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  ThatFitzpierscouldallowhimselftolookonanyothercreatureforamomentthanGracefilledMelburywithgriefandastonishment。Inthepureandsimplelifehehadledithadscarcelyoccurredtohimthataftermarriageamanmightbefaithless。ThathecouldsweeptotheheightsofMrs。Charmond’sposition,lifttheveilofIsis,sotospeak,wouldhaveamazedMelburybyitsaudacityifhehadnotsuspectedencouragementfromthatquarter。WhatcouldheandhissimpleGracedotocountervailthepassionsofsuchasthosetwosophisticatedbeings——versedintheworld’sways,armedwitheveryapparatusforvictory?Insuchanencounterthehomelytimber-dealerfeltasinferiorasabow-and-arrowsavagebeforethepreciseweaponsofmodernwarfare。

  Gracecameoutofthehouseasthemorningdrewon。Thevillagewassilent,mostofthefolkhavinggonetothefair。Fitzpiershadretiredtobed,andwassleepingoffhisfatigue。ShewenttothestableandlookedatpoorDarling:inallprobabilityGilesWinterborne,byobtainingforherahorseofsuchintelligenceanddocility,hadbeenthemeansofsavingherhusband’slife。Shepausedoverthestrangethought;andthenthereappearedherfatherbehindher。Shesawthatheknewthingswerenotastheyoughttobe,fromthetroubleddulnessofhiseye,andfromhisface,differentpointsofwhichhadindependentmotions,twitchings,andtremblings,unknowntohimself,andinvoluntary。

  “Hewasdetained,Isuppose,lastnight?”saidMelbury。

  “Ohyes;abadcaseinthevale。”shereplied,calmly。

  “Nevertheless,heshouldhavestayedathome。”

  “Buthecouldn’t,father。”

  Herfatherturnedaway。Hecouldhardlybeartoseehiswhilomtruthfulgirlbroughttothehumiliationofhavingtotalklikethat。

  ThatnightcarkingcaresatbesideMelbury’spillow,andhisstifflimbstossedatitspresence。“Ican’tliehereanylonger。”hemuttered。Strikingalight,hewanderedabouttheroom。“WhathaveIdone——whathaveIdoneforher?”hesaidtohiswife,whohadanxiouslyawakened。“IhadlongplannedthatsheshouldmarrythesonofthemanIwantedtomakeamendsto;doyemindhowI

  toldyouallaboutit,Lucy,thenightbeforeshecamehome?Ah!

  butIwasnotcontentwithdoingright,Iwantedtodomore!”

  “Don’traftyourselfwithoutgoodneed,George。”shereplied。“I

  won’tquitebelievethatthingsaresomuchamiss。Iwon’tbelievethatMrs。Charmondhasencouragedhim。Evensupposingshehasencouragedagreatmany,shecanhavenomotivetodoitnow。

  Whatsolikelyasthatsheisnotyetquitewell,anddoesn’tcaretoletanotherdoctorcomenearher?”

  Hedidnotheed。“Graceusedtobesobusyeveryday,withfixingacurtainhereanddrivingatin-tackthere;butshecaresfornoemploymentnow!”

  “DoyouknowanythingofMrs。Charmond’spasthistory?Perhapsthatwouldthrowsomelightuponthings。PeforeshecamehereasthewifeofoldCharmondfourorfiveyearsago,notasoulseemstohaveheardaughtofher。Whynotmakeinquiries?Andthendoyewaitandseemore;there’llbeplentyofopportnnity。Timeenoughtocrywhenyouknow’tisacryingmatter;and’tisbadtomeettroubleshalf-way。”

  Therewassomegood-senseinthenotionofseeingfurther。

  Melburyresolvedtoinquireandwait,hopingstill,hutoppressedbetween-whileswithmuchfear。

  ExamineGraceasherfathermight,shewouldadmitnothing。Forthepresent,therefore,hesimplywatched。

  ThesuspicionthathisdarlingchildwasbeingslightedwroughtalmostamiraculouschangeinMelbury’snature。Nomansofurtiveforthetimeastheingenuouscountrymanwhofindsthathisingenuousnesshasbeenabused。Melbury’sheretoforeconfidentialcandortowardshisgentlemanlyson-in-lawwasdisplacedbyafelinestealththatdidinjnrytohiseveryaction,thought,andmood。Heknewthatawomanoncegiventoamanforlifetook,asarule,herlotasitcameandmadethebestofit,withoutexternalinterference;butforthefirsttimeheaskedhimselfwhythissogenerallyshouldbeso。Moreover,thiscasewasnot,heargued,likeordinarycases。LeavingoutthequestionofGracebeinganythingbutanordinarywoman,herpeculiarsituation,asitwereinmid-airbetweentwoplanesofsociety,togetherwiththelonelinessofHintock,madeahusband’sneglectafarmoretragicalmattertoherthanitwouldbetoonewhohadalargecircleoffriendstofallbackupon。Wiselyorunwisely,andwhateverotherfathersdid,heresolvedtofighthisdaughter’sbattlestill。

  Mrs。Charmondhadreturned。ButHintockHousescarcelygaveforthsignsoflife,soquietlyhadshereenteredit。HewenttochurchatGreatHintockoneafternoonasusual,therebeingnoserviceatthesmallervillage。Afewminutesbeforehisdeparture,hehadcasuallyheardFitzpiers,whowasnochurch-goer,tellhiswifethathewasgoingtowalkinthewood。Melburyenteredthebuildingandsatdowninhispew;theparsoncamein,thenMrs。

  Charmond,thenMr。Fitzpiers。

  Theserviceproceeded,andthejealonsfatherwasquitesurethatamutualconsciousnesswasuninterruptedlymaintainedbetweenthosetwo;hefanciedthatmorethanoncetheireyesmet。Attheend,FitzpierssotimedhismovementintotheaislethatitexactlycoincidedwithFeliceCharmond’sfromtheoppositeside,andtheywalkedoutwiththeirgarmentsincontact,thesurgeonbeingjustthattwoorthreeinchesinherrearwhichmadeitconvenientforhiseyestorestuponhercheek。Thecheekwarmeduptoarichertone。

  Thiswasaworsefeatureintheflirtationthanhehadexpected。

  Ifshehadbeenplayingwithhiminanidlefreakthegamemightsoonhaveweariedher;butthesmallestgermofpassion——andwomenoftheworlddonotchangecolorfornothing——wasathreateningdevelopment。ThemerepresenceofFitzpiersinthebuilding,afterhisstatement,waswellnighconclusiveasfarashewasconcerned;butMelburyresolvedyettowatch。

  Hehadtowaitlong。Autumndrewshiveringlytoitsend。Onedaysomethingseemedtobegonefromthegardens;thetendererleavesofvegetableshadshrunkunderthefirstsmartfrost,andhunglikefadedlinenrags;thentheforestleaves,whichhadbeendescendingatleisure,descendedinhasteandinmultitudes,andallthegoldencolorsthathadhungoverheadwerenowcrowdedtogetherinadegradedmassunderfoot,wherethefallenmyriadsgotredderandhornier,andcurledthemselvesuptorot。TheonlysuspiciousfeaturesinMrs。Charmond’sexistenceatthisseasonweretwo:thefirst,thatshelivedwithnocompanionorrelativeabouther,which,consideringherageandattractions,wassomewhatunusualconductforayoungwidowinalonelycountry-

  house;theother,thatshedidnot,asinpreviousyears,startfromHintocktowinterabroad。InFitzpiers,theonlychangefromhislastautnmn’shabitslayinhisabandonmentofnightstudy——

  hislampnevershonefromhisnewdwellingasfromhisold。

  Ifthesuspectedonesmet,itwasbysuchadroitcontrivancesthatevenMelbury’svigilancecouldnotencounterthemtogether。A

  simplecallatherhousebythedoctorhadnothingirregularaboutit,andthathehadpaidtwoorthreesuchcallswascertain。

  Whathadpassedatthoseinterviewswasknownonlytothepartiesthemselves;butthatFeliceCharmondwasundersomeone’sinfluenceMelburysoonhadopportunityofperceiving。

  Winterhadcomeon。Owlsbegantobenoisyinthemorningsandevenings,andflocksofwood-pigeonsmadethemselvesprominentagain。OnedayinFebruary,aboutsixmonthsafterthemarriageofFitzpiers,MelburywasreturningfromGreatHintockonfootthroughthelane,whenhesawbeforehimthesurgeonalsowalking。

  Melburywouldhaveovertakenhim,butatthatmomentFitzpiersturnedinthroughagatetooneoftheramblingdrivesamongthetreesatthissideofthewood,whichledtonowhereinparticular,andthebeautyofwhoseserpentinecurveswastheonlyjustificationoftheirexistence。Felicealmostsimultaneouslytrotteddownthelanetowardsthetimber-dealer,inalittlebasket-carriagewhichshesometimesdroveabouttheestate,unaccompaniedbyaservant。SheturnedinatthesameplacewithouthavingseeneitherMelburyorapparentlyFitzpiers。

  Melburywassoonatthespot,despitehisachesandhissixtyyears。Mrs。Charmondhadcomeupwiththedoctor,whowasstandingimmediatelybehindthecarriage。Shehadturnedtohim,herarmbeingthrowncarelesslyoverthebackoftheseat。Theylookedineachother’sfaceswithoututteringaword,anarchyetgloomysmilewreathingherlips。Fitzpiersclaspedherhanginghand,and,whileshestillremainedinthesamelistlessattitude,lookingvolumesintohiseyes,hestealthilyunbuttonedherglove,andstrippedherhandofitbyrollingbackthegauntletoverthefingers,sothatitcameoffinsideout。Hethenraisedherhandtohismonth,shestillrecliningpassively,watchinghimasshemighthavewatchedaflyuponherdress。Atlastshesaid,“Well,sir,whatexcuseforthisdisobedience?”

  “Imakenone。”

  “Thengoyourway,andletmegomine。”Shesnatchedawayherhand,touchedtheponywiththewhip,andlefthimstandingthere,holdingthereversedglove。

  Melbury’sfirstimpulsewastorevealhispresencetoFitzpiers,andupbraidhimbitterly。Butamoment’sthoughtwassufficienttoshowhimthefutilityofanysuchsimpleproceeding。Therewasnot,afterall,somuchinwhathehadwitnessedasinwhatthatscenemightbethesurfaceandfrothof——probablyastateofmindonwhichcensureoperatesasanaggravationratherthanasacure。

  Moreover,hesaidtohimselfthatthepointofattackshouldbethewoman,ifeither。Hethereforekeptoutofsight,andmusingsadly,eventearfully——forhewasmeekasachildinmattersconcerninghisdaughter——continuedhiswaytowardsHintock。

  Theinsightwhichisbredofdeepsympathywasnevermorefinelyexemplifiedthaninthisinstance。Throughherguardedmanner,herdignifiedspeech,herplacidcountenance,hediscernedtheinteriorofGrace’slifeonlytootruly,hiddenaswereitsincidentsfromeveryoutereye。

  Theseincidentshadbecomepainfulenough。FitzpiershadlatterlydevelopedanirritablediscontentwhichventeditselfinmonologueswhenGracewaspresenttohearthem。Theearlymorningofthisdayhadbeendull,afteranightofwind,andonlookingoutofthewindowFitzpiershadobservedsomeofMelbury’smendraggingawayalargelimbwhichhadbeensnappedoffabeech-

  tree。Everythingwascoldandcolorless。

  “MygoodHeaven!”hesaid,ashestoodinhisdressing-gown。

  “Thisislife!”HedidnotknowwhetherGracewasawakeornot,andhewouldnotturnhisheadtoascertain。“Ah,fool。”hewentontohimself,“toclipyourownwingswhenyouwerefreetosoar!。ButIcouldnotresttillIhaddoneit。WhydoIneverrecognizeanopportunitytillIhavemissedit,northegoodorillofasteptillitisirrevocable!。Ifellinlove。Love,indeed!——

  “’Love’sbutthefrailtyofthemindWhen’tisnotwithambitionjoined;

  Asicklyflamewhichifnotfed,expires,Andfeeding,wastesinself-consumingfires!’

  Ah,oldauthorof’TheWayoftheWorld,’youknew——youknew!”

  Gracemoved。Hethoughtshehadheardsomepartofhissoliloquy。

  Hewassorry——thoughhehadnottakenanyprecautiontopreventher。

  Heexpectedasceneatbreakfast,butsheonlyexhibitedanextremereserve。Itwasenough,however,tomakehimrepentthatheshouldhavedoneanythingtoproducediscomfort;forheattributedhermannerentirelytowhathehadsaid。ButGrace’smannerhadnotitscauseeitherinhissayingsorinhisdoings。

  Shehadnotheardasinglewordofhisregrets。Somethingevennearerhomethanherhusband’sblightedprospects——ifblightedtheywere——wastheoriginofhermood,amoodthatwasthemerecontinuationofwhatherfatherhadnoticedwhenhewouldhavepreferredapassionatejealousyinher,asthemorenatural。

  Shehadmadeadiscovery——onewhichtoagirlofhonestnaturewasalmostappalling。Shehadlookedintoherheart,andfoundthatherearlyinterestinGilesWinterbornehadbecomerevitalizedintoluxuriantgrowthbyherwideningperceptionsofwhatwasgreatandlittleinlife。Hishomelinessnolongeroffendedheracquiredtastes;hiscomparativewantofso-calledculturedidnotnowjaronherintellect;hiscountrydressevenpleasedhereye;

  hisexteriorroughnessfascinatedher。Havingdiscoveredbymarriagehowmuchthatwashumanlynotgreatcouldco-existwithattainmentsofanexceptionalorder,therewasarevulsioninhersentimentsfromallthatshehadformerlyclungtointhiskind:

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