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  Shelefttheroom。Iturnedawaytowardsthewindow,wherenothingfacedmebutthelonelyautumnlandscape——Iturnedawaytomastermyself,beforeItoolefttheroominmyturn,andleftitforever。

  Aminutepassed——itcouldhardlyhavebeenmore——whenIheardthedooropenagainsoftly,andtherustlingofawoman’sdressonthecarpetmovedtowardsme。MyheartbeatviolentlyasIturnedround。MissFairliewasapproachingmefromthefartherendoftheroom。

  Shestoppedandhesitatedwhenoureyesmet,andwhenshesawthatwewerealone。Then,withthatcouragewhichwomenlosesoofteninthesmallemergency,andsoseldominthegreat,shecameonnearertome,strangelypaleandstrangelyquiet,drawingonehandafterheralongthetablebywhichshewalked,andholdingsomethingathersideintheother,whichwashiddenbythefoldsofherdress。

  `Ionlywentintothedrawing-room,’shesaid,`tolookforthis。Itmayremindyouofyourvisithere,andofthefriendsyouleavebehindyou。YoutoldmeIhadimprovedverymuchwhenIdidit,andIthoughtyoumightlike——’

  Sheturnedherheadaway,andofferedmealittlesketch,drawnthroughoutbyherownpencil,ofthesummer-houseinwhichwehadfirstmet。Thepapertrembledinherhandasshehelditouttome——trembledinmineasI

  tookitfromher。

  IwasafraidtosaywhatIfelt——Ionlyanswered,`Itshallneverleaveme——allmylifelongitshallbethetreasurethatIPrizemost。

  Iamverygratefulforit——verygratefultoyou,fornotlettingmegoawaywithoutbiddingyougood-bye。’

  `Oh!’shesaidinnocently,`howcouldIletyougo,afterwehavepassedsomanyhappydaystogether!’

  `Thosedaysmayneverreturn,MissFairlie——mywayoflifeandyoursareveryfarapart。Butifatimeshouldcome,whenthedevotionofmywholeheartandsoulandstrengthwillgiveyouamoment’shappiness,orspareyouamoment’ssorrow,willyoutrytorememberthepoordrawing-masterwhohastaughtyou?MissHalcombehaspromisedtotrustme——willyoupromisetoo?’

  Thefarewellsadnessinthekindblueeyesshonedimlythroughhergatheringtears。

  `Ipromiseit,’shesaidinbrokentones。`Oh,don’tlookatmelikethat!Ipromiseitwithallmyheart。’

  Iventuredalittlenearertoher,andheldoutmyhand。

  `Youhavemanyfriendswholoveyou,MissFairlie。Yourhappyfutureisthedearobjectofmanyhopes。MayIsay,atparting,thatitisthedearobjectofmyhopestoo?’

  Thetearsflowedfastdownhercheeks-Sherestedonetremblinghandonthetabletosteadyherselfwhileshegavemetheother。Itookitinmine——Ihelditfast。Myheaddroopedoverit,mytearsfellonit,mylipspressedit——notinlove;oh,notinlove,atthatlastmoment,butintheagonyandtheself-abandonmentofdespair。

  `ForGod’ssake,leaveme!’shesaidfaintly。

  Theconfessionofherheart’ssecretburstfromherinthosepleadingwords。Ihadnorighttohearthem,norighttoanswerthem——theywerethewordsthatbanishedme,inthenameofhersacredweakness,fromtheroom。Itwasallover。Idroppedherhand,Isaidnomore。Theblindingtearsshutheroutfrommyeyes,andIdashedthemawaytolookatherforthelasttime。Onelookasshesankintoachair,asherarmsfellonthetable,asherfairheaddroppedonthemwearily。Onefarewelllook,andthedoorhadcloseduponher——thegreatgulfofseparationhadopenedbetweenus——theimageofLauraFairliewasamemoryofthepastalready。

  [NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chapter8[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter8THESTORYCONTINUEDBYVINCENTGILMOREofChanceryLane,SolicitorIIWRITEtheselinesattherequestofmyfriend,MrWalterHartright。TheyareintendedtoconveyadescriptionofcertaineventswhichseriouslyaffectedMissFairlie’sinterests,andwhichtookplaceaftertheperiodofMrHartright’sdeparturefromLimmeridgeHouse。

  Thereisnoneedformetosaywhethermyownopiniondoesordoesnotsanctionthedisclosureoftheremarkablefamilystory,ofwhichmynarrativeformsanimportantcomponentpart。MrHartrighthastakenthatresponsibilityonhimself,andcircumstancesyettoberelatedwillshowthathehasamplyearnedtherighttodoso,ifhechoosestoexerciseit。Theplanhehasadoptedforpresentingthestorytoothers,inthemosttruthfulandmostvividmanner,requiresthatitshouldbetold,ateachsuccessivestageinthemarchofevents,bythepersonswhoweredirectlyconcernedinthoseeventsatthetimeoftheiroccurrence。Myappearancehere,asnarrator,isthenecessaryconsequenceofthisarrangement。IwaspresentduringthesojournofSirPercivalGlydeinCumberland,andwaspersonallyconcernedinoneimportantresultofhisshortresidenceunderMrFairlie’sroof。

  Itismyduty,therefore,toaddthesenewlinkstothechainofevents,andtotakeupthechainitselfatthepointwhere,forthepresentonly,MrHartrighthasdroppedit。

  IarrivedatLimmeridgeHouseonFridaythesecondofNovember。

  MyobjectwastoremainatMrFairlie’suntilthearrivalofSirPercivalGlyde。IfthateventledtotheappointmentofanygivendayforSirPercival’sunionwithMissFairlie,IwastotakethenecessaryinstructionsbackwithmetoLondon,andtooccupymyselfindrawingthelady’smarriage-settlement。

  OntheFridayIwasnotfavouredbyMrFairliewithaninterview。Hehadbeen,orhadfanciedhimselftobe,aninvalidforyearspast,andhewasnotwellenoughtoreceiveme。MissHalcombewasthefirstmemberofthefamilywhomIsaw。Shemetmeatthehousedoor,andintroducedmetoMrHartright,whohadbeenstayingatLimmeridgeforsometimepast。

  IdidnotseeMissFairlieuntillaterintheday,atdinner-time。Shewasnotlookingwell,andIwassorrytoobserveit。Sheisasweetlovablegirl,asamiableandattentivetoeveryoneaboutherasherexcellentmotherusedtobe——though,personallyspeaking,shetakesafterherfather。

  MrsFairliehaddarkeyesandhair,andherelderdaughter,MissHalcombe,stronglyremindsmeofher。MissFairlieplayedtousintheevening——

  notsowellasusual,Ithought。Wehadarubberatwhist,amereprofanation,sofarasplaywasconcerned,ofthatnoblegame。IhadbeenfavourablyimpressedbyMrHartrightonourfirstintroductiontooneanother,butIsoondiscoveredthathewasnotfreefromthesocialfailingsincidentaltohisage。Therearethreethingsthatnoneoftheyoungmenofthepresentgenerationcando。Theycan’tsitovertheirwine,theycan’tplayatwhist,andtheycan’tpayaladyacompliment。MrHartrightwasnoexceptiontothegeneralrule。Otherwise,eveninthoseearlydaysandonthatshortacquaintance,hestruckmeasbeingamodestandgentlemanlikeyoungman。

  SotheFridaypassed。Isaynothingaboutthemoreseriousmatterswhichengagedmyattentiononthatday——theanonymouslettertoMissFairlie,themeasuresIthoughtitrighttoadoptwhenthematterwasmentionedtome,andtheconvictionIentertainedthateverypossibleexplanationofthecircumstanceswouldbereadilyaffordedbySirPercivalGlyde,havingallbeenfullynoticed,asIunderstand,inthenarrativewhichprecedesthis。

  OntheSaturdayMrHartrighthadleftbeforeIgotdowntobreakfast。

  MissFairliekeptherroomallday,andMissHalcombeappearedtometobeoutofspirits。ThehousewasnotwhatitusedtobeinthetimeofMrandMrsPhilipFairlie。Itookawalkbymyselfintheforenoon,andlookedaboutatsomeoftheplaceswhichIfirstsawwhenIwasstayingatLimmeridgetotransactfamilybusiness,morethanthirtyyearssince。

  Theywerenotwhattheyusedtobeeither。

  Attwoo’clockMrFairliesenttosayhewaswellenoughtoseeme。

  Hehadnotaltered,atanyrate,sinceIfirstknewhim。Histalkwastothesamepurposeasusual——allabouthimselfandhisailments,hiswonderfulcoins,andhismatchlessRembrandtetchings。ThemomentItriedtospeakofthebusinessthathadbroughtmetohishouse,heshuthiseyesandsaidI`upset’him。Ipersistedinupsettinghimbyreturningagainandagaintothesubject。AllIcouldascertainwasthathelookedonhisniece’smarriageasasettledthing,thatherfatherhadsanctionedit,thathesanctionedithimself,thatitwasadesirablemarriage,andthatheshouldbepersonallyrejoicedwhentheworryofitwasover。Astothesettlements,ifIwouldconsulthisniece,andafterwardsdiveasdeeplyasIpleasedintomyownknowledgeofthefamilyaffairs,andgeteverythingready,andlimithisshareinthebusiness,asguardian,tosayingYes,attherightmoment——why,ofcoursehewouldmeetmyviews,andeverybodyelse’sviews,withinfinitepleasure。Inthemeantime,thereIsawhim,ahelplesssufferer,confinedtohisroom。DidIthinkhelookedasifhewantedteasing?

  No。Thenwhyteasehim?

  Imight,perhaps,havebeenalittleastonishedatthisextraordinaryabsenceofallself-assertiononMrFairlie’spart,inthecharacterofguardian,ifmyknowledgeofthefamilyaffairshadnotbeensufficienttoremindmethathewasasingleman,andthathehadnothingmorethanalife-interestintheLimmeridgeproperty。Asmattersstood,therefore,Iwasneithersurprisednordisappointedattheresultoftheinterview。

  MrFairliehadsimplyjustifiedmyexpectations——andtherewasanendofit。

  Sundaywasadullday,outofdoorsandin。AletterarrivedformefromSirPercivalGlyde’ssolicitor,acknowledgingthereceiptofmycopyoftheanonymousletterandmyaccompanyingstatementofthecase。MissFairliejoinedusintheafternoon,lookingTaleanddepressed,andaltogetherunlikeherself。Ihadsometalkwithher,andventuredonadelicateallusiontoSirPercival。Shelistenedandsaidnothing。Allothersubjectsshepursuedwillingly,butthissubjectsheallowedtodrop。Ibegantodoubtwhethershemightnotberepentingofherengagement——justasyoungladiesoftendo,whenrepentancecomestoolate。

  OnMondaySirPercivalGlydearrived。

  Ifoundhimtobeamostprepossessingman,sofarasmannersandappearancewereconcerned。HelookedratherolderthanIhadexpected,hisheadbeingbaldovertheforehead,andhisfacesomewhatmarkedandworn,buthismovementswereasactiveandhisspiritsashighasayoungman’s。HismeetingwithMissHalcombewasdelightfullyheartyandunaffected,andhisreceptionofme,uponmybeingpresentedtohim,wassoeasyandpleasantthatwegotontogetherlikeoldfriends。MissFairliewasnotwithuswhenhearrived,butsheenteredtheroomabouttenminutesafterwards。

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