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  Thecorn,ohthecorn,andtheblessingofthecorn!

  Comeuntothedoor,mylads,andlookbeneaththemoon,Wecansee,onhillandvalley,howitisyelloon,Withabreadthofglory,aswhenourLordwasborn。

  Chorus

  Thecorn,ohthecorn,andtheyellow,mellowcorn!

  Thanksforthecorn,withourbreadupontheboard!

  Soshallweacknowledgeit,beforewereapthemorn,Withourhandstoheaven,andourkneesuntotheLord。

  Nowwesangthissongverywellthefirsttime,havingtheparishchoirtoleadus,andtheclarionet,andtheparsontogiveusthetimewithhiscup;andwesangitagainthesecondtime,notsobutwhatyoumightpraiseitifyouhadbeenwithusalltheevening,althoughtheparsonwasgonethen,andtheclerknotfittocomparewithhiminthematterofkeepingtime。Butwhenthatsongwasinitsthirdsinging,Idefyanymanhoweversobertohavemadeoutoneversefromtheother,oreventheburdenfromtheverses,inasmuchaseverymanpresent,ay,andwomantoo,sangasbecameconvenienttothem,inutterancebothofwordsandtune。

  Andintruth,therewasmuchexcuseforthem;becauseitwasanobleharvest,fittothanktheLordfor,withoutHisthinkingushypocrites。Forwehadmorelandinwheat,thatyear,thaneverwehadbefore,andtwicethecroptotheacre;andIcouldnothelpnowandthenremembering,inthemidstofthemerriment,howmyfatherinthechurchyardyonderwouldhavegloriedtobeholdit。Andmymother,whohadleftusnow,happeningtoreturnjustthen,beingcalledtohaveherhealthdrunkforthetwentiethtimeatleast,IknewbythesadnessinhereyesthatshewasthinkingjustasIwas。Presently,therefore,I

  slippedawayfromthenoise,andmirth,andsmokingalthoughofthatlasttherewasnotmuch,exceptfromFarmerNicholas,andcrossingthecourtyardinthemoonlight,Iwent,justtocoolmyself,asfarasmyfather’stombstone。

  Ihadlongoutgrownunwholesomefeelingastomyfather’sdeath,andsohadAnnie;thoughLizziewhomusthavelovedhimleaststillentertainedsomeevilwill,andlongingforapunishment。ThereforeIwassurprisedandindeed,startledwouldnotbetoomuchtosay,themoonbeingsomewhatfleecy,toseeourAnniesittingthereasmotionlessasthetombstone,andwithallherbestfallalsuponher,afterstowingawaythedishes。

  Mynerves,however,aregoodandstrong,exceptatleastinlovematters,whereintheyalwaysfailme,andwhenImeetwithwitches;andthereforeIwentuptoAnnie,althoughshelookedsowhiteandpure;forIhadseenherbeforewiththosethingson,anditstruckmewhoshewas。

  “Whatareyoudoinghere,Annie?“Iinquiredrathersternly,beingvexedwithherforhavinggonesoveryneartofrightenme。

  “Nothingatall,“saidourAnnieshortly。Andindeeditwastruthenoughforawoman。NotthatIdaretobelievethatwomenaresuchliarsasmensay;onlythatImeantheyoftenseethingsroundthecorner,andknownotwhichiswhichofit。AndindeedIneverhaveknownawomanthoughrightenoughintheirmeaning

  purelyandperfectlytrueandtransparent,exceptonlymyLorna;andevenso,Imightnothavelovedher,ifshehadbeenugly。

  ’Why,howso?’saidI;’MissAnnie,whatbusinesshaveyouhere,doingnothingatthistimeofnight?Andleavingmewithallthetroubletoentertainourguests!’

  ’Youseemnottometobedoingit,John,’Annieansweredsoftly;’whatbusinesshaveyouheredoingnothing,atthistimeofnight?’

  Iwastakensoabackwiththis,andtheextremeimpertinenceofit,fromamereyounggirllikeAnnie,thatIturnedroundtomarchawayandhavenothingmoretosaytoher。Butshejumpedup,andcaughtmebythehand,andthrewherselfuponmybosom,withherfaceallwetwithtears。

  ’Oh,John,Iwilltellyou。Iwilltellyou。Onlydon’tbeangry,John。’

  ’Angry!noindeed,’saidI;’whatrighthaveItobeangrywithyou,becauseyouhaveyoursecrets?Everychitofagirlthinksnowthatshehasarighttohersecrets。’

  ’Andyouhavenoneofyourown,John;ofcourseyouhavenoneofyourown?Allyourgoingoutatnight——’

  ’Wewillnotquarrelhere,poorAnnie,’Ianswered,withsomeloftiness;’therearemanythingsuponmymind,whichgirlscanhavenonotionof。’

  ’Andsothereareuponmine,John。Oh,John,Iwilltellyoueverything,ifyouwilllookatmekindly,andpromisetoforgiveme。Oh,Iamsomiserable!’

  Nowthis,thoughshewasbehavingsobadly,movedmemuchtowardsher;especiallyasIlongedtoknowwhatshehadtotellme。ThereforeIallowedhertocoaxme,andtokissme,andtoleadmeawayalittle,asfarastheoldyew-tree;forshewouldnottellmewhereshewas。

  Butevenintheshadowthere,shewasverylongbeforebeginning,andseemedtohavetwomindsaboutit,orratherperhapsadozen;andshelaidhercheekagainstthetree,andsobbedtillitwaspitiful;andIknewwhatmotherwouldsaytoherforspoilingherbestfrockso。

  ’Nowwillyoustop?’Isaidatlast,harderthanI

  meantit,forIknewthatshewouldgoonallnight,ifanyoneencouragedher:andthoughnotwellacquaintedwithwomen,Iunderstoodmysisters;orelseImustbeabornfool——except,ofcourse,thatIneverprofessedtounderstandEliza。

  ’Yes,Iwillstop,’saidAnnie,panting;’youareveryhardonme,John;butIknowyoumeanitforthebest。

  Ifsomebodyelse——IamsureIdon’tknowwho,andhavenorighttoknow,nodoubt,butshemustbeawickedthing——ifsomebodyelsehadbeentakensowithapainallroundtheheart,John,andnopoweroftellingit,perhapsyouwouldhavecoaxed,andkissedher,andcomealittlenearer,andmadeopportunitytobeveryloving。’

  NowthiswassoexactlywhatIhadtriedtodotoLorna,thatmybreathwasalmosttakenawayatAnnie’ssodescribingit。ForawhileIcouldnotsayaword,butwonderedifshewereawitch,whichhadneverbeeninourfamily:andthen,allofasudden,Isawthewaytobeather,withthedevilatmyelbow。

  ’Fromyourknowledgeofthesethings,Annie,youmusthavehadthemdonetoyou。Idemandtoknowthisverymomentwhohastakensuchliberties。’

  ’Then,John,youshallneverknow,ifyouaskinthatmanner。Besides,itwasnolibertyintheleastatall,Cousinshavearighttodothings——andwhentheyareone’sgodfather——’HereAnniestoppedquitesuddenlyhavingsobetrayedherself;butmetmeinthefullmoonlight,beingresolvedtofaceitout,withagoodfaceputuponit。

  ’Alas,Ifeareditwouldcometothis,’Iansweredverysadly;’Iknowhehasbeenheremanyatime,withoutshowinghimselftome。Thereisnothingmeanerthanforamantosneak,andstealayoungmaid’sheart,withoutherpeopleknowingit。’

  ’Youarenotdoinganythingofthatsortyourselfthen,dearJohn,areyou?’

  ’Onlyacommonhighwayman!’Ianswered,withoutheedingher;’amanwithoutanacreofhisown,andliabletohanguponanycommon,andnootherrightofcommonoverit——’

  ’John,’saidmysister,’aretheDoonesprivilegednottobehangeduponcommonland?’

  AtthisIwassothunderstruck,thatIleapedintheairlikeashotrabbit,andrushedashardasIcouldthroughthegateandacrosstheyard,andbackintothekitchen;andthereIaskedFarmerNicholasSnowetogivemesometobacco,andtolendmeasparepipe。

  Thishedidwithagratefulmanner,beingnowsomefive-fourthsgone;andsoIsmokedtheveryfirstpipethateverhadenteredmylipstillthen;andbeyondadoubtitdidmegood,andspreadmyheartatleisure。

  Meanwhilethereapersweremostlygone,tobeupbetimesinthemorning;andsomewereledbytheirwives;andsomehadtoleadtheirwivesthemselves,accordingtothecapacityofmanandwiferespectively。

  ButBettywasaslivelyasever,bustlingaboutwitheveryone,andlookingoutforthechanceofgroats,whichthebetteroffmightbefreewith。Andoverthekneading-pannextday,shedroppedthreeandsixpenceoutofherpocket;andLizziecouldnottellforherlifehowmuchmoremighthavebeeninit。

  NowbythistimeIhadalmostfinishedsmokingthatpipeoftobacco,andwonderingatmyselfforhavingsodespisedithitherto,andmakingupmymindtohaveanothertrialto-morrownight,itbegantooccurtomethatalthoughdearAnniehadbehavedsoverybadlyandrudely,andalmosttakenmybreathawaywiththesuddennessofherallusion,yetitwasnotkindofmetoleaveheroutthereatthattimeofnight,allalone,andinsuchdistress。Anyofthereapersgoinghomemightbegottensofarbeyondfearofghostsastoventureintothechurchyard;andalthoughtheywouldknowagreatdealbetterthantoinsultasisterofminewhensober,therewasnotellingwhattheymightdointheirpresentstateofrejoicing。Moreover,itwasonlyrightthatIshouldlearn,forLorna’ssake,howfarAnnie,oranyoneelse,hadpenetratedoursecret。

  Therefore,Iwentforthatonce,bearingmypipeinaskilfulmanner,asIhadseenFarmerNicholasdo;andmarking,withanewkindofpleasure,howtheringsandwreathsofsmokehoveredandflutteredinthemoonlight,likealarkuponhiscarol。PoorAnniewasgonebackagaintoourfather’sgrave,andthereshesatupontheturf,sobbingverygently,andnotwishingtotroubleanyone。SoIraisedhertenderly,andmademuchofher,andconsoledher,forIcouldnotscoldherthere;andperhapsafterallshewasnottobeblamedsomuchasTomFaggushimselfwas。Anniewasverygratefultome,andkissedmemanytimes,andbeggedmypardoneversooftenforherrudenesstome。

  Andthenhavinggonesofarwithit,andfindingmesocomplaisant,shemustneedstrytogoalittlefurther,andtoleadmeawayfromherownaffairs,andintomineconcerningLorna。Butalthoughitwascleverenoughofhershewasnotdeepenoughformethere;andIsoondiscoveredthatsheknewnothing,noteventhenameofmydarling;butonlysuspectedfromthingsshehadseen,andputtogetherlikeawoman。UponthisI

  broughtherbackagaintoTomFaggusandhisdoings。

  ’MypoorAnnie,haveyoureallypromisedhimtobehiswife?’

  ’Thenafterallyouhavenoreason,John,noparticularreason,Imean,forslightingpoorSallySnoweso?’

  ’Withoutevenaskingmotherorme!Oh,Annie,itwaswrongofyou!’

  ’But,darling,youknowthatmotherwishesyousomuchtomarrySally;andIamsureyoucouldhaveherto-morrow。Shedotesontheveryground——’

  ’Idaresayhetellsyouthat,Annie,thathedotesonthegroundyouwalkupon——butdidyoubelievehim,child?’

  ’Youmaybelieveme,Iassureyou,John,andhalfthefarmtobesettleduponher,aftertheoldman’stime;

  andthoughshegivesherselflittleairs,itisonlydonetoenticeyou;shehastheverybesthandinthedairyJohn,andthelightestataturn-overcake——’

  ’Now,Annie,don’ttalknonsenseso。IwishjusttoknowthetruthaboutyouandTomFaggus。Doyoumeantomarryhim?’

  ’Itomarrybeforemybrother,andleavehimwithnonetotakecareofhim!Whocandohimareddeercollop,exceptSallyherself,asIcan?Comehome,dear,atonce,andIwilldoyouone;foryouneverateamorselofsupper,withallthepeopleyouhadtoattendupon。’

  Thiswastrueenough;andseeingnochanceofanythingmorethancrossquestionsandcrookedpurposes,atwhichagirlwassuretobeatme,Ievenallowedhertoleadmehome,withthethoughtsofthecollopuppermost。ButInevercounteduponbeingbeatensothoroughlyasIwas;forknowingmenowtobeoffmyguard,theyounghussystoppedatthefarmyardgate,asifwithabrierentanglingher,andwhileIwasstoopingtotakeitaway,shelookedmefullinthefacebythemoonlight,andjerkedoutquitesuddenly,——

  ’Canyourlovedoacollop,John?’

  ’No,Ishouldhopenot,’Iansweredrashly;’sheisnotamerecook-maidIshouldhope。’

  ’SheisnothalfsoprettyasSallySnowe;Iwillanswerforthat,’saidAnnie。

  ’SheistenthousandtimesasprettyastenthousandSallySnowes,’Irepliedwithgreatindignation。

  ’Oh,butlookatSally’seyes!’criedmysisterrapturously。

  ’LookatLornaDoone’s,’saidI;’andyouwouldneverlookagainatSally’s。’

  ’OhLornaDoone。LornaDoone!’exclaimedourAnniehalf-frightened,yetclappingherhandswithtriumph,athavingfoundmeoutso:’LornaDooneisthelovelymaiden,whohasstolenpoorsomebody’sheartso。Ah,I

  shallrememberit;becauseitissoqueeraname。Butstop,Ihadbetterwriteitdown。Lendmeyourhat,poorboy,towriteon。’

  ’Ihaveagreatmindtolendyouaboxontheear,’I

  answeredherinmyvexation,’andIwould,ifyouhadnotbeencryingso,youslygood-for-nothingbaggage。

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