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  “I’mill。”hesaid,“I’mdamnablyill!Icanfeelitinmyskin!”

  Then——itwashorribletome——hecried,“Ioughttobeinbed;I

  oughttobeinbed。insteadofflyingabout。”andsuddenlyheburstintotears。

  Istoodup。“Gotosleep,man!”Isaid,andtooktherugfromhim,andspreaditoutandrolledhimupinit。

  “It’sallverywell。”heprotested;“I’mnotyoungenough——“

  “Liftupyourhead。”Iinterrupted,andputhisknapsackunderit。

  “They’llcatchushere,justasmuchasinaninn。”hegrumbledandthenlaystill。

  Presently,afteralongtime,Iperceivedhewasasleep。Hisbreathcamewithpeculiarwheezings,andeverynowandagainhewouldcough。Iwasverystiffandtiredmyself,andperhapsI

  dozed。Idon’tremember。Irememberonlysitting,asitseemed,nighinterminably,besidehim,toowearyeventothinkinthatsandydesolation。

  Noonecamenearus;nocreature,notevenadog。Irousedmyselfatlast,feelingthatitwasvaintoseektoseemotherthanabnormal,andwithaneffortthatwaslikeliftingaskyoflead,wemadeourwaythroughthewearisomesandtoafarmhouse。ThereIfeignedevenamoreinsufficientFrenchthanIpossessnaturally,andletitappearthatwewerepedestriansfromBiarritzwhohadlostourwayalongtheshoreandgotbenighted。

  Thisexplainedusprettywell,Ithought,andwegotmosthearteningcoffeeandacarttoalittleroadsidestation。Myunclegrewmoreandmoremanifestlyillwitheverystageofourjourney。IgothimtoBayonne,whereherefusedatfirsttoeat,andwasafterwardsverysick,andthentookhimshiveringandcollapsedupalittlebranchlinetoafrontierplacecalledLuzonGare。

  Wefoundonehomelyinnwithtwosmallbedrooms,keptbyakindlyBasquewoman。Igothimtobed,andthatnightsharedhisroom,andafteranhourorsoofsleephewokeupinaragingfeverandwithawanderingmind,cursingNealandrepeatinglong,inaccuratelistsoffigures。Hewasmanifestlyacaseforadoctor,andinthemorningwegotonein。HewasayoungmanfromMontpelier,justbeginningtopractise,andverymysteriousandtechnicalandmodernandunhelpful。Hespokeofcoldandexposure,andlagrippeandpneumonia。Hegavemanyexplicitanddifficultdirections。Iperceiveditdevolveduponmetoorganisenursingandasick-room。Iinstalledareligieuseinthesecondbedroomoftheinn,andtookaroomformyselfintheinnofPortdeLuzon,aquarterofamileaway。

  Andnowmystoryconvergesonwhat,inthatqueercornerofrefugeoutoftheworld,wasdestinedtobemyuncle’sdeathbed。

  ThereisabackgroundofthePyrenees,ofbluehillsandsunlithouses,oftheoldcastleofLuzonandanoisycascadingriver,andforaforegroundthedim,stuffyroomwhosewindowsboththereligieuseandhostessconspiredtoshut,withitswaxedfloor,itsfour-posterbed,itscharacteristicallyFrenchchairsandfireplace,itschampagnebottlesanddirtybasinsandusedtowelsandpacketsofSomatoseonthetable。Andinthesicklyairoftheconfinedspaceinbehindthecurtainsofthebedlaymylittleuncle,withaneffectofbeingenthronedandsecluded,orsatup,orwrithedandtossedinhislastdealingsoflife。Onewentanddrewbacktheedgeofthecurtainsifonewantedtospeaktohimorlookathim。

  Usuallyhewasproppedupagainstpillows,becausesohebreathedmoreeasily。Heslepthardlyatall。

  Ihaveaconfusedmemoryofvigilsandmorningsandafternoonsspentbythatbedside,andhowthereligieusehoveredaboutme,andhowmeekandgoodandinefficientshewas,andhowhorriblyblackwerehernails。Otherfigurescomeandgo,andparticularlythedoctor,ayoungmanplumplyrococo,inbicyclingdress,withfinewaxenfeatures,alittlepointedbeard,andthelongblackfrizzyhairandhugetieofaminorpoet。Brightandclear-cutandirrelevantarememoriesoftheBasquehostessofmyuncle’sinnandofthefamilyofSpanishpeoplewhoentertainedmeandpreparedthemostamazinglyelaboratemealsforme,withsoupandsaladandchickenandremarkablesweets。

  Theywereallverykindandsympatheticpeople,systematicallyso。Andconstantly,withoutattractingattention,Iwastryingtogetnewspapersfromhome。

  Myuncleiscentraltoalltheseimpressions。

  Ihavetriedtomakeyoupicturehim,timeaftertime,astheyoungmanoftheWimblehurstchemist’sshop,astheshabbyassistantinTottenhamCourtRoad,astheadventureroftheearlydaysofTono-Bungay,astheconfident,preposterousplutocrat。

  AndnowIhavetotellofhimstrangelychangedundertheshadowofoncomingdeath,withhisskinlaxandyellowandglisteningwithsweat,hiseyeslargeandglassy,hiscountenanceunfamiliarthroughthegrowthofabeard,hisnosepinchedandthin。Neverhadhelookedsosmallasnow。Andhetalkedtomeinawhispering,strainedvoiceofgreatissues,ofwhyhislifehadbeen,andwhitherhewasgoing。Poorlittleman!thatlastphaseis,asitwere,disconnectedfromalltheotherphases。Itwasasifhecrawledoutfromtheruinsofhiscareer,andlookedabouthimbeforehedied。Forhehadquiteclear-mindedstatesintheintervalsofhisdelirium。

  Heknewhewasalmostcertainlydying。Inawaythattooktheburthenofhiscaresoffhismind。TherewasnomoreNealtoface,nomoreflightsorevasions,nopunishments。

  “Ithasbeenagreatcareer,George。”hesaid,“butIshallbegladtorest。Gladtorest!。Gladtorest。”

  Hismindranratheruponhiscareer,andusually,Iamgladtorecall,withanoteofsatisfactionandapproval。Inhisdeliriousphaseshewouldmostoftenexaggeratethisself-satisfaction,andtalkofhissplendours。Hewouldpluckatthesheetandstarebeforehim,andwhisperhalf-audiblefragmentsofsentences。

  “Whatisthisgreatplace,thesecloud-cappedtowers,theseanypinnacles?。Ilion。Sky-pointing。IlionHouse,theresidenceofoneofourgreatmerchantprinces。Terraceaboveterrace。Reachingtotheheavens。KingdomsCaesarneverknew。Agreatpoet,George。Zzzz。KingdomsCaesarneverknew。Underentirelynewmanagement。

  “Greatness。Millions。Universities。Hestandsontheterrace——ontheupperterrace——directing——directing——bytheglobe——directing——thetrade。”

  Itwashardattimestotellwhenhissanetalkceasedandhisdeliriumbegan。Thesecretspringsofhislife,thevainimaginationswererevealed。Isometimesthinkthatallthelifeofmansprawlsabed,carelessandunkempt,untilitmustneedsclotheandwashitselfandcomeforthseemlyinactandspeechfortheencounterwithone’sfellow-men。Isuspectthatallthingsunspokeninoursoulspartakesomewhatofthelaxityofdeliriumanddementia。Certainlyfromthoseslimy,tormentedlipsabovethebristlinggreybeardcamenothingbutdreamsanddisconnectedfancies。

  SometimesheravedaboutNeal,threatenedNeal。“Whathashegotinvested?”hesaid。“Doeshethinkhecanescapeme?。IfI

  followedhimup。Ruin。Ruin。Onewouldthink_I_hadtakenhismoney。”

  Andsometimesherevertedtoourairshipflight。“It’stoolong,George,toolongandtoocold。I’mtoooldaman——tooold——forthissortofthing。Youknowyou’renotsaving——you’rekillingme。”

  Towardstheenditbecameevidentouridentitywasdiscovered。I

  foundthepress,andespeciallyBoom’ssectionofit,hadmadeasortofhueandcryforus,sentspecialcommissionerstohuntforus,andthoughnoneoftheseemissariesreachedusuntilmyunclewasdead,onefelttheforewashofthatstormofenergy。

  ThethinggotintothepopularFrenchpress。Peoplebecamecuriousintheirmannertowardsus,andanumberoffreshfacesappearedabouttheweaklittlestrugglethatwentonintheclosenessbehindthecurtainsofthebed。Theyoungdoctorinsistedonconsultations,andamotor-carcameupfromBiarritz,andsuddenlyoddpeoplewithquestioningeyesbegantopokeinwithinquiriesandhelp。Thoughnothingwassaid,Icouldfeelthatwewerenolongerregardedassimplemiddle-classtourists;

  aboutme,asIwent,Iperceivedalmostasthoughittrailedvisibly,theprestigeofFinanceandacriminalnotoriety。Localpersonagesofaplumpandprosperousqualityappearedintheinnmakinginquiries,theLuzonpriestbecamehelpful,peoplewatchedourwindow,andstaredatmeasIwenttoandfro;andthenwehadaraidfromalittleEnglishclergymanandhisamiable,capablewifeinseverelyAnglicanblacks,whoswoopeddownuponuslikevirtuousbutresolutevulturesfromtheadjacentvillageofSaintJeandePollack。

  TheclergymanwasoneofthoseoddtypesthatoscillatebetweenremotecountrytownsinEnglandandtheconductofEnglishChurchservicesonmutualtermsinenterprisinghotelsabroad,atremulous,obstinatelittlebeingwithsporadichairsuponhisface,spectacles,aredbuttonnose,andagedblackraiment。Hewasevidentlyenormouslyimpressedbymyuncle’smonetarygreatness,andbyhisowninklingofouridentity,andheshoneandbrimmedoverwithtactandfussyhelpfulness。Hewaseagertosharethewatchingofthebedsidewithme,heprofferedserviceswithbothhands,andasIwasnowgettingintotouchwithaffairsinLondonagain,andtryingtodisentanglethegiganticdetailsofthesmashfromthepapersIhadsucceededingettingfromBiarritz,Iacceptedhisoffersprettygenerously,andbeganthestudiesinmodernfinancethatlaybeforeme。I

  hadgotsooutoftouchwiththeoldtraditionsofreligionthatIoverlookedthemanifestpossibilityofhisattackingmypoor,sinkingvestigesofanunclewiththeologicalsolicitudes。Myattentionwascalledtothat,however,veryspeedilybyapolitebuturgentquarrelbetweenhimselfandtheBasquelandladyastothenecessityofherhangingacheapcrucifixintheshadowoverthebed,whereitmightcatchmyuncle’seye,where,indeed,I

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