saysone。”Beoff。”saysanotherfiercely。Three-and-sixpencehasbeenspentinvain——thescreensretiretoMissClapp’sbedroom,whopersistsinthinkingthemlovely。
Shewritesoutalittlecardinherneatesthand,andafterlongthoughtandlabourofcomposition,inwhichthepublicisinformedthat“ALadywhohassometimeatherdisposal,wishestoundertaketheeducationofsomelittlegirls,whomshewouldinstructinEnglish,inFrench,inGeography,inHistory,andinMusic——addressA。O。,atMr。Brown’s“;andsheconfidesthecardtothegentlemanoftheFineArtRepository,whoconsentstoallowittolieuponthecounter,whereitgrowsdingyandfly-blown。Ameliapassesthedoorwistfullymanyatime,inhopesthatMr。Brownwillhavesomenewstogiveher,butheneverbeckonsherin。Whenshegoestomakelittlepurchases,thereisnonewsforher。Poorsimplelady,tenderandweak——howareyoutobattlewiththestrugglingviolentworld?
Shegrowsdailymorecare-wornandsad,fixinguponherchildalarmedeyes,whereofthelittleboycannotinterprettheexpression。Shestartsupofanightandpeepsintohisroomstealthily,toseethatheissleepingandnotstolenaway。Shesleepsbutlittlenow。A
constantthoughtandterrorishauntingher。Howsheweepsandpraysinthelongsilentnights——howshetriestohidefromherselfthethoughtwhichwillreturntoher,thatsheoughttopartwiththeboy,thatsheistheonlybarrierbetweenhimandprosperity。Shecan’t,shecan’t。
Notnow,atleast。Someotherday。Oh!itistoohardtothinkofandtobear。