Thelongnightsofwinterdistressedme,forIhadtopassnineteenmortalhoursindarkness;andonthecloudydays,whicharecommonenoughatVenice,thelightIhadwasnotsufficientformetobeabletoread。WithoutanydistractionsIfellbackontheideaofmyescape,andamanwhoalwaysthinksononesubjectisindangerofbecomingamonomaniac。Awretchedkitchen—lampwouldhavemademehappy,buthowamItogetsuchathing?Oblessedprerogativeofthought!howhappywasIwhenIthoughtIhadfoundawaytopossessmyselfofsuchatreasure!TomakesuchalampIrequiredavase,wicks,oil,aflintandsteel,tinder,andmatches。Aporringerwoulddoforthevase,andIhadonewhichwasusedforcookingeggsinbutter。Pretendingthatthecommonoildidnotagreewithme,I
gotthemtobuymeLuccaoilformysalad,andmycottoncounterpanewouldfurnishmewithwicks。IthensaidIhadthetoothache,andaskedLawrencetogetmeapumice—stone,butashedidnotknowwhatImeantItoldhimthatamusket—flintwoulddoaswellifitweresoakedinvinegarforaday,and,thenbeingappliedtothetooththepainwouldbeeased。LawrencetoldmethatthevinegarIhadwasexcellent,andthatIcouldsoakthestonemyself,andhegavemethreeorfourflintshehadinhispocket。AllIhadtodowastogetsomesulphurandtinder,andtheprocuringofthesetwoarticlessetallmywitstowork。Atlastfortunecametomyassistance。
Ihadsufferedfromakindofrash,whichasitcameoffhadleftsomeredspotsonmyarms,andoccasionallycausedmesomeirritation。ItoldLawrencetoaskthedoctorforacure,andthenextdayhebroughtmeapieceofpaperwhichthesecretaryhadseen,andonwhichthedoctorhadwritten,\"Regulatethefoodforaday,andtheskinwillbecuredbyfourouncesofoilofsweetalmondsoranointmentofflourofsulphur,butthislocalapplicationishazardous。\"
\"Nevermindthedanger,\"saidItoLawrence;\"buymetheointment,orrathergetmethesulphur,asIhavesomebutterbyme,andIcanmakeitupmyself。Haveyouanymatches?Givemeafew。\"
Hefoundsomeinhispockets,andhegavemethem。