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  UptothistimeTheobald’smannerhadbeenstudiouslycalm,andhiswordshadbeenutteredslowly,butherehesuddenlyquickenedandflungoffthemaskasheaddedthewords,“orsomesuchcockandbullstory,whichyourmotherandIweretootruthfultodisbelieve。

  Youcanguesswhatmustbeourfeelingsnow。”

  Ernestfeltthatthislasthome-thrustwasjust。Inhislessanxiousmomentshehadthoughthispapaandmamma“green“forthereadinesswithwhichtheybelievedhim,buthecouldnotdenythattheircredulitywasaproofoftheirhabitualtruthfulnessofmind。

  Incommonjusticehemustownthatitwasverydreadfulfortwosuchtruthfulpeopletohaveasonasuntruthfulasheknewhimselftobe。

  “BelievingthatasonofyourmotherandmyselfwouldbeincapableoffalsehoodIatonceassumedthatsometramphadpickedthewatchupandwasnowtryingtodisposeofit。”

  Thistothebestofmybeliefwasnotaccurate。Theobald’sfirstassumptionhadbeenthatitwasErnestwhowastryingtosellthewatch,anditwasaninspirationofthemomenttosaythathismagnanimousmindhadatonceconceivedtheideaofatramp。

  “YoumayimaginehowshockedIwaswhenIdiscoveredthatthewatchhadbeenbroughtforsalebythatmiserablewomanEllen“——hereErnest’shearthardenedalittle,andhefeltasnearanapproachtoaninstincttoturnasonesodefencelesscouldbeexpectedtofeel;

  hisfatherquicklyperceivedthisandcontinued,“whowasturnedoutofthishouseincircumstanceswhichIwillnotpolluteyourearsbymoreparticularlydescribing。

  “Iputasidethehorridconvictionwhichwasbeginningtodawnuponme,andassumedthatintheintervalbetweenherdismissalandherleavingthishouse,shehadaddedthefttoherothersin,andhavingfoundyourwatchinyourbedroomhadpurloinedit。Itevenoccurredtomethatyoumighthavemissedyourwatchafterthewomanwasgone,and,suspectingwhohadtakenit,hadrunafterthecarriageinordertorecoverit;butwhenItoldtheshopmanofmysuspicionsheassuredmethatthepersonwholeftitwithhimhaddeclaredmostsolemnlythatithadbeengivenherbyhermaster’sson,whosepropertyitwas,andwhohadaperfectrighttodisposeofit。

  “Hetoldmefurtherthat,thinkingthecircumstancesinwhichthewatchwasofferedforsalesomewhatsuspicious,hehadinsisteduponthewoman’stellinghimthewholestoryofhowshecamebyit,beforehewouldconsenttobuyitofher。

  “Hesaidthatatfirst——aswomenofthatstampinvariablydo——shetriedprevarication,butonbeingthreatenedthatsheshouldatoncebegivenintocustodyifshedidnottellthewholetruth,shedescribedthewayinwhichyouhadrunafterthecarriage,tillasshesaidyouwereblackintheface,andinsistedongivingherallyourpocketmoney,yourknifeandyourwatch。SheaddedthatmycoachmanJohn——whomIshallinstantlydischarge——waswitnesstothewholetransaction。Now,Ernest,bepleasedtotellmewhetherthisappallingstoryistrueorfalse?”

  ItneveroccurredtoErnesttoaskhisfatherwhyhedidnothitamanhisownsize,ortostophimmidwayinthestorywitharemonstranceagainstbeingkickedwhenhewasdown。Theboywastoomuchshockedandshakentobeinventive;hecouldonlydriftandstammeroutthatthetalewastrue。

  “SoIfeared。”saidTheobald,“andnow,Ernest,begoodenoughtoringthebell。”

  Whenthebellhadbeenanswered,TheobalddesiredthatJohnshouldbesentfor,andwhenJohncameTheobaldcalculatedthewagesduetohimanddesiredhimatoncetoleavethehouse。

  John’smannerwasquietandrespectful。Hetookhisdismissalasamatterofcourse,forTheobaldhadhintedenoughtomakehimunderstandwhyhewasbeingdischarged,butwhenhesawErnestsittingpaleandawe-struckontheedgeofhischairagainstthedining-roomwall,asuddenthoughtseemedtostrikehim,andturningtoTheobaldhesaidinabroadnorthernaccentwhichIwillnotattempttoreproduce:

  “Lookhere,master,Icanguesswhatallthisisabout——nowbeforeI

  goesIwanttohaveawordwithyou。”

  “Ernest。”saidTheobald,“leavetheroom。”

  “No,MasterErnest,youshan’t。”saidJohn,plantinghimselfagainstthedoor。“Now,master。”hecontinued,“youmaydoasyoupleaseaboutme。I’vebeenagoodservanttoyou,andIdon’tmeantosayasyou’vebeenabadmastertome,butIdosaythatifyoubearhardlyonMasterErnesthereIhavethoseinthevillageas’llhearon’tandletmeknow;andifIdohearon’tI’llcomebackandbreakeveryboneinyourskin,sothere!”

  John’sbreathcameandwentquickly,asthoughhewouldhavebeenwellenoughpleasedtobeginthebone-breakingbusinessatonce。

  Theobaldturnedofanashencolour——not,asheexplainedafterwards,attheidlethreatsofadetectedandangryruffian,butatsuchatrociousinsolencefromoneofhisownservants。

  “IshallleaveMasterErnest,John。”herejoinedproudly,“tothereproachesofhisownconscience。”“ThankGodandthankJohn。”

  thoughtErnest。“Asforyourself,Iadmitthatyouhavebeenanexcellentservantuntilthisunfortunatebusinesscameon,andI

  shallhavemuchpleasureingivingyouacharacterifyouwantone。

  Haveyouanythingmoretosay?”

  “NomorenorwhatIhavesaid。”saidJohnsullenly,“butwhatI’vesaidImeansandI’llstickto——characterornocharacter。”

  “Oh,youneednotbeafraidaboutyourcharacter,John。”saidTheobaldkindly,“andasitisgettinglate,therecanbenooccasionforyoutoleavethehousebeforeto-morrowmorning。”

  TothistherewasnoreplyfromJohn,whoretired,packeduphisthings,andleftthehouseatonce。

  WhenChristinaheardwhathadhappenedshesaidshecouldcondoneallexceptthatTheobaldshouldhavebeensubjectedtosuchinsolencefromoneofhisownservantsthroughthemisconductofhisson。Theobaldwasthebravestmaninthewholeworld,andcouldeasilyhavecollaredthewretchandturnedhimoutoftheroom,buthowfarmoredignified,howfarnoblerhadbeenhisreply!Howitwouldtellinanoveloruponthestage,forthoughthestageasawholewasimmoral,yetthereweredoubtlesssomeplayswhichwereimprovingspectacles。ShecouldfancythewholehousehushedwithexcitementathearingJohn’smenace,andhardlybreathingbyreasonoftheirinterestandexpectationofthecominganswer。Thentheactor——probablythegreatandgoodMrMacready——wouldsay,“IshallleaveMasterErnest,John,tothereproachesofhisownconscience。”

  Oh,itwassublime!Whataroarofapplausemustfollow!Thensheshouldenterherself,andflingherarmsaboutherhusband’sneck,andcallhimherlion-heartedhusband。Whenthecurtaindropped,itwouldbebuzzedaboutthehousethatthescenejustwitnessedhadbeendrawnfromreallife,andhadactuallyoccurredinthehouseholdoftheRev。TheobaldPontifex,whohadmarriedaMissAllaby,etc。,etc。

  AsregardsErnestthesuspicionswhichhadalreadycrossedhermindweredeepened,butshethoughtitbettertoleavethematterwhereitwas。Atpresentshewasinaverystrongposition。Ernest’sofficialpuritywasfirmlyestablished,butatthesametimehehadshownhimselfsosusceptiblethatshewasabletofusetwocontradictoryimpressionsconcerninghimintoasingleidea,andconsiderhimasakindofJosephandDonJuaninone。Thiswaswhatshehadwantedallalong,buthervanitybeinggratifiedbythepossessionofsuchason,therewasanendofit;thesonhimselfwasnaught。

  NodoubtifJohnhadnotinterfered,Ernestwouldhavehadtoexpiatehisoffencewithache,penuryandimprisonment。Asitwastheboywas“toconsiderhimself“asundergoingthesepunishments,andassufferingpangsofunavailingremorseinflictedonhimbyhisconscienceintothebargain;butbeyondthefactthatTheobaldkepthimmorecloselytohisholidaytask,andthecontinuedcoldnessofhisparents,noostensiblepunishmentwasmetedouttohim。Ernest,however,tellsmethathelooksbackuponthisasthetimewhenhebegantoknowthathehadacordialandactivedislikeforbothhisparents,whichIsupposemeansthathewasnowbeginningtobeawarethathewasreachingman’sestate。

  Aboutaweekbeforehewentbacktoschoolhisfatheragainsentforhimintothedining-room,andtoldhimthatheshouldrestorehimhiswatch,butthatheshoulddeductthesumhehadpaidforit——forhehadthoughtitbettertopayafewshillingsratherthandisputetheownershipofthewatch,seeingthatErnesthadundoubtedlygivenittoEllen——fromhispocketmoney,inpaymentswhichshouldextendovertwohalfyears。HewouldthereforehavetogobacktoRoughboroughthishalfyearwithonlyfiveshillings’pocketmoney。

  Ifhewantedmorehemustearnmoremeritmoney。

  Ernestwasnotsocarefulaboutmoneyasapatternboyshouldbe。

  Hedidnotsaytohimself,“NowIhavegotasovereignwhichmustlastmefifteenweeks,thereforeImayspendexactlyoneshillingandfourpenceineachweek“——andspendexactlyoneandfourpenceineachweekaccordingly。Heranthroughhismoneyataboutthesamerateasotherboysdid,beingprettywellcleanedoutafewdaysafterhehadgotbacktoschool。Whenhehadnomoremoney,hegotalittleintodebt,andwhenasfarindebtashecouldseehiswaytorepaying,hewentwithoutluxuries。Immediatelyhegotanymoneyhewouldpayhisdebts;iftherewasanyoverhewouldspendit;iftherewasnot——andthereseldomwas——hewouldbegintogoontickagain。

  Hisfinancewasalwaysbaseduponthesuppositionthatheshouldgobacktoschoolwith1poundsinhispocket——ofwhichheowedsayamatteroffifteenshillings。Therewouldbefiveshillingsforsundryschoolsubscriptions——butwhenthesewerepaidtheweeklyallowanceofsixpencegiventoeachboyinhall,hismeritmoneywhichthishalfhewasresolvedshouldcometoagoodsumandrenewedcredit,wouldcarryhimthroughthehalf。

  Thesuddenfailureof15/-wasdisastroustomyhero’sschemeoffinance。HisfacebetrayedhisemotionssoclearlythatTheobaldsaidhewasdetermined“tolearnthetruthatonce,andTHISTIME

  withoutdaysanddaysoffalsehood“beforehereachedit。Themelancholyfactwasnotlongincomingout,namely,thatthewretchedErnestaddeddebttothevicesofidleness,falsehoodandpossibly——foritwasnotimpossible——immorality。

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