distractionsandconsequentneglectofdutyonthepartoftheattached—mutualallianceandreliance;confidencethenceresulting—
insolenceaccompanying—mutinyandgeneralblowup。AmIright,BaronessIngram,ofIngramPark?\'
\'Mylily—flower,youarerightnow,asalways。\'
\'Thennomoreneedbesaid:changethesubject。\'
AmyEshton,nothearingornotheedingthisdictum,joinedinwithhersoft,infantinetone:\'LouisaandIusedtoquizourgovernesstoo;butshewassuchagoodcreature,shewouldbearanything:nothingputherout。Shewasnevercrosswithus;wasshe,Louisa?\'
\'No,never:wemightdowhatwepleased;ransackherdeskandherworkbox,andturnherdrawersinsideout;andshewassogood—natured,shewouldgiveusanythingweaskedfor。\'
\'Isuppose,now,\'saidMissIngram,curlingherlipsarcastically,\'weshallhaveanabstractofthememoirsofallthegovernessesextant:inordertoavertsuchavisitation,Iagainmovetheintroductionofanewtopic。Mr。Rochester,doyousecondmymotion?\'
\'Madam,Isupportyouonthispoint,asoneveryother。\'
\'Thenonmebetheonusofbringingitforward。SigniorEduardo,areyouinvoiceto—night?\'
\'DonnaBianca,ifyoucommandit,Iwillbe。\'
\'Then,signior,Ilayonyoumysovereignbehesttofurbishupyourlungsandothervocalorgans,astheywillbewantedonmyroyalservice。\'
\'WhowouldnotbetheRizzioofsodivineaMary?\'
\'AfigforRizzio!\'criedshe,tossingherheadwithallitscurls,asshemovedtothepiano。\'ItismyopinionthefiddlerDavidmusthavebeenaninsipidsortoffellow;IlikeblackBothwellbetter:
tomymindamanisnothingwithoutaspiceofthedevilinhim;andhistorymaysaywhatitwillofJamesHepburn,butIhaveanotion,hewasjustthesortofwild,fierce,banditherowhomIcouldhaveconsentedtogiftwithmyhand。\'
\'Gentlemen,youhear!NowwhichofyoumostresemblesBothwell?\'
criedMr。Rochester。
\'Ishouldsaythepreferencelieswithyou,\'respondedColonelDent。
\'Onmyhonour,Iammuchobligedtoyou,\'wasthereply。
MissIngram,whohadnowseatedherselfwithproudgraceatthepiano,spreadingouthersnowyrobesinqueenlyamplitude,commencedabrilliantprelude;talkingmeantime。Sheappearedtobeonherhighhorseto—night;bothherwordsandherairseemedintendedtoexcitenotonlytheadmiration,buttheamazementofherauditors:shewasevidentlybentonstrikingthemassomethingverydashinganddaringindeed。
\'Oh,Iamsosickoftheyoungmenofthepresentday!\'
exclaimedshe,rattlingawayattheinstrument。\'Poor,punythings,notfittostirastepbeyondpapa\'sparkgates:nortogoevensofarwithoutmama\'spermissionandguardianship!Creaturessoabsorbedincareabouttheirprettyfaces,andtheirwhitehands,andtheirsmallfeet;
asifamanhadanythingtodowithbeauty!Asiflovelinesswerenotthespecialprerogativeofwoman—herlegitimateappanageandheritage!Igrantanuglywomanisablotonthefairfaceofcreation;butastothegentlemen,letthembesolicitoustopossessonlystrengthandvalour:lettheirmottobe:—Hunt,shoot,andfight:
therestisnotworthafillip。Suchshouldbemydevice,wereIaman。\'
\'WheneverImarry,\'shecontinuedafterapausewhichnoneinterrupted,\'Iamresolvedmyhusbandshallnotbearival,butafoiltome。Iwillsuffernocompetitornearthethrone;Ishallexactanundividedhomage:hisdevotionsshallnotbesharedbetweenmeandtheshapeheseesinhismirror。Mr。Rochester,nowsing,andI
willplayforyou。\'
\'Iamallobedience,\'wastheresponse。
\'HerethenisaCorsair—song。KnowthatIdoatonCorsairs;
andforthatreason,singitconspirito。\'
\'CommandsfromMissIngram\'slipswouldputspiritintoamugofmilkandwater。\'
\'Takecare,then:ifyoudon\'tpleaseme,Iwillshameyoubyshowinghowsuchthingsshouldbedone。\'
\'Thatisofferingapremiumonincapacity:Ishallnowendeavourtofail。\'
\'Gardez—vousenbien!Ifyouerrwilfully,Ishalldeviseaproportionatepunishment。\'
\'MissIngramoughttobeclement,forshehasitinherpowertoinflictachastisementbeyondmortalendurance。\'
\'Ha!explain!\'commandedthelady。
\'Pardonme,madam:noneedofexplanation;yourownfinesensemustinformyouthatoneofyourfrownswouldbeasufficientsubstituteforcapitalpunishment。\'
\'Sing!\'saidshe,andagaintouchingthepiano,shecommencedanaccompanimentinspiritedstyle。
\'Nowismytimetoslipaway,\'thoughtI:butthetonesthatthenseveredtheairarrestedme。Mrs。FairfaxhadsaidMr。Rochesterpossessedafinevoice:hedid—amellow,powerfulbass,intowhichhethrewhisownfeeling,hisownforce:findingawaythroughtheeartotheheart,andtherewakingsensationstrangely。Iwaitedtillthelastdeepandfullvibrationhadexpired—tillthetideoftalk,checkedaninstant,hadresumeditsflow;Ithenquittedmyshelteredcornerandmademyexitbytheside—door,whichwasfortunatelynear。Thenceanarrowpassageledintothehall:incrossingit,Iperceivedmysandalwasloose;Istoppedtotieit,kneelingdownforthatpurposeonthematatthefootofthestaircase。Iheardthedining—roomdoorunclose;agentlemancameout;
risinghastily,Istoodfacetofacewithhim:itwasMr。Rochester。
\'Howdoyoudo?\'heasked。
\'Iamverywell,sir。\'
\'Whydidyounotcomeandspeaktomeintheroom?\'
IthoughtImighthaveretortedthequestiononhimwhoputit:butIwouldnottakethatfreedom。Ianswered—
\'Ididnotwishtodisturbyou,asyouseemedengaged,sir。\'
\'Whathaveyoubeendoingduringmyabsence?\'
\'Nothingparticular;teachingAdeleasusual。\'
\'Andgettingagooddealpalerthanyouwere—asIsawatfirstsight。Whatisthematter?\'
\'Nothingatall,sir。\'
\'Didyoutakeanycoldthatnightyouhalfdrownedme?\'
\'Nottheleast。\'
\'Returntothedrawing—room:youaredesertingtooearly。\'
\'Iamtired,sir。\'
Helookedatmeforaminute。
\'Andalittledepressed,\'hesaid。\'Whatabout?Tellme。\'
\'Nothing—nothing,sir。Iamnotdepressed。\'
\'ButIaffirmthatyouare:somuchdepressedthatafewmorewordswouldbringtearstoyoureyes—indeed,theyaretherenow,shiningandswimming;andabeadhasslippedfromthelashandfallenontotheflag。IfIhadtime,andwasnotinmortaldreadofsomepratingprigofaservantpassing,Iwouldknowwhatallthismeans。Well,to—nightIexcuseyou;butunderstandthatsolongasmyvisitorsstay,Iexpectyoutoappearinthedrawing—roomeveryevening;itismywish;don\'tneglectit。Nowgo,andsendSophieforAdele。
Good—night,my—\'Hestopped,bithislip,andabruptlyleftme。
chapter18
CHAPTERXVIII
MERRYdaysweretheseatThornfieldHall;andbusydaystoo:howdifferentfromthefirstthreemonthsofstillness,monotony,andsolitudeIhadpassedbeneathitsroof!Allsadfeelingsseemednowdrivenfromthehouse,allgloomyassociationsforgotten:therewaslifeeverywhere,movementalldaylong。Youcouldnotnowtraversethegallery,oncesohushed,norenterthefrontchambers,oncesotenantless,withoutencounteringasmartlady\'s—maidoradandyvalet。
Thekitchen,thebutler\'spantry,theservants\'hall,theentrancehall,wereequallyalive;andthesaloonswereonlyleftvoidandstillwhentheblueskyandhalcyonsunshineofthegenialspringweathercalledtheiroccupantsoutintothegrounds。Evenwhenthatweatherwasbroken,andcontinuousrainsetinforsomedays,nodampseemedcastoverenjoyment:indooramusementsonlybecamemorelivelyandvaried,inconsequenceofthestopputtooutdoorgaiety。
Iwonderedwhattheyweregoingtodothefirsteveningachangeofentertainmentwasproposed:theyspokeof\'playingcharades,\'butinmyignoranceIdidnotunderstandtheterm。Theservantswerecalledin,thedining—roomtableswheeledaway,thelightsotherwisedisposed,thechairsplacedinasemicircleoppositethearch。WhileMr。Rochesterandtheothergentlemendirectedthesealterations,theladieswererunningupanddownstairsringingfortheirmaids。
Mrs。Fairfaxwassummonedtogiveinformationrespectingtheresourcesofthehouseinshawls,dresses,draperiesofanykind;andcertainwardrobesofthethirdstoreywereransacked,andtheircontents,intheshapeofbrocadedandhoopedpetticoats,satinsacques,blackmodes,lacelappets,etc。,werebroughtdowninarmfulsbytheabigails;thenaselectionwasmade,andsuchthingsaswerechosenwerecarriedtotheboudoirwithinthedrawing—room。
Meantime,Mr。Rochesterhadagainsummonedtheladiesroundhim,andwasselectingcertainoftheirnumbertobeofhisparty。\'MissIngramismine,ofcourse,\'saidhe:afterwardshenamedthetwoMissesEshton,andMrs。Dent。Helookedatme:Ihappenedtobenearhim,asIhadbeenfasteningtheclaspofMrs。Dent\'sbracelet,whichhadgotloose。
\'Willyouplay?\'heasked。Ishookmyhead。Hedidnotinsist,whichIratherfearedhewouldhavedone;heallowedmetoreturnquietlytomyusualseat。
Heandhisaidsnowwithdrewbehindthecurtain:theotherparty,whichwasheadedbyColonelDent,satdownonthecrescentofchairs。Oneofthegentlemen,Mr。Eshton,observingme,seemedtoproposethatIshouldbeaskedtojointhem;butLadyIngraminstantlynegativedthenotion。
\'No,\'Iheardhersay:\'shelookstoostupidforanygameofthesort。\'
Erelongabelltinkled,andthecurtaindrewup。Withinthearch,thebulkyfigureofSirGeorgeLynn,whomMr。Rochesterhadlikewisechosen,wasseenenvelopedinawhitesheet:beforehim,onatable,layopenalargebook;andathissidestoodAmyEshton,drapedinMr。Rochester\'scloak,andholdingabookinherhand。Somebody,unseen,rangthebellmerrily;thenAdele(whohadinsistedonbeingoneofherguardian\'sparty),boundedforward,scatteringroundherthecontentsofabasketofflowersshecarriedonherarm。ThenappearedthemagnificentfigureofMissIngram,cladinwhite,alongveilonherhead,andawreathofrosesroundherbrow;byhersidewalkedMr。Rochester,andtogethertheydrewnearthetable。Theyknelt;whileMrs。DentandLouisaEshton,dressedalsoinwhite,tookuptheirstationsbehindthem。Aceremonyfollowed,indumbshow,inwhichitwaseasytorecognisethepantomimeofamarriage。Atitstermination,ColonelDent,andhispartyconsultedinwhispersfortwominutes,thentheColonelcalledout—
\'Bride!\'Mr。Rochesterbowed,andthecurtainfell。
Aconsiderableintervalelapsedbeforeitagainrose。Itssecondrisingdisplayedamoreelaboratelypreparedscenethanthelast。
Thedrawing—room,asIhavebeforeobserved,wasraisedtwostepsabovethedining—room,andonthetopoftheupperstep,placedayardortwobackwithintheroom,appearedalargemarblebasin,whichI
recognisedasanornamentoftheconservatory—whereitusuallystood,surroundedbyexotics,andtenantedbygoldfish—andwhenceitmusthavebeentransportedwithsometrouble,onaccountofitssizeandweight。
Seatedonthecarpet,bythesideofthisbasin,wasseenMr。
Rochester,costumedinshawls,withaturbanonhishead。HisdarkeyesandswarthyskinandPaynimfeaturessuitedthecostumeexactly:helookedtheverymodelofanEasternemir,anagentoravictimofthebowstring。PresentlyadvancedintoviewMissIngram。
She,too,wasattiredinorientalfashion:acrimsonscarftiedsash—likeroundthewaist;anembroideredhandkerchiefknottedabouthertemples;herbeautifullymouldedarmsbare,oneofthemupraisedintheactofsupportingapitcher,poisedgracefullyonherhead。
Bothhercastofformandfeature,hercomplexionandhergeneralair,suggestedtheideaofsomeIsraelitishprincessofthepatriarchaldays;andsuchwasdoubtlessthecharactersheintendedtorepresent。
Sheapproachedthebasin,andbentoveritasiftofillherpitcher;sheagainliftedittoherhead。Thepersonageonthewell—brinknowseemedtoaccosther;tomakesomerequest:—\'Shehasted,letdownherpitcheronherhand,andgavehimtodrink。\'Fromthebosomofhisrobehethenproducedacasket,openeditandshowedmagnificentbraceletsandearrings;sheactedastonishmentandadmiration;kneeling,helaidthetreasureatherfeet;
incredulityanddelightwereexpressedbyherlooksandgestures;
thestrangerfastenedthebraceletsonherarmsandtheringsinherears。ItwasEliezerandRebecca:thecamelsonlywerewanting。
Thediviningpartyagainlaidtheirheadstogether:apparentlytheycouldnotagreeaboutthewordorsyllablethesceneillustrated。
ColonelDent,theirspokesman,demanded\'thetableauofthewhole\';
whereuponthecurtainagaindescended。
Onitsthirdrisingonlyaportionofthedrawing—roomwasdisclosed;therestbeingconcealedbyascreen,hungwithsomesortofdarkandcoarsedrapery。Themarblebasinwasremoved;initsplacestoodadealtableandakitchenchair:theseobjectswerevisiblebyaverydimlightproceedingfromahornlantern,thewaxcandlesbeingallextinguished。
Amidstthissordidscene,satamanwithhisclenchedhandsrestingonhisknees,andhiseyesbentontheground。IknewMr。Rochester;
thoughthebegrimedface,thedisordereddress(hiscoathangingloosefromonearm,asifithadbeenalmosttornfromhisbackinascuffle),thedesperateandscowlingcountenancetherough,bristlinghairmightwellhavedisguisedhim。Ashemoved,achainclanked;tohiswristswereattachedfetters。
\'Bridewell!\'exclaimedColonelDent,andthecharadewassolved。
Asufficientintervalhavingelapsedfortheperformerstoresumetheirordinarycostume,theyre—enteredthedining—room。Mr。RochesterledinMissIngram;shewascomplimentinghimonhisacting。
\'Doyouknow,\'saidshe,\'that,ofthethreecharacters,Ilikedyouinthelastbest?Oh,hadyoubutlivedafewyearsearlier,whatagallantgentleman—highwaymanyouwouldhavemade!\'
\'Isallthesootwashedfrommyface?\'heasked,turningittowardsher。
\'Alas!yes:themore\'sthepity!Nothingcouldbemorebecomingtoyourcomplexionthanthatruffian\'srouge。\'
\'Youwouldlikeaherooftheroadthen?\'
\'AnEnglishherooftheroadwouldbethenextbestthingtoanItalianbandit;andthatcouldonlybesurpassedbyaLevantinepirate。\'
\'Well,whateverIam,rememberyouaremywife;weweremarriedanhoursince,inthepresenceofallthesewitnesses。\'Shegiggled,andhercolourrose。
\'Now,Dent,\'continuedMr。Rochester,\'itisyourturn。\'
Andastheotherpartywithdrew,heandhisbandtookthevacatedseats。MissIngramplacedherselfatherleader\'srighthand;theotherdivinersfilledthechairsoneachsideofhimandher。Ididnotnowwatchtheactors;Inolongerwaitedwithinterestforthecurtaintorise;myattentionwasabsorbedbythespectators;myeyes,erewhilefixedonthearch,werenowirresistiblyattractedtothesemicircleofchairs。
WhatcharadeColonelDentandhispartyplayed,whatwordtheychose,howtheyacquittedthemselves,Inolongerremember;butI
stillseetheconsultationwhichfollowedeachscene:IseeMr。
RochesterturntoMissIngram,andMissIngramtohim;Iseeherinclineherheadtowardshim,tillthejettycurlsalmosttouchhisshoulderandwaveagainsthischeek;Iheartheirmutualwhisperings;Irecalltheirinterchangedglances;andsomethingevenofthefeelingrousedbythespectaclereturnsinmemoryatthismoment。
Ihavetoldyou,reader,thatIhadlearnttoloveMr。
Rochester:I
couldnotunlovehimnow,merelybecauseIfoundthathehadceasedtonoticeme—becauseImightpasshoursinhispresence,andhewouldneveronceturnhiseyesinmydirection—becauseIsawallhisattentionsappropriatedbyagreatlady,whoscornedtotouchmewiththehemofherrobesasshepassed;who,ifeverherdarkandimperiouseyefellonmebychance,wouldwithdrawitinstantlyasfromanobjecttoomeantomeritobservation。Icouldnotunlovehim,becauseIfeltsurehewouldsoonmarrythisverylady—becauseI
readdailyinheraproudsecurityinhisintentionsrespectingher—
becauseIwitnessedhourlyinhimastyleofcourtshipwhich,ifcarelessandchoosingrathertobesoughtthantoseek,wasyet,initsverycarelessness,captivating,andinitsverypride,irresistible。
Therewasnothingtocoolorbanishloveinthesecircumstances,thoughmuchtocreatedespair。Muchtoo,youwillthink,reader,toengenderjealousy:ifawoman,inmyposition,couldpresumetobejealousofawomaninMissIngram\'s。ButIwasnotjealous:orveryrarely;—thenatureofthepainIsufferedcouldnotbeexplainedbythatword。MissIngramwasamarkbeneathjealousy:shewastooinferiortoexcitethefeeling。Pardontheseemingparadox;ImeanwhatIsay。Shewasveryshowy,butshewasnotgenuine:shehadafineperson,manybrilliantattainments;buthermindwaspoor,herheartbarrenbynature:nothingbloomedspontaneouslyonthatsoil;
nounforcednaturalfruitdelightedbyitsfreshness。Shewasnotgood;
shewasnotoriginal:sheusedtorepeatsoundingphrasesfrombooks:sheneveroffered,norhad,anopinionofherown。Sheadvocatedahightoneofsentiment;butshedidnotknowthesensationsofsympathyandpity;tendernessandtruthwerenotinher。
Toooftenshebetrayedthis,bytheundueventshegavetoaspitefulantipathyshehadconceivedagainstlittleAdele:pushingherawaywithsomecontumeliousepithetifshehappenedtoapproachher;
sometimesorderingherfromtheroom,andalwaystreatingherwithcoldnessandacrimony。Othereyesbesidesminewatchedthesemanifestationsofcharacter—watchedthemclosely,keenly,shrewdly。
Yes;thefuturebridegroom,Mr。Rochesterhimself,exercisedoverhisintendedaceaselesssurveillance;anditwasfromthissagacity—thisguardednessofhis—thisperfect,clearconsciousnessofhisfairone\'sdefects—thisobviousabsenceofpassioninhissentimentstowardsher,thatmyever—torturingpainarose。
Isawhewasgoingtomarryher,forfamily,perhapspoliticalreasons,becauseherrankandconnectionssuitedhim;Ifelthehadnotgivenherhislove,andthatherqualificationswereilladaptedtowinfromhimthattreasure。Thiswasthepoint—thiswaswherethenervewastouchedandteased—thiswaswherethefeverwassustainedandfed:shecouldnotcharmhim。
Ifshehadmanagedthevictoryatonce,andhehadyieldedandsincerelylaidhisheartatherfeet,Ishouldhavecoveredmyface,turnedtothewall,and(figuratively)havediedtothem。IfMissIngramhadbeenagoodandnoblewoman,endowedwithforce,fervour,kindness,sense,Ishouldhavehadonevitalstrugglewithtwotigers—
jealousyanddespair:then,myhearttornoutanddevoured,Ishouldhaveadmiredher—acknowledgedherexcellence,andbeenquietfortherestofmydays:andthemoreabsolutehersuperiority,thedeeperwouldhavebeenmyadmiration—themoretrulytranquilmyquiescence。Butasmattersreallystood,towatchMissIngram\'seffortsatfascinatingMr。Rochester,towitnesstheirrepeatedfailure—herselfunconsciousthattheydidfail;vainlyfancyingthateachshaftlaunchedhitthemark,andinfatuatedlyplumingherselfonsuccess,whenherprideandself—complacencyrepelledfurtherandfurtherwhatshewishedtoallure—towitnessthis,wastobeatonceunderceaselessexcitationandruthlessrestraint。
Because,whenshefailed,Isawhowshemighthavesucceeded。
ArrowsthatcontinuallyglancedofffromMr。Rochester\'sbreastandfellharmlessathisfeet,might,Iknew,ifshotbyasurerhand,havequiveredkeeninhisproudheart—havecalledloveintohissterneye,andsoftnessintohissardonicface;or,betterstill,withoutweaponsasilentconquestmighthavebeenwon。
\'Whycanshenotinfluencehimmore,whensheisprivilegedtodrawsoneartohim?\'Iaskedmyself。\'Surelyshecannottrulylikehim,ornotlikehimwithtrueaffection!Ifshedid,sheneednotcoinhersmilessolavishly,flashherglancessounremittingly,manufactureairssoelaborate,gracessomultitudinous。Itseemstomethatshemight,bymerelysittingquietlyathisside,sayinglittleandlookingless,getnigherhisheart。Ihaveseeninhisfaceafardifferentexpressionfromthatwhichhardensitnowwhilesheissovivaciouslyaccostinghim;butthenitcameofitself:itwasnotelicitedbymeretriciousartsandcalculatedmanoeuvres;andonehadbuttoacceptit—toanswerwhatheaskedwithoutpretension,toaddresshimwhenneedfulwithoutgrimace—anditincreasedandgrewkinderandmoregenial,andwarmedonelikeafosteringsunbeam。Howwillshemanagetopleasehimwhentheyaremarried?Idonotthinkshewillmanageit;andyetitmightbemanaged;andhiswifemight,I
verilybelieve,betheveryhappiestwomanthesunshineson。\'
IhavenotyetsaidanythingcondemnatoryofMr。Rochester\'sprojectofmarryingforinterestandconnections。ItsurprisedmewhenIfirstdiscoveredthatsuchwashisintention:Ihadthoughthimamanunlikelytobeinfluencedbymotivessocommonplaceinhischoiceofawife;butthelongerIconsideredtheposition,education,etc。,oftheparties,thelessIfeltjustifiedinjudgingandblamingeitherhimorMissIngramforactinginconformitytoideasandprinciplesinstilledintothem,doubtless,fromtheirchildhood。Alltheirclassheldtheseprinciples:Isupposed,then,theyhadreasonsforholdingthemsuchasIcouldnotfathom。Itseemedtomethat,wereIagentlemanlikehim,IwouldtaketomybosomonlysuchawifeasIcouldlove;buttheveryobviousnessoftheadvantagestothehusband\'sownhappinessofferedbythisplanconvincedmethattheremustbeargumentsagainstitsgeneraladoptionofwhichIwasquiteignorant:otherwiseIfeltsurealltheworldwouldactasIwishedtoact。
Butinotherpoints,aswellasthis,Iwasgrowingverylenienttomymaster:Iwasforgettingallhisfaults,forwhichIhadoncekeptasharplook—out。Ithadformerlybeenmyendeavourtostudyallsidesofhischaracter:totakethebadwiththegood;andfromthejustweighingofboth,toformanequitablejudgment。NowIsawnobad。Thesarcasmthathadrepelled,theharshnessthathadstartledmeonce,wereonlylikekeencondimentsinachoicedish:theirpresencewaspungent,buttheirabsencewouldbefeltascomparativelyinsipid。Andasforthevaguesomething—wasitasinisterorasorrowful,adesigningoradespondingexpression?—thatopeneduponacarefulobserver,nowandthen,inhiseye,andclosedagainbeforeonecouldfathomthestrangedepthpartiallydisclosed;thatsomethingwhichusedtomakemefearandshrink,asifIhadbeenwanderingamongstvolcanic—lookinghills,andhadsuddenlyfeltthegroundquiverandseenitgape:thatsomething,I,atintervals,beheldstill;andwiththrobbingheart,butnotwithpalsiednerves。
Insteadofwishingtoshun,Ilongedonlytodare—todivineit;andI
thoughtMissIngramhappy,becauseonedayshemightlookintotheabyssatherleisure,exploreitssecretsandanalysetheirnature。
Meantime,whileIthoughtonlyofmymasterandhisfuturebride—
sawonlythem,heardonlytheirdiscourse,andconsideredonlytheirmovementsofimportance—therestofthepartywereoccupiedwiththeirownseparateinterestsandpleasures。TheLadiesLynnandIngramcontinuedtoconsortinsolemnconferences,wheretheynoddedtheirtwoturbansateachother,andhelduptheirfourhandsinconfrontinggesturesofsurprise,ormystery,orhorror,accordingtothethemeonwhichtheirgossipran,likeapairofmagnifiedpuppets。MildMrs。
Denttalkedwithgood—naturedMrs。Eshton;andthetwosometimesbestowedacourteouswordorsmileonme。SirGeorgeLynn,ColonelDent,andMr。Eshtondiscussedpolitics,orcountyaffairs,orjusticebusiness。LordIngramflirtedwithAmyEshton;LouisaplayedandsangtoandwithoneoftheMessrs。Lynn;andMaryIngramlistenedlanguidlytothegallantspeechesoftheother。Sometimesall,aswithoneconsent,suspendedtheirby—playtoobserveandlistentotheprincipalactors:for,afterall,Mr。Rochesterand—becausecloselyconnectedwithhim—MissIngramwerethelifeandsouloftheparty。
Ifhewasabsentfromtheroomanhour,aperceptibledulnessseemedtostealoverthespiritsofhisguests;andhisre—entrancewassuretogiveafreshimpulsetothevivacityofconversation。
ThewantofhisanimatinginfluenceappearedtobepeculiarlyfeltonedaythathehadbeensummonedtoMillcoteonbusiness,andwasnotlikelytoreturntilllate。Theafternoonwaswet:awalkthepartyhadproposedtotaketoseeagipsycamp,latelypitchedonacommonbeyondHay,wasconsequentlydeferred。Someofthegentlemenweregonetothestables:theyoungerones,togetherwiththeyoungerladies,wereplayingbilliardsinthebilliard—room。ThedowagersIngramandLynnsoughtsolaceinaquietgameatcards。
BlancheIngram,afterhavingrepelled,bysupercilioustaciturnity,someeffortsofMrs。DentandMrs。Eshtontodrawherintoconversation,hadfirstmurmuredoversomesentimentaltunesandairsonthepiano,andthen,havingfetchedanovelfromthelibrary,hadflungherselfinhaughtylistlessnessonasofa,andpreparedtobeguile,bythespelloffiction,thetedioushoursofabsence。Theroomandthehouseweresilent:onlynowandthenthemerrimentofthebilliard—playerswasheardfromabove。
Itwasvergingondusk,andthedockhadalreadygivenwarningofthehourtodressfordinner,whenlittleAdele,whokneltbymeinthedrawing—roomwindow—seat,suddenlyexclaimed—
\'VoilaMonsieurRochester,quirevient!\'
Iturned,andMissIngramdartedforwardsfromhersofa:
theothers,too,lookedupfromtheirseveraloccupations;foratthesametimeacrunchingofwheelsandasplashingtrampofhorse—hoofsbecameaudibleonthewetgravel。Apost—chaisewasapproaching。
\'Whatcanpossesshimtocomehomeinthatstyle?\'saidMissIngram。\'HerodeMesrour(theblackhorse),didhenot,whenhewentout?andPilotwaswithhim:—whathashedonewiththeanimals?\'
Asshesaidthis,sheapproachedhertallpersonandamplegarmentssonearthewindow,thatIwasobligedtobendbackalmosttothebreakingofmyspine:inhereagernessshedidnotobservemeatfirst,butwhenshedid,shecurledherlipandmovedtoanothercasement。Thepost—chaisestopped;thedriverrangthedoor—bell,andagentlemanalightedattiredintravellinggarb;butitwasnotMr。Rochester;itwasatall,fashionable—lookingman,astranger。
\'Howprovoking!\'exclaimedMissIngram:\'youtiresomemonkey!\'
(apostrophisingAdele),\'whoperchedyouupinthewindowtogivefalseintelligence?\'andshecastonmeanangryglance,asifI
wereinfault。
Someparleyingwasaudibleinthehall,andsoonthenewcomerentered。HebowedtoLadyIngram,asdeeminghertheeldestladypresent。
\'ItappearsIcomeataninopportunetime,madam,\'saidhe,\'whenmyfriend,Mr。Rochester,isfromhome;butIarrivefromaverylongjourney,andIthinkImaypresumesofaronoldandintimateacquaintanceastoinstalmyselfheretillhereturns。\'
Hismannerwaspolite;hisaccent,inspeaking,struckmeasbeingsomewhatunusual,—notpreciselyforeign,butstillnotaltogetherEnglish:hisagemightbeaboutMr。Rochester\'s,—betweenthirtyandforty;hiscomplexionwassingularlysallow:otherwisehewasafine—lookingman,atfirstsightespecially。Oncloserexamination,youdetectedsomethinginhisfacethatdispleased,orratherthatfailedtoplease。Hisfeatureswereregular,buttoorelaxed:hiseyewaslargeandwellcut,butthelifelookingoutofitwasatame,vacantlife—atleastsoIthought。
Thesoundofthedressing—belldispersedtheparty。ItwasnottillafterdinnerthatIsawhimagain:hethenseemedquiteathisease。