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  Asitis,IshallkeepitforMasterFaggus,andaddinterestforkeeping。’

  ’Ohno,John;ohno,John,’shebeggedmeearnestly,beingsoberedinamoment。’Yourhandissoterriblyheavy,John;andheneverwouldforgiveyou;althoughheissogood-hearted,hecannotputupwithaninsult。

  Promiseme,dearJohn,thatyouwillnotstrikehim;

  andIwillpromiseyoufaithfullytokeepyoursecret,evenfrommother,andevenfromCousinTomhimself。’

  ’AndfromLizzie;mostofall,fromLizzie,’Iansweredveryeagerly,knowingtoowellwhichofmyrelationswouldbehardestwithme。

  ’OfcoursefromlittleLizzie,’saidAnnie,withsomecontempt;’ayoungthinglikehercannotbekepttoolong,inmyopinion,fromtheknowledgeofsuchsubjects。Andbesides,IshouldbeverysorryifLizziehadtherighttoknowyoursecrets,asIhave,dearestJohn。Notasoulshallbethewiserforyourhavingtrustedme,John;althoughIshallbeverywretchedwhenyouarelateawayatnight,amongthosedreadfulpeople。’

  ’Well,’Ireplied,’itisnousecryingoverspiltmilkAnnie。Youhavemysecret,andIhaveyours;andI

  scarcelyknowwhichofthetwoislikelytohavetheworsttimeofit,whenitcomestomother’sears。I

  couldputupwithperpetualscoldingbutnotwithmother’ssadsilence。’

  ’ThatisexactlyhowIfeel,John。’andasAnniesaiditshebrightenedup,andhersofteyesshoneuponme;

  ’butnowIshallbemuchhappier,dear;becauseIshalltrytohelpyou。Nodoubttheyoungladydeservesit,John。Sheisnotafterthefarm,Ihope?’

  ’She!’Iexclaimed;andthatwasenough,therewassomuchscorninmyvoiceandface。

  ’Then,Iamsure,Iamveryglad,’Anniealwaysmadethebestofthings;’forIdobelievethatSallySnowehastakenafancytoourdairy-place,andthepatternofourcream-pans;andsheaskedsomuchaboutourmeadows,andthecolourofthemilk——’

  ’Then,afterall,youwereright,dearAnnie;itisthegroundshedotesupon。’

  ’Andthethingsthatwalkuponit,’sheansweredmewithanotherkiss;’Sallyhastakenawonderfulfancytoourbestcow,“Nipple-pins。“Butshenevershallhavehernow;whataconsolation!’

  Weenteredthehousequitegentlythus,andfoundFarmerNicholasSnoweasleep,littledreaminghowhisplanshadbeenoversetbetweenus。AndthenAnniesaidtomeveryslyly,betweenasmileandablush,——

  ’Don’tyouwishLornaDoonewashere,John,intheparlouralongwithmother;insteadofthosetwofashionablemilkmaids,asUncleBenwillcallthem,andpoorstupidMistressKebby?’

  ’ThatindeedIdo,Annie。Imustkissyouforonlythinkingofit。Dearme,itseemsasifyouhadknownallaboutusforatwelvemonth。’

  ’Shelovesyou,withallherheart,John。Nodoubtaboutthatofcourse。’AndAnnielookedupatme,asmuchastosayshewouldliketoknowwhocouldhelpit。

  ’That’stheverythingshewon’tdo,’saidI,knowingthatAnniewouldlovemeallthemoreforit,’sheisonlybeginningtolikeme,Annie;andasforloving,sheissoyoungthatsheonlyloveshergrandfather。

  ButIhopeshewillcometoitby-and-by。’

  ’Ofcourseshemust,’repliedmysister,’itwillbeimpossibleforhertohelpit。’

  ’Ahwell!Idon’tknow,’forIwantedmoreassuranceofit。’Maidensaresuchwondrousthings!’’

  ’Notabitofit,’saidAnnie,castingherbrighteyesdownwards:’loveisassimpleasmilking,whenpeopleknowhowtodoit。Butyoumustnotletheralonetoolong;thatismyadvicetoyou。Whatasimpletonyoumusthavebeennottotellmelongago。IwouldhavemadeLornawildaboutyou,longbeforethistime,Johnny。Butnowyougointotheparlour,dear,whileI

  doyourcollop。FaithSnoweisnotcome,butPollyandSally。Sallyhasmadeuphermindtoconqueryouthisveryblessedevening,John。Onlylookwhatathingofascarfshehason;Ishouldbequiteashamedtowearit。Butyouwon’tstrikepoorTom,willyou?’

  ’NotI,mydarling,foryoursweetsake。’

  AndsodearAnnie,havinggrownquitebrave,gavemealittlepushintotheparlour,whereIwasquiteabashedtoenterafterallIhadheardaboutSally。AndImadeupmymindtoexamineherwell,andtryalittlecourtingwithher,ifsheshouldleadmeon,thatI

  mightbeinpracticeforLorna。ButwhenIperceivedhowgrandlyandrichlyboththeyoungdamselswereapparelled;andhow,intheircurtseystome,theyretreated,asifIweremakinguptothem,inawaytheyhadlearnedfromExeter;andhowtheybegantotalkoftheCourt,asiftheyhadbeentherealltheirlives,andthelatestmodeoftheDuchessofthis,andtheprofileoftheCountessofthat,andthelastgoodsayingofmyLordsomething;insteadofbutter,andcream,andeggs,andthingswhichtheyunderstood;I

  knewtheremustbesomebodyintheroombesidesJasperKebbytotalkat。

  Andsotherewas;forbehindthecurtaindrawnacrossthewindow-seatnolessamanthanUncleBenwassittinghalfasleepandweary;andbyhissidealittlegirlveryquietandverywatchful。MymotherledmetoUncleBen,andhetookmyhandwithoutrising,mutteringsomethingnotover-polite,aboutmybeingbiggerthanever。Iaskedhimheartilyhowhewas,andhesaid,’Wellenough,forthatmatter;butnonethebetterforthenoiseyougreatclodshavebeenmaking。’

  ’Iamsorryifwehavedisturbedyou,sir,’Iansweredverycivilly;’butIknewnotthatyouwerehereeven;

  andyoumustallowforharvesttime。’

  ’Soitseems,’hereplied;’andallowagreatdeal,includingwasteanddrunkenness。Nowifyoucanseesosmallathing,afteremptyingflagonsmuchlarger

  thisismygranddaughter,andmyheiress’——hereheglancedatmother——’myheiress,littleRuthHuckaback。’

  ’Iamverygladtoseeyou,Ruth,’Ianswered,offeringhermyhand,whichsheseemedafraidtotake,’welcometoPlover’sBarrows,mygoodcousinRuth。’

  However,mygoodcousinRuthonlyarose,andmademeacurtsey,andliftedhergreatbrowneyesatme,moreinfear,asIthought,thankinship。Andifeveranyonelookedunliketheheiresstogreatproperty,itwasthelittlegirlbeforeme。

  ’Comeouttothekitchen,dear,andletmechuckyoutotheceiling,’Isaid,justtoencourageher;’Ialwaysdoittolittlegirls;andthentheycanseethehamsandbacon。’ButUncleReubenburstoutlaughing;andRuthturnedawaywithadeeprichcolour。

  ’Doyouknowhowoldsheis,younumskull?’saidUncleBen,inhisdryestdrawl;’shewasseventeenlastJuly,sir。’

  ’OnthefirstofJuly,grandfather,’Ruthwhispered,withherbackstilltome;’butmanypeoplewillnotbelieveit。’

  Heremothercameuptomyrescue,asshealwayslovedtodo;andshesaid,’IfmysonmaynotdanceMissRuth,atanyratehemaydancewithher。Wehaveonlybeenwaitingforyou,dearJohn,tohavealittleharvestdance,withthekitchendoorthrownopen。YoutakeRuth;UncleBentakeSally;MasterDebbypairoffwithPolly;andneighbourNicholaswillbegoodenough,ifIcanawakehim,tostandupwithfairMistressKebby。Lizziewillplayusthevirginal。Won’tyou,Lizziedear?’

  ’Butwhoistodancewithyou,madam?’UncleBenasked,verypolitely。’Ithinkyoumustrearrangeyourfigure。Ihavenotdancedforascoreofyears;andI

  willnotdancenow,whilethemistressandtheowneroftheharvestsitsasideneglected。’

  ’Nay,MasterHuckaback,’criedSallySnowe,withasaucytossofherhair;’MistressRiddistookindagreatdeal,inhandingyouovertome。Youtakeher;

  andIwillfetchAnnietobemypartnerthisevening。

  Ilikedancingverymuchbetterwithgirls,fortheyneversqueezeandrumpleone。Oh,itissomuchnicer!’

  ’Havenofearforme,mydears,’ourmotheransweredsmiling:’ParsonBowdenpromisedtocomebackagain;I

  expecthimeveryminute;andheintendstoleadmeoff,andtobringapartnerforAnnietoo,averyprettyyounggentleman。Nowbegin;andIwilljoinyou。’

  Therewasnodisobeyingher,withoutrudeness;andindeedthegirls’feetwerealreadyjigging;andLizziegivingherselfwonderfulairswitharolloflearnedmusic;andevenwhileAnniewasdoingmycollop,herprettyroundinstepwasarchingitself,asIcouldseefromtheparlour-door。SoItooklittleRuth,andI

  spunheraround,asthesoundofthemusiccamelivelyandringing;andafteruscamealltherestwithmuchlaughter,beggingmenottojumpoverher;andanonmygravepartnerbegantosmilesweetly,andlookupatmewiththebrightestofeyes,anddropmetheprettiestcurtseys;tillIthoughtwhatagreatstupeImusthavebeentodreamofputtingherinthecheese-rack。ButonethingIcouldnotatallunderstand;whymother,whousedtodoallinherpowertothrowmeacrossSallySnowe,shouldnowdotheveryopposite;forshewouldnotallowmeonemomentwithSally,noteventocrossinthedance,orwhisper,orgoanywherenearacornerwhichasIsaid,Iintendedtodo,justbywayofpractice,whileshekeptme,alltheevening,ascloseaspossiblewithRuthHuckaback,andcameupandpraisedmesotoRuth,timesandagain,thatIdeclareIwasquiteashamed。AlthoughofcourseIknewthatI

  deserveditall,butIcouldnotwellsaythat。

  ThenAnniecamesailingdownthedance,withherbeautifulhairflowingroundher;thelightestfigureinalltheroom,andthesweetest,andtheloveliest。

  Shewasblushing,withherfaircheeksredbeneathherdearblueeyes,asshemetmyglanceofsurpriseandgriefatthepartnershewasleaningon。ItwasSquireMarwooddeWhichehalse。IwouldsoonerhaveseenherwithTomFaggus,asindeedIhadexpected,whenIheardofParsonBowden。Andtomeitseemedthatshehadnorighttobedancingsowithanyother;andtothiseffectIcontrivedtowhisper;butsheonlysaid,’Seetoyourself,John。No,butletusbothenjoyourselves。YouarenotdancingwithLorna,John。Butyouseemuncommonlyhappy。’

  ’Tush,’Isaid;’couldIflipaboutso,ifIhadmylovewithme?’

  Wekeptupthedanceverylatethatnight,motherbeinginsuchwonderfulspirits,thatshewouldnothearofourgoingtobed:

  whilesheglancedfromyoungSquireMarwood,verydeepinhistalkwithourAnnie,tomeandRuthHuckabackwhowerebeginningtobeverypleasantcompany。Alas,poormother,soproudasshewas,howlittleshedreamedthathergoodschemesalreadywerehopelesslygoingawry!

  Beingforcedtobeupbeforedaylightnextday,inordertobeginrightearly,Iwouldnotgotomybedroomthatnightforfearofdisturbingmymother,butdeterminedtosleepinthetallatawhile,thatplacebeingcool,andairy,andrefreshingwiththesmellofsweethay。Moreover,aftermydwellingintown,whereIhadfeltlikeahorseonalime-kiln,I

  couldnotforalengthoftimehaveenoughofcountrylife。Themooingofacalfwasmusic,andthechuckleofafowlwaswit,andthesnoreofthehorseswasnewstome。

  ’Wulthavetheeownwai,Ireckon,’saidBetty,beingcrosswithsleepiness,forshehadwashedupeverything;’slapeinhog-pound,iftheelaikes,Jan。’

  LettingherhavethelastwordofitasisthedueofwomenIstoodinthecourt,andwonderedawhileatthegloryoftheharvestmoon,andtheyellowworlditshoneupon。ThenIsaw,assureaseverIwasstandingthereintheshadowofthestable,Isawashortwidefigureglideacrossthefootofthecourtyard,betweenmeandthesix-barredgate。Insteadofrunningafterit,asIshouldhavedone,Ibegantoconsiderwhoitcouldbe,andwhatonearthwasdoingthere,whenallourpeoplewereinbed,andthereapersgonehome,ortothelinhaycloseagainstthewheatfield。

  Havingmadeupmymindatlast,thatitcouldbenoneofourpeople——thoughnotadogwasbarking——andalsothatitmusthavebeeneitheragirlorawoman,Irandownwithallspeedtolearnwhatmightbethemeaningofit。ButIcametoolatetolearn,throughmyownhesitation,forthiswasthelowerendofthecourtyard,nottheapproachfromtheparishhighway,buttheendofthesledd-way,acrossthefieldswherethebrookgoesdowntotheLynnstream,andwhereSquireFaggushadsavedtheolddrake。Andofcoursethedrychannelofthebrook,beingscarcelyanywaternow,affordedplentyofplacetohide,leadingalsotoalittlecoppice,beyondourcabbage-garden,andsofurtherontotheparishhighway。

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