第23章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"Wessex Tales",免费读到尾

  Barnetprivatelythoughtthedesignasufficientlyimposingoneasitstood,evenextravagantlyornate;but,feelingthathehadnorighttocriticize,hesaidgently,’Downe,shouldyounotlivemoreinyourchildren’slivesatthepresenttime,andsoftenthesharpnessofregretforyourownpastbythinkingoftheirfuture?’

  ’Yes,yes;butwhatcanIdomore?’askedDowne,wrinklinghisforeheadhopelessly。

  ItwaswithanxiousslownessthatBarnetproducedhisreply——thesecretobjectofhisvisitto-night。’Didyounotsayonedaythatyououghtbyrightstogetagovernessforthechildren?’

  Downeadmittedthathehadsaidso,butthathecouldnotseehiswaytoit。’ThekindofwomanIshouldliketohave,’hesaid,’wouldberatherbeyondmymeans。No;IthinkIshallsendthemtoschoolinthetownwhentheyareoldenoughtogooutalone。’

  ’Now,Iknowofsomethingbetterthanthat。ThelateLieutenantSavile’sdaughter,Lucy,wantstodosomethingforherselfinthewayofteaching。Shewouldbeinexpensive,andwouldansweryourpurposeaswellasanybodyforsixortwelvemonths。Shewouldprobablycomedailyifyouweretoaskher,andsoyourhousekeepingarrangementswouldnotbemuchaffected。’

  ’Ithoughtshehadgoneaway,’saidthesolicitor,musing。’Wheredoesshelive?’

  Barnettoldhim,andaddedthat,ifDowneshouldthinkofherassuitable,hewoulddowelltocallassoonaspossible,orshemightbeonthewing。’Ifyoudoseeher,’hesaid,’itwouldbeadvisablenottomentionmyname。Sheisratherstiffinherideasofme,anditmightprejudiceheragainstacourseifsheknewthatIrecommendedit。’

  Downepromisedtogivethesubjecthisconsideration,andnothingmorewassaidaboutitjustthen。ButwhenBarnetrosetogo,whichwasnottillnearlybedtime,heremindedDowneofthesuggestionandwentupthestreettohisownsolitaryhomewithasenseofsatisfactionathispromisingdiplomacyinacharitablecause。

  Thewallsofhisnewhousewerecarriedupnearlytotheirfullheight。Byacuriousthoughnotinfrequentreaction,Barnet’sfeelingsaboutthatunnecessarystructurehadundergoneachange;hetookconsiderableinterestinitsprogressasalong-neglectedthing,hiswifebeforeherdeparturehavinggrownquitewearyofitasahobby。Moreover,itwasanexcellentdistractionforamanintheunhappypositionofhavingtoliveinaprovincialtownwithnothingtodo。Hewasprobablythefirstofhislinewhohadeverpassedadaywithouttoil,andperhapssomethinglikeaninheritedinstinctdisqualifiessuchmenforalifeofpleasantinaction,suchasliesinthepowerofthosewhoseleisureisnotapersonalaccident,butavasthistoricalaccretionwhichhasbecomepartoftheirnatures。

  ThusBarnetgotintoawayofspendingmanyofhisleisurehoursonthesiteofthenewbuilding,andhemighthavebeenseenonmostdaysatthistimetryingthetemperofthemortarbypunchingthejointswithhisstick,lookingatthegrainofafloor-board,andmeditatingwhereitgrew,orpicturingunderwhatcircumstancesthelastfirewouldbekindledintheatpresentsootlesschimneys。Onedaywhenthusoccupiedhesawthreechildrenpassbyinthecompanyofafairyoungwoman,whosesuddenappearancecausedhimtoflushperceptibly。

  ’Ah,sheisthere,’hethought。’That’sablessedthing。’

  Castinganinterestedglanceovertherisingbuildingandthebusyworkmen,LucySavileandthelittleDownespassedby;andafterthattimeitbecamearegularthoughalmostunconsciouscustomofBarnettostandinthehalf-completedhouseandlookfromtheungarnishedwindowsatthegovernessasshetrippedtowardsthesea-shorewithheryoungcharges,whichshewasinthehabitofdoingonmostfineafternoons。Itwasononeoftheseoccasions,whenhehadbeenloiteringonthefirst-floorlanding,neartheholeleftforthestaircase,notyeterected,thatthereappearedabovetheedgeoftheflooralittlehat,followedbyalittlehead。

  Barnetwithdrewthroughadoorway,andthechildcametothetopoftheladder,steppingontothefloorandcryingtohersistersandMissSaviletofollow。Anotherheadroseabovethefloor,andanother,andthenLucyherselfcameintoview。Thetroopranhitherandthitherthroughtheempty,shaving-strewnrooms,andBarnetcameforward。

  Lucyutteredasmallexclamation:shewasverysorrythatshehadintruded;shehadnottheleastideathatMr。Barnetwasthere:thechildrenhadcomeup,andshehadfollowed。

  Barnetrepliedthathewasonlytoogladtoseethemthere。’Andnow,letmeshowyoutherooms,’hesaid。

  Shepassivelyassented,andhetookherround。Therewasnotmuchtoshowinsuchabareskeletonofahouse,buthemadethemostofit,andexplainedthedifferentornamentalfittingsthatweresoontobefixedhereandthere。Lucymadebutfewremarksinreply,thoughsheseemedpleasedwithhervisit,andstoleawaydowntheladder,followedbyhercompanions。

  AfterthisthenewresidencebecameyetmoreofahobbyforBarnet。

  Downe’schildrendidnotforgettheirfirstvisit,andwhenthewindowswereglazed,andthehandsomestaircasespreaditsbroadlowstepsintothehall,theycameagain,prancinginunweariedsuccessionthrougheveryroomfromground-floortoattics,whileLucystoodwaitingforthematthedoor。Barnet,whorarelymissedadayincomingtoinspectprogress,steppedoutfromthedrawing-

  room。

  ’Icouldnotkeepthemout,’shesaid,withanapologeticblush。’I

  triedtodosoverymuch:buttheyareratherwilful,andwearedirectedtowalkthiswayfortheseaair。’

  ’Doletthemmakethehousetheirregularplayground,andyouyours,’saidBarnet。’Thereisnobetterplaceforchildrentorompandtaketheirexerciseinthananemptyhouse,particularlyinmuddyordampweathersuchasweshallgetagooddealofnow;andthisplacewillnotbefurnishedforalonglongtime——perhapsnever。Iamnotatalldecidedaboutit。’

  ’O,butitmust!’repliedLucy,lookingroundatthehall。’Theroomsareexcellent,twiceashighasours;andtheviewsfromthewindowsaresolovely。’

  ’Idaresay,Idaresay,’hesaidabsently。

  ’Willallthefurniturebenew?’sheasked。

  ’Allthefurniturebenew——that’sathingIhavenotthoughtof。InfactIonlycomehereandlookon。Myfather’shousewouldhavebeenlargeenoughforme,butanotherpersonhadavoiceinthematter,anditwassettledthatweshouldbuild。However,theplacegrowsuponme;itsrecentassociationsarecheerful,andIamgettingtolikeitfast。’

  AcertainuneasinessinLucy’smannershowedthattheconversationwastakingtoopersonalaturnforher。’Still,asmoderntastesdevelop,peoplerequiremoreroomtogratifythemin,’shesaid,withdrawingtocallthechildren;andserenelybiddinghimgoodafternoonshewentonherway。

  Barnet’slifeatthisperiodwassingularlylonely,andyethewashappierthanhecouldhaveexpected。Hiswife’sestrangementandabsence,whichpromisedtobepermanent,lefthimfreeasaboyinhismovements,andthesolitarywalksthathetookgavehimampleopportunityforchastenedreflectiononwhatmighthavebeenhislotifhehadonlyshownwisdomenoughtoclaimLucySavilewhentherewasnobarbetweentheirlives,andshewastobehadfortheasking。HewouldoccasionallycallatthehouseofhisfriendDowne;buttherewasscarcelyenoughincommonbetweentheirtwonaturestomakethemmorethanfriendsofthatexcellentsortwhosepersonalknowledgeofeachother’shistoryandcharacterisalwaysinexcessofintimacy,wherebytheyarenotsolikelytobeseveredbyaclashofsentimentasincaseswhereintimacyspringsupinexcessofknowledge。Lucywasnevervisibleatthesetimes,beingeitherengagedintheschool-room,orintakinganairingoutofdoors;but,knowingthatshewasnowcomfortable,andhadgivenupthe,tohim,depressingideaofgoingofftotheothersideoftheglobe,hewasquitecontent。

  Thenewhousehadsofarprogressedthatthegardenerswerebeginningtograssdownthefront。Duringanafternoonwhichhewaspassinginmarkingthecurveforthecarriage-drive,hebeheldhercominginboldlytowardshimfromtheroad。HithertoBarnethadonlycaughtheronthepremisesbystealth;andthisadvanceseemedtoshowthatatlastherreservehadbrokendown。

  Asmilegainedstrengthuponherfaceassheapproached,anditwasquiteradiantwhenshecameup,andsaid,withoutatraceofembarrassment,’IfindIoweyouahundredthanks——anditcomestomequiteasasurprise!ItwasthroughyourkindnessthatIwasengagedbyMr。Downe。Believeme,Mr。Barnet,Ididnotknowituntilyesterday,orIshouldhavethankedyoulongandlongago!’

  ’Ihadoffendedyou——justatrifle——atthetime,Ithink?’saidBarnet,smiling,’anditwasbestthatyoushouldnotknow。’

  ’Yes,yes,’shereturnedhastily。’Don’talludetothat;itispastandover,andwewillletitbe。Thehouseisfinishedalmost,isitnot?Howbeautifulitwilllookwhentheevergreensaregrown!

  DoyoucallthestylePalladian,Mr。Barnet?’

  ’I——reallydon’tquiteknowwhatitis。Yes,itmustbePalladian,certainly。ButI’llaskJones,thearchitect;for,totellthetruth,Ihadnotthoughtmuchaboutthestyle:Ihadnothingtodowithchoosingit,Iamsorrytosay。’

  Shewouldnotlethimharponthisgloomyrefrain,andtalkedonbrightmatterstillshesaid,producingasmallrollofpaperwhichhehadnoticedinherhandallthewhile,’Mr。DownewishedmetobringyouthisreviseddrawingofthelateMrs。Downe’stomb,whichthearchitecthasjustsenthim。Hewouldlikeyoutolookitover。’

  Thechildrencameupwiththeirhoops,andshewentoffwiththemdowntheharbour-roadasusual。Barnethadbeengladtogetthosewordsofthanks;hehadbeenthinkingformanymonthsthathewouldlikehertoknowofhisshareinfindingherahomesuchasitwas;

  andwhathecouldnotdoforhimself,Downehadnowkindlydoneforhim。Hereturnedtohisdesolatehousewithalightertread;thoughinreasonhehardlyknewwhyhistreadshouldbelight。

  Onexaminingthedrawing,Barnetfoundthat,insteadofthevastaltar-tombandcanopyDownehaddeterminedonattheirlastmeeting,itwastobeamoremodestmemorialeventhanhadbeensuggestedbythearchitect;acopedtombofgoodsolidconstruction,withnouselesselaborationatall。BarnetwastrulygladtoseethatDownehadcometoreasonofhisownaccord;andhereturnedthedrawingwithanoteofapproval。

  Hefollowedupthehouse-workasbefore,andashewalkedupanddowntherooms,occasionallygazingfromthewindowsoverthebulginggreenhillsandthequietharbourthatlaybetweenthem,hemurmuredwordsandfragmentsofwords,which,iflistenedto,wouldhaverevealedallthesecretsofhisexistence。Whateverhisreasoningoingthere,Lucydidnotcallagain:thewalktotheshoreseemedtobeabandoned:hemusthavethoughtitaswellforboththatitshouldbeso,forhedidnotgoanywhereoutofhisaccustomedwaystoendeavourtodiscoverher。

点击下载App,搜索"Wessex Tales",免费读到尾