第29章
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  \"Yes,shedoneright,\"saidLapham。\"Itwastimeforhertocome,\"headdedgently。

  Thenhewassilentagain,andhiswifetoldhimofCorey’shavingbeenthere,andofhisfather’sandmother’scalling。

  \"IguessPen’sconcludedtomakeitup,\"shesaid。

  \"Well,we’llseeaboutthat,\"saidLapham;andnowshecouldnolongerforbeartoaskhimabouthisaffairs。

  \"Idon’tknowasI’vegotanyrighttoknowanythingaboutit,\"shesaidhumbly,withremoteallusiontohertreatmentofhim。\"ButIcan’thelpwantingtoknow。

  HowAREthingsgoing,Si?\"

  \"Bad,\"hesaid,pushinghisplatefromhim,andtiltinghimselfbackinhischair。\"Ortheyain’tgoingatall。

  They’vestopped。\"

  \"Whatdoyoumean,Si?\"shepersisted,tenderly。

  \"I’vegottotheendofmystring。To—morrowIshallcallameetingofmycreditors,andputmyselfintheirhands。

  Ifthere’senoughlefttosatisfythem,I’msatisfied。\"

  Hisvoicedroppedinhisthroat;heswallowedonceortwice,andthendidnotspeak。

  \"Doyoumeanthatit’salloverwithyou?\"sheaskedfearfully。

  Hebowedhisbighead,wrinkledandgrizzled;andafterawhilehesaid,\"It’shardtorealiseit;butIguessthereain’tanydoubtaboutit。\"Hedrewalongbreath,andthenheexplainedtoherabouttheWestVirginiapeople,andhowhehadgotanextensionofthefirsttimetheyhadgivenhim,andhadgotamantogouptoLaphamwithhimandlookattheworks,——amanthathadturnedupinNewYork,andwantedtoputmoneyinthebusiness。HismoneywouldhaveenabledLaphamtoclosewiththeWestVirginians。

  \"Thedevilwasinit,rightstraightalong,\"saidLapham。

  \"AllIhadtodowastokeepquietaboutthatothercompany。

  ItwasRogersandhispropertyrightoveragain。Helikedthelookofthings,andhewantedtogointothebusiness,andhehadthemoney——plenty;itwouldhavesavedmewiththoseWestVirginiafolks。ButIhadtotellhimhowIstood。

  Ihadtotellhimallaboutit,andwhatIwantedtodo。

  Hebegantobackwaterinaminute,andthenextmorningI

  sawthatitwasupwithhim。He’sgonebacktoNewYork。

  I’velostmylastchance。NowallI’vegottodoistosavethepieces。\"

  \"Will——will——everythinggo?\"sheasked。

  \"Ican’ttell,yet。Buttheyshallhaveachanceateverything——everydollar,everycent。I’msorryforyou,Persis——andthegirls。\"

  \"Oh,don’ttalkofUS!\"Shewastryingtorealisethatthesimple,rudesoultowhichherheartcloveinheryouth,butwhichshehadputtosuchcruelproof,withherunsparingconscienceandherunsparingtongue,hadbeenequaltoitsordeals,andhadcomeoutunscathedandunstained。

  Hewasableinhistalktomakesolittleofthem;hehardlyseemedtoseewhattheywere;hewasapparentlynotproudofthem,andcertainlynotglad;iftheywerevictoriesofanysort,heborethemwiththepatienceofdefeat。

  Hiswifewishedtopraisehim,butshedidnotknowhow;

  sosheofferedhimalittlereproach,inwhichaloneshetouchedthecauseofherbehaviouratparting。

  \"Silas,\"sheasked,afteralonggazeathim,\"whydidn’tyoutellmeyouhadJimMillon’sgirlthere?\"

  \"Ididn’tsupposeyou’dlikeit,Persis,\"heanswered。

  \"Ididintendtotellyouatfirst,butthenIput——Iputitoff。Ithoughtyou’dcomeroundsomeday,andfinditoutforyourself。\"

  \"I’mpunished,\"saidhiswife,\"fornottakingenoughinterestinyourbusinesstoevencomenearit。

  Ifwe’rebroughtbacktothedayofsmallthings,Iguessit’salessonforme,Silas。\"

  \"Oh,Idon’tknowaboutthelesson,\"hesaidwearily。

  Thatnightsheshowedhimtheanonymousscrawlwhichhadkindledherfuryagainsthim。Heturneditlistlesslyoverinhishand。\"IguessIknowwhoit’sfrom,\"hesaid,givingitbacktoher,\"andIguessyoudotoo,Persis。\"

  \"Buthow——howcouldhe————\"

  \"Mebbehebelievedit,\"saidLapham,withpatiencethatcuthermorekeenlythananyreproach。\"YOUdid。\"

  Perhapsbecausetheprocessofhisruinhadbeensogradual,perhapsbecausetheexcitementofprecedingeventshadexhaustedtheircapacityforemotion,theactualconsummationofhisbankruptcybroughtarelief,areposetoLaphamandhisfamily,ratherthanafreshsensationofcalamity。

  Intheshadowofhisdisastertheyreturnedtosomethingliketheirold,unitedlife;theywereatleastalltogetheragain;anditwillbeintelligibletothosewhomlifehasblessedwithvicissitude,thatLaphamshouldcomehometheeveningafterhehadgivenupeverything,tohiscreditors,andshouldsitdowntohissuppersocheerfulthatPenelopecouldjokehimintheoldway,andtellhimthatshethoughtfromhislookstheyhadconcludedtopayhimahundredcentsoneverydollarheowedthem。

  AsJamesBellinghamhadtakensomuchinterestinhistroublesfromthefirst,Laphamthoughtheoughttotellhim,beforetakingthefinalstep,justhowthingsstoodwithhim,andwhathomeanttodo。BellinghammadesomefutileinquiriesabouthisnegotiationswiththeWestVirginians,andLaphamtoldhimtheyhadcometonothing。HespokeoftheNewYorkman,andthechancethathemighthavesoldouthalfhisbusinesstohim。\"But,ofcourse,Ihadtolethimknowhowitwasaboutthosefellows。\"

  \"Ofcourse,\"saidBellingham,notseeingtillafterwardsthefullsignificanceofLapham’saction。

  LaphamsaidnothingaboutRogersandtheEnglishmen。

  Hebelievedthathehadactedrightinthatmatter,andhewassatisfied;buthedidnotcaretohaveBellingham,oranybody,perhaps,thinkhehadbeenafool。

  Allthosewhowereconcernedinhisaffairssaidhebehavedwell,andevenmorethanwell,whenitcametotheworst。

  Theprudence,thegoodsense,whichhehadshowninthefirstyearsofhissuccess,andofwhichhisgreatprosperityseemedtohaveberefthim,cameback,andthesequalities,usedinhisownbehalf,commendedhimasmuchtohiscreditorsastheanxietyheshowedthatnooneshouldsufferbyhim;

  thisevenmadesomeofthemdoubtfulofhissincerity。

  Theygavehimtime,andtherewouldhavebeennotroubleinhisresumingontheoldbasis,ifthegroundhadnotbeencutfromunderhimbythecompetitionoftheWestVirginiacompany。Hesawhimselfthatitwasuselesstotrytogoonintheoldway,andhepreferredtogobackandbegintheworldanewwherehehadfirstbegunit,inthehillsatLapham。HeputthehouseatNankeenSquare,witheverythingelsehehad,intothepaymentofhisdebts,andMrs。LaphamfounditeasiertoleaveitfortheoldfarmsteadinVermontthanitwouldhavebeentogofromthathomeofmanyyearstothenewhouseonthewatersideofBeacon。Thisthingandthatisembitteredtous,sothatwemaybewillingtorelinquishit;theworld,lifeitself,isembitteredtomostofus,sothatwearegladtohavedonewiththematlast;andthishomewashauntedwithsuchmemoriestoeachofthosewhoabandoneditthattogowaslessexilethanescape。

  Mrs。LaphamcouldnotlookintoIrene’sroomwithoutseeingthegirltherebeforeherglass,tearingthepoorlittlekeep—sakesofherhaplessfancyfromtheirhiding—placestotakethemandflingtheminpassionaterenunciationuponhersister;shecouldnotcomeintothesitting—room,whereherlittleoneshadgrownup,withoutstartingatthethoughtofherhusbandsittingsomanywearynightsathisdeskthere,tryingtofighthiswaybacktohopeoutoftheruinintowhichbewasslipping。WhensherememberedthatnightwhenRogerscame,shehatedtheplace。

  Ireneacceptedherreleasefromthehouseeagerly,andwasgladtogobeforeandprepareforthefamilyatLapham。

  Penelopewasalwaysashamedofherengagementthere;itmustseembettersomewhereelseandshewasgladtogotoo。

  NoonebutLaphaminfact,feltthepangofpartinginallitskeenness。WhateverregrettheothershadwassoftenedtothembythelikenessoftheirflittingtomanyofthoseremovalsforthesummerwhichtheymadeinthelatespringwhentheyleftNankeenSquare;

  theyweregoingdirectlyintothecountryinsteadoftotheseasidefirst;butLapham,whousuallyremainedintownlongaftertheyhadgone,knewallthedifference。

  Forhisnervestherewasnomechanicalsenseofcomingback;

  thiswasasmuchtheendofhisproud,prosperouslifeasdeathitselfcouldhavebeen。Hewasreturningtobeginlifeanew,butheknewaswellasheknewthatheshouldnotfindhisvanishedyouthinhisnativehills,thatitcouldneveragainbethetriumphthatithadbeen。

  Thatwasimpossible,notonlyinhisstiffenedandweakenedforces,butintheverynatureofthings。

  Hewasgoingback,bygraceofthemanwhomheowedmoney,tomakewhathecouldoutoftheonechancewhichhissuccessfulrivalshadlefthim。

  Inonephasehispainthadhelditsownagainstbadtimesandruinouscompetition,anditwaswiththehopeofdoingstillmorewiththePersisBrandthathenowsethimselftowork。TheWestVirginiapeopleconfessedthattheycouldnotproducethosefinegrades,andtheywillinglyleftthefieldtohim。Astrange,notignoblefriendlinessexistedbetweenLaphamandthethreebrothers;

  theyhadusedhimfairly;itwastheirfacilitiesthathadconqueredhim,nottheirill—will;andherecognisedinthemwithoutenmitythenecessitytowhichhehadyielded。

  Ifhesucceededinhiseffortstodevelophispaintinthisdirection,itmustbeforalongtimeonasmallscalecomparedwithhisformerbusiness,whichitcouldneverequal,andhebroughttothemtheflaggingenergiesofanelderlyman。Hewasmorebrokenthanheknewbyhisfailure;itdidnotkill,asitoftendoes,butitweakenedthespringoncesostrongandelastic。Helapsedmoreandmoreintoacquiescencewithhischangedcondition,andthatbraggingnoteofhiswasrarelysounded。

  Heworkedfaithfullyenoughinhisenterprise,butsometimeshefailedtoseizeoccasionsthatinhisyoungerdayshewouldhaveturnedtogoldenaccount。Hiswifesawinhimadauntedlookthatmadeherheartacheforhim。

  OneresultofhisfriendlyrelationswiththeWestVirginiapeoplewasthatCoreywentinwiththem,andthefactthathedidsosolelyuponLapham’sadvice,andbymeansofhisrecommendation,wasperhapstheColonel’sproudestconsolation。Coreyknewthebusinessthoroughly,andafterhalfayearatKanawhaFallsandintheofficeatNewYork,hewentouttoMexicoandCentralAmerica,toseewhatcouldbedoneforthemuponthegroundwhichhehadtheoreticallystudiedwithLapham。

  BeforehewenthecameuptoVermont,andurgedPenelopetogowithhim。HewastobefirstinthecityofMexico,andifhismissionwassuccessfulhewastobekeptthereandinSouthAmericaseveralyears,watchingthenewrailroadenterprisesandthedevelopmentofmechanicalagricultureandwhateverotherundertakingsofferedanopeningfortheintroductionofthepaint。

  Theywereallyoungmentogether,andCorey,whohadputhismoneyintothecompany,hadaproprietaryinterestinthesuccesswhichtheywereeagertoachieve。

  \"There’snomorereasonnowandnolessthanevertherewas,\"

  musedPenelope,incounselwithhermother,\"whyIshouldsayYes,orwhyIshouldsayNo。Everythingelsechanges,butthisisjustwhereitwasayearago。Itdon’tgobackward,anditdon’tgoforward。Mother,IbelieveIshalltakethebitinmyteeth——ifanybodywillputitthere!\"

  \"Itisn’tthesameasitwas,\"suggestedhermother。

  \"YoucanseethatIrene’salloverit。\"

  \"That’snocredittome,\"saidPenelope。\"Ioughttobejustasmuchashamedasever。\"

  \"Younoneedevertobeashamed。\"

  \"That’strue,too,\"saidthegirl。\"AndIcansneakofftoMexicowithagoodconscienceifIcouldmakeupmymindtoit。\"Shelaughed。\"Well,ifIcouldbeSENTENCEDtobemarried,orsomebodywouldupandforbidthebanns!Idon’tknowwhattodoaboutit。\"

  HermotherlefthertocarryherhesitationbacktoCorey,andshesaidnow,theyhadbettergoalloveritandtrytoreasonitout。\"AndIhopethatwhateverIdo,itwon’tbeformyownsake,butfor——others!\"

  Coreysaidhewassureofthat,andlookedatherwitheyesofpatienttenderness。

  \"Idon’tsayitiswrong,\"sheproceeded,ratheraimlessly,\"butIcan’tmakeitseemright。Idon’tknowwhetherIcanmakeyouunderstand,buttheideaofbeinghappy,wheneverybodyelseissomiserable,ismorethanI

  canendure。Itmakesmewretched。\"

  \"Thenperhapsthat’syourshareofthecommonsuffering,\"

  suggestedCorey,smiling。

  \"Oh,youknowitisn’t!Youknowit’snothing。

  Oh!OneofthereasonsiswhatItoldyouoncebefore,thataslongasfatherisintroubleIcan’tletyouthinkofme。Nowthathe’slosteverything——?\"Shebenthereyesinquiringlyuponhim,asiffortheeffectofthisargument。

  \"Idon’tthinkthat’saverygoodreason,\"heansweredseriously,butsmilingstill。\"DoyoubelievemewhenItellyouthatIloveyou?\"

  \"Why,IsupposeImust,\"shesaid,droppinghereyes。

  \"Thenwhyshouldn’tIthinkallthemoreofyouonaccountofyourfather’sloss?Youdidn’tsupposeIcaredforyoubecausehewasprosperous?\"

  Therewasashadeofreproach,eversodelicateandgentle,inhissmilingquestion,whichshefelt。

  \"No,Icouldn’tthinksuchathingofyou。I——Idon’tknowwhatImeant。Imeantthat————\"Shecouldnotgoonandsaythatshehadfeltherselfmoreworthyofhimbecauseofherfather’smoney;itwouldnothavebeentrue;

  yettherewasnootherexplanation。Shestopped,andcastahelplessglanceathim。

  Hecametoheraid。\"Iunderstandwhyyoushouldn’twishmetosufferbyyourfather’smisfortunes。\"

  \"Yes,thatwasit;andthereistoogreatadifferenceeveryway。Weoughttolookatthatagain。Youmustn’tpretendthatyoudon’tknowit,forthatwouldn’tbetrue。

  Yourmotherwillneverlikeme,andperhaps——perhapsI

  shallnotlikeher。\"

  \"Well,\"saidCorey,alittledaunted,\"youwon’thavetomarrymyfamily。\"

  \"Ah,thatisn’tthepoint!\"

  \"Iknowit,\"headmitted。\"Iwon’tpretendthatIdon’tseewhatyoumean;butI’msurethatallthedifferenceswoulddisappearwhenyoucametoknowmyfamilybetter。

  I’mnotafraidbutyouandmymotherwilllikeeachother——shecan’thelpit!\"heexclaimed,lessjudiciallythanhehadhithertospoken,andhewentontourgesomepointsofdoubtfultenability。\"Wehaveourways,andyouhaveyours;andwhileIdon’tsaybutwhatyouandmymotherandsisterswouldbealittlestrangetogetheratfirst,itwouldsoonwearoff,onbothsides。

  Therecan’tbeanythinghopelesslydifferentinyouall,andiftherewereitwouldn’tbeanydifferencetome。\"

  \"Doyouthinkitwouldbepleasanttohaveyouonmysideagainstyourmother?\"

  \"Therewon’tbeanysides。Tellmejustwhatitisyou’reafraidof。\"

  \"Afraid?\"

  \"Thinkingof,then。\"

  \"Idon’tknow。Itisn’tanythingtheysayordo,\"

  sheexplained,withhereyesintentonhis。\"It’swhattheyare。Icouldn’tbenaturalwiththem,andifI

  can’tbenaturalwithpeople,I’mdisagreeable。\"

  \"Canyoubenaturalwithme?\"

  \"Oh,I’mnotafraidofyou。Ineverwas。Thatwasthetrouble,fromthebeginning。\"

  \"Well,then,that’sallthat’snecessary。Anditneverwastheleasttroubletome!\"

  \"ItmademeuntruetoIrene。\"

  \"Youmustn’tsaythat!Youwerealwaystruetoher。\"

  \"Shecaredforyoufirst。\"

  \"Well,butInevercaredforheratall!\"hebesoughther。

  \"Shethoughtyoudid。\"

  \"Thatwasnobody’sfault,andIcan’tletyoumakeityours。

  Mydear————\"

  \"Wait。Wemustunderstandeachother,\"saidPenelope,risingfromherseattopreventanadvancehewasmakingfromhis;\"Iwantyoutorealisethewholeaffair。

  Shouldyouwantagirlwhohadn’tacentintheworld,andfeltdifferentinyourmother’scompany,andhadcheatedandbetrayedherownsister?\"

  \"Iwantyou!\"

  \"Verywell,then,youcan’thaveme。Ishouldalwaysdespisemyself。Ioughttogiveyouupforallthesereasons。Yes,Imust。\"Shelookedathimintently,andtherewasatentativequalityinheraffirmations。

  \"Isthisyouranswer?\"hesaid。\"Imustsubmit。

  IfIaskedtoomuchofyou,Iwaswrong。And——good—bye。\"

  Heheldouthishand,andsheputhersinit。

  \"YouthinkI’mcapriciousandfickle!\"shesaid。

  \"Ican’thelpit——Idon’tknowmyself。Ican’tkeeptoonethingforhalfadayatatime。Butit’srightforustopart——yes,itmustbe。Itmustbe,\"sherepeated;

  \"andIshalltrytorememberthat。Good—bye!Iwilltrytokeepthatinmymind,andyouwilltoo——youwon’tcare,verysoon!Ididn’tmeanTHAT——no;Iknowhowtrueyouare;

  butyouwillsoonlookatmedifferently;andseethatevenIFtherehadn’tbeenthisaboutIrene,Iwasnottheoneforyou。Youdothinkso,don’tyou?\"shepleaded,clingingtohishand。\"Iamnotatallwhattheywouldlike——yourfamily;Ifeltthat。Iamlittle,andblack,andhomely,andtheydon’tunderstandmywayoftalking,andnowthatwe’velosteverything——No,I’mnotfit。

  Good—bye。You’requiteright,nottohavepatiencewithmeanylonger。I’vetriedyouenough。Ioughttobewillingtomarryyouagainsttheirwishesifyouwantmeto,butIcan’tmakethesacrifice——I’mtooselfishforthat————\"Allatoncesheflungherselfonhisbreast。

  \"Ican’tevengiveyouup!Ishallneverdarelookanyoneinthefaceagain。Go,go!Buttakemewithyou!I

  triedtodowithoutyou!Igaveitafairtrial,anditwasadeadfailure。OpoorIrene!Howcouldshegiveyouup?\"

  CoreywentbacktoBostonimmediately,andleftPenelope,ashemust,totellhersisterthattheyweretobemarried。

  Shewassparedfromthefirstadvancetowardthisbyanaccidentoramisunderstanding。IrenecamestraighttoherafterCoreywasgone,anddemanded,\"PenelopeLapham,haveyoubeensuchaninnyastosendthatmanawayonmyaccount?\"

  Peneloperecoiledfromthisterriblecourage;shedidnotanswerdirectly,andIrenewenton,\"Becauseifyoudid,I’llthankyoutobringhimbackagain。

  I’mnotgoingtohavehimthinkingthatI’mdyingforamanthatnevercaredforme。It’sinsulting,andI’mnotgoingtostandit。Now,youjustsendforhim!\"

  \"Oh,Iwill,’Rene,\"gaspedPenelope。Andthensheadded,shamedoutofherprevaricationbyIrene’shaughtymagnanimity,\"Ihave。Thatis——he’scomingback————\"

  Irenelookedatheramoment,andthen,whateverthoughtwasinhermind,saidfiercely,\"Well!\"andlefthertoherdismay——herdismayandherrelief,fortheybothknewthatthiswasthelasttimetheyshouldeverspeakofthatagain。

  Themarriagecameaftersomuchsorrowandtrouble,andthefactwasreceivedwithsomuchmisgivingforthepastandfuture,thatitbroughtLaphamnoneofthetriumphinwhichhehadonceexultedatthethoughtofanalliancewiththeCoreys。Adversityhadsofarbeenhisfriendthatithadtakenfromhimallhopeofthesocialsuccessforwhichpeoplecrawlandtruckle,andrestoredhim,throughfailureanddoubtandheartache,themanhoodwhichhisprosperityhadsonearlystolenfromhim。

  NeitherhenorhiswifethoughtnowthattheirdaughterwasmarryingaCorey;theythoughtonlythatshewasgivingherselftothemanwholovedher,andtheiracquiescencewassoberedstillfurtherbythepresenceofIrene。

  Theirheartswerefarmorewithher。

  AgainandagainMrs。Laphamsaidshedidnotseehowshecouldgothroughit。\"Ican’tmakeitseemright,\"

  shesaid。

  \"ItISright,\"steadilyansweredtheColonel。

  \"Yes,Iknow。Butitdon’tSEEMso。\"

  ItwouldbeeasytopointouttraitsinPenelope’scharacterwhichfinallyreconciledallherhusband’sfamilyandendearedhertothem。Thesethingscontinuallyhappeninnovels;

  andtheCoreys,astheyhadalwayspromisedthemselvestodo,madethebest,andnottheworstofTom’smarriage。

  TheywerepeoplewhocouldvalueLapham’sbehaviourasTomreportedittothem。Theywereproudofhim,andBromfieldCorey,whofoundadelicate,aestheticpleasureintheheroismwithwhichLaphamhadwithstoodRogersandhistemptations——somethingfinelydramaticandunconsciouslyeffective,——wrotehimaletterwhichwouldoncehaveflatteredtheroughsoulalmosttoecstasy,thoughnowheaffectedtoslightitinshowingit。

  \"It’sallrightifitmakesitmorecomfortableforPen,\"

  hesaidtohiswife。

  Butthedifferencesremaineduneffaced,ifnotuneffaceable,betweentheCoreysandTomCorey’swife。\"IfhehadonlymarriedtheColonel!\"subtlysuggestedNannyCorey。

  Therewasabriefseasonofcivilityandforbearanceonbothsides,whenhebroughtherhomebeforestartingforMexico,andherfather—in—lawmadeasympatheticfeintoflikingPenelope’swayoftalking,butitisquestionableifevenhefounditsodelightfulasherhusbanddid。

  LilyCoreymadealittle,ineffectualsketchofher,whichsheputbywithotherstudiestofinishup,sometime,andfoundherratherpicturesqueinsomeways。

  Nannygotonwithherbetterthantherest,andsawpossibilitiesforherinthecountrytowhichshewasgoing。

  \"Asshe’squiteunformed,socially,\"sheexplainedtohermother,\"thereisachancethatshewillformherselfontheSpanishmanner,ifshestaystherelongenough,andthatwhenshecomesbackshewillhavethecharmof,notolives,perhaps,buttortillas,whatevertheyare:

  somethingstrangeandforeign,evenifit’sborrowed。

  I’mgladshe’sgoingtoMexico。Atthatdistancewecan——correspond。\"

  Hermothersighed,andsaidbravelythatshewassuretheyallgotonverypleasantlyasitwas,andthatshewasperfectlysatisfiedifTomwas。

  Therewas,infact,muchtruthinwhatshesaidoftheirharmonywithPenelope。Havingresolved,fromthebeginning,tomakethebestoftheworst,itmightalmostbesaidthattheyweresupportedandconsoledintheirgoodintentionsbyahigherpower。Thismarriagehadnot,thankstoanover—rulingProvidence,broughtthesuccessionofLaphamteasuponBromfieldCoreywhichhehaddreaded;

  theLaphamswerefaroffintheirnativefastnesses,andneitherLilynorNannyCoreywasobligedtosacrificeherselftotheconversationofIrene;theywerenotevencalledupontomakeasocialdemonstrationforPenelopeatatimewhen,mostpeoplebeingstilloutoftown,itwouldhavebeensoeasy;sheandTomhadbothbeggedthattheremightbenothingofthatkind;andthoughnoneoftheCoreyslearnedtoknowherverywellintheweekshespentwiththem,theydidnotfindithardtogetonwithher。TherewereevenmomentswhenNannyCorey,likeherfather,hadglimpsesofwhatTomhadcalledherhumour,butitwasperhapstoounliketheirowntobeeasilyrecognisable。

  WhetherPenelope,onherside,founditmoredifficulttoharmonise,Icannotsay。Shehadmuchmoreoftheharmonisingtodo,sincetheywerefourtoone;butthenshehadgonethroughsomuchgreatertrialsbefore。

  Whenthedooroftheircarriageclosedanditdroveoffwithherandherhusbandtothestation,shefetchedalongsigh。

  \"Whatisit?\"askedCorey,whooughttohaveknownbetter。

  \"Oh,nothing。Idon’tthinkIshallfeelstrangeamongsttheMexicansnow。\"

  Helookedatherwithapuzzledsmile,whichgrewalittlegraver,andthenheputhisarmroundheranddrewherclosertohim。Thismadehercryonhisshoulder。

  \"IonlymeantthatIshouldhaveyoualltomyself。\"

  Thereisnoproofthatshemeantmore,butitiscertainthatourmannersandcustomsgoformoreinlifethanourqualities。Thepricethatwepayforcivilisationisthefineyetimpassabledifferentiationofthese。

  Perhapswepaytoomuch;butitwillnotbepossibletopersuadethosewhohavethedifferenceintheirfavourthatthisisso。Theymayberight;andatanyrate,theblankmisgiving,therecurringsenseofdisappointmenttowhichtheyoungpeople’sdeparturelefttheCoreysistobeconsidered。Thatwastheendoftheirsonandbrotherforthem;theyfeltthat;andtheywerenotmeanorunamiablepeople。

  Heremainedthreeyearsaway。Somechangestookplaceinthattime。OneofthesewasthepurchasebytheKanawhaFallsCompanyoftheminesandworksatLapham。

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