\"Wasshethegreatestsingeryoueverheard?\"
Wunschnoddedgravely。\"Quiteso。Shewasthemost——\"hehuntedforanEnglishword,liftedhishandoverhisheadandsnappedhisfingersnoiselesslyintheair,enunciatingfiercely,\"KUNST—LER—ISCH!\"Thewordseemedtoglitterinhisupliftedhand,hisvoicewassofullofemotion。
Wunschrosefromthestoolandbegantobuttonhiswaddedjacket,preparingtoreturntohishalf—heatedroomintheloft。Thearegretfullyputonhercloakandhoodandsetoutforhome。
WhenWunschlookedforhisscorelatethatafternoon,hefoundthatTheahadnotforgottentotakeitwithher。
Hesmiledhisloose,sarcasticsmile,andthoughtfullyrubbedhisstubblychinwithhisredfingers。WhenFritzcamehomeintheearlybluetwilightthesnowwasflyingfaster,Mrs。KohlerwascookingHASENPFEFFERinthekitchen,andtheprofessorwasseatedatthepiano,playingtheGluck,whichheknewbyheart。OldFritztookoffhisshoesquietlybehindthestoveandlaydownontheloungebeforehismasterpiece,wherethefirelightwasplayingoverthewallsofMoscow。Helistened,whiletheroomgrewdarkerandthewindowsduller。Wunschalwayscamebacktothesamething:——
\"ACH,ICHHABESIEVERLOREN,
EURIDICE,EURIDICE!\"
FromtimetotimeFritzsighedsoftly。He,too,hadlostaEuridice。
XI
OneSaturday,lateinJune,Theaarrivedearlyforherlesson。Assheperchedherselfuponthepianostool,——awobbly,old—fashionedthingthatworkedonacreakyscrew,——shegaveWunschasideglance,smiling。\"Youmustnotbecrosstometo—day。Thisismybirthday。\"
\"So?\"hepointedtothekeyboard。
AfterthelessontheywentouttojoinMrs。Kohler,whohadaskedTheatocomeearly,sothatshecouldstayandsmellthelindenbloom。Itwasoneofthosestilldaysofintenselight,wheneveryparticleofmicainthesoilflashedlikealittlemirror,andtheglarefromtheplainbelowseemedmoreintensethantheraysfromabove。Thesandridgesranglitteringgoldouttowherethemiragelickedthemup,shiningandsteaminglikealakeinthetropics。
Theskylookedlikebluelava,foreverincapableofclouds,——aturquoisebowlthatwasthelidofthedesert。AndyetwithinMrs。Kohler’sgreenpatchthewaterdripped,thebedshadallbeenhosed,andtheairwasfreshwithrapidlyevaporatingmoisture。
Thetwosymmetricallindentreesweretheproudestthingsinthegarden。Theirsweetnessembalmedalltheair。Ateveryturnofthepaths,——whetheronewenttoseethehollyhocksorthebleedingheart,ortolookatthepur—
plemorning—gloriesthatranoverthebean—poles,——wher—
everonewent,thesweetnessofthelindensstruckoneafreshandonealwayscamebacktothem。Undertheroundleaves,wherethewaxenyellowblossomshung,beviesofwildbeeswerebuzzing。Thetamariskswerestillpink,andtheflower—bedsweredoingtheirbestinhonorofthelindenfestival。Thewhitedove—housewasshiningwithafreshcoatofpaint,andthepigeonswerecrooningcontentedly,
flyingdownoftentodrinkatthedripfromthewatertank。
Mrs。Kohler,whowastransplantingpansies,cameupwithhertrowelandtoldTheaitwasluckytohaveyourbirthdaywhenthelindenswereinbloom,andthatshemustgoandlookatthesweetpeas。Wunschaccompaniedher,andastheywalkedbetweentheflower—bedshetookThea’shand。
\"ESFLUSTERNUNDSPRECHENDIEBLUMEN,\"——
hemuttered。\"YouknowthatvonHeine?IMLEUCHTENDEN
SOMMERMORGEN?\"HelookeddownatTheaandsoftlypressedherhand。
\"No,Idon’tknowit。WhatdoesFLUSTERNmean?\"
\"FLUSTERN?——towhisper。Youmustbeginnowtoknowsuchthings。Thatisnecessary。Howmanybirthdays?\"
\"Thirteen。I’minmy’teensnow。ButhowcanIknowwordslikethat?Ionlyknowwhatyousayatmylessons。
Theydon’tteachGermanatschool。HowcanIlearn?\"
\"Itisalwayspossibletolearnwhenonelikes,\"saidWunsch。Hiswordswereperemptory,asusual,buthistonewasmild,evenconfidential。\"Thereisalwaysaway。
Andifsomedayyouaregoingtosing,itisnecessarytoknowwelltheGermanlanguage。\"
Theastoopedovertopickaleafofrosemary。HowdidWunschknowthat,whentheveryrosesonherwall—paperhadneverheardit?\"ButamIgoingto?\"sheasked,stillstooping。
\"Thatisforyoutosay,\"returnedWunschcoldly。\"YouwouldbettermarrysomeJACOBhereandkeepthehouseforhim,may—be?Thatisasonedesires。\"
Theaflashedupathimaclear,laughinglook。\"No,I
don’twanttodothat。Youknow,\"shebrushedhiscoat—
sleevequicklywithheryellowhead。\"OnlyhowcanI
learnanythinghere?It’ssofarfromDenver。\"
Wunsch’slooselowerlipcurledinamusement。Then,asifhesuddenlyrememberedsomething,hespokeseriously。
\"Nothingisfarandnothingisnear,ifonedesires。The
worldislittle,peoplearelittle,humanlifeislittle。Thereisonlyonebigthing——desire。Andbeforeit,whenitisbig,allislittle。ItbroughtColumbusacrosstheseainalittleboat,UNDSOWEITER。\"Wunschmadeagrimace,tookhispupil’shandanddrewhertowardthegrapearbor。\"Here—
afterIwillmorespeaktoyouinGerman。Now,sitdownandIwillteachyouforyourbirthdaythatlittlesong。Askmethewordsyoudonotknowalready。Now:IMLEUCH—
TENDENSOMMERMORGEN。\"
Theamemorizedquicklybecauseshehadthepoweroflisteningintently。Inafewmomentsshecouldrepeattheeightlinesforhim。Wunschnoddedencouraginglyandtheywentoutofthearborintothesunlightagain。Astheywentupanddownthegravelpathsbetweentheflower—
beds,thewhiteandyellowbutterflieskeptdartingbeforethem,andthepigeonswerewashingtheirpinkfeetatthedripandcrooningintheirhuskybass。OverandoveragainWunschmadehersaythelinestohim。\"Youseeitisnothing。IfyoulearnagreatmanyoftheLIEDER,youwillknowtheGermanlanguagealready。WEITER,NUN。\"Hewouldinclinehisheadgravelyandlisten。
\"IMLEUCHTENDENSOMMERMORGEN
GEH’ICHIMGARTENHERUM;
ESFLUSTERNUNDSPRECHENDIEBLUMEN,ICHABER,ICHWANDTESTUMM。
\"ESFLUSTERNUNDSPRECHENDIEBLUMEN
UNDSCHAU’NMITLEIDIGMICHAN:
`SEIUNSERERSCHWESTERNICHTBOSE,DUTRAURIGER,BLASSERMANN!’\"
(Inthesoft—shiningsummermorningIwanderedthegardenwithin。
Theflowerstheywhisperedandmurmured,ButI,Iwandereddumb。
Theflowerstheywhisperandmurmur,Andmewithcompassiontheyscan:
\"Oh,benotharshtooursister,Thousorrowful,death—paleman!\")
Wunschhadnoticedbeforethatwhenhispupilreadanythinginversethecharacterofhervoicechangedalto—
gether;itwasnolongerthevoicewhichspokethespeechofMoonstone。Itwasasoft,richcontralto,andshereadquietly;thefeelingwasinthevoiceitself,notindicatedbyemphasisorchangeofpitch。Sherepeatedthelittleversesmusically,likeasong,andtheentreatyoftheflowerswasevensofterthantherest,astheshyspeechofflowersmightbe,andsheendedwiththevoicesuspended,almostwitharisinginflection。Itwasanature—voice,Wunschtoldhim—
self,breathedfromthecreatureandapartfromlanguage,likethesoundofthewindinthetrees,orthemurmurofwater。
\"Whatisittheflowersmeanwhentheyaskhimnottobeharshtotheirsister,eh?\"heasked,lookingdownathercuriouslyandwrinklinghisdullredforehead。
Theaglancedathiminsurprise。\"Isupposehethinkstheyareaskinghimnottobeharshtohissweetheart——orsomegirltheyremindhimof。\"
\"AndwhyTRAURIGER,BLASSERMANN?\"
Theyhadcomebacktothegrapearbor,andTheapickedoutasunnyplaceonthebench,whereatortoise—shellcatwasstretchedatfulllength。Shesatdown,bendingoverthecatandteasinghiswhiskers。\"Becausehehadbeenawakeallnight,thinkingabouther,wasn’tit?Maybethatwaswhyhewasupsoearly。\"
Wunschshruggedhisshoulders。\"Ifhethinkaboutherallnightalready,whydoyousaytheflowersremindhim?\"
Thealookedupathiminperplexity。Aflashofcompre—
hensionlitherfaceandshesmiledeagerly。\"Oh,Ididn’tmean`remind’inthatway!Ididn’tmeantheybroughthertohismind!Imeantitwasonlywhenhecameoutinthemorning,thatsheseemedtohimlikethat,——likeoneoftheflowers。\"
\"Andbeforehecameout,howdidsheseem?\"
ThistimeitwasTheawhoshruggedhershoulders。The
warmsmileleftherface。Sheliftedhereyebrowsinannoy—
anceandlookedoffatthesandhills。
Wunschpersisted。\"Whyyounotanswerme?\"
\"Becauseitwouldbesilly。Youarejusttryingtomakemesaythings。Itspoilsthingstoaskquestions。\"
Wunschbowedmockingly;hissmilewasdisagreeable。
Suddenlyhisfacegrewgrave,grewfierce,indeed。Hepulledhimselfupfromhisclumsystoopandfoldedhisarms。\"Butitisnecessarytoknowifyouknowsomethings。Some—
thingscannotbetaught。Ifyounotknowinthebeginning,younotknowintheend。Forasingertheremustbesome—
thingintheinsidefromthebeginning。Ishallnotbelonginthisplace,may—be,andIliketoknow。Yes,\"——hegroundhisheelinthegravel,——\"yes,whenyouarebarelysix,youmustknowthatalready。Thatisthebeginningofallthings;DERGEIST,DIEPHANTASIE。Itmustbeinthebaby,whenitmakesitsfirstcry,likeDERRHYTHMUS,oritisnottobe。Youhavesomevoicealready,andifinthebeginning,whenyouarewiththings—to—play,youknowthatwhatyouwillnottellme,thenyoucanlearntosing,may—be。\"
Wunschbegantopacethearbor,rubbinghishandsto—
gether。Thedarkflushofhisfacehadspreadupundertheiron—graybristlesonhishead。Hewastalkingtohimself,nottoThea。Insidiouspowerofthelindenbloom!\"Oh,muchyoucanlearn!ABERNICHTDIEAMERICANISCHENFRAU—
LEIN。Theyhavenothinginsidethem,\"strikinghischestwithbothfists。\"TheyareliketheonesintheMAR—
CHEN,agrinningfaceandhollowintheinsides。Some—
thingtheycanlearn,oh,yes,may—be!Butthesecret——
whatmaketherosetored,theskytoblue,themantolove——INDERBRUST,INDERBRUSTitis,UNDOHNEDIESESGIEBTES
KEINEKUNST,GIEBTESKEINEKUNST!\"Hethrewuphissquarehandandshookit,allthefingersapartandwagging。Purpleandbreathlesshewentoutofthearborandintothehouse,withoutsayinggood—bye。TheseoutburstsfrightenedWunsch。Theywerealwaysharbingersofill。
Theagothermusic—bookandstolequietlyoutofthegarden。Shedidnotgohome,butwanderedoffintothesanddunes,wherethepricklypearwasinblossomandthegreenlizardswereracingeachotherintheglitteringlight。
Shewasshakenbyapassionateexcitement。ShedidnotaltogetherunderstandwhatWunschwastalkingabout;
andyet,inawaysheknew。Sheknew,ofcourse,thattherewassomethingaboutherthatwasdifferent。Butitwasmorelikeafriendlyspiritthanlikeanythingthatwasapartofherself。Shethoughteverythingtoit,anditan—
sweredher;happinessconsistedofthatbackwardandfor—
wardmovementofherself。Thesomethingcameandwent,sheneverknewhow。Sometimesshehuntedforitandcouldnotfindit;again,sheliftedhereyesfromabook,orsteppedoutofdoors,orwakenedinthemorning,anditwasthere,——
underhercheek,itusuallyseemedtobe,oroverherbreast,——akindofwarmsureness。Andwhenitwasthere,everythingwasmoreinterestingandbeautiful,evenpeople。
Whenthiscompanionwaswithher,shecouldgetthemostwonderfulthingsoutofSpanishJohnny,orWunsch,orDr。Archie。
Onherthirteenthbirthdayshewanderedforalongwhileaboutthesandridges,pickingupcrystalsandlookingintotheyellowprickly—pearblossomswiththeirthousandsta—
mens。ShelookedatthesandhillsuntilshewishedsheWEREasandhill。Andyetsheknewthatshewasgoingtoleavethemallbehindsomeday。Theywouldbechangingalldaylong,yellowandpurpleandlavender,andshewouldnotbethere。Fromthatdayon,shefelttherewasasecretbetweenherandWunsch。Togethertheyhadliftedalid,pulledoutadrawer,andlookedatsomething。Theyhiditawayandneverspokeofwhattheyhadseen;butneitherofthemforgotit。
XII
OneJulynight,whenthemoonwasfull,Dr。Archiewascomingupfromthedepot,restlessanddiscon—
tented,wishingthereweresomethingtodo。Hecarriedhisstrawhatinhishand,andkeptbrushinghishairbackfromhisforeheadwithapurposeless,unsatisfiedgesture。
AfterhepassedUncleBillyBeemer’scottonwoodgrove,thesidewalkranoutoftheshadowintothewhitemoon—
lightandcrossedthesandgullyonhighposts,likeabridge。
Asthedoctorapproachedthistrestle,hesawawhitefigure,andrecognizedTheaKronborg。Hequickenedhispaceandshecametomeethim。
\"Whatareyoudoingoutsolate,mygirl?\"heaskedashetookherhand。
\"Oh,Idon’tknow。Whatdopeoplegotobedsoearlyfor?I’dliketorunalongbeforethehousesandscreechatthem。Isn’titgloriousouthere?\"
Theyoungdoctorgaveamelancholylaughandpressedherhand。
\"Thinkofit,\"Theasnortedimpatiently。\"Nobodyupbutusandtherabbits!I’vestarteduphalfadozenof’em。
Lookatthatlittleonedowntherenow,\"——shestoopedandpointed。Inthegullybelowthemtherewas,indeed,alittlerabbitwithawhitespotofatail,crouchingdownonthesand,quitemotionless。Itseemedtobelappingupthemoonlightlikecream。Ontheothersideofthewalk,downintheditch,therewasapatchoftall,ranksunflowers,theirshaggyleaveswhitewithdust。Themoonstoodoverthecottonwoodgrove。Therewasnowind,andnosoundbutthewheezingofanenginedownonthetracks。
\"Well,wemayaswellwatchtherabbits。\"Dr。Archiesatdownonthesidewalkandlethisfeethangoverthe
edge。HepulledoutasmoothlinenhandkerchiefthatsmelledofGermancolognewater。\"Well,howgoesit?
Workinghard?YoumustknowaboutallWunschcanteachyoubythistime。\"
Theashookherhead。\"Oh,no,Idon’t,Dr。Archie。
He’shardtogetat,buthe’sbeenarealmusicianinhistime。Mothersaysshebelieveshe’sforgottenmorethanthemusic—teachersdowninDenvereverknew。\"
\"I’mafraidhewon’tbearoundheremuchlonger,\"saidDr。Archie。\"He’sbeenmakingatankofhimselflately。
He’llbepullinghisfreightoneofthesedays。That’sthewaytheydo,youknow。I’llbesorryonyouraccount。\"
Hepausedandranhisfreshhandkerchiefoverhisface。
\"Whatthedeuceareweallhereforanyway,Thea?\"hesaidabruptly。
\"Onearth,youmean?\"Theaaskedinalowvoice。
\"Well,primarily,yes。Butsecondarily,whyareweinMoonstone?Itisn’tasifwe’dbeenbornhere。Youwere,butWunschwasn’t,andIwasn’t。IsupposeI’mherebecauseImarriedassoonasIgotoutofmedicalschoolandhadtogetapracticequick。Ifyouhurrythings,youalwaysgetleftintheend。Idon’tlearnanythinghere,andasforthepeople——InmyowntowninMichigan,now,therewerepeoplewholikedmeonmyfather’saccount,whohadevenknownmygrandfather。Thatmeantsomething。Buthereit’salllikethesand:blowsnorthonedayandsouththenext。We’reallalotofgamblerswithoutmuchnerve,playingforsmallstakes。Therailroadistheonerealfactinthiscountry。Thathastobe;theworldhastobegotbackandforth。Buttherestofusareherejustbecauseit’stheendofarunandtheenginehastohaveadrink。
SomedayI’llgetupandfindmyhairturninggray,andI’llhavenothingtoshowforit。\"
Theaslidclosertohimandcaughthisarm。\"No,no。
Iwon’tletyougetgray。You’vegottostayyoungforme。
I’mgettingyoungnow,too。\"
Archielaughed。\"Getting?\"
\"Yes。Peoplearen’tyoungwhenthey’rechildren。LookatThor,now;he’sjustalittleoldman。ButGushasasweetheart,andhe’syoung!\"
\"Somethinginthat!\"Dr。Archiepattedherhead,andthenfelttheshapeofherskullgently,withthetipsofhisfingers。\"Whenyouwerelittle,Thea,Iusedalwaystobecuriousabouttheshapeofyourhead。Youseemedtohavemoreinsideitthanmostyoungsters。Ihaven’texamineditforalongtime。Seemstobetheusualshape,butuncom—
monlyhard,somehow。Whatareyougoingtodowithyourself,anyway?\"
\"Idon’tknow。\"
\"Honest,now?\"Heliftedherchinandlookedintohereyes。
Thealaughedandedgedawayfromhim。
\"You’vegotsomethingupyoursleeve,haven’tyou?
Anythingyoulike;onlydon’tmarryandsettledownherewithoutgivingyourselfachance,willyou?\"
\"Notmuch。See,there’sanotherrabbit!\"
\"That’sallrightabouttherabbits,butIdon’twantyoutogettiedup。Rememberthat。\"
Theanodded。\"BenicetoWunsch,then。Idon’tknowwhatI’ddoifhewentaway。\"
\"You’vegotolderfriendsthanWunschhere,Thea。\"
\"Iknow。\"Theaspokeseriouslyandlookedupatthemoon,proppingherchinonherhand。\"ButWunschistheonlyonethatcanteachmewhatIwanttoknow。I’vegottolearntodosomethingwell,andthat’sthethingIcandobest。\"
\"Doyouwanttobeamusic—teacher?\"
\"Maybe,butIwanttobeagoodone。I’dliketogotoGermanytostudy,someday。Wunschsaysthat’sthebestplace,——theonlyplaceyoucanreallylearn。\"Theahesi—
tatedandthenwentonnervously,\"I’vegotabookthatsaysso,too。It’scalled`MyMusicalMemories。’Itmademe
wanttogotoGermanyevenbeforeWunschsaidanything。
Ofcourseit’sasecret。You’rethefirstoneI’vetold。\"
Dr。Archiesmiledindulgently。\"That’salongwayoff。
Isthatwhatyou’vegotinyourhardnoddle?\"Heputhishandonherhair,butthistimesheshookhimoff。
\"No,Idon’tthinkmuchaboutit。Butyoutalkaboutgoing,andabodyhastohavesomethingtogoTO!\"
\"That’sso。\"Dr。Archiesighed。\"You’reluckyifyouhave。PoorWunsch,now,hehasn’t。Whatdosuchfellowscomeoutherefor?He’sbeenaskingmeaboutmyminingstock,andaboutminingtowns。Whatwouldhedoinaminingtown?Hewouldn’tknowapieceoforeifhesawone。He’sgotnothingtosellthataminingtownwantstobuy。Whydon’tthoseoldfellowsstayathome?Wewon’tneedthemforanotherhundredyears。Anenginewipercangetajob,butapianoplayer!Suchpeoplecan’tmakegood。\"
\"MygrandfatherAlstromwasamusician,andhemadegood。\"
Dr。Archiechuckled。\"Oh,aSwedecanmakegoodany—
where,atanything!You’vegotthatinyourfavor,miss。
Come,youmustbegettinghome。\"
Thearose。\"Yes,IusedtobeashamedofbeingaSwede,butI’mnotanymore。Swedesarekindofcommon,butI
thinkit’sbettertobeSOMETHING。\"
\"Itsurelyis!Howtallyouaregetting。Youcomeabovemyshouldernow。\"
\"I’llkeepongrowing,don’tyouthink?Iparticularlywanttobetall。Yes,IguessImustgohome。Iwishthere’dbeafire。\"
\"Afire?\"
\"Yes,sothefire—bellwouldringandtheroundhousewhistlewouldblow,andeverybodywouldcomerunningout。SometimeI’mgoingtoringthefire—bellmyselfandstirthemallup。\"
\"You’dbearrested。\"
\"Well,thatwouldbebetterthangoingtobed。\"
\"I’llhavetolendyousomemorebooks。\"
Theashookherselfimpatiently。\"Ican’treadeverynight。\"
Dr。Archiegaveoneofhislow,sympatheticchucklesasheopenedthegateforher。\"You’rebeginningtogrowup,that’swhat’sthematterwithyou。I’llhavetokeepaneyeonyou。Nowyou’llhavetosaygood—nighttothemoon。\"
\"No,Iwon’t。Isleeponthefloornow,rightinthemoon—
light。Mywindowcomesdowntothefloor,andIcanlookattheskyallnight。\"
Sheshotroundthehousetothekitchendoor,andDr。
Archiewatchedherdisappearwithasigh。Hethoughtofthehard,mean,frizzylittlewomanwhokepthishouseforhim;oncethebelleofaMichigantown,nowdryandwitheredupatthirty。\"IfIhadadaughterlikeTheatowatch,\"hereflected,\"Iwouldn’tmindanything。Iwon—
derifallofmylife’sgoingtobeamistakejustbecauseI
madeabigonethen?Hardlyseemsfair。\"
HowardArchiewas\"respected\"ratherthanpopularinMoonstone。Everyonerecognizedthathewasagoodphysician,andaprogressiveWesterntownlikestobeabletopointtoahandsome,well—set—up,well—dressedmanamongitscitizens。ButagreatmanypeoplethoughtArchie\"distant,\"andtheywereright。Hehadtheuneasymannerofamanwhoisnotamonghisownkind,andwhohasnotseenenoughoftheworldtofeelthatallpeopleareinsomesensehisownkind。Heknewthateveryonewascuriousabouthiswife,thatsheplayedasortofcharacterpartinMoonstone,andthatpeoplemadefunofher,notverydelicately。Herownfriends——mostofthemwomenwhoweredistastefultoArchie——likedtoaskhertocon—
tributetochurchcharities,justtoseehowmeanshecouldbe。Thelittle,lop—sidedcakeatthechurchsupper,thecheapestpincushion,theskimpiestapronatthebazaar,werealwaysMrs。Archie’scontribution。
Allthishurtthedoctor’spride。Butiftherewasonethinghehadlearned,itwasthattherewasnochangingBelle’snature。Hehadmarriedameanwoman;andhemustaccepttheconsequences。EveninColoradohewouldhavehadnopretextfordivorce,and,todohimjus—
tice,hehadneverthoughtofsuchathing。ThetenetsofthePresbyterianChurchinwhichhehadgrownup,thoughhehadlongceasedtobelieveinthem,stillinfluencedhisconductandhisconceptionofpropriety。Tohimtherewassomethingvulgaraboutdivorce。Adivorcedmanwasadisgracedman;atleast,hehadexhibitedhishurt,andmadeitamatterforcommongossip。RespectabilitywassonecessarytoArchiethathewaswillingtopayahighpriceforit。Aslongashecouldkeepupadecentexterior,hecouldmanagetogeton;andifhecouldhaveconcealedhiswife’slittlenessfromallhisfriends,hewouldscarcelyhavecomplained。Hewasmoreafraidofpitythanhewasofanyunhappiness。Hadtherebeenanotherwomanforwhomhecaredgreatly,hemighthavehadplentyofcour—
age;buthewasnotlikelytomeetsuchawomaninMoon—
stone。
TherewasapuzzlingtimidityinArchie’smake—up。Thethingthatheldhisshouldersstiff,thatmadehimresorttoamirthlesslittlelaughwhenhewastalkingtodullpeople,thatmadehimsometimesstumbleoverrugsandcarpets,haditscounterpartinhismind。Hehadnotthecouragetobeanhonestthinker。Hecouldcomforthimselfbyeva—
sionsandcompromises。Heconsoledhimselfforhisownmarriagebytellinghimselfthatotherpeople’swerenotmuchbetter。InhisworkhesawprettydeeplyintomaritalrelationsinMoonstone,andhecouldhonestlysaythattherewerenotmanyofhisfriendswhomheenvied。Theirwivesseemedtosuitthemwellenough,buttheywouldneverhavesuitedhim。
AlthoughDr。Archiecouldnotbringhimselftoregardmarriagemerelyasasocialcontract,butlookeduponitas
somehowmadesacredbyachurchinwhichhedidnotbe—
lieve,——asaphysicianheknewthatayoungmanwhosemarriageismerelynominalmustyetgoonlivinghislife。