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  Allpalaceshaveacharacteroftiresomeunlivablenesswhichiscommontothemeverywhere,andveryprobablyifonecouldmeettheirproprietorsinthemonewouldaslittlerememberthemapartafterwardsasthepalacesthemselves。Itwillnotdotolifteitherhousesormenfaroutoftheaverage;theybecomespectacles,ceremonies;theyceasetohavecharm,tohavecharacter,whichbelongtothelevelsoflife,wherealonethereareeaseandcomfort,andhumannaturemaybeitself,withallthelittledelightfuldifferencesrepressedinthosewhorepresentandtypify。

  Astheyfollowedthecustodianthroughthegrand-ducalResidenzatWeimar,MarchfelteverywherethestrongwishoftheprincewhowasGoethe’sfriendtoallyhimselfwithliterature,andtobehumanatleastinthehumanities。Hecamehonestlybyhispassionforpoets;hismotherhadknownitinhertime,andWeimarwasthehomeofWielandandofHerderbeforetheyoungGrand-DukecamebackfromhistravelsbringingGoethewithhim,andafterwardsattractingSchiller。ThestoryofthatgreatepochisallthereintheResidenz,toldasarticulatelyasapalacecan。

  TherearecertainPoets’Rooms,frescoedwithillustrationsofGoethe,Schiller,andWieland;thereistheroomwhereGoetheandtheGrand-Dukeusedtoplaychesstogether;thereistheconservatoryopeningfromitwheretheylikedtositandchat;everywhereinthepicturesandsculptures,theengravingandintaglios,arethewitnessesofthetastestheyshared,thelovetheybothhadforItaly,andforbeautifulItalianthings。Theprincewasnotsogreataprincebutthathecouldverynearlybeaman;thecourtwasperhapsthemosthumancourtthateverwas;theGrand-Dukeandthegrandpoetwerefirstbooncompanions,andthenmonarchandministerworkingtogetherforthegoodofthecountry;

  theywerealwaysfriends,andyet,astheAmericansawinthelightoftheNewWorld,whichhecarriedwithhim,howfarfromfriends!Atbestitwasmake-believe,themake-believeofsuperiorityandinferiority,themake-believeofmasterandman,whichcouldonlybethemorepainfulandghastlyfortheendeavoroftwogenerousspiritstoreachandrescueeachotherthroughtheasphyxiatingunreality;buttheykeptuptheshowofequalityfaithfullytotheend。Goethewasborncitizenofafreerepublic,andhisyouthwasnurturedinthetraditionsofliberty;hewasoneofthegreatestsoulsofanytime,andhemusthaveknowntheimpossibilityofthethingtheypretended;buthediedandmadenosign,andthepoet’sfriendshipwiththeprincehaspassedsmoothlyintohistoryasoneofthethingsthatmightreallybe。Theyworkedandplayedtogether;theydinedanddanced,theypicnickedandpoetized,eachonhisownsideoftheimpassablegulf;withanairofitsnotbeingtherewhichprobablydidnotdeceivetheircontemporariessomuchasposterity。

  Apartofthepalacewasofcourseundergoingrepair;andinthegallerybeyondtheconservatoryacompanyofworkmenweresittingatatablewheretheyhadspreadtheirluncheon。Theyweresomewhatsubduedbytheconsciousnessoftheiraugustenvironment;butthesightofthemwascharming;theygaveakindlyinteresttotheplacewhichithadwantedbefore;andwhichtheMarchesfeltagaininanotherpalacewherethecustodianshowedthemthelittletindishesandsaucepanswhichtheGermanEmpressAugustaandhersistersplayedwithwhentheywerechildren。Thesightofthesewasmoreaffectingeventhanthewitheredwreathswhichtheyhadleftonthedeath-bedoftheirmother,andwhicharestillmoulderingthere。

  ThiswasintheBelvedere,thecountryhouseontheheightoverlookingWeimar,wherethegrand-ducalfamilyspendthemonthofMay,andwherethestrangerfindshimselfamidoverwhelmingassociationsofGoethe,althoughtheplaceissofullofrelicsandmemorialsoftheowners。

  Itseemedinfacttobeastorehouseforthewedding-presentsofthewholeconnection,whichwereonshowineveryroom;Mrs。Marchhardlyknewwhethertheyheightenedthedomesticeffectortookfromit;buttheyenabledhertoverifywiththecustodian’shelpcertainroyalintermarriageswhichshehadbeenindoubtaboutbefore。

  HerzealforthesemadesuchfavorwithhimthathedidnotsparethemaportraitofallthosewhichMarchhopedtoescape;hepassedthemover,scarcelyabletostand,tothegardener,whowastoshowthemtheopen-

  airtheatrewhereGoetheusedtotakepartintheplays。

  TheNatur-Theaterwasofaclassicideal,realizedinthetrainedvinesandclippedtreeswhichformedthecoulisses。Therewasagrassyspaceforthechorusandthecommoneraudience,andthenafewsemicirculargradinescutintheturf,onealcoveanother,wherethemorehonoredspectatorssat。BehindtheseatswereplinthsbearingthebustsofGoethe,Schiller,Wieland,andHerder。Itwasallverypretty,andifevertheweatherinWeimarwasdryenoughtopermitaperformance,itmusthavebeencharmingtoseeaplayinthatopendaytowhichthedramaisnative,thoughinthelatehoursitnowkeepsinthethickairofmoderntheatresithaslongforgottenthefact。ItwouldbedifficulttobeGreekunderaGermansky,evenwhenitwasnotactuallyraining,butMarchheldthatwithGoethe’shelpitmighthavebeendoneatWeimar,andhiswifeandheprovedthemselvessuchenthusiastsfortheNatur-Theaterthatthewalnut-facedoldgardenerwhoshoweditputtogetherasheafoftheflowersthatgrewnearestitandgavethemtoMrs。Marchforasouvenir。

  Theywentforacupofteatothecaf?whichlooks,asfromanothereyebrowofthehill,outoverlovelylittleWeimarintheplainbelow。

  Inamomentofsunshinetheprospectwasverysmiling;buttheirspiritssankovertheirteawhenitcame;theywereatleastsorrytheyhadnotaskedforcoffee。Mostofthepeopleaboutthemweretakingbeer,includingtheprettygirlsofayoungladies’school,whoweretherewiththeirbooksandneedle-work,inthecareofoneoftheteachers,apparentlyfortheafternoon。

  Mrs。Marchperceivedthattheywerenotsomuchengagedwiththeirbooksortheirneedle-workbuttheyhadeyesforotherthings,andshefollowedtheglancesofthegirlstilltheyresteduponthepeopleatatablesomewhatobliquelytotheleft。Thesewereapparentlyamotheranddaughter,andtheywerelisteningtoayoungmanwhosatwithhisbacktoMrs。March,andleanedlowoverthetabletalkingtothem。Theywerebothsmilingradiantly,andasthegirlsmiledshekeptturningherselffromthewaistup,andslantingherfacefromthissidetothat,asiftomakesurethateveryonesawhersmiling。

  Mrs。Marchfeltherhusband’sgazefollowingherown,andshehadjusttimetopressherfingerfirmlyonhisarmandreducehiscryofastonishmenttothehoarsewhisperinwhichhegasped,“Goodgracious!

  It’sthepivotalgirl!”

  Atthesamemomentthegirlrosewithhermother,andwiththeyoungman,whohadrisentoo,camedirectlytowardtheMarchesontheirwayoutoftheplacewithoutnoticingthem,thoughBurnamypassedsonearthatMrs。

  Marchcouldalmosthavetouchedhim。

  Shehadjuststrengthtosay,“Well,mydear!Thatwasthecutdirect。”

  Shesaidthisinordertohaveherhusbandreassureher。“Nonsense!Heneversawus。Whydidn’tyouspeaktohim?”

  “Speaktohim?Inevershallspeaktohimagain。No!ThisisthelastofMr。Burnamyforme。Ishouldn’thavemindedhisnotrecognizingus,for,asyousay,Idon’tbelievehesawus;butifhecouldgobacktosuchagirlasthat,andflirtwithher,afterMissTriscoe,that’sallI

  wishtoknowofhim。Don’tyoutrytolookhimup,Basil。!I’mglad-

  yes,I’mgladhedoesn’tknowhowStollerhascometofeelabouthim;hedeservestosuffer,andIhopehe’llkeeponsuffering:Youwerequiteright,mydear——anditshowshowtrueyourinstinctisinsuchthingsI

  don’tcallitmorethaninstinct——nottotellhimwhatStollersaid,andIdon’twantyouevershould。”

  Shehadriseninherexcitement,andwasmakingoffinsuchhastethatshewouldhardlygivehimtimetopayfortheirtea,asshepulledhimimpatientlytotheircarriage。

  Atlasthegotachancetosay,“Idon’tthinkIcanquitepromisethat;

  mymind’sbeenveeringroundintheotherdirection。IthinkIshalltellhim。”

  “What!Afteryou’veseenhimflirtingwiththatgirl?Verywell,then,youwon’t,mydear;that’sall!He’sbehavingverybaselytoAgatha。”

  “What’shisflirtationwithallthegirlsintheuniversetodowithmydutytohim?HehasarighttoknowwhatStollerthinks。AndastohisbehavingbadlytowardMissTriscoe,howhashedoneit?Sofarasyouknow,thereisnothingwhateverbetweenthem。Sheeitherrefusedhimoutright,thatlastnightinCarlsbad,orelseshemadeimpossibleconditionswithhim。Burnamyissimplyconsolinghimself,andIdon’tblamehim。”

  “Consolinghimselfwithapivotalgirl!”criedMrs。March。

  “Yes,withapivotalgirl。Herpivotalitymaybeanervousidiosyncrasy,oritmaybetheeffectoftightlacing;perhapsshehastokeepturningandtwistingthatwaytogetbreath。Butattributetheworstmotive:sayitistomakepeoplelookather!Well,Burnamyhasarighttolookwiththerest;andIamnotgoingtorenouncehimbecausehetakesrefugewithoneprettygirlfromanother。It’swhatmenhavebeendoingfromthebeginningoftime。”

  “Oh,Idaresay!”

  “Men。”hewenton,“areverydelicatelyconstituted;verypeculiarly。

  Theyhavebeenknowntoseekthesocietyofgirlsingeneral,ofanygirl,becausesomegirlhasmadethemhappy;andwhensomegirlhasmadethemunhappy,theyarestillmoresusceptible。Burnamymaybemerelyamusinghimself,orhemaybeconsolinghimself;butineithercaseI

  thinkthepivotalgirlhasasmuchrighttohimasMissTriscoe。Shehadhimfirst;andI’mallforher。”

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