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  `No,no,’shesaid,earnestlyandkindly,`leaveuslikeafriend——

  breakbreadwithusoncemore。Stayhereanddine,stayhereandhelpustospendourlasteveningwithyouashappily,aslikeourfirstevenings,aswecan。Itismyinvitation——MrsVesey’sinvitation——’shehesitatedalittle,andthenadded,`Laura’sinvitationaswell。’

  Ipromisedtoremain。GodknowsIhadnowishtoleaveeventheshadowofasorrowfulimpressionwithanyofthem。

  Myownroomwasthebestplaceformetillthedinnerbellrang。Iwaitedtheretillitwastimetogodownstairs。

  IhadnotspokentoMissFairlie——Ihadnotevenseenher——allthatday。Thefirstmeetingwithher,whenIenteredthedrawing-room,wasahardtrialtoherself-controlandtomine。She,too,haddoneherbesttomakeourlasteveningrenewthegoldenbygonetime——thetimethatcouldnevercomeagain。ShehadputonthedresswhichIusedtoadmiremorethananyotherthatshepossessed——adarkbluesilk,trimmedquaintlyandprettilywithold-fashionedlace;shecameforwardtomeetmewithherformerreadiness——shegavemeherhandwiththefrank,innocentgood-willofhappierdays。Thecoldfingersthattrembledroundmine——thepalecheekswithabrightredspotburninginthemidstofthem——thefaintsmilethatstruggledtoliveonherlipsanddiedawayfromthemwhileIlookedatit,toldmeatwhatsacrificeofherselfheroutwardcomposurewasmaintained。Myheartcouldtakehernoclosertome,orIshouldhavelovedherthenasIhadneverlovedheryet。

  MrGilmorewasagreatassistancetous。Hewasinhighgood-humour,andheledtheconversationwithunflaggingspirit。MissHalcombesecondedhimresolutely,andIdidallIcouldtofollowherexample。Thekindblueeyes,whoseslightestchangesofexpressionIhadlearnttointerpretsowell,lookedatmeappealinglywhenwefirstsatdowntotable。Helpmysister——thesweetanxiousfaceseemedtosay——helpmysister,andyouwillhelpme。

  Wegotthroughthedinner,toalloutwardappearanceatleast,happilyenough。Whentheladieshadrisenfromtable,andMrGilmoreandIwereleftaloneinthedining-room,anewinterestpresenteditselftooccupyourattention,andtogivemeanopportunityofquietingmyselfbyafewminutesofneedfulandwelcomesilence。TheservantwhohadbeendespatchedtotraceAnneCatherickandMrsClementsreturnedwithhisreport,andwasshownintothedining-roomimmediately。

  `Well,’saidMrGilmore,`whathaveyoufoundout?’

  `Ihavefoundout,sir,’answeredtheman,`thatboththewomentookticketsatourstationhereforCarlisle。’

  `YouwenttoCarlisle,ofcourse,whenyouheardthat?’

  `ldid,sir,butIamsorrytosayIcouldfindnofurthertraceofthem。’

  `Youinquiredattherailway?’

  `Yes,sir。’

  `Andatthedifferentinns?’

  `Yes,sir。’

  `AndyouleftthestatementIwroteforyouatthePolicestation?’

  `Idid,sir。’。

  `Well,myfriend,youhavedoneallyoucould,andIhavedoneallI

  could,andtherethemattermustresttillfurthernotice。Wehaveplayedourtrumpcards,MrHartright,’continuedtheoldgentlemanwhentheservanthadwithdrawn。`Forthepresent,atleast,thewomenhaveoutmanoeuvredus,andouronlyresourcenowistowaittillSirpercivalGlydecomeshereonMondaynext。Won’tyoufillyourglassagain?Goodbottleofport,that——sound,substantial,oldwine。Ihavegotbetterinmyowncellar,though。’

  Wereturnedtothedrawing-room——theroominwhichthehappiesteveningsofmylifehadbeenpassed——theroomwhich,afterthislastnight,I

  wasnevertoseeagain。Itsaspectwasalteredsincethedayshadshortenedandtheweatherhadgrowncold。Theglassdoorsontheterracesidewereclosed,andhiddenbythickcurtains。Insteadofthesofttwilightobscurity,inwhichweused-cosit,thebrightradiantglowoflamplightnowdazzledmyeyes。Allwaschanged-in-doorsandoutallwaschanged。

  MissHalcombeandMrGilmoresatdowntogetheratthecard-table——

  MrsVeseytookhercustomarychair。Therewasnorestraintonthedisposaloftheirevening,andIfelttherestraintonthedisposalofmineallthemorepainfullyfromobservingit。lsawMissFairlielingeringnearthemusic-stand。ThetimehadbeenwhenImighthavejoinedherthere。

  Iwaitedirresolutely——Iknewneitherwheretogonorwhattodonext。

  Shecastonequickglanceatme,tookapieceofmusicsuddenlyfromthestand,andcametowardsmeofherownaccord。

  `ShallIplaysomeofthoselittlemelodiesofMozart’swhichyouusedtolikesomuch?’sheasked,openingthemusicnervously,andlookingdownatitwhileshespoke。

  BeforeIcouldthankhershehastenedtothepiano。Thechairnearit,whichIhadalwaysbeenaccustomedtooccupy,stoodempty。Shestruckafewchords——thenglancedroundatme——thenlookedbackagainathermusic。

  `Won’tyoutakeyouroldplace?’shesaid,speakingveryabruptlyandinverylowtones。

  `Imaytakeitonthelastnight,’Ianswered。

  Shedidnotreply——shekeptherattentionrivetedonthemusic——

  musicwhichsheknewbymemory,whichshehadplayedoverandoveragain,informertimes,withoutthebook。Ionlyknewthatshehadheardme,I

  onlyknewthatshewasawareofmybeingclosetoher,byseeingtheredspotonthecheekthatwasnearesttomefadeout,andthefacegrowpaleallover。

  `Iamverysorryyouaregoing,’shesaid,hervoicealmostsinkingtoawhisper,hereyeslookingmoreandmoreintentlyatthemusic,herfingersflyingoverthekeysofthepianowithastrangefeverishenergywhichIhadnevernoticedinherbefore。

  `Ishallrememberthosekindwords,MissFairlie,longaftertomorrowhascomeandgone。’

  Thepalenessgrewwhiteronherface,andsheturneditfartherawayfromme。

  `Don’tspeakoftomorrow,’shesaid。`Letthemusicspeaktousoftonight,inahappierlanguagethanours。’

  Herlipstrembled——afaintsighflutteredfromthem,whichshetriedvainlytosuppress。Herfingerswaveredonthepiano——shestruckafalsenote,confusedherselfintryingtosetitright,anddroppedherhandsangrilyonherlap。MissHalcombeandMrGilmorelookedupinastonishmentfromthecard-tableatwhichtheywereplaying。EvenMrsVesey,dozinginherchair,wokeatthesuddencessationofthemusic,andinquiredwhathadhappened。

  `Youplayatwhist,MrHartright?’askedMissHalcombe,withhereyesdirectedsignificantlyattheplaceIoccupied。

  Iknewwhatshemeant——Iknewshewasright,andIroseatoncetogotothecard-table。AsIleftthepianoMissFairlieturnedapageofthemusic,andtouchedthekeysagainwithasurerhand。

  `Iwillplayit,’shesaid,strikingthenotesalmostpassionately。

  `Iwillplayitonthelastnight。’

  `Come,MrsVesey,’saidMissHalcombe,`MrGilmoreandIaretiredofécarté——comeandbeMrHartright’spartneratwhist。’

  Theoldlawyersmiledsatirically。Hishadbeenthewinninghand,andhehadjustturnedupaking。HeevidentlyattributedMissHalcombe’sabruptchangeinthecard-tablearrangementstoalady’sinabilitytoplaythelosinggame。

  Therestoftheeveningpassedwithoutawordoralookfromher。Shekeptherplaceatthepiano,andIkeptmineatthecard-table。Sheplayedunintermittingly——playedasifthemusicwasheronlyrefugefromherself。

  Sometimesherfingerstouchedthenoteswithalingeringfondness——asoft,plaintive,dyingtenderness,unutterablybeautifulandmournfultohear;sometimestheyfalteredandfailedher,orhurriedovertheinstrumentmechanically,asiftheirtaskwasaburdentothem。Butstill,changeandwaverastheymightintheexpressiontheyimpartedtothemusic,theirresolutiontoplayneverfaltered。SheonlyrosefromthepianowhenweallrosetosayGood-night。

  MrsVeseywasthenearesttothedoor,andthefirsttoshakehandswithme。

  `Ishallnotseeyouagain,MrHartright,’saidtheoldlady。`Iamtrulysorryyouaregoingaway。Youhavebeenverykindandattentive,andanoldwomanlikemefeelskindnessandattention。Iwishyouhappy,sir——Iwishyouakindgood-bye。’

  MrGilmorecamenext。

  `Ihopeweshallhaveafutureopportunityofbetteringouracquaintance,MrHartright。Youquiteunderstandaboutthatlittlematterofbusinessbeingsafeinmyhands?Yes,yes,ofcourse。Blessme,howcolditis!

  Don’tletmekeepyouatthedoor。Bonvoyage,mydearsir——bonvoyage,astheFrenchsay。’

  Icouldaddnomore。Myvoicefaltered,myeyesmoistenedinspiteofme。

  Shecaughtmebybothhands——shepressedthemwiththestrong,steadygraspofaman——herdarkeyesglittered——herbrowncomplexionflusheddeep——theforceandenergyofherfaceglowedandgrewbeautifulwiththepureinnerlightofhergenerosityandherpity。

  `Iwilltrustyou——ifeverthetimecomesIwilltrustyouasmyfriendandherfriend,asmaybrotherandherbrother。’Shestopped,drewmenearertoher——thefearless,noblecreature——touchedmyforehead,sister-like,withherlips,andcalledmebymyChristianname。`Godblessyou,Walter!’shesaid。`Waitherealoneandcomposeyourself——Ihadbetternotstayforbothoursakes——Ihadbetterseeyougofromthebalconyupstairs。’

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