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  wasperhapsforgotten-ownerdead,perhaps?Afterthinkingitover,afewdays,inthecourseofwhichhecouldpumpnothingoutofLyonsInnaboutthefurniture,hebecamedesperate,andresolvedtoborrowthattable。Hedidso,thatnight。Hehadnothadthetablelong,whenhedeterminedtoborrowaneasy-chair;hehadnothadthatlong,whenhemadeuphismindtoborrowabookcase;then,acouch;then,acarpetandrug。Bythattime,hefelthewas’infurnituresteppedinsofar,’asthatitcouldbenoworsetoborrowitall。Consequently,heborroweditall,andlockedupthecellarforgood。Hehadalwayslockedit,aftereveryvisit。Hehadcarriedupeveryseparatearticleinthedeadofthenight,and,atthebest,hadfeltaswickedasaResurrectionMan。Everyarticlewasblueandfurrywhenbroughtintohisrooms,andhehadhad,inamurderousandguiltysortofway,topolishitupwhileLondonslept。

  Mr。Testatorlivedinhisfurnishedchamberstwoorthreeyears,ormore,andgraduallylulledhimselfintotheopinionthatthefurniturewashisown。Thiswashisconvenientstateofmindwhen,lateonenight,astepcameupthestairs,andahandpassedoverhisdoorfeelingforhisknocker,andthenonedeepandsolemnrapwasrappedthatmighthavebeenaspringinMr。Testator’seasy-

  chairtoshoothimoutofit;sopromptlywasitattendedwiththateffect。

  Withacandleinhishand,Mr。Testatorwenttothedoor,andfoundthere,averypaleandverytallman;amanwhostooped;amanwithveryhighshoulders,averynarrowchest,andaveryrednose;ashabby-genteelman。Hewaswrappedinalongthread-bareblackcoat,fastenedupthefrontwithmorepinsthanbuttons,andunderhisarmhesqueezedanumbrellawithoutahandle,asifhewereplayingbagpipes。Hesaid,’Iaskyourpardon,butcanyoutellme-’andstopped;hiseyesrestingonsomeobjectwithinthechambers。

  ’CanItellyouwhat?’askedMr。Testator,notinghisstoppagewithquickalarm。

  ’Iaskyourpardon,’saidthestranger,’but-thisisnottheinquiryIwasgoingtomake-DOIseeinthere,anysmallarticleofpropertybelongingtoME?’

  Mr。Testatorwasbeginningtostammerthathewasnotaware-whenthevisitorslippedpasthim,intothechambers。There,inagoblinwaywhichfrozeMr。Testatortothemarrow,heexamined,first,thewriting-table,andsaid,’Mine;’then,theeasy-chair,andsaid,’Mine;’then,thebookcase,andsaid,’Mine;’then,turnedupacornerofthecarpet,andsaid,’Mine!’inaword,inspectedeveryitemoffurniturefromthecellar,insuccession,andsaid,’Mine!’Towardstheendofthisinvestigation,Mr。

  Testatorperceivedthathewassoddenwithliquor,andthattheliquorwasgin。Hewasnotunsteadywithgin,eitherinhisspeechorcarriage;buthewasstiffwithgininbothparticulars。

  Mr。Testatorwasinadreadfulstate,foraccordingtohismakingoutofthestorythepossibleconsequencesofwhathehaddoneinrecklessnessandhardihood,flasheduponhimintheirfulnessforthefirsttime。Whentheyhadstoodgazingatoneanotherforalittlewhile,hetremulouslybegan:

  ’Sir,Iamconsciousthatthefullestexplanation,compensation,andrestitution,areyourdue。Theyshallbeyours。Allowmetoentreatthat,withouttemper,withoutevennaturalirritationonyourpart,wemayhavealittle-’

  ’Dropofsomethingtodrink,’interposedthestranger。’Iamagreeable。’

  Mr。Testatorhadintendedtosay,’alittlequietconversation,’

  butwithgreatreliefofmindadoptedtheamendment。Heproducedadecanterofgin,andwasbustlingaboutforhotwaterandsugar,whenhefoundthathisvisitorhadalreadydrunkhalfofthedecanter’scontents。WithhotwaterandsugarthevisitordranktheremainderbeforehehadbeenanhourinthechambersbythechimesofthechurchofSt。MaryintheStrand;andduringtheprocesshefrequentlywhisperedtohimself,’Mine!’

  Thegingone,andMr。Testatorwonderingwhatwastofollowit,thevisitorroseandsaid,withincreasedstiffness,’Atwhathourofthemorning,sir,willitbeconvenient?’Mr。Testatorhazarded,’Atten?’’Sir,’saidthevisitor,’atten,tothemoment,Ishallbehere。’HethencontemplatedMr。Testatorsomewhatatleisure,andsaid,’Godblessyou!Howisyourwife?’Mr。Testatorwhoneverhadawiferepliedwithmuchfeeling,’Deeplyanxious,poorsoul,butotherwisewell。’Thevisitorthereuponturnedandwentaway,andfelltwiceingoingdown-stairs。Fromthathourhewasneverheardof。Whetherhewasaghost,oraspectralillusionofconscience,oradrunkenmanwhohadnobusinessthere,orthedrunkenrightfulownerofthefurniture,withatransitorygleamofmemory;whetherhegotsafehome,orhadnotimetogetto;whetherhediedofliquorontheway,orlivedinliquoreverafterwards;

  heneverwasheardofmore。Thiswasthestory,receivedwiththefurnitureandheldtobeassubstantial,byitssecondpossessorinanuppersetofchambersingrimLyonsInn。

  Itistoberemarkedofchambersingeneral,thattheymusthavebeenbuiltforchambers,tohavetherightkindofloneliness。Youmaymakeagreatdwelling-houseverylonely,butisolatingsuitesofroomsandcallingthemchambers,butyoucannotmakethetruekindofloneliness。Indwelling-houses,therehavebeenfamilyfestivals;childrenhavegrowninthem,girlshavebloomedintowomeninthem,courtshipsandmarriageshavetakenplaceinthem。

  Truechambersneverwereyoung,childish,maidenly;neverhaddollsinthem,orrocking-horses,orchristenings,orbetrothals,orlittlecoffins。LetGray’sInnidentifythechildwhofirsttouchedhandsandheartswithRobinsonCrusoe,inanyoneofitsmany’sets,’andthatchild’slittlestatue,inwhitemarblewithagoldeninscription,shallbeatitsservice,atmycostandcharge,asadrinkingfountainforthespirit,tofreshenitsthirstysquare。LetLincoln’sproducefromallitshouses,atwentiethoftheprocessionderivablefromanydwelling-houseone-twentiethofitsage,offairyoungbrideswhomarriedforloveandhope,notsettlements,andalltheVice-Chancellorsshallthenceforwardbekeptinnosegaysfornothing,onapplicationtothewriterhereof。

  ItisnotdeniedthatontheterraceoftheAdelphi,orinanyofthestreetsofthatsubterranean-stable-hauntedspot,oraboutBedford-row,orJames-streetofthatilkagrewsomeplace,oranywhereamongtheneighbourhoodsthathavedonefloweringandhaveruntoseed,youmayfindChambersrepletewiththeaccommodationsofSolitude,Closeness,andDarkness,whereyoumaybeaslow-

  spiritedasinthegenuinearticle,andmightbeaseasilymurdered,withtheplacidreputationofhavingmerelygonedowntothesea-side。But,themanywatersoflifedidrunmusicalinthosedrychannelsonce;-amongtheInns,never。TheonlypopularlegendknowninrelationtoanyoneofthedullfamilyofInns,isadarkOldBaileywhisperconcerningClement’s,andimportinghowtheblackcreaturewhoholdsthesun-dialthere,wasanegrowhoslewhismasterandbuiltthedismalpileoutofthecontentsofhisstrongbox-forwhicharchitecturaloffencealoneheoughttohavebeencondemnedtoliveinit。But,whatpopulacewouldwastefancyuponsuchaplace,oronNewInn,StapleInn,Barnard’sInn,oranyoftheshabbycrew?

  Thegenuinelaundress,too,isaninstitutionnottobehadinitsentiretyoutofandawayfromthegenuineChambers。Again,itisnotdeniedthatyoumayberobbedelsewhere。Elsewhereyoumayhave-formoney-dishonesty,drunkenness,dirt,laziness,andprofoundincapacity。Buttheveritableshining-red-facedshamelesslaundress;thetrueMrs。Sweeney-infigure,colour,texture,andsmell,liketheolddampfamilyumbrella;thetip-topcomplicatedabominationofstockings,spirits,bonnet,limpness,looseness,andlarceny;isonlytobedrawnatthefountain-head。Mrs。Sweeneyisbeyondthereachofindividualart。Itrequirestheunitedeffortsofseveralmentoensurethatgreatresult,anditisonlydevelopedinperfectionunderanHonourableSocietyandinanInnofCourt。

  TherearenotmanyplacesthatIfinditmoreagreeabletorevisitwhenIaminanidlemood,thansomeplacestowhichIhaveneverbeen。For,myacquaintancewiththosespotsisofsuchlongstanding,andhasripenedintoanintimacyofsoaffectionateanature,thatItakeaparticularinterestinassuringmyselfthattheyareunchanged。

  IneverwasinRobinsonCrusoe’sIsland,yetIfrequentlyreturnthere。Thecolonyheestablishedonitsoonfadedaway,anditisuninhabitedbyanydescendantsofthegraveandcourteousSpaniards,orofWillAtkinsandtheothermutineers,andhasrelapsedintoitsoriginalcondition。Notatwigofitswickerhousesremains,itsgoatshavelongrunwildagain,itsscreamingparrotswoulddarkenthesunwithacloudofmanyflamingcoloursifagunwerefiredthere,nofaceiseverreflectedinthewatersofthelittlecreekwhichFridayswamacrosswhenpursuedbyhistwobrothercannibalswithsharpenedstomachs。AftercomparingnoteswithothertravellerswhohavesimilarlyrevisitedtheIslandandconscientiouslyinspectedit,IhavesatisfiedmyselfthatitcontainsnovestigeofMr。Atkins’sdomesticityortheology,thoughhistrackonthememorableeveningofhislandingtosethiscaptainashore,whenhewasdecoyedaboutandroundaboutuntilitwasdark,andhisboatwasstove,andhisstrengthandspiritsfailedhim,isyetplainlytobetraced。Soisthehill-toponwhichRobinsonwasstruckdumbwithjoywhenthereinstatedcaptainpointedtotheship,ridingwithinhalfamileoftheshore,thatwastobearhimaway,inthenine-and-twentiethyearofhisseclusioninthatlonelyplace。Soisthesandybeachonwhichthememorablefootstepwasimpressed,andwherethesavageshauleduptheircanoeswhentheycameashoreforthosedreadfulpublicdinners,whichledtoadancingworsethanspeech-making。Soisthecavewheretheflaringeyesoftheoldgoatmadesuchagoblinappearanceinthedark。SoisthesiteofthehutwhereRobinsonlivedwiththedogandtheparrotandthecat,andwhereheenduredthosefirstagoniesofsolitude,which-strangetosay-neverinvolvedanyghostlyfancies;acircumstancesoveryremarkable,thatperhapsheleftoutsomethinginwritinghisrecord?Roundhundredsofsuchobjects,hiddeninthedensetropicalfoliage,thetropicalseabreaksevermore;andoverthemthetropicalsky,savingintheshortrainyseason,shinesbrightandcloudless。

  Neither,wasIeverbelatedamongwolves,onthebordersofFranceandSpain;nor,didIever,whennightwasclosinginandthegroundwascoveredwithsnow,drawupmylittlecompanyamongsomefelledtreeswhichservedasabreastwork,andtherefireatrainofgunpowdersodexterouslythatsuddenlywehadthreeorfourscoreblazingwolvesilluminatingthedarknessaroundus。

  Nevertheless,Ioccasionallygobacktothatdismalregionandperformthefeatagain;whenindeedtosmellthesingeingandthefryingofthewolvesafire,andtoseethemsettingoneanotheralightastheyrushandtumble,andtobeholdthemrollinginthesnowvainlyattemptingtoputthemselvesout,andtoheartheirhowlingstakenupbyalltheechoesaswellasbyalltheunseenwolveswithinthewoods,makesmetremble。

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