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  BurnamycameawayfromseeingthepivotalgirlandhermotheroffonthetrainwhichtheyweretakingthateveningforFrankfortandHombourg,andstrolledbackthroughtheWeimarstreetslittleateasewithhimself。

  Whilehewaswiththegirlandnearherhehadfelttheattractionbywhichyouthimpersonallydrawsyouth,thecharmwhichmeremaidhasformereman;butoncebeyondtherangeofthishefeltsickatheartandashamed。Hewasawareofhavingusedherfollyasananodyneforthepainwhichwasalwaysgnawingathim,andhehadmanagedtoforgetitinherfolly,butnowitcameback,andthesensethathehadbeenrecklessofherrightscamewithit。Hehaddonehisbesttomakeherthinkhiminlovewithher,byeverythingbutwords;hewonderedhowhecouldbesuchanass,suchawickedass,astotrymakingherpromisetowritetohimfromFrankfort;hewishednevertoseeheragain,andhewishedstilllesstohearfromher。Itwassomecomforttoreflectthatshehadnotpromised,butitwasnotcomfortenoughtorestorehimtosuchfragmentaryself-respectashehadbeenenjoyingsincehepartedwithAgathaTriscoeinCarlsbad;hecouldnotevengetbacktotheresentmentwithwhichhehadbeenstayinghimselfsomewhatbeforethepivotalgirlunexpectedlyappearedwithhermotherinWeimar。

  ItwasSedanDay,buttherewasapparentlynoofficialobservanceoftheholiday,perhapsbecausetheGrand-Dukewasawayatthemanoeuvres,withalltheotherGermanprinces。Burnamyhadhopedforsomevoluntaryexcitementamongthepeople,atleastenoughtowarranthiminmakingapaperaboutSedanDayinWeimar,whichhecouldsellsomewhere;butthenightwasfalling,andtherewasstillnosignofpopularrejoicingovertheFrenchhumiliationtwenty-eightyearsbefore,exceptinthemultitudeofJapaneselanternswhichthechildrenwereeverywherecarryingattheendsofsticks。Babieshadthemintheircarriages,andtheeffectofthefloatinglightsinthewinding,up-and-down-hillstreetswascharmingeventoBurnamy’slack-lustreeyes。Hewentbyhishotelandontoacaf?withagarden,wheretherewasapatriotic,concertpromised;hesuppedthere,andthensatdreamilybehindhisbeer,whilethemusicbangedandbrayedroundhimunheeded。

  PresentlyheheardavoiceoffriendlybantersayinginEnglish,“MayI

  sitatyourtable?”andhesawanironicalfacelookingdownonhim。

  “Theredoesn’tseemanyotherplace。”

  “Why,Mr。March!”Burnamysprangupandwrungthehandheldouttohim,buthechokedwithhiswordsofrecognition;itwassogoodtoseethisfaithfulfriendagain,thoughhesawhimnowashehadseenhimlast,justwhenhehadsolittlereasontobeproudofhimself。

  MarchsettledhispersoninthechairfacingBurnamy,andthenglancedroundatthejoyfuljamofpeopleeatinganddrinking,underafirmamentoflanterns。“Thisispretty。”hesaid,“mightypretty。IshallmakeMrs。Marchsorryfornotcoming,whenIgoback。”

  “IsMrs。March——sheis——withyou——inWeimar?”Burnamyaskedstupidly。

  Marchforboretotakeadvantageofhim。“Oh,yes。WesawyououtatBelvederethisafternoon。Mrs。Marchthoughtforamomentthatyoumeantnottoseeus。Awomanlikestoexerciseherimaginationinthoselittleflights。”

  “Ineverdreamedofyourbeingthere——Ineversaw——“Burnamybegan。

  “Ofcoursenot。NeitherdidMrs。Etkins,norMissEtkins;shewaslookingverypretty。Haveyoubeenheresometime?”

  “Notlong。Aweekorso。I’vebeenattheparadeatWurzburg。”

  “AtWurzburg!Ah,howlittletheworldis,orhowlargeWurzburgis!

  Weweretherenearlyaweek,andwepervadedtheplace。Buttherewasagreatcrowdforyoutohideinfromus。WhathadIbettertake?”

  Awaiterhadcomeup,andwasstandingatMarch’selbow。“IsupposeI

  mustn’tsitherewithoutorderingsomething?”

  “Whitewineandselters。”saidBurnamyvaguely。

  “Theverything!Whydidn’tIthinkofit?It’sadivinedrink:itsatisfieswithoutfilling。Ihaditanightortwobeforewelefthome,intheMadisonSquareRoofGarden。Haveyouseen’EveryOtherWeek’

  lately?”

  “No。”saidBurnamy,withmorespiritthanhehadyetshown。

  “We’vejustgotourmailfromNuremberg。ThelastnumberhasapoeminitthatIratherlike。”Marchlaughedtoseetheyoungfellow’sfacelightupwithjoyfulconsciousness。“Comeroundtomyhotel,afteryou’retiredhere,andI’llletyouseeit。There’snohurry。Didyounoticethelittlechildrenwiththeirlanterns,asyoucamealong?It’sthegentlesteffectthatawarlikememoryevercameto。TheFrenchthemselvescouldn’thavemindedthoseinnocentscarryingthosesoftlightsonthedayoftheirdisaster。Yououghttogetsomethingoutofthat,andI’vegotasubjectintrustforyoufromRoseAdding。HeandhismotherwereatWurzburg;I’msorrytosaythepoorlittlechapdidn’tseemverywell。They’vegonetoHollandfortheseaair。”MarchhadbeentalkingforquantityincompassionoftheembarrassmentinwhichBurnamyseemedbound;buthequestionedhowfarheoughttobringcomforttotheyoungfellowmerelybecausehelikedhim。Sofarashecouldmakeout,Burnamyhadbeendoingratherlessthannothingtoretrievehimselfsincetheyhadmet;anditwasbyanimpulsethathecouldnothavelogicallydefendedtoMrs。Marchthatheresumed。“WefoundanotherfriendofyoursinWurzburg:Mr。Stoller。”

  “Mr。Stoller?”Burnamyfaintlyechoed。

  “Yes;hewastheretogivehisdaughtersaholidayduringthemanoeuvres;

  andtheymadethemostofit。Hewantedustogototheparadewithhisfamilybutwedeclined。ThetwinswereprettynearlythedeathofGeneralTriscoe。”

  AgainBurnamyechoedhim。“GeneralTriscoe?”

  “Ah,yes:Ididn’ttellyou。GeneralTriscoeandhisdaughterhadcomeonwithMrs。AddingandRose。Kenby——yourememberKenby,OntheNorumbia?——Kenbyhappenedtobethere,too;wewerequiteafamilyparty;

  andStollergotthegeneraltodriveouttothemanoeuvreswithhimandhisgirls。”

  Nowthathewaslaunched,Marchratherenjoyedlettinghimselfgo。HedidnotknowwhatheshouldsaytoMrs。MarchwhenhecametoconfesshavingtoldBurnamyeverythingbeforeshegotachanceathim;hepushedonrecklessly,upontheprinciple,whichprobablywillnotholdinmorals,thatonemayaswellbehungforasheepasalamb。“IhaveamessageforyoufromMr。Stoller。”

  “Forme?”Burnamygasped。

  “I’vebeenwonderinghowIshouldputit,forIhadn’texpectedtoseeyou。Butit’ssimplythis:hewantsyoutoknow——andheseemedtowantmetoknow——thathedoesn’tholdyouaccountableinthewayhedid。He’sthoughtitallover,andhe’sdecidedthathehadnorighttoexpectyoutosavehimfromhisownignorancewherehewasmakingashowofknowledge。Ashesaid,hedoesn’tchoosetopleadthebabyact。Hesaysthatyou’reallright,andyourplaceonthepaperisopentoyou。”

  Burnamyhadnotbeenverypromptbefore,butnowheseemedbracedforinstantresponse。“Ithinkhe’swrong。”hesaid,soharshlythatthepeopleatthenexttablelookedround。“Hisfeelingashedoeshasnothingtodowiththefact,anditdoesn’tletmeout。”

  Marchwouldhavelikedtotakehiminhisarms;hemerelysaid,“Ithinkyou’requiteright,astothat。Butthere’ssuchathingasforgiveness,youknow。Itdoesn’tchangethenatureofwhatyou’vedone;butasfarasthesuffererfromitisconcerned,itannulsit。”

  “Yes,Iunderstandthat。ButIcan’taccepthisforgivenessifIhatehim。”

  “Butperhapsyouwon’talwayshatehim。Somedayyoumayhaveachancetodohimagoodturn。It’sratherbanale;buttheredoesn’tseemanyotherway。Well,Ihavegivenyouhismessage。Areyougoingwithmetogetthatpoem?”

  WhenMarchhadgivenBurnamythepaperathishotel,andBurnamyhadputitinhispocket,theyoungmansaidhethoughthewouldtakesomecoffee,andheaskedMarchtojoinhiminthedining-roomwheretheyhadstoodtalking。

  “No,thankyou。”saidtheelder,“Idon’tproposesittingupallnight,andyou’llexcusemeifIgotobednow。It’salittleinformaltoleaveaguest——“

  “You’renotleavingaguest!I’mathomehere。I’mstayinginthishoteltoo。”

  Marchsaid,“Oh!”andthenheaddedabruptly,“Good-night。”andwentupstairsunderthefrescoofthefivepoets。

  “Whomwereyoutalkingwithbelow?”askedMrs。Marchthroughthedooropeningintohisroomfromhers。

  “Burnamy。”heansweredfromwithin。“He’sstayinginthishouse。HeletmeknowjustasIwasgoingtoturnhimoutforthenight。It’soneofthoselittleuncandorsofhisthatthrowsuspiciononhishonestyingreatthings。”

  “Oh!Thenyou’vebeentellinghim。”shesaid,withamentalboundhighaboveandfarbeyondthepoint。

  “Everything。”

  “AboutStoller,too?”

  “AboutStollerandhisdaughters,andMrs。AddingandRoseandKenbyandGeneralTriscoe——andAgatha。”

  “Verywell。That’swhatIcallshabby。Don’tevertalktomeagainabouttheinconsistenciesofwomen。Butnowthere’ssomethingperfectlyfearful。”

  “Whatisit?”

  “AletterfromMissTriscoecameafteryouweregone,askingustofindroomsinsomehotelforherandherfatherto-morrow。Heisn’twell,andthey’recoming。AndI’vetelegraphedthemtocomehere。Nowwhatdoyousay?”

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