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Thesummerflewby。TheawasgladwhenRayKennedyhadaSundayintownandcouldtakeherdriving。Outamongthesandhillsshecouldforgetthe\"newroom\"whichwasthesceneofwearingandfruitlesslabor。Dr。Archiewasawayfromhomeagooddealthatyear。HehadputallhismoneyintominesaboveColo—
radoSprings,andhehopedforgreatreturnsfromthem。
Inthefallofthatyear,Mr。KronborgdecidedthatTheaoughttoshowmoreinterestinchurchwork。Heputittoherfrankly,onenightatsupper,beforethewholefamily。
\"HowcanIinsistontheothergirlsinthecongregationbeingactiveinthework,whenoneofmyowndaughtersmanifestssolittleinterest?\"
\"ButIsingeverySundaymorning,andIhavetogiveuponenightaweektochoirpractice,\"Theadeclaredrebelliously,pushingbackherplatewithanangrydeter—
minationtoeatnothingmore。
\"Onenightaweekisnotenoughforthepastor’sdaugh—
ter,\"herfatherreplied。\"Youwon’tdoanythinginthesewingsociety,andyouwon’ttakepartintheChristianEndeavorortheBandofHope。Verywell,youmustmakeitupinotherways。Iwantsomeonetoplaytheorganandleadthesingingatprayer—meetingthiswinter。DeaconPottertoldmesometimeagothathethoughttherewouldbemoreinterestinourprayer—meetingsifwehadtheorgan。
MissMeyersdon’tfeelthatshecanplayonWednesdaynights。Andthereoughttobesomebodytostartthehymns。
Mrs。Potterisgettingold,andshealwaysstartsthemtoohigh。Itwon’ttakemuchofyourtime,anditwillkeeppeoplefromtalking。\"
ThisargumentconqueredThea,thoughsheleftthe
tablesullenly。Thefearofthetongue,thatterroroflittletowns,isusuallyfeltmorekeenlybytheminister’sfamilythanbyotherhouseholds。WhenevertheKronborgswantedtodoanything,eventobuyanewcarpet,theyhadtotakecounseltogetherastowhetherpeoplewouldtalk。
Mrs。Kronborghadherownconvictionthatpeopletalkedwhentheyfeltlikeit,andsaidwhattheychose,nomatterhowtheminister’sfamilyconductedthemselves。Butshedidnotimpartthesedangerousideastoherchildren。Theawasstillunderthebeliefthatpublicopinioncouldbeplacated;thatifyoucluckedoftenenough,thehenswouldmistakeyouforoneofthemselves。
Mrs。Kronborgdidnothaveanyparticularzestforprayer—meetings,andshestayedathomewhenevershehadavalidexcuse。Thorwastoooldtofurnishsuchanexcusenow,soeveryWednesdaynight,unlessoneofthechildrenwassick,shetrudgedoffwithThea,behindMr。Kronborg。
AtfirstTheawasterriblybored。Butshegotusedtoprayer—
meeting,goteventofeelamournfulinterestinit。
Theexerciseswerealwaysprettymuchthesame。AfterthefirsthymnherfatherreadapassagefromtheBible,usuallyaPsalm。Thentherewasanotherhymn,andthenherfathercommenteduponthepassagehehadreadand,ashesaid,\"appliedtheWordtoournecessities。\"Afterathirdhymn,themeetingwasdeclaredopen,andtheoldmenandwomentookturnsatprayingandtalking。Mrs。
Kronborgneverspokeinmeeting。Shetoldpeoplefirmlythatshehadbeenbroughtuptokeepsilentandletthementalk,butshegaverespectfulattentiontotheothers,sittingwithherhandsfoldedinherlap。
Theprayer—meetingaudiencewasalwayssmall。Theyoungandenergeticmembersofthecongregationcameonlyonceortwiceayear,\"tokeeppeoplefromtalking。\"
TheusualWednesdaynightgatheringwasmadeupofoldwomen,withperhapssixoreightoldmen,andafewsicklygirlswhohadnotmuchinterestinlife;twoofthem,in—
deed,werealreadypreparingtodie。Theaacceptedthemournfulnessoftheprayer—meetingsasakindofspiritualdiscipline,likefunerals。Shealwaysreadlateaftershewenthomeandfeltastrongerwishthanusualtoliveandtobehappy。
ThemeetingswereconductedintheSunday—Schoolroom,wheretherewerewoodenchairsinsteadofpews;
anoldmapofPalestinehungonthewall,andthebracketlampsgaveoutonlyadimlight。TheoldwomensatmotionlessasIndiansintheirshawlsandbonnets;someofthemworelongblackmourningveils。Theoldmendroopedintheirchairs。Everyback,everyface,everyheadsaid\"resignation。\"Oftentherewerelongsilences,whenyoucouldhearnothingbutthecracklingofthesoftcoalinthestoveandthemuffledcoughofoneofthesickgirls。
Therewasoneniceoldlady,——tall,erect,self—respect—
ing,withadelicatewhitefaceandasoftvoice。Sheneverwhined,andwhatshesaidwasalwayscheerful,thoughshespokesonervouslythatTheaknewshedreadedgettingup,andthatshemadearealsacrificeto,asshesaid,\"tes—
tifytothegoodnessofherSaviour。\"Shewasthemotherofthegirlwhocoughed,andTheausedtowonderhowsheexplainedthingstoherself。Therewas,indeed,onlyonewomanwhotalkedbecauseshewas,asMr。Kronborgsaid,\"tonguey。\"Theothersweresomehowimpressive。Theytoldaboutthesweetthoughtsthatcametothemwhiletheywereattheirwork;how,amidtheirhouseholdtasks,theyweresuddenlyliftedbythesenseofadivinePresence。
Sometimestheytoldoftheirfirstconversion,ofhowintheiryouththathigherPowerhadmadeitselfknowntothem。OldMr。Carsen,thecarpenter,whogavehisser—
vicesasjanitortothechurch,usedoftentotellhow,whenhewasayoungmanandascoffer,bentonthedestructionofbothbodyandsoul,hisSaviourhadcometohimintheMichiganwoodsandhadstood,itseemedtohim,besidethetreehewasfelling;andhowhedroppedhisaxeand
kneltinprayer\"toHimwhodiedforusuponthetree。\"
Theaalwayswantedtoaskhimmoreaboutit;abouthismysteriouswickedness,andaboutthevision。
Sometimestheoldpeoplewouldaskforprayersfortheirabsentchildren。SometimestheyaskedtheirbrothersandsistersinChristtopraythattheymightbestrongeragainsttemptations。Oneofthesickgirlsusedtoaskthemtopraythatshemighthavemorefaithinthetimesofdepressionthatcametoher,\"whenallthewaybeforeseemeddark。\"Sherepeatedthathuskyphrasesooften,thatTheaalwaysrememberedit。
Oneoldwoman,whonevermissedaWednesdaynight,andwhonearlyalwaystookpartinthemeeting,cameallthewayupfromthedepotsettlement。Shealwaysworeablackcrocheted\"fascinator\"overherthinwhitehair,andshemadelong,tremulousprayers,fullofrailroadtermin—
ology。Shehadsixsonsintheserviceofdifferentrailroads,andshealwaysprayed\"fortheboysontheroad,whoknownotatwhatmomenttheymaybecutoff。When,inThydivinewisdom,theirhourisuponthem,maythey,OourHeavenlyFather,seeonlywhitelightsalongtheroadtoEternity。\"Sheusedtospeak,too,of\"theenginesthatracewithdeath\";andthoughshelookedsooldandlittlewhenshewasonherknees,andhervoicewassoshaky,herprayershadathrillofspeedanddangerinthem;theymadeonethinkofthedeepblackcanyons,theslendertrestles,thepoundingtrains。Thealikedtolookathersunkeneyesthatseemedfullofwisdom,atherblackthreadgloves,muchtoolonginthefingersandsomeeklyfoldedoneovertheother。Herfacewasbrown,andwornawayasrocksarewornbywater。Therearemanywaysofdescribingthatcolorofage,butinrealityitisnotlikeparchment,orlikeanyofthethingsitissaidtobelike。Thatbrownnessandthattextureofskinarefoundonlyinthefacesofoldhumancreatures,whohaveworkedhardandwhohavealwaysbeenpoor。
OnebitterlycoldnightinDecembertheprayer—meetingseemedtoThealongerthanusual。Theprayersandthetalkswentonandon。Itwasasiftheoldpeoplewereafraidtogooutintothecold,orwerestupefiedbythehotairoftheroom。Shehadleftabookathomethatshewasimpatienttogetbackto。AtlasttheDoxologywassung,buttheoldpeoplelingeredaboutthestovetogreeteachother,andTheatookhermother’sarmandhurriedouttothefrozensidewalk,beforeherfathercouldgetaway。Thewindwaswhistlingupthestreetandwhippingthenakedcottonwoodtreesagainstthetelegraphpolesandthesidesofthehouses。Thinsnowcloudswereflyingoverhead,sothattheskylookedgray,withadullphosphorescence。
Theicystreetsandtheshingleroofsofthehousesweregray,too。Allalongthestreet,shuttersbangedorwindowsrattled,orgateswobbled,heldbytheirlatchbutshakingonloosehinges。TherewasnotacatoradoginMoonstonethatnightthatwasnotgivenawarmshelter;thecatsunderthekitchenstove,thedogsinbarnsorcoal—sheds。
WhenTheaandhermotherreachedhome,theirmufflerswerecoveredwithice,wheretheirbreathhadfrozen。Theyhurriedintothehouseandmadeadashfortheparlorandthehard—coalburner,behindwhichGunnerwassittingonastool,readinghisJulesVernebook。Thedoorstoodopenintothedining—room,whichwasheatedfromtheparlor。
Mr。Kronborgalwayshadalunchwhenhecamehomefromprayer—meeting,andhispumpkinpieandmilkweresetoutonthedining—table。Mrs。Kronborgsaidshethoughtshefelthungry,too,andaskedTheaifshedidn’twantsomethingtoeat。
\"No,I’mnothungry,mother。IguessI’llgoupstairs。\"
\"Iexpectyou’vegotsomebookupthere,\"saidMrs。
Kronborg,bringingoutanotherpie。\"You’dbetterbringitdownhereandread。Nobody’lldisturbyou,andit’sterriblecoldupinthatloft。\"
Theawasalwaysassuredthatnoonewoulddisturbher
ifshereaddownstairs,buttheboystalkedwhentheycamein,andherfatherfairlydelivereddiscoursesafterhehadbeenrenewedbyhalfapieandapitcherofmilk。
\"Idon’tmindthecold。I’lltakeahotbrickupformyfeet。IputoneinthestovebeforeIleft,ifoneoftheboyshasn’tstolenit。Good—night,mother。\"Theagotherbrickandlantern,anddashedupstairsthroughthewindyloft。
Sheundressedattopspeedandgotintobedwithherbrick。
Sheputapairofwhiteknittedglovesonherhands,andpinnedoverherheadapieceofsoftflannelthathadbeenoneofThor’slongpetticoatswhenhewasababy。Thusequipped,shewasreadyforbusiness。Shetookfromhertableathickpaper—backedvolume,oneofthe\"line\"ofpapernovelsthedruggistkepttoselltotravelingmen。
Shehadboughtit,onlyyesterday,becausethefirstsen—
tenceinterestedherverymuch,andbecauseshesaw,assheglancedoverthepages,themagicalnamesoftwoRussiancities。Thebookwasapoortranslationof\"AnnaKarenina。\"Theaopeneditatamark,andfixedhereyesintentlyuponthesmallprint。Thehymns,thesickgirl,theresignedblackfigureswereforgotten。ItwasthenightoftheballinMoscow。
Theawouldhavebeenastonishedifshecouldhaveknownhow,yearsafterward,whenshehadneedofthem,thoseoldfacesweretocomebacktoher,longaftertheywerehiddenawayundertheearth;thattheywouldseemtoherthenasfullofmeaning,asmysteriouslymarkedbyDestiny,asthepeoplewhodancedthemazurkaundertheelegantKorsunsky。
XVIII
Mr。Kronborgwastoofondofhiseaseandtoosensibletoworryhischildrenmuchaboutreligion。
Hewasmoresincerethanmanypreachers,butwhenhespoketohisfamilyaboutmattersofconductitwasusuallywitharegardforkeepingupappearances。Thechurchandchurchworkwerediscussedinthefamilyliketheroutineofanyotherbusiness。Sundaywastheharddayoftheweekwiththem,justasSaturdaywasthebusydaywiththemerchantsonMainStreet。Revivalswereseasonsofextraworkandpressure,justasthreshing—timewasonthefarms。Visitingeldershadtobelodgedandcookedfor,thefolding—bedintheparlorwasletdown,andMrs。
Kronborghadtoworkinthekitchenalldaylongandattendthenightmeetings。
DuringoneoftheserevivalsThea’ssisterAnnaprofessedreligionwith,asMrs。Kronborgsaid,\"agooddealoffluster。\"WhileAnnawasgoinguptothemourners’benchnightlyandaskingfortheprayersofthecongregation,shedisseminatedgeneralgloomthroughoutthehousehold,andaftershejoinedthechurchshetookonanairof\"set—apart—
ness\"thatwasextremelytryingtoherbrothersandhersister,thoughtheyrealizedthatAnna’ssanctimoniousnesswasperhapsagoodthingfortheirfather。Apreacheroughttohaveonechildwhodidmorethanmerelyacquiesceinreligiousobservances,andTheaandtheboysweregladenoughthatitwasAnnaandnotoneofthemselveswhoassumedthisobligation。
\"Anna,she’sAmerican,\"Mrs。Kronborgusedtosay。
TheScandinavianmouldofcountenance,moreorlessmarkedineachoftheotherchildren,wasscarcelydis—
cernibleinher,andshelookedenoughlikeotherMoon—
stonegirlstobethoughtpretty。Anna’snaturewascon—
ventional,likeherface。Herpositionastheminister’seldestdaughterwasimportanttoher,andshetriedtoliveuptoit。Shereadsentimentalreligiousstory—booksandemulatedthespiritualstrugglesandmagnanimousbehavioroftheirpersecutedheroines。EverythinghadtobeinterpretedforAnna。Heropinionsaboutthesmall—
estandmostcommonplacethingsweregleanedfromtheDenverpapers,thechurchweeklies,fromsermonsandSunday—Schooladdresses。Scarcelyanythingwasattrac—
tivetoherinitsnaturalstate——indeed,scarcelyanythingwasdecentuntilitwasclothedbytheopinionofsomeauthority。Herideasabouthabit,character,duty,love,marriage,weregroupedunderheads,likeabookofpopularquotations,andweretotallyunrelatedtotheemergenciesofhumanliving。ShediscussedallthesesubjectswithotherMethodistgirlsofherage。Theywouldspendhours,forinstance,indecidingwhattheywouldorwouldnottoler—
ateinasuitororahusband,andthefrailtiesofmasculinenatureweretoooftenasubjectofdiscussionamongthem。
InherbehaviorAnnawasaharmlessgirl,mildexceptwhereherprejudiceswereconcerned,neatandindustrious,withnograverfaultthanpriggishness;buthermindhadreallyshockinghabitsofclassification。ThewickednessofDenverandofChicago,andevenofMoonstone,occupiedherthoughtstoomuch。Shehadnoneofthedelicacythatgoeswithanatureofwarmimpulses,butthekindoffishycuriositywhichjustifiesitselfbyanexpressionofhorror。
Thea,andallThea’swaysandfriends,seemedindecor—
oustoAnna。ShenotonlyfeltagravesocialdiscriminationagainsttheMexicans;shecouldnotforgetthatSpanishJohnnywasadrunkardandthat\"nobodyknewwhathedidwhenheranawayfromhome。\"Theapretended,ofcourse,thatshelikedtheMexicansbecausetheywerefondofmusic;buteveryoneknewthatmusicwasno—
thingveryreal,andthatitdidnotmatterinagirl’sre—
lationswithpeople。Whatwasreal,then,andwhatdidmatter?PoorAnna!
AnnaapprovedofRayKennedyasayoungmanofsteadyhabitsandblamelesslife,butsheregrettedthathewasanatheist,andthathewasnotapassengerconductorwithbrassbuttonsonhiscoat。Onthewhole,shewon—
deredwhatsuchanexemplaryyoungmanfoundtolikeinThea。Dr。ArchieshetreatedrespectfullybecauseofhispositioninMoonstone,butsheKNEWhehadkissedtheMexicanbarytone’sprettydaughter,andshehadawholeDOSSIERofevidenceabouthisbehaviorinhishoursofrelax—
ationinDenver。Hewas\"fast,\"anditwasbecausehewas\"fast\"thatThealikedhim。Theaalwayslikedthatkindofpeople。Dr。Archie’swholemannerwithThea,Annaoftentoldhermother,wastoofree。HewasalwaysputtinghishandonThea’shead,orholdingherhandwhilehelaughedandlookeddownather。Thekindliermanifesta—
tionofhumannature(aboutwhichAnnasangandtalked,intheinterestsofwhichshewenttoconventionsandworewhiteribbons)wereneverrealitiestoherafterall。Shedidnotbelieveinthem。Itwasonlyinattitudesofprotestorreproof,clingingtothecross,thathumanbeingscouldbeeventemporarilydecent。
PreacherKronborg’ssecretconvictionswereverymuchlikeAnna’s。Hebelievedthathiswifewasabsolutelygood,buttherewasnotamanorwomaninhiscongregationwhomhetrustedalltheway。
Mrs。Kronborg,ontheotherhand,waslikelytofindsomethingtoadmireinalmostanyhumanconductthatwaspositiveandenergetic。Shecouldalwaysbetakeninbythestoriesoftrampsandrunawayboys。Shewenttothecircusandadmiredthebarebackriders,whowere\"likelygoodenoughwomenintheirway。\"SheadmiredDr。Archie’sfinephysiqueandwell—cutclothesasmuchasTheadid,andsaidshe\"feltitwasaprivilegetobehandledbysuchagentlemanwhenshewassick。\"
SoonafterAnnabecameachurchmembershebegantoremonstratewithTheaaboutpracticing——playing\"secu—
larmusic\"——onSunday。OneSundaythedisputeintheparlorgrewwarmandwascarriedtoMrs。Kronborginthekitchen。ShelistenedjudiciallyandtoldAnnatoreadthechapterabouthowNaamantheleperwaspermittedtobowdowninthehouseofRimmon。Theawentbacktothepiano,andAnnalingeredtosaythat,sinceshewasintheright,hermothershouldhavesupportedher。
\"No,\"saidMrs。Kronborg,ratherindifferently,\"Ican’tseeitthatway,Anna。Ineverforcedyoutopractice,andIdon’tseeasIshouldkeepTheafromit。Iliketohearher,andIguessyourfatherdoes。YouandTheawilllikelyfol—
lowdifferentlines,andIdon’tseeasI’mcalledupontobringyouupalike。\"
Annalookedmeekandabused。\"Ofcourseallthechurchpeoplemusthearher。Oursistheonlynoisyhouseonthisstreet。Youhearwhatshe’splayingnow,don’tyou?\"
Mrs。Kronborgrosefrombrowninghercoffee。\"Yes;
it’stheBlueDanubewaltzes。I’mfamiliarwith’em。Ifanyofthechurchpeoplecomeatyou,youjustsend’emtome。Iain’tafraidtospeakoutonoccasion,andI
wouldn’tmindonebittellingtheLadies’Aidafewthingsaboutstandardcomposers。\"Mrs。Kronborgsmiled,andaddedthoughtfully,\"No,Iwouldn’tmindthatonebit。\"
Annawentaboutwithareservedanddistantairforaweek,andMrs。Kronborgsuspectedthatsheheldalargerplacethanusualinherdaughter’sprayers;butthatwasanotherthingshedidn’tmind。
Althoughrevivalsweremerelyapartoftheyear’swork,likeexaminationweekatschool,andalthoughAnna’spietyimpressedherverylittle,atimecamewhenTheawasperplexedaboutreligion。AscourgeoftyphoidbrokeoutinMoonstoneandseveralofThea’sschoolmatesdiedofit。Shewenttotheirfunerals,sawthemputintothe
ground,andwonderedagooddealaboutthem。Butacertaingrimincident,whichcausedtheepidemic,troubledherevenmorethanthedeathofherfriends。
EarlyinJuly,soonafterThea’sfifteenthbirthday,aparticularlydisgustingsortoftrampcameintoMoonstoneinanemptyboxcar。Theawassittinginthehammockinthefrontyardwhenhefirstcrawleduptothetownfromthedepot,carryingabundlewrappedindirtytickingunderonearm,andundertheotherawoodenboxwithrustyscreeningnailedoveroneend。Hehadathin,hungryfacecoveredwithblackhair。Itwasjustbeforesupper—
timewhenhecamealong,andthestreetsmelledoffriedpotatoesandfriedonionsandcoffee。Theasawhimsniffingtheairgreedilyandwalkingslowerandslower。Helookedoverthefence。Shehopedhewouldnotstopattheirgate,forhermotherneverturnedanyoneaway,andthiswasthedirtiestandmostutterlywretched—lookingtrampshehadeverseen。Therewasaterribleodorabouthim,too。
Shecaughtitevenatthatdistance,andputherhandker—
chieftohernose。Amomentlatershewassorry,forsheknewthathehadnoticedit。Helookedawayandshuffledalittlefaster。
AfewdayslaterTheaheardthatthetramphadcampedinanemptyshackoverontheeastedgeoftown,besidetheravine,andwastryingtogiveamiserablesortofshowthere。Hetoldtheboyswhowenttoseewhathewasdoing,thathehadtraveledwithacircus。Hisbundlecontainedafilthyclown’ssuit,andhisboxheldhalfadozenrattle—
snakes。
Saturdaynight,whenTheawenttothebutchershoptogetthechickensforSunday,sheheardthewhineofanaccordionandsawacrowdbeforeoneofthesaloons。Thereshefoundthetramp,hisbonybodygrotesquelyattiredintheclown’ssuit,hisfaceshavedandpaintedwhite,——thesweattricklingthroughthepaintandwashingitaway,——
andhiseyeswildandfeverish。Pullingtheaccordionin
andoutseemedtobealmosttoogreataneffortforhim,andhepantedtothetuneof\"MarchingthroughGeorgia。\"
Afteraconsiderablecrowdhadgathered,thetrampex—
hibitedhisboxofsnakes,announcedthathewouldnowpassthehat,andthatwhentheonlookershadcontributedthesumofonedollar,hewouldeat\"oneoftheselivingreptiles。\"Thecrowdbegantocoughandmurmur,andthesaloonkeeperrushedoffforthemarshal,whoarrestedthewretchforgivingashowwithoutalicenseandhurriedhimawaytothecalaboose。
Thecalaboosestoodinasunflowerpatch,——anoldhutwithabarredwindowandapadlockonthedoor。Thetrampwasutterlyfilthyandtherewasnowaytogivehimabath。Thelawmadenoprovisiontogrub—stakevagrants,soaftertheconstablehaddetainedthetrampfortwenty—
fourhours,hereleasedhimandtoldhimto\"getoutoftown,andgetquick。\"Thefellow’srattlesnakeshadbeenkilledbythesaloonkeeper。Hehidinaboxcarinthefreightyard,probablyhopingtogetaridetothenextstation,buthewasfoundandputout。Afterthathewasseennomore。Hehaddisappearedandleftnotraceexceptanugly,stupidword,chalkedontheblackpaintoftheseventy—five—footstandpipewhichwasthereservoirfortheMoonstonewater—supply;thesameword,inanothertongue,thattheFrenchsoldiershoutedatWaterloototheEnglishofficerwhobadetheOldGuardsurrender;acommentonlifewhichthedefeated,alongthehardroadsoftheworld,sometimesbawlatthevictorious。
Aweekafterthetrampexcitementhadpassedover,thecitywaterbegantosmellandtotaste。TheKron—
borgshadawellintheirbackyardanddidnotusecitywater,buttheyheardthecomplaintsoftheirneighbors。
Atfirstpeoplesaidthatthetownwellwasfullofrot—
tingcottonwoodroots,buttheengineeratthepumping—
stationconvincedthemayorthatthewaterleftthewelluntainted。Mayorsreasonslowly,but,thewellbeing
eliminated,theofficialmindhadtotraveltowardthestandpipe——therewasnoothertrackforittogoin。
Thestandpipeamplyrewardedinvestigation。ThetramphadgotevenwithMoonstone。Hehadclimbedthestandpipebythehandholdsandlethimselfdownintoseventy—fivefeetofcoldwater,withhisshoesandhatandrollofticking。Thecitycouncilhadamildpanicandpassedanewordinanceabouttramps。Butthefeverhadalreadybrokenout,andseveraladultsandhalfadozenchildrendiedofit。
TheahadalwaysfoundeverythingthathappenedinMoonstoneexciting,disastersparticularlyso。Itwasgrat—
ifyingtoreadsensationalMoonstoneitemsintheDenverpaper。Butshewishedshehadnotchancedtoseethetrampashecameintotownthatevening,sniffingthesupper—ladenair。Hisfaceremainedunpleasantlyclearinhermemory,andhermindstruggledwiththeproblemofhisbehaviorasifitwereahardpageinarithmetic。Evenwhenshewaspracticing,thedramaofthetrampkeptgoingoninthebackofherhead,andshewasconstantlytryingtomakeherselfrealizewhatpitchofhatredordespaircoulddriveamantodosuchahideousthing。Shekeptseeinghiminhisbedraggledclownsuit,thewhitepaintonhisroughlyshavenface,playinghisaccordionbeforethesaloon。Shehadnoticedhisleanbody,hishigh,baldforeheadthatslopedbacklikeacurvedmetallid。Howcouldpeoplefallsofaroutoffortune?ShetriedtotalktoRayKennedyaboutherperplexity,butRaywouldnotdiscussthingsofthatsortwithher。Itwasinhissentimentalconceptionofwomenthattheyshouldbedeeplyreligious,thoughmenwereatlibertytodoubtandfinallytodeny。Apicturecalled\"TheSoulAwakened,\"
popularinMoonstoneparlors,prettywellinterpretedRay’sideaofwoman’sspiritualnature。
Oneeveningwhenshewashauntedbythefigureofthetramp,TheawentuptoDr。Archie’soffice。Shefoundhim
sewinguptwobadgashesinthefaceofalittleboywhohadbeenkickedbyamule。Aftertheboyhadbeenban—
dagedandsentawaywithhisfather,Theahelpedthedoc—
torwashandputawaythesurgicalinstruments。Thenshedroppedintoheraccustomedseatbesidehisdeskandbegantotalkaboutthetramp。Hereyeswerehardandgreenwithexcitement,thedoctornoticed。
\"Itseemstome,Dr。Archie,thatthewholetown’stoblame。I’mtoblame,myself。Iknowhesawmeholdmynosewhenhewentby。Father’stoblame。IfhebelievestheBible,heoughttohavegonetothecalabooseandcleanedthatmanupandtakencareofhim。That’swhatIcan’tunderstand;dopeoplebelievetheBible,ordon’tthey?Ifthenextlifeisallthatmatters,andwe’reputheretogetreadyforit,thenwhydowetrytomakemoney,orlearnthings,orhaveagoodtime?There’snotonepersoninMoonstonethatreallylivesthewaytheNewTestamentsays。Doesitmatter,ordon’tit?\"