“IbegantoattendtheSchoolofArtatDarlingtononthe6thofMarch,1872。Ifound,onattemptingtodraw,thatIhadnaturallyacorrecteyeandhand;andImadesuchprogress,thatwhenthestudents’drawingswereexamined,previouslytosendingthemuptoSouthKensington,allmyworkwasapproved。Iwasthensettodrawfromthecastinchalk,althoughIhadonlybeenattheschoolforamonth。ItriedforallthefoursubjectsattheMayexamination,andwasfortunateenoughtopassthreeofthem,andobtainedasaprizePackett’s’Sciography。’Iworkedhardduringthenextyear,andsentupseventeenworks;foroneofthese,the’VenusdeMilo,’Igainedastudentship。
“Ithencommencedthestudyofhumananatomy,andbeganwater-colourpainting,readingalltheworksuponartonwhichI
couldlaymyhand。AttheMayexaminationof1873,Icompletedmysecond-gradecertificate,andattheendoftheyearofmystudentship,IacceptedtheofficeofteacherintheSchoolofArt。Thisart-trainingcreatedinmeasortofdisgustforphotography,asIsawthatthescienceofphotographyhadreallyverylittlegenuineartinit,andwasmorealliedtoamechanicalpursuitthantoanartisticone。Now,whenIlookbackonmypastideas,Iclearlyseethatagreatdealofthisdisgustwasduetomyignoranceandself-conceit。
“In1874,Icommencedpaintingintempora,andtheninoil,copyingthepictureslenttotheschoolfromtheSouthKensingtonArtLibrary。Iworkedalsofromstilllife,andbegansketchingfromnatureinoilandwater-colours,sometimessellingmyworktohelpmetobuymaterialsforart-workandscientificexperiments。Iwas,however,abletodoverylittleinthefollowingyear,asIwasathomesufferingfromsciatica。ForninemonthsIcouldnotstanderect,buthadtohobbleaboutwithastick。Thisillnesscausedmetogiveupmyteachership。
“Earlyin1876IreturnedtoDarlington。Iwentonwithmyartstudiesandthescienceofchemistry;thoughIwentnofurtherinheliochromy。Ipushedforwardwithanatomy。IsentaboutfifteenworkstoSouthKensington,andgainedasmythird-gradeprizeinlistAthe’DictionaryofTermsusedinArt’byThomasFairholt,whichIfoundaveryusefulwork。Towardstheendoftheyear,myfather,whosehealthwasdeclining,sentformehometoassisthimintheschool。InowcommencedthestudyofAlgebraandEuclidingoodearnest,butfoundittoughwork。Myfather,thoughafairmathematician,wasunabletogivemeanyinstruction;forhehadbeenseizedwithparalysis,fromwhichheneverrecovered。Beforehedied,herecommendedmetotryforaschoolmaster’scertificate;andIpromisedhimthatIwould。I