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  distractionsandconsequentneglectofdutyonthepartoftheattached—mutualallianceandreliance;confidencethenceresulting—

  insolenceaccompanying—mutinyandgeneralblowup。AmIright,BaronessIngram,ofIngramPark?\'

  \'Mylily—flower,youarerightnow,asalways。\'

  \'Thennomoreneedbesaid:changethesubject。\'

  AmyEshton,nothearingornotheedingthisdictum,joinedinwithhersoft,infantinetone:\'LouisaandIusedtoquizourgovernesstoo;butshewassuchagoodcreature,shewouldbearanything:nothingputherout。Shewasnevercrosswithus;wasshe,Louisa?\'

  \'No,never:wemightdowhatwepleased;ransackherdeskandherworkbox,andturnherdrawersinsideout;andshewassogood—natured,shewouldgiveusanythingweaskedfor。\'

  \'Isuppose,now,\'saidMissIngram,curlingherlipsarcastically,\'weshallhaveanabstractofthememoirsofallthegovernessesextant:inordertoavertsuchavisitation,Iagainmovetheintroductionofanewtopic。Mr。Rochester,doyousecondmymotion?\'

  \'Madam,Isupportyouonthispoint,asoneveryother。\'

  \'Thenonmebetheonusofbringingitforward。SigniorEduardo,areyouinvoiceto—night?\'

  \'DonnaBianca,ifyoucommandit,Iwillbe。\'

  \'Then,signior,Ilayonyoumysovereignbehesttofurbishupyourlungsandothervocalorgans,astheywillbewantedonmyroyalservice。\'

  \'WhowouldnotbetheRizzioofsodivineaMary?\'

  \'AfigforRizzio!\'criedshe,tossingherheadwithallitscurls,asshemovedtothepiano。\'ItismyopinionthefiddlerDavidmusthavebeenaninsipidsortoffellow;IlikeblackBothwellbetter:

  tomymindamanisnothingwithoutaspiceofthedevilinhim;andhistorymaysaywhatitwillofJamesHepburn,butIhaveanotion,hewasjustthesortofwild,fierce,banditherowhomIcouldhaveconsentedtogiftwithmyhand。\'

  \'Gentlemen,youhear!NowwhichofyoumostresemblesBothwell?\'

  criedMr。Rochester。

  \'Ishouldsaythepreferencelieswithyou,\'respondedColonelDent。

  \'Onmyhonour,Iammuchobligedtoyou,\'wasthereply。

  MissIngram,whohadnowseatedherselfwithproudgraceatthepiano,spreadingouthersnowyrobesinqueenlyamplitude,commencedabrilliantprelude;talkingmeantime。Sheappearedtobeonherhighhorseto—night;bothherwordsandherairseemedintendedtoexcitenotonlytheadmiration,buttheamazementofherauditors:shewasevidentlybentonstrikingthemassomethingverydashinganddaringindeed。

  \'Oh,Iamsosickoftheyoungmenofthepresentday!\'

  exclaimedshe,rattlingawayattheinstrument。\'Poor,punythings,notfittostirastepbeyondpapa\'sparkgates:nortogoevensofarwithoutmama\'spermissionandguardianship!Creaturessoabsorbedincareabouttheirprettyfaces,andtheirwhitehands,andtheirsmallfeet;

  asifamanhadanythingtodowithbeauty!Asiflovelinesswerenotthespecialprerogativeofwoman—herlegitimateappanageandheritage!Igrantanuglywomanisablotonthefairfaceofcreation;butastothegentlemen,letthembesolicitoustopossessonlystrengthandvalour:lettheirmottobe:—Hunt,shoot,andfight:

  therestisnotworthafillip。Suchshouldbemydevice,wereIaman。\'

  \'WheneverImarry,\'shecontinuedafterapausewhichnoneinterrupted,\'Iamresolvedmyhusbandshallnotbearival,butafoiltome。Iwillsuffernocompetitornearthethrone;Ishallexactanundividedhomage:hisdevotionsshallnotbesharedbetweenmeandtheshapeheseesinhismirror。Mr。Rochester,nowsing,andI

  willplayforyou。\'

  \'Iamallobedience,\'wastheresponse。

  \'HerethenisaCorsair—song。KnowthatIdoatonCorsairs;

  andforthatreason,singitconspirito。\'

  \'CommandsfromMissIngram\'slipswouldputspiritintoamugofmilkandwater。\'

  \'Takecare,then:ifyoudon\'tpleaseme,Iwillshameyoubyshowinghowsuchthingsshouldbedone。\'

  \'Thatisofferingapremiumonincapacity:Ishallnowendeavourtofail。\'

  \'Gardez—vousenbien!Ifyouerrwilfully,Ishalldeviseaproportionatepunishment。\'

  \'MissIngramoughttobeclement,forshehasitinherpowertoinflictachastisementbeyondmortalendurance。\'

  \'Ha!explain!\'commandedthelady。

  \'Pardonme,madam:noneedofexplanation;yourownfinesensemustinformyouthatoneofyourfrownswouldbeasufficientsubstituteforcapitalpunishment。\'

  \'Sing!\'saidshe,andagaintouchingthepiano,shecommencedanaccompanimentinspiritedstyle。

  \'Nowismytimetoslipaway,\'thoughtI:butthetonesthatthenseveredtheairarrestedme。Mrs。FairfaxhadsaidMr。Rochesterpossessedafinevoice:hedid—amellow,powerfulbass,intowhichhethrewhisownfeeling,hisownforce:findingawaythroughtheeartotheheart,andtherewakingsensationstrangely。Iwaitedtillthelastdeepandfullvibrationhadexpired—tillthetideoftalk,checkedaninstant,hadresumeditsflow;Ithenquittedmyshelteredcornerandmademyexitbytheside—door,whichwasfortunatelynear。Thenceanarrowpassageledintothehall:incrossingit,Iperceivedmysandalwasloose;Istoppedtotieit,kneelingdownforthatpurposeonthematatthefootofthestaircase。Iheardthedining—roomdoorunclose;agentlemancameout;

  risinghastily,Istoodfacetofacewithhim:itwasMr。Rochester。

  \'Howdoyoudo?\'heasked。

  \'Iamverywell,sir。\'

  \'Whydidyounotcomeandspeaktomeintheroom?\'

  IthoughtImighthaveretortedthequestiononhimwhoputit:butIwouldnottakethatfreedom。Ianswered—

  \'Ididnotwishtodisturbyou,asyouseemedengaged,sir。\'

  \'Whathaveyoubeendoingduringmyabsence?\'

  \'Nothingparticular;teachingAdeleasusual。\'

  \'Andgettingagooddealpalerthanyouwere—asIsawatfirstsight。Whatisthematter?\'

  \'Nothingatall,sir。\'

  \'Didyoutakeanycoldthatnightyouhalfdrownedme?\'

  \'Nottheleast。\'

  \'Returntothedrawing—room:youaredesertingtooearly。\'

  \'Iamtired,sir。\'

  Helookedatmeforaminute。

  \'Andalittledepressed,\'hesaid。\'Whatabout?Tellme。\'

  \'Nothing—nothing,sir。Iamnotdepressed。\'

  \'ButIaffirmthatyouare:somuchdepressedthatafewmorewordswouldbringtearstoyoureyes—indeed,theyaretherenow,shiningandswimming;andabeadhasslippedfromthelashandfallenontotheflag。IfIhadtime,andwasnotinmortaldreadofsomepratingprigofaservantpassing,Iwouldknowwhatallthismeans。Well,to—nightIexcuseyou;butunderstandthatsolongasmyvisitorsstay,Iexpectyoutoappearinthedrawing—roomeveryevening;itismywish;don\'tneglectit。Nowgo,andsendSophieforAdele。

  Good—night,my—\'Hestopped,bithislip,andabruptlyleftme。

  chapter18

  CHAPTERXVIII

  MERRYdaysweretheseatThornfieldHall;andbusydaystoo:howdifferentfromthefirstthreemonthsofstillness,monotony,andsolitudeIhadpassedbeneathitsroof!Allsadfeelingsseemednowdrivenfromthehouse,allgloomyassociationsforgotten:therewaslifeeverywhere,movementalldaylong。Youcouldnotnowtraversethegallery,oncesohushed,norenterthefrontchambers,oncesotenantless,withoutencounteringasmartlady\'s—maidoradandyvalet。

  Thekitchen,thebutler\'spantry,theservants\'hall,theentrancehall,wereequallyalive;andthesaloonswereonlyleftvoidandstillwhentheblueskyandhalcyonsunshineofthegenialspringweathercalledtheiroccupantsoutintothegrounds。Evenwhenthatweatherwasbroken,andcontinuousrainsetinforsomedays,nodampseemedcastoverenjoyment:indooramusementsonlybecamemorelivelyandvaried,inconsequenceofthestopputtooutdoorgaiety。

  Iwonderedwhattheyweregoingtodothefirsteveningachangeofentertainmentwasproposed:theyspokeof\'playingcharades,\'butinmyignoranceIdidnotunderstandtheterm。Theservantswerecalledin,thedining—roomtableswheeledaway,thelightsotherwisedisposed,thechairsplacedinasemicircleoppositethearch。WhileMr。Rochesterandtheothergentlemendirectedthesealterations,theladieswererunningupanddownstairsringingfortheirmaids。

  Mrs。Fairfaxwassummonedtogiveinformationrespectingtheresourcesofthehouseinshawls,dresses,draperiesofanykind;andcertainwardrobesofthethirdstoreywereransacked,andtheircontents,intheshapeofbrocadedandhoopedpetticoats,satinsacques,blackmodes,lacelappets,etc。,werebroughtdowninarmfulsbytheabigails;thenaselectionwasmade,andsuchthingsaswerechosenwerecarriedtotheboudoirwithinthedrawing—room。

  Meantime,Mr。Rochesterhadagainsummonedtheladiesroundhim,andwasselectingcertainoftheirnumbertobeofhisparty。\'MissIngramismine,ofcourse,\'saidhe:afterwardshenamedthetwoMissesEshton,andMrs。Dent。Helookedatme:Ihappenedtobenearhim,asIhadbeenfasteningtheclaspofMrs。Dent\'sbracelet,whichhadgotloose。

  \'Willyouplay?\'heasked。Ishookmyhead。Hedidnotinsist,whichIratherfearedhewouldhavedone;heallowedmetoreturnquietlytomyusualseat。

  Heandhisaidsnowwithdrewbehindthecurtain:theotherparty,whichwasheadedbyColonelDent,satdownonthecrescentofchairs。Oneofthegentlemen,Mr。Eshton,observingme,seemedtoproposethatIshouldbeaskedtojointhem;butLadyIngraminstantlynegativedthenotion。

  \'No,\'Iheardhersay:\'shelookstoostupidforanygameofthesort。\'

  Erelongabelltinkled,andthecurtaindrewup。Withinthearch,thebulkyfigureofSirGeorgeLynn,whomMr。Rochesterhadlikewisechosen,wasseenenvelopedinawhitesheet:beforehim,onatable,layopenalargebook;andathissidestoodAmyEshton,drapedinMr。Rochester\'scloak,andholdingabookinherhand。Somebody,unseen,rangthebellmerrily;thenAdele(whohadinsistedonbeingoneofherguardian\'sparty),boundedforward,scatteringroundherthecontentsofabasketofflowersshecarriedonherarm。ThenappearedthemagnificentfigureofMissIngram,cladinwhite,alongveilonherhead,andawreathofrosesroundherbrow;byhersidewalkedMr。Rochester,andtogethertheydrewnearthetable。Theyknelt;whileMrs。DentandLouisaEshton,dressedalsoinwhite,tookuptheirstationsbehindthem。Aceremonyfollowed,indumbshow,inwhichitwaseasytorecognisethepantomimeofamarriage。Atitstermination,ColonelDent,andhispartyconsultedinwhispersfortwominutes,thentheColonelcalledout—

  \'Bride!\'Mr。Rochesterbowed,andthecurtainfell。

  Aconsiderableintervalelapsedbeforeitagainrose。Itssecondrisingdisplayedamoreelaboratelypreparedscenethanthelast。

  Thedrawing—room,asIhavebeforeobserved,wasraisedtwostepsabovethedining—room,andonthetopoftheupperstep,placedayardortwobackwithintheroom,appearedalargemarblebasin,whichI

  recognisedasanornamentoftheconservatory—whereitusuallystood,surroundedbyexotics,andtenantedbygoldfish—andwhenceitmusthavebeentransportedwithsometrouble,onaccountofitssizeandweight。

  Seatedonthecarpet,bythesideofthisbasin,wasseenMr。

  Rochester,costumedinshawls,withaturbanonhishead。HisdarkeyesandswarthyskinandPaynimfeaturessuitedthecostumeexactly:helookedtheverymodelofanEasternemir,anagentoravictimofthebowstring。PresentlyadvancedintoviewMissIngram。

  She,too,wasattiredinorientalfashion:acrimsonscarftiedsash—likeroundthewaist;anembroideredhandkerchiefknottedabouthertemples;herbeautifullymouldedarmsbare,oneofthemupraisedintheactofsupportingapitcher,poisedgracefullyonherhead。

  Bothhercastofformandfeature,hercomplexionandhergeneralair,suggestedtheideaofsomeIsraelitishprincessofthepatriarchaldays;andsuchwasdoubtlessthecharactersheintendedtorepresent。

  Sheapproachedthebasin,andbentoveritasiftofillherpitcher;sheagainliftedittoherhead。Thepersonageonthewell—brinknowseemedtoaccosther;tomakesomerequest:—\'Shehasted,letdownherpitcheronherhand,andgavehimtodrink。\'Fromthebosomofhisrobehethenproducedacasket,openeditandshowedmagnificentbraceletsandearrings;sheactedastonishmentandadmiration;kneeling,helaidthetreasureatherfeet;

  incredulityanddelightwereexpressedbyherlooksandgestures;

  thestrangerfastenedthebraceletsonherarmsandtheringsinherears。ItwasEliezerandRebecca:thecamelsonlywerewanting。

  Thediviningpartyagainlaidtheirheadstogether:apparentlytheycouldnotagreeaboutthewordorsyllablethesceneillustrated。

  ColonelDent,theirspokesman,demanded\'thetableauofthewhole\';

  whereuponthecurtainagaindescended。

  Onitsthirdrisingonlyaportionofthedrawing—roomwasdisclosed;therestbeingconcealedbyascreen,hungwithsomesortofdarkandcoarsedrapery。Themarblebasinwasremoved;initsplacestoodadealtableandakitchenchair:theseobjectswerevisiblebyaverydimlightproceedingfromahornlantern,thewaxcandlesbeingallextinguished。

  Amidstthissordidscene,satamanwithhisclenchedhandsrestingonhisknees,andhiseyesbentontheground。IknewMr。Rochester;

  thoughthebegrimedface,thedisordereddress(hiscoathangingloosefromonearm,asifithadbeenalmosttornfromhisbackinascuffle),thedesperateandscowlingcountenancetherough,bristlinghairmightwellhavedisguisedhim。Ashemoved,achainclanked;tohiswristswereattachedfetters。

  \'Bridewell!\'exclaimedColonelDent,andthecharadewassolved。

  Asufficientintervalhavingelapsedfortheperformerstoresumetheirordinarycostume,theyre—enteredthedining—room。Mr。RochesterledinMissIngram;shewascomplimentinghimonhisacting。

  \'Doyouknow,\'saidshe,\'that,ofthethreecharacters,Ilikedyouinthelastbest?Oh,hadyoubutlivedafewyearsearlier,whatagallantgentleman—highwaymanyouwouldhavemade!\'

  \'Isallthesootwashedfrommyface?\'heasked,turningittowardsher。

  \'Alas!yes:themore\'sthepity!Nothingcouldbemorebecomingtoyourcomplexionthanthatruffian\'srouge。\'

  \'Youwouldlikeaherooftheroadthen?\'

  \'AnEnglishherooftheroadwouldbethenextbestthingtoanItalianbandit;andthatcouldonlybesurpassedbyaLevantinepirate。\'

  \'Well,whateverIam,rememberyouaremywife;weweremarriedanhoursince,inthepresenceofallthesewitnesses。\'Shegiggled,andhercolourrose。

  \'Now,Dent,\'continuedMr。Rochester,\'itisyourturn。\'

  Andastheotherpartywithdrew,heandhisbandtookthevacatedseats。MissIngramplacedherselfatherleader\'srighthand;theotherdivinersfilledthechairsoneachsideofhimandher。Ididnotnowwatchtheactors;Inolongerwaitedwithinterestforthecurtaintorise;myattentionwasabsorbedbythespectators;myeyes,erewhilefixedonthearch,werenowirresistiblyattractedtothesemicircleofchairs。

  WhatcharadeColonelDentandhispartyplayed,whatwordtheychose,howtheyacquittedthemselves,Inolongerremember;butI

  stillseetheconsultationwhichfollowedeachscene:IseeMr。

  RochesterturntoMissIngram,andMissIngramtohim;Iseeherinclineherheadtowardshim,tillthejettycurlsalmosttouchhisshoulderandwaveagainsthischeek;Iheartheirmutualwhisperings;Irecalltheirinterchangedglances;andsomethingevenofthefeelingrousedbythespectaclereturnsinmemoryatthismoment。

  Ihavetoldyou,reader,thatIhadlearnttoloveMr。

  Rochester:I

  couldnotunlovehimnow,merelybecauseIfoundthathehadceasedtonoticeme—becauseImightpasshoursinhispresence,andhewouldneveronceturnhiseyesinmydirection—becauseIsawallhisattentionsappropriatedbyagreatlady,whoscornedtotouchmewiththehemofherrobesasshepassed;who,ifeverherdarkandimperiouseyefellonmebychance,wouldwithdrawitinstantlyasfromanobjecttoomeantomeritobservation。Icouldnotunlovehim,becauseIfeltsurehewouldsoonmarrythisverylady—becauseI

  readdailyinheraproudsecurityinhisintentionsrespectingher—

  becauseIwitnessedhourlyinhimastyleofcourtshipwhich,ifcarelessandchoosingrathertobesoughtthantoseek,wasyet,initsverycarelessness,captivating,andinitsverypride,irresistible。

  Therewasnothingtocoolorbanishloveinthesecircumstances,thoughmuchtocreatedespair。Muchtoo,youwillthink,reader,toengenderjealousy:ifawoman,inmyposition,couldpresumetobejealousofawomaninMissIngram\'s。ButIwasnotjealous:orveryrarely;—thenatureofthepainIsufferedcouldnotbeexplainedbythatword。MissIngramwasamarkbeneathjealousy:shewastooinferiortoexcitethefeeling。Pardontheseemingparadox;ImeanwhatIsay。Shewasveryshowy,butshewasnotgenuine:shehadafineperson,manybrilliantattainments;buthermindwaspoor,herheartbarrenbynature:nothingbloomedspontaneouslyonthatsoil;

  nounforcednaturalfruitdelightedbyitsfreshness。Shewasnotgood;

  shewasnotoriginal:sheusedtorepeatsoundingphrasesfrombooks:sheneveroffered,norhad,anopinionofherown。Sheadvocatedahightoneofsentiment;butshedidnotknowthesensationsofsympathyandpity;tendernessandtruthwerenotinher。

  Toooftenshebetrayedthis,bytheundueventshegavetoaspitefulantipathyshehadconceivedagainstlittleAdele:pushingherawaywithsomecontumeliousepithetifshehappenedtoapproachher;

  sometimesorderingherfromtheroom,andalwaystreatingherwithcoldnessandacrimony。Othereyesbesidesminewatchedthesemanifestationsofcharacter—watchedthemclosely,keenly,shrewdly。

  Yes;thefuturebridegroom,Mr。Rochesterhimself,exercisedoverhisintendedaceaselesssurveillance;anditwasfromthissagacity—thisguardednessofhis—thisperfect,clearconsciousnessofhisfairone\'sdefects—thisobviousabsenceofpassioninhissentimentstowardsher,thatmyever—torturingpainarose。

  Isawhewasgoingtomarryher,forfamily,perhapspoliticalreasons,becauseherrankandconnectionssuitedhim;Ifelthehadnotgivenherhislove,andthatherqualificationswereilladaptedtowinfromhimthattreasure。Thiswasthepoint—thiswaswherethenervewastouchedandteased—thiswaswherethefeverwassustainedandfed:shecouldnotcharmhim。

  Ifshehadmanagedthevictoryatonce,andhehadyieldedandsincerelylaidhisheartatherfeet,Ishouldhavecoveredmyface,turnedtothewall,and(figuratively)havediedtothem。IfMissIngramhadbeenagoodandnoblewoman,endowedwithforce,fervour,kindness,sense,Ishouldhavehadonevitalstrugglewithtwotigers—

  jealousyanddespair:then,myhearttornoutanddevoured,Ishouldhaveadmiredher—acknowledgedherexcellence,andbeenquietfortherestofmydays:andthemoreabsolutehersuperiority,thedeeperwouldhavebeenmyadmiration—themoretrulytranquilmyquiescence。Butasmattersreallystood,towatchMissIngram\'seffortsatfascinatingMr。Rochester,towitnesstheirrepeatedfailure—herselfunconsciousthattheydidfail;vainlyfancyingthateachshaftlaunchedhitthemark,andinfatuatedlyplumingherselfonsuccess,whenherprideandself—complacencyrepelledfurtherandfurtherwhatshewishedtoallure—towitnessthis,wastobeatonceunderceaselessexcitationandruthlessrestraint。

  Because,whenshefailed,Isawhowshemighthavesucceeded。

  ArrowsthatcontinuallyglancedofffromMr。Rochester\'sbreastandfellharmlessathisfeet,might,Iknew,ifshotbyasurerhand,havequiveredkeeninhisproudheart—havecalledloveintohissterneye,andsoftnessintohissardonicface;or,betterstill,withoutweaponsasilentconquestmighthavebeenwon。

  \'Whycanshenotinfluencehimmore,whensheisprivilegedtodrawsoneartohim?\'Iaskedmyself。\'Surelyshecannottrulylikehim,ornotlikehimwithtrueaffection!Ifshedid,sheneednotcoinhersmilessolavishly,flashherglancessounremittingly,manufactureairssoelaborate,gracessomultitudinous。Itseemstomethatshemight,bymerelysittingquietlyathisside,sayinglittleandlookingless,getnigherhisheart。Ihaveseeninhisfaceafardifferentexpressionfromthatwhichhardensitnowwhilesheissovivaciouslyaccostinghim;butthenitcameofitself:itwasnotelicitedbymeretriciousartsandcalculatedmanoeuvres;andonehadbuttoacceptit—toanswerwhatheaskedwithoutpretension,toaddresshimwhenneedfulwithoutgrimace—anditincreasedandgrewkinderandmoregenial,andwarmedonelikeafosteringsunbeam。Howwillshemanagetopleasehimwhentheyaremarried?Idonotthinkshewillmanageit;andyetitmightbemanaged;andhiswifemight,I

  verilybelieve,betheveryhappiestwomanthesunshineson。\'

  IhavenotyetsaidanythingcondemnatoryofMr。Rochester\'sprojectofmarryingforinterestandconnections。ItsurprisedmewhenIfirstdiscoveredthatsuchwashisintention:Ihadthoughthimamanunlikelytobeinfluencedbymotivessocommonplaceinhischoiceofawife;butthelongerIconsideredtheposition,education,etc。,oftheparties,thelessIfeltjustifiedinjudgingandblamingeitherhimorMissIngramforactinginconformitytoideasandprinciplesinstilledintothem,doubtless,fromtheirchildhood。Alltheirclassheldtheseprinciples:Isupposed,then,theyhadreasonsforholdingthemsuchasIcouldnotfathom。Itseemedtomethat,wereIagentlemanlikehim,IwouldtaketomybosomonlysuchawifeasIcouldlove;buttheveryobviousnessoftheadvantagestothehusband\'sownhappinessofferedbythisplanconvincedmethattheremustbeargumentsagainstitsgeneraladoptionofwhichIwasquiteignorant:otherwiseIfeltsurealltheworldwouldactasIwishedtoact。

  Butinotherpoints,aswellasthis,Iwasgrowingverylenienttomymaster:Iwasforgettingallhisfaults,forwhichIhadoncekeptasharplook—out。Ithadformerlybeenmyendeavourtostudyallsidesofhischaracter:totakethebadwiththegood;andfromthejustweighingofboth,toformanequitablejudgment。NowIsawnobad。Thesarcasmthathadrepelled,theharshnessthathadstartledmeonce,wereonlylikekeencondimentsinachoicedish:theirpresencewaspungent,buttheirabsencewouldbefeltascomparativelyinsipid。Andasforthevaguesomething—wasitasinisterorasorrowful,adesigningoradespondingexpression?—thatopeneduponacarefulobserver,nowandthen,inhiseye,andclosedagainbeforeonecouldfathomthestrangedepthpartiallydisclosed;thatsomethingwhichusedtomakemefearandshrink,asifIhadbeenwanderingamongstvolcanic—lookinghills,andhadsuddenlyfeltthegroundquiverandseenitgape:thatsomething,I,atintervals,beheldstill;andwiththrobbingheart,butnotwithpalsiednerves。

  Insteadofwishingtoshun,Ilongedonlytodare—todivineit;andI

  thoughtMissIngramhappy,becauseonedayshemightlookintotheabyssatherleisure,exploreitssecretsandanalysetheirnature。

  Meantime,whileIthoughtonlyofmymasterandhisfuturebride—

  sawonlythem,heardonlytheirdiscourse,andconsideredonlytheirmovementsofimportance—therestofthepartywereoccupiedwiththeirownseparateinterestsandpleasures。TheLadiesLynnandIngramcontinuedtoconsortinsolemnconferences,wheretheynoddedtheirtwoturbansateachother,andhelduptheirfourhandsinconfrontinggesturesofsurprise,ormystery,orhorror,accordingtothethemeonwhichtheirgossipran,likeapairofmagnifiedpuppets。MildMrs。

  Denttalkedwithgood—naturedMrs。Eshton;andthetwosometimesbestowedacourteouswordorsmileonme。SirGeorgeLynn,ColonelDent,andMr。Eshtondiscussedpolitics,orcountyaffairs,orjusticebusiness。LordIngramflirtedwithAmyEshton;LouisaplayedandsangtoandwithoneoftheMessrs。Lynn;andMaryIngramlistenedlanguidlytothegallantspeechesoftheother。Sometimesall,aswithoneconsent,suspendedtheirby—playtoobserveandlistentotheprincipalactors:for,afterall,Mr。Rochesterand—becausecloselyconnectedwithhim—MissIngramwerethelifeandsouloftheparty。

  Ifhewasabsentfromtheroomanhour,aperceptibledulnessseemedtostealoverthespiritsofhisguests;andhisre—entrancewassuretogiveafreshimpulsetothevivacityofconversation。

  ThewantofhisanimatinginfluenceappearedtobepeculiarlyfeltonedaythathehadbeensummonedtoMillcoteonbusiness,andwasnotlikelytoreturntilllate。Theafternoonwaswet:awalkthepartyhadproposedtotaketoseeagipsycamp,latelypitchedonacommonbeyondHay,wasconsequentlydeferred。Someofthegentlemenweregonetothestables:theyoungerones,togetherwiththeyoungerladies,wereplayingbilliardsinthebilliard—room。ThedowagersIngramandLynnsoughtsolaceinaquietgameatcards。

  BlancheIngram,afterhavingrepelled,bysupercilioustaciturnity,someeffortsofMrs。DentandMrs。Eshtontodrawherintoconversation,hadfirstmurmuredoversomesentimentaltunesandairsonthepiano,andthen,havingfetchedanovelfromthelibrary,hadflungherselfinhaughtylistlessnessonasofa,andpreparedtobeguile,bythespelloffiction,thetedioushoursofabsence。Theroomandthehouseweresilent:onlynowandthenthemerrimentofthebilliard—playerswasheardfromabove。

  Itwasvergingondusk,andthedockhadalreadygivenwarningofthehourtodressfordinner,whenlittleAdele,whokneltbymeinthedrawing—roomwindow—seat,suddenlyexclaimed—

  \'VoilaMonsieurRochester,quirevient!\'

  Iturned,andMissIngramdartedforwardsfromhersofa:

  theothers,too,lookedupfromtheirseveraloccupations;foratthesametimeacrunchingofwheelsandasplashingtrampofhorse—hoofsbecameaudibleonthewetgravel。Apost—chaisewasapproaching。

  \'Whatcanpossesshimtocomehomeinthatstyle?\'saidMissIngram。\'HerodeMesrour(theblackhorse),didhenot,whenhewentout?andPilotwaswithhim:—whathashedonewiththeanimals?\'

  Asshesaidthis,sheapproachedhertallpersonandamplegarmentssonearthewindow,thatIwasobligedtobendbackalmosttothebreakingofmyspine:inhereagernessshedidnotobservemeatfirst,butwhenshedid,shecurledherlipandmovedtoanothercasement。Thepost—chaisestopped;thedriverrangthedoor—bell,andagentlemanalightedattiredintravellinggarb;butitwasnotMr。Rochester;itwasatall,fashionable—lookingman,astranger。

  \'Howprovoking!\'exclaimedMissIngram:\'youtiresomemonkey!\'

  (apostrophisingAdele),\'whoperchedyouupinthewindowtogivefalseintelligence?\'andshecastonmeanangryglance,asifI

  wereinfault。

  Someparleyingwasaudibleinthehall,andsoonthenewcomerentered。HebowedtoLadyIngram,asdeeminghertheeldestladypresent。

  \'ItappearsIcomeataninopportunetime,madam,\'saidhe,\'whenmyfriend,Mr。Rochester,isfromhome;butIarrivefromaverylongjourney,andIthinkImaypresumesofaronoldandintimateacquaintanceastoinstalmyselfheretillhereturns。\'

  Hismannerwaspolite;hisaccent,inspeaking,struckmeasbeingsomewhatunusual,—notpreciselyforeign,butstillnotaltogetherEnglish:hisagemightbeaboutMr。Rochester\'s,—betweenthirtyandforty;hiscomplexionwassingularlysallow:otherwisehewasafine—lookingman,atfirstsightespecially。Oncloserexamination,youdetectedsomethinginhisfacethatdispleased,orratherthatfailedtoplease。Hisfeatureswereregular,buttoorelaxed:hiseyewaslargeandwellcut,butthelifelookingoutofitwasatame,vacantlife—atleastsoIthought。

  Thesoundofthedressing—belldispersedtheparty。ItwasnottillafterdinnerthatIsawhimagain:hethenseemedquiteathisease。

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