Icouldscarcelyhelplaughing,notathisChristianpiety,sincefaithandconsciencearebeyondcontrol,butatthecuriousturnhegavehisremonstrance。IconcludedhetookmeforaJew;andtodisabusehimofthisnotionImadehastetogivehimthe\"HoursoftheHolyVirgin,\"whosepicturehekissed,andthengavemethebookback,tellingmeinamodestvoicethathisfather——a,galleyofficer——hadneglectedtohavehimtaughttoread。\"Iam,\"saidhe,\"adevoteeoftheHolyRosary,\"andhetoldmeahostofmiracles,towhichIlistenedwiththepatienceofanangel。WhenhehadcometoanendIaskedhimifhehadhadhisdinner,andherepliedthathewasdyingofhunger。IgavehimeverythingIhad,whichhedevouredratherthanate;drinkingallmywine,andthenbecomingmaudlinhebegantoweep,andfinallytotalkwithoutrhymeorreason。Iaskedhimhowhegotintotrouble,andhetoldmethefollowingstory:
\"MyaimandmyonlyaimhasalwaysbeenthegloryofGod,andoftheholyRepublicofVenice,andthatitslawsmaybeexactlyobeyed。
Alwayslendinganattentiveeartotheplotsofthewicked,whoseendistodeceive,todeprivetheirprinceofhisjustdues,andtoconspiresecretly,Ihaveoverandagainunveiledtheirsecretplans,andhavenotfailedtoreporttoMesser—GrandeallIknow。ItistruethatIamalwayspaid,butthemoneyhasnevergivenmesomuchpleasureasthethoughtthatIhavebeenabletoservetheblessedSt。Mark。Ihavealwaysdespisedthosewhothinkthereissomethingdishonourableinthebusinessofaspy。Thewordsoundsillonlytotheill—affected;foraspyisaloverofthestate,thescourgeoftheguilty,andfaithfulsubjectofhisprince。WhenIhavebeenputtothetest,thefeelingoffriendship,whichmightcountforsomethingwithothermen,hasneverhadtheslightestinfluenceoverme,andstilllessthesentimentwhichiscalledgratitude。Ihaveoften,inordertowormoutasecret,sworntobeassilentasthegrave,andhaveneverfailedtorevealit。Indeed,Iamabletodosowithfullconfidence,asmydirectorwhoisagoodJesuithastoldmethatImaylawfullyrevealsuchsecrets,notonlybecausemyintentionwastodoso,butbecause,whenthesafetyofthestateisatstake,thereisnosuchthingasabindingoath。ImustconfessthatinmyzealIhavebetrayedmyownfather,andthatinmethepromptingsofourweaknaturehavebeenquitemortified。ThreeweeksagoIobservedthattherewasakindofcabalbetweenfourorfivenotablesofthetownofIsola,whereIlive。IknewthemtobedisaffectedtotheGovernmentonaccountofcertaincontrabandarticleswhichhadbeenconfiscated。Thefirstchaplain——asubjectofAustriabybirth——wasintheplot。Theygatheredtogetherofeveningsinaninn,inaroomwheretherewasabed;theretheydrankandtalked,andafterwardswenttheirways。AsIwasdeterminedtodiscovertheconspiracy,IwasbraveenoughtohideunderthebedonadayonwhichIwassureIwouldnotbeseen。Towardstheeveningmygentlemencame,andbegantotalk;amongstotherthings,theysaidthatthetownofIsolawasnotwithinthejurisdictionofSt。Mark,butratherintheprincipalityofTrieste,asitcouldnotpossiblybeconsideredtoformpartoftheVenetianterritory。Thechaplainsaidtothechiefoftheplot,amannamedPietroPaolo,thatifheandtheotherswouldsignadocumenttothateffect,hehimselfwouldgototheimperialambassador,andthattheEmpresswouldnotonlytakepossessionoftheisland,butwouldrewardthemforwhattheyhaddone。Theyallprofessedthemselvesreadytogoon,andthechaplainpromisedtobringthedocumentthenextday,andafterwardstotakeittotheambassadors。
\"Ideterminedtofrustratethisdetestableproject,althoughoneoftheconspiratorswasmygossip——aspiritualrelationshipwhichgavehimagreaterclaimonmethanifhehadbeenmyownbrother。
\"Aftertheyweregone,Icameoutofmyhiding—placeanddidnotthinkitnecessarytoexposemyselftodangerbyhidingagainasI