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  Theylaughedwithpleasurewhentheywereinthehall。Theplaceseemedfullandbusy。

  `DoyouknowifMrandMrsCrich——English——fromParis,havearrived?\'

  BirkinaskedinGerman。

  Theporterreflectedamoment,andwasjustgoingtoanswer,whenUrsulacaughtsightofGudrunsaunteringdownthestairs,wearingherdarkglossycoat,withgreyfur。

  `Gudrun!Gudrun!\'shecalled,wavingupthewellofthestaircase。`Shu—hu!\'

  Gudrunlookedovertherail,andimmediatelylosthersauntering,diffidentair。Hereyesflashed。

  `Really——Ursula!\'shecried。AndshebegantomovedownstairsasUrsularanup。Theymetataturnandkissedwithlaughterandexclamationsinarticulateandstirring。

  `But!\'criedGudrun,mortified。`Wethoughtitwastomorrowyouwerecoming!Iwantedtocometothestation。\'

  `No,we\'vecometoday!\'criedUrsula。`Isn\'titlovelyhere!\'

  `Adorable!\'saidGudrun。`Gerald\'sjustgoneouttogetsomething。Ursula,aren\'tyoufearfullytired?\'

  `No,notsovery。ButIlookafilthysight,don\'tI!\'

  `No,youdon\'t。Youlookalmostperfectlyfresh。Ilikethatfurcapimmensely!\'SheglancedoverUrsula,whoworeabigsoftcoatwithacollarofdeep,soft,blondfur,andasoftblondcapoffur。

  `Andyou!\'criedUrsula。`Whatdoyouthinkyoulooklike!\'

  Gudrunassumedanunconcerned,expressionlessface。

  `Doyoulikeit?\'shesaid。

  `It\'sveryfine!\'criedUrsula,perhapswithatouchofsatire。

  `Goup——orcomedown,\'saidBirkin。Fortherethesistersstood,GudrunwithherhandonUrsula\'sarm,ontheturnofthestairshalfwaytothefirstlanding,blockingthewayandaffordingfullentertainmenttothewholeofthehallbelow,fromthedoorportertotheplumpJewinblackclothes。

  Thetwoyoungwomenslowlymounted,followedbyBirkinandthewaiter。

  `Firstfloor?\'askedGudrun,lookingbackoverhershoulder。

  `SecondMadam——thelift!\'thewaiterreplied。Andhedartedtotheelevatortoforestallthetwowomen。Buttheyignoredhim,as,chatteringwithoutheed,theysettomountthesecondflight。Ratherchagrined,thewaiterfollowed。

  Itwascurious,thedelightofthesistersineachother,atthismeeting。

  Itwasasiftheymetinexile,andunitedtheirsolitaryforcesagainstalltheworld。Birkinlookedonwithsomemistrustandwonder。

  Whentheyhadbathedandchanged,Geraldcamein。Helookedshininglikethesunonfrost。

  `GowithGeraldandsmoke,\'saidUrsulatoBirkin。`GudrunandIwanttotalk。\'

  ThenthesisterssatinGudrun\'sbedroom,andtalkedclothes,andexperiences。

  GudruntoldUrsulatheexperienceoftheBirkinletterinthecafe。Ursulawasshockedandfrightened。

  `Whereistheletter?\'sheasked。

  `Ikeptit,\'saidGudrun。

  `You\'llgiveitme,won\'tyou?\'shesaid。

  ButGudrunwassilentforsomemoments,beforeshereplied:

  `Doyoureallywantit,Ursula?\'

  `Iwanttoreadit,\'saidUrsula。

  `Certainly,\'saidGudrun。

  Evennow,shecouldnotadmit,toUrsula,thatshewantedtokeepit,asamemento,orasymbol。ButUrsulaknew,andwasnotpleased。Sothesubjectwasswitchedoff。

  `WhatdidyoudoinParis?\'askedUrsula。

  `Oh,\'saidGudrunlaconically——`theusualthings。WehadafinepartyonenightinFannyBath\'sstudio。\'

  `Didyou?AndyouandGeraldwerethere!Whoelse?Tellmeaboutit。\'

  `Well,\'saidGudrun。`There\'snothingparticulartotell。YouknowFannyisfrightfullyinlovewiththatpainter,BillyMacfarlane。Hewasthere——soFannysparednothing,shespentveryfreely。Itwasreallyremarkable!Ofcourse,everybodygotfearfullydrunk——butinaninterestingway,notlikethatfilthyLondoncrowd。Thefactisthesewereallpeoplethatmatter,whichmakesallthedifference。TherewasaRoumanian,afinechap。Hegotcompletelydrunk,andclimbedtothetopofahighstudioladder,andgavethemostmarvellousaddress——really,Ursula,itwaswonderful!HebeganinFrench——Lavie,c\'estuneaffaired\'amesimperiales——inamostbeautifulvoice——hewasafine—lookingchap——

  buthehadgotintoRoumanianbeforehehadfinished,andnotasoulunderstood。

  ButDonaldGilchristwasworkedtoafrenzy。Hedashedhisglasstotheground,anddeclared,byGod,hewasgladhehadbeenborn,byGod,itwasamiracletobealive。Anddoyouknow,Ursula,soitwas——\'Gudrunlaughedratherhollowly。

  `ButhowwasGeraldamongthemall?\'askedUrsula。

  `Gerald!Oh,myword,hecameoutlikeadandelioninthesun!He\'sawholesaturnaliainhimself,onceheisroused。Ishouldn\'tliketosaywhosewaisthisarmdidnotgoround。Really,Ursula,heseemstoreapthewomenlikeaharvest。Therewasn\'tonethatwouldhaveresistedhim。

  Itwastooamazing!Canyouunderstandit?\'

  Ursulareflected,andadancinglightcameintohereyes。

  `Yes,\'shesaid。`Ican。Heissuchawhole—hogger。\'

  `Whole—hogger!Ishouldthinkso!\'exclaimedGudrun。`Butitistrue,Ursula,everywomanintheroomwasreadytosurrendertohim。Chanticleerisn\'tinit——evenFannyBath,whoisgenuinelyinlovewithBillyMacfarlane!Ineverwasmoreamazedinmylife!Andyouknow,afterwards——IfeltIwasawholeroomfulofwomen。Iwasnomoremyselftohim,thanIwasQueenVictoria。Iwasawholeroomfulofwomenatonce。

  Itwasmostastounding!Butmyeye,I\'dcaughtaSultanthattime——\'

  Gudrun\'seyeswereflashing,hercheekwashot,shelookedstrange,exotic,satiric。Ursulawasfascinatedatonce——andyetuneasy。

  Theyhadtogetreadyfordinner。Gudruncamedowninadaringgownofvividgreensilkandtissueofgold,withgreenvelvetbodiceandastrangeblack—and—whitebandroundherhair。Shewasreallybrilliantlybeautifulandeverybodynoticedher。Geraldwasinthatfull—blooded,gleamingstatewhenhewasmosthandsome。Birkinwatchedthemwithquick,laughing,half—sinistereyes,Ursulaquitelostherhead。Thereseemedaspell,almostablindingspell,castroundtheirtable,asiftheywerelightedupmorestronglythantherestofthedining—room。

  `Don\'tyoulovetobeinthisplace?\'criedGudrun。`Isn\'tthesnowwonderful!Doyounoticehowitexaltseverything?Itissimplymarvellous。

  Onereallydoesfeeliibermenschlich——morethanhuman。\'

  `Onedoes,\'criedUrsula。`Butisn\'tthatpartlythebeingoutofEngland?\'

  `Oh,ofcourse,\'criedGudrun。`OnecouldneverfeellikethisinEngland,forthesimplereasonthatthedamperisneverliftedoffone,there。

  Itisquiteimpossiblereallytoletgo,inEngland,ofthatIamassured。\'

  Andsheturnedagaintothefoodshewaseating。Shewasflutteringwithvividintensity。

  `It\'squitetrue,\'saidGerald,`itneverisquitethesameinEngland。

  Butperhapswedon\'twantittobe——perhapsit\'slikebringingthelightalittletoonearthepowder—magazine,toletgoaltogether,inEngland。

  Oneisafraidwhatmighthappen,ifeverybodyelseletgo。\'

  `MyGod!\'criedGudrun。`Butwouldn\'titbewonderful,ifallEnglanddidsuddenlygoofflikeadisplayoffireworks。\'

  `Itcouldn\'t,\'saidUrsula。`Theyarealltoodamp,thepowderisdampinthem。\'

  `I\'mnotsosureofthat,\'saidGerald。

  `NorI,\'saidBirkin。`WhentheEnglishreallybegintogooff,enmasse,it\'llbetimetoshutyourearsandrun。\'

  `Theyneverwill,\'saidUrsula。

  `We\'llsee,\'hereplied。

  `Isn\'titmarvellous,\'saidGudrun,`howthankfulonecanbe,tobeoutofone\'scountry。Icannotbelievemyself,Iamsotransported,themomentIsetfootonaforeignshore。Isaytomyself\"Herestepsanewcreatureintolife。\"\'

  `Don\'tbetoohardonpooroldEngland,\'saidGerald。`Thoughwecurseit,weloveitreally。\'

  ToUrsula,thereseemedafundofcynicisminthesewords。

  `Wemay,\'saidBirkin。`Butit\'sadamnablyuncomfortablelove:likealoveforanagedparentwhosuffershorriblyfromacomplicationofdiseases,forwhichthereisnohope。\'

  Gudrunlookedathimwithdilateddarkeyes。

  `Youthinkthereisnohope?\'sheasked,inherpertinentfashion。

  ButBirkinbackedaway。Hewouldnotanswersuchaquestion。

  `AnyhopeofEngland\'sbecomingreal?Godknows。It\'sagreatactualunrealitynow,anaggregationintounreality。Itmightbereal,iftherewerenoEnglishmen。\'

  `YouthinktheEnglishwillhavetodisappear?\'persistedGudrun。Itwasstrange,herpointedinterestinhisanswer。Itmighthavebeenherownfateshewasinquiringafter。Herdark,dilatedeyesrestedonBirkin,asifshecouldconjurethetruthofthefutureoutofhim,asoutofsomeinstrumentofdivination。

  Hewaspale。Then,reluctantly,heanswered:

  `Well——whatelseisinfrontofthem,butdisappearance?They\'vegottodisappearfromtheirownspecialbrandofEnglishness,anyhow。\'

  Gudrunwatchedhimasifinahypnoticstate,hereyeswideandfixedonhim。

  `Butinwhatwaydoyoumean,disappear?——\'shepersisted。

  `Yes,doyoumeanachangeofheart?\'putinGerald。

  `Idon\'tmeananything,whyshouldI?\'saidBirkin。`I\'manEnglishman,andI\'vepaidthepriceofit。Ican\'ttalkaboutEngland——Icanonlyspeakformyself。\'

  `Yes,\'saidGudrunslowly,`youloveEnglandimmensely,immensely,Rupert。\'

  `Andleaveher,\'hereplied。

  `No,notforgood。You\'llcomeback,\'saidGerald,noddingsagely。

  `Theysaythelicecrawloffadyingbody,\'saidBirkin,withaglareofbitterness。`SoIleaveEngland。\'

  `Ah,butyou\'llcomeback,\'saidGudrun,withasardonicsmile。

  `Tantpispourmoi,\'hereplied。

  `Isn\'theangrywithhismothercountry!\'laughedGerald,amused。

  `Ah,apatriot!\'saidGudrun,withsomethinglikeasneer。

  Birkinrefusedtoansweranymore。

  Gudrunwatchedhimstillforafewseconds。Thensheturnedaway。Itwasfinished,herspellofdivinationinhim。Shefeltalreadypurelycynical。

  ShelookedatGerald。Hewaswonderfullikeapieceofradiumtoher。Shefeltshecouldconsumeherselfandknowall,bymeansofthisfatal,livingmetal。Shesmiledtoherselfatherfancy。Andwhatwouldshedowithherself,whenshehaddestroyedherself?Forifspirit,ifintegralbeingisdestructible,Matterisindestructible。

  Hewaslookingbrightandabstracted,puzzled,forthemoment。Shestretchedoutherbeautifularm,withitsfluffofgreentulle,andtouchedhischinwithhersubtle,artist\'sfingers。

  `Whataretheythen?\'sheasked,withastrange,knowingsmile。

  `What?\'hereplied,hiseyessuddenlydilatingwithwonder。

  `Yourthoughts。\'

  Geraldlookedlikeamancomingawake。

  `IthinkIhadnone,\'hesaid。

  `Really!\'shesaid,withgravelaughterinhervoice。

  AndtoBirkinitwasasifshekilledGerald,withthattouch。

  `Ahbut,\'criedGudrun,`letusdrinktoBritannia——letusdrinktoBritannia。\'

  Itseemedtherewaswilddespairinhervoice。Geraldlaughed,andfilledtheglasses。

  `IthinkRupertmeans,\'hesaid,`thatnationallyallEnglishmenmustdie,sothattheycanexistindividuallyand——\'

  `Super—nationally——\'putinGudrun,withaslightironicgrimace,raisingherglass。

  Thenextday,theydescendedatthetinyrailwaystationofHohenhausen,attheendofthetinyvalleyrailway。Itwassnoweverywhere,awhite,perfectcradleofsnow,newandfrozen,sweepingupaneitherside,blackcrags,andwhitesweepsofsilvertowardsthebluepaleheavens。

  Astheysteppedoutonthenakedplatform,withonlysnowaroundandabove,Gudrunshrankasifitchilledherheart。

  `MyGod,Jerry,\'shesaid,turningtoGeraldwithsuddenintimacy,`you\'vedoneitnow。\'

  `What?\'

  Shemadeafaintgesture,indicatingtheworldoneitherhand。

  `Lookatit!\'

  Sheseemedafraidtogoon。Helaughed。

  Theywereintheheartofthemountains。Fromhighabove,oneitherside,sweptdownthewhitefoldofsnow,sothatoneseemedsmallandtinyinavalleyofpureconcreteheaven,allstrangelyradiantandchangelessandsilent。

  `Itmakesonefeelsosmallandalone,\'saidUrsula,turningtoBirkinandlayingherhandonhisarm。

  `You\'renotsorryyou\'vecome,areyou?\'saidGeraldtoGudrun。

  Shelookeddoubtful。Theywentoutofthestationbetweenbanksofsnow。

  `Ah,\'saidGerald,sniffingtheairinelation,`thisisperfect。There\'soursledge。We\'llwalkabit——we\'llrunuptheroad。\'

  Gudrun,alwaysdoubtful,droppedherheavycoatonthesledge,ashedidhis,andtheysetoff。Suddenlyshethrewupherheadandsetoffscuddingalongtheroadofsnow,pullinghercapdownoverherears。Herblue,brightdressflutteredinthewind,herthickscarletstockingswerebrilliantabovethewhiteness。Geraldwatchedher:sheseemedtoberushingtowardsherfate,andleavinghimbehind。Helethergetsomedistance,then,looseninghislimbs,hewentafterher。

  Everywherewasdeepandsilentsnow。Greatsnow—eavesweigheddownthebroad—roofedTyrolesehouses,thatweresunktothewindow—sashesinsnow。

  Peasant—women,full—skirted,wearingeachacross—overshawl,andthicksnow—boots,turnedinthewaytolookatthesoft,determinedgirlrunningwithsuchheavyfleetnessfromtheman,whowasovertakingher,butnotgaininganypoweroverher。

  Theypassedtheinnwithitspaintedshuttersandbalcony,afewcottages,halfburiedinthesnow;thenthesnow—buriedsilentsawmillbytheroofedbridge,whichcrossedthehiddenstream,overwhichtheyranintotheverydepthoftheuntouchedsheetsofsnow。Itwasasilenceandasheerwhitenessexhilaratingtomadness。Buttheperfectsilencewasmostterrifying,isolatingthesoul,surroundingtheheartwithfrozenair。

  `It\'samarvellousplace,forallthat,\'saidGudrun,lookingintohiseyeswithastrange,meaninglook。Hissoulleapt。

  `Good,\'hesaid。

  Afierceelectricenergyseemedtoflowoverallhislimbs,hismusclesweresurcharged,hishandsfelthardwithstrength。Theywalkedalongrapidlyupthesnow—road,thatwasmarkedbywitheredbranchesoftreesstuckinatintervals。Heandshewereseparate,likeoppositepolesofonefierceenergy。Buttheyfeltpowerfulenoughtoleapovertheconfinesoflifeintotheforbiddenplaces,andbackagain。

  BirkinandUrsulawererunningalongalso,overthesnow。Hehaddisposedoftheluggage,andtheyhadalittlestartofthesledges。Ursulawasexcitedandhappy,butshekeptturningsuddenlytocatchholdofBirkin\'sarm,tomakesureofhim。

  `ThisissomethingIneverexpected,\'shesaid。`Itisadifferentworld,here。\'

  Theywentonintoasnowmeadow。Theretheywereovertakenbythesledge,thatcametinklingthroughthesilence。ItwasanothermilebeforetheycameuponGudrunandGeraldonthesteepup—climb,besidethepink,half—buriedshrine。

  Thentheypassedintoagulley,wherewerewallsofblackrockandariverfilledwithsnow,andastillblueskyabove。Throughacoveredbridgetheywent,drummingroughlyovertheboards,crossingthesnow—bedoncemore,thenslowlyupandup,thehorseswalkingswiftly,thedrivercrackinghislongwhipashewalkedbeside,andcallinghisstrangewildhue—hue!,thewallsofrockpassingslowlyby,tilltheyemergedagainbetweenslopesandmassesofsnow。Upandup,graduallytheywent,throughthecoldshadow—radianceoftheafternoon,silencedbytheimminenceofthemountains,theluminous,dazingsidesofsnowthatroseabovethemandfellawaybeneath。

  Theycameforthatlastinalittlehightable—landofsnow,wherestoodthelastpeaksofsnowliketheheartpetalsofanopenrose。Inthemidstofthelastdesertedvalleysofheavenstoodalonelybuildingwithbrownwoodenwallsandwhiteheavyroof,deepanddesertedinthewasteofsnow,likeadream。Itstoodlikearockthathadrolleddownfromthelaststeepslopes,arockthathadtakentheformofahouse,andwasnowhalf—buried。

  Itwasunbelievablethatonecouldlivethereuncrushedbyallthisterriblewasteofwhitenessandsilenceandclear,upper,ringingcold。

  Yetthesledgesranupinfinestyle,peoplecametothedoorlaughingandexcited,thefloorofthehostelranghollow,thepassagewaswetwithsnow,itwasareal,warminterior。

  Thenew—comerstrampedupthebarewoodenstairs,followingtheservingwoman。GudrunandGeraldtookthefirstbedroom。Inamomenttheyfoundthemselvesaloneinabare,smallish,close—shutroomthatwasallofgolden—colouredwood,floor,walls,ceiling,door,allofthesamewarmgoldpanellingofoiledpine。Therewasawindowoppositethedoor,butlowdown,becausetheroofsloped。Undertheslopeoftheceilingwerethetablewithwash—handbowlandjug,andacross,anothertablewithmirror。Oneithersidethedoorweretwobedspiledhighwithanenormousblue—checkedoverbolster,enormous。

  Thiswasall——nocupboard,noneoftheamenitiesoflife。Heretheywereshutuptogetherinthiscellofgolden—colouredwood,withtwobluecheckedbeds。Theylookedateachotherandlaughed,frightenedbythisnakednearnessofisolation。

  Amanknockedandcameinwiththeluggage。Hewasasturdyfellowwithflattishcheek—bones,ratherpale,andwithcoarsefairmoustache。Gudrunwatchedhimputdownthebags,insilence,thentrampheavilyout。

  `Itisn\'ttoorough,isit?\'Geraldasked。

  Thebedroomwasnotverywarm,andsheshiveredslightly。

  `Itiswonderful,\'sheequivocated。`Lookatthecolourofthispanelling——it\'swonderful,likebeinginsideanut。\'

  Hewasstandingwatchingher,feelinghisshort—cutmoustache,leaningbackslightlyandwatchingherwithhiskeen,undauntedeyes,dominatedbytheconstantpassion,thatwaslikeadoomuponhim。

  Shewentandcroucheddowninfrontofthewindow,curious。

  `Oh,butthis——!\'shecriedinvoluntarily,almostinpain。

  Infrontwasavalleyshutinunderthesky,thelasthugeslopesofsnowandblackrock,andattheend,likethenaveloftheearth,awhite—foldedwall,andtwopeaksglimmeringinthelatelight。Straightinfrontranthecradleofsilentsnow,betweenthegreatslopesthatwerefringedwithalittleroughnessofpine—trees,likehair,roundthebase。Butthecradleofsnowranontotheeternalclosing—in,wherethewallsofsnowandrockroseimpenetrable,andthemountainpeaksabovewereinheavenimmediate。

  Thiswasthecentre,theknot,thenaveloftheworld,wheretheearthbelongedtotheskies,pure,unapproachable,impassable。

  ItfilledGudrunwithastrangerapture。Shecrouchedinfrontofthewindow,clenchingherfaceinherhands,inasortoftrance。Atlastshehadarrived,shehadreachedherplace。Hereatlastshefoldedherventureandsettleddownlikeacrystalinthenavelofsnow,andwasgone。

  Geraldbentaboveherandwaslookingoutoverhershoulder。Alreadyhefelthewasalone。Shewasgone。Shewascompletelygone,andtherewasicyvapourroundhisheart。Hesawtheblindvalley,thegreatcul—de—sacofsnowandmountainpeaks,undertheheaven。Andtherewasnowayout。

  Theterriblesilenceandcoldandtheglamorouswhitenessoftheduskwrappedhimround,andsheremainedcrouchingbeforethewindow,asatashrine,ashadow。

  `Doyoulikeit?\'heasked,inavoicethatsoundeddetachedandforeign。

  Atleastshemightacknowledgehewaswithher。Butsheonlyavertedhersoft,mutefacealittlefromhisgaze。Andheknewthatthereweretearsinhereyes,herowntears,tearsofherstrangereligion,thatputhimtonought。

  Quitesuddenly,heputhishandunderherchinandliftedupherfacetohim。Herdarkblueeyes,intheirwetnessoftears,dilatedasifshewasstartledinherverysoul。Theylookedathimthroughtheirtearsinterrorandalittlehorror。Hislightblueeyeswerekeen,small—pupilledandunnaturalintheirvision。Herlipsparted,asshebreathedwithdifficulty。

  Thepassioncameupinhim,strokeafterstroke,liketheringingofabronzebell,sostrongandunflawedandindomitable。Hiskneestightenedtobronzeashehungabovehersoftface,whoselipspartedandwhoseeyesdilatedinastrangeviolation。Inthegraspofhishandherchinwasunutterablysoftandsilken。Hefeltstrongaswinter,hishandswerelivingmetal,invincibleandnottobeturnedaside。Hisheartranglikeabellclanginginsidehim。

  Hetookherupinhisarms。Shewassoftandinert,motionless。Allthewhilehereyes,inwhichthetearshadnotyetdried,weredilatedasifinakindofswoonoffascinationandhelplessness。Hewassuperhumanlystrong,andunflawed,asifinvestedwithsupernaturalforce。

  Heliftedhercloseandfoldedheragainsthim。Hersoftness,herinert,relaxedweightlayagainsthisownsurcharged,bronze—likelimbsinaheavinessofdesirabilitythatwoulddestroyhim,ifhewerenotfulfilled。Shemovedconvulsively,recoilingawayfromhim。Hisheartwentuplikeaflameofice,heclosedoverherlikesteel。Hewoulddestroyherratherthanbedenied。

  Buttheoverweeningpowerofhisbodywastoomuchforher。Sherelaxedagain,andlaylooseandsoft,pantinginalittledelirium。Andtohim,shewassosweet,shewassuchblissofrelease,thathewouldhavesufferedawholeeternityoftortureratherthanforegoonesecondofthispangofunsurpassablebliss。

  `MyGod,\'hesaidtoher,hisfacedrawnandstrange,transfigured,`whatnext?\'

  Shelayperfectlystill,withastill,child—likefaceanddarkeyes,lookingathim。Shewaslost,fallenrightaway。

  `Ishallalwaysloveyou,\'hesaid,lookingather。

  Butshedidnothear。Shelay,lookingathimasatsomethingshecouldneverunderstand,never:asachildlooksatagrown—upperson,withouthopeofunderstanding,onlysubmitting。

  Hekissedher,kissedhereyesshut,sothatshecouldnotlookanymore。Hewantedsomethingnow,somerecognition,somesign,someadmission。

  Butsheonlylaysilentandchild—likeandremote,likeachildthatisovercomeandcannotunderstand,onlyfeelslost。Hekissedheragain,givingup。

  `ShallwegodownandhavecoffeeandKuchen?\'heasked。

  Thetwilightwasfallingslate—blueatthewindow。Sheclosedhereyes,closedawaythemonotonouslevelofdeadwonder,andopenedthemagaintotheevery—dayworld。

  `Yes,\'shesaidbriefly,regainingherwillwithaclick。Shewentagaintothewindow。Blueeveninghadfallenoverthecradleofsnowandoverthegreatpallidslopes。Butintheheaventhepeaksofsnowwererosy,glisteningliketranscendent,radiantspikesofblossomintheheavenlyupper—world,solovelyandbeyond。

  Gudrunsawalltheirloveliness,sheknewhowimmortallybeautifultheywere,greatpistilsofrose—coloured,snow—fedfireinthebluetwilightoftheheaven。Shecouldseeit,sheknewit,butshewasnotofit。Shewasdivorced,debarred,asoulshutout。

  Withalastlookofremorse,sheturnedaway,andwasdoingherhair。

  Hehadunstrappedtheluggage,andwaswaiting,watchingher。Sheknewhewaswatchingher。Itmadeheralittlehastyandfeverishinherprecipitation。

  Theywentdownstairs,bothwithastrangeother—worldlookontheirfaces,andwithaglowintheireyes。TheysawBirkinandUrsulasittingatthelongtableinacorner,waitingforthem。

  `Howgoodandsimpletheylooktogether,\'Gudrunthought,jealously。

  Sheenviedthemsomespontaneity,achildishsufficiencytowhichsheherselfcouldneverapproach。Theyseemedsuchchildrentoher。

  `SuchgoodKranzkuchen!\'criedUrsulagreedily。`Sogood!\'

  `Right,\'saidGudrun。`CanwehaveKaffeemitKranzkuchen?\'sheaddedtothewaiter。

  AndsheseatedherselfonthebenchbesideGerald。Birkin,lookingatthem,feltapainoftendernessforthem。

  `Ithinktheplaceisreallywonderful,Gerald,\'hesaid;`prachtvollandwunderbarandwunderschonandunbeschreiblichandalltheotherGermanadjectives。\'

  Geraldbrokeintoaslightsmile。

  `Ilikeit,\'hesaid。

  Thetables,ofwhitescrubbedwood,wereplacedroundthreesidesoftheroom,asinaGasthaus。BirkinandUrsulasatwiththeirbackstothewall,whichwasofoiledwood,andGeraldandGudrunsatinthecornernextthem,neartothestove。Itwasafairlylargeplace,withatinybar,justlikeacountryinn,butquitesimpleandbare,andallofoiledwood,ceilingsandwallsandfloor,theonlyfurniturebeingthetablesandbenchesgoingroundthreesides,thegreatgreenstove,andthebarandthedoorsonthefourthside。Thewindowsweredouble,andquiteuncurtained。

  Itwasearlyevening。

  Thecoffeecame——hotandgood——andawholeringofcake。

  `AwholeKuchen!\'criedUrsula。`Theygiveyoumorethanus!Iwantsomeofyours。\'

  Therewereotherpeopleintheplace,tenaltogether,soBirkinhadfoundout:twoartists,threestudents,amanandwife,andaProfessorandtwodaughters——allGermans。ThefourEnglishpeople,beingnewcomers,satintheircoignofvantagetowatch。TheGermanspeepedinatthedoor,calledawordtothewaiter,andwentawayagain。Itwasnotmeal—time,sotheydidnotcomeintothisdining—room,butbetookthemselves,whentheirbootswerechanged,totheReunionsaal。

  TheEnglishvisitorscouldheartheoccasionaltwangingofazither,thestrummingofapiano,snatchesoflaughterandshoutingandsinging,afaintvibrationofvoices。Thewholebuildingbeingofwood,itseemedtocarryeverysound,likeadrum,butinsteadofincreasingeachparticularnoise,itdecreasedit,sothatthesoundofthezitherseemedtiny,asifadiminutivezitherwereplayingsomewhere,anditseemedthepianomustbeasmallone,likealittlespinet。

  Thehostcamewhenthecoffeewasfinished。HewasaTyrolese,broad,ratherflat—cheeked,withapale,pock—markedskinandflourishingmoustaches。

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