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  musttrytoearnyourbetteropinion。

  Hamelreadsteadilyfortheremainderofthemorning。Itwaspastoneo’clockwhenherosestifflyfromhisseatamongthesandknollsand,strollingbacktotheTower,openedthedoorandentered。Theclothwaslaidforluncheoninthelittlesitting-room,buttherewerenosignsofHannahCox。Hepassedonintothekitchenandcametoasuddenstandstill。Oncemorethememoryofhisownworkpassedawayfromhim。Oncemorehewasbackagainamongthatqueer,cloudedtangleofstrangesuspicions,ofthrilling,half-formedfears,whichhadassailedhimattimeseversincehisarrivalatSt,David’s。Hestoppedquiteshort。Thewordswhichrosetohislipsdiedaway。Hefeltthebreathless,compellingneedforsilenceandgrewtenseintheefforttomakenosound。

  HannahCoxwaskneelingonthestonefloor。Herearwasclosetothecrackofthedoorwhichledintotheboat-house。Herface,halfturnedfromit,wassetinastrange,concentratedpassionoflistening;herlipswereparted,hereyeshalfclosed。ShetooknomorenoticeofHamelorhisarrivalthanifhehadbeensomeuselesspieceoffurniture。Everyfacultyseemedtobeabsorbedinthatoneintenseeffortoflistening。Therewasnoneedofherout-stretchedfinger。Hamelfellinatoncewithamoodsomesmeric。

  He,too,listened。Thesmallclockwhichshehadbroughtwithherfromthevillagetickedawayuponthemantelpiece。Thefullseafellwithplacidsoftnessuponthehighbeachoutside。Someslightnoiseofcookingcamefromthestove。Saveforthesethingstherewassilence。Yet,foraspaceoftimewhichHamelcouldneverhavemeasured,theybothlistened。Whenatlastthewomanrosetoherfeet,Hamel,findingwordsatlast,wassurprisedtofindthathisthroatwasdry。

  “Whatisit,Mrs。Cox?“heasked。“Whywereyoulisteningthere?“

  Herfacewasabsolutelyexpressionless。Shewasbusyingherselfnowwithasmallsaucepan,andherbackwasturnedtowardshim。

  “Ispendmylife,sir,“shesaid,“listeningandwaiting。Oneneverknowswhentheendmaycome。“

  “Buttheboat-house,“Hamelobjected。“Noonehasbeenintherehismorning,havethey?“

  “Whocantell?“sheanswered。“Hecouldgoanywherewhenhechose,orhowhechose-throughthekeyhole,ifhewanted。“

  “Butwhylisten?“Hamelpersisted。“Thereisnothingintherenowbutsomeoddsandendsofmachinery。“

  Sheturnedfromthefireandlookedathimforamoment。Hereyeswerecolourless,hertoneunemotional。

  “Maybe!There’snoharminlistening。“

  “Didyouhearanythingwhichmadeyouwanttolisten?“

  “Whocantell?“sheanswered。“Awomanwholiveswell-nighalone,asIlive,inaquietplace,hearsthingssooftenthatotherfolkneverlistento。There’salwayssomethinginmyears,nightorday。

  SometimesIamnotsurewhetherit’sinthisworldortheother。Itwaslikethatwithmejustthen。ItwasforthatreasonIlistened。

  Yourluncheon’sready,sir。“

  Hamelwalkedthoughtfullybackintohissitting-room。HeseatedhimselfbeforeaspotlessclothandwatchedHannahCoxspreadouthiswell-cooked,cleanly-servedmeal。

  “Ifthere’sanythingyouwant,sir,“shesaid,“Ishallhearyouataword。Thekitchendoorisopen。“

  “Onemoment,Mrs。Cox。“

  Shelingeredtherepatiently,withthetrayinherhand。

  “Therewassomesound,“Hamelcontinued,“perhapsarealsound,perhapsafancy,whichmadeyougodownonyourkneesinthekitchen。

  Tellmewhatitwas。“

  “ThesoundIalwayshear,sir,“sheansweredquietly。“Ihearitinthenight,andIhearitwhenIstandbytheseaandlookout。I

  havehearditforsomanyyearsthatwhocantellwhetheritcomesfromthisworldortheother-thecryofmenwhodie!“

  Shepassedout。Hamellookedafterher,foramoment,likeamaninadream,Inhisfancyhecouldseeherbackagainoncemoreinthekitchen,kneelingonthestonefloor,-listening!

  AcoldtwilighthadfallenuponthelandwhenHamellefttheTowerthateveningandwalkedbrisklyalongthefoot-waytotheHall。

  Littlepatchesofmisthungoverthecreeks,theskywasalmostfrosty。ThelightsfromSt。David’sHallshonelikecheerfulbeaconsbeforehim。Hehastenedupthestonesteps,crossedtheterrace,andpassedintothehall。Aservantconductedhimatoncetothedrawing-room。Mrs。Fentolin,inapinkeveningdress,withapinkornamentinherhair,heldoutbothherhands。Inthebackground,Mr。Fentolin,inhisqueerly-cuteveningclothes,satwithfoldedarms,leaningbackinhiscarriage。Helistenedgrimlytohissister-in-lawasshestoodwithHamel’shandsinhers。

  “MydearMr。Hamel!“sheexclaimed。“Howperfectlycharmingofyoutocomeupandrelievealittleoursadloneliness!Delightful,I

  callit,ofyou。IwasjustsayingsotoMiles。“

  Hamellookedaroundtheroom。Alreadyhisheartwasbeginningtosink。

  “MissFentoliniswell,Ihope?“heasked。

  “Well,butaverynaughtygirl,“hermotherdeclared。“IlethergotoLadySaxthorpe’stolunch,andnowwehavehadsimplythefirmestletterfromLadySaxthorpe。TheyinsistuponkeepingEsthertodineandsleep。Ihavehadtosendhereveningclothes,butyoucan’ttell,Mr。Hamel,howImissher。“

  Hamel’sdisappointmentwasalittletooobvioustopassunnoticed。

  Therewasashadeofannoyance,too,inhisface。Mr。Fentolinsmoothlyintervened。

  “LetusbequitecandidwithMr。Hamel,dearFlorence,“hebegged。

  “Ihavespokentomysister-in-lawandtoldherthesubstanceofourconversationthismorning,“heproceeded,wheelinghischairnearertoHamel。“Sheisthunderstruck。Shewishestoreflect,toconsider。Estherchancedtobeaway。Wehaveencouragedherabsenceforafewmorehours。“

  “Ihope,Mrs,Fentolin,“Hamelsaidsimply,“thatyouwillgivehertome。Iamnotarichman,butIamfairlywelloff。IshouldbewillingtoliveexactlywhereEstherwishes,andIwoulddomybesttomakeherhappy。“

  Mrs,Fentolinopenedherlipsonceandclosedthemagain。Shelaughedalittle-ahigh-pitched,semi-hystericallaugh。Thehandwhichgrippedherfanwasstrainingsothattheblueveinsstoodoutalmostlikewhipcord。

  “Estherisveryyoung,Mr。Hamel。Wemusttalkthisover。Youhaveknownherforsuchaveryshorttime。“

  Aservantannounceddinner,andHamelofferedhisarmtohishostess。

  “IsGeraldaway,too?“heasked。

  “Wedoindeedoweyouourapologies,“Mr。Fentolindeclared。

  “GeraldisspendingacoupleofdaysattheDormyHouseatBrancaster-agolfarrangementmadesometimeback。“

  “Hepromisedtoplaywithmeto-morrow,“Hamelremarkedthoughtfully。

  “Hesaidnothingaboutgoingaway。“

  “Ifearthatlikemostyoungmenofhisagehehaslittlememory,“

  Mr。Fentolinsighed。“However,hewillbebackto-morroworthenextday。Ioweyoumyapologies,Mr。Hamel,forourlackofyoungpeople。Wemustdoourbesttoentertainourguest,Florence。Youmustbeatyourbest,dear。Youmusttellhimsomeofthosecapitalstoriesofyours。“

  Mrs,Fentolinshiveredforamoment。Hamel,ashehandedhertoherplace,wasstruckbyastrangelookwhichshethrewuponhim,halffurtive,fullofpain。Herhandalmostclungtohis。Sheslippedalittle,andheheldhertightly。Thenhewassuchdenlyconsciousthatsomethinghardwasbeingpressedintohispalm。Hedrewhishandawayatonce。

  “Youseemalittleunsteadythisevening,mydearFlorence,“Mr。

  Fentolinremarked,peeringacrosstheroundtable。

  Sheeyedhimnonchalantlyenough。

  “Thefloorisslippery,“shesaid。“Iwasglad,foramoment,ofMr。Hamel’sstronghand。Wherearethosedearpuppies?Chow-Chow,“

  shewenton,“comeandsitbyyourmistressatonce。“

  Hamel’sfingersinsidehiswaistcoatpocketweresmoothingoutthecrumpledpieceofpaperwhichshehadpassedtohim。Soonhehaditquiteflat。Mrs,Fentolin,asthoughfreedfromsomeanxiety,chatteredawaygaily。

  “Idon’tknowthatIshallapologisetoMr。Hamelatallfortheyoungpeoplebeingaway,“shedeclared。“Justfancywhatwehavesavedhimfrom-asolitarymealservedbyHannahCox!Doyouknowthattheysaysheishalf-witted,Mr。Hamel?“

  “Sofar,shehaslookedaftermeverywell,“Hamelobserved。

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