WhenErnestwasinhissecondyear,Theobald,asIhavealreadysaid,begantoteachhimtoread。Hebegantowhiphimtwodaysafterhehadbeguntoteachhim。
“Itwaspainful。”ashesaidtoChristina,butitwastheonlythingtodoanditwasdone。Thechildwaspuny,whiteandsickly,sotheysentcontinuallyforthedoctorwhodosedhimwithcalomelandJames’spowder。Allwasdoneinlove,anxiety,timidity,stupidity,andimpatience。Theywerestupidinlittlethings;andhethatisstupidinlittlewillbestupidalsoinmuch。
PresentlyoldMrPontifexdied,andthencametherevelationofthelittlealterationhehadmadeinhiswillsimultaneouslywithhisbequesttoErnest。Itwasratherhardtobear,especiallyastherewasnowayofconveyingabitoftheirmindstothetestatornowthathecouldnolongerhurtthem。Asregardstheboyhimselfanyonemustseethatthebequestwouldbeanunmitigatedmisfortunetohim。Toleavehimasmallindependencewasperhapsthegreatestinjurywhichonecouldinflictuponayoungman。Itwouldcripplehisenergies,anddeadenhisdesireforactiveemployment。Manyayouthwasledintoevilcoursesbytheknowledgethatonarrivingatmajorityhewouldcomeintoafewthousands。Theymightsurelyhavebeentrustedtohavetheirboy’sinterestsatheart,andmustbebetterjudgesofthoseintereststhanhe,attwenty-one,couldbeexpectedtobe:besidesifJonadab,thesonofRechab’sfather——orperhapsitmightbesimplerunderthecircumstancestosayRechabatonce——ifRechab,then,hadlefthandsomelegaciestohisgrandchildren——whyJonadabmightnothavefoundthosechildrensoeasytodealwith,etc。“Mydear。”saidTheobald,afterhavingdiscussedthematterwithChristinaforthetwentiethtime,“mydear,theonlythingtoguideandconsoleusundermisfortunesofthiskindistotakerefugeinpracticalwork。IwillgoandpayavisittoMrsThompson。”
OnthosedaysMrsThompsonwouldbetoldthathersinswereallwashedwhite,etc。,alittlesoonerandalittlemoreperemptorilythanonothers。
IusedtostayatBattersbyforadayortwosometimes,whilemygodsonandhisbrotherandsisterwerechildren。IhardlyknowwhyIwent,forTheobaldandIgrewmoreandmoreapart,butonegetsintogroovessometimes,andthesupposedfriendshipbetweenmyselfandthePontifexescontinuedtoexist,thoughitwasnowlittlemorethanrudimentary。Mygodsonpleasedmemorethaneitheroftheotherchildren,buthehadnotmuchofthebuoyancyofchildhood,andwasmorelikeapuny,sallowlittleoldmanthanIliked。Theyoungpeople,however,wereveryreadytobefriendly。