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  NothingsoveryremarkablehappenedtoGodfreyduringthosetenyearsofhislifeinIndia,oratleastonlyoneortwothings。Thusoncehegotintoascrapeforwhichhewasnotreallyresponsible,andgotoutofitagain,asheimagined,withoutremark,untilIsobelshowedhercommonandratherpainfulintimacywithitsdetails,ofwhichsheappearedtotakeasomewhatuncharitableview,atanyratesofarastheladywasconcerned。

  Theothermatterwasmoreserious,sinceitinvolvedthelossofhisgreatestfriend,ArthurThorburn。Briefly,whathappenedwasthis。

  Therewasafrontierdisturbance。Godfrey,whobynowwasastaffofficer,hadbeensenttoafaroutpostheldbyThorburnwithacertainnumberofmen,andtheretookcommand。Areconnaissancewasnecessary,andThorburnwentoutforthatpurposewithoverhalfoftheavailablegarrisonofthepost,havingreceivedwrittenordersthathewasnottoengagetheenemyunlesshefoundhimselfabsolutelysurrounded。IntheendThorburndidengagetheenemywiththeresultthatpracticallyheandhisforcewereexterminated,butnotbeforetheyhadinflictedsuchalessononthesaidenemythatitsuedforpeaceandhasbeengreatfriendswiththeBritishpowereversince。

  FirsthoweverafeebleattackwasmadeonGodfrey’scampthathebeatoffwithoutthelossofasingleman,exaggeratedaccountsofwhichweretelegraphedhomerepresentingitasa“Rorke’sDriftdefence。“

  Godfreywasheartbroken;hehadlovedthismanasabrother,moreindeedthanbrothersoftenlove。AndnowThorburn,hisonlyfriend,wasdead。TheDarknesshadtakenhim,thatimpenetrable,devouringdarknessoutofwhichwecomeandintowhichwego。Religiontoldhimheshouldnotgrieve,thatThorburndoubtlesswasmuchbetteroffwhitherhehadgonethanhecouldeverhavebeenonearth,althoughitwastruethesamereligionsaidthathemightbemuchworseoff,sincethitherhisfailingswouldhavefollowedhim。Dismissingthelatterpossibility,howcouldhebehappyinanewworld,Godfreywondered,havingleftallhecaredforbehindhimandwithoutpossibilityofcommunicationwiththem?

  Inshort,alltheoldproblemsofwhichhehadnotthoughtmuchsinceMissOgilvydied,camebacktoGodfreywithaddedforceandlefthimwretched。Norwasheconsoledbythesequeloftheaffairofwhichhewasboundtoreportthefacts。Thegallantmanwhowasdeadwasblamedunjustlyforwhathadhappened,asperhapshedeservedwhohadnotsucceeded,sincethosewhosettheirblindeyetothetelescopeasNelsondidmustjustifytheiractionbysuccess。

  Godfrey,ontheotherhand,whohaddonelittlebutdefeatanattackmadebyexhaustedanddispiritedmen,waspraisedtotheskiesandfoundhimselffiguringasakindofherointheEnglishPress,whichafteralongperiodofpeacehavinglostallsenseofproportioninsuchmatters,wasgladofanythingthatcouldbemadetoservethepurposesofsensation。UltimatelyhewasthankedbytheGovernmentofIndia,madeabrevet-MajoranddecoratedwiththeD。S。O。,ofallofwhichitmaybesaidwithtruththatneverweresuchhonoursreceivedwithlesspleasure。

  Somuchdidhegrieveoverthisunhappybusinessthathishealthwasaffectedandbeingrundown,intheendhetooksomesortoffeverandwasveryillindeed。WhenatlengthherecoveredmoreorlesshewentbeforeaMedicalBoardwhoorderedhimpromptlytoEnglandonsixmonths’leave。

  Mostmenwouldhaverejoiced,butGodfreydidnot。HehadlittlewishtoreturntoEngland,where,exceptMrs。Parsons,therewerenonehedesiredtosee,saveonewhomhewasswornnottosee。Thishecouldbearwhiletheywerethousandsofmilesapart,buttobeinthesamecountrywithIsobel,inthesametownperhaps,andforbiddentohearhervoiceortotouchherhand,howcouldhebearthat?Stillhehadnochoiceinthismatter,arrangedbythehandofFate,andwent,reflectingthathewouldgotoLucerneandspentthetimewiththePasteur。PerhapsevenhewouldliveinthebeautifulhousethatMissOgilvyhadlefttohim,oracornerofit,seeingthatitwasempty,forthetenantstowhomithadbeenlethadgoneaway。

  SohestartedattheendofthefirstweekinJuly,1914。

  WhenhisshipreachedMarseillesitwastofindthattheworldwasbuzzingwithstrangerumours。TherewastalkofwarinEurope。Russiawassaidtobemobilising;Germanywassaidtobemobilising;Francewassaidtobemobilising;itwasevenrumouredthatEnglandmightbedrawnintosomeTitanicstruggleofthenations。Andyetnoaccurateinformationwasobtainable。TheEnglishpaperstheysawweresomewhatoldandtheirreportsvagueintheextreme。

  Muchexcited,likeeveryoneelse,GodfreytelegraphedtotheIndiaOffice,askingleavetocomehomedirectoverland,whichhecouldnotdowithoutpermissionsincehewasincommandofanumberofsoldierswhowerereturningtoEnglandonfurlough。

  Noanswercametohiswirebeforehisshipsailed,andthereforehewasobligedtoproceedbylongsea。Stillithadimportantconsequenceswhichatthemomenthecouldnotforesee。IntheBaythetidingsthatreachedthembyMarconigramwereevidentlysocarefullycensoredthatoutofthemtheycouldmakenothing,exceptthattheEmpirewasfilledwithgreatdoubtandanxiety,andthattheworldstoodonthevergeofsuchawarashadneverbeenknowninhistory。

  AtlengththeycametoSouthamptonwherethepilot-boatbroughthimatelegramorderinghimtoreporthimselfwithoutdelay。ThreehourslaterhewasinLondon。AttheIndiaOffice,wherehewaskeptwaitingawhile,hewasshownintotheroomofaprominentandharassedofficialwhohadsomepapersinfrontofhim。

  “YouareMajorKnight?“saidtheofficial。“Well,hereisyourrecordbeforemeanditisgood,verygoodindeed。ButIseethatyouareonsickleave。Areyoutooillforservice?“

  “No,“answeredGodfrey,“thevoyagehassetmeup。IfeelaswellaseverIdid。“

  “That’sfortunate,“answeredtheofficial,“butthereisadoctoronthepremises,andtomakesureheshallhavealookatyou。Godownandseehim,ifyouwill,andthencomebackherewithhisreport,“

  andherangabellandgavesomeorders。

  WithinhalfanhourGodfreywasbackintheroomwithacleanbillofhealth。TheofficialreadthecertificateandremarkedthathewasgoingtosendhimovertotheWarOffice,wherehewouldmakeanappointmentforhimbytelephone。

  “Whatfor,Sir?“askedGodfrey。“YouseeIamonlyjustoffmyshipandveryignorantofthenews。“

  “Thenewsis,MajorKnight,thatweshallbeatwarwithGermanybeforewearetwelvehoursolder,“wasthesolemnanswer。“Officersarewanted,andwearegivingeverygoodmanfromIndiaonwhomwecanlayourhands。Theywon’tputyouontheStaff,becauseyouhaveeverythingtolearnaboutEuropeanwork,butIexpecttheywillfindyouabilletinoneoftheexpeditionaryregiments。Andnowgood-byeandgoodlucktoyou,forIhavelotsofmentosee。Bytheway,I

  takeitforgrantedthatyouvolunteeredforthejob?“

  “Ofcourse,“repliedGodfreysimply,andwentawaytowanderabouttheendlesspassagesoftheWarOfficetillatlengthhediscoveredthemanwhomhemustsee。

  Afewtumultuousdayswentby,andhefoundhimselfuponasteamercrossingtoFrance,attachedtoafamousEnglishregiment。

  ThenextmonthalwaysremainedinGodfrey’smindasakindofnightmareinwhichhemovedonplainsstainedthecolourofblood,beneathaskyblackwithbellowingthunderandilluminedoccasionallybyablazeofsplendour。Itwouldbeuselesstoattempttosetouttheexperienceandadventuresoftheparticularcavalryregimenttowhichhewasattachedasamajor,since,notwithstandingtheirinfinitevariety,theyweresuchasallsharedwhosegloryitwastotakepartwithwhattheKaisercalledthe“contemptiblelittlearmy“ofEnglandintheineffableretreatfromMons,thatretreatwhichsavedFranceandCivilisation。

  Godfreyplayedhispartwell,onceortwicewithheroismindeed,butwhatofthatamideightythousandheroes?Backhestaggeredwiththerest,exhausted,sleepless,fighting,fighting,fighting,hismindfilledalternatelywithhorrorandwithwonder,horroratthedeedstowhichmencansinkandthegeneralschemeofthingsthatmakesthempossible,wonderattheheightstowhichtheycanrisewhenliftedbytheinspirationofagreatidealandaholycause。Death,hereflected,couldnotafterallmeansoverymuchtoman,seeinghowbravelyitwasmeteveryminuteofthedayandnight,andthattheaspectofit,oftensoterrible,didbutencourageothersinlikefashiontosmileanddie。Butoh!whatdiditallmean,andwhoruledthisuniversewithsuchaflaming,blood-stainedsword?

  ThenatlastcametheturnofthetidewhenthehungryGermanwolfwasobligedtoabandonthatPariswhichalreadyhethoughtbetweenhisjawsand,afewdaysafterit,thecharge,theonesplendid,perfectchargethatconsoledGodfreyandthosewithhimforallwhichtheyhadsuffered,lostandfeared。Hewasincommandoftheregimentnow,forthosesuperiortohimhadbeenkilled,andhedirectedandaccompaniedthatcharge。TheythunderedontothemassoftheGermanswhowereretreatingwithnotimetoentrenchorsetentanglements,agentleslopeinfront,andhard,cleargroundbeneaththeirhorses’feet。

  Theycutthroughthem,theytrodthemdown,theydrovethembyscoresandhundredsintothestreambeyond,tillthosetwobattalions,orwhatremainedofthem,werebutatangled,drowningmob。Itwasfinished;theEnglishsquadronturnedtoretreatashadbeenordered。

  ThenofasuddenGodfreyfeltadullblow。Forafewmomentsconsciousnessremainedtohim。Hecalledoutsomecommandabouttheretirement;itcametohismindthatthusitwaswelltodieinthemomentofhislittlevictory。Afterthat——blackness!

  Whenhissensereturnedtohimhefoundhimselflyinginthecurtainedcornerofabigroom。Atleasthethoughtitwasbigbecauseofthevastexpanseofceilingwhichhecouldseeabovethecurtainrodsandthesoundswithout,someofwhichseemedtocomefromadistance。

  Therewasawindow,too,throughwhichhecaughtsightoflawnsandstatuesandformaltrees。Justthenthecurtainwasdrawn,andthereappearedamiddle-agedwomandressedinwhite,lookingverycalm,verykindandveryspotless,whostartedalittlewhenshesawthathiseyeswereopenandthathisfacewasintelligent。

  “WhereamI?“heasked,andwaspuzzledtoobservethatthesoundofhisvoiceseemedfeebleandfaraway。

  “InthehospitalatVersailles,“sheansweredinapleasantvoice。

  “Indeed!“hemurmured。“ItoccurredtomethatitmightbeHeavenorsomeplaceofthesort。“

  “Ifyoulookedthroughthecurtainyouwouldn’tcallitHeaven,“shesaidwithasigh,adding,“No,Major,youwerenearto’goingwest,’

  verynear,butyounevergottothegatesofHeaven。“

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