sometimestheyboredmefearfully。Butyouweresuchaverycuriouscaseof——whatshallIcallit?——ofsincerity,thatIdeterminedtotakegoodandbadtogether。Iwantedtomakeyoucommityourselfunmistakably。Ishouldhavepreferrednottobringyoutothisplace;butthattoowasnecessary。OfcourseIcan’tmarryyou;I
candobetter。Socanyou,forthatmatter;thankyourfateforit。
Youhavethoughtwondersofmeforamonth,butyourgood—humourwouldn’tlast。Iamtoooldandtoowise;youaretooyoungandtoofoolish。ItseemstomethatIhavebeenverygoodtoyou;Ihaveentertainedyoutothetopofyourbent,and,exceptperhapsthatI
amalittlebrusquejustnow,youhavenothingtocomplainof。I
wouldhaveletyoudownmoregentlyifIcouldhavetakenanothermonthtoit;butcircumstanceshaveforcedmyhand。Abuseme,curseme,ifyoulike。Iwillmakeeveryallowance!\"Pickeringlistenedtoallthisintentlyenoughtoperceivethat,asifbysomesuddennaturalcataclysm,thegroundhadbrokenawayathisfeet,andthathemustrecoil。Heturnedawayindumbamazement。\"Idon’tknowhowIseemedtobetakingit,\"hesaid,\"butsheseemedreallytodesire—