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  Therewasapause。

  “JenkinsonofCats——d’youstillkeepupwithhim?“askedAmbrose。

  “Asmuchasoneeverdoes,“saidMr。Pepper。“Wemeetannually。

  Thisyearhehashadthemisfortunetolosehiswife,whichmadeitpainful,ofcourse。“

  “Verypainful,“Ridleyagreed。

  “There’sanunmarrieddaughterwhokeepshouseforhim,Ibelieve,butit’sneverthesame,notathisage。“

  Bothgentlemennoddedsagelyastheycarvedtheirapples。

  “Therewasabook,wasn’tthere?“Ridleyenquired。

  “There_was_abook,buttherenever_will_beabook,“saidMr。Pepperwithsuchfiercenessthatbothladieslookedupathim。

  “Thereneverwillbeabook,becausesomeoneelsehaswrittenitforhim,“saidMr。Pepperwithconsiderableacidity。

  “That’swhatcomesofputtingthingsoff,andcollectingfossils,andstickingNormanarchesonone’spigsties。“

  “IconfessIsympathise,“saidRidleywithamelancholysigh。

  “Ihaveaweaknessforpeoplewhocan’tbegin。“

  “……Theaccumulationsofalifetimewasted,“continuedMr。pepper。

  “Hehadaccumulationsenoughtofillabarn。“

  “It’savicethatsomeofusescape,“saidRidley。“OurfriendMileshasanotherworkoutto-day。“

  Mr。Peppergaveanacidlittlelaugh。“Accordingtomycalculations,“

  hesaid,“hehasproducedtwovolumesandahalfannually,which,allowingfortimespentinthecradleandsoforth,showsacommendableindustry。“

  “Yes,theoldMaster’ssayingofhimhasbeenprettywellrealised,“

  saidRidley。

  “Awaytheyhad,“saidMr。Pepper。“YouknowtheBrucecollection?——

  notforpublication,ofcourse。“

  “Ishouldsupposenot,“saidRidleysignificantly。“ForaDivinehewas——remarkablyfree。“

  “ThePumpinNeville’sRow,forexample?“enquiredMr。Pepper。

  “Precisely,“saidAmbrose。

  Eachoftheladies,beingafterthefashionoftheirsex,highlytrainedinpromotingmen’stalkwithoutlisteningtoit,couldthink——abouttheeducationofchildren,abouttheuseoffogsirensinanopera——withoutbetrayingherself。OnlyitstruckHelenthatRachelwasperhapstoostillforahostess,andthatshemighthavedonesomethingwithherhands。

  “Perhaps——?“shesaidatlength,uponwhichtheyroseandleft,vaguelytothesurpriseofthegentlemen,whohadeitherthoughtthemattentiveorhadforgottentheirpresence。

  “Ah,onecouldtellstrangestoriesoftheolddays,“theyheardRidleysay,ashesankintohischairagain。Glancingback,atthedoorway,theysawMr。Pepperasthoughhehadsuddenlyloosenedhisclothes,andhadbecomeavivaciousandmaliciousoldape。

  Windingveilsroundtheirheads,thewomenwalkedondeck。

  Theywerenowmovingsteadilydowntheriver,passingthedarkshapesofshipsatanchor,andLondonwasaswarmoflightswithapaleyellowcanopydroopingaboveit。Therewerethelightsofthegreattheatres,thelightsofthelongstreets,lightsthatindicatedhugesquaresofdomesticcomfort,lightsthathunghighinair。Nodarknesswouldeversettleuponthoselamps,asnodarknesshadsettleduponthemforhundredsofyears。Itseemeddreadfulthatthetownshouldblazeforeverinthesamespot;

  dreadfulatleasttopeoplegoingawaytoadventureuponthesea,andbeholdingitasacircumscribedmound,eternallyburnt,eternallyscarred。Fromthedeckoftheshipthegreatcityappearedacrouchedandcowardlyfigure,asedentarymiser。

  Leaningovertherail,sidebyside,Helensaid,“Won’tyoubecold?“

  Rachelreplied,“No……Howbeautiful!“sheaddedamomentlater。

  Verylittlewasvisible——afewmasts,ashadowoflandhere,alineofbrilliantwindowsthere。Theytriedtomakeheadagainstthewind。

  “Itblows——itblows!“gaspedRachel,thewordsrammeddownherthroat。

  Strugglingbyherside,Helenwassuddenlyovercomebythespiritofmovement,andpushedalongwithherskirtswrappingthemselvesroundherknees,andbotharmstoherhair。Butslowlytheintoxicationofmovementdieddown,andthewindbecameroughandchilly。

  Theylookedthroughachinkintheblindandsawthatlongcigarswerebeingsmokedinthedining-room;theysawMr。Ambrosethrowhimselfviolentlyagainstthebackofhischair,whileMr。Peppercrinkledhischeeksasthoughtheyhadbeencutinwood。

  Theghostofaroaroflaughtercameouttothem,andwasdrownedatonceinthewind。Inthedryyellow-lightedroomMr。PepperandMr。Ambrosewereobliviousofalltumult;theywereinCambridge,anditwasprobablyabouttheyear1875。

  “They’reoldfriends,“saidHelen,smilingatthesight。

  “Now,istherearoomforustositin?“

  Rachelopenedadoor。

  “It’smorelikealandingthanaroom,“shesaid。Indeedithadnothingoftheshutstationarycharacterofaroomonshore。

  Atablewasrootedinthemiddle,andseatswerestucktothesides。

  Happilythetropicalsunshadbleachedthetapestriestoafadedblue-greencolour,andthemirrorwithitsframeofshells,theworkofthesteward’slove,whenthetimehungheavyinthesouthernseas,wasquaintratherthanugly。Twistedshellswithredlipslikeunicorn’shornsornamentedthemantelpiece,whichwasdrapedbyapallofpurpleplushfromwhichdependedacertainnumberofballs。

  Twowindowsopenedontothedeck,andthelightbeatingthroughthemwhentheshipwasroastedontheAmazonshadturnedtheprintsontheoppositewalltoafaintyellowcolour,sothat“TheColiseum“

  wasscarcelytobedistinguishedfromQueenAlexandraplayingwithherSpaniels。Apairofwickerarm-chairsbythefiresideinvitedonetowarmone’shandsatagratefullofgiltshavings;

  agreatlampswungabovethetable——thekindoflampwhichmakesthelightofcivilisationacrossdarkfieldstoonewalkinginthecountry。

  “It’soddthateveryoneshouldbeanoldfriendofMr。Pepper’s,“

  Rachelstartednervously,forthesituationwasdifficult,theroomcold,andHelencuriouslysilent。

  “Isupposeyoutakehimforgranted?“saidheraunt。

  “He’slikethis,“saidRachel,lightingonafossilisedfishinabasin,anddisplayingit。

  “Iexpectyou’retoosevere,“Helenremarked。

  Rachelimmediatelytriedtoqualifywhatshehadsaidagainstherbelief。

  “Idon’treallyknowhim,“shesaid,andtookrefugeinfacts,believingthatelderlypeoplereallylikethembetterthanfeelings。

  SheproducedwhatsheknewofWilliamPepper。ShetoldHelenthathealwayscalledonSundayswhentheywereathome;heknewaboutagreatmanythings——aboutmathematics,history,Greek,zoology,economics,andtheIcelandicSagas。HehadturnedPersianpoetryintoEnglishprose,andEnglishproseintoGreekiambics;

  hewasanauthorityuponcoins;and——oneotherthing——ohyes,shethoughtitwasvehiculartraffic。

  Hewashereeithertogetthingsoutofthesea,ortowriteupontheprobablecourseofOdysseus,forGreekafterallwashishobby。

  “I’vegotallhispamphlets,“shesaid。“Littlepamphlets。

  Littleyellowbooks。“Itdidnotappearthatshehadreadthem。

  “Hasheeverbeeninlove?“askedHelen,whohadchosenaseat。

  Thiswasunexpectedlytothepoint。

  “Hisheart’sapieceofoldshoeleather,“Racheldeclared,droppingthefish。Butwhenquestionedshehadtoownthatshehadneveraskedhim。

  “Ishallaskhim,“saidHelen。

  “ThelasttimeIsawyou,youwerebuyingapiano,“shecontinued。

  “Doyouremember——thepiano,theroomintheattic,andthegreatplantswiththeprickles?“

  “Yes,andmyauntssaidthepianowouldcomethroughthefloor,butattheirageonewouldn’tmindbeingkilledinthenight?“

  sheenquired。

  “IheardfromAuntBessienotlongago,“Helenstated。“Sheisafraidthatyouwillspoilyourarmsifyouinsistuponsomuchpractising。“

  “Themusclesoftheforearm——andthenonewon’tmarry?“

  “Shedidn’tputitquitelikethat,“repliedMrs。Ambrose。

  “Oh,no——ofcourseshewouldn’t,“saidRachelwithasigh。

  Helenlookedather。Herfacewasweakratherthandecided,savedfrominsipiditybythelargeenquiringeyes;deniedbeauty,nowthatshewasshelteredindoors,bythelackofcolouranddefiniteoutline。Moreover,ahesitationinspeaking,orratheratendencytousethewrongwords,madeherseemmorethannormallyincompetentforheryears。Mrs。Ambrose,whohadbeenspeakingmuchatrandom,nowreflectedthatshecertainlydidnotlookforwardtotheintimacyofthreeorfourweeksonboardshipwhichwasthreatened。

  Womenofherownageusuallyboringher,shesupposedthatgirlswouldbeworse。SheglancedatRachelagain。Yes!howclearitwasthatshewouldbevacillating,emotional,andwhenyousaidsomethingtoheritwouldmakenomorelastingimpressionthanthestrokeofastickuponwater。Therewasnothingtotakeholdofingirls——nothinghard,permanent,satisfactory。DidWilloughbysaythreeweeks,ordidhesayfour?Shetriedtoremember。

  Atthispoint,however,thedooropenedandatallburlymanenteredtheroom,cameforwardandshookHelen’shandwithanemotionalkindofheartiness,Willoughbyhimself,Rachel’sfather,Helen’sbrother-in-law。Asagreatdealoffleshwouldhavebeenneededtomakeafatmanofhim,hisframebeingsolarge,hewasnotfat;hisfacewasalargeframeworktoo,looking,bythesmallnessofthefeaturesandtheglowinthehollowofthecheek,morefittedtowithstandassaultsoftheweatherthantoexpresssentimentsandemotions,ortorespondtotheminothers。

  “Itisagreatpleasurethatyouhavecome,“hesaid,“forbothofus。“

  Rachelmurmuredinobediencetoherfather’sglance。

  “We’lldoourbesttomakeyoucomfortable。AndRidley。Wethinkitanhonourtohavechargeofhim。Pepper’llhavesomeonetocontradicthim——whichIdaren’tdo。Youfindthischildgrown,don’tyou?Ayoungwoman,eh?“

  StillholdingHelen’shandhedrewhisarmroundRachel’sshoulder,thusmakingthemcomeuncomfortablyclose,butHelenforboretolook。

  “Youthinkshedoesuscredit?“heasked。

  “Ohyes,“saidHelen。

  “Becauseweexpectgreatthingsofher,“hecontinued,squeezinghisdaughter’sarmandreleasingher。“Butaboutyounow。“Theysatdownsidebysideonthelittlesofa。“Didyouleavethechildrenwell?

  They’llbereadyforschool,Isuppose。DotheytakeafteryouorAmbrose?They’vegotgoodheadsontheirshoulders,I’llbebound?“

  AtthisHelenimmediatelybrightenedmorethanshehadyetdone,andexplainedthathersonwassixandherdaughterten。

  EverybodysaidthatherboywaslikeherandhergirllikeRidley。

  Asforbrains,theywerequickbrats,shethought,andmodestlysheventuredonalittlestoryaboutherson,——howleftaloneforaminutehehadtakenthepatofbutterinhisfingers,runacrosstheroomwithit,andputitonthefire——merelyforthefunofthething,afeelingwhichshecouldunderstand。

  “Andyouhadtoshowtheyoungrascalthatthesetrickswouldn’tdo,eh?“

  “Achildofsix?Idon’tthinktheymatter。“

  “I’manold-fashionedfather。“

  “Nonsense,Willoughby;Rachelknowsbetter。“

  MuchasWilloughbywoulddoubtlesshavelikedhisdaughtertopraisehimshedidnot;hereyeswereunreflectingaswater,herfingersstilltoyingwiththefossilisedfish,hermindabsent。

  TheelderpeoplewentontospeakofarrangementsthatcouldbemadeforRidley’scomfort——atableplacedwherehecouldn’thelplookingatthesea,farfromboilers,atthesametimeshelteredfromtheviewofpeoplepassing。Unlesshemadethisaholiday,whenhisbookswereallpacked,hewouldhavenoholidaywhatever;

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