第61章
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  \"Well,well,smileagainifyoudonotwishtovexme。\"

  \"Ishallsoondothat,if,asyouassureme,shewillnotmakemeloseyourlove。Butwhatmadetheoldgentlemangetmeagirllikethat?Doyouthinkhediditoutofmischief?\"

  \"No,Idon’tthinkso。Iamsure,ontheotherhand,thathewantedtoletyouknowthatyouneednotfearbeingcomparedwithanybody。Areyoupleasedwithherinotherrespects?\"

  \"Sheworkswell,andsheisveryrespectful。Shedoesnotspeakfourwordswithoutaddressingmeassignora,andsheiscarefultotranslatewhatshesaysfromItalianintoFrench。IhopethatinamonthIshallspeakwellenoughforustodispensewithherserviceswhenwegotoFlorence。IhaveorderedLeDuctoclearouttheroomIhavechosenforher,andIwillsendherherdinnerfromourowntable。Iwillbekindtoher,butIhopeyouwillnotmakemewretched。\"

  \"Icouldnotdoso;andIdonotseewhattherecanbeincommonbetweenthegirlandmyself。\"

  \"Thenyouwillpardonmyfears。\"

  \"Themorereadilyastheyshewyourlove。\"

  \"Ithankyou,butkeepmysecret。\"

  IpromisednevertogiveaglancetoVeronique,ofwhomIwasalreadyafraid,butIlovedRosalieandwouldhavedoneanythingtosavehertheleastgrief。

  Isettoatmytranslationafterdinner;itwasworkIliked。I

  didnotgooutthatday,andIspentthewholeofthenextmorningwithM。deGrimaldi。

  IwenttothebankerBelloniandchangedallmygoldintogigliatisequins。Imademyselfknownafterthemoneywaschanged,andtheheadcashiertreatedmewithgreatcourtesy。IhadbillsonthisbankerforfortythousandRomancrowns,andonLepribillsfortwentythousand。

  Rosaliedidnotwanttogototheplayagain,soIgotherapieceofembroiderytoamuseherintheevening。Thetheatrewasanecessityforme;Ialwayswentunlessitinterferredwithsomestillsweeterpleasure。Iwentbymyself,andwhenIgothomeI

  foundthemarquistalkingtomymistress。Iwaspleased,andafterIhadembracedtheworthynoblemanIcomplimentedRosalieonhavingkepthimtillmyarrival,addinggentlythatsheshouldhaveputdownherwork。

  \"Askhim,\"shereplied,\"ifhedidnotmakemekeepon。HesaidhewouldgoifIdidn’t,soIgaveintokeephim。\"

  Shethenrose,stoppedworking,andinthecourseofaninterestingconversationshesucceededinmakingthemarquispromisetostaytosupper,thusforestallingmyintention。Hewasnotaccustomedtotakeanythingatthathour,andatelittle;butIsawhewasenchantedwithmytreasure,andthatpleasedme,forIdidnotthinkIhadanythingtofearfromamanofsixty;

  besides,IwasgladattheopportunityofaccustomingRosalietogoodsociety。Iwantedhertobealittlecoquettish,asawomanneverpleasesinsocietyunlesssheshewsadesiretoplease。

  Althoughthepositionwasquiteastrangeoneforher,shemademeadmirethenaturalaptitudeofwomen,whichmaybeimprovedorspoiledbyartbutwhichexistsmoreorlessinthemall,fromthethronetothemilk—pail。ShetalkedtoM。deGrimaldiinawaythatseemedtohintshewaswillingtogivealittlehope。Asourguestdidnoteat,shesaidgraciouslythathemustcometodinnersomedaythatshemighthaveanopportunityofseeingwhetherhereallyhadanyappetite。

  WhenhehadgoneItookheronmyknee,andcoveringherwithkissesaskedherwhereshehadlearnttotalktogreatpeoplesowell。

  \"It’saneasymatter,\"shereplied。\"Youreyesspeaktomysoul,andtellmewhattodoandwhattosay。\"

  Aprofessedrhetoriciancouldnothaveansweredmoreelegantlyormoreflatteringly。

  Ifinishedthetranslation;IhaditcopiedoutbyCostaandtookittoRossi,themanager,whosaidhewouldputitondirectly,whenItoldhimIwasgoingtomakehimapresentoftheplay。I

  namedtheactorsofmychoice,andaskedhimtobringthemtodinewithmeatmyinn,thatImightreadtheplayanddistributetheparts。

  Aswillbeguessed,myinvitationwasaccepted,andRosalieenjoyeddiningwiththeactorsandactresses,andespeciallyhearingherselfcalledMadameCasanovaeverymoment。Veroniqueexplainedeverythingshedidnotunderstand。

  Whenmyactorswereroundmeinaring,theybeggedmetotellthemtheirparts,butIwouldnotgiveinonthispoint。

  \"Thefirstthingtobedone,\"saidI,\"isforyoutolistenattentivelytothewholepiecewithoutmindingaboutyourparts。

  WhenyouknowthewholeplayIwillsatisfyyourcuriosity。\"

  Iknewthatcarelessoridleactorsoftenpaynoattentiontoanythingexcepttheirownparts,andthusapiece,thoughwellplayedinitsparts,isbadlyrenderedasawhole。

  Theysubmittedwithatolerablygoodgrace,whichthehighandmightyplayersoftheComedieFrancaisewouldcertainlynothavedone。JustasIwasbeginningmyheadingtheMarquisdeGrimaldiandthebankerBellonicameintocallonme。Iwasgladforthemtobepresentatthetrial,whichonlylastedanhourandaquarter。

  AfterIhadheardtheopinionoftheactors,whobytheirpraiseofvarioussituationsshewedmethattheyhadtakenintheplot,I

  toldCostatodistributetheparts;butnosoonerwasthisdonethanthefirstactorandthefirstactressbegantoexpresstheirdispleasure;she,becauseIhadgivenherthepartofLadyAlton;

  he,becauseIhadnotgivenhimMurray’spart;buttheyhadtobearitasitwasmywill。Ipleasedeverybodybyaskingthemalltodinnerforthedayafterthemorrow,afterdinnerthepiecetoberehearsedforthefirsttime。

  ThebankerBelloniaskedmetodinnerforthefollowingday,includingmylady,whoexcusedherselfwithgreatpoliteness,intheinvitation;andM。Grimaldiwasgladtotakemyplaceatdinneratherrequest。

  WhenIgottoM。Belloni’s,IwasgreatlysurprisedtoseetheimpostorIvanoff,whoinsteadofpretendingnottoknowme,asheoughttohavedone,cameforwardtoembraceme。Isteppedbackandbowed,whichmightbeputdowntoafeelingofrespect,althoughmycoldnessandscantceremonywouldhaveconvincedanyobservanteyeofthecontrary。Hewaswelldressed,butseemedsad,thoughhetalkedagooddeal,andtosomepurpose,especiallyonpolitics。TheconversationturnedontheCourtofRussia,whereElizabethPetrovnareigned;andhesaidnothing,butsighedandturnedawaypretendingtowipethetearsfromhiseyes。Atdessert,heaskedmeifIhadheardanythingofMadameMorin,adding,asiftorecallthecircumstancetomymemory,thatwehadsuppedtogetherthere:

  \"Ibelievesheisquitewell,\"Ianswered。

  Hisservant,inyellowandredlivery,waitedonhimattable。

  Afterdinnerhecontrivedtotellmethathehadamatterofthegreatestimportancehewantedtodiscusswithme。

  \"Myonlydesiresir,istoavoidallappearanceofknowinganythingaboutyou。\"

  \"Onewordfromyouwillgainmeahundredthousandcrowns,andyoushallhavehalf。\"

  Iturnedmybackonhim,andsawhimnomoreatGenoa。

  WhenIgotbacktotheinnIfoundM。deGrimaldigivingRosaliealessoninItalian。

  \"Shehasgivenmeanexquisitedinner,\"saidhe,\"youmustbeveryhappywithher。\"

  Inspiteofhishonestface,M。Grimaldiwasinlovewithher,butIthoughtIhadnothingtofear。Beforehewentsheinvitedhimtocometotherehearsalnextday。

  WhentheactorscameInoticedamongstthemayoungmanwhosefaceIdidnotknow,andonmyenquiringRossitoldmehewastheprompter。

  \"Iwon’thaveanyprompter;sendhimabouthisbusiness。\"

  \"Wecan’tgetonwithouthim。\"

  \"You’llhaveto;Iwillbetheprompter。\"

  Theprompterwasdismissed,butthethreeactressesbegantocomplain。

  \"Ifweknewourpartsaswellasthe’paternoster’weshouldbecertaintocometoadeadstopiftheprompterisn’tinhisbox。\"

  \"Verygood,\"saidItotheactress,whowastoplayLindane,\"I

  willoccupytheboxmyself,butIshallseeyourdrawers。\"

  \"Youwouldhavesomedifficultyindoingthat,\"saidthefirstactor,\"shedoesn’twearany。\"

  \"Somuchthebetter。\"

  \"Youknownothingaboutit,\"saidtheactress。

  Theseremarksputusallinhighspirits,andtheministersofThaliaendedbypromisingthattheywoulddispensewithaprompter。Iwaspleasedwiththewaythepiecewasread,andtheysaidtheywouldbeletter—perfectinthreedays。Butsomethinghappened。

  OnthedayfixedfortherehearsaltheycamewithouttheLindaneandMurray。Theywerenotwell,butRossisaidtheywouldnotfailuseventually。ItookthepartofMurray,andaskedRosalietobetheLindane。

  \"Idon’treadItalianwellenough,\"shewhispered,\"andIdon’twishtohavetheactorslaughingatme;butVeroniquecoulddoit。\"

  \"Askifshewillreadthepart。\"

  However,Veroniquesaidthatshecouldrepeatitbyheart。

  \"Allthebetter,\"saidItoher,laughinginternally,asIthoughtofSoleure,forIsawthatIshouldthusbeobligedtomakelovetothegirltowhomIhadnotspokenforthefortnightshehadbeenwithus。Ihadnotevenhadagoodlookatherface。IwassoafraidofRosalie(whomIlovedbettereveryday)takingfright。

  WhatIhadfearedhappened。WhenItookVeronique’shand,andsaid,\"Si,bellaLindana,debbeadorarvi!\"everybodyclapped,becauseIgavethewordstheirproperexpression;butglancingatRosalieIsawashadowonherface,andIwasangryatnothavingcontrolledmyselfbetter。Nevertheless,IcouldnothelpfeelingamazedatthewayVeroniqueplayedthepart。WhenItoldherthatIadoredhersheblusheduptohereyes;shecouldnothaveplayedthelove—sickgirlbetter。

  Wefixedadayforthedress—rehearsalatthetheatre,andthecompanyannouncedthefirstnightaweekinadvancetoexcitepubliccuriosity。Thebillsran:

  \"WeshallgiveVoltaire’sEcossaise,translatedbyananonymousauthor:noprompterwillbepresent。\"

  IcannotgivethereaderanyideaofthetroubleIhadtoquietRosalie。Sherefusedtobecomforted;weptincessantly,andtouchedmyheartbygentlereproaches。

  \"YouloveVeronique,\"saidshe,\"andyouonlytranslatedthatpiecetohaveanopportunityofdeclaringyourlove。\"

  Isucceededinconvincingherthatshewrongedme,andatlastafterIhadlavishedcaressesonhershesufferedherselftobecalmed。Nextmorningshebeggedpardonforherjealousy,andtocureitinsistedonmyspeakingconstantlytoVeronique。Herheroismwentfarther。ShegotupbeforemeandsentmemycoffeebyVeronique,whowasasastonishedasIwas。

  AtheartRosaliewasagreatcreature,capableofnobleresolves,butlikeallwomenshegavewaytosuddenemotions。Fromthatdayshegavemenomoresignsofjealousy,andtreatedhermaidwithmorekindnessthanever。Veroniquewasanintelligentandwell—

  manneredgirl,andifmyhearthadnotbeenalreadyoccupiedshewouldhavereignedthere。

  ThefirstnightoftheplayItookRosalietoabox,andshewouldhaveVeroniquewithher。M。deGrimaldididnotleaveherforamoment。Theplaywaspraisedtotheskies;thelargetheatrewasfullofthebestpeopleinGenoa。Theactorssurpassedthemselves,thoughtheyhadnoprompter,andwereloudlyapplauded。Thepieceranfivenightsandwasperformedtofullhouses。Rossi,hopingperhapsthatIwouldmakehimapresentofanotherplay,askedmyleavetogivemyladyasuperbpelisseoflynx—fur,whichpleasedherimmensely。

  Iwouldhavedoneanythingtosparemysweethearttheleastanxiety,andyetfrommywantofthoughtIcontrivedtovexher。

  IshouldneverhaveforgivenmyselfifProvidencehadnotordainedthatIshouldbethecauseofherfinalhappiness。

  \"Ihavereasontosuspect,\"shesaidoneday,\"thatIamwithchild,andIamenchantedatthethoughtofgivingyouadearpledgeofmylove。\"

  \"Ifitcomesatsuchatimeitwillbemine,andIassureyouI

  shallloveitdearly。\"

  \"Andifitcomestwoorthreeweekssooneryouwillnotbesurethatyouaretheparent?\"

  \"Notquitesure;butIshallloveitjustaswell,andlookuponitasmychildaswellasyours。\"

  \"Iamsureyoumustbethefather。ItisimpossiblethechildcanbePetri’s,whoonlyknewmeonce,andthenveryimperfectly,whilstyouandIhavelivedintenderloveforsolongatime。\"

  Shewepthottears。

  \"Calmyourself,dearest,Iimploreyou!Youareright;itcannotbePetri’schild。YouknowIloveyou,andIcannotdoubtthatyouarewithchildbymeandbymealone。Ifyougivemeababyasprettyasyourself,itwillbemineindeed。Calmyourself。\"

  \"HowcanIbecalmwhenyoucanhavesuchasuspicion?\"

  Wesaidnomoreaboutit;butinspiteofmytenderness,mycaresses,andallthetriflingcareswhichbearwitnesstolove,shewasoftensadandthoughtful。HowmanytimesIreproachedmyselfbitterlyforhavingletoutmysillycalculations。

  Afewdayslatershegavemeasealedletter,saying,——

  \"Theservanthasgivenmethisletterwhenyouwereaway。Iamoffendedbyhisdoingso,andIwantyoutoavengeme。\"

  Icalledtheman,andsaid,——

  \"Wheredidyougetthisletter?\"

  \"Fromayoungman,whoisunknowntome。Hegavemeacrown,andbeggedmetogivethelettertotheladywithoutyourseeingme,andhepromisedtogivemetwocrownsmoreifIbroughthimareplytomorrow。IdidnotthinkIwasdoingwrong,sir,astheladywasatperfectlibertytotellyou。\"

  \"That’sallverywell,butyoumustgo,asthelady,whogavemetheletterunopened,asyoucanseeforyourself,isoffendedwithyou。\"

  IcalledLeDuc,whopaidthemanandsenthimaway。Iopenedtheletter,andfoundittobefromPetri。Rosalieleftmyside,notwishingtoreadthecontents。Theletterranasfollows:

  \"Ihaveseenyou,mydearRosalie。Itwasjustasyouwerecomingoutofthetheatre,escortedbytheMarquisdeGrimaldi,whoismygodfather。Ihavenotdeceivedyou;IwasstillintendingtocomeandmarryyouatMarseillesnextspring,asIpromised。Iloveyoufaithfully,andifyouarestillmygoodRosalieIamreadytomarryyouhereinthepresenceofmykinfolk。IfyouhavedonewrongIpromisenevertospeakofit,forIknowthatitwasIwholedyouastray。Tellme,Ientreatyou,whetherImayspeaktotheMarquisdeGrimaldiwithregardtoyou。Iamreadytoreceiveyoufromthehandsofthegentlemanwithwhomyouareliving,providedyouarenothiswife。Besure,ifyouarestillfree,thatyoucanonlyrecoveryourhonourbymarryingyourseducer。\"

  \"ThislettercomesfromanhonourablemanwhoisworthyofRosalie,\"Ithoughttomyself,\"andthat’smorethanIshallbe,unlessImarryhermyself。ButRosaliemustdecide。\"

  Icalledhertome,gavehertheletter,andbeggedhertoreaditattentively。Shedidso,andgaveitmeback,askingmeifI

  advisedhertoacceptPetri’soffer。

  \"IfyoudodearRosalie,Ishalldieofgrief;butifIdonotyieldyou,myhonourbidsmemarryyou,andthatIamquitereadytodo。\"

  Atthisthecharminggirlthrewherselfonmybreast,cryinginthevoiceoftruelove,\"Iloveyouandyoualone,darling;butitisnottruethatyourhonourbidsyoumarryme。Oursisamarriageoftheheart;ourloveismutual,andthatisenoughformyhappiness。\"

  \"DearRosalie,Iadoreyou,butIamthebestjudgeofmyownhonour。IfPetriisawell—to—domanandamanwhowouldmakeyouhappy,Imusteithergiveyouuportakeyoumyself。\"

  \"No,no;thereisnohurrytodecide。IfyoulovemeIamhappy,forIloveyouandnoneother。Ishallnotanswertheletter,andIdon’twanttohearanythingmoreofPetri。\"

  \"YoumaybesurethatIwillsaynomoreofhim,butIamsurethatthemarquiswillhaveahandinit。\"

  \"Idaresay,buthewon’tspeaktometwiceonthesubject。\"

  Afterthistreaty——amoresincereonethanthePowersofEuropeusuallymake——IresolvedtoleaveGenoaassoonasIgotsomelettersforFlorenceandRome。InthemeanwhileallwaspeaceandlovebetweenmyselfandRosalie。Shehadnottheslightestshadowofjealousyinhersoul,andM。deGrimaldiwasthesolewitnessofourhappiness。

  FiveorsixdayslaterIwenttoseethemarquisathiscasinoatSt。Pierred’Arena,andheaccostedmebysayingthathewashappytoseemeashehadanimportantmatterhewishedtodiscusswithme。Iguessedwhatitwouldbe,butbeggedhimtoexplainhimself。Hethenspokeasfollows:

  \"Aworthymerchantofthetownbroughthisnephew,ayoungmannamedPetri,toseemetwodaysago。Hetoldmethattheyoungmanismygodson,andheaskedmetoprotecthim。IansweredthatashisgodfatherIowedhimmyprotection,andIpromisedtodowhatIcould。

  \"Heleftmygodsontotalkitoverwithme,andheinformedmethatheknewyourmistressbeforeyoudidatMarseilles,thathehadpromisedtomarryhernextspring,thathehadseenherinmycompany,andthathavingfollowedushefoundoutthatshelivedwithyou。Hewastoldthatshewasyourwife,butnotbelievingit,wroteheralettersayingthathewasreadytomarryher;butthisletterfellintoyourhands,andhehashadnoreplytoit。

  \"Hecouldnotmakeuphismindtoloseahopewhichmadehishappiness,soheresolvedtoascertain,throughmygoodoffices,whetherRosaliewouldaccepthisproposition。Heflattershimselfthatonhisinformingmeofhisprosperouscondition,Icantellyouthatheisalikelymantomakehiswifehappy。ItoldhimthatIknewyou,andwouldspeaktoyouonthematter,andafterwardsinformhimoftheresultofourinterview。

  \"Ihavemadeenquiresintohiscondition,andfindthathehasalreadyamassedaconsiderablesumofmoney。Hiscredit,morals,andreputation,areallexcellent;besides,heishisuncle’ssoleheir,andtheunclepassesforamanverycomfortablyoff。Andnow,mydearM。Casanova,tellmewhatanswerIamtomake。\"

  \"TellhimthatRosalieismuchobligedtohim,andbegshimtoforgether。Wearegoingawayinthreeorfourdays。Rosalielovesme,andIher,andIamreadytomarryherwhenevershelikes。\"

  \"That’splainspeaking;butIshouldhavethoughtamanlikeyouwouldpreferfreedomtoawoman,howeverbeautiful,towhomyouwouldbeboundbyindissolubleties。WillyouallowmetospeaktoRosaliemyselfaboutit?\"

  \"Youneednotask,myleave;speaktoher,butinyourownpersonandnotasrepresentingmyopinions。Iadoreher,andwouldnothaveherthinkthatIcouldcherishthethoughtofseparatingfromher。\"

  \"Ifyoudon’twantmetomeddleinthematter,tellmesofrankly。\"

  \"Onthecontrary,IwishyoutoseeforyourselfthatIamnotthetyrantofthewomanIadore。\"

  \"Iwilltalktoherto—night。\"

  Ididnotcomehometillsupper—time,thatthemarquismightsaywhathehadtosayinperfectfreedom。ThenobleGenoesesuppedwithus,andtheconversationturnedonindifferentsubjects。

  Afterhehadgone,mysweethearttoldmewhathadpassedbetweenthem。Hehadspokentoherinalmostthesamewordsthathehadaddressedtome,andourreplieswerenearlyidentical,thoughshehadrequestedthemarquistosaynomoreabouthisgodson,towhichrequesthehadassented。

  Wethoughtthemattersettled,andbusiedourselveswithpreparationsforourdeparture;butthreeorfourdaysafter,themarquis(whoweimaginedhadforgottenallabouthisgodson)cameandaskedustodinewithhimatSt。Pierred’Arena,whereRosaliehadneverbeen。

  \"Iwantyoutoseemybeautifulgardenbeforeyougo,\"saidM。

  Grimalditoher;\"itwillbeonemorepleasantrecollectionofyourstayforme。\"

  Wewenttoseehimatnoonthenextday。Hewaswithanelderlymanandwoman,towhomheintroducedus。Heintroducedmebyname,andRosalieasapersonwhobelongedtome。

  Weproceededtowalkinthegarden,wherethetwooldpeoplegotRosaliebetweenthem,andoverwhelmedherwithpolitenessandcomplimentaryremarks。She,whowashappyandinhighspirits,answeredinItalian,anddelightedthembyherintelligence,andthegracewhichshegavetohermistakesingrammar。

  Theservantscametotellusthatdinnerwasready,andwhatwasmyastonishmentonenteringtheroomtoseethetablelaidforsix。Ididnotwantmuchinsightnowtoseethroughthemarquis’strick,butitwastoolate。Wesatdown,andjustthenayoungmancamein。

  \"Youarealittlelate,\"saidthemarquis;andthen,withoutwaitingforhisapology,heintroducedhimtomeasM。Petri,hisgodson,andnephewtohisotherguests,andhemadehimsitdownathislefthand,Rosaliebeingonhisright。Isatoppositetoher,andseeingthatsheturnedaspaleasdeaththebloodrushedtomyface;Iwasterriblyenraged。Thissmalldespot’splotseemeddisgracefultome;itwasascandalousinsulttoRosalieandmyself——aninsultwhichshouldbewashedawayinblood。Iwastemptedtostabhimathistable,butinspiteofmyagitationI

  constrainedmyself。WhatcouldIdo?TakeRosalie’sarm,andleavetheroomwithher?Ithoughtitover,butforeseeingtheconsequencesIcouldnotsummonupcourage。

  Ihaveneverspentsoterribleanhourasatthatfataldinner。

  NeitherRosalienormyselfateamorsel,andthemarquiswhohelpedalltheguestswasdiscreetenoughnottoseethatweleftonecourseafteranotheruntouched。ThroughoutdinnerheonlyspoketoPetriandhisuncle,givingthemopportunitiesforsayinghowlargeatradetheydid。Atdessertthemarquistoldtheyoungmanthathehadbettergoandlookafterhisaffairs,andafterkissinghishandhewithdrewwithabowtowhichnobodyreplied。

  Petriwasabouttwenty—four,ofamoderateheight,withordinarybutyetgood—naturedandhonestfeatures;respectfulinhismanner,andsensiblethoughnotwittyinwhathesaid。Afterallwassaidanddone,IthoughthimworthyofRosalie,butI

  shudderedatthethoughtthatifshebecamehiswifeshewaslosttomeforever。Afterhehadgone,themarquissaidhewassorryhehadnotknownhimbeforeashemightbeofusetohiminhisbusiness。

  \"However,wewillseetothatinthefuture,\"saidhe,meaningly,\"Imeantomakehisfortune。\"

  Atthistheuncleandaunt,whonodoubtknewwhattosay,begantolaudandextoltheirnephew,andendedbysayingthatastheyhadnochildrentheyweredelightedthatPetri,whowouldbetheirheir,wastohavehisexcellency’spatronage。

  \"Wearelonging,\"theyadded,\"toseethegirlfromMarseillesheisgoingtomarry。Weshouldwelcomeherasabeloveddaughter。\"

  Rosaliewhisperedtomethatshecouldbearitnolonger,andbeggedmetotakeheraway。Werose,andafterwehadsalutedthecompanywithcolddignitywelefttheroom。Themarquiswasvisiblydisconcerted。Asheescortedustothedoorhestammeredoutcompliments,forthewantofsomethingtosay,tellingRosaliethatheshouldnothavethehonourofseeingherthatevening,butthathehopedtocallonherthenextday。

  Whenwewerebyourselvesweseemedtobreatheagain,andspoketooneanothertorelieveourselvesoftheoppressionwhichweighedonourminds。

  Rosaliethought,aswellasI,thatthemarquishadplayedusashamefultrick,andshetoldmeIoughttowritehimanote,begginghimnottogivehimselfthetroubleofcallingonusagain。

  \"Iwillfindsomemeansofvengeance,\"saidI;\"butIdon’tthinkitwouldbeagoodplantowritetohim。Wewillhastenourpreparationsforleaving,andreceivehimto—morrowwiththatcoldpolitenesswhichbearswitnesstoindignation。Aboveall,wewillnotmaketheslightestreferencetohisgodson。\"

  \"IfPetrireallylovesme,\"saidshe,\"Ipityhim。Ithinkheisagoodfellow,andIdon’tfeelangrywithhimforbeingpresentatdinner,ashemaypossiblybeunawarethatleispresencewaslikelytogivemeoffence。ButIstillshudderwhenIthinkofit:IthoughtIshouldhavediedwhenoureyesmet!Throughoutdinnerhecouldnotseemyeyes,asIkeptthemnearlyshut,andindeedhecouldhardlyseeme。Didhelookatmewhilehewastalking?\"

  \"No,heonlylookedatme。Iamassorryforhimasyouare,for,asyousay,helooksanhonestfellow。\"

  \"Well,it’sovernow,andIhopeIshallmakeagoodsupper。Didyounoticewhattheauntsaid?Iamsureshewasintheplot。

  Shethoughtshewouldgainmeoverbysayingshewasreadytotreatmelikeherownchild。Shewasadecent—lookingwoman,too。\"

  Wemadeagoodsupper,andapleasantnightinclinedustoforgettheinsultthemarquishadputuponus。Whenwewokeupinthemorningwelaughedatit。Themarquiscametoseeusintheevening,andgreetingmewithanairofmingledconfusionandvexation,hesaidthatheknewhehaddonewronginsurprisingmeashehad,butthathewasreadytodoanythinginhispowerbywayofatonement,andtogivewhateversatisfactionIliked。

  Rosaliedidnotgivemetimetoanswer。\"Ifyoureallyfeel,\"

  saidshe,\"thatyouhaveinsultedus,thatisenough;weareamplyavenged。Butallthesame,sir,weshallbeonourguardagainstyouforthefuture,thoughthatwillbeforashortwhile,aswearejustleaving。\"

  Withthisproudreplyshemadehimalowbowandlefttheroom。

  WhenhewasleftalonewithmeM。Grimaldiaddressedmeasfollows:

  \"Itakeagreatinterestinyourmistress’swelfare;andasIfeelsurethatshecannotlongbehappyinherpresentuncertainposition,whileIamsurethatshewouldmakemygodsonanexcellentwife,Iwasdeterminedthatbothofyoushouldmakehisacquaintance,forRosalieherselfknowsverylittleofhim。I

  confessthatthemeansIemployedweredishonourable,butyouwillpardonthemeansforthesakeoftheexcellentendIhadinview。

  Ihopeyouwillhaveapleasantjourney,andthatyoumayliveforalongtimeinuninterruptedhappinesswithyourcharmingmistress。Ihopeyouwillwritetome,andalwaysreckononmystandingyourfriend,anddoingeverythinginmypowerforyou。

  BeforeIgo,IwilltellyousomethingwhichwillgiveyouanideaoftheexcellentdispositionofyoungPetri,towhosehappinessRosalieseemsessential。

  \"Heonlytoldmethefollowing,afterIhadabsolutelyrefusedtotakechargeofaletterhehadwrittentoRosalie,despairingofbeingabletosenditanyotherway。AfterassuringmethatRosaliehadlovedhim,andthatconsequentlyshecouldnothaveanyfixedaversionforhim,headdedthatifthefearofbeingwithchildwasthereasonwhyshewouldnotmarryhimhewouldagreetoputoffthemarriagetillafterthechildwasborn,providedthatshewouldagreetostayinGenoainhiding,herpresencetobeunknowntoallsavehimself。Heofferstopayalltheexpensesofherstay。Hemadearemarkablywisereflectionwhenweweretalkingitover。

  \"’Ifshegavebirthtoachildtoosoonafterourmarriage,’saidhe,’bothherhonourandminewouldsufferhurt;shemightalsolosethelikingofmyrelations,andifRosalieistobemywifeI

  wanthertobehappyineverything。\"’

  AtthisRosalie,whohadnodoubtbeenlisteningatthedoorafterthemannerofhersex,burstintotheroom,andastonishedmebythefollowingspeech:

  \"IfM。PetrichidnottellyouthatitwaspossiblethatImightbewithchildbyhim,heisarighthonestman,butnowItellyousomyself。Idonotthinkitlikely,butstillitispossible。

  Tellhim,sir,thatIwillremainatGenoauntilthechildisborn,inthecaseofmybeingpregnant,ofwhichIhavenocertainknowledge,oruntilIamquitesurethatIamnotwithchild。IfIdohaveachildthetruthwillbemadeknown。InthecaseoftherebeingnodoubtofM。Petri’sbeingtheparent,Iamreadytomarryhim;butifheseesforhimselfthatthechildisnothisI

  hopehewillbereasonableenoughtoletmealoneforthefuture。

  AstotheexpensesandmylodgingatGenoa,tellhimthatheneednottroublehimselfabouteither。\"

  Iwaspetrified。Isawtheconsequenceofmyownimprudentwords,andmyheartseemedbroken。Themarquisaskedmeifthisdecisionwasgivenwithmyauthority,andIrepliedthatasmysweetheart’swillwasminehemighttakeherwordsforlaw。Hewentawayinhighglee,forheforesawthatallwouldgowellwithhisplanswhenoncehewasabletoexerthisinfluenceonRosalie。Theabsentalwaysfareill。

  \"Youwanttoleaveme,then,Rosalie?\"saidI,whenwewerealone。

  \"Yes,dearest,butitwillnotbeforlong。\"

  \"Ithinkweshallneverseeeachotheragain。\"

  \"Whynot,dearest?Youhaveonlytoremainfaithfultome。

  Listentome。YourhonourandmyownmakeitimperativethatI

  shouldconvincePetrithatIamnotwithchildbyhim,andyouthatIamwithchildbyyou。\"

  \"Ineverdoubtedit,dearRosalie。\"

  \"Yes,dear,youdoubteditonceandthatisenough。Ourpartingwillcostmemanyabittertear,butthesepangsarenecessarytomyfuturehappiness。Ihopeyouwillwritetome,andafterthechildisbornitwillbeforyoutodecideonhowIshallrejoinyou。IfIamnotpregnantIwillrejoinyouinacoupleofmonthsatlatest。\"

  \"ThoughImaygrieveatyourresolveIwillnotopposeit,forI

  promisedIwouldnevercrossyou。Isupposeyouwillgointoaconvent;andthemarquismustfindyouasuitableone,andprotectyoulikeafather。ShallIspeaktohimonthesubject?Iwillleaveyouasmuchmoneyasyouwillwant。\"

  \"Thatwillnotbemuch。AsforM。deGrimaldi,heisboundinhonourtoprocuremeanasylum。Idon’tthinkitwillbenecessaryforyoutospeaktohimaboutit。\"

  Shewasright,andIcouldnothelpadmiringthetrulyastonishingtactofthisgirl。

  InthemorningIheardthattheself—styledIvanoffhadmadehisescapeanhourbeforethepoliceweretoarresthimatthesuitofthebanker,whohadfoundoutthatoneofthebillshehadpresentedwasforged。Hehadescapedonfoot,leavingallhisbaggagebehindhim。

  NextdaythemarquiscametotellRosaliethathisgodsonhadnoobjectiontomaketoherplan。Headdedthattheyoungmanhopedshewouldbecomehiswife,whetherthechildprovedtobehisornot。

  \"Hemayhopeasmuchashelikes,\"saidRosalie,withasmile。

  \"Healsohopesthatyouwillallowhimtocallonyounowandthen。Ihavespokentomykinswoman,themother—superiorofconvent。Youaretohavetworooms,andaverygoodsortofwomanistokeepyoucompany,waitonyou,andnurseyouwhenthetimecomes。Ihavepaidtheamountyouaretopayeverymonthforyourboard。EverymorningIwillsendyouaconfidentialman,whowillseeyourcompanionandwillbringmeyourorders。AndImyselfwillcomeandseeyouatthegratingasoftenasyouplease。\"

  Itwasthenmysadduty,whichthelawsofpolitenessenjoined,tothankthemarquisforhistrouble。

  \"’Tistoyou,mylord,\"saidI,\"IentrustRosalie。Iamplacingher,Iamsure,ingoodhands。Iwillgoonmywayassoonassheisintheconvent;Ihopeyouwillwritealettertothemother—

  superiorforhertotake。\"

  \"Iwillwriteitdirectly,\"saidhe。

  AndasRosaliehadtoldhimbeforethatshewouldpayforeverythingherself,hegaveherawrittencopyoftheagreementhehadmade。

  \"Ihaveresolved,\"saidRosalietothemarquis,\"togointotheconventto—morrow,andIshallbeverygladtohaveashortvisitfromyouthedayafter。\"

  \"Iwillbethere,\"saidthemarquis,\"andyoumaybesurethatI

  willdoallinmypowertomakeyourstayagreeable。\"

  Thenightwasasadoneforbothofus。Lovescarcelymadeapauseamidstouralternatecomplaintsandconsolations。Wesworetobefaithfulforever,andouroathsweresincere,asardentlovers’oathsalwaysare。Buttheyareasnoughtunlesstheyaresealedbydestiny,andthatnomortalmindmayknow。

  Rosalie,whoseeyeswereredandwetwithtears,spentmostofthemorninginpackingupwithVeronique,whocriedtoo。Icouldnotlookather,asIfeltangrywithmyselfforthinkinghowprettyshewas。Rosaliewouldonlytaketwohundredsequins,tellingmethatifshewantedmoreshecouldeasilyletmeknow。

  ShetoldVeroniquetolookaftermewellforthetwoorthreedaysIshouldspendatGenoa,mademeamutecurtsy,andwentoutwithCostatogetasedan—chair。Twohoursafter,aservantofthemarquis’scametofetchherbelongings,andIwasthusleftaloneandfullofgrieftillthemarquiscameandaskedmetogivehimsupper,advisingthatVeroniqueshouldbeaskedintokeepuscompany。

  \"That’sararegirl,\"saidhe,\"youreallydon’tknowher,andyououghttoknowherbetter。\"

  AlthoughIwasrathersurprised,IdidnotstoptoconsiderwhatthemotivesofthecraftyGenoesemightbe,andIwentandaskedVeroniquetocomein。Sherepliedpolitelythatshewoulddoso,addingthatsheknewhowgreatanhonourIdidher。

  IshouldhavebeentheblindestofmenifIhadnotseenthattheclevermarquishadsucceededinhiswell—laidplans,andthathehaddupedmeasifIhadbeenthemerestfreshman。AlthoughI

  hopedwithallmyheartthatIshouldgetRosaliebackagain,I

  hadgoodreasonsforsuspectingthatallthemarquis’switwouldbeemployedtoseduceher,andIcouldnothelpthinkingthathewouldsucceed。

  Nevertheless,inthepositionIwasin,Icouldonlykeepmyfearstomyselfandlethimdohisutmost。

  Hewasnearlysixty,athoroughdiscipleofEpicurus,aheavyplayer,rich,eloquent,amasterofstate—craft,highlypopularatGenoa,andwellacquaintedwiththeheartsofmen,andstillmoresowiththeheartsofwomen。HehadspentagooddealoftimeatVenicetobemoreatliberty,andtoenjoythepleasuresoflifeathisease。Hehadnevermarried,andwhenaskedthereasonwouldreplythatheknewtoowellthatwomenwouldbeeithertyrantsorslaves,andthathedidnotwanttobeatyranttoanywoman,nortobeunderanywoman’sorders。HefoundsomewayofreturningtohisbelovedVenice,inspiteofthelawforbiddinganynoblewhohasfilledtheofficeofdogetoleavehisnativesoil。Thoughhebehavedtomeinaveryfriendlymannerheknewhowtomaintainanairofsuperioritywhichimposedonme。

  NothingelsecouldhavegivenhimthecouragetoaskmetodinnerwhenPetriwastobepresent。IfeltthatIhadbeentricked,andIthoughtmyselfindutyboundtomakehimesteemmebymybehaviourforthefuture。ItwasgratitudeonhispartwhichmadehimsmooththewaytomyconquestofVeronique,whodoubtlessstruckhimasafitandproperpersontoconsolemeforthelossofRosalie。

  Ididnottakeanypartintheconversationatsupper,butthemarquisdrewoutVeronique,andsheshone。ItwaseasyformetoseethatshehadmorewitandknowledgeoftheworldthanRosalie,butinmythenstateofmindthisgrievedratherthanrejoicedme。

  M。deGrimaldiseemedsorrytoseememelancholy,andforcedme,asitwere,tojoinintheconversation。Ashewasreproachingmeinafriendlymannerformysilence,VeroniquesaidwithapleasingsmilethatIhadagoodreasontobesilentafterthedeclarationofloveIhadmadetoher,andwhichshehadreceivedsoill。Iwasastonishedatthis,andsaidthatIdidnotrememberhavingevermadehersuchadeclaration;butshemademelaughinspiteofmyself,whenshesaidthathernamethatdaywasLindane。

  \"Ah,that’sinaplay,\"saidI,\"inreallifethemanwhodeclareshisloveinwordsisasimpleton;’tiswithdeedsthetruelovershewshislove。\"

  \"Verytrue,butyourladywasfrightenedallthesame。\"

  \"No,no,Veronique;sheisveryfondofyou。\"

  \"Iknowsheis;butIhaveseenherjealousofme。\"

  \"Ifso,shewasquitewrong。\"

  Thisdialogue,whichpleasedmelittle,fellsweetlyonthemarquis’sears;hetoldmethathewasgoingtocallonRosalienextmorning,andthatifIlikedtogivehimasupper,hewouldcomeandtellmeaboutherintheevening。OfcourseItoldhimthathewouldbewelcome。

  AfterVeroniquehadlightedmetomyroom,sheaskedmetoletmyservantswaitonme,asifshedidsonowthatmyladywasgone,peoplemighttalkabouther。

  \"Youareright,\"saidI,\"kindlysendLeDuctome。\"

  NextmorningIhadaletterfromGeneva。ItcamefrommyEpicureansyndic,whohadpresentedM。deVoltairewithmytranslationofhisplay,withanexceedinglypoliteletterfromme,inwhichIbeggedhispardonforhavingtakenthelibertyoftravestyinghisfineFrenchproseinItalian。ThesyndictoldmeplainlythatM。deVoltairehadpronouncedmytranslationtobeabadone。

  Myself—esteemwassowoundedbythis,andbyhisimpolitenessinnotansweringmyletter,withwhichhecouldcertainlyfindnofault,whateverhiscriticismofmytranslationmightbe,thatI

  becametheswornenemyofthegreatVoltaire。IhavecensuredhiminalltheworksIhavepublished,thinkingthatinwronginghimI

  wasavengingmyself,tosuchanextentdidpassionblindme。AtthepresenttimeIfeelthatevenifmyworkssurvive,thesefeeblestingsofminecanhurtnobodybutmyself。PosteritywillclassmeamongsttheZoiluseswhoseownimpotencemadethemattackthisgreatmantowhomcivilizationandhumanhappinessowesomuch。TheonlycrimethatcantruthfullybeallegedagainstVoltaireishisattacksonreligion。Ifhehadbeenatruephilosopherhewouldneverhavespokenonsuchmatters,for,evenifhisattackswerebasedontruth,religionisnecessarytomorality,withoutwhichtherecanbenohappiness。

  CHAPTERV

  IFallinLoveWithVeronique——HerSister——PlotAgainstPlot——MyVictory——MutualDisappointmentIhaveneverlikedeatingbymyself,andthusIhaveneverturnedhermit,thoughIoncethoughtofturningmonk;butamonkwithoutrenouncingallthepleasuresoflifeliveswellinakindofholyidleness。Thisdisliketolonelinessmademegiveordersthatthetableshouldbelaidfortwo,andindeed,aftersuppingwiththemarquisandmyself,Veroniquehadsomerighttoexpectasmuch,tosaynothingofthoserightswhichherwitandbeautygaveher。

  IonlysawCosta,andaskedhimwhathadbecomeofLeDuc。Hesaidhewasill。\"Thengobehindthelady’schair,\"saidI。Heobeyed,butsmiledashedidso。Prideisauniversalfailing,andthoughaservant’sprideisthesilliestofallitisoftenpushedtothegreatestextremes。

  IthoughtVeroniqueprettierthanbefore。Herbehaviour,nowfreeandnowreserved,astheoccasiondemanded,shewedmethatshewasnonewhand,andthatshecouldhaveplayedthepartofaprincessinthebestsociety。Nevertheless(sostrangeathingistheheartofman),IwassorrytofindIlikedher,andmyonlyconsolationwasthathermotherwouldcomeandtakeherawaybeforethedaywasover。IhadadoredRosalie,andmyheartstillbledatthethoughtofourparting。

  Thegirl’smothercamewhilewewerestillattable。ShewasastoundedatthehonourIshewedherdaughter,andsheoverwhelmedmewiththanks。

  \"Youowemenogratitude,\"saidItoher;\"yourdaughterisclever,good,andbeautiful。\"

  \"Thankthegentlemanforhiscompliment,\"saidthemother,\"foryouarereallystupid,wanton,andugly;\"andthensheadded,\"Buthowcouldyouhavethefacetositattablewiththegentlemaninadirtychemise?\"

  \"Ishouldblush,mother,ifIthoughtyouwereright;butIputacleanoneononlytwohoursago。\"

  \"Madam,\"saidItothemother,\"thechemisecannotlookwhitebesideyourdaughter’swhiterskin。\"

  Thismadethemotherlaugh,andpleasedthegirlimmensely。Whenthemothertoldherthatshewascometotakeherback,Veroniquesaid,withaslysmile,——

  \"Perhapsthegentlemanwon’tbepleasedatmyleavinghimtwenty—

  fourhoursbeforehegoesaway。\"

  \"Onthecontrary,\"saidI,\"Ishouldbeveryvexed。\"

  \"Well;then,shecanstay,sir,\"saidthemother;\"butfordecency’ssakeImustsendheryoungersistertosleepwithher。\"

  \"Ifyouplease,\"Irejoined。AndwiththatIleftthem。

  ThethoughtofVeroniquetroubledme,asIknewIwastakenwithher,andwhatIhadtodreadwasacalculatedresistance。

  ThemothercameintomyroomwhereIwaswriting,andwishedmeapleasantjourney,tellingmeforthesecondtimethatshewasgoingtosendherdaughterAnnette。Thegirlcameintheevening,accompaniedbyaservant,andafterloweringhermezzaro,andkissingmyhandrespectfully,sherangailytokisshersister。

  Iwantedtoseewhatshewaslike,andcalledforcandles;andontheirbeingbroughtIfoundshewasablondeofakindIhadneverbeforeseen。Herhair,eyebrows,andeyelasheswerethecolourofpalegold,faireralmostthanherskin,whichwasextremelydelicate。Shewasveryshort—sighted,butherlargepaleblueeyeswerewonderfullybeautiful。Shehadthesmallestmouthimaginable,butherteeth,thoughregular,werenotsowhiteasherskin。ButforthisdefectAnnettemighthavepassedforaperfectbeauty。

  Hershortnessofsightmadetoobrilliantalightpainfultoher,butasshestoodbeforemesheseemedtolikemelookingather。

  Mygazefedhungrilyonthetwolittlehalf—spheres,whichwerenotyetripe,butsowhiteastomakemeguesshowravishingtherestofherbodymustbe。Veroniquedidnotshewherbreastssofreely。Onecouldseethatshewassuperblyshaped,buteverythingwascarefullyhiddenfromthegaze。Shemadehersistersitdownbesideherandwork,butwhenIsawthatshewasobligedtoholdthestuffclosetoherfaceItoldherthatsheshouldsparehereyes,forthatnightatallevents,andwiththatsheobedientlyputtheworkdown。

  Themarquiscameasusual,andlikemyselfhethoughtAnnette,whomhehadneverseenbefore,anastonishingminiaturebeauty。

  Takingadvantageofhisageandhighrank,thevoluptuousoldmandaredtopasshishandoverherbreast,andshe,whowastoorespectfultocrossmylord,lethimdoitwithoutmakingtheslightestobjection。Shewasacompoundofinnocenceandcoquetry。

  Thewomanwhoshewinglittlesucceedsinmakingamanwanttoseemore,hasaccomplishedthree—fourthsofthetaskofmakinghimfallinlovewithher;forisloveanythingelsethanakindofcuriosity?Ithinknot;andwhatmakesmecertainisthatwhenthecuriosityissatisfiedthelovedisappears。Love,however,isthestrongestkindofcuriosityinexistence,andIwasalreadycuriousaboutAnnette。

  M。GrimalditoldVeroniquethatRosaliewishedhertostaywithmetillIleftGenoa,andshewasasmuchastonishedatthisasI

  was。

  \"Bekindenoughtotellher,\"saidItothemarquis,\"thatVeroniquehasanticipatedherwishesandhasgothersisterAnnettetostaywithher。\"

  \"Twoarealwaysbetterthanone,mydearfellow,\"repliedthecraftyGenoese。

  Aftertheseremarksweleftthetwosisterstogetherandwentintomyroom,wherehesaid,——

  \"YourRosalieiscontented,andyououghttocongratulateyourselfonhavingmadeherhappy,asIamsureshewillbe。Theonlythingthatvexesmeisthatyoucan’tgoandseeheryourselfwithanydecency。\"

  \"Youareinlovewithher,mylord。\"

  \"IconfessthatIam,butIamanoldman,anditvexesme。\"

  \"That’snomatter,shewillloveyoutenderly;andifPetrieverbecomesherhusband,Iamsureshewillneverbeanythingmorethanagoodfriendtohim。WritetomeatFlorenceandtellmehowshereceiveshim。\"

  \"Stayhereforanotherthreedays;thetwobeautiestherewillmakethetimeseemshort。\"

  \"It’sexactlyforthatreasonthatIwanttogotomorrow。IamafraidofVeronique。\"

  \"Ishouldn’thavethoughtthatyouwouldhaveallowedanywomantofrightenyou。\"

  \"Iamafraidshehascastherfatalnetsaroundme,andwhenthetimecomesshewillbestrictlymoral。Rosalieismyonlylove。\"

  \"Well,here’saletterfromher。\"

  Iwentaparttoreadtheletter,thesightofwhichmademyheartbeatviolently;itranasfollows:

  \"Dearest,——Iseeyouhaveplacedmeinthehandsofonewhowillcareformelikeafather。ThisisanewkindnesswhichIowetothegoodnessofyourheart。Iwillwritetoyouatwhateveraddressyousendme。IfyoulikeVeronique,mydarling,donotfearanyjealousyfromme;Ishouldbewrongtoentertainsuchafeelinginmypresentposition。Iexpectthatifyoumakemuchofhershewillnotbeabletoresist,andIshallbegladtohearthatsheislesseningyoursadness。Ihopeyouwillwritemeafewlinesbeforeyougo。\"

  Iwentuptothemarquisandtoldhimtoreadit。Heseemedgreatlymoved。

  \"Yes,\"saidhe,\"thedeargirlwillfindinmeherfriendandfather,andifshemarriesmygodsonandhedoesnottreatherasheought,hewillnotpossessherlong。Ishallrememberherinmywill,andthuswhenIamdeadmycarewillstillcontinue。ButwhatdoyouthinkofheradviceastoVeronique?Idon’texpectsheisexactlyavestalvirgin,thoughIhaveneverheardanythingagainsther。\"

  Ihadorderedthatthetableshouldbelaidforfour,soAnnettesatdownwithoutourhavingtoaskher。LeDucappearedonthescene,andItoldhimthatifhewereillhemightgotobed。

  \"Iamquitewell,\"saidhe。

  \"Iamgladtohearit;butdon’ttroublenow,youshallwaitonmewhenIamatLeghorn。\"

  IsawthatVeroniquewasdelightedatmysendinghimaway,andI

  resolvedthenandtheretolaysiegetoherheart。Ibeganbytalkingtoherinaverymeaningmannerallsupper—time,whilethemarquisentertainedAnnette。IaskedhimifhethoughtIcouldgetafeluccanextdaytotakemetoLerici。

  \"Yes,\"saidhe,\"wheneveryoulikeandwithasmanyoarsmenasyouplease;butIhopeyouwillputoffyourdeparturefortwoorthreedays。\"

  \"No,\"Ireplied,oglingVeronique,\"thedelaymightcostmetoodear。\"

  Theslypussansweredwithasmilethatshewedsheunderstoodmymeaning。

  WhenwerosefromthetableIamusedmyselfwithAnnette,andthemarquiswithVeronique。Afteraquarterofanhourhecameandsaidtome,——

  \"Certainpersonshaveaskedmetobegyoutostayafewdayslonger,oratleasttosuphereto—morrownight。\"

  \"Verygood。Wewilltalkofthefewdaysmoreatsupperto—

  morrow。\"

  \"Victory!\"saidthemarquis;andVeroniqueseemedverygratefultomeforgrantingherrequest。Whenourguestwasgone,IaskedmynewhousekeeperifImightsendCostatobed。

  \"Asmysisteriswithme,therecanbenogroundforanysuspicion。\"

  \"Iamdelightedthatyouconsent;nowIamgoingtotalktoyou。\"

  Sheproceededtodomyhair,butshegavenoanswertomysoftspeeches。WhenIwasonthepointofgettingintobedshewishedmegoodnight,andItriedtokissherbywayofreturn。Sherepulsedmeandrantothedoor,muchtomysurprise。Shewasgoingtoleavetheroom,whenIaddressedherinavoiceofgravepoliteness。

  \"Ibegyouwillstay;Iwanttospeaktoyou;comeandsitbyme。

  Whyshouldyourefusemeapleasurewhichafterallisameremarkoffriendship?\"

  \"Because,thingsbeingastheyare,wecouldnotremainfriends,neithercouldwebelovers。\"

  \"Lovers!whynot,weareperfectlyfree\"

  \"Iamnotfree;Iamboundbycertainprejudiceswhichdonottroubleyou。\"

  \"Ishouldhavethoughtyouweresuperiortoprejudices。\"

  \"Therearesomeprejudiceswhichawomanoughttorespect。Thesuperiorityyoumentionisapitifulthing;alwaysthedupeofitself。Whatwouldbecomeofme,Ishouldliketoknow,ifI

  abandonedmyselftothefeelingsIhaveforyou?\"

  \"Iwaswaitingforyoutosaythat,dearVeronique。Whatyoufeelformeisnotlove。Ifitwereso,youwouldfeelasIdo,andyouwouldsoonbreakthebondsofprejudice。\"

  \"Iconfessthatmyheadisnotquiteturnedyet,butstillIfeelthatIshallgrieveatyourdeparture。\"

  \"Ifso,thatisnofaultofmine。ButtellmewhatIcandoforyouduringmyshortstayhere。\"

  \"Nothing;wedonotknowoneanotherwellenough。\"

  \"Iunderstandyou,butIwouldhaveyouknowthatIdonotintendtomarryanywomanwhoisnotmyfriend。\"

  \"Youmeanyouwillnotmarryhertillyouhaveceasedtobeherlover?\"

  \"Exactly。\"

  \"YouwouldliketofinishwhereIwouldbegin。\"

  \"Youmaybehappysomeday,butyouplayforhighstakes。\"

  \"Well,well,it’sacaseofwinallorloseall。\"

  \"That’sasmaybe。Butwithoutfurtherargumentitseemstomethatwecouldsafelyenjoyourlove,andpassmanyhappymomentsundisturbedbyprejudice。\"

  \"Possibly,butonegetsburntfingersatthatgame,andIshudderattheverythoughtofit。No,no;leavemealone,thereismysisterwhowillwonderwhyIaminyourarms。\"

  \"Verygood;IseeIwasmistaken,andRosalietoo。\"

  \"Whywhatdidshethinkaboutme?\"

  \"Shewroteandtoldmethatshethoughtyouwouldbekind。\"

  \"Ihopeshe’mayn’thavetorepentforhavingbeentookindherself。\"

  \"Goodbye,Veronique。\"

  Ifeltvexedathavingmadethetrial,forinthesemattersonealwaysfeelsangryatfailure。IdecidedIwouldleaveherandherprecepts,trueorfalse,alone;butwhenIawokeinthemorningandsawhercomingtomybedwithapleasantsmileonherface,Isuddenlychangedmymind。IhadsleptuponmyangerandI

  wasinloveagain。Ithoughtshehadrepented,andthatIshouldbevictoriouswhenIattackedheragain。Iputonasmilemyselfandbreakfastedgailywithherandhersister。Ibehavedinthesamewayatdinner;andthegeneralhighspiritswhichM。deGrimaldifoundprevailingintheevening,madehimthink,doubtless,thatweweregettingonwell,andhecongratulatedus。

  Veroniquebehavedexactlyasifthemarquishadguessedthetruth,andIfeltsureofhavingheraftersupper,andintheecstasyofthethoughtIpromisedtostayforfourdayslonger。

  \"Bravo,Veronique!\"saidthemarquis,\"that’stheway。Youareintendedbynaturetoruleyourloverswithanabsolutesway。\"

  Ithoughtshewouldsaysomethingtodiminishthemarquis’scertaintythattherewasanagreementbetweenus,butshedidnothingofthesort,seemingtoenjoyhertriumphwhichmadeherappearmorebeautifulthanever;whilstIlookedatherwiththesubmissivegazeofacaptivewhogloriesin,hischain。Itookherbehaviourasanomenofmyapproachingconquest,anddidnotspeaktoM。deGrimaldialonelesthemightaskmequestionswhichIshouldnotcaretoanswer。Hetoldusbeforehewentawaythathewasengagedonthemorrow,andsocouldnotcometoseeustillthedayafter。

  AssoonaswewerealoneVeroniquesaidtome,\"YouseehowIletpeoplebelievewhattheyplease;Ihadratherbethoughtkind,asyoucallit,thanridiculous,asanhonestgirlistermednow—a—

  days。Isitnotso?\"

  \"No,dearVeronique,Iwillnevercallyouridiculous,butIshallthinkyouhatemeifyoumakemepassanothernightintorture。

  Youhaveinflamedme。\"

  \"Oh,praybequiet!Forpity’ssakeleavemealone!Iwillnotinflameyouanymore。Oh!Oh!\"

  Ihadenragedherbythrustingadaringhandintotheverydoorofthesanctuary。Sherepulsedmeandfled。Threeorfourminuteslaterhersistercametoundressme。ItoldhergentlytogotobedasIhadtowriteforthreeorfourhours;butnotcaringthatsheshouldcomeonabootlesserrandIopenedaboxandgaveherawatch。Shetookitmodestly,saying,——

  \"Thisisformysister,Isuppose?\"

  \"No,dearAnnette,it’sforyou。\"

  Shegaveaskipofdelight,andIcouldnotpreventherkissingmyhand。

  IproceededtowriteRosaliealetteroffourpages。Ifeltworriedanddispleasedwithmyselfandeveryoneelse。Itoreupmyletterwithoutreadingitover,andmakinganefforttocalmmyselfIwroteheranotherlettermoresubduedthanthefirst,inwhichIsaidnothingofVeronique,butinformedmyfairreclusethatIwasgoingonthedayfollowing。

  Ididnotgotobedtillverylate,feelingoutoftemperwiththeworld。IconsideredthatIhadfailedinmydutytoVeronique,whethershelovedmeornot,forIlovedherandIwasamanofhonour。Ihadabadnight,andwhenIawokeitwasnoon,andonringingCostaandAnnetteappeared。TheabsenceofVeroniqueshewedhowIhadoffendedher。WhenCostahadlefttheroomI

  askedAnnetteafterhersister,andshesaidthatshewasworking。

  Iwroteheranote,inwhichIbeggedherpardon,promisingthatI

  wouldneveroffendheragain,andbegginghertoforgeteverythingandtobejustthesameasbefore。Iwastakingmycoffeewhenshecameintomyroomwithanexpressionofmortificationwhichgrievedmeexcessively。

  \"Forgeteverything,Ibeg,andIwilltroubleyounomore。Givememybuckles,asIamgoingforacountrywalk,andIshallnotbeintillsuppertime。Ishalldoubtlessgetanexcellentappetite,andasyouhavenothingmoretofearyouneednottroubletosendmeAnnetteagain。\"

  Idressedmyselfinhaste,andleftthetownbythefirstroadthatcameinmyway,andIwalkedfastfortwohourswiththeintentionoftiringmyself,andofthusreadjustingthebalancebetweenmindandbody。Ihavealwaysfoundthatsevereexerciseandfreshairarethebestcureforanymentalperturbation。

  Ihadwalkedformorethanthreeleagueswhenhungerandwearinessmademestopatavillageinn,whereIhadanomelettecooked。I

  ateithungrilywithbrownbreadandwine,whichseemedtomedeliciousthoughitwasrathersharp。

  IfelttootiredtowalkbacktoGenoa,soIaskedforacarriage;

  buttherewasnosuchthingtobehad。Theinn—keeperprovidedmewithasorrynagandamantoguideme。Darknesswascomingon,andwehadmorethansixmilestodo。FinerainbegantofallwhenIstarted,andcontinuedalltheway,sothatIgothomebyeighto’clockwettotheskin,shiveringwithcold,deadtired,andinasoreplightfromtheroughsaddle,againstwhichmysatinbreecheswerenoprotection。Costahelpedmetochangemyclothes,andashewentoutAnnettecamein。

  \"Whereisyoursister?\"

  \"Sheisinbedwithabadheadache。Shegavemealetterforyou;

  hereitis。\"

  \"IhavebeenobligedtogotobedonaccountofasevereheadachetowhichIamsubject。Ifeelbetteralready,andIshallbeabletowaitonyouto—morrow。Itellyouasmuch,becauseIdonotwishyoutothinkthatmyillnessisfeigned。Iamsurethatyourrepentanceforhavinghumiliatedmeissincere,andIhopeinyourturnthatyouwillforgivemeorpityme,ifmywayofthinkingpreventsmefromconformingtoyours。\"

  \"Annettedear,goandaskyoursisterifshewouldlikeustosupinherroom。\"

  ShesooncamebacktellingmethatVeroniquewasobliged,butbeggedmetolethersleep。

  IsuppedwithAnnette,andwasgladtoseethat,thoughsheonlydrankwater,herappetitewasbetterthanmine。Mypassionforhersisterpreventedmethinkingofher,butIfeltthatAnnettewouldotherwisehavetakenmyfancy。Whenweweretakingdessert,Iconceivedtheideaofmakingherdrunktogethertalkofhersister,soIgaveheraglassofLunelmuscat。

  \"Ionlydrinkwater,sir。\"

  \"Don’tyoulikewine?\"

  \"Yes,butasIamnotusedtoitIamafraidofitsgettingintomyhead。\"

  \"Thenyoucangotobed;youwillsleepallthebetter。\"

  Shedrankthefirstglass,whichsheenjoyedimmensely,thenasecond,andthenathird。Herlittlebrainswereinsomeconfusionwhenshehadfinishedthethirdglass。Imadehertalkabouthersister,andinperfectfaithshetoldmeallthegoodimaginable。

  \"ThenyouareveryfondofVeronique?\"saidI。

  \"Oh,yes!Iloveherwithallmyheart,butshewillnotletmecaressher。\"

  \"Nodoubtsheisafraidofyourceasingtoloveher。Butdoyouthinksheoughttomakemesufferso?\"

  \"No,butifyouloveheryououghttoforgiveher。\"

  Annettewasstillquitereasonable。Imadeherdrinkafourthglassofmuscat,butaninstantaftershetoldmethatshecouldnotseeanything,andwerosefromthetable。Annettebegantopleasemealittletoomuch,butIdeterminednottomakeanyattemptsuponherforfearoffindinghertoosubmissive。A

  littleresistancesharpenstheappetite,whilefavoursgrantedwithtoomucheaseloseagreatdealoftheircharm。Annettewasonlyfourteen,shehadasoftheart,noknowledgeoftheworldorherownrights,andshewouldnothaveresistedmyembracesforfearofbeingrude。ThatsortofthingwouldonlypleasearichandvoluptuousTurk。

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