Theanodded。\"Yes;sometimesImakehimsinghismostfoolishthingsforme。It’srestful,ashedoesit。
That’swhenI’mhomesick,Dr。Archie。\"
\"YouknewhiminGermany,Thea?\"Dr。Archiehadquietlyabandonedhiscigaretteasacomfortlessarticle。
\"Whenyoufirstwentover?\"
\"Yes。Hewasagoodfriendtoagreengirl。HehelpedmewithmyGermanandmymusicandmygeneraldiscourage—
ment。Seemedtocaremoreaboutmygettingonthanabouthimself。Hehadnomoney,either。Anoldaunthadloanedhimalittletostudyon。——Willyouanswerthat,Fred?\"
FredcaughtupthetelephoneandstoppedthebuzzwhileTheawentontalkingtoDr。ArchieaboutLandry。
Tellingsomeonetoholdthewire,hepresentlyputdowntheinstrumentandapproachedTheawithastartledex—
pressiononhisface。
\"It’sthemanagement,\"hesaidquietly。\"Gloecklerhasbrokendown:faintingfits。MadameRheineckerisinAt—
lanticCityandSchrammissinginginPhiladelphiato—
night。TheywanttoknowwhetheryoucancomedownandfinishSIEGLINDE。\"
\"Whattimeisit?\"
\"Eightfifty—five。Thefirstactisjustover。Theycanholdthecurtaintwenty—fiveminutes。\"
Theadidnotmove。\"Twenty—fiveandthirty—fivemakessixty,\"shemuttered。\"TellthemI’llcomeiftheyholdthecurtaintillIaminthedressing—room。SayI’llhavetowearhercostumes,andthedressermusthaveeverythingready。
Thencallataxi,please。\"
Theahadnotchangedherpositionsincehefirstinter—
ruptedher,butshehadgrownpaleandwasopeningandshuttingherhandsrapidly。Shelooked,Fredthought,ter—
rified。Hehalfturnedtowardthetelephone,buthungononefoot。
\"Haveyoueversungthepart?\"heasked。
\"No,butI’verehearsedit。That’sallright。Getthecab。\"Stillshemadenomove。Shemerelyturnedper—
fectlyblankeyestoDr。Archieandsaidabsently,\"It’scurious,butjustatthisminuteIcan’trememberabarof’Walkure’afterthefirstact。AndIletmymaidgoout。\"
ShesprangupandbeckonedArchiewithoutsomuch,hefeltsure,asknowingwhohewas。\"Comewithme。\"Shewentquicklyintohersleeping—chamberandthrewopenadoorintoatrunk—room。\"Seethatwhitetrunk?It’snotlocked。It’sfullofwigs,inboxes。Lookuntilyoufindonemarked`Ring2。’Bringitquick!\"Whileshedirectedhim,shethrewopenasquaretrunkandbegantossingoutshoesofeveryshapeandcolor。
Ottenburgappearedatthedoor。\"CanIhelpyou?\"
Shethrewhimsomewhitesandalswithlonglacesandsilkstockingspinnedtothem。\"Putthoseinsomething,andthengotothepianoandgivemeafewmeasuresinthere——youknow。\"Shewasbehavingsomewhatlikeacyclonenow,andwhileshewrenchedopendrawersandclosetdoors,Ottenburggottothepianoasquicklyaspos—
sibleandbegantoheraldthereappearanceoftheVolsungpair,trustingtomemory。
InafewmomentsTheacameoutenvelopedinherlongfurcoatwithascarfoverherheadandknittedwoolenglovesonherhands。HerglassyeyetookinthefactthatFredwasplayingfrommemory,andeveninherdistractedstate,afaintsmileflickeredoverhercolorlesslips。Shestretchedoutawoollyhand,\"Thescore,please。Behindyou,there。\"
Dr。Archiefollowedwithacanvasboxandasatchel。Astheywentthroughthehall,themencaughtuptheirhatsandcoats。Theyleftthemusic—room,Frednoticed,justsevenminutesafterhegotthetelephonemessage。IntheelevatorTheasaidinthathuskywhisperwhichhadsoper—
plexedDr。Archiewhenhefirstheardit,\"Tellthedriver
hemustdoitintwentyminutes,lessifhecan。Hemustleavethelightoninthecab。Icandoagooddealintwentyminutes。Ifonlyyouhadn’tmademeeat——Damnthatduck!\"shebrokeoutbitterly;\"whydidyou?\"
\"WishIhaditback!Butitwon’tbotheryou,to—night。
Youneedstrength,\"hepleadedconsolingly。
Butsheonlymutteredangrilyunderherbreath,\"Idiot,idiot!\"
Ottenburgshotaheadandinstructedthedriver,whilethedoctorputTheaintothecabandshutthedoor。Shedidnotspeaktoeitherofthemagain。Asthedriverscram—
bledintohisseatsheopenedthescoreandfixedhereyesuponit。Herface,inthewhitelight,lookedasbleakasastonequarry。
Ashercabslidaway,OttenburgshovedArchieintoasecondtaxithatwaitedbythecurb。\"We’dbettertrailher,\"heexplained。\"Theremightbeahold—upofsomekind。\"Asthecabwhizzedoffhebrokeintoaneruptionofprofanity。
\"What’sthematter,Fred?\"thedoctorasked。Hewasagooddealdazedbytherapidevolutionsofthelasttenminutes。
\"Matterenough!\"Fredgrowled,buttoninghisover—
coatwithashiver。\"Whatawaytosingapartforthefirsttime!Thatduckreallyisonmyconscience。Itwillbeawonderifshecandoanythingbutquack!Scramblingoninthemiddleofaperformancelikethis,withnorehearsal!
Thestuffshehastosinginthereisafright——rhythm,pitch,——andterriblydifficultintervals。\"
\"Shelookedfrightened,\"Dr。Archiesaidthoughtfully,\"butIthoughtshelooked——determined。\"
Fredsniffed。\"Oh,determined!That’sthekindofroughdealthatmakessavagesofsingers。Here’sapartshe’sworkedonandgotreadyforforyears,andnowtheygiveherachancetogoonandbutcherit。Goodnessknowswhenshe’slookedatthescorelast,orwhethershecanuse
thebusinessshe’sstudiedwiththiscast。Necker’ssingingBRUNNHILDE;shemayhelpher,ifit’snotoneofhersorenights。\"
\"IsshesoreatThea?\"Dr。Archieaskedwonderingly。
\"Mydearman,Necker’ssoreateverything。She’sbreakingup;tooearly;justwhensheoughttobeatherbest。There’sonestorythatsheisstrugglingundersomeseriousmalady,anotherthatshelearnedabadmethodatthePragueConservatoryandhasruinedherorgan。She’sthesorestthingintheworld。Ifsheweathersthiswinterthrough,it’llbeherlast。She’spayingforitwiththelastragsofhervoice。Andthen——\"Fredwhistledsoftly。
\"Well,whatthen?\"
\"Thenourgirlmaycomeinforsomeofit。It’sdogeatdog,inthisgameasineveryother。\"
ThecabstoppedandFredandDr。Archiehurriedtotheboxoffice。TheMonday—nighthousewassoldout。TheyboughtstandingroomandenteredtheauditoriumjustasthepressrepresentativeofthehousewasthankingtheaudiencefortheirpatienceandtellingthemthatalthoughMadameGloecklerwastooilltosing,MissKronborghadkindlyconsentedtofinishherpart。Thisannouncementwasmetwithvehementapplausefromtheuppercirclesofthehouse。
\"Shehasher——constituents,\"Dr。Archiemurmured。
\"Yes,upthere,wherethey’reyoungandhungry。Thesepeopledownherehavedinedtoowell。Theywon’tmind,however。TheylikefiresandaccidentsandDIVERTISSEMENTS。
TwoSIEGLINDESaremoreunusualthanone,sothey’llbesatisfied。\"
AfterthefinaldisappearanceofthemotherofSiegfried,Ottenburgandthedoctorslippedoutthroughthecrowdandleftthehouse。NearthestageentranceFredfoundthedriverwhohadbroughtTheadown。Hedismissedhimandgotalargercar。HeandArchiewaitedonthesidewalk,
andwhenKronborgcameoutalonetheygatheredherintothecabandspranginafterher。
Theasankbackintoacornerofthebackseatandyawned。\"Well,Igotthrough,eh?\"Hertonewasreas—
suring。\"Onthewhole,IthinkI’vegivenyougentlemenaprettylivelyevening,foronewhohasnosocialaccomplish—
ments。\"
\"Rather!Therewassomethinglikeapopularuprisingattheendofthesecondact。ArchieandIcouldn’tkeepitupaslongastherestofthemdid。Ahowllikethatoughttoshowthemanagementwhichwaythewindisblowing。Youprobablyknowyouweremagnificent。\"
\"Ithoughtitwentprettywell,\"shespokeimpartially。
\"Iwasrathersmarttocatchhistempothere,atthebegin—
ningofthefirstrecitative,whenhecameintoosoon,don’tyouthink?It’strickyinthere,withoutarehearsal。Oh,Iwasallright!Hetookthatsyncopationtoofastinthebeginning。Somesingerstakeitfastthere——thinkitsoundsmoreimpassioned。That’soneway!\"Shesniffed,andFredshotamirthfulglanceatArchie。Herboastful—
nesswouldhavebeenchildishinaschoolboy。Inthelightofwhatshehaddone,ofthestraintheyhadlivedthroughduringthelasttwohours,itmadeonelaugh,——almostcry。Shewenton,robustly:\"AndIdidn’tfeelmydin—
ner,really,Fred。Iamhungryagain,I’mashamedtosay,——andIforgottoorderanythingatmyhotel。\"
Fredputhishandonthedoor。\"Whereto?Youmusthavefood。\"
\"Doyouknowanyquietplace,whereIwon’tbestaredat?I’vestillgotmake—upon。\"
\"Ido。NiceEnglishchop—houseonForty—fourthStreet。
Nobodythereatnightbuttheaterpeopleaftertheshow,andafewbachelors。\"Heopenedthedoorandspoketothedriver。
Asthecarturned,TheareachedacrosstothefrontseatanddrewDr。Archie’shandkerchiefoutofhisbreastpocket。
\"Thiscomestomenaturally,\"shesaid,rubbinghercheeksandeyebrows。\"WhenIwaslittleIalwayslovedyourhandkerchiefsbecausetheyweresilkandsmelledofCol—
ognewater。IthinktheymusthavebeentheonlyreallycleanhandkerchiefsinMoonstone。Youwerealwayswipingmyfacewiththem,whenyoumetmeoutinthedust,Iremember。DidIneverhaveany?\"
\"Ithinkyou’dnearlyalwaysusedyoursuponyourbabybrother。\"
Theasighed。\"Yes,Thorhadsuchawayofgettingmessy。Yousayhe’sagoodchauffeur?\"Sheclosedhereyesforamomentasiftheyweretired。Suddenlyshelookedup。\"Isn’titfunny,howwetravelincircles?Hereyouare,stillgettingmeclean,andFredisstillfeedingme。
Iwouldhavediedofstarvationatthatboarding—houseonIndianaAvenueifhehadn’ttakenmeouttotheBucking—
hamandfilledmeuponceinawhile。WhatacavernIwastofill,too。Thewaitersusedtolookastonished。I’mstillsingingonthatfood。\"
FredalightedandgaveTheahisarmastheycrossedtheicysidewalk。Theyweretakenupstairsinanantiquatedliftandfoundthecheerfulchop—roomhalffullofsupperparties。AnEnglishcompanyplayingattheEmpirehadjustcomein。Thewaiters,inredwaistcoats,werehurry—
ingabout。Fredgotatableatthebackoftheroom,inacorner,andurgedhiswaitertogettheoystersonatonce。
\"Takesafewminutestoopenthem,sir,\"themanex—
postulated。
\"Yes,butmakeitasfewaspossible,andbringthelady’sfirst。Thengrilledchopswithkidneys,andsalad。\"
Theabeganeatingcelerystalksatonce,fromthebasetothefoliage。\"Neckersaidsomethingnicetometo—
night。Youmighthavethoughtthemanagementwouldsaysomething,butnotthey。\"ShelookedatFredfromunderherblackenedlashes。\"ItWASastunt,tojumpin
andsingthatsecondactwithoutrehearsal。Itdoesn’tsingitself。\"
Ottenburgwaswatchingherbrillianteyesandherface。
Shewasmuchhandsomerthanshehadbeenearlyintheevening。Excitementofthissortenrichedher。Itwasonlyundersuchexcitement,hereflected,thatshewasentirelyilluminated,orwhollypresent。Atothertimestherewassomethingalittlecoldandempty,likeabigroomwithnopeopleinit。Eveninhermostgenialmoodstherewasashadowofrestlessness,asifshewerewaitingforsomethingandwereexercisingthevirtueofpatience。Duringdinnershehadbeenaskindassheknewhowtobe,tohimandtoArchie,andhadgiventhemasmuchofherselfasshecould。
But,clearly,sheknewonlyonewayofbeingreallykind,fromthecoreofherheartout;andtherewasbutonewayinwhichshecouldgiveherselftopeoplelargelyandgladly,spontaneously。Evenasagirlshehadbeenatherbestinvigorouseffort,heremembered;physicaleffort,whentherewasnootherkindathand。Shecouldbeexpansiveonlyinexplosions。OldNathanmeyerhadseenit。IntheveryfirstsongFredhadeverheardhersing,shehadunconsciouslydeclaredit。
TheaKronborgturnedsuddenlyfromhertalkwithArchieandpeeredsuspiciouslyintothecornerwhereOtten—
burgsatwithfoldedarms,observingher。\"What’sthematterwithyou,Fred?I’mafraidofyouwhenyou’requiet,——fortunatelyyoualmostneverare。Whatareyouthinkingabout?\"
\"Iwaswonderinghowyougotrightwiththeorchestrasoquickly,thereatfirst。Ihadaflashofterror,\"here—
pliedeasily。
Sheboltedherlastoysterandduckedherhead。\"SohadI!Idon’tknowhowIdidcatchit。Desperation,I
suppose;samewaytheIndianbabiesswimwhenthey’rethrownintotheriver。IHADto。Nowit’sover,I’mgladI
hadto。Ilearnedawholelotto—night。\"
Archie,whousuallyfeltthatitbehoovedhimtobesilentduringsuchdiscussions,wasencouragedbyhergenialitytoventure,\"Idon’tseehowyoucanlearnanythinginsuchaturmoil;orhowyoucankeepyourmindonit,forthatmatter。\"
Theaglancedabouttheroomandsuddenlyputherhanduptoherhair。\"Mercy,I’venohaton!Whydidn’tyoutellme?AndIseemtobewearingarumpleddinnerdress,withallthispaintonmyface!ImustlooklikesomethingyoupickeduponSecondAvenue。IhopetherearenoColoradoreformersabout,Dr。Archie。Whatadreadfuloldpairthesepeoplemustbethinkingyou!Well,Ihadtoeat。\"Shesniffedthesavorofthegrillasthewaiteruncov—
eredit。\"Yes,draughtbeer,please。No,thankyou,Fred,NOchampagne。——Togobacktoyourquestion,Dr。Archie,youcanbelieveIkeepmymindonit。That’sthewholetrick,insofarasstageexperiencegoes;keepingrightthereeverysecond。IfIthinkofanythingelseforaflash,I’mgone,donefor。Butatthesametime,onecantakethingsin——withanotherpartofyourbrain,maybe。It’sdifferentfromwhatyougetinstudy,morepracticalandconclusive。
Therearesomethingsyoulearnbestincalm,andsomeinstorm。Youlearnthedeliveryofapartonlybeforeanaudience。\"
\"Heavenhelpus,\"gaspedOttenburg。\"Weren’tyouhungry,though!It’sbeautifultoseeyoueat。\"
\"Gladyoulikeit。OfcourseI’mhungry。Areyoustay—
ingoverfor`Rheingold’Fridayafternoon?\"
\"MydearThea,\"——Fredlitacigarette,——\"I’maseri—
ousbusinessmannow。Ihavetosellbeer。I’mdueinChicagoonWednesday。I’dcomebacktohearyou,butFRICKAisnotanalluringpart。\"
\"Thenyou’veneverhearditwelldone。\"Shespokeuphotly。\"FatGermanwomanscoldingherhusband,eh?
That’snotmyidea。WaittillyouhearmyFRICKA。It’sabeautifulpart。\"Thealeanedforwardonthetableand
touchedArchie’sarm。\"Youremember,Dr。Archie,howmymotheralwaysworeherhair,partedinthemiddleanddonelowonherneckbehind,soyougottheshapeofherheadandsuchacalm,whiteforehead?IwearminelikethatforFRICKA。Alittlemorecoroneteffect,builtupalit—
tlehigheratthesides,buttheidea’sthesame。Ithinkyou’llnoticeit。\"SheturnedtoOttenburgreproachfully:
\"It’snoblemusic,Fred,fromthefirstmeasure。There’snothinglovelierthantheWONNIGERHAUSRATH。It’sallsuchcomprehensivesortofmusic——fateful。Ofcourse,FRICKA
KNOWS,\"Theaendedquietly。
Fredsighed。\"There,you’vespoiledmyitinerary。
NowI’llhavetocomeback,ofcourse。Archie,you’dbet—
tergetbusyaboutseatsto—morrow。\"
\"Icangetyouboxseats,somewhere。Iknownobodyhere,andIneveraskforany。\"Theabeganhuntingamongherwraps。\"Oh,howfunny!I’veonlytheseshortwoolengloves,andnosleeves。Putonmycoatfirst。ThoseEng—
lishpeoplecan’tmakeoutwhereyougotyourlady,she’ssomadeupofcontradictions。\"SheroselaughingandplungedherarmsintothecoatDr。Archieheldforher。Asshesettledherselfintoitandbuttoneditunderherchin,shegavehimanoldsignalwithhereyelid。\"I’dliketosinganotherpartto—night。ThisisthesortofeveningI
fancy,whenthere’ssomethingtodo。Letmesee:Ihavetosingin`Trovatore’Wednesdaynight,andtherearere—
hearsalsforthe`Ring’everydaythisweek。ConsidermedeaduntilSaturday,Dr。Archie。IinviteyoubothtodinewithmeonSaturdaynight,thedayafter`Rheingold。’
AndFredmustleaveearly,forIwanttotalktoyoualone。
You’vebeenherenearlyaweek,andIhaven’thadaseri—
ouswordwithyou。TAKFORMAD,Fred,astheNorwegianssay。\"
VIII
THE\"RingoftheNiebelungs\"wastobegivenattheMetropolitanonfoursuccessiveFridayafternoons。
Afterthefirstoftheseperformances,FredOttenburgwenthomewithLandryfortea。Landrywasoneofthefewpub—
licentertainerswhoownrealestateinNewYork。Helivedinalittlethree—storybrickhouseonJaneStreet,inGreen—
wichVillage,whichhadbeenlefttohimbythesameauntwhopaidforhismusicaleducation。
Landrywasborn,andspentthefirstfifteenyearsofhislife,onarockyConnecticutfarmnotfarfromCosCob。
Hisfatherwasanignorant,violentman,abunglingfarmerandabrutalhusband。Thefarmhouse,dilapidatedanddamp,stoodinahollowbesideamarshypond。Oliverhadworkedhardwhilehelivedathome,althoughhewasnevercleanorwarminwinterandhadwretchedfoodalltheyearround。Hisspare,dryfigure,hisprominentlarynx,andthepeculiarredofhisfaceandhandsbelongedtothechore—
boyhehadneveroutgrown。Itwasasifthefarm,knowinghewouldescapefromitasearlyashecould,hadgrounditsmarkonhimdeep。WhenhewasfifteenOliverranawayandwenttolivewithhisCatholicaunt,onJaneStreet,whomhismotherwasneverallowedtovisit。ThepriestofSt。Joseph’sParishdiscoveredthathehadavoice。
LandryhadanaffectionforthehouseonJaneStreet,wherehehadfirstlearnedwhatcleanlinessandorderandcourtesywere。Whenhisauntdiedhehadtheplacedoneover,gotanIrishhousekeeper,andlivedtherewithagreatmanybeautifulthingshehadcollected。Hislivingex—
penseswereneverlarge,buthecouldnotrestrainhimselffrombuyinggracefulanduselessobjects。Hewasacollec—
torformuchthesamereasonthathewasaCatholic,and
hewasaCatholicchieflybecausehisfatherusedtositinthekitchenandreadaloudtohishiredmendisgusting\"exposures\"oftheRomanChurch,enjoyingequallythehideousstoriesandtheoutragetohiswife’sfeelings。
AtfirstLandryboughtbooks;thenrugs,drawings,china。HehadabeautifulcollectionofoldFrenchandSpanishfans。HekepttheminanescritoirehehadbroughtfromSpain,buttherewerealwaysafewofthemlyingaboutinhissitting—room。
WhileLandryandhisguestwerewaitingfortheteatobebrought,Ottenburgtookuponeofthesefansfromthelowmarblemantel—shelfandopeneditinthefirelight。Onesidewaspaintedwithapearlyskyandfloatingclouds。
Ontheotherwasaformalgardenwhereanelegantshep—
herdesswithamaskandcrookwasfleeingonhighheelsfromasatin—coatedshepherd。
\"Yououghtnottokeepthesethingsabout,likethis,Oliver。Thedustfromyourgratemustgetatthem。\"
\"Itdoes,butIgetthemtoenjoythem,nottohavethem。They’repleasanttoglanceatandtoplaywithatoddtimeslikethis,whenoneiswaitingforteaorsome—
thing。\"
Fredsmiled。TheideaofLandrystretchedoutbeforehisfireplayingwithhisfans,amusedhim。Mrs。McGinnisbroughttheteaandputitbeforethehearth:oldteacupsthatwerevelvetytothetouchandapot—belliedsilvercreampitcherofanEarlyGeorgianpattern,whichwasalwaysbrought,thoughLandrytookrum。
Freddrankhisteawalkingabout,examiningLandry’ssumptuouswriting—tableinthealcoveandtheBoucherdrawinginredchalkoverthemantel。\"Idon’tseehowyoucanstandthisplacewithoutaheroine。Itwouldgivemearagingthirstforgallantries。\"
Landrywashelpinghimselftoasecondcupoftea。
\"Worksquitetheotherwaywithme。Itconsolesmeforthelackofher。It’sjustfeminineenoughtobepleasantto
returnto。Notanymoretea?Thensitdownandplayforme。I’malwaysplayingforotherpeople,andIneverhaveachancetositherequietlyandlisten。\"
Ottenburgopenedthepianoandbegansoftlytoboomforththeshadowyintroductiontotheoperatheyhadjustheard。\"Willthatdo?\"heaskedjokingly。\"Ican’tseemtogetitoutofmyhead。\"
\"Oh,excellently!Theatoldmeitwasquitewonderful,thewayyoucandoWagnerscoresonthepiano。Sofewpeoplecangiveoneanyideaofthemusic。Goahead,aslongasyoulike。Icansmoke,too。\"Landryflattenedhim—
selfoutonhiscushionsandabandonedhimselftoeasewiththecircumstanceofonewhohasnevergrownquiteaccus—
tomedtoease。
Ottenburgplayedon,ashehappenedtoremember。HeunderstoodnowwhyTheawishedhimtohearherin\"Rheingold。\"IthadbeencleartohimassoonasFRICKA
rosefromsleepandlookedoutovertheyoungworld,stretchingonewhitearmtowardthenewGotterburgshiningontheheights。\"WOTAN!GEMAHL!ERWACHE!\"ShewaspureScandinavian,thisFRICKA:\"Swedishsummer\"!
herememberedoldMr。Nathanmeyer’sphrase。Shehadwishedhimtoseeherbecauseshehadadistinctkindoflovelinessforthispart,ashiningbeautylikethelightofsunsetondistantsails。Sheseemedtotakeonthelookofimmortalloveliness,theyouthofthegoldenapples,theshiningbodyandtheshiningmind。FRICKAhadbeenajealousspousetohimforsolongthathehadforgotshemeantwisdombeforeshemeantdomesticorder,andthat,inanyevent,shewasalwaysagoddess。TheFRICKAofthatafternoonwassoclearandsunny,sonoblyconceived,thatshemadeawholeatmosphereaboutherselfandquiteredeemedfromshabbinessthehelplessnessandunscrupu—
lousnessofthegods。HerreproachestoWOTANwerethepleadingsofatemperedmind,aconsistentsenseofbeauty。
Inthelongsilencesofherpart,hershiningpresencewasa
visiblecomplementtothediscussionoftheorchestra。Asthethemeswhichweretohelpinweavingthedramatoitsendfirstcamevaguelyupontheear,onesawtheirimportandtendencyinthefaceofthisclearest—visionedofthegods。
InthescenebetweenFRICKAandWOTAN,Ottenburgstopped。\"Ican’tseemtogetthevoices,inthere。\"
Landrychuckled。\"Don’ttry。Iknowitwellenough。
IexpectI’vebeenoverthatwithherathousandtimes。I
wasplayingforheralmosteverydaywhenshewasfirstworkingonit。Whenshebeginswithapartshe’shardtoworkwith:soslowyou’dthinkshewasstupidifyoudidn’tknowher。Ofcoursesheblamesitallonheraccompanist。
Itgoesonlikethatforweekssometimes。Thisdid。Shekeptshakingherheadandstaringandlookinggloomy。
Allatonce,shegotherline——itusuallycomessuddenly,afterstretchesofnotgettinganywhereatall——andafterthatitkeptchangingandclearing。Assheworkedhervoiceintoit,itgotmoreandmoreofthat`gold’qualitythatmakesherFRICKAsodifferent。\"
FredbeganFRICKA’Sfirstariaagain。\"It’scertainlydifferent。Curioushowshedoesit。Suchabeautifulidea,outofapartthat’salwaysbeensoungrateful。She’salovelything,butshewasneversobeautifulasthat,really。