EvenifthiscleverladyenjoyedpoorPickering’sbedazzlement,itwasconceivablethat,takingvanityandcharitytogether,sheshouldcaremoreforhiswelfarethanforherownentertainment;andheroffertoabidebytheresultofhazardouscomparisonwithotherwomenwasafinerstrokethanherreputationhadledmetoexpect。Shereceivedmeinashabbylittlesitting—roomlitteredwithuncutbooksandnewspapers,manyofwhichIsawataglancewereFrench。Onesideofitwasoccupiedbyanopenpiano,surmountedbyajarfullofwhiteroses。Theyperfumedtheair;theyseemedtometoexhalethepurearomaofPickering’sdevotion。Buriedinanarm—chair,theobjectofthisdevotionwasreadingtheRevuedesDeuxMondes。ThepurposeofmyvisitwasnottoadmireMadameBlumenthalonmyownaccount,buttoascertainhowfarImightsafelyleavehertoworkherwilluponmyfriend。Shehadimpugnedmysinceritytheeveningoftheopera,andIwascarefulonthisoccasiontoabstainfromcompliments,andnottoplaceheronherguardagainstmypenetration。Itisneedlesstonarrateourinterviewindetail;
indeed,totelltheperfecttruth,Iwaspunishedformyrashattempttosurpriseherbyatemporaryeclipseofmyownperspicacity。Shesattheresoquestioning,soperceptive,sogenial,sogenerous,andsoprettywithal,thatIwasquitereadyattheendofhalfanhourtosubscribetothemostcomprehensiveofPickering’srhapsodies。
Shewascertainlyawonderfulwoman。Ihaveneverlikedtolinger,inmemory,onthathalf—hour。Theresultofitwastoprovethatthereweremanymorethingsinthecompositionofawomanwho,asNiedermeyersaid,hadlodgedherimaginationintheplaceofherheartthanweredreamtofinmyphilosophy。Yet,asIsattherestrokingmyhatandbalancingtheaccountbetweennatureandartinmyaffablehostess,Ifeltlikeaverycompetentphilosopher。Shehadsaidshewishedmetotellhereverythingaboutourfriend,andshequestionedmeastohisfamily,hisfortune,hisantecedents,andhischaracter。Allthiswasnaturalinawomanwhohadreceivedapassionatedeclarationoflove,anditwasexpressedwithanairofcharmedsolicitude,aradiantconfidencethattherewasreallynomistakeabouthisbeingamostdistinguishedyoungman,andthatifI
chosetobeexplicit,Imightdeepenherconvictiontodisinterestedecstasy,whichmighthavealmostprovokedmetoinventagoodopinion,ifIhadnothadonereadymade。ItoldherthatshereallyknewPickeringbetterthanIdid,andthatuntilwemetatHomburgI
hadnotseenhimsincehewasaboy。