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  comehere,OTezcat,accordingtotheancientcustom,becauseIamchargedwithamessagetoyou。

  Thosewhomyoushallwedarechosen。

  Iamthebeareroftheirnames。’

  ’Speakon,princessoftheOtomie。’

  ’Theyare’——andshenamedthreeladieswhomIknewtobeamongtheloveliestintheland。

  ’Ithoughtthattherewerefour,’Isaidwithabitterlaugh。

  ’AmItobedefraudedofthefourth?’

  ’Thereisafourth,’sheanswered,andwassilent。

  ’Givemehername,’Icried。

  ’Whatothersluthasbeenfoundtomarryafelondoomedtosacrifice?’

  ’Onehasbeenfound,OTezcat,whohasborneothertitlesthanthisyougiveher。’

  NowIlookedatherquestioningly,andshespokeagaininalowvoice。

  ’I,Otomie,princessoftheOtomie,Montezuma’sdaughter,amthefourthandthefirst。’

  ’You!’Isaid,sinkingbackuponmycushions。

  ’YOU!’

  ’Yes,I。

  Listen:Iwaschosenbythepriestsasthemostlovelyintheland,howeverunworthily。

  Myfather,theemperor,wasangryandsaidthatwhateverbefell,Ishouldneverbethewifeofacaptivewhomustdieuponthealtarofsacrifice。

  Butthepriestsansweredthatthiswasnotimeforhimtoclaimexceptionforhisblood,nowwhenthegodswerewroth。

  Wasthefirstladyinthelandtobewithheldfromthegod?theyasked。

  ThenmyfathersighedandsaidthatitshouldbeasIwilled。

  AndIsaidwiththepriests,thatnowinoursoredistresstheproudmusthumblethemselvestothedust,eventothemarryingofacaptiveslavewhoisnamedagodanddoomedtosacrifice。

  SoI,princessoftheOtomie,haveconsentedtobecomeyourwife,OTezcat,thoughperchancehadIknownallthatIreadinyoureyesthishour,I

  shouldnothaveconsented。

  ItmayhappenthatinthisshameI

  hopedtofindloveifonlyforoneshorthour,andthatIpurposedtovarythecustomofourpeople,andtocompletemymarriagebythesideofthevictimonthealtar,as,ifIwill,Ihavetherighttodo。

  ButIseewellthatIamnotwelcome,andthoughitistoolatetogobackuponmyword,havenofear。

  Thereareothers,andIshallnottroubleyou。

  Ihavegivenmymessage,isityourpleasurethatIshouldgo?

  Thesolemnceremonyofwedlockwillbeonthetwelfthdayfromnow,OTezcat。’

  NowIrosefrommyseatandtookherhand,saying:

  ’Ithankyou,Otomie,foryournoblenessofmind。

  HaditnotbeenforthecomfortandfriendshipwhichyouandGuatemocyourcousinhavegivenme,IthinkthaterenowIshouldbedead。

  Soyoudesiretocomfortmetothelast;itseemsthatyouevenpurposedtodiewithme。

  HowamItointerpretthis,Otomie?

  Inourlandawomanwouldneedtoloveamanafternocommonfashionbeforesheconsentedtosharesuchabedasawaitsmeonyonderpyramid。

  AndyetImayscarcelythinkthatyouwhomkingshavesuedforcanplaceyourheartsolow。

  HowamItoreadthewritingofyourwords,princessoftheOtomie?’

  ’Readitwithyourheart,’shewhisperedlow,andIfeltherhandtrembleinmyown。

  Ilookedatherbeauty,itwasgreat;Ithoughtofherdevotion,adevotionthatdidnotshrinkfromthemosthorribleofdeaths,andawindoffeelingwhichwasakintolovesweptthroughmysoul。

  ButevenasIlookedandthought,IrememberedtheEnglishgardenandtheEnglishmaidfromwhomIhadpartedbeneaththebeechatDitchingham,andthewordsthatwehadspokenthen。

  Doubtlessshestilllivedandwastruetome;whileIlivedshouldInotkeeptrueathearttoher?

  IfImustwedtheseIndiangirls,Imustwedthem,butifonceItoldOtomiethatIlovedher,thenIbrokemytroth,andwithnothinglesswouldshebesatisfied。

  Asyet,thoughIwasdeeplymovedandthetemptationwasgreat,Ihadnotcometothis。

  ’Beseated,Otomie,’Isaid,’andlistentome。

  Youseethisgoldentoken,’andIdrewLily’sposyringfrommyhand,’andyouseethewritingwithinit。’

  Shebentherheadbutdidnotspeak,andIsawthattherewasfearinhereyes。

  ’Iwillreadyouthewords,Otomie,’andItranslatedintotheAztectonguethequaintcouplet:

  Hearttoheart,Thoughfarapart。

  Thenatlastshespoke。

  ’Whatdoesthewritingmean?’shesaid。

  ’Icanonlyreadinpictures,Teule。’

  ’Itmeans,Otomie,thatinthefarlandwhenceIcome,thereisawomanwholovesme,andwhoismylove。’

  ’Issheyourwifethen?’

  ’Sheisnotmywife,Otomie,butsheisvowedtomeinmarriage。’

  ’Sheisvowedtoyouinmarriage,’sheansweredbitterly:’why,thenweareequal,forsoamI,Teule。

  Butthereisthisdifferencebetweenus;youloveher,andmeyoudonotlove。

  Thatiswhatyouwouldmakecleartome。

  Sparememorewords,I

  understandall。

  StillitseemsthatifIhavelost,sheisalsointhepathofloss。

  Greatseasrollbetweenyouandthisloveofyours,Teule,seasofwater,andthealtarofsacrifice,andthenothingnessofdeath。

  Nowletmego。

  YourwifeImustbe,forthereisnoescape,butIshallnottroubleyouovermuch,anditwillsoonbedonewith。

  ThenyoumayseekyourdesireintheHousesoftheStarswhitheryoumustwander,anditismyprayerthatyoushallwinit。

  AllthesemonthsIhavebeenplanningtofindhopeforyou,andIthoughtthatIhadfoundit。

  Butitwasbuiltuponafalsebelief,anditisended。

  Hadyoubeenabletosayfromyourheartthatyoulovedme,itmighthavebeenwellforbothofus;shouldyoubeabletosayitbeforetheend,itmaystillbewell。

  ButIdonotaskyoutosayit,andbewarehowyoutellmealie。

  Ileaveyou,Teule,butbeforeIgoIwillsaythatIhonouryoumoreinthishourthanIhavehonouredyoubefore,becauseyouhavedaredtospeakthetruthtome,Montezuma’sdaughter,whenaliehadbeensoeasyandsosafe。

  Thatwomanbeyondtheseasshouldbegratefultoyou,butthoughIbearhernoillwill,betweenmeandherthereisastruggletothedeath。

  Wearestrangerstoeachother,andstrangersweshallremain,butshehastouchedyourhandasItouchitnow;youlinkustogetherandareourbondofenmity。

  Farewellmyhusbandthatistobe。

  Weshallmeetnomoretillthatsorrydaywhena“slut“shallbegiventoa“felon“inmarriage。

  Iuseyourownwords,Teule!’

  Thenrising,Otomiecastherveilaboutherfaceandpassedslowlyfromthechamber,leavingmemuchdisturbed。

  Itwasabolddeedtohaverejectedtheprofferedloveofthisqueenamongwomen,andnowthatIhaddonesoIwasnotaltogetherglad。

  WouldLily,I

  wondered,haveofferedtodescendfromsuchstate,tocastoffthepurpleofherroyalrankthatshemightlieatmysideontheredstoneofsacrifice?

  Perhapsnot,forthisfiercefidelityisonlytobefoundinwomenofanotherbreed。

  ThesedaughtersoftheSunlovewhollywhentheyloveatall,andastheylovetheyhate。

  Theyasknopriesttoconsecratetheirvows,norifthesebecomehateful,willtheybeboundbythemforduty’ssake。

  Theirowndesireistheirlaw,butwhileitrulesthemtheyfollowitunflinchingly,andifneedbe,theyseekitsconsummationinthegatesofdeath,orfailingthat,forgetfulness。

  Somewearytimewentby,andatlastcamethedayoftheentryintoMexicoofCortesandhisconquerors。

  NowofallthedoingsoftheSpaniardsaftertheyoccupiedthecity,Idonotproposetospeakatlength,forthesearemattersofhistory,andIhavemyownstorytotell。

  SoIshallonlywriteofthoseofthemwithwhichI

  wasconcernedmyself。

  IdidnotseethemeetingbetweenMontezumaandCortes,thoughIsawtheemperorsetouttoitcladlikeSolomoninhisgloryandsurroundedbyhisnobles。

  ButIamsureofthis,thatnoslavebeingledtosacrificecarriedaheavierheartinhisbreastthanthatofMontezumaonthisunluckyday。

  Fornowhisfollyhadruinedhim,andIthinkheknewthathewasgoingtohisdoom。

  Afterwards,towardsevening,Isawtheemperorcomebackinhisgoldenlitter,andpassovertothepalacebuiltbyAxahisfather,thatstoodoppositetoandsomefivehundredpacesfromhisown,facingthewesterngateofthetemple。

  PresentlyIheardthesoundofamultitudeshouting,andamidstitthetrampofhorsesandarmedsoldiers,andfromaseatinmychamberIsawtheSpaniardsadvancedownthegreatstreet,andmyheartbeatatthesightofChristianmen。

  Infront,cladinricharmour,rodetheirleaderCortes,amanofmiddlesizebutnoblebearing,withthoughtfuleyesthatnotedeverything,andafterhim,somefewonhorsebackbutthemostofthemonfoot,marchedhislittlearmyofconquerors,staringaboutthemwithboldwonderingeyesandjestingtoeachotherinCastilian。

  Theywerebutahandful,bronzedwiththesunandscarredbybattle,someofthemill-armedandalmostinrags,andlookingonthemIcouldnotbutmarvelattheindomitablecouragethathadenabledthemtopiercetheirwaythroughhostilethousands,sickness,andwar,eventothehomeofMontezuma’spower。

  BythesideofCortes,holdinghisstirrupinherhand,walkedabeautifulIndianwomandressedinwhiterobesandcrownedwithflowers。

  Asshepassedthepalacesheturnedherface。

  Iknewheratonce;itwasmyfriendMarina,whonowhadattainedtothegreatnesswhichshedesired,andwho,notwithstandingalltheevilthatshehadbroughtuponhercountry,lookedmosthappyinitandinhermaster’slove。

  AstheSpaniardswentbyIsearchedtheirfacesonebyone,withthevaguehopeofhate。

  Forthoughitmightwellchancethatdeathhadputusoutofeachother’sreach,IhalfthoughttoseedeGarciaamongthenumberoftheconquerors。

  Suchaquestastheirs,withitspromiseofblood,andgold,andrapine,wouldcertainlycommenditselftohisevilheartshoulditbeinhispowertojoinit,andastrangeinstincttoldmethathewasNOTdead。

  ButneitherdeadnorlivingwasheamongthosemenwhoenteredMexicothatday。

  ThatnightIsawGuatemocandaskedhimhowthingswent。

  ’Wellforthekitethatroostsinthedove’snest,’heansweredwithabitterlaugh,’butveryillforthedove。

  Montezuma,myuncle,hasbeencooingyonder,’andhepointedtothepalaceofAxa,’andthecaptainoftheTeuleshascooedinanswer,butthoughhetriedtohideit,Icouldhearthehawk’sshriekinhispigeon’snote。

  ErelongtherewillbemerrydoingsinTenoctitlan。’

  Hewasright。

  WithinaweekMontezumawastreacherouslyseizedbytheSpaniardsandkeptaprisonerintheirquarters,watcheddayandnightbytheirsoldiers。

  Thencameeventuponevent。

  CertainlordsinthecoastlandshavingkilledsomeSpaniards,weresummonedtoMexicobytheinstigationofCortes。

  Theycameandwereburnedaliveinthecourtyardofthepalace。

  Norwasthisall,forMontezuma,theirmonarch,wasforcedtowitnesstheexecutionwithfettersonhisankles。

  SolowhadtheemperoroftheAztecsfallen,thathemustbearchainslikeacommonfelon。

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