第27章
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  “Theyaren’tmine。”thoughtErnest,“andneverhavebeen“——“andsecondly,thatyoubringnosmellofglueorshavingsintothehousehere,ifyoumakeanypartoftheorganduringyourholidays。”

  Ernestwasstilltooyoungtoknowhowunpleasantaletterhewasreceiving。Hebelievedtheinnuendoescontainedinittobeperfectlyjust。Heknewhewassadlydeficientinperseverance。Helikedsomethingsforalittlewhile,andthenfoundhedidnotlikethemanymore——andthiswasasbadasanythingwellcouldbe。Hisfather’slettergavehimoneofhismanyfitsofmelancholyoverhisownworthlessness,butthethoughtoftheorganconsoledhim,andhefeltsurethathereatanyratewassomethingtowhichhecouldapplyhimselfsteadilywithoutgrowingtiredofit。

  ItwassettledthattheorganwasnottobebegunbeforetheChristmasholidayswereover,andthattillthenErnestshoulddoalittleplaincarpentering,soastogettoknowhowtousehistools。MissPontifexhadacarpenter’sbenchsetupinanouthouseuponherownpremises,andmadetermswiththemostrespectablecarpenterinRoughborough,bywhichoneofhismenwastocomeforacoupleofhourstwiceaweekandsetErnestontherightway;thenshediscoveredshewantedthisorthatsimplepieceofworkdone,andgavetheboyacommissiontodoit,payinghimhandsomelyaswellasfindinghimintoolsandmaterials。Shenevergavehimasyllableofgoodadvice,ortalkedtohimabouteverything’sdependinguponhisownexertions,butshekissedhimoften,andwouldcomeintotheworkshopandactthepartofonewhotookaninterestinwhatwasbeingdonesocleverlyaserelongtobecomereallyinterested。

  Whatboywouldnottakekindlytoalmostanythingwithsuchassistance?Allboyslikemakingthings;theexerciseofsawing,planingandhammering,provedexactlywhathisaunthadwantedtofind——somethingthatshouldexercise,butnottoomuch,andatthesametimeamusehim;whenErnest’ssallowfacewasflushedwithhiswork,andhiseyesweresparklingwithpleasure,helookedquiteadifferentboyfromtheonehisaunthadtakeninhandonlyafewmonthsearlier。Hisinnerselfnevertoldhimthatthiswashumbug,asitdidaboutLatinandGreek。Makingstoolsanddrawerswasworthlivingfor,andafterChristmasthereloomedtheorgan,whichwasscarcelyeverabsentfromhismind。

  Hisauntlethiminvitehisfriends,encouraginghimtobringthosewhomherquicksensetoldherwerethemostdesirable。Shesmartenedhimupalsoinhispersonalappearance,alwayswithoutpreachingtohim。Indeedsheworkedwondersduringtheshorttimethatwasallowedher,andifherlifehadbeensparedIcannotthinkthatmyherowouldhavecomeundertheshadowofthatcloudwhichcastsoheavyagloomoverhisyoungermanhood;butunfortunatelyforhimhisgleamofsunshinewastoohotandtoobrillianttolast,andhehadmanyastormyettoweather,beforehebecamefairlyhappy。Forthepresent,however,hewassupremelyso,andhisauntwashappyandgratefulforhishappiness,theimprovementshesawinhim,andhisunrepressedaffectionforherself。Shebecamefonderofhimfromdaytodayinspiteofhismanyfaultsandalmostincrediblefoolishnesses。Itwasperhapsonaccountoftheseverythingsthatshesawhowmuchhehadneedofher;butatanyrate,fromwhatevercause,shebecamestrengthenedinherdeterminationtobetohimintheplaceofparents,andtofindinhimasonratherthananephew。Butstillshemadenowill。

  Allwentwellforthefirstpartofthefollowinghalfyear。MissPontifexspentthegreaterpartofherholidaysinLondon,andI

  alsosawheratRoughborough,whereIspentafewdays,stayingatthe“Swan。”Iheardallaboutmygodsoninwhom,however,ItooklessinterestthanIsaidIdid。Itookmoreinterestinthestageatthattimethaninanythingelse,andasforErnest,Ifoundhimanuisanceforengrossingsomuchofhisaunt’sattention,andtakinghersomuchfromLondon。Theorganwasbegun,andmadefairprogressduringthefirsttwomonthsofthehalfyear。Ernestwashappierthanhehadeverbeenbefore,andwasstrugglingupwards。

  Thebestboystookmorenoticeofhimforhisaunt’ssake,andheconsortedlesswiththosewholedhimintomischief。

  ButmuchasMissPontifexhaddone,shecouldnotallatonceundotheeffectofsuchsurroundingsastheboyhadhadatBattersby。

  Muchashefearedanddislikedhisfatherthoughhestillknewnothowmuchthiswas,hehadcaughtmuchfromhim;ifTheobaldhadbeenkinderErnestwouldhavemodelledhimselfuponhimentirely,anderelongwouldprobablyhavebecomeasthoroughalittleprigascouldhaveeasilybeenfound。

  Fortunatelyhistemperhadcometohimfromhismother,who,whennotfrightened,andwhentherewasnothingonthehorizonwhichmightcrosstheslightestwhimofherhusband,wasanamiable,good-

  naturedwoman。Ifitwasnotsuchanawfulthingtosayofanyone,Ishouldsaythatshemeantwell。

  Ernesthadalsoinheritedhismother’sloveofbuildingcastlesintheair,and——soIsupposeitmustbecalled——hervanity。Hewasveryfondofshowingoff,and,providedhecouldattractattention,caredlittlefromwhomitcame,norwhatitwasfor。Hecaughtup,parrot-like,whateverjargonheheardfromhiselders,whichhethoughtwasthecorrectthing,andaireditinseasonandoutofseason,asthoughitwerehisown。

  MissPontifexwasoldenoughandwiseenoughtoknowthatthisisthewayinwhicheventhegreatestmenasageneralrulebegintodevelop,andwasmorepleasedwithhisreceptivenessandreproductivenessthanalarmedatthethingshecaughtandreproduced。

  Shesawthathewasmuchattachedtoherself,andtrustedtothisratherthantoanythingelse。Shesawalsothathisconceitwasnotveryprofound,andthathisfitsofself-abasementwereasextremeashisexaltationhadbeen。Hisimpulsivenessandsanguinetrustfulnessinanyonewhosmiledpleasantlyathim,orindeedwasnotabsolutelyunkindtohim,madehermoreanxiousabouthimthananyotherpointinhischaracter;shesawclearlythathewouldhavetofindhimselfrudelyundeceivedmanyatimeandoft,beforehewouldlearntodistinguishfriendfromfoewithinreasonabletime。

  Itwasherperceptionofthiswhichledhertotaketheactionwhichshewassosooncalledupontotake。

  Herhealthwasforthemostpartexcellent,andshehadneverhadaseriousillnessinherlife。Onemorning,however,soonafterEaster1850,sheawokefeelingseriouslyunwell。Forsomelittletimetherehadbeenatalkoffeverintheneighbourhood,butinthosedaystheprecautionsthatoughttobetakenagainstthespreadofinfectionwerenotsowellunderstoodasnow,andnobodydidanything。InadayortwoitbecameplainthatMissPontifexhadgotanattackoftyphoidfeverandwasdangerouslyill。Onthisshesentoffamessengertotown,anddesiredhimnottoreturnwithoutherlawyerandmyself。

  Wearrivedontheafternoonofthedayonwhichwehadbeensummoned,andfoundherstillfreefromdelirium:indeed,thecheerywayinwhichshereceivedusmadeitdifficulttothinkshecouldbeindanger。Sheatonceexplainedherwishes,whichhadreference,asIexpected,tohernephew,andrepeatedthesubstanceofwhatIhavealreadyreferredtoashermainsourceofuneasinessconcerninghim。Thenshebeggedmebyourlongandcloseintimacy,bythesuddennessofthedangerthathadfallenonherandherpowerlessnesstoavertit,toundertakewhatshesaidshewellknew,ifshedied,wouldbeanunpleasantandinvidioustrust。

  Shewantedtoleavethebulkofhermoneyostensiblytome,butinrealitytohernephew,sothatIshouldholditintrustforhimtillhewastwenty-eightyearsold,butneitherhenoranyoneelse,exceptherlawyerandmyself,wastoknowanythingaboutit。Shewouldleave5000poundsinotherlegacies,and15,000poundstoErnest——whichbythetimehewastwenty-eightwouldhaveaccumulatedto,say,30,000pounds。“Selloutthedebentures。”shesaid,“wherethemoneynowis——andputitintoMidlandOrdinary。”

  “Lethimmakehismistakes。”shesaid,“uponthemoneyhisgrandfatherlefthim。Iamnoprophet,butevenIcanseethatitwilltakethatboymanyyearstoseethingsashisneighboursseethem。Hewillgetnohelpfromhisfatherandmother,whowouldneverforgivehimforhisgoodluckifIlefthimthemoneyoutright;IdaresayIamwrong,butIthinkhewillhavetolosethegreaterpartorallofwhathehas,beforehewillknowhowtokeepwhathewillgetfromme。”

  Supposinghewentbankruptbeforehewastwenty-eightyearsold,themoneywastobemineabsolutely,butshecouldtrustme,shesaid,tohanditovertoErnestinduetime。

  “If。”shecontinued,“Iammistaken,theworstthatcanhappenisthathewillcomeintoalargersumattwenty-eightinsteadofasmallersumat,say,twenty-three,forIwouldnevertrusthimwithitearlier,and——ifheknowsnothingaboutithewillnotbeunhappyforthewantofit。”

  Shebeggedmetotake2000poundsinreturnforthetroubleIshouldhaveintakingchargeoftheboy’sestate,andasasignofthetestatrix’shopethatIwouldnowandagainlookafterhimwhilehewasstillyoung。Theremaining3000poundsIwastopayinlegaciesandannuitiestofriendsandservants。

  Invainbothherlawyerandmyselfremonstratedwithherontheunusualandhazardousnatureofthisarrangement。WetoldherthatsensiblepeoplewillnottakeamoresanguineviewconcerninghumannaturethantheCourtsofChancerydo。Wesaid,infact,everythingthatanyoneelsewouldsay。Sheadmittedeverything,buturgedthathertimewasshort,thatnothingwouldinducehertoleavehermoneytohernephewintheusualway。“Itisanunusuallyfoolishwill。”

  shesaid,“butheisanunusuallyfoolishboy;“andshesmiledquitemerrilyatherlittlesally。Likealltherestofherfamily,shewasverystubbornwhenhermindwasmadeup。Sothethingwasdoneasshewishedit。

  NoprovisionwasmadeforeithermydeathorErnest’s——MissPontifexhadsettleditthatwewereneitherofusgoingtodie,andwastooilltogointodetails;shewassoanxious,moreover,tosignherwillwhilestillabletodosothatwehadpracticallynoalternativebuttodoasshetoldus。Ifsherecoveredwecouldseethingsputonamoresatisfactoryfooting,andfurtherdiscussionwouldevidentlyimpairherchancesofrecovery;itseemedthenonlytoolikelythatitwasacaseofthiswillornowillatall。

  WhenthewillwassignedIwrotealetterinduplicate,sayingthatIheldallMissPontifexhadleftmeintrustforErnestexceptasregards5000pounds,butthathewasnottocomeintothebequest,andwastoknownothingwhateveraboutitdirectlyorindirectly,tillhewastwenty-eightyearsold,andifhewasbankruptbeforehecameintoitthemoneywastobemineabsolutely。AtthefootofeachletterMissPontifexwrote,“TheabovewasmyunderstandingwhenImademywill。”andthensignedhername。Thesolicitorandhisclerkwitnessed;IkeptonecopymyselfandhandedtheothertoMissPontifex’ssolicitor。

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