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  UncleReubendidnotcomehometohisdinner;andhisgranddaughtersaidshehadstrictestordersnevertoexpecthim。Thereforewehadnonetodinewithus,excepttheforemanoftheshop,aworthyman,namedThomasCockram,fiftyyearsofageorso。HeseemedtometohavestrongintentionsofhisownaboutlittleRuth,andonthataccounttoregardmewithawhollyunduemalevolence。Andperhaps,inordertojustifyhim,Imayhavebeenmoreattentivetoherthanotherwiseneedhavebeen;atanyrate,RuthandIwerepleasant;andhetheveryopposite。

  ’MydearCousinRuth,’Isaid,onpurposetovexMasterCockram,becauseheeyedussoheavily,andsquintedtounluckily,’wehavelongbeenlookingforyouatourPlover’sBarrowsfarm。Yourememberhowyouusedtolovehuntingforeggsinthemorning,andhidingupinthetallatwithLizzie,formetoseekyouamongthehay,whenthesunwasdown。Ah,MasterCockram,thosearethethingsyoungpeoplefindtheirpleasurein,notinsellingayardofserge,andgivingtwopence-halfpennychange,andwriting“settled“atthebottom,withapencilthathasblackedtheirteeth。

  Now,MasterCockram,yououghttocomeasfarasourgoodfarm,atonce,andeattwonew-laideggsforbreakfast,andbemadetolookquiteyoungagain。OurgoodAnniewouldcookforyou;andyoushouldhavethehotnewmilkandthepope’seyefromthemutton;andeveryfootofyouwouldbecomeayardinaboutafortnight。’Andhereupon,Ispreadmychest,toshowhimanexample。Ruthcouldnotkeephercountenance:

  butIsawthatshethoughtitwrongofme;andwouldscoldme,ifeverIgaveherthechanceoftakingthoselittleliberties。However,hedeserveditall,accordingtomyyoungideas,forhisgreatimpertinenceinaimingatmycousin。

  ButwhatIsaidwasfarlessgrievoustoamanofhonestmindthanlittleRuth’sownbehaviour。Icouldhardlyhavebelievedthatsothoroughlytrueagirl,andonesoproudandupright,couldhavegotridofanymansocleverlyasshegotridofMasterThomasCockram。Shegavehimnotevenaglassofwine,butcommendedtohisnotice,withasweetandthoughtfulgravity,someinvoicewhichmustbecorrected,beforeherdeargrandfathershouldreturn;andtoamendwhichthreegreatledgersmustbesearchedfromfirsttolast。ThomasCockramwinkedatme,withtheworstofhistwowrongeyes;asmuchastosay,’Iunderstandit;butIcannothelpmyself。Onlyyoulookout,ifever’——andbeforehehadfinishedwinking,thedoorwasshutbehindhim。ThenRuthsaidtomeinthesimplestmanner,’Youhaveriddenfartoday,CousinRidd;andhavefartoridetogethomeagain。WhatwilldearAuntRiddsay,ifwesendyouawaywithoutnourishment?

  Allthekeysareinmykeeping,anddeargrandfatherhasthefinestwine,nottobematchedinthewestofEngland,asIhaveheardgoodjudgessay;thoughIknownotwinefromcider。DoyoulikethewineofOporto,orthewineofXeres?’

  ’Iknownotonefromtheother,faircousin,exceptbythecolour,’Ianswered:’butthesoundofOportoisnobler,andricher。SupposewetrywineofOporto。’

  Thegoodlittlecreaturewentandfetchedablackbottleofanancientcast,coveredwithdustandcobwebs。TheseIwasanxioustoshakeaside;andindeedIthoughtthatthewinewouldbebetterforbeingrousedupalittle。Ruth,however,wouldnothearasinglewordtothatpurport;andseeingthatsheknewmoreaboutit,Ilefthertomanageit。Andtheresultwasveryfineindeed,towit,asparklingrosyliquor,dancingwithlittleflakesoflight,andscentedlikenewviolets。WiththisIwassopleasedandgay,andRuthsogladtoseemegay,thatwequiteforgothowthetimewenton;andthoughmyfaircousinwouldnotbepersuadedtotakeasecondglassherself,shekeptonfillingminesofastthatitwasneverempty,thoughIdidmybesttokeepitso。

  ’Whatisalittledroplikethistoamanofyoursizeandstrength,CousinRidd?’shesaid,withhercheeksjustbrushedwithrose,whichmadeherlookverybeautiful;’Ihaveheardyousaythatyourheadissothick——orrathersoclear,yououghttosay——thatnoliquorevermovesit。’

  ’Thatisrightenough,’Ianswered;’whatawitchyoumustbe,dearRuth,tohaverememberedthatnow!’

  ’Oh,IremembereverywordIhaveeverheardyousay,CousinRidd;becauseyourvoiceissodeep,youknow,andyoutalksolittle。Nowitisuselesstosay“no“。Thesebottlesholdalmostnothing。Deargrandfatherwillnotcomehome,Ifear,untillongafteryouaregone。WhatwillAuntRiddthinkofme,I

  amsure?Youareallsodreadfullyhospitable。Nownotanother“no,“CousinRidd。Wemusthaveanotherbottle。’

  ’Well,mustismust,’Ianswered,withacertainresignation。’Icannotbearbadmanners,dear;andhowoldareyounextbirthday?’

  ’Eighteen,dearJohn;’saidRuth,comingoverwiththeemptybottle;andIwaspleasedathercallingme’John,’andhadagreatmindtokissher。However,I

  thoughtofmyLornasuddenly,andoftheangerIshouldfeelifamanwentonwithherso;thereforeIlaybackinmychair,towaitfortheotherbottle。

  ’Doyourememberhowwedancedthatnight?’Iasked,whileshewasopeningit;’andhowyouwereafraidofmefirst,becauseIlookedsotall,dear?’

  ’Yes,andsoverybroad,CousinRidd。Ithoughtthatyouwouldeatme。ButIhavecometoknow,sincethen,howverykindandgoodyouare。’

  ’Andwillyoucomeanddanceagain,atmywedding,CousinRuth?’

  Shenearlyletthebottlefall,thelastofwhichshewasslopingcarefullyintoavesselofbrightglass;

  andthensheraisedherhandagain,andfinisheditjudiciously。Andafterthat,shetookthewindow,toseethatallherworkwasclear;andthenshepouredmeoutaglassandsaid,withverypalecheeks,butelsenosignofmeaningabouther,’Whatdidyouaskme,CousinRidd?’

  ’Nothingofanyimportance,Ruth;onlywearesofondofyou。ImeantobemarriedassoonasIcan。Willyoucomeandhelpus?’

  ’TobesureIwill,CousinRidd——unless,unless,deargrandfathercannotsparemefromthebusiness。’Shewentaway;andherbreastwasheaving,likearickofunder-carriedhay。Andshestoodatthewindowlong,tryingtomakeyawnsofsighs。

  Formypart,Iknewnotwhattodo。AndyetIcouldthinkaboutit,asInevercouldwithLorna;withwhomIwasalwaysinawhirl,fromthepowerofmylove。SoIthoughtsometimeaboutit;andperceivedthatitwasthemanliestway,justtotellhereverything;exceptthatIfearedshelikedme。Butitseemedtomeunaccountablethatshedidnotevenaskthenameofmyintendedwife。PerhapsshethoughtthatitmustbeSally;orperhapsshefearedtotrusthervoice。

  ’Comeandsitbyme,dearRuth;andlistentoalong,longstory,howthingshavecomeaboutwithme。’

  ’No,thankyou,CousinRidd,’sheanswered;’atleastI

  meanthatIshallbehappy——thatIshallbereadytohearyou——tolistentoyou,Imeanofcourse。ButI

  wouldratherstaywhereIam,andhavetheair——orratherbeabletowatchfordeargrandfathercominghome。Heissokindandgoodtome。WhatshouldIdowithouthim?’

  ThenItoldherhow,foryearsandyears,IhadbeenattachedtoLorna,andallthedangersanddifficultieswhichhadsolongbesetus,andhowIhopedthatthesewerepassing,andnoothermightcomebetweenus,exceptonthescoreofreligion;uponwhichpointI

  trustedsoontoovercomemymother’sobjections。AndthenItoldherhowpoor,andhelpless,andaloneintheworld,myLornawas;andhowsadallheryouthhadbeen,untilIbroughtherawayatlast。AndmanyotherlittlethingsImentioned,whichthereisnoneedformeagaintodwellupon。Ruthhearditallwithoutaword,andwithoutoncelookingatme;andonlybyherattitudecouldIguessthatshewasweeping。Thenwhenallmytalewastold,sheaskedinalowandgentlevoice,butstillwithoutshowingherfacetome,——

  ’Anddoessheloveyou,CousinRidd?Doesshesaythatshelovesyouwith——withallherheart?’

  ’Certainly,shedoes,’Ianswered。’Doyouthinkitimpossibleforonelikehertodoso?’

  Shesaidnomore;butcrossedtheroombeforeIhadtimetolookather,andcamebehindmychair,andkissedmegentlyontheforehead。

  ’Ihopeyoumaybeveryhappy,with——Imeaninyournewlife,’shewhisperedverysoftly;’ashappyasyoudeservetobe,andashappyasyoucanmakeothersbe。

  NowhowIhavebeenneglectingyou!Iamquiteashamedofmyselfforthinkingonlyofgrandfather:anditmakesmesolow-spirited。Youhavetoldmeaveryniceromance,andIhaveneverevenhelpedyoutoaglassofwine。Here,pouritforyourself,dearcousin;Ishallbebackagaindirectly。’

  Withthatshewasoutofthedoorinamoment;andwhenshecameback,youwouldnothavethoughtthatatearhaddimmedthoselargebrighteyes,orwandereddownthosepaleclearcheeks。Onlyherhandswerecoldandtrembling:andshemademehelpmyself。

  UncleReubendidnotappearatall;andRuth,whohadpromisedtocomeandseeus,andstayforafortnightatourhouseifhergrandfathercouldspareher,nowdiscovered,beforeIleft,thatshemustnotthinkofdoingso。Perhapsshewasrightindecidingthus;atanyrateithadnowbecomeimproperformetopressher。AndyetInowdesiredtenfoldthatsheshouldconsenttocome,thinkingthatLornaherselfwouldworkthespeediestcureofherpassingwhim。

  Forsuch,Itriedtopersuademyself,wasthenatureofRuth’sregardforme:anduponlookingbackIcouldnotchargemyselfwithanymisconducttowardsthelittlemaiden。Ihadneversoughthercompany,Ihadnevertrifledwithheratleastuntilthatveryday,andbeingsoengrossedwithmyownlove,Ihadscarcelyeverthoughtofher。Andthemaidenwouldneverhavethoughtofme,exceptasaclumsyyokel,butformymother’sandsister’smeddling,andtheirwilysuggestions。IbelievetheyhadtoldthelittlesoulthatIwasdeeplyinlovewithher;althoughtheybothstoutlydeniedit。Butwhocanplacetrustinawoman’sword,whenitcomestoaquestionofmatch-making?

  NowwhileIwasridinghomethatevening,withatenderconscienceaboutRuth,althoughnotawoundedone,Iguessedbutlittlethatallmythoughtswereneededmuchformyownaffairs。Sohoweveritprovedtobe;forasIcamein,soonafterdark,mysisterElizametmeatthecornerofthecheese-room,andshesaid,’Don’tgointhere,John,’pointingtomother’sroom;’untilIhavehadatalkwithyou。’

  ’InthenameofMoses,’Iinquired,havingpickedupthatphraseatDulverton;’whatareyouataboutmenow?Thereisnopeaceforaquietfellow。’

  ’Itisnothingweareat,’sheanswered;’neithermayyoumakelightofit。ItissomethingveryimportantaboutMistressLornaDoone。’

  ’Letushaveitatonce,’Icried;’IcanbearanythingaboutLorna,exceptthatshedoesnotcareforme。’

  ’Ithasnothingtodowiththat,John。AndIamquitesurethatyouneverneedfearanythingofthatsort。

  Sheperfectlyweariesmesometimes,althoughhervoiceissosoftandsweet,aboutyourendlessperfections。’

  ’Blessherlittleheart!’Isaid;’thesubjectisinexhaustible。’

  ’Nodoubt’repliedLizzie,inthedriestmanner;

  ’especiallytoyoursisters。Howeverthisisnotimetojoke。Ifearyouwillgettheworstofit,John。DoyouknowamanofaboutGwenny’sshape,nearlyasbroadasheislong,butaboutsixtimesthesizeofGwenny,andwithalengthofsnow-whitehair,andathicknessalso;asthecopseswerelastwinter。Henevercancombit,thatisquitecertain,withanycombyetinvented。’

  ’Thenyougoandofferyourservices。Therearefewthingsyoucannotscarify。Iknowthemanfromyourdescription,althoughIhaveneverseenhim。NowwhereismyLorna?’

  ’YourLornaiswithAnnie,havingagoodcry,I

  believe;andAnnietoogladtosecondher。Sheknowsthatthisgreatmanishere,andknowsthathewantstoseeher。Butshebeggedtodefertheinterview,untildearJohn’sreturn。’

  ’Whatanastywayyouhaveoftellingtheverycommonestpieceofnews!’Isaid,onpurposetopayherout。’Whatmanwilleverfancyyou,youunluckylittlesnapper?Now,nomorenurserytalkforme。Iwillgoandsettlethisbusiness。Youhadbettergoanddressyourdolls;ifyoucangivethemclothesunpoisoned。’

  HereuponLizzieburstintoaperfectroaroftears;

  feelingthatshehadtheworstofit。AndItookherup,andbeggedherpardon;althoughshescarcelydeservedit;forsheknewthatIwasoutofluck,andshemighthavesparedhersatire。

  IwasalmostsurethatthemanwhowascomemustbetheCounsellorhimself;ofwhomIfeltmuchkeenerfearthanofhissonCarver。AndknowingthathisvisitbodedilltomeandLorna,Iwentandsoughtmydear;

  andledherwithaheavyheart,fromthemaiden’sroomtomother’s,tomeetourdreadfulvisitor。

  Motherwasstandingbythedoor,makingcurtseysnowandthen,andlisteningtoalongharangueupontherightsofstateandland,whichtheCounsellorhavingfoundthatshewastheownerofherproperty,andknewnothingofhertitletoitwasencouragedtodeliverit。Mydearmotherstoodgazingathim,spell-boundbyhiseloquence,andonlyhopingthathewouldstop。Hewasshakinghishairuponhisshoulders,inthepowerofhiswords,andhiswrathatsomelittlething,whichhedeclaredtobequiteillegal。

  ThenIventuredtoshowmyself,intheflesh,beforehim;althoughhefeignednottoseeme;butheadvancedwithzealtoLorna;holdingoutbothhandsatonce。

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