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  \"Wasshethegreatestsingeryoueverheard?\"

  Wunschnoddedgravely。\"Quiteso。Shewasthemost——\"hehuntedforanEnglishword,liftedhishandoverhisheadandsnappedhisfingersnoiselesslyintheair,enunciatingfiercely,\"KUNST—LER—ISCH!\"Thewordseemedtoglitterinhisupliftedhand,hisvoicewassofullofemotion。

  Wunschrosefromthestoolandbegantobuttonhiswaddedjacket,preparingtoreturntohishalf—heatedroomintheloft。Thearegretfullyputonhercloakandhoodandsetoutforhome。

  WhenWunschlookedforhisscorelatethatafternoon,hefoundthatTheahadnotforgottentotakeitwithher。

  Hesmiledhisloose,sarcasticsmile,andthoughtfullyrubbedhisstubblychinwithhisredfingers。WhenFritzcamehomeintheearlybluetwilightthesnowwasflyingfaster,Mrs。KohlerwascookingHASENPFEFFERinthekitchen,andtheprofessorwasseatedatthepiano,playingtheGluck,whichheknewbyheart。OldFritztookoffhisshoesquietlybehindthestoveandlaydownontheloungebeforehismasterpiece,wherethefirelightwasplayingoverthewallsofMoscow。Helistened,whiletheroomgrewdarkerandthewindowsduller。Wunschalwayscamebacktothesamething:——

  \"ACH,ICHHABESIEVERLOREN,

  EURIDICE,EURIDICE!\"

  FromtimetotimeFritzsighedsoftly。He,too,hadlostaEuridice。

  XI

  OneSaturday,lateinJune,Theaarrivedearlyforherlesson。Assheperchedherselfuponthepianostool,——awobbly,old—fashionedthingthatworkedonacreakyscrew,——shegaveWunschasideglance,smiling。\"Youmustnotbecrosstometo—day。Thisismybirthday。\"

  \"So?\"hepointedtothekeyboard。

  AfterthelessontheywentouttojoinMrs。Kohler,whohadaskedTheatocomeearly,sothatshecouldstayandsmellthelindenbloom。Itwasoneofthosestilldaysofintenselight,wheneveryparticleofmicainthesoilflashedlikealittlemirror,andtheglarefromtheplainbelowseemedmoreintensethantheraysfromabove。Thesandridgesranglitteringgoldouttowherethemiragelickedthemup,shiningandsteaminglikealakeinthetropics。

  Theskylookedlikebluelava,foreverincapableofclouds,——aturquoisebowlthatwasthelidofthedesert。AndyetwithinMrs。Kohler’sgreenpatchthewaterdripped,thebedshadallbeenhosed,andtheairwasfreshwithrapidlyevaporatingmoisture。

  Thetwosymmetricallindentreesweretheproudestthingsinthegarden。Theirsweetnessembalmedalltheair。Ateveryturnofthepaths,——whetheronewenttoseethehollyhocksorthebleedingheart,ortolookatthepur—

  plemorning—gloriesthatranoverthebean—poles,——wher—

  everonewent,thesweetnessofthelindensstruckoneafreshandonealwayscamebacktothem。Undertheroundleaves,wherethewaxenyellowblossomshung,beviesofwildbeeswerebuzzing。Thetamariskswerestillpink,andtheflower—bedsweredoingtheirbestinhonorofthelindenfestival。Thewhitedove—housewasshiningwithafreshcoatofpaint,andthepigeonswerecrooningcontentedly,

  flyingdownoftentodrinkatthedripfromthewatertank。

  Mrs。Kohler,whowastransplantingpansies,cameupwithhertrowelandtoldTheaitwasluckytohaveyourbirthdaywhenthelindenswereinbloom,andthatshemustgoandlookatthesweetpeas。Wunschaccompaniedher,andastheywalkedbetweentheflower—bedshetookThea’shand。

  \"ESFLUSTERNUNDSPRECHENDIEBLUMEN,\"——

  hemuttered。\"YouknowthatvonHeine?IMLEUCHTENDEN

  SOMMERMORGEN?\"HelookeddownatTheaandsoftlypressedherhand。

  \"No,Idon’tknowit。WhatdoesFLUSTERNmean?\"

  \"FLUSTERN?——towhisper。Youmustbeginnowtoknowsuchthings。Thatisnecessary。Howmanybirthdays?\"

  \"Thirteen。I’minmy’teensnow。ButhowcanIknowwordslikethat?Ionlyknowwhatyousayatmylessons。

  Theydon’tteachGermanatschool。HowcanIlearn?\"

  \"Itisalwayspossibletolearnwhenonelikes,\"saidWunsch。Hiswordswereperemptory,asusual,buthistonewasmild,evenconfidential。\"Thereisalwaysaway。

  Andifsomedayyouaregoingtosing,itisnecessarytoknowwelltheGermanlanguage。\"

  Theastoopedovertopickaleafofrosemary。HowdidWunschknowthat,whentheveryrosesonherwall—paperhadneverheardit?\"ButamIgoingto?\"sheasked,stillstooping。

  \"Thatisforyoutosay,\"returnedWunschcoldly。\"YouwouldbettermarrysomeJACOBhereandkeepthehouseforhim,may—be?Thatisasonedesires。\"

  Theaflashedupathimaclear,laughinglook。\"No,I

  don’twanttodothat。Youknow,\"shebrushedhiscoat—

  sleevequicklywithheryellowhead。\"OnlyhowcanI

  learnanythinghere?It’ssofarfromDenver。\"

  Wunsch’slooselowerlipcurledinamusement。Then,asifhesuddenlyrememberedsomething,hespokeseriously。

  \"Nothingisfarandnothingisnear,ifonedesires。The

  worldislittle,peoplearelittle,humanlifeislittle。Thereisonlyonebigthing——desire。Andbeforeit,whenitisbig,allislittle。ItbroughtColumbusacrosstheseainalittleboat,UNDSOWEITER。\"Wunschmadeagrimace,tookhispupil’shandanddrewhertowardthegrapearbor。\"Here—

  afterIwillmorespeaktoyouinGerman。Now,sitdownandIwillteachyouforyourbirthdaythatlittlesong。Askmethewordsyoudonotknowalready。Now:IMLEUCH—

  TENDENSOMMERMORGEN。\"

  Theamemorizedquicklybecauseshehadthepoweroflisteningintently。Inafewmomentsshecouldrepeattheeightlinesforhim。Wunschnoddedencouraginglyandtheywentoutofthearborintothesunlightagain。Astheywentupanddownthegravelpathsbetweentheflower—

  beds,thewhiteandyellowbutterflieskeptdartingbeforethem,andthepigeonswerewashingtheirpinkfeetatthedripandcrooningintheirhuskybass。OverandoveragainWunschmadehersaythelinestohim。\"Youseeitisnothing。IfyoulearnagreatmanyoftheLIEDER,youwillknowtheGermanlanguagealready。WEITER,NUN。\"Hewouldinclinehisheadgravelyandlisten。

  \"IMLEUCHTENDENSOMMERMORGEN

  GEH’ICHIMGARTENHERUM;

  ESFLUSTERNUNDSPRECHENDIEBLUMEN,ICHABER,ICHWANDTESTUMM。

  \"ESFLUSTERNUNDSPRECHENDIEBLUMEN

  UNDSCHAU’NMITLEIDIGMICHAN:

  `SEIUNSERERSCHWESTERNICHTBOSE,DUTRAURIGER,BLASSERMANN!’\"

  (Inthesoft—shiningsummermorningIwanderedthegardenwithin。

  Theflowerstheywhisperedandmurmured,ButI,Iwandereddumb。

  Theflowerstheywhisperandmurmur,Andmewithcompassiontheyscan:

  \"Oh,benotharshtooursister,Thousorrowful,death—paleman!\")

  Wunschhadnoticedbeforethatwhenhispupilreadanythinginversethecharacterofhervoicechangedalto—

  gether;itwasnolongerthevoicewhichspokethespeechofMoonstone。Itwasasoft,richcontralto,andshereadquietly;thefeelingwasinthevoiceitself,notindicatedbyemphasisorchangeofpitch。Sherepeatedthelittleversesmusically,likeasong,andtheentreatyoftheflowerswasevensofterthantherest,astheshyspeechofflowersmightbe,andsheendedwiththevoicesuspended,almostwitharisinginflection。Itwasanature—voice,Wunschtoldhim—

  self,breathedfromthecreatureandapartfromlanguage,likethesoundofthewindinthetrees,orthemurmurofwater。

  \"Whatisittheflowersmeanwhentheyaskhimnottobeharshtotheirsister,eh?\"heasked,lookingdownathercuriouslyandwrinklinghisdullredforehead。

  Theaglancedathiminsurprise。\"Isupposehethinkstheyareaskinghimnottobeharshtohissweetheart——orsomegirltheyremindhimof。\"

  \"AndwhyTRAURIGER,BLASSERMANN?\"

  Theyhadcomebacktothegrapearbor,andTheapickedoutasunnyplaceonthebench,whereatortoise—shellcatwasstretchedatfulllength。Shesatdown,bendingoverthecatandteasinghiswhiskers。\"Becausehehadbeenawakeallnight,thinkingabouther,wasn’tit?Maybethatwaswhyhewasupsoearly。\"

  Wunschshruggedhisshoulders。\"Ifhethinkaboutherallnightalready,whydoyousaytheflowersremindhim?\"

  Thealookedupathiminperplexity。Aflashofcompre—

  hensionlitherfaceandshesmiledeagerly。\"Oh,Ididn’tmean`remind’inthatway!Ididn’tmeantheybroughthertohismind!Imeantitwasonlywhenhecameoutinthemorning,thatsheseemedtohimlikethat,——likeoneoftheflowers。\"

  \"Andbeforehecameout,howdidsheseem?\"

  ThistimeitwasTheawhoshruggedhershoulders。The

  warmsmileleftherface。Sheliftedhereyebrowsinannoy—

  anceandlookedoffatthesandhills。

  Wunschpersisted。\"Whyyounotanswerme?\"

  \"Becauseitwouldbesilly。Youarejusttryingtomakemesaythings。Itspoilsthingstoaskquestions。\"

  Wunschbowedmockingly;hissmilewasdisagreeable。

  Suddenlyhisfacegrewgrave,grewfierce,indeed。Hepulledhimselfupfromhisclumsystoopandfoldedhisarms。\"Butitisnecessarytoknowifyouknowsomethings。Some—

  thingscannotbetaught。Ifyounotknowinthebeginning,younotknowintheend。Forasingertheremustbesome—

  thingintheinsidefromthebeginning。Ishallnotbelonginthisplace,may—be,andIliketoknow。Yes,\"——hegroundhisheelinthegravel,——\"yes,whenyouarebarelysix,youmustknowthatalready。Thatisthebeginningofallthings;DERGEIST,DIEPHANTASIE。Itmustbeinthebaby,whenitmakesitsfirstcry,likeDERRHYTHMUS,oritisnottobe。Youhavesomevoicealready,andifinthebeginning,whenyouarewiththings—to—play,youknowthatwhatyouwillnottellme,thenyoucanlearntosing,may—be。\"

  Wunschbegantopacethearbor,rubbinghishandsto—

  gether。Thedarkflushofhisfacehadspreadupundertheiron—graybristlesonhishead。Hewastalkingtohimself,nottoThea。Insidiouspowerofthelindenbloom!\"Oh,muchyoucanlearn!ABERNICHTDIEAMERICANISCHENFRAU—

  LEIN。Theyhavenothinginsidethem,\"strikinghischestwithbothfists。\"TheyareliketheonesintheMAR—

  CHEN,agrinningfaceandhollowintheinsides。Some—

  thingtheycanlearn,oh,yes,may—be!Butthesecret——

  whatmaketherosetored,theskytoblue,themantolove——INDERBRUST,INDERBRUSTitis,UNDOHNEDIESESGIEBTES

  KEINEKUNST,GIEBTESKEINEKUNST!\"Hethrewuphissquarehandandshookit,allthefingersapartandwagging。Purpleandbreathlesshewentoutofthearborandintothehouse,withoutsayinggood—bye。TheseoutburstsfrightenedWunsch。Theywerealwaysharbingersofill。

  Theagothermusic—bookandstolequietlyoutofthegarden。Shedidnotgohome,butwanderedoffintothesanddunes,wherethepricklypearwasinblossomandthegreenlizardswereracingeachotherintheglitteringlight。

  Shewasshakenbyapassionateexcitement。ShedidnotaltogetherunderstandwhatWunschwastalkingabout;

  andyet,inawaysheknew。Sheknew,ofcourse,thattherewassomethingaboutherthatwasdifferent。Butitwasmorelikeafriendlyspiritthanlikeanythingthatwasapartofherself。Shethoughteverythingtoit,anditan—

  sweredher;happinessconsistedofthatbackwardandfor—

  wardmovementofherself。Thesomethingcameandwent,sheneverknewhow。Sometimesshehuntedforitandcouldnotfindit;again,sheliftedhereyesfromabook,orsteppedoutofdoors,orwakenedinthemorning,anditwasthere,——

  underhercheek,itusuallyseemedtobe,oroverherbreast,——akindofwarmsureness。Andwhenitwasthere,everythingwasmoreinterestingandbeautiful,evenpeople。

  Whenthiscompanionwaswithher,shecouldgetthemostwonderfulthingsoutofSpanishJohnny,orWunsch,orDr。Archie。

  Onherthirteenthbirthdayshewanderedforalongwhileaboutthesandridges,pickingupcrystalsandlookingintotheyellowprickly—pearblossomswiththeirthousandsta—

  mens。ShelookedatthesandhillsuntilshewishedsheWEREasandhill。Andyetsheknewthatshewasgoingtoleavethemallbehindsomeday。Theywouldbechangingalldaylong,yellowandpurpleandlavender,andshewouldnotbethere。Fromthatdayon,shefelttherewasasecretbetweenherandWunsch。Togethertheyhadliftedalid,pulledoutadrawer,andlookedatsomething。Theyhiditawayandneverspokeofwhattheyhadseen;butneitherofthemforgotit。

  XII

  OneJulynight,whenthemoonwasfull,Dr。Archiewascomingupfromthedepot,restlessanddiscon—

  tented,wishingthereweresomethingtodo。Hecarriedhisstrawhatinhishand,andkeptbrushinghishairbackfromhisforeheadwithapurposeless,unsatisfiedgesture。

  AfterhepassedUncleBillyBeemer’scottonwoodgrove,thesidewalkranoutoftheshadowintothewhitemoon—

  lightandcrossedthesandgullyonhighposts,likeabridge。

  Asthedoctorapproachedthistrestle,hesawawhitefigure,andrecognizedTheaKronborg。Hequickenedhispaceandshecametomeethim。

  \"Whatareyoudoingoutsolate,mygirl?\"heaskedashetookherhand。

  \"Oh,Idon’tknow。Whatdopeoplegotobedsoearlyfor?I’dliketorunalongbeforethehousesandscreechatthem。Isn’titgloriousouthere?\"

  Theyoungdoctorgaveamelancholylaughandpressedherhand。

  \"Thinkofit,\"Theasnortedimpatiently。\"Nobodyupbutusandtherabbits!I’vestarteduphalfadozenof’em。

  Lookatthatlittleonedowntherenow,\"——shestoopedandpointed。Inthegullybelowthemtherewas,indeed,alittlerabbitwithawhitespotofatail,crouchingdownonthesand,quitemotionless。Itseemedtobelappingupthemoonlightlikecream。Ontheothersideofthewalk,downintheditch,therewasapatchoftall,ranksunflowers,theirshaggyleaveswhitewithdust。Themoonstoodoverthecottonwoodgrove。Therewasnowind,andnosoundbutthewheezingofanenginedownonthetracks。

  \"Well,wemayaswellwatchtherabbits。\"Dr。Archiesatdownonthesidewalkandlethisfeethangoverthe

  edge。HepulledoutasmoothlinenhandkerchiefthatsmelledofGermancolognewater。\"Well,howgoesit?

  Workinghard?YoumustknowaboutallWunschcanteachyoubythistime。\"

  Theashookherhead。\"Oh,no,Idon’t,Dr。Archie。

  He’shardtogetat,buthe’sbeenarealmusicianinhistime。Mothersaysshebelieveshe’sforgottenmorethanthemusic—teachersdowninDenvereverknew。\"

  \"I’mafraidhewon’tbearoundheremuchlonger,\"saidDr。Archie。\"He’sbeenmakingatankofhimselflately。

  He’llbepullinghisfreightoneofthesedays。That’sthewaytheydo,youknow。I’llbesorryonyouraccount。\"

  Hepausedandranhisfreshhandkerchiefoverhisface。

  \"Whatthedeuceareweallhereforanyway,Thea?\"hesaidabruptly。

  \"Onearth,youmean?\"Theaaskedinalowvoice。

  \"Well,primarily,yes。Butsecondarily,whyareweinMoonstone?Itisn’tasifwe’dbeenbornhere。Youwere,butWunschwasn’t,andIwasn’t。IsupposeI’mherebecauseImarriedassoonasIgotoutofmedicalschoolandhadtogetapracticequick。Ifyouhurrythings,youalwaysgetleftintheend。Idon’tlearnanythinghere,andasforthepeople——InmyowntowninMichigan,now,therewerepeoplewholikedmeonmyfather’saccount,whohadevenknownmygrandfather。Thatmeantsomething。Buthereit’salllikethesand:blowsnorthonedayandsouththenext。We’reallalotofgamblerswithoutmuchnerve,playingforsmallstakes。Therailroadistheonerealfactinthiscountry。Thathastobe;theworldhastobegotbackandforth。Buttherestofusareherejustbecauseit’stheendofarunandtheenginehastohaveadrink。

  SomedayI’llgetupandfindmyhairturninggray,andI’llhavenothingtoshowforit。\"

  Theaslidclosertohimandcaughthisarm。\"No,no。

  Iwon’tletyougetgray。You’vegottostayyoungforme。

  I’mgettingyoungnow,too。\"

  Archielaughed。\"Getting?\"

  \"Yes。Peoplearen’tyoungwhenthey’rechildren。LookatThor,now;he’sjustalittleoldman。ButGushasasweetheart,andhe’syoung!\"

  \"Somethinginthat!\"Dr。Archiepattedherhead,andthenfelttheshapeofherskullgently,withthetipsofhisfingers。\"Whenyouwerelittle,Thea,Iusedalwaystobecuriousabouttheshapeofyourhead。Youseemedtohavemoreinsideitthanmostyoungsters。Ihaven’texamineditforalongtime。Seemstobetheusualshape,butuncom—

  monlyhard,somehow。Whatareyougoingtodowithyourself,anyway?\"

  \"Idon’tknow。\"

  \"Honest,now?\"Heliftedherchinandlookedintohereyes。

  Thealaughedandedgedawayfromhim。

  \"You’vegotsomethingupyoursleeve,haven’tyou?

  Anythingyoulike;onlydon’tmarryandsettledownherewithoutgivingyourselfachance,willyou?\"

  \"Notmuch。See,there’sanotherrabbit!\"

  \"That’sallrightabouttherabbits,butIdon’twantyoutogettiedup。Rememberthat。\"

  Theanodded。\"BenicetoWunsch,then。Idon’tknowwhatI’ddoifhewentaway。\"

  \"You’vegotolderfriendsthanWunschhere,Thea。\"

  \"Iknow。\"Theaspokeseriouslyandlookedupatthemoon,proppingherchinonherhand。\"ButWunschistheonlyonethatcanteachmewhatIwanttoknow。I’vegottolearntodosomethingwell,andthat’sthethingIcandobest。\"

  \"Doyouwanttobeamusic—teacher?\"

  \"Maybe,butIwanttobeagoodone。I’dliketogotoGermanytostudy,someday。Wunschsaysthat’sthebestplace,——theonlyplaceyoucanreallylearn。\"Theahesi—

  tatedandthenwentonnervously,\"I’vegotabookthatsaysso,too。It’scalled`MyMusicalMemories。’Itmademe

  wanttogotoGermanyevenbeforeWunschsaidanything。

  Ofcourseit’sasecret。You’rethefirstoneI’vetold。\"

  Dr。Archiesmiledindulgently。\"That’salongwayoff。

  Isthatwhatyou’vegotinyourhardnoddle?\"Heputhishandonherhair,butthistimesheshookhimoff。

  \"No,Idon’tthinkmuchaboutit。Butyoutalkaboutgoing,andabodyhastohavesomethingtogoTO!\"

  \"That’sso。\"Dr。Archiesighed。\"You’reluckyifyouhave。PoorWunsch,now,hehasn’t。Whatdosuchfellowscomeoutherefor?He’sbeenaskingmeaboutmyminingstock,andaboutminingtowns。Whatwouldhedoinaminingtown?Hewouldn’tknowapieceoforeifhesawone。He’sgotnothingtosellthataminingtownwantstobuy。Whydon’tthoseoldfellowsstayathome?Wewon’tneedthemforanotherhundredyears。Anenginewipercangetajob,butapianoplayer!Suchpeoplecan’tmakegood。\"

  \"MygrandfatherAlstromwasamusician,andhemadegood。\"

  Dr。Archiechuckled。\"Oh,aSwedecanmakegoodany—

  where,atanything!You’vegotthatinyourfavor,miss。

  Come,youmustbegettinghome。\"

  Thearose。\"Yes,IusedtobeashamedofbeingaSwede,butI’mnotanymore。Swedesarekindofcommon,butI

  thinkit’sbettertobeSOMETHING。\"

  \"Itsurelyis!Howtallyouaregetting。Youcomeabovemyshouldernow。\"

  \"I’llkeepongrowing,don’tyouthink?Iparticularlywanttobetall。Yes,IguessImustgohome。Iwishthere’dbeafire。\"

  \"Afire?\"

  \"Yes,sothefire—bellwouldringandtheroundhousewhistlewouldblow,andeverybodywouldcomerunningout。SometimeI’mgoingtoringthefire—bellmyselfandstirthemallup。\"

  \"You’dbearrested。\"

  \"Well,thatwouldbebetterthangoingtobed。\"

  \"I’llhavetolendyousomemorebooks。\"

  Theashookherselfimpatiently。\"Ican’treadeverynight。\"

  Dr。Archiegaveoneofhislow,sympatheticchucklesasheopenedthegateforher。\"You’rebeginningtogrowup,that’swhat’sthematterwithyou。I’llhavetokeepaneyeonyou。Nowyou’llhavetosaygood—nighttothemoon。\"

  \"No,Iwon’t。Isleeponthefloornow,rightinthemoon—

  light。Mywindowcomesdowntothefloor,andIcanlookattheskyallnight。\"

  Sheshotroundthehousetothekitchendoor,andDr。

  Archiewatchedherdisappearwithasigh。Hethoughtofthehard,mean,frizzylittlewomanwhokepthishouseforhim;oncethebelleofaMichigantown,nowdryandwitheredupatthirty。\"IfIhadadaughterlikeTheatowatch,\"hereflected,\"Iwouldn’tmindanything。Iwon—

  derifallofmylife’sgoingtobeamistakejustbecauseI

  madeabigonethen?Hardlyseemsfair。\"

  HowardArchiewas\"respected\"ratherthanpopularinMoonstone。Everyonerecognizedthathewasagoodphysician,andaprogressiveWesterntownlikestobeabletopointtoahandsome,well—set—up,well—dressedmanamongitscitizens。ButagreatmanypeoplethoughtArchie\"distant,\"andtheywereright。Hehadtheuneasymannerofamanwhoisnotamonghisownkind,andwhohasnotseenenoughoftheworldtofeelthatallpeopleareinsomesensehisownkind。Heknewthateveryonewascuriousabouthiswife,thatsheplayedasortofcharacterpartinMoonstone,andthatpeoplemadefunofher,notverydelicately。Herownfriends——mostofthemwomenwhoweredistastefultoArchie——likedtoaskhertocon—

  tributetochurchcharities,justtoseehowmeanshecouldbe。Thelittle,lop—sidedcakeatthechurchsupper,thecheapestpincushion,theskimpiestapronatthebazaar,werealwaysMrs。Archie’scontribution。

  Allthishurtthedoctor’spride。Butiftherewasonethinghehadlearned,itwasthattherewasnochangingBelle’snature。Hehadmarriedameanwoman;andhemustaccepttheconsequences。EveninColoradohewouldhavehadnopretextfordivorce,and,todohimjus—

  tice,hehadneverthoughtofsuchathing。ThetenetsofthePresbyterianChurchinwhichhehadgrownup,thoughhehadlongceasedtobelieveinthem,stillinfluencedhisconductandhisconceptionofpropriety。Tohimtherewassomethingvulgaraboutdivorce。Adivorcedmanwasadisgracedman;atleast,hehadexhibitedhishurt,andmadeitamatterforcommongossip。RespectabilitywassonecessarytoArchiethathewaswillingtopayahighpriceforit。Aslongashecouldkeepupadecentexterior,hecouldmanagetogeton;andifhecouldhaveconcealedhiswife’slittlenessfromallhisfriends,hewouldscarcelyhavecomplained。Hewasmoreafraidofpitythanhewasofanyunhappiness。Hadtherebeenanotherwomanforwhomhecaredgreatly,hemighthavehadplentyofcour—

  age;buthewasnotlikelytomeetsuchawomaninMoon—

  stone。

  TherewasapuzzlingtimidityinArchie’smake—up。Thethingthatheldhisshouldersstiff,thatmadehimresorttoamirthlesslittlelaughwhenhewastalkingtodullpeople,thatmadehimsometimesstumbleoverrugsandcarpets,haditscounterpartinhismind。Hehadnotthecouragetobeanhonestthinker。Hecouldcomforthimselfbyeva—

  sionsandcompromises。Heconsoledhimselfforhisownmarriagebytellinghimselfthatotherpeople’swerenotmuchbetter。InhisworkhesawprettydeeplyintomaritalrelationsinMoonstone,andhecouldhonestlysaythattherewerenotmanyofhisfriendswhomheenvied。Theirwivesseemedtosuitthemwellenough,buttheywouldneverhavesuitedhim。

  AlthoughDr。Archiecouldnotbringhimselftoregardmarriagemerelyasasocialcontract,butlookeduponitas

  somehowmadesacredbyachurchinwhichhedidnotbe—

  lieve,——asaphysicianheknewthatayoungmanwhosemarriageismerelynominalmustyetgoonlivinghislife。

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