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  WhenSusan’sengagementhadbeenapprovedathome,andmadepublictoanyonewhotookaninterestinitatthehotel——andbythistimethesocietyatthehotelwasdividedsoastopointtoinvisiblechalk-markssuchasMr。Hirsthaddescribed,thenewswasfelttojustifysomecelebration——anexpedition?Thathadbeendonealready。

  Adancethen。Theadvantageofadancewasthatitabolishedoneofthoselongeveningswhichwereapttobecometediousandleadtoabsurdlyearlyhoursinspiteofbridge。

  Twoorthreepeoplestandingundertheerectbodyofthestuffedleopardinthehallverysoonhadthematterdecided。Evelynslidapaceortwothiswayandthat,andpronouncedthatthefloorwasexcellent。SignorRodriguezinformedthemofanoldSpaniardwhofiddledatweddings——fiddledsoastomakeatortoisewaltz;

  andhisdaughter,althoughendowedwitheyesasblackascoal-scuttles,hadthesamepoweroverthepiano。Iftherewereanysosickorsosurlyastoprefersedentaryoccupationsonthenightinquestiontospinningandwatchingothersspin,thedrawing-roomandbilliard-roomweretheirs。Hewetmadeithisbusinesstoconciliatetheoutsidersasmuchaspossible。

  ToHirst’stheoryoftheinvisiblechalk-markshewouldpaynoattentionwhatever。Hewastreatedtoasnubortwo,but,inreward,foundobscurelonelygentlemendelightedtohavethisopportunityoftalkingtotheirkind,andtheladyofdoubtfulcharactershowedeverysymptomofconfidinghercasetohiminthenearfuture。

  Indeeditwasmadequiteobvioustohimthatthetwoorthreehoursbetweendinnerandbedcontainedanamountofunhappiness,whichwasreallypitiable,somanypeoplehadnotsucceededinmakingfriends。

  ItwassettledthatthedancewastobeonFriday,oneweekaftertheengagement,andatdinnerHewetdeclaredhimselfsatisfied。

  “They’reallcoming!“hetoldHirst。“Pepper!“hecalled,seeingWilliamPepperslippastinthewakeofthesoupwithapamphletbeneathhisarm,“We’recountingonyoutoopentheball。“

  “Youwillcertainlyputsleepoutofthequestion,“Pepperreturned。

  “YouaretotakethefloorwithMissAllan,“Hewetcontinued,consultingasheetofpencillednotes。

  Pepperstoppedandbeganadiscourseuponrounddances,countrydances,morrisdances,andquadrilles,allofwhichareentirelysuperiortothebastardwaltzandspuriouspolkawhichhaveoustedthemmostunjustlyincontemporarypopularity——whenthewaitersgentlypushedhimontohistableinthecorner。

  Thedining-roomatthismomenthadacertainfantasticresemblancetoafarmyardscatteredwithgrainonwhichbrightpigeonskeptdescending。Almostalltheladiesworedresseswhichtheyhadnotyetdisplayed,andtheirhairroseinwavesandscrollssoastoappearlikecarvedwoodinGothicchurchesratherthanhair。Thedinnerwasshorterandlessformalthanusual,eventhewaitersseemingtobeaffectedwiththegeneralexcitement。

  Tenminutesbeforetheclockstruckninethecommitteemadeatourthroughtheballroom。Thehall,whenemptiedofitsfurniture,brilliantlylit,adornedwithflowerswhosescenttingedtheair,presentedawonderfulappearanceofetherealgaiety。

  “It’slikeastarlitskyonanabsolutelycloudlessnight,“

  Hewetmurmured,lookingabouthim,attheairyemptyroom。

  “Aheavenlyfloor,anyhow,“Evelynadded,takingarunandslidingtwoorthreefeetalong。

  “Whataboutthosecurtains?“askedHirst。Thecrimsoncurtainsweredrawnacrossthelongwindows。“It’saperfectnightoutside。“

  “Yes,butcurtainsinspireconfidence,“MissAllandecided。

  “Whentheballisinfullswingitwillbetimetodrawthem。

  Wemightevenopenthewindowsalittle……Ifwedoitnowelderlypeoplewillimaginetherearedraughts。

  Herwisdomhadcometoberecognised,andheldinrespect。

  Meanwhileastheystoodtalking,themusicianswereunwrappingtheirinstruments,andtheviolinwasrepeatingagainandagainanotestruckuponthepiano。Everythingwasreadytobegin。

  Afterafewminutes’pause,thefather,thedaughter,andtheson-in-lawwhoplayedthehornflourishedwithoneaccord。

  Liketheratswhofollowedthepiper,headsinstantlyappearedinthedoorway。Therewasanotherflourish;andthenthetriodashedspontaneouslyintothetriumphantswingofthewaltz。

  Itwasasthoughtheroomwereinstantlyfloodedwithwater。

  Afteramoment’shesitationfirstonecouple,thenanother,leaptintomid-stream,andwentroundandroundintheeddies。

  Therhythmicswishofthedancerssoundedlikeaswirlingpool。

  Bydegreestheroomgrewperceptiblyhotter。Thesmellofkidglovesmingledwiththestrongscentofflowers。Theeddiesseemedtocirclefasterandfaster,untilthemusicwroughtitselfintoacrash,ceased,andthecirclesweresmashedintolittleseparatebits。Thecouplesstruckoffindifferentdirections,leavingathinrowofelderlypeoplestuckfasttothewalls,andhereandthereapieceoftrimmingorahandkerchieforaflowerlayuponthefloor。Therewasapause,andthenthemusicstartedagain,theeddieswhirled,thecouplescircledroundinthem,untiltherewasacrash,andthecircleswerebrokenupintoseparatepieces。

  Whenthishadhappenedaboutfivetimes,Hirst,wholeantagainstawindow-frame,likesomesingulargargoyle,perceivedthatHelenAmbroseandRachelstoodinthedoorway。Thecrowdwassuchthattheycouldnotmove,butherecognisedthembyapieceofHelen’sshoulderandaglimpseofRachel’sheadturninground。

  Hemadehiswaytothem;theygreetedhimwithrelief。

  “Wearesufferingthetorturesofthedamned,“saidHelen。

  “Thisismyideaofhell,“saidRachel。

  Hereyeswerebrightandshelookedbewildered。

  HewetandMissAllan,whohadbeenwaltzingsomewhatlaboriously,pausedandgreetedthenewcomers。

  “This_is_nice,“saidHewet。“ButwhereisMr。Ambrose?“

  “Pindar,“saidHelen。“MayamarriedwomanwhowasfortyinOctoberdance?Ican’tstandstill。“SheseemedtofadeintoHewet,andtheybothdissolvedinthecrowd。

  “Wemustfollowsuit,“saidHirsttoRachel,andhetookherresolutelybytheelbow。Rachel,withoutbeingexpert,dancedwell,becauseofagoodearforrhythm,butHirsthadnotasteformusic,andafewdancinglessonsatCambridgehadonlyputhimintopossessionoftheanatomyofawaltz,withoutimpartinganyofitsspirit。

  Asingleturnprovedtothemthattheirmethodswereincompatible;

  insteadoffittingintoeachothertheirbonesseemedtojutoutinanglesmakingsmoothturninganimpossibility,andcutting,moreover,intothecircularprogressoftheotherdancers。

  “Shallwestop?“saidHirst。Rachelgatheredfromhisexpressionthathewasannoyed。

  Theystaggeredtoseatsinthecorner,fromwhichtheyhadaviewoftheroom。Itwasstillsurging,inwavesofblueandyellow,stripedbytheblackevening-clothesofthegentlemen。

  “Anamazingspectacle,“Hirstremarked。“DoyoudancemuchinLondon?“Theywerebothbreathingfast,andbothalittleexcited,thougheachwasdeterminednottoshowanyexcitementatall。

  “Scarcelyever。Doyou?“

  “MypeoplegiveadanceeveryChristmas。“

  “Thisisn’thalfabadfloor,“Rachelsaid。Hirstdidnotattempttoanswerherplatitude。Hesatquitesilent,staringatthedancers。

  AfterthreeminutesthesilencebecamesointolerabletoRachelthatshewasgoadedtoadvanceanothercommonplaceaboutthebeautyofthenight。Hirstinterruptedherruthlessly。

  “WasthatallnonsensewhatyousaidtheotherdayaboutbeingaChristianandhavingnoeducation?“heasked。

  “Itwaspracticallytrue,“shereplied。“ButIalsoplaythepianoverywell,“shesaid,“better,Iexpectthananyoneinthisroom。

  YouarethemostdistinguishedmaninEngland,aren’tyou?“

  sheaskedshyly。

  “Oneofthethree,“hecorrected。

  HelenwhirlingpastheretossedafanintoRachel’slap。

  “Sheisverybeautiful,“Hirstremarked。

  Theywereagainsilent。Rachelwaswonderingwhetherhethoughtheralsonice-looking;St。Johnwasconsideringtheimmensedifficultyoftalkingtogirlswhohadnoexperienceoflife。

  Rachelhadobviouslyneverthoughtorfeltorseenanything,andshemightbeintelligentorshemightbejustlikealltherest。

  ButHewet’stauntrankledinhismind——“youdon’tknowhowtogetonwithwomen,“andhewasdeterminedtoprofitbythisopportunity。

  Herevening-clothesbestowedonherjustthatdegreeofunrealityanddistinctionwhichmadeitromantictospeaktoher,andstirredadesiretotalk,whichirritatedhimbecausehedidnotknowhowtobegin。Heglancedather,andsheseemedtohimveryremoteandinexplicable,veryyoungandchaste。Hedrewasigh,andbegan。

  “Aboutbooksnow。Whathaveyouread?JustShakespeareandtheBible?“

  “Ihaven’treadmanyclassics,“Rachelstated。Shewasslightlyannoyedbyhisjauntyandratherunnaturalmanner,whilehismasculineacquirementsinducedhertotakeaverymodestviewofherownpower。

  “D’youmeantotellmeyou’vereachedtheageoftwenty-fourwithoutreadingGibbon?“hedemanded。

  “Yes,Ihave,“sheanswered。

  “MonDieu!“heexclaimed,throwingouthishands。“Youmustbeginto-morrow。Ishallsendyoumycopy。WhatIwanttoknowis——“

  helookedathercritically。“Yousee,theproblemis,canonereallytalktoyou?Haveyougotamind,orareyouliketherestofyoursex?Youseemtomeabsurdlyyoungcomparedwithmenofyourage。“

  Rachellookedathimbutsaidnothing。

  “AboutGibbon,“hecontinued。“D’youthinkyou’llbeabletoappreciatehim?He’sthetest,ofcourse。It’sawfullydifficulttotellaboutwomen,“hecontinued,“howmuch,Imean,isduetolackoftraining,andhowmuchisnativeincapacity。

  Idon’tseemyselfwhyyoushouldn’tunderstand——onlyIsupposeyou’veledanabsurdlifeuntilnow——you’vejustwalkedinacrocodile,Isuppose,withyourhairdownyourback。“

  Themusicwasagainbeginning。Hirst’seyewanderedabouttheroominsearchofMrs。Ambrose。Withthebestwillintheworldhewasconsciousthattheywerenotgettingonwelltogether。

  “I’dlikeawfullytolendyoubooks,“hesaid,buttoninghisgloves,andrisingfromhisseat。“Weshallmeetagain。“I’mgoingtoleaveyounow。“

  Hegotupandlefther。

  Rachellookedround。Shefeltherselfsurrounded,likeachildataparty,bythefacesofstrangersallhostiletoher,withhookednosesandsneering,indifferenteyes。Shewasbyawindow,shepusheditopenwithajerk。Shesteppedoutintothegarden。

  Hereyesswamwithtearsofrage。

  “Damnthatman!“sheexclaimed,havingacquiredsomeofHelen’swords。

  “Damnhisinsolence!“

  Shestoodinthemiddleofthepalesquareoflightwhichthewindowshehadopenedthrewuponthegrass。Theformsofgreatblacktreesrosemassivelyinfrontofher。Shestoodstill,lookingatthem,shiveringslightlywithangerandexcitement。

  Sheheardthetramplingandswingingofthedancersbehindher,andtherhythmicswayofthewaltzmusic。

  “Therearetrees,“shesaidaloud。WouldthetreesmakeupforSt。JohnHirst?ShewouldbeaPersianprincessfarfromcivilisation,ridingherhorseuponthemountainsalone,andmakingherwomensingtoherintheevening,farfromallthis,fromthestrifeandmenandwomen——aformcameoutoftheshadow;

  alittleredlightburnthighupinitsblackness。

  “MissVinrace,isit?“saidHewet,peeringather。“YouweredancingwithHirst?“

  “He’smademefurious!“shecriedvehemently。“Noone’sanyrighttobeinsolent!“

  “Insolent?“Hewetrepeated,takinghiscigarfromhismouthinsurprise。“Hirst——insolent?“

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