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  “Idon’tlosethings,“saidHewet。“Imislaythem。ThatwasthereasonwhyHirstrefusedtoshareacabinwithmeonthevoyageout。“

  “Youcameouttogether?“Helenenquired。

  “Iproposethateachmemberofthispartynowgivesashortbiographicalsketchofhimselforherself,“saidHirst,sittingupright。

  “MissVinrace,youcomefirst;begin。“

  Rachelstatedthatshewastwenty-fouryearsofage,thedaughterofaship-owner,thatshehadneverbeenproperlyeducated;

  playedthepiano,hadnobrothersorsisters,andlivedatRichmondwithaunts,hermotherbeingdead。

  “Next,“saidHirst,havingtakeninthesefacts;hepointedatHewet。

  “IamthesonofanEnglishgentleman。Iamtwenty-seven,“

  Hewetbegan。“Myfatherwasafox-huntingsquire。HediedwhenI

  wasteninthehuntingfield。Icanrememberhisbodycominghome,onashutterIsuppose,justasIwasgoingdowntotea,andnoticingthattherewasjamfortea,andwonderingwhetherI

  shouldbeallowed——“

  “Yes;butkeeptothefacts,“Hirstputin。

  “IwaseducatedatWinchesterandCambridge,whichIhadtoleaveafteratime。Ihavedoneagoodmanythingssince——“

  “Profession?“

  “None——atleast——“

  “Tastes?“

  “Literary。I’mwritinganovel。“

  “Brothersandsisters?“

  “Threesisters,nobrother,andamother。“

  “Isthatallwe’retohearaboutyou?“saidHelen。Shestatedthatshewasveryold——fortylastOctober,andherfatherhadbeenasolicitorinthecitywhohadgonebankrupt,forwhichreasonshehadneverhadmucheducation——theylivedinoneplaceafteranother——

  butanelderbrotherusedtolendherbooks。

  “IfIweretotellyoueverything——“shestoppedandsmiled。

  “Itwouldtaketoolong,“sheconcluded。“ImarriedwhenIwasthirty,andIhavetwochildren。Myhusbandisascholar。Andnow——

  it’syourturn,“shenoddedatHirst。

  “You’veleftoutagreatdeal,“hereprovedher。“MynameisSt。JohnAlaricHirst,“hebeganinajauntytoneofvoice。

  “I’mtwenty-fouryearsold。I’mthesonoftheReverendSidneyHirst,vicarofGreatWappynginNorfolk。Oh,Igotscholarshipseverywhere——Westminster——King’s。I’mnowafellowofKing’s。Don’titsounddreary?Parentsbothalivealas。

  Twobrothersandonesister。I’maverydistinguishedyoungman,“headded。

  “Oneofthethree,orisitfive,mostdistinguishedmeninEngland,“

  Hewetremarked。

  “Quitecorrect,“saidHirst。

  “That’sallveryinteresting,“saidHelenafterapause。

  “Butofcoursewe’veleftouttheonlyquestionsthatmatter。

  Forinstance,areweChristians?“

  “Iamnot,““Iamnot,“boththeyoungmenreplied。

  “Iam,“Rachelstated。

  “YoubelieveinapersonalGod?“Hirstdemanded,turningroundandfixingherwithhiseyeglasses。

  “Ibelieve——Ibelieve,“Rachelstammered,“Ibelievetherearethingswedon’tknowabout,andtheworldmightchangeinaminuteandanythingappear。“

  AtthisHelenlaughedoutright。“Nonsense,“shesaid。“You’renotaChristian。You’veneverthoughtwhatyouare——Andtherearelotsofotherquestions,“shecontinued,“thoughperhapswecan’taskthemyet。“Althoughtheyhadtalkedsofreelytheywerealluncomfortablyconsciousthattheyreallyknewnothingabouteachother。

  “Theimportantquestions,“Hewetpondered,“thereallyinterestingones。

  Idoubtthatoneeverdoesaskthem。“

  Rachel,whowasslowtoacceptthefactthatonlyaveryfewthingscanbesaidevenbypeoplewhoknoweachotherwell,insistedonknowingwhathemeant。

  “Whetherwe’veeverbeeninlove?“sheenquired。“Isthatthekindofquestionyoumean?“

  AgainHelenlaughedather,benignantlystrewingherwithhandfulsofthelongtasselledgrass,forshewassobraveandsofoolish。

  “Oh,Rachel,“shecried。“It’slikehavingapuppyinthehousehavingyouwithone——apuppythatbringsone’sunderclothesdownintothehall。“

  Butagainthesunnyearthinfrontofthemwascrossedbyfantasticwaveringfigures,theshadowsofmenandwomen。

  “Theretheyare!“exclaimedMrs。Elliot。Therewasatouchofpeevishnessinhervoice。“Andwe’vehad_such_ahunttofindyou。

  Doyouknowwhatthetimeis?“

  Mrs。ElliotandMr。andMrs。Thornburynowconfrontedthem;Mrs。Elliotwasholdingoutherwatch,andplayfullytappingitupontheface。

  Hewetwasrecalledtothefactthatthiswasapartyforwhichhewasresponsible,andheimmediatelyledthembacktothewatch-tower,wheretheyweretohaveteabeforestartinghomeagain。Abrightcrimsonscarfflutteredfromthetopofthewall,whichMr。PerrottandEvelynweretyingtoastoneastheotherscameup。Theheathadchangedjustsofarthatinsteadofsittingintheshadowtheysatinthesun,whichwasstillhotenoughtopainttheirfacesredandyellow,andtocolourgreatsectionsoftheearthbeneaththem。

  “There’snothinghalfsoniceastea!“saidMrs。Thornbury,takinghercup。

  “Nothing,“saidHelen。“Can’tyourememberasachildchoppinguphay——“shespokemuchmorequicklythanusual,andkepthereyefixeduponMrs。Thornbury,“andpretendingitwastea,andgettingscoldedbythenurses——whyIcan’timagine,exceptthatnursesaresuchbrutes,won’tallowpepperinsteadofsaltthoughthere’snoearthlyharminit。Weren’tyournursesjustthesame?“

  DuringthisspeechSusancameintothegroup,andsatdownbyHelen’sside。AfewminuteslaterMr。Venningstrolledupfromtheoppositedirection。Hewasalittleflushed,andinthemoodtoanswerhilariouslywhateverwassaidtohim。

  “Whathaveyoubeendoingtothatoldchap’sgrave?“heasked,pointingtotheredflagwhichfloatedfromthetopofthestones。

  “Wehavetriedtomakehimforgethismisfortuneinhavingdiedthreehundredyearsago,“saidMr。Perrott。

  “Itwouldbeawful——tobedead!“ejaculatedEvelynM。

  “Tobedead?“saidHewet。“Idon’tthinkitwouldbeawful。

  It’squiteeasytoimagine。Whenyougotobedto-nightfoldyourhandsso——breatheslowerandslower——“Helaybackwithhishandsclaspeduponhisbreast,andhiseyesshut,“Now,“hemurmuredinanevenmonotonousvoice,“Ishallnever,never,nevermoveagain。“

  Hisbody,lyingflatamongthem,didforamomentsuggestdeath。

  “Thisisahorribleexhibition,Mr。Hewet!“criedMrs。Thornbury。

  “Morecakeforus!“saidArthur。

  “Iassureyouthere’snothinghorribleaboutit,“saidHewet,sittingupandlayinghandsuponthecake。

  “It’ssonatural,“herepeated。“Peoplewithchildrenshouldmakethemdothatexerciseeverynight……NotthatIlookforwardtobeingdead。“

  “Andwhenyoualludetoagrave,“saidMr。Thornbury,whospokealmostforthefirsttime,“haveyouanyauthorityforcallingthatruinagrave?

  IamquitewithyouinrefusingtoacceptthecommoninterpretationwhichdeclaresittobetheremainsofanElizabethanwatch-tower——

  anymorethanIbelievethatthecircularmoundsorbarrowswhichwefindonthetopofourEnglishdownswerecamps。

  Theantiquariescalleverythingacamp。Iamalwaysaskingthem,Wellthen,wheredoyouthinkourancestorskepttheircattle?

  HalfthecampsinEnglandaremerelytheancientpoundorbartonaswecallitinmypartoftheworld。Theargumentthatnoonewouldkeephiscattleinsuchexposedandinaccessiblespotshasnoweightatall,ifyoureflectthatinthosedaysaman’scattlewerehiscapital,hisstock-in-trade,hisdaughter’sdowries。

  Withoutcattlehewasaserf,anotherman’sman……“Hiseyesslowlylosttheirintensity,andhemutteredafewconcludingwordsunderhisbreath,lookingcuriouslyoldandforlorn。

  HughlingElliot,whomighthavebeenexpectedtoengagetheoldgentlemaninargument,wasabsentatthemoment。Henowcameupholdingoutalargesquareofcottonuponwhichafinedesignwasprintedinpleasantbrightcoloursthatmadehishandlookpale。

  “Abargain,“heannounced,layingitdownonthecloth。“I’vejustboughtitfromthebigmanwiththeear-rings。Fine,isn’tit?

  Itwouldn’tsuiteveryone,ofcourse,butit’sjustthething——

  isn’tit,Hilda?——forMrs。RaymondParry。“

  “Mrs。RaymondParry!“criedHelenandMrs。Thornburyatthesamemoment。

  Theylookedateachotherasthoughamisthithertoobscuringtheirfaceshadbeenblownaway。

  “Ah——youhavebeentothosewonderfulpartiestoo?“Mrs。Elliotaskedwithinterest。

  Mrs。Parry’sdrawing-room,thoughthousandsofmilesaway,behindavastcurveofwateronatinypieceofearth,camebeforetheireyes。Theywhohadhadnosolidityoranchoragebeforeseemedtobeattachedtoitsomehow,andatoncegrownmoresubstantial。

  Perhapstheyhadbeeninthedrawing-roomatthesamemoment;

  perhapstheyhadpassedeachotheronthestairs;atanyratetheyknewsomeofthesamepeople。Theylookedoneanotherupanddownwithnewinterest。Buttheycoulddonomorethanlookateachother,fortherewasnotimetoenjoythefruitsofthediscovery。

  Thedonkeyswereadvancing,anditwasadvisabletobeginthedescentimmediately,forthenightfellsoquicklythatitwouldbedarkbeforetheywerehomeagain。

  Accordingly,remountinginorder,theyfiledoffdownthehillside。

  Scrapsoftalkcamefloatingbackfromonetoanother。Therewerejokestobeginwith,andlaughter;somewalkedpartoftheway,andpickedflowers,andsentstonesboundingbeforethem。

  “WhowritesthebestLatinverseinyourcollege,Hirst?“Mr。Elliotcalledbackincongruously,andMr。Hirstreturnedthathehadnoidea。

  Theduskfellassuddenlyasthenativeshadwarnedthem,thehollowsofthemountainoneithersidefillingupwithdarknessandthepathbecomingsodimthatitwassurprisingtohearthedonkeys’hoovesstillstrikingonhardrock。Silencefelluponone,andthenuponanother,untiltheywereallsilent,theirmindsspillingoutintothedeepblueair。Thewayseemedshorterinthedarkthanintheday;

  andsoonthelightsofthetownwereseenontheflatfarbeneaththem。

  Suddenlysomeonecried,“Ah!“

  Inamomenttheslowyellowdroproseagainfromtheplainbelow;

  itrose,paused,openedlikeaflower,andfellinashowerofdrops。

  “Fireworks,“theycried。

  Anotherwentupmorequickly;andthenanother;theycouldalmosthearittwistandroar。

  “SomeSaint’sday,Isuppose,“saidavoice。Therushandembraceoftherocketsastheysoaredupintotheairseemedlikethefierywayinwhichloverssuddenlyroseandunited,leavingthecrowdgazingupatthemwithstrainedwhitefaces。ButSusanandArthur,ridingdownthehill,neversaidawordtoeachother,andkeptaccuratelyapart。

  Thenthefireworksbecameerratic,andsoontheyceasedaltogether,andtherestofthejourneywasmadealmostindarkness,themountainbeingagreatshadowbehindthem,andbushesandtreeslittleshadowswhichthrewdarknessacrosstheroad。Amongtheplane-treestheyseparated,bundlingintocarriagesanddrivingoff,withoutsayinggood-night,orsayingitonlyinahalf-muffledway。

  Itwassolatethattherewasnotimefornormalconversationbetweentheirarrivalatthehotelandtheirretirementtobed。

  ButHirstwanderedintoHewet’sroomwithacollarinhishand。

  “Well,Hewet,“heremarked,onthecrestofagiganticyawn,“thatwasagreatsuccess,Iconsider。“Heyawned。“Buttakecareyou’renotlandedwiththatyoungwoman……Idon’treallylikeyoungwomen……“

  Hewetwastoomuchdruggedbyhoursintheopenairtomakeanyreply。

  Infacteveryoneofthepartywassoundasleepwithintenminutesorsoofeachother,withtheexceptionofSusanWarrington。

  Shelayforaconsiderabletimelookingblanklyatthewallopposite,herhandsclaspedaboveherheart,andherlightburningbyherside。

  Allarticulatethoughthadlongagodesertedher;herheartseemedtohavegrowntothesizeofasun,andtoilluminateherentirebody,sheddinglikethesunasteadytideofwarmth。

  “I’mhappy,I’mhappy,I’mhappy,“sherepeated。“Iloveeveryone。

  I’mhappy。“

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