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  foundithadcaughthiseye。

  “GoodLord!”Icried;“isTHATstillgoingon!”

  Thatnightthelittleclergymanwatched,andinthesmallhoursheraisedafalsealarmthatmyunclewasdying,andmadeanextraordinaryfuss。Heraisedthehouse。Ishallneverforgetthatscene,Ithink,whichbeganwithatappingatmybedroomdoorjustafterIhadfallenasleep,andhisvoice——

  “Ifyouwanttoseeyourunclebeforehegoes,youmustcomenow。”

  ThestuffylittleroomwascrowdedwhenIreachedit,andlitbythreeflickeringcandles。IfeltIwasbackintheeighteenthcentury。Therelaymypooruncleamidstindescribablytumbledbedclothes,wearyoflifebeyondmeasure,wearyandrambling,andthelittleclergymantryingtoholdhishandandhisattention,andrepeatingoverandoveragain:

  “Mr。Ponderevo,Mr。Ponderevo,itisallright。Itisallright。

  OnlyBelieve!’Believeonme,andyeshallbesaved’!”

  Closeathandwasthedoctorwithoneofthosecruelandidioticinjectionneedlesmodernscienceputsinthehandsofthesehalf-educatedyoungmen,keepingmyuncleflickeringlyalivefornoreasonwhatever。Thereligieusehoveredsleepilyinthebackgroundwithanoverdueandneglecteddose。Inaddition,thelandladyhadnotonlygotupherself,butrousedanagedcroneofamotherandapartiallyimbecilehusband,andtherewasalsoafattish,stolidmaningreyalpaca,withanairofimportance——whohewasandhowhegotthere,Idon’tknow。I

  ratherfancythedoctorexplainedhimtomeinFrenchIdidnotunderstand。Andtheywereallthere,wearilynocturnal,hastilyandcarelesslydressed,intentuponthelifethatflickeredandsank,makingapublicandcuriousshowofitsgoing,queershapesofhumanbeingslitbythreeuncertaincandles,andeverysoulofthemkeenlyandavidlyresolvedtobeinatthedeath。Thedoctorstood,theotherswereallsittingonchairsthelandladyhadbroughtinandarrangedforthem。

  Andmyunclespoilttheclimax,anddidnotdie。

  Ireplacedthelittleclergymanonthechairbythebedside,andhehoveredabouttheroom。

  “Ithink。”hewhisperedtomemysteriously,ashegaveplacetome,“Ibelieve——itiswellwithhim。”

  IheardhimtryingtorenderthestockphrasesofLowChurchpietyintoFrenchforthebenefitofthestolidmaningreyalpaca。Thenheknockedaglassoffthetable,andscrabbledforthefragments。FromthefirstIdoubtedthetheoryofanimmediatedeath。Iconsultedthedoctorinurgentwhispers。I

  turnedroundtogetchampagne,andnearlyfellovertheclergyman’slegs。HewasonhiskneesattheadditionalchairtheBasquelandladyhadgotonmyarrival,andhewasprayingaloud,“Oh,HeavenlyFather,havemercyonthisthyChild。”I

  hustledhimupandoutoftheway,andinanotherminutehewasdownatanotherchairprayingagain,andbarringthepathofthereligieuse,whohadfoundmethecorkscrew。SomethingputintomyheadthattremendousblasphemyofCarlyle’sabout“thelastmewofadrowningkitten。”Hefoundathirdchairvacantpresently;itwasasifhewasplayingagame。

  “GoodHeavens!”Isaid,“wemustclearthesepeopleout。”andwithacertainurgencyIdid。

  Ihadatemporarylapseofmemory,andforgotallmyFrench。I

  drovethemoutmainlybygesture,andopenedthewindow,totheuniversalhorror。Iintimatedthedeathscenewaspostponed,and,asamatteroffact,myuncledidnotdieuntilthenextnight。

  Ididnotletthelittleclergymancomenearhimagain,andIwaswatchfulforanysignthathismindhadbeentroubled。Buthemadenone。Hetalkedonceabout“thatparsonchap。”

  “Didn’tbotheryou?”Iasked。

  “Wantedsomething。”hesaid。

  Ikeptsilence,listeningkeenlytohismutterings。I

  understoodhimtosay,“Theywantedtoomuch。”Hisfacepuckeredlikeachild’sgoingtocry。“Youcan’tgetasafesixpercent……”hesaid。Ihadforamomentawildsuspicionthatthoseurgenttalkshadnotbeenaltogetherspiritual,butthat,I

  think,wasaquiteunworthyandunjustsuspicion。Thelittleclergymanwasassimpleandhonestastheday。Myunclewassimplygeneralisingabouthisclass。

  Butitmayhavebeenthesetalksthatsetloosesomelongdormantstringofideasinmyuncle’sbrain,ideasthethingsofthisworldhadlongsuppressedandhiddenaltogether。Neartheendhesuddenlybecameclearmindedandlucid,albeitveryweak,andhisvoicewaslittle,butclear。

  “George。”hesaid。

  “I’mhere。”Isaid,“closebesideyou。”

  “George。Youhavealwaysbeenresponsibleforthescience。

  George。YouknowbetterthanIdo。Is——Isitproved?”

  “Whatproved?”

  “Eitherway?”

  “Idon’tunderstand。”

  “Deathendsall。Aftersomuch——Suchsplendidbeginnin’s。

  Somewhere。Something。”

  Istaredathimamazed。Hissunkeneyeswereverygrave。

  “Whatdoyouexpect?”Isaidinwonder。

  Hewouldnotanswer。“Aspirations。”hewhispered。Hefellintoabrokenmonologue,regardlessofme。“Trailingcloudsofglory。”

  hesaid,and“first-ratepoet,first-rate。Georgewasalwayshard。Always。”

  Foralongtimetherewassilence。

  Thenhemadeagesturethathewishedtospeak。

  “Seemstome,George“

  Ibentmyheaddown,andhetriedtolifthishandtomyshoulder。Iraisedhimalittleonhispillows,andlistened。

  “Itseemstome,George,always——theremustbesomethinginme——thatwon’tdie。”

  Helookedatmeasthoughthedecisionrestedwithme。

  “Ithink。”hesaid;“——something。”

  Then,foramoment,hismindwandered。“Justalittlelink。”hewhisperedalmostpleadingly,andlayquitestill,butpresentlyhewasuneasyagain。

  “Someotherworld“

  “Perhaps。”Isaid。“Whoknows?”

  “Someotherworld。”

  “Notthesamescopeforenterprise。”Isaid。

  “No。”

  Hebecamesilent。Isatleaningdowntohim,andfollowingoutmyownthoughts,andpresentlythereligieuseresumedherperiodicconflictwiththewindowfastening。Foratimehestruggledforbreath。Itseemedsuchnonsensethatheshouldhavetosufferso——poorsillylittleman!

  “George。”hewhispered,andhisweaklittlehandcameout。

  “PERHAPS——“

  Hesaidnomore,butIperceivedfromtheexpressionofhiseyesthathethoughtthequestionhadbeenput。

  “Yes,Ithinkso;“Isaidstoutly。

  “Aren’tyousure?”

  “Oh——practicallysure。”saidI,andIthinkhetriedtosqueezemyhand。AndthereIsat,holdinghishandtight,andtryingtothinkwhatseedsofimmortalitycouldbefoundinallhisbeing,whatsortofghosttherewasinhimtowanderoutintothebleakimmensities。Queerfanciescametome。Helaystillforalongtime,saveforabriefstruggleorsoforbreathandeverandagainIwipedhismouthandlips。

  Ifellintoapitofthought。Ididnotremarkatfirstthechangethatwascreepingoverhisface。Helaybackonhispillow,madeafaintzzzingsoundthatceased,andpresentlyandquitequietlyhedied——greatlycomfortedbymyassurance。Idonotknowwhenhedied。Hishandrelaxedinsensibly。Suddenly,withastart,withashock,Ifoundthathismouthhadfallenopen,andthathewasdead。

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