WhenhegotoutofthetrainatPeterburg,hefeltafterhissleeplessnightaslivelyandfreshasafteracoldbath。Hepausednearhiscar,waitingforhertoemerge。`Oncemore,’hesaidtohimself,smilingunconsciously,`oncemoreIshallseeherwalk,herface;shemaysaysomething,turnherhead,glance,smile,perhaps。’Butbeforehecaughtsightofher,hesawherhusband,whomthestationmasterwasdeferentiallyescortingthroughthecrowd。`Ah,yes。Thehusband。’Onlynow,forthefirsttime,didVronskyrealizeclearlythefactthattherewassomeoneattachedtoher-ahusband。
Hehadknownthatshehadahusband,buthadhardlybelievedinhisexistence,andonlynow,whenhesawhim,didhefullybelieveinhim,withhishead,andshoulders,andhisblack-trouseredlegs;especiallywhenhesawthishusbandplacidlytakeherarm,withaconsciousnessofproprietorship。
SeeingAlexeiAlexandrovichwithhisspick-and-spanPeterburgfaceandausterelyself-confidentfigure,inhisroundhat,withhisratherprominentspine,hebelievedinhim,andwasawareofadisagreeablesensation,suchasmightbefeltbyamanwho,torturedbythirst,finds,onreachingaspring,adog,asheeporapigthereinthathasnotonlydrunkofit,butalsomuddiedthewater。AlexeiAlexandrovich’smannerofwalking,gyratinghiswholepelvisandhisflatfeet,wasespeciallyoffensivetoVronsky。
Hecouldrecognizeinnoonebuthimselfanindubitablerighttoloveher。
Butshewasstillthesame,andthesightofheraffectedhimthesameway,physicallyrevivinghim,stirringhim,andfillinghissoulwithhappiness。