\"Yes,shedoneright,\"saidLapham。\"Itwastimeforhertocome,\"headdedgently。
Thenhewassilentagain,andhiswifetoldhimofCorey’shavingbeenthere,andofhisfather’sandmother’scalling。
\"IguessPen’sconcludedtomakeitup,\"shesaid。
\"Well,we’llseeaboutthat,\"saidLapham;andnowshecouldnolongerforbeartoaskhimabouthisaffairs。
\"Idon’tknowasI’vegotanyrighttoknowanythingaboutit,\"shesaidhumbly,withremoteallusiontohertreatmentofhim。\"ButIcan’thelpwantingtoknow。
HowAREthingsgoing,Si?\"
\"Bad,\"hesaid,pushinghisplatefromhim,andtiltinghimselfbackinhischair。\"Ortheyain’tgoingatall。
They’vestopped。\"
\"Whatdoyoumean,Si?\"shepersisted,tenderly。
\"I’vegottotheendofmystring。To—morrowIshallcallameetingofmycreditors,andputmyselfintheirhands。
Ifthere’senoughlefttosatisfythem,I’msatisfied。\"
Hisvoicedroppedinhisthroat;heswallowedonceortwice,andthendidnotspeak。
\"Doyoumeanthatit’salloverwithyou?\"sheaskedfearfully。
Hebowedhisbighead,wrinkledandgrizzled;andafterawhilehesaid,\"It’shardtorealiseit;butIguessthereain’tanydoubtaboutit。\"Hedrewalongbreath,andthenheexplainedtoherabouttheWestVirginiapeople,andhowhehadgotanextensionofthefirsttimetheyhadgivenhim,andhadgotamantogouptoLaphamwithhimandlookattheworks,——amanthathadturnedupinNewYork,andwantedtoputmoneyinthebusiness。HismoneywouldhaveenabledLaphamtoclosewiththeWestVirginians。
\"Thedevilwasinit,rightstraightalong,\"saidLapham。
\"AllIhadtodowastokeepquietaboutthatothercompany。
ItwasRogersandhispropertyrightoveragain。Helikedthelookofthings,andhewantedtogointothebusiness,andhehadthemoney——plenty;itwouldhavesavedmewiththoseWestVirginiafolks。ButIhadtotellhimhowIstood。
Ihadtotellhimallaboutit,andwhatIwantedtodo。
Hebegantobackwaterinaminute,andthenextmorningI
sawthatitwasupwithhim。He’sgonebacktoNewYork。
I’velostmylastchance。NowallI’vegottodoistosavethepieces。\"
\"Will——will——everythinggo?\"sheasked。
\"Ican’ttell,yet。Buttheyshallhaveachanceateverything——everydollar,everycent。I’msorryforyou,Persis——andthegirls。\"
\"Oh,don’ttalkofUS!\"Shewastryingtorealisethatthesimple,rudesoultowhichherheartcloveinheryouth,butwhichshehadputtosuchcruelproof,withherunsparingconscienceandherunsparingtongue,hadbeenequaltoitsordeals,andhadcomeoutunscathedandunstained。
Hewasableinhistalktomakesolittleofthem;hehardlyseemedtoseewhattheywere;hewasapparentlynotproudofthem,andcertainlynotglad;iftheywerevictoriesofanysort,heborethemwiththepatienceofdefeat。
Hiswifewishedtopraisehim,butshedidnotknowhow;
sosheofferedhimalittlereproach,inwhichaloneshetouchedthecauseofherbehaviouratparting。
\"Silas,\"sheasked,afteralonggazeathim,\"whydidn’tyoutellmeyouhadJimMillon’sgirlthere?\"
\"Ididn’tsupposeyou’dlikeit,Persis,\"heanswered。
\"Ididintendtotellyouatfirst,butthenIput——Iputitoff。Ithoughtyou’dcomeroundsomeday,andfinditoutforyourself。\"
\"I’mpunished,\"saidhiswife,\"fornottakingenoughinterestinyourbusinesstoevencomenearit。
Ifwe’rebroughtbacktothedayofsmallthings,Iguessit’salessonforme,Silas。\"
\"Oh,Idon’tknowaboutthelesson,\"hesaidwearily。
Thatnightsheshowedhimtheanonymousscrawlwhichhadkindledherfuryagainsthim。Heturneditlistlesslyoverinhishand。\"IguessIknowwhoit’sfrom,\"hesaid,givingitbacktoher,\"andIguessyoudotoo,Persis。\"
\"Buthow——howcouldhe————\"
\"Mebbehebelievedit,\"saidLapham,withpatiencethatcuthermorekeenlythananyreproach。\"YOUdid。\"
Perhapsbecausetheprocessofhisruinhadbeensogradual,perhapsbecausetheexcitementofprecedingeventshadexhaustedtheircapacityforemotion,theactualconsummationofhisbankruptcybroughtarelief,areposetoLaphamandhisfamily,ratherthanafreshsensationofcalamity。
Intheshadowofhisdisastertheyreturnedtosomethingliketheirold,unitedlife;theywereatleastalltogetheragain;anditwillbeintelligibletothosewhomlifehasblessedwithvicissitude,thatLaphamshouldcomehometheeveningafterhehadgivenupeverything,tohiscreditors,andshouldsitdowntohissuppersocheerfulthatPenelopecouldjokehimintheoldway,andtellhimthatshethoughtfromhislookstheyhadconcludedtopayhimahundredcentsoneverydollarheowedthem。
AsJamesBellinghamhadtakensomuchinterestinhistroublesfromthefirst,Laphamthoughtheoughttotellhim,beforetakingthefinalstep,justhowthingsstoodwithhim,andwhathomeanttodo。BellinghammadesomefutileinquiriesabouthisnegotiationswiththeWestVirginians,andLaphamtoldhimtheyhadcometonothing。HespokeoftheNewYorkman,andthechancethathemighthavesoldouthalfhisbusinesstohim。\"But,ofcourse,Ihadtolethimknowhowitwasaboutthosefellows。\"
\"Ofcourse,\"saidBellingham,notseeingtillafterwardsthefullsignificanceofLapham’saction。
LaphamsaidnothingaboutRogersandtheEnglishmen。
Hebelievedthathehadactedrightinthatmatter,andhewassatisfied;buthedidnotcaretohaveBellingham,oranybody,perhaps,thinkhehadbeenafool。
Allthosewhowereconcernedinhisaffairssaidhebehavedwell,andevenmorethanwell,whenitcametotheworst。
Theprudence,thegoodsense,whichhehadshowninthefirstyearsofhissuccess,andofwhichhisgreatprosperityseemedtohaveberefthim,cameback,andthesequalities,usedinhisownbehalf,commendedhimasmuchtohiscreditorsastheanxietyheshowedthatnooneshouldsufferbyhim;
thisevenmadesomeofthemdoubtfulofhissincerity。
Theygavehimtime,andtherewouldhavebeennotroubleinhisresumingontheoldbasis,ifthegroundhadnotbeencutfromunderhimbythecompetitionoftheWestVirginiacompany。Hesawhimselfthatitwasuselesstotrytogoonintheoldway,andhepreferredtogobackandbegintheworldanewwherehehadfirstbegunit,inthehillsatLapham。HeputthehouseatNankeenSquare,witheverythingelsehehad,intothepaymentofhisdebts,andMrs。LaphamfounditeasiertoleaveitfortheoldfarmsteadinVermontthanitwouldhavebeentogofromthathomeofmanyyearstothenewhouseonthewatersideofBeacon。Thisthingandthatisembitteredtous,sothatwemaybewillingtorelinquishit;theworld,lifeitself,isembitteredtomostofus,sothatwearegladtohavedonewiththematlast;andthishomewashauntedwithsuchmemoriestoeachofthosewhoabandoneditthattogowaslessexilethanescape。
Mrs。LaphamcouldnotlookintoIrene’sroomwithoutseeingthegirltherebeforeherglass,tearingthepoorlittlekeep—sakesofherhaplessfancyfromtheirhiding—placestotakethemandflingtheminpassionaterenunciationuponhersister;shecouldnotcomeintothesitting—room,whereherlittleoneshadgrownup,withoutstartingatthethoughtofherhusbandsittingsomanywearynightsathisdeskthere,tryingtofighthiswaybacktohopeoutoftheruinintowhichbewasslipping。WhensherememberedthatnightwhenRogerscame,shehatedtheplace。
Ireneacceptedherreleasefromthehouseeagerly,andwasgladtogobeforeandprepareforthefamilyatLapham。
Penelopewasalwaysashamedofherengagementthere;itmustseembettersomewhereelseandshewasgladtogotoo。
NoonebutLaphaminfact,feltthepangofpartinginallitskeenness。WhateverregrettheothershadwassoftenedtothembythelikenessoftheirflittingtomanyofthoseremovalsforthesummerwhichtheymadeinthelatespringwhentheyleftNankeenSquare;
theyweregoingdirectlyintothecountryinsteadoftotheseasidefirst;butLapham,whousuallyremainedintownlongaftertheyhadgone,knewallthedifference。
Forhisnervestherewasnomechanicalsenseofcomingback;
thiswasasmuchtheendofhisproud,prosperouslifeasdeathitselfcouldhavebeen。Hewasreturningtobeginlifeanew,butheknewaswellasheknewthatheshouldnotfindhisvanishedyouthinhisnativehills,thatitcouldneveragainbethetriumphthatithadbeen。
Thatwasimpossible,notonlyinhisstiffenedandweakenedforces,butintheverynatureofthings。
Hewasgoingback,bygraceofthemanwhomheowedmoney,tomakewhathecouldoutoftheonechancewhichhissuccessfulrivalshadlefthim。
Inonephasehispainthadhelditsownagainstbadtimesandruinouscompetition,anditwaswiththehopeofdoingstillmorewiththePersisBrandthathenowsethimselftowork。TheWestVirginiapeopleconfessedthattheycouldnotproducethosefinegrades,andtheywillinglyleftthefieldtohim。Astrange,notignoblefriendlinessexistedbetweenLaphamandthethreebrothers;
theyhadusedhimfairly;itwastheirfacilitiesthathadconqueredhim,nottheirill—will;andherecognisedinthemwithoutenmitythenecessitytowhichhehadyielded。
Ifhesucceededinhiseffortstodevelophispaintinthisdirection,itmustbeforalongtimeonasmallscalecomparedwithhisformerbusiness,whichitcouldneverequal,andhebroughttothemtheflaggingenergiesofanelderlyman。Hewasmorebrokenthanheknewbyhisfailure;itdidnotkill,asitoftendoes,butitweakenedthespringoncesostrongandelastic。Helapsedmoreandmoreintoacquiescencewithhischangedcondition,andthatbraggingnoteofhiswasrarelysounded。
Heworkedfaithfullyenoughinhisenterprise,butsometimeshefailedtoseizeoccasionsthatinhisyoungerdayshewouldhaveturnedtogoldenaccount。Hiswifesawinhimadauntedlookthatmadeherheartacheforhim。
OneresultofhisfriendlyrelationswiththeWestVirginiapeoplewasthatCoreywentinwiththem,andthefactthathedidsosolelyuponLapham’sadvice,andbymeansofhisrecommendation,wasperhapstheColonel’sproudestconsolation。Coreyknewthebusinessthoroughly,andafterhalfayearatKanawhaFallsandintheofficeatNewYork,hewentouttoMexicoandCentralAmerica,toseewhatcouldbedoneforthemuponthegroundwhichhehadtheoreticallystudiedwithLapham。
BeforehewenthecameuptoVermont,andurgedPenelopetogowithhim。HewastobefirstinthecityofMexico,andifhismissionwassuccessfulhewastobekeptthereandinSouthAmericaseveralyears,watchingthenewrailroadenterprisesandthedevelopmentofmechanicalagricultureandwhateverotherundertakingsofferedanopeningfortheintroductionofthepaint。
Theywereallyoungmentogether,andCorey,whohadputhismoneyintothecompany,hadaproprietaryinterestinthesuccesswhichtheywereeagertoachieve。
\"There’snomorereasonnowandnolessthanevertherewas,\"
musedPenelope,incounselwithhermother,\"whyIshouldsayYes,orwhyIshouldsayNo。Everythingelsechanges,butthisisjustwhereitwasayearago。Itdon’tgobackward,anditdon’tgoforward。Mother,IbelieveIshalltakethebitinmyteeth——ifanybodywillputitthere!\"
\"Itisn’tthesameasitwas,\"suggestedhermother。
\"YoucanseethatIrene’salloverit。\"
\"That’snocredittome,\"saidPenelope。\"Ioughttobejustasmuchashamedasever。\"
\"Younoneedevertobeashamed。\"
\"That’strue,too,\"saidthegirl。\"AndIcansneakofftoMexicowithagoodconscienceifIcouldmakeupmymindtoit。\"Shelaughed。\"Well,ifIcouldbeSENTENCEDtobemarried,orsomebodywouldupandforbidthebanns!Idon’tknowwhattodoaboutit。\"
HermotherlefthertocarryherhesitationbacktoCorey,andshesaidnow,theyhadbettergoalloveritandtrytoreasonitout。\"AndIhopethatwhateverIdo,itwon’tbeformyownsake,butfor——others!\"
Coreysaidhewassureofthat,andlookedatherwitheyesofpatienttenderness。
\"Idon’tsayitiswrong,\"sheproceeded,ratheraimlessly,\"butIcan’tmakeitseemright。Idon’tknowwhetherIcanmakeyouunderstand,buttheideaofbeinghappy,wheneverybodyelseissomiserable,ismorethanI
canendure。Itmakesmewretched。\"
\"Thenperhapsthat’syourshareofthecommonsuffering,\"
suggestedCorey,smiling。
\"Oh,youknowitisn’t!Youknowit’snothing。
Oh!OneofthereasonsiswhatItoldyouoncebefore,thataslongasfatherisintroubleIcan’tletyouthinkofme。Nowthathe’slosteverything——?\"Shebenthereyesinquiringlyuponhim,asiffortheeffectofthisargument。
\"Idon’tthinkthat’saverygoodreason,\"heansweredseriously,butsmilingstill。\"DoyoubelievemewhenItellyouthatIloveyou?\"
\"Why,IsupposeImust,\"shesaid,droppinghereyes。
\"Thenwhyshouldn’tIthinkallthemoreofyouonaccountofyourfather’sloss?Youdidn’tsupposeIcaredforyoubecausehewasprosperous?\"
Therewasashadeofreproach,eversodelicateandgentle,inhissmilingquestion,whichshefelt。
\"No,Icouldn’tthinksuchathingofyou。I——Idon’tknowwhatImeant。Imeantthat————\"Shecouldnotgoonandsaythatshehadfeltherselfmoreworthyofhimbecauseofherfather’smoney;itwouldnothavebeentrue;
yettherewasnootherexplanation。Shestopped,andcastahelplessglanceathim。
Hecametoheraid。\"Iunderstandwhyyoushouldn’twishmetosufferbyyourfather’smisfortunes。\"
\"Yes,thatwasit;andthereistoogreatadifferenceeveryway。Weoughttolookatthatagain。Youmustn’tpretendthatyoudon’tknowit,forthatwouldn’tbetrue。
Yourmotherwillneverlikeme,andperhaps——perhapsI
shallnotlikeher。\"
\"Well,\"saidCorey,alittledaunted,\"youwon’thavetomarrymyfamily。\"
\"Ah,thatisn’tthepoint!\"
\"Iknowit,\"headmitted。\"Iwon’tpretendthatIdon’tseewhatyoumean;butI’msurethatallthedifferenceswoulddisappearwhenyoucametoknowmyfamilybetter。
I’mnotafraidbutyouandmymotherwilllikeeachother——shecan’thelpit!\"heexclaimed,lessjudiciallythanhehadhithertospoken,andhewentontourgesomepointsofdoubtfultenability。\"Wehaveourways,andyouhaveyours;andwhileIdon’tsaybutwhatyouandmymotherandsisterswouldbealittlestrangetogetheratfirst,itwouldsoonwearoff,onbothsides。
Therecan’tbeanythinghopelesslydifferentinyouall,andiftherewereitwouldn’tbeanydifferencetome。\"
\"Doyouthinkitwouldbepleasanttohaveyouonmysideagainstyourmother?\"
\"Therewon’tbeanysides。Tellmejustwhatitisyou’reafraidof。\"
\"Afraid?\"
\"Thinkingof,then。\"
\"Idon’tknow。Itisn’tanythingtheysayordo,\"
sheexplained,withhereyesintentonhis。\"It’swhattheyare。Icouldn’tbenaturalwiththem,andifI
can’tbenaturalwithpeople,I’mdisagreeable。\"
\"Canyoubenaturalwithme?\"
\"Oh,I’mnotafraidofyou。Ineverwas。Thatwasthetrouble,fromthebeginning。\"
\"Well,then,that’sallthat’snecessary。Anditneverwastheleasttroubletome!\"
\"ItmademeuntruetoIrene。\"
\"Youmustn’tsaythat!Youwerealwaystruetoher。\"
\"Shecaredforyoufirst。\"
\"Well,butInevercaredforheratall!\"hebesoughther。
\"Shethoughtyoudid。\"
\"Thatwasnobody’sfault,andIcan’tletyoumakeityours。
Mydear————\"
\"Wait。Wemustunderstandeachother,\"saidPenelope,risingfromherseattopreventanadvancehewasmakingfromhis;\"Iwantyoutorealisethewholeaffair。
Shouldyouwantagirlwhohadn’tacentintheworld,andfeltdifferentinyourmother’scompany,andhadcheatedandbetrayedherownsister?\"
\"Iwantyou!\"
\"Verywell,then,youcan’thaveme。Ishouldalwaysdespisemyself。Ioughttogiveyouupforallthesereasons。Yes,Imust。\"Shelookedathimintently,andtherewasatentativequalityinheraffirmations。
\"Isthisyouranswer?\"hesaid。\"Imustsubmit。
IfIaskedtoomuchofyou,Iwaswrong。And——good—bye。\"
Heheldouthishand,andsheputhersinit。
\"YouthinkI’mcapriciousandfickle!\"shesaid。
\"Ican’thelpit——Idon’tknowmyself。Ican’tkeeptoonethingforhalfadayatatime。Butit’srightforustopart——yes,itmustbe。Itmustbe,\"sherepeated;
\"andIshalltrytorememberthat。Good—bye!Iwilltrytokeepthatinmymind,andyouwilltoo——youwon’tcare,verysoon!Ididn’tmeanTHAT——no;Iknowhowtrueyouare;
butyouwillsoonlookatmedifferently;andseethatevenIFtherehadn’tbeenthisaboutIrene,Iwasnottheoneforyou。Youdothinkso,don’tyou?\"shepleaded,clingingtohishand。\"Iamnotatallwhattheywouldlike——yourfamily;Ifeltthat。Iamlittle,andblack,andhomely,andtheydon’tunderstandmywayoftalking,andnowthatwe’velosteverything——No,I’mnotfit。
Good—bye。You’requiteright,nottohavepatiencewithmeanylonger。I’vetriedyouenough。Ioughttobewillingtomarryyouagainsttheirwishesifyouwantmeto,butIcan’tmakethesacrifice——I’mtooselfishforthat————\"Allatoncesheflungherselfonhisbreast。
\"Ican’tevengiveyouup!Ishallneverdarelookanyoneinthefaceagain。Go,go!Buttakemewithyou!I
triedtodowithoutyou!Igaveitafairtrial,anditwasadeadfailure。OpoorIrene!Howcouldshegiveyouup?\"
CoreywentbacktoBostonimmediately,andleftPenelope,ashemust,totellhersisterthattheyweretobemarried。
Shewassparedfromthefirstadvancetowardthisbyanaccidentoramisunderstanding。IrenecamestraighttoherafterCoreywasgone,anddemanded,\"PenelopeLapham,haveyoubeensuchaninnyastosendthatmanawayonmyaccount?\"
Peneloperecoiledfromthisterriblecourage;shedidnotanswerdirectly,andIrenewenton,\"Becauseifyoudid,I’llthankyoutobringhimbackagain。
I’mnotgoingtohavehimthinkingthatI’mdyingforamanthatnevercaredforme。It’sinsulting,andI’mnotgoingtostandit。Now,youjustsendforhim!\"
\"Oh,Iwill,’Rene,\"gaspedPenelope。Andthensheadded,shamedoutofherprevaricationbyIrene’shaughtymagnanimity,\"Ihave。Thatis——he’scomingback————\"
Irenelookedatheramoment,andthen,whateverthoughtwasinhermind,saidfiercely,\"Well!\"andlefthertoherdismay——herdismayandherrelief,fortheybothknewthatthiswasthelasttimetheyshouldeverspeakofthatagain。
Themarriagecameaftersomuchsorrowandtrouble,andthefactwasreceivedwithsomuchmisgivingforthepastandfuture,thatitbroughtLaphamnoneofthetriumphinwhichhehadonceexultedatthethoughtofanalliancewiththeCoreys。Adversityhadsofarbeenhisfriendthatithadtakenfromhimallhopeofthesocialsuccessforwhichpeoplecrawlandtruckle,andrestoredhim,throughfailureanddoubtandheartache,themanhoodwhichhisprosperityhadsonearlystolenfromhim。
NeitherhenorhiswifethoughtnowthattheirdaughterwasmarryingaCorey;theythoughtonlythatshewasgivingherselftothemanwholovedher,andtheiracquiescencewassoberedstillfurtherbythepresenceofIrene。
Theirheartswerefarmorewithher。
AgainandagainMrs。Laphamsaidshedidnotseehowshecouldgothroughit。\"Ican’tmakeitseemright,\"
shesaid。
\"ItISright,\"steadilyansweredtheColonel。
\"Yes,Iknow。Butitdon’tSEEMso。\"
ItwouldbeeasytopointouttraitsinPenelope’scharacterwhichfinallyreconciledallherhusband’sfamilyandendearedhertothem。Thesethingscontinuallyhappeninnovels;
andtheCoreys,astheyhadalwayspromisedthemselvestodo,madethebest,andnottheworstofTom’smarriage。
TheywerepeoplewhocouldvalueLapham’sbehaviourasTomreportedittothem。Theywereproudofhim,andBromfieldCorey,whofoundadelicate,aestheticpleasureintheheroismwithwhichLaphamhadwithstoodRogersandhistemptations——somethingfinelydramaticandunconsciouslyeffective,——wrotehimaletterwhichwouldoncehaveflatteredtheroughsoulalmosttoecstasy,thoughnowheaffectedtoslightitinshowingit。
\"It’sallrightifitmakesitmorecomfortableforPen,\"
hesaidtohiswife。
Butthedifferencesremaineduneffaced,ifnotuneffaceable,betweentheCoreysandTomCorey’swife。\"IfhehadonlymarriedtheColonel!\"subtlysuggestedNannyCorey。
Therewasabriefseasonofcivilityandforbearanceonbothsides,whenhebroughtherhomebeforestartingforMexico,andherfather—in—lawmadeasympatheticfeintoflikingPenelope’swayoftalking,butitisquestionableifevenhefounditsodelightfulasherhusbanddid。
LilyCoreymadealittle,ineffectualsketchofher,whichsheputbywithotherstudiestofinishup,sometime,andfoundherratherpicturesqueinsomeways。
Nannygotonwithherbetterthantherest,andsawpossibilitiesforherinthecountrytowhichshewasgoing。
\"Asshe’squiteunformed,socially,\"sheexplainedtohermother,\"thereisachancethatshewillformherselfontheSpanishmanner,ifshestaystherelongenough,andthatwhenshecomesbackshewillhavethecharmof,notolives,perhaps,buttortillas,whatevertheyare:
somethingstrangeandforeign,evenifit’sborrowed。
I’mgladshe’sgoingtoMexico。Atthatdistancewecan——correspond。\"
Hermothersighed,andsaidbravelythatshewassuretheyallgotonverypleasantlyasitwas,andthatshewasperfectlysatisfiedifTomwas。
Therewas,infact,muchtruthinwhatshesaidoftheirharmonywithPenelope。Havingresolved,fromthebeginning,tomakethebestoftheworst,itmightalmostbesaidthattheyweresupportedandconsoledintheirgoodintentionsbyahigherpower。Thismarriagehadnot,thankstoanover—rulingProvidence,broughtthesuccessionofLaphamteasuponBromfieldCoreywhichhehaddreaded;
theLaphamswerefaroffintheirnativefastnesses,andneitherLilynorNannyCoreywasobligedtosacrificeherselftotheconversationofIrene;theywerenotevencalledupontomakeasocialdemonstrationforPenelopeatatimewhen,mostpeoplebeingstilloutoftown,itwouldhavebeensoeasy;sheandTomhadbothbeggedthattheremightbenothingofthatkind;andthoughnoneoftheCoreyslearnedtoknowherverywellintheweekshespentwiththem,theydidnotfindithardtogetonwithher。TherewereevenmomentswhenNannyCorey,likeherfather,hadglimpsesofwhatTomhadcalledherhumour,butitwasperhapstoounliketheirowntobeeasilyrecognisable。
WhetherPenelope,onherside,founditmoredifficulttoharmonise,Icannotsay。Shehadmuchmoreoftheharmonisingtodo,sincetheywerefourtoone;butthenshehadgonethroughsomuchgreatertrialsbefore。
Whenthedooroftheircarriageclosedanditdroveoffwithherandherhusbandtothestation,shefetchedalongsigh。
\"Whatisit?\"askedCorey,whooughttohaveknownbetter。
\"Oh,nothing。Idon’tthinkIshallfeelstrangeamongsttheMexicansnow。\"
Helookedatherwithapuzzledsmile,whichgrewalittlegraver,andthenheputhisarmroundheranddrewherclosertohim。Thismadehercryonhisshoulder。
\"IonlymeantthatIshouldhaveyoualltomyself。\"
Thereisnoproofthatshemeantmore,butitiscertainthatourmannersandcustomsgoformoreinlifethanourqualities。Thepricethatwepayforcivilisationisthefineyetimpassabledifferentiationofthese。
Perhapswepaytoomuch;butitwillnotbepossibletopersuadethosewhohavethedifferenceintheirfavourthatthisisso。Theymayberight;andatanyrate,theblankmisgiving,therecurringsenseofdisappointmenttowhichtheyoungpeople’sdeparturelefttheCoreysistobeconsidered。Thatwastheendoftheirsonandbrotherforthem;theyfeltthat;andtheywerenotmeanorunamiablepeople。
Heremainedthreeyearsaway。Somechangestookplaceinthattime。OneofthesewasthepurchasebytheKanawhaFallsCompanyoftheminesandworksatLapham。