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  Thewinterandthespringhadpassed,andthehousewascomplete。

  ItwasafinemorningintheearlypartofJune,andBarnet,thoughnotinthehabitofrisingearly,hadtakenalongwalkbeforebreakfast;returningbywayofthenewbuilding。Asufficientlyexcitingcauseofhisrestlessnessto-daymighthavebeentheintelligencewhichhadreachedhimthenightbefore,thatLucySavilewasgoingtoIndiaafterall,andnotwithstandingtherepresentationsofherfriendsthatsuchajourneywasunadvisableinmanywaysforanunpractisedgirl,unlesssomemoredefiniteadvantagelayattheendofitthanshecouldshowtobethecase。

  Barnet’swalkuptheslopetothebuildingbetrayedthathewasinadissatisfiedmood。Hehardlysawthatthedewytimeofdaylentanunusualfreshnesstothebushesandtreeswhichhadsorecentlyputontheirsummerhabitofheavyleafage,andmadehisnewly-laidlawnlookaswellestablishedasanoldmanorialmeadow。Thehousehadbeensoadroitlyplacedbetweensixtallelmswhichweregrowingonthesitebeforehand,thattheyseemedlikerealancestraltrees;andtherooks,youngandold,cawedmelodiouslytotheirvisitor。

  Thedoorwasnotlocked,andheentered。Noworkmenappearedtobepresent,andhewalkedfromsunnywindowtosunnywindowoftheemptyrooms,withasenseofseclusionwhichmighthavebeenverypleasantbutfortheantecedentknowledgethathisalmostpaternalcareofLucySavilewastobethrownawaybyherwilfulness。

  Footstepsechoedthroughanadjoiningroom;andbendinghiseyesinthatdirection,heperceivedMr。Jones,thearchitect。Hehadcometolookoverthebuildingbeforegivingthecontractorhisfinalcertificate。Theywalkedoverthehousetogether。Everythingwasfinishedexceptthepapering:therewerethelatestimprovementsoftheperiodinbell-hanging,ventilating,smoke-jacks,fire-grates,andFrenchwindows。Thebusinesswassoonended,andJones,havingdirectedBarnet’sattentiontoarollofwall-paperpatternswhichlayonabenchforhischoice,wasleavingtokeepanotherengagement,whenBarnetsaid,’IsthetombfinishedyetforMrs。

  Downe?’

  ’Well——yes:itisatlast,’saidthearchitect,comingbackandspeakingasifhewereinamoodtomakeaconfidence。’Ihavehadnoendoftroubleinthematter,and,totellthetruth,Iamheartilygladitisover。’

  Barnetexpressedhissurprise。’IthoughtpoorDownehadgivenupthoseextravagantnotionsofhis?thenhehasgonebacktothealtarandcanopyafterall?Well,heistobeexcused,poorfellow!’

  ’Ono——hehasnotatallgonebacktothem——quitethereverse,’

  Joneshastenedtosay。’Hehassoreduceddesignafterdesign,thatthewholethinghasbeennothingbutwastelabourforme;tillintheendithasbecomeacommonheadstone,whichamasonputupinhalfaday。’

  ’Acommonheadstone?’saidBarnet。

  ’Yes。Iheldoutforsometimefortheadditionofafootstoneatleast。Buthesaid,“Ono——hecouldn’taffordit。“’

  ’Ah,well——hisfamilyisgrowingup,poorfellow,andhisexpensesaregettingserious。’

  ’Yes,exactly,’saidJones,asifthesubjectwerenoneofhis。AndagaindirectingBarnet’sattentiontothewall-papers,thebustlingarchitectlefthimtokeepsomeotherengagement。

  ’Acommonheadstone,’murmuredBarnet,leftagaintohimself。Hemusedaminuteortwo,andnextbeganlookingoverandselectingfromthepatterns;buthadnotlongbeenengagedintheworkwhenheheardanotherfootsteponthegravelwithout,andsomebodyentertheopenporch。

  Barnetwenttothedoor——itwashismanservantinsearchofhim。

  ’Ihavebeentryingforsometimetofindyou,sir,’hesaid。’Thisletterhascomebythepost,anditismarkedimmediate。Andthere’sthisonefromMr。Downe,whocalledjustnowwantingtoseeyou。’Hesearchedhispocketforthesecond。

  Barnettookthefirstletter——ithadablackborder,andboretheLondonpostmark。Itwasnotinhiswife’shandwriting,orinthatofanypersonheknew;butconjecturesoonceasedashereadthepage,whereinhewasbrieflyinformedthatMrs。Barnethaddiedsuddenlyonthepreviousday,atthefurnishedvillashehadoccupiednearLondon。

  Barnetlookedvaguelyroundtheemptyhall,attheblankwalls,outofthedoorway。Drawingalongpalpitatingbreath,andwitheyesdowncast,heturnedandclimbedthestairsslowly,likeamanwhodoubtedtheirstability。Thefactofhiswifehaving,asitwere,diedoncealready,andlivedonagain,hadentirelydislodgedthepossibilityofheractualdeathfromhisconjecture。Hewenttothelanding,leantoverthebalusters,andafterareverie,ofwhosedurationhehadbutthefaintestnotion,turnedtothewindowandstretchedhisgazetothecottagefurtherdowntheroad,whichwasvisiblefromhislanding,andfromwhichLucystillwalkedtothesolicitor’shousebyacrosspath。Thefaintwordsthatcamefromhismovinglipsweresimply,’Atlast!’

  Then,almostinvoluntarily,Barnetfelldownonhiskneesandmurmuredsomeincoherentwordsofthanksgiving。Surelyhisvirtueinrestoringhiswifetolifehadbeenrewarded!But,asiftheimpulsestruckuneasilyonhisconscience,hequicklyrose,brushedthedustfromhistrousersandsethimselftothinkofhisnextmovements。HecouldnotstartforLondonforsomehours;andashehadnopreparationstomakethatcouldnotbemadeinhalf-an-hour,hemechanicallydescendedandresumedhisoccupationofturningoverthewall-papers。Theyhadallgotbrighterforhim,thosepapers。

  Itwasallchanged——whowouldsitintheroomsthattheyweretoline?HewentontomuseuponLucy’sconductinsofrequentlycomingtothehousewiththechildren;heroccasionalblushinspeakingtohim;herevidentinterestinhim。Whatwomancaninthelongrunavoidbeinginterestedinamanwhomsheknowstobedevotedtoher?Ifhumansolicitationcouldevereffectanything,thereshouldbenogoingtoIndiaforLucynow。Allthepaperspreviouslychosenseemedwrongintheirshades,andhebeganfromthebeginningtochooseagain。

  Whileenteringonthetaskheheardaforced’Ahem!’fromwithouttheporch,evidentlyutteredtoattracthisattention,andfootstepsagainadvancingtothedoor。Hisman,whomhehadquiteforgotteninhismentalturmoil,wasstillwaitingthere。

  ’Ibegyourpardon,sir,’themansaidfromroundthedoorway;’buthere’sthenotefromMr。Downethatyoudidn’ttake。Hecalledjustafteryouwentout,andashecouldn’twait,hewrotethisonyourstudy-table。’

  Hehandedintheletter——noblack-borderedonenow,butapractical-

  lookingnoteinthewell-knownwritingofthesolicitor。

  ’DEARBARNET’——itran——’PerhapsyouwillbepreparedfortheinformationIamabouttogive——thatLucySavileandmyselfaregoingtobemarriedthismorning。Ihavehithertosaidnothingastomyintentiontoanyofmyfriends,forreasonswhichIamsureyouwillfullyappreciate。ThecrisishasbeenbroughtaboutbyherexpressingherintentiontojoinherbrotherinIndia。IthendiscoveredthatIcouldnotdowithouther。

  ’Itistobequiteaprivatewedding;butitismyparticularwishthatyoucomedownherequietlyatten,andgotochurchwithus;itwilladdgreatlytothepleasureIshallexperienceintheceremony,and,Ibelieve,toLucy’salso。Ihavecalledonyouveryearlytomaketherequest,inthebeliefthatIshouldfindyouathome;butyouarebeforehandwithmeinyourearlyrising——Yourssincerely,C。Downe。’

  ’NeedIwait,sir?’saidtheservantafteradeadsilence。

  ’Thatwilldo,William。Noanswer,’saidBarnetcalmly。

  WhenthemanhadgoneBarnetre-readtheletter。Turningeventuallytothewall-papers,whichhehadbeenatsuchpainstoselect,hedeliberatelytorethemintohalvesandquarters,andthrewthemintotheemptyfireplace。Thenhewentoutofthehouse;lockedthedoor,andstoodinthefrontawhile。Insteadofreturningintothetown,hewentdowntheharbour-roadandthoughtfullylingeredaboutbythesea,nearthespotwherethebodyofDowne’slatewifehadbeenfoundandbroughtashore。

  Barnetwasamanwitharichcapacityformisery,andthereisnodoubtthatheexercisedittoitsfullestextentnow。Theeventsthathad,asitwere,dashedthemselvestogetherintoonehalf-hourofthisdayshowedthatcuriousrefinementofcrueltyintheirarrangementwhichoftenproceedsfromthebosomofthewhimsicalgodatothertimesknownasblindCircumstance。Thathisfewminutesofhope,betweenthereadingofthefirstandsecondletters,hadcarriedhimtoextraordinaryheightsofrapturewasprovedbytheimmensityofhissufferingnow。Thesunblazingintohisfacewouldhaveshownaclosewatcherthatahorizontalline,whichhehadnevernoticedbefore,butwhichwasnevertobegonethereafter,wassomehowgraduallyformingitselfinthesmoothofhisforehead。Hiseyes,ofalighthazel,hadacuriouslookwhichcanonlybedescribedbythewordbruised;thesorrowthatlookedfromthembeinglargelymixedwiththesurpriseofamantakenunawares。

  Thesecondaryparticularsofhispresentposition,too,wereoddenough,thoughforsometimetheyappearedtoengagelittleofhisattention。Notasoulinthetownknew,asyet,ofhiswife’sdeath;andhealmostowedDownethekindnessofnotpublishingittillthedaywasover:theconjuncture,takenwiththatwhichhadaccompaniedthedeathofMrs。Downe,beingsosingularastobequitesufficienttodarkenthepleasureoftheimpressionablesolicitortoacruelextent,ifmadeknowntohim。ButasBarnetcouldnotsetoutonhisjourneytoLondon,wherehiswifelay,forsomehourstherebeingatthisdatenorailwaywithinadistanceofmanymiles,nogreatreasonexistedwhyheshouldleavethetown。

  ImpulseinallitsformscharacterizedBarnet,andwhenheheardthedistantclockstrikethehouroftenhisfeetbegantocarryhimuptheharbour-roadwiththemannerofamanwhomustdosomethingtobringhimselftolife。HepassedLucySavile’soldhouse,hisownnewone,andcameinviewofthechurch。Nowhegaveaperceptiblestart,andhismechanicalconditionwentaway。Beforethechurch-

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