’Donottalkso,mydearfather;Ihavenodoubtthatyouwillsoonbebetter。’

  ’Donotflatteryourself;Ifeelthatmydaysarenumbered,Iamsoongoingtomyrest,andIhaveneedofrest,forIamweary。

  There,there,don’tweep!Tearswillhelpmeaslittleastheywillyou;youhavenotyetansweredmyquestion。Tellmewhatyouintendtodo?’

  ’IreallydonotknowwhatIshalldo。’

  ’ThemilitarypensionwhichIenjoywillceasewithmylife。ThepropertywhichIshallleavebehindmewillbebarelysufficientforthemaintenanceofyourmotherrespectably。Iagainaskyouwhatyouintendtodo。DoyouthinkyoucansupportyourselfbyyourArmenianoryourotheracquirements?’

  ’Alas!Ithinklittleatallaboutit;butIsupposeImustpushintotheworld,andmakeagoodfight,asbecomesthesonofhimwhofoughtBigBen;ifIcan’tsucceed,andamdriventotheworst,itisbutdying-’

  ’Whatdoyoumeanbydying?’

  ’Leavingtheworld;mylosswouldscarcelybefelt。Ihaveneverheldlifeinmuchvalue,andeveryonehasarighttodisposeashethinksbestofthatwhichishisown。’

  ’Ah!nowIunderstandyou;andwellIknowhowandwhereyouimbibedthathorribledoctrine,andmanysimilaroneswhichIhaveheardfromyourmouth;butIwishnottoreproachyou-Iviewinyourconductapunishmentformyownsins,andIbowtothewillofGod。Fewandevilhavebeenmydaysupontheearth;littlehaveI

  donetowhichIcanlookbackwithsatisfaction。ItistrueIhaveservedmykingfiftyyears,andIhavefoughtwith-Heavenforgiveme,whatwasIabouttosay!-butyoumentionedtheman’sname,andourmindswillinglyrecallourancientfollies。Fewandevilhavebeenmydaysuponearth,ImaysaywithJacobofold,thoughI

  donotmeantosaythatmycaseissohardashis;hehadmanyundutifulchildren,whilstIhaveonly-;butIwillnotreproachyou。IhavealsolikehimasontowhomIcanlookwithhope,whomayyetpreservemynamewhenIamgone,soletmebethankful;

  perhaps,afterall,Ihavenotlivedinvain。Boy,whenIamgone,lookuptoyourbrother,andmayGodblessyouboth!There,don’tweep;buttaketheBible,andreadmesomethingabouttheoldmanandhischildren。’

  Mybrotherhadnowbeenabsentforthespaceofthreeyears。Atfirsthislettershadbeenfrequent,andfromthemitappearedthathewasfollowinghisprofessioninLondonwithindustry;theythenbecameratherrare,andmyfatherdidnotalwayscommunicatetheircontents。Hislastletter,however,hadfilledhimandourwholelittlefamilywithjoy;itwasdatedfromParis,andthewriterwasevidentlyinhighspirits。AfterdescribingineloquenttermsthebeautiesandgaietiesoftheFrenchcapital,heinformedushowhehadplentyofmoney,havingcopiedacelebratedpictureofoneoftheItalianmastersforaHungariannobleman,forwhichhehadreceivedalargesum。’HewishesmetogowithhimtoItaly,’

  addedhe,’butIamfondofindependence;and,ifeverIvisitoldRome,Iwillhavenopatronsnearmetodistractmyattention。’

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