第43章
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  “Youareafoolishperson,“shesaidcalmly。“Youaresofoolishthatyouarenot,inallprobability,intheslightestdegreedangerous。Believeme,oursisanunequalduel。Thereisabelluponthistablewhichhasapparentlyescapedyournotice。Isitwithmyfingeruponthebutton-so。Ihaveonlytopressit,andtheservantswillbehere。Idonotwishtopressit。Idonotdesirethatyoushouldbe,asyoucertainlywouldbe,banishedfromthishouse。“

  Hewasimmenselypuzzled。Shehadnotresentedhisstrangeintrusion。Shehadacceptedit,indeed,withcuriousequanimity。

  Herforefingerlingeredstilloverthelittleivoryknobofthebellattachedtoherdesk。Heshruggedhisshoulders。

  “Youhavetheadvantageofme,“headmitted,alittlecurtly。“Allthesame,IthinkIcouldpossessmyselfofthosesheetsofpaper,youknow,beforethebellwasanswered。“

  “Woulditbewise,Iwonder,then,toensuretheirsafety?“sheaskedcoolly。

  Herfingerpressedthebell。Hetookaquickstepforward。Sheheldoutherhand。

  “Stop!“sheordered。“Thesesheetswilltellyounothingwhichyoudonotknowalreadyunlessyouareafool。Nevermindthebell。

  Thatismyaffair。Iamsendingyouaway。“

  Heleanedalittletowardsher。

  “Itwouldn’tbepossibletobribeyou,Isuppose?“

  Sheshookherhead。

  “Iwonderyouhaven’ttriedthatbefore。No,itwouldnot-notwithmoney,thatistosay。“

  “You’lltellMr。Fentolin,Ipresume?“heaskedquickly。

  “Ihavenothingtotellhim,“shereplied。“Nothinghashappened。

  Richards,“shewenton,asaservantenteredtheroom,“Mr。HamelislookingforMissFentolin。Willyouseeifyoucanfindher?“

  Theman’sexpressionwasfullofpoliteregret。

  “MissFentolinwentovertoLeghWoodsearlythismorning,sir,“

  heannounced。“SheisstayingtolunchwithLadySaxthorpe。“

  Hamelstoodquitestillforamoment。Thenheturnedtothewindow。

  InthefardistancehecouldcatchaglimpseoftheTower。Mr。

  Fentolin’schairhaddisappearedfromthewalk。

  “Iamsorry,“hesaid。“Imusthavemadeamistake。Iwillhurryback。“

  Thereweremorequestionswhichhewaslongingtoask,butthecoldnegativenessofhermannerchilledhim。Shesatwithherfingerspoisedoverthekeys,waitingforhisdeparture。Heturnedandlefttheroom。

  Mr。Fentolin,hiscarriagedrawnupclosetothebeach,waspaintingsteadilywhenHamelstoodoncemorebyhisside。Hiseyesmovedonlyfromtheseatothecanvas。Heneverturnedhishead。

  “Soyourwooinghasnotprospered,myyoungfriend,“heremarkedgently。“Iamsorry。IsthereanythingIcando?“

  “Yourniecehasgoneouttolunch,“Hamelrepliedshortly。

  Mr。Fentolinstoppedpainting。HisfacewasfullofconcernashelookedupatHamel。

  “Mydearsir,“heexclaimed,“howcanIapologise!Ofcourseshehasgoneouttolunch。ShehasgoneouttoLadySaxthorpe’s。I

  rememberthesubjectbeingdiscussed。Imyself,infact,wastheinstigatorofhergoing。Ioweyouathousandapologies,Mr。Hamel。

  Letmemakewhatamendsarepossibleforyouruselessjourney。

  Dinewithusto-night。“

  “Youareverykind。“

  “Apooramends,“Mr。Fentolincontinued。“Amorninglikethiswasmadeforlovers。Sunshineandbluesky,asaltbreezeflavouredjustalittlewiththatlavender,andastrollthroughmyspringgardens,wheremyhyacinthsarelikeafieldofpurpleandgold,amantleofjewelsuponthebrownearth。Ah,well!One’sthoughtswillwandertothebeautifulthingsoflife。Therewereoncewomenwholovedme,Mr。Hamel。“

  Hamellookeddoubtfullyatthestrangelittlefigureinthechair。

  Wasthisgenuine,hewondered,avoluntaryoutburst,orwasitsomesubtleattempttoincitesympathy?Mr。Fentolinseemedalmosttohavereadhisthought。

  “ItisnotforthesakeofyourpitythatIsaythis,“hecontinued。

  “Mineisonlythepassingacrossthelinewhichageaswellasinfirmitymakesinevitable。Nooneintheworldwholivestogrowold,andwhohaslovedandfeltthefireofitinhisveins,canpassthatlinewithoutsorrow,orlookbackwithoutapang。Iamamongagreatarmy。Well,well,Ishallpaintnomoreto-day,“heconcludedabruptly。

  “Whereisyourservant?“Hamelasked。

  Mr。Fentolinglancedaroundhimcarelessly。

  “Hehaswanderedawayoutofsight。HeknowswellhownecessarysolitudeistomeifonceItakethebrushbetweenmyfingers-solitudenaturalandentire,Imean。IfanyoneiswithinadozenyardsofmeIknowit,eventhoughIcannotseethem。

  MeekinsiswanderingsomewheretheothersideoftheTower。“

  “ShallIcallhim?“

  “Onnoaccount,“Mr。Fentolinbegged。“Presentlyhewillappear,inplentyoftime。Thereisthemorningtobepassed-barelyeleveno’clock,Ithink,now。Ishallsitinmychair,andsinkalittledown,anddreamofthesebeautifullights,theserolling,foam-fleckedwaves,thesepatchesofblueandshiftinggreen。I

  canformtheminmybrain。Icanmakeapicturethere,eventhoughmyfingersrefusetomove。Youarenotanaesthete,Ithink,Mr。

  Hamel?Thestudyofbeautydoesnotmeantoyouwhatitdidtoyourfather,andmyfather,and,inasmallerwaytome。“

  “Perhapsnot,“Hamelconfessed。“IbelieveIfeelthesethingssomewhere,becausetheybringaqueersenseofcontentwiththem。

  Iamafraid,though,thatmyartisticperceptionsarenotsokeenassomemen’s。“

  Mr。Fentolinlookedathimthoughtfully。

  “Itisthephysicallifeinyourveins-toosplendidtopermityouabstractpleasures。Compensationsagain,yousee-compensations。

  Iwonderwhatthelawisthatgovernsthesethings。Ihaveforgottensometimes,“hewenton,“forgottenmyowninfirmitiesinthesoftintoxicationofawonderfulseascape。Only,“hewenton,hisfacealittlegrey,“itisthephysicalinlifewhichtriumphs。

  Therearethehungryhourswhichnothingwillsatisfy。“

  Hisheadsank,hischinresteduponhischest。Hehadalltheappearancenowofamanwhotalksinbitterearnest。YetHamelwondered。HelookedtowardstheTower;therewasnosignofMeekins。

  Thesea-gullswentscreamingabovetheirheads。Mr。Fentolinnevermoved。Hiseyesseemedhalfclosed。ItwasonlywhenHamelrosetohisfeetthathelookedswiftlyup。

  “Staywithme,Ibegyou,Mr。Hamel,“hesaid。“Iaminoneofthemoodswhensolitude,evenforamoment,isdangerous。DoyouknowwhatIhavesometimesthoughttomyself?“

  Hepointedtotheplankedwaywhichleddownthesteep,pebblybeachtothesea。

  “Ihavesometimesthought,“hewenton,“thatitwouldbeglorioustofindafriendtostandbymysideatthetopoftheplanks,justthere,whenthetidewashigh,andtobidhimloosemychairandtosteeritmyself,tosteeritdownthenarrowpathintothearmsofthesea。Thefirsttouchofthesaltwaves,thelasttouchoflife。

  Whynot?Onesleepswithoutfear。“

  Heliftedhisheadsuddenly。Meekinshadampeared,comingroundfromthebackoftheTower。InstantlyMr。Fentolin’swholemannerchanged。Hesatupinhischair。

  “Itisarranged,then,“hesaid。“Youdinewithusto-night。Fortheothermattersofwhichyouhavespoken,well,letthemrestinthehandsofthegods。Youarenotverykindtome。IamnotsurewhetheryouwouldmakeEstheragoodhusband。Iamnotsure,even,thatIlikeyou。Youtakenopainstomakeyourselfagreeable。

  Consideringthatyourfatherwasanartist,youseemtomeratheradullanduninspiredyoungman。Butwhocantell?Theremaybethingsstirringbeneaththattorpidbrainofyoursofwhichnootherpersonknowssaveyourself。“

  TheconcentratedgazeofMr。Fentolin’skeeneyeswashardtomeet,butHamelcameoutoftheordealwithoutflinching。

  “Ateighto’clock,Mr。Fentolin,“heanswered。“IcanseethatI

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