Foraninstantshewassilentwithrathersaddowncasteyes。Shewasabouttoretortbutsomethingcheckedthewordsonhertongue。Inclinationpromptedhertospeakout:dignitytoldhertobesilent。TheprettylipspoutedawhilebutthensheglancedupandbrokeoutintoajoyouslittlelaughwhichhadinitallthefreshnessofayoungMaymorning。Sheknewrightwell,no-onebetter,whatmadesquintyEdysaythatbecauseofhimcoolinginhisattentionswhenitwassimplyalovers’quarrel。Asperusualsomebody’snosewasoutofjointabouttheboythathadthebicyclealwaysridingupanddowninfrontofherwindow。OnlynowhisfatherkepthimintheeveningsstudyinghardtogetanexhibitionintheintermediatethatwasonandhewasgoingtoTrinitycollegetostudyforadoctorwhenheleftthehighschoollikehisbrotherW。E。WyliewhowasracinginthebicycleracesinTrinitycollegeuniversity。Littlereckedheperhapsforwhatshefelt,thatdullachingvoidinherheartsometimes,piercingtothecore。Yethewasyoungandperchancehemightlearntoloveherintime。TheywereprotestantsinhisfamilyandofcourseGertyknewWhocamefirstandafterHimtheblessedVirginandthenSaintJoseph。Buthewasundeniablyhandsomewithanexquisitenoseandhewaswhathelooked,everyinchagentleman,theshapeofhisheadtooatthebackwithouthiscaponthatshewouldknowanywheresomethingoffthecommonandthewayheturnedthebicycleatthelampwithhishandsoffthebarsandalsotheniceperfumeofthosegoodcigarettesandbesidestheywerebothofasizeandthatwaswhyEdyBoardmanthoughtshewassofrightfullycleverbecausehedidn’tgoandrideupanddowninfrontofherbitofagarden。
GertywasdressedsimplybutwiththeinstinctivetasteofavotaryofDameFashionforshefeltthattherewasjustamightthathemightbeout。Aneatblouseofelectricblue,selftintedbydollydyesbecauseitwasexpectedintheLady’sPictorialthatelectricbluewouldbeworn,withasmartveeopeningdowntothedivisionandkerchiefpocketinwhichshealwayskeptapieceofcottonwoolscentedwithherfavouriteperfumebecausethehandkerchiefspoiledthesitandanavythreequarterskirtcuttothestrideshowedoffherslimgracefulfiguretoperfection。
Sheworeacoquettishlittleloveofahatofwideleavedniggerstrawcontrasttrimmedwithanunderbrimofeggbluechenilleandatthesideabutterflybowtotone。AllTuesdayweekafternoonshewashuntingtomatchthatchenillebutatlastshefoundwhatshewantedatClery’ssummersales,theveryit,slightlyshopsoiledbutyouwouldnevernotice,sevenfingerstwoandapenny。Shediditupallbyherselfandwhatjoywasherswhenshetrieditonthen,smilingatthelovelyreflectionwhichthemirrorgavebacktoher!Andwhensheputitonthewaterjugtokeeptheshapesheknewthatthatwouldtaketheshineoutofsomepeoplesheknew。HershoeswerethenewestthinginfootwearEdyBoardmanpridedherselfthatshewasverypetitebutsheneverhadafootlikeGertyMacDowell,afive,andneverwouldash,oakorelmwithpatenttoecapsandjustonesmartbuckleatherhigharchedinstep。Herwellturnedankledisplayeditsperfectproportionsbeneathherskirtandjusttheproperamountandnomoreofhershapelylimbsencasedinfinespunhosewithhighsplicedheelsandwidegartertops。AsforundiestheywereGerty’schiefcareandwhothatknowstheflutteringhopesandfearsofsweetseventeenthoughGertywouldneverseeseventeenagaincanfinditinhishearttoblameher?Shehadfourdinkysets,withawfullyprettystitchery,threegarmentsandnightiesextra,andeachsetslottedwithdifferentcolouredribbons,rosepink,paleblue,mauveandpeagreenandsheairedthemherselfandbluedthemwhentheycamehomefromthewashandironedthemandshehadabrickbattokeeptheirononbecauseshewouldn’ttrustthosewasherwomenasfarasshe’dseethemscorchingthethings。Shewaswearingtheblueforluck,hopingagainsthope,herowncolourandtheluckycolourtooforabridetohaveabitofbluesomewhereonherbecausethegreensheworethatdayweekbroughtgriefbecausehisfatherbroughthimintostudyfortheintermediateexhibitionandbecauseshethoughtperhapshemightbeoutbecausewhenshewasdressingthatmorningshenearlyslippeduptheoldpaironherinsideoutandthatwasforluckandlovers’meetingsifyouputthosethingsoninsideoutsolongasitwasn’tofaFriday。
Andyetandyet!Thatstrainedlookonherface!Agnawingsorrowisthereallthetime。Herverysoulisinhereyesandshewouldgiveworldstobeintheprivacyofherownfamiliarchamberwhere,givingwaytotears,shecouldhaveagoodcryandrelieveherpentupfeelings。Thoughnottoomuchbecausesheknewhowtocrynicelybeforethemirror。Youarelovely,Gerty,itsaid。Thepalylightofeveningfallsuponafaceinfinitelysadandwistful。GertyMacDowellyearnsinvain。Yes,shehadknownfromthefirstthatherdaydreamofamarriagehasbeenarrangedandtheweddingbellsringingforMrsReggyWylieT。C。D。becausetheonewhomarriedtheelderbrotherwouldbeMrsWylieandinthefashionableintelligenceMrsGertrudeWyliewaswearingasumptuousconfectionofgreytrimmedwithexpensivebluefoxwasnottobe。Hewastooyoungtounderstand。Hewouldnotbelieveinlove,awoman’sbirthright。ThenightofthepartylongagoinStoers’
hewasstillinshorttrouserswhentheywerealoneandhestoleanarmroundherwaistshewentwhitetotheverylips。Hecalledherlittleoneinastrangelyhuskyvoiceandsnatchedahalfkissthefirst!butitwasonlytheendofhernoseandthenhehastenedfromtheroomwitharemarkaboutrefreshments。Impetuousfellow!StrengthofcharacterhadneverbeenReggyWylie’sstrongpointandhewhowouldwooandwinGertyMacDowellmustbeamanamongmen。Butwaiting,alwayswaitingtobeaskedanditwasleapyeartooandwouldsoonbeover。Noprincecharmingisherbeauidealtolayarareandwondrousloveatherfeetbutratheramanlymanwithastrongquietfacewhohadnotfoundhisideal,perhapshishairslightlyfleckedwithgrey,andwhowouldunderstand,takeherinhisshelteringarms,strainhertohiminallthestrengthofhisdeeppassionatenatureandcomfortherwithalonglongkiss。Itwouldbelikeheaven。Forsuchaonesheyearnsthisbalmysummereve。Withalltheheartofhershelongstobehisonly,hisaffiancedbrideforrichesforpoor,insicknessinhealth,tilldeathustwopart,fromthistothisdayforward。
AndwhileEdyBoardmanwaswithlittleTommybehindthepushcarshewasjustthinkingwouldthedayevercomewhenshecouldcallherselfhislittlewifetobe。Thentheycouldtalkabouthertilltheywentblueintheface,BerthaSuppletoo,andEdy,thespitfire,becauseshewouldbetwenty-twoinNovember。ShewouldcareforhimwithcreaturecomfortstooforGertywaswomanlywiseandknewthatameremanlikedthatfeelingofhominess。Hergriddlecakesdonetoagolden-brownhueandqueenAnn’spuddingofdelightfulcreaminesshadwongoldenopinionsfromallbecauseshehadaluckyhandalsoforlightingafire,dredgeinthefineselfraisingflourandalwaysstirinthesamedirectionthencreamthemilkandsugarandwhiskwellthewhiteofeggsthoughshedidn’tliketheeatingpartwhentherewereanypeoplethatmadehershyandoftenshewonderedwhyyoucouldn’teatsomethingpoeticallikevioletsorrosesandtheywouldhaveabeautifullyappointeddrawingroomwithpicturesandengravingsandthephotographofgrandpapaGiltrap’slovelydogGarryowenthatalmosttalked,itwassohuman,andchintzcoversforthechairsandthatsilvertoastrackinClery’ssummerjumblesalesliketheyhaveinrichhouses。
Hewouldbetallwithbroadshouldersshehadalwaysadmiredtallmenforahusbandwithglisteningwhiteteethunderhiscarefullytrimmedsweepingmoustacheandtheywouldgoonthecontinentfortheirhoneymoonthreewonderfulweeks!andthen,whentheysettleddowninanicesnugandcosylittlehomelyhouse,everymorningtheywouldbothhavebrekky,simplebutperfectlyserved,fortheirowntwoselvesandbeforehewentouttobusinesshewouldgivehisdearlittlewifeyagoodheartyhugandgazeforamomentdeepdownintohereyes。
EdyBoardmanaskedTommyCaffreywashedoneandhesaidyes,sothenshebuttoneduphislittleknickerbockersforhimandtoldhimtorunoffandplaywithJackyandtobegoodnowandnottofight。ButTommysaidhewantedtheballandEdytoldhimnothatbabywasplayingwiththeballandifhetookitthere’dbewigsonthegreenbutTommysaiditwashisballandhewantedhisballandheprancedontheground,ifyouplease。
Thetemperofhim!O,hewasamanalreadywaslittleTommyCaffreysincehewasoutofpinnies。Edytoldhimno,noandtoheoffnowwithhimandshetoldCissyCaffreynottogiveintohim。
You’renotmysister,naughtyTommysaid。It’smyball。ButCissyCaffreytoldbabyBoardmantolookup,lookuphighatherfingerandshesnatchedtheballquicklyandthrewitalongthesandandTommyafteritinfullcareer,havingwontheday。
Anythingforaquietlife,laughedCiss。
Andshetickledtinytot’stwocheekstomakehimforgetandplayedhere’sthelordmayor,here’shistwohorses,here’shisgingerbreadcarriageandherehewalksin,chinchopper,chinchopper,chinchopperchin。ButEdygotascrossastwosticksabouthimgettinghisownwaylikethatfromeveryonealwayspettinghim。
I’dliketogivehimsomething,shesaid,soIwould,whereIwon’tsay。
Onthebeetoteetom,laughedCissymerrily。
GertyMacDowellbentdownherheadandcrimsonedattheideaofCissysayinganunladylikethinglikethatoutloudshe’dbeashamedofherlifetosay,flushingadeeprosyred,andEdyBoardmansaidshewassurethegentlemanoppositeheardwhatshesaid。ButnotapincaredCiss。
Lethim!shesaidwithaperttossofherheadandapiquanttiltofhernose。GiveittohimtooonthesameplaceasquickasI’dlookathim。
MadcapCisswithhergolliwogcurls。Youhadtolaughathersometimes。
ForinstancewhensheaskedyouwouldyouhavesomemoreChineseteaandjaspberryramandwhenshedrewthejugstooandthemen’sfacesonhernailswithredinkmakeyousplityoursidesorwhenshewantedtogowhereyouknowshesaidshewantedtorunandpayavisittotheMissWhite。
ThatwasjustlikeCissycums。O,andwillyoueverforgettheeveningshedressedupinherfather’ssuitandhatandtheburnedcorkmoustacheandwalkeddownTritonvilleroad,smokingacigarette?Therewasnonetocomeuptoherforfun。Butshewassincerityitself,oneofthebravestandtruestheartsheavenevermade,notoneofyourtwofacedthings,toosweettobewholesome。
Andthentherecameoutupontheairthesoundofvoicesandthepealinganthemoftheorgan。Itwasthemen’stemperanceretreatconductedbythemissioner,thereverendJohnHughesS。J。,rosary,sermonandbenedictionoftheMostBlessedSacrament。Theyweretheregatheredtogetherwithoutdistinctionofsocialclassandamostedifyingspectacleitwastosee
inthatsimplefanebesidethewaves,afterthestormsofthiswearyworld,kneelingbeforethefeetoftheimmaculate,recitingthelitanyofOurLadyofLoreto,beseechinghertointercedeforthem,theoldfamiliarwords,holyMary,holyvirginofvirgins。HowsadtopoorGerty’sears!
Hadherfatheronlyavoidedtheclutchesofthedemondrink,bytakingthepledgeorthosepowdersthedrinkhabitcuredinPearson’sWeekly,shemightnowberollinginhercarriage,secondtonone。Overandoverhadshetoldherselfthatasshemusedbythedyingembersinabrownstudywithoutthelampbecauseshehatedtwolightsoroftentimesgazingoutofthewindowdreamilybythehourattherainfallingontherustybucket,thinking。Butthatviledecoctionwhichhasruinedsomanyhearthsandhomeshadcastitsshadowoverherchildhooddays。Nay,shehadevenwitnessedinthehomecircledeedsofviolencecausedbyintemperanceandhadseenherownfather,apreytothefumesofintoxication,forgethimselfcompletelyforiftherewasonethingofallthingsthatGertyknewitwasthemanwholiftshishandtoawomansaveinthewayofkindnessdeservestobebrandedasthelowestofthelow。
AndstillthevoicessanginsupplicationtotheVirginmostpowerful,Virginmostmerciful。AndGerty,wraptinthought,scarcesaworheardhercompanionsorthetwinsattheirboyishgambolsorthegentlemanoffSandymountgreenthatCissyCaffreycalledthemanthatwassolikehimselfpassingalongthestrandtakingashortwalk。YouneversawhimanywayscrewedbutstillandforallthatshewouldnotlikehimforafatherbecausehewastoooldorsomethingoronaccountofhisfaceitwasapalpablecaseofdoctorFellorhiscarbunclynosewiththepimplesonitandhissandymoustacheabitwhiteunderhisnose。Poorfather!WithallhisfaultsshelovedhimstillwhenhesangTellme,Mary,howtowootheeorMyloveandcottagenearRochelleandtheyhadstewedcocklesandlettucewithLazenby’ssaladdressingforsupperandwhenhesangThemoonhathraisedwithMrDignamthatdiedsuddenlyandwasburied,Godhavemercyonhim,fromastroke。Hermother’sbirthdaythatwasandCharleywashomeonhisholidaysandTomandMrDignamandMrsandPatsyandFreddyDignamandtheyweretohavehadagrouptaken。
No-onewouldhavethoughttheendwassonear。Nowhewaslaidtorest。
Andhermothersaidtohimtoletthatbeawarningtohimfortherestofhisdaysandhecouldn’tevengotothefuneralonaccountofthegoutandshehadtogointotowntobringhimthelettersandsamplesfromhisofficeaboutCatesby’scorklino,artisticstandarddesigns,fitforapalace,givestiptopwearandalwaysbrightandcheeryinthehome。