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  Inthemidstofthecaresofgovernment,MontaignefoundtimetoreviseandenlargehisEssays,which,sincetheirappearancein1580,werecontinuallyreceivingaugmentationintheformofadditionalchaptersorpapers。Twomoreeditionswereprintedin1582and1587;andduringthistimetheauthor,whilemakingalterationsintheoriginaltext,hadcomposedpartoftheThirdBook。HewenttoParistomakearrangementsforthepublicationofhisenlargedlabours,andafourthimpressionin1588wastheresult。Heremainedinthecapitalsometimeonthisoccasion,anditwasnowthathemetforthefirsttimeMademoiselledeGournay。Giftedwithanactiveandinquiringspirit,and,aboveall,possessingasoundandhealthytoneofmind,MademoiselledeGournayhadbeencarriedfromherchildhoodwiththattidewhichsetinwithsixteenthcenturytowardscontroversy,learning,andknowledge。ShelearntLatinwithoutamaster;andwhen,theageofeighteen,sheaccidentallybecamepossessorofacopyoftheEssays,shewastransportedwithdelightandadmiration。

  ShequittedthechateauofGournay,tocomeandseehim。Wecannotdobetter,inconnectionwiththisjourneyofsympathy,thantorepeatthewordsofPasquier:\"Thatyounglady,alliedtoseveralgreatandnoblefamiliesofParis,proposedtoherselfnoothermarriagethanwithherhonour,enrichedwiththeknowledgegainedfromgoodbooks,and,beyondallothers,fromtheessaysofM。deMontaigne,whomakingintheyear1588alengthenedstayinthetownofParis,shewentthereforthepurposeofforminghispersonalacquaintance;andhermother,MadamedeGournay,andherselftookhimbackwiththemtotheirchateau,where,attwoorthreedifferenttimes,hespentthreemonthsaltogether,mostwelcomeofvisitors。\"ItwasfromthismomentthatMademoiselledeGournaydatedheradoptionasMontaigne’sdaughter,acircumstancewhichhastendedtoconferimmortalityuponherinafargreatermeasurethanherownliteraryproductions。

  Montaigne,onleavingParis,stayedashorttimeatBlois,toattendthemeetingoftheStates—General。Wedonotknowwhatparthetookinthatassembly:butitisknownthathewascommissioned,aboutthisperiod,tonegotiatebetweenHenryofNavarre(afterwardsHenryIV。)andtheDukeofGuise。Hispoliticallifeisalmostablank;butDeThouassuresusthatMontaigneenjoyedtheconfidenceoftheprincipalpersonsofhistime。

  DeThou,whocallshimafrankmanwithoutconstraint,tellsusthat,walkingwithhimandPasquierinthecourtattheCastleofBlois,heheardhimpronouncesomeveryremarkableopinionsoncontemporaryevents,andheaddsthatMontaignehadforeseenthatthetroublesinFrancecouldnotendwithoutwitnessingthedeathofeithertheKingofNavarreoroftheDukeofGuise。Hehadmadehimselfsocompletelymasteroftheviewsofthesetwoprinces,thathetoldDeThouthattheKingofNavarrewouldhavebeenpreparedtoembraceCatholicism,ifhehadnotbeenafraidofbeingabandonedbyhisparty,andthattheDukeofGuise,onhispart,hadnoparticularrepugnancetotheConfessionofAugsburg,forwhichtheCardinalofLorraine,hisuncle,hadinspiredhimwithaliking,ifithadnotbeenfortheperilinvolvedinquittingtheRomishcommunion。ItwouldhavebeeneasyforMontaignetoplay,aswecallit,agreatpartinpolitics,andcreateforhimselfaloftypositionbuthismottowas,’OtioetLibertati’;andhereturnedquietlyhometocomposeachapterforhisnexteditiononinconveniencesofGreatness。

  TheauthoroftheEssayswasnowfifty—five。Themaladywhichtormentedhimgrewonlyworseandworsewithyears;andyetheoccupiedhimselfcontinuallywithreading,meditating,andcomposition。Heemployedtheyears1589,1590,and1591inmakingfreshadditionstohisbook;andevenintheapproachesofoldagehemightfairlyanticipatemanyhappyhours,whenhewasattackedbyquinsy,deprivinghimofthepowerutterance。Pasquier,whohasleftussomedetailshislasthours,narratesthatheremainedthreedaysinfullpossessionofhisfaculties,butunabletospeak,sothat,inordertomakeknownhisdesires,hewasobligedtoresorttowriting;andashefelthisenddrawingnear,hebeggedhiswifetosummoncertainofthegentlemenwholivedintheneighbourhoodtobidthemalastfarewell。Whentheyhadarrived,hecausedmasstobecelebratedinapartment;andjustasthepriestwaselevatingthehost,Montaignefellforwardwithhisarmsextendedinfrontofhim,onthebed,andsoexpired。Hewasinhissixtiethyear。

  Itwasthe13thSeptember1592。

  Montaignewasburiednearhisownhouse;butafewyearsafterhisdecease,hisremainswereremovedtothechurchofaCommanderyofSt。

  AntoineatBordeaux,wheretheystillcontinue。Hismonumentwasrestoredin1803byadescendant。Itwasseenabout1858byanEnglishtraveller(Mr。St。John)。’——[\"MontaignetheEssayist,\"byBayleSt。

  John,1858,2vols。8vo,isoneofmostdelightfulbooksofthekind。]——

  andwastheningoodpreservation。

  In1595MademoiselledeGournaypublishedaneweditionofMontaigne’sEssays,andthefirstwiththelatestemendationsoftheauthor,fromacopypresentedtoherbyhiswidow,andwhichhasnotbeenrecovered,althoughitisknowntohavebeeninexistencesomeyearsafterthedateoftheimpression,madeonitsauthority。

  ColdlyasMontaigne’sliteraryproductionsappeartohavebeenreceivedbythegenerationimmediatelysucceedinghisownage,hisgeniusgrewintojustappreciationintheseventeenthcentury,whensuchgreatspiritsaroseasLaBruyere,Moliere,LaFontaine,MadamedeSevigne。

  \"O,\"exclaimedtheChatelainedesRochers,\"whatcapitalcompanyheis,thedearman!heismyoldfriend;andjustforthereasonthatheisso,healwaysseemsnew。MyGod!howfullisthatbookofsense!\"

  Balzacsaidthathehadcarriedhumanreasonasfarandashighasitcouldgo,bothinpoliticsandinmorals。Ontheotherhand,MalebrancheandthewritersofPortRoyalwereagainsthim;somereprehendedthelicentiousnessofhiswritings;otherstheirimpiety,materialism,epicureanism。EvenPascal,whohadcarefullyreadtheEssays,andgainednosmallprofitbythem,didnotsparehisreproaches。ButMontaignehasoutliveddetraction。Astimehasgoneon,hisadmirersandborrowershaveincreasedinnumber,andhisJansenism,whichrecommendedhimtotheeighteenthcentury,maynotbehisleastrecommendationinthenineteenth。Herewehavecertainly,onthewhole,afirst—classman,andoneproofofhismasterlygeniusseemstobe,thathismeritsandhisbeautiesaresufficienttoinduceustoleaveoutofconsiderationblemishesandfaultswhichwouldhavebeenfataltoaninferiorwriter。

  THELETTERSOFMONTAIGNE。

  I。

  ToMonsieurdeMONTAIGNE

  [ThisaccountofthedeathofLaBoetiebeginsimperfectly。ItfirstappearedinalittlevolumeofMiscellaniesin1571。SeeHazlitt,ubisup。p。630。]——\"……Astohislastwords,doubtless,ifanymancangivegoodaccountofthem,itisI,bothbecause,duringthewholeofhissicknessheconversedasfullywithmeaswithanyone,andalsobecause,inconsequenceofthesingularandbrotherlyfriendshipwhichwehadentertainedforeachother,Iwasperfectlyacquaintedwiththeintentions,opinions,andwisheswhichhehadformedinthecourseofhislife,asmuchso,certainly,asonemancanpossiblybewiththoseofanotherman;andbecauseIknewthemtobeelevated,virtuous,fullofsteadyresolution,and(afterallsaid)admirable。Iwellforesawthat,ifhisillnesspermittedhimtoexpresshimself,hewouldallownothingtofallfromhim,insuchanextremity,thatwasnotrepletewithgoodexample。Iconsequentlytookeverycareinmypowertotreasurewhatwassaid。Trueitis,Monseigneur,asmymemoryisnotonlyinitselfveryshort,butinthiscaseaffectedbythetroublewhichIhaveundergone,throughsoheavyandimportantaloss,thatIhaveforgottenanumberofthingswhichIshouldwishtohavehadknown;butthosewhichIrecollectshallberelatedtoyouasexactlyasliesinmypower。Fortorepresentinfullmeasurehisnoblecareersuddenlyarrested,topainttoyouhisindomitablecourage,inabodywornoutandprostratedbypainandtheassaultsofdeath,Iconfess,woulddemandafarbetterabilitythanmine:because,although,wheninformeryearshediscoursedonseriousandimportantmatters,hehandledtheminsuchamannerthatitwasdifficulttoreproduceexactlywhathesaid,yethisideasandhiswordsatthelastseemedtorivaleachotherinservinghim。ForIamsurethatIneverknewhimgivebirthtosuchfineconceptions,ordisplaysomucheloquence,asinthetimeofhissickness。If,Monseigneur,youblamemeforintroducinghismoreordinaryobservations,pleasetoknowthatIdosoadvisedly;forsincetheyproceededfromhimataseasonofsuchgreattrouble,theyindicatetheperfecttranquillityofhismindandthoughtstothelast。

  OnMonday,the9thdayofAugust1563,onmyreturnfromtheCourt,I

  sentaninvitationtohimtocomeanddinewithme。Hereturnedwordthathewasobliged,but,beingindisposed,hewouldthankmetodohimthepleasureofspendinganhourwithhimbeforehestartedforMedoc。

  ShortlyaftermydinnerIwenttohim。Hehadlaidhimselfdownonthebedwithhisclotheson,andhewasalready,Iperceived,muchchanged。

  Hecomplainedofdiarrhoea,accompaniedbythegripes,andsaidthathehaditabouthimeversinceheplayedwithM。d’Escarswithnothingbuthisdoubleton,andthatwithhimacoldoftenbroughtonsuchattacks。

  Iadvisedhimtogoashehadproposed,buttostayforthenightatGermignac,whichisonlyabouttwoleaguesfromthetown。Igavehimthisadvice,becausesomehouses,neartothatwherehewasping,werevisitedbytheplague,aboutwhichhewasnervoussincehisreturnfromPerigordandtheAgenois,hereithadbeenraging;and,besides,horseexercisewas,frommyownexperience,beneficialundersimilarcircumstances。Hesetout,accordingly,withhiswifeandM。

  Bouillhonnas,hisuncle。

  Earlyonthefollowingmorning,however,IhadintelligencefromMadamedelaBoetie,thatinthenighthehadfreshandviolentattackofdysentery。Shehadcalledinphysicianandapothecary,andprayedmetolosenotimecoming,which(afterdinner)Idid。Hewasdelightedtoseeme;andwhenIwasgoingaway,underpromisetoturnthefollowingday,hebeggedmemoreimportunatelyandaffectionatelythanhewaswonttodo,togivehimassuchofmycompanyaspossible。Iwasalittleaffected;yetwasabouttoleave,whenMadamedelaBoetie,asifsheforesawsomethingabouttohappen,imploredmewithtearstostaythenight。WhenIconsented,heseemedtogrowmorecheerful。Ireturnedhomethenextday,andontheThursdayIpaidhimanothervisit。Hehadbecomeworse;andhislossofbloodfromthedysentery,whichreducedhisstrengthverymuch,waslargelyontheincrease。IquittedhissideonFriday,butonSaturdayIwenttohim,andfoundhimveryweak。Hethengavemetounderstandthathiscomplaintwasinfectious,and,moreover,disagreeableanddepressing;andthathe,knowingthoroughlymyconstitution,desiredthatIshouldcontentmyselfwithcomingtoseehimnowandthen。Onthecontrary,afterthatIneverlefthisside。

  ItwasonlyontheSundaythathebegantoconversewithmeonanysubjectbeyondtheimmediateoneofhisillness,andwhattheancientdoctorsthoughtofit:wehadnottouchedonpublicaffairs,forIfoundattheveryoutsetthathehadadisliketothem。

  But,ontheSunday,hehadafaintingfit;andwhenhecametohimself,hetoldmethateverythingseemedtohimconfused,asifinamistandindisorder,andthat,nevertheless,thisvisitationwasnotunpleasingtohim。\"Death,\"Ireplied,\"hasnoworsesensation,mybrother。\"\"Nonesobad,\"washisanswer。Hehadhadnoregularsleepsincethebeginningofhisillness;andashebecameworseandworse,hebegantoturnhisattentiontoquestionswhichmencommonlyoccupythemselveswithinthelastextremity,despairingnowofgettingbetter,andintimatingasmuchtome。Onthatday,asheappearedintolerablygoodspirits,Itookoccasiontosaytohimthat,inconsiderationofthesingularloveIborehim,itwouldbecomemetotakecarethathisaffairs,whichhehadconductedwithsuchrareprudenceinhislife,shouldnotbeneglectedatpresent;andthatIshouldregretitif,fromwantofpropercounsel,heshouldleaveanythingunsettled,notonlyonaccountofthelosstohisfamily,butalsotohisgoodname。

  Hethankedmeformykindness;andafteralittlereflection,asifhewasresolvingcertaindoubtsinhisownmind,hedesiredmetosummonhisuncleandhiswifebythemselves,inorderthathemightacquaintthemwithhistestamentarydispositions。Itoldhimthatthiswouldshockthem。\"No,no,\"heanswered,\"Iwillcheerthembymakingoutmycasetobebetterthanitis。\"Andthenheinquired,whetherwewerenotallmuchtakenbysurpriseathishavingfainted?Ireplied,thatitwasofnoimportance,beingincidentaltothecomplaintfromwhichhesuffered。

  \"True,mybrother,\"saidhe;\"itwouldbeunimportant,eventhoughitshouldleadtowhatyoumostdread。\"\"Foryou,\"Irejoined,\"itmightbeahappything;butIshouldbetheloser,whowouldtherebybedeprivedofsogreat,sowise,andsosteadfastafriend,afriendwhoseplaceI

  shouldneverseesupplied。\"\"Itisverylikelyyoumaynot,\"washisanswer;\"andbesurethatonethingwhichmakesmesomewhatanxioustorecover,andtodelaymyjourneytothatplace,whitherIamalreadyhalf—waygone,isthethoughtofthelossbothyouandthatpoormanandwomanthere(referringtohisuncleandwife)mustsustain;forIlovethemwithmywholeheart,andIfeelcertainthattheywillfinditveryhardtoloseme。Ishouldalsoregretitonaccountofsuchashave,inmylifetime,valuedme,andwhoseconversationIshouldliketohaveenjoyedalittlelonger;andIbeseechyou,mybrother,ifIleavetheworld,tocarrytothemformeanassuranceoftheesteemIentertainedforthemtothelastmomentofmyexistence。Mybirthwas,moreover,scarcelytosolittlepurposebutthat,hadIlived,Imighthavedonesomeservicetothepublic;but,howeverthismaybe,IampreparedtosubmittothewillofGod,whenitshallpleaseHimtocallme,beingconfidentofenjoyingthetranquillitywhichyouhaveforetoldforme。

  Asforyou,myfriend,Ifeelsurethatyouaresowise,thatyouwillcontrolyouremotions,andsubmittoHisdivineordinanceregardingme;

  andIbegofyoutoseethatthatgoodmanandwomandonotmournformydepartureunnecessarily。\"

  Heproceededtoinquirehowtheybehavedatpresent。\"Verywell,\"saidI,\"consideringthecircumstances。\"\"Ah!\"hereplied,\"thatis,solongastheydonotabandonallhopeofme;butwhenthatshallbethecase,youwillhaveahardtasktosupportthem。\"Itwasowingtohisstrongregardforhiswifeandunclethathestudiouslydisguisedfromthemhisownconvictionastothecertaintyofhisend,andheprayedmetodothesame。Whentheywerenearhimheassumedanappearanceofgaiety,andflatteredthemwithhopes。Ithenwenttocallthem。Theycame,wearingascomposedanairaspossible;andwhenwefourweretogether,headdressedus,withanuntroubledcountenance,asfollows:\"Uncleandwife,restassuredthatnonewattackofmydisease,orfreshdoubtthatIhaveastomyrecovery,hasledmetotakethisstepofcommunicatingtoyoumyintentions,for,thankGod,Ifeelverywellandhopeful;buttaughtbyobservationandexperiencetheinstabilityofallhumanthings,andevenofthelifetowhichwearesomuchattached,andwhichis,nevertheless,amerebubble;andknowing,moreover,thatmystateofhealthbringsmemorewithinthedangerofdeath,Ihavethoughtpropertosettlemyworldlyaffairs,havingthebenefitofyouradvice。\"Thenaddressinghimselfmoreparticularlytohisuncle,\"Gooduncle,\"saidhe,\"ifIweretorehearsealltheobligationsunderwhichIlietoyou,IamsurethatInevershouldmakeanend。Letmeonlysaythat,whereverI

  havebeen,andwithwhomsoeverIhaveconversed,Ihaverepresentedyouasdoingformeallthatafathercoulddoforason;bothinthecarewithwhichyoutendedmyeducation,andinthezealwithwhichyoupushedmeforwardintopubliclife,sothatmywholeexistenceisatestimonyofyourgoodofficestowardsme。Inshort,IamindebtedforallthatI

  havetoyou,whohavebeentomeasaparent;andthereforeIhavenorighttopartwithanything,unlessitbewithyourapproval。\"

  Therewasageneralsilencehereupon,andhisunclewaspreventedfromreplyingbytearsandsobs。Atlasthesaidthatwhateverhethoughtforthebestwouldbeagreeabletohim;andasheintendedtomakehimhisheir,hewasatlibertytodisposeofwhatwouldbehis。

  Thenheturnedtohiswife。\"Myimage,\"saidhe(forsoheoftencalledher,therebeingsomesortofrelationshipbetweenthem),\"sinceIhavebeenunitedtoyoubymarriage,whichisoneofthemostweightyandsacredtiesimposedonusbyGod,forthepurposeofmaintaininghumansociety,Ihavecontinuedtolove,cherish,andvalueyou;andIknowthatyouhavereturnedmyaffection,forwhichIhavenosufficientacknowledgment。IbegyoutoacceptsuchportionofmyestateasI

  bequeathtoyou,andbesatisfiedwithit,thoughitisveryinadequatetoyourdesert。\"

  Afterwardsheturnedtome。\"Mybrother,\"hebegan,\"forwhomIhavesoentirealove,andwhomIselectedoutofsolargeanumber,thinkingtorevivewithyouthatvirtuousandsincerefriendshipwhich,owingtothedegeneracyoftheage,hasgrowntobealmostunknowntous,andnowexistsonlyincertainvestigesofantiquity,Ibegofyou,asamarkofmyaffectiontoyou,toacceptmylibrary:aslenderoffering,butgivenwithacordialwill,andsuitabletoyou,seeingthatyouarefondoflearning。Itwillbeamemorialofyouroldcompanion。\"

  Thenheaddressedallthreeofus。HeblessedGodthatinhisextremityhehadthehappinesstobesurroundedbythosewhomhehelddearestintheworld,andhelookeduponitasafinespectacle,wherefourpersonsweretogether,sounanimousintheirfeelings,andlovingeachotherforeachother’ssake。Hecommendedusonetotheother;andproceededthus:

  \"Myworldlymattersbeingarranged,Imustnowthinkofthewelfareofmysoul。IamaChristian;IamaCatholic。Ihavelivedone,andIshalldieone。Sendforapriest;forIwishtoconformtothislastChristianobligation。\"Henowconcludedhisdiscourse,whichhehadconductedwithsuchafirmfaceandwithsodistinctanutterance,thatwhereas,whenI

  firstenteredhisroom,hewasfeeble,inarticulateinhisspeech,hispulselowandfeverish,andhisfeaturespallid,now,byasortofmiracle,heappearedtohaverallied,andhispulsewassostrongthatforthesakeofcomparison,Iaskedhimtofeelmine。

  Ifeltmyheartsooppressedatthismoment,thatIhadnotthepowertomakehimanyanswer;butinthecourseoftwoorthreehours,solicitoustokeepuphiscourage,and,likewise,outofthetendernesswhichIhadhadallmylifeforhishonourandfame,wishingalargernumberofwitnessestohisadmirablefortitude,Isaidtohim,howmuchIwasashamedtothinkthatIlackedcouragetolistentowhathe,sogreatasufferer,hadthecouragetodeliver;thatdowntothepresenttimeIhadscarcelyconceivedthatGodgrantedussuchcommandoverhumaninfirmities,andhadfoundadifficultyincreditingtheexamplesIhadreadinhistories;butthatwithsuchevidenceofthethingbeforemyeyes,IgavepraisetoGodthatithadshownitselfinonesoexcessivelydeartome,andwholovedmesoentirely,andthathisexamplewouldhelpmetoactinasimilarmannerwhenmyturncame。Interruptingme,hebeggedthatitmighthappenso,andthattheconversationwhichhadpassedbetweenusmightnotbemerewords,butmightbeimpresseddeeplyonourminds,tobeputinexerciseatthefirstoccasion;andthatthiswastherealobjectandaimofallphilosophy。

  Hethentookmyhand,andcontinued:\"Brother,friend,therearemanyactsofmylife,Ithink,whichhavecostmeasmuchdifficultyasthisoneislikelytodo;and,afterall,Ihavebeenlongpreparedforit,andhavemylessonbyheart。HaveInotlivedlongenough?Iamjustuponthirty—three。BythegraceofGod,mydayssofarhaveknownnothingbuthealthandhappiness;butintheordinarycourseofourunstablehumanaffairs,thiscouldnothavelastedmuchlonger;itwouldhavebecometimeformetoenterongraveravocations,andIshouldthushaveinvolvedmyselfinnumberlessvexations,and,amongthem,thetroublesofoldage,fromwhichIshallnowbeexempt。Moreover,itisprobablethathithertomylifehasbeenspentmoresimply,andwithlessofevil,thanifGodhadsparedme,andIhadsurvivedtofeelthethirstforrichesandworldlyprosperity。Iamsure,formypart,thatInowgotoGodandtheplaceoftheblessed。\"Heseemedtodetectinmyexpressionsomeinquietudeathiswords;andheexclaimed,\"What,mybrother,wouldyoumakemeentertainapprehensions?HadIany,whomwoulditbecomesomuchasyourselftoremovethem?\"

  Thenotary,whohadbeensummonedtodrawuphiswill,cameintheevening,andwhenhehadthedocumentsprepared,IinquiredofLaBoetieifhewouldsignthem。\"Signthem,\"criedhe;\"Iwilldosowithmyownhand;butIcoulddesiremoretime,forIfeelexceedinglytimidandweak,andinamannerexhausted。\"ButwhenIwasgoingtochangetheconversation,hesuddenlyrallied,saidhehadbutashorttimetolive,andaskedifthenotarywroterapidly,forheshoulddictatewithoutmakinganypause。Thenotarywascalled,andhedictatedhiswillthereandthenwithsuchspeedthatthemancouldscarcelykeepupwithhim;

  andwhenhehaddone,heaskedmetoreaditout,sayingtome,\"Whatagoodthingitistolookafterwhatarecalledourriches。\"’Sunthaec,quoehominibusvocanturbona’。Assoonasthewillwassigned,thechamberbeingfull,heaskedmeifitwouldhurthimtotalk。I

  answered,thatitwouldnot,ifhedidnotspeaktooloud。HethensummonedMademoiselledeSaintQuentin,hisniece,tohim,andaddressedherthus:\"Dearniece,sincemyearliestacquaintancewiththee,Ihaveobservedthemarksof,greatnaturalgoodnessinthee;buttheserviceswhichthourenderedtome,withsomuchaffectionatediligence,inmypresentandlastnecessity,inspiremewithhighhopesofthee;andIamundergreatobligationstothee,andgivetheemostaffectionatethanks。

  Letmerelievemyconsciencebycounsellingtheetobe,inthefirstplace,devout,toGod:forthisdoubtlessisourfirstduty,failingwhichallotherscanbeoflittleadvantageorgrace,butwhich,dulyobserved,carrieswithitnecessarilyallothervirtues。AfterGod,thoushouldestlovethyfatherandmother——thymother,mysister,whomI

  regardasoneofthebestandmostintelligentofwomen,andbywhomI

  begoftheetoletthyownlifeberegulated。Allownotthyselftobeledawaybypleasures;shun,liketheplague,thefoolishfamiliaritiesthouseestbetweensomemenandwomen;harmlessenoughatfirst,butwhichbyinsidiousdegreescorrupttheheart,andthenceleadittonegligence,andthenintothevilesloughofvice。Creditme,thegreatestsafeguardtofemalechastityissobrietyofdemeanour。I

  beseechanddirectthatthouoftencalltomindthefriendshipwhichwasbetwixtus;butIdonotwishtheetomournformetoomuch——aninjunctionwhich,sofarasitisinmypower,Ilayonallmyfriends,sinceitmightseemthatbydoingsotheyfeltajealousyofthatblessedconditioninwhichIamabouttobeplacedbydeath。Iassurethee,mydear,thatifIhadtheoptionnowofcontinuinginlifeorofcompletingthevoyageonwhichIhavesetout,Ishouldfinditveryhardtochoose。

  Adieu,dearniece。\"

  Mademoiselled’Arsat,hisstepdaughter,wasnextcalled。Hesaidtoher:

  \"Daughter,youstandinnogreatneedofadvicefromme,insomuchasyouhaveamother,whomIhaveeverfoundmostsagacious,andentirelyinconformitywithmyownopinionsandwishes,andwhomIhaveneverfoundfaulty;withsuchapreceptress,youcannotfailtobeproperlyinstructed。DonotaccountitsingularthatI,withnotieofbloodtoyou,aminterestedinyou;for,beingthechildofonewhoissocloselyalliedtome,Iamnecessarilyconcernedinwhatconcernsyou;andconsequentlytheaffairsofyourbrother,M。d’Arsat,haveeverbeenwatchedbymewithasmuchcareasmyown;norperhapswillitbetoyourdisadvantagethatyouweremystep—daughter。Youenjoysufficientstoreofwealthandbeauty;youarealadyofgoodfamily;itonlyremainsforyoutoaddtothesepossessionsthecultivationofyourmind,inwhichI

  exhortyounottofail。Idonotthinknecessarytowarnyouagainstvice,athingsoodiousinwomen,forIwouldnotevensupposethatyoucouldharbouranyinclinationforit——nay,Ibelievethatyouholdtheverynameinabhorrence。Deardaughter,farewell。\"

  Allintheroomwereweepingandlamenting;butheheldwithoutinterruptionthethreadofhisdiscourse,whichwasprettylong。Butwhenhehaddone,hedirectedusalltoleavetheroom,exceptthewomenattendants,whomhestyledhisgarrison。Butfirst,callingtohimmybrother,M。deBeauregard,hesaidtohim:\"M。deBeauregard,youhavemybestthanksforallthecareyouhavetakenofme。IhavenowathingwhichIamveryanxiousindeedtomentiontoyou,andwithyourpermissionIwilldoso。\"Asmybrothergavehimencouragementtoproceed,headded:\"IassureyouthatIneverknewanymanwhoengagedinthereformationofourChurchwithgreatersincerity,earnestness,andsingle—heartednessthanyourself。Iconsiderthatyouwereledtoitbyobservingtheviciouscharacterofourprelates,whichnodoubtmuchrequiressettinginorder,andbyimperfectionswhichtimehasbroughtintoourChurch。Itisnotmydesireatpresentdiscourageyoufromthiscourse,forIwouldhavenooneactinoppositiontohisconscience;

  butIwish,havingregardtothegoodreputeacquiredbyyourfamilyfromitsenduringconcord——afamilythanwhichnonecanbedearertome;afamily,thankGod!nomemberofwhichhaseverbeenguiltyofdishonour—

  —inregard,further,tothewillofyourgoodfathertowhomyouowesomuch,andofyour,uncle,Iwishyoutoavoidextrememeans;avoidharshnessandviolence:bereconciledwithyourrelatives;donotactapart,butunite。Youperceivewhatdisastersourquarrelshavebroughtuponthiskingdom,andIanticipatestillworsemischiefs;andinyourgoodnessandwisdom,bewareofinvolvingyourfamilyinsuchbroils;letitcontinuetoenjoyitsformerreputationandhappiness。M。deBeauregard,takewhatIsayingoodpart,andasaproofofthefriendshipIfeelforyou。Ipostponedtillnowanycommunicationwithyouonthesubject,andperhapstheconditioninwhichyouseemeaddressyou,maycausemyadviceandopiniontocarrygreaterauthority。\"Mybrotherexpressedhisthankstohimcordially。

  OntheMondaymorninghehadbecomesoillthathequitedespairedofhimself;andhesaidtomeverypitifully:\"Brother,donotyoufeelpainforallthepainIamsuffering?Doyounotperceivenowthatthehelpyougivemehasnoothereffectthanthatoflengtheningmysuffering?\"

  Shortlyafterwardshefainted,andweallthoughthimgone;butbytheapplicationofvinegarandwineherallied。Buthesoonsank,andwhenheheardusinlamentation,hemurmured,\"OGod!whoisitthatteasesmeso?WhydidyoubreaktheagreeablereposeIwasenjoying?Ibegofyoutoleaveme。\"Andthen,whenhecaughtthesoundofmyvoice,hecontinued:\"Andartthou,mybrother,likewiseunwillingtoseemeatpeace?O,howthourobbestmeofmyrepose!\"Afterawhile,heseemedtogainmorestrength,andcalledforwine,whichherelished,anddeclaredittobethefinestdrinkpossible。I,inordertochangethecurrentofhisthoughts,putin,\"Surelynot;wateristhebest。\"\"Ah,yes,\"hereturned,\"doubtlessso;——(Greek)———————。\"Hehadnowbecome,icy—coldathisextremities,eventohisface;adeathlyperspirationwasuponhim,andhispulsewasscarcelyperceptible。

  Thismorningheconfessed,butthepriesthadomittedtobringwithhimthenecessaryapparatusforcelebratingMass。OntheTuesday,however,M。delaBoetiesummonedhimtoaidhim,ashesaid,indischargingthelastofficeofaChristian。AftertheconclusionofMass,hetookthesacrament;whenthepriestwasabouttodepart,hesaidtohim:

  \"Spiritualfather,Iimploreyouhumbly,aswellasthoseoverwhomyouareset,topraytotheAlmightyonmybehalf;that,ifitbedecreedinheaventhatIamnowtoendmylife,Hewilltakecompassiononmysoul,andpardonmemysins,whicharemanifold,itnotbeingpossibleforsoweakandpooracreatureasItoobeycompletelythewillofsuchaMaster;or,ifHethinkfittokeepmelongerhere,thatitmaypleaseHimtoreleasemypresentextremeanguish,andtodirectmyfootstepsintherightpath,thatImaybecomeabettermanthanIhavebeen。Hepausedtorecoverbreathalittle;priestwasabouttogoaway,hecalledhimbackandproceeded:\"Idesiretosay,besides,inyourhearingthis:

  IdeclarethatIwaschristenedandIhavelived,andthatsoIwishtodie,inthefaithwhichMosespreachedinEgypt;whichafterwardsthePatriarchsacceptedandprofessedinJudaea;andwhich,inthecourseoftime,hasbeentransmittedtoFranceandtous。\"Heseemeddesirousofaddingsomethingmore,butheendedwitharequesttohisuncleandmetosendupprayersforhim;\"forthoseare,\"hesaid,\"thebestdutiesthatChristianscanfulfiloneforanother。\"Inthecourseoftalking,hisshoulderwasuncovered,andalthoughaman—servantstoodnearhim,heaskedhisuncletore—adjusttheclothes。Then,turninghiseyestowardsme,hesaid,\"Ingenuiest,cuimultumdebeas,eiplurimumvelledebere。\"

  M。deBelotcalledintheafternoontoseehim,andM。delaBoetie,takinghishand,saidtohim:\"Iwasonthepointofdischargingmydebt,butmykindcreditorhasgivenmealittlefurthertime。\"Alittlewhileafter,appearingtowakeoutofasortofreverie,heutteredwordswhichhehademployedonceortwicebeforeinthecourseofhissickness:

  \"Ahwell,ahwell,wheneverthehourcomes,Iawaititwithpleasureandfortitude。\"Andthen,astheywereholdinghismouthopenbyforcetogivehimadraught,heobservedtoM。deBelot:\"Anviveretantiest?\"

  Astheeveningapproached,hebeganperceptiblytosink;andwhileI

  supped,hesentformetocome,beingnomorethantheshadowofaman,or,asheputithimself,’nonhomo,sedspecieshominis’;andhesaidtomewiththeutmostdifficulty:\"Mybrother,myfriend,pleaseGodImayrealisetheimaginationsIhavejustenjoyed。\"Afterwards,havingwaitedforsometimewhileheremainedsilent,andbypainfuleffortswasdrawinglongsighs(forhistongueatthispointbegantorefuseitsfunctions),Isaid,\"Whatarethey?\"\"Grand,grand!\"hereplied。\"I

  haveneveryetfailed,\"returnedI,\"tohavethehonourofhearingyourconceptionsandimaginationscommunicatedtome;willyounotnowstillletmeenjoythem?\"\"Iwouldindeed,\"heanswered;\"but,mybrother,Iamnotabletodoso;theyareadmirable,infinite,andunspeakable。\"

  Westoppedshortthere,forhecouldnotgoon。Alittlebefore,indeed,hehadshownadesiretospeaktohiswife,andhadtoldher,withasgayacountenanceashecouldcontrivetoassume,thathehadastorytotellher。Anditseemedasifhewasmakinganattempttogainutterance;

  but,hisstrengthfailinghim,hebeggedalittlewinetoresuscitateit。

  Itwasofnoavail,forhefaintedawaysuddenly,andwasforsometimeinsensible。Havingbecomesonearaneighbourtodeath,andhearingthesobsofMademoiselledelaBoetie,hecalledher,andsaidtoherthus:

  \"Myownlikeness,yougrieveyourselfbeforehand;willyounothavepityonme?takecourage。Assuredly,itcostsmemorethanhalfthepainI

  endure,toseeyousuffer;andreasonablyso,becausetheevilswhichweourselvesfeelwedonotactuallyourselvessuffer,butitcertainsentientfacultieswhichGodplantsinus,thatfeelthem:whereaswhatwefeelonaccountofothers,wefeelbyconsequenceofacertainreasoningprocesswhichgoesonwithinourminds。ButIamgoingaway\"——

  Thathesaidbecausehisstrengthwasfailinghim;andfearingthathehadfrightenedhiswife,heresumed,observing:\"Iamgoingtosleep。

  Goodnight,mywife;gothyway。\"Thiswasthelastfarewellhetookofher。

  Aftershehadleft,\"Mybrother,\"saidhetome,\"keepnearme,ifyouplease;\"andthenfeelingtheadvanceofdeathmorepressingandmoreacute,orelsetheeffectofsomewarmdraughtwhichtheyhadmadehimswallow,hisvoicegrewstrongerandclearer,andheturnedquitewithviolenceinhisbed,sothatallbeganagaintoentertainthehopewhichwehadlostonlyuponwitnessinghisextremeprostration。

  Atthisstageheproceeded,amongotherthings,topraymeagainandagain,inamostaffectionatemanner,togivehimaplace;sothatIwasapprehensivethathisreasonmightbeimpaired,particularlywhen,onmypointingouttohimthathewasdoinghimselfharm,andthatthesewerenotofthewordsofarationalman,hedidnotyieldatfirst,butredoubledhisoutcry,saying,\"Mybrother,mybrother!dostthouthenrefusemeaplace?\"insomuchthatheconstrainedmetodemonstratetohimthat,ashebreathedandspoke,andhadhisphysicalbeing,thereforehehadhisplace。\"Yes,yes,\"heresponded,\"Ihave;butitisnotthatwhichIneed;and,besides,whenallissaid,Ihavenolongeranyexistence。\"\"God,\"Ireplied,\"willgrantyouabetteronesoon。\"

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