第27章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"The Rise of Silas Lapham",免费读到尾

  Itplacesmeinaridiculousposition。\"Rogersurgedhisgrievancecalmly,almostimpersonally,makinghisappealtoLapham’ssenseofjustice。\"ICAN’Tgobacktothosepartiesandtellthemyouwon’tseethem。

  It’snoanswertomake。They’vegotarighttoknowwhyyouwon’tseethem。\"

  \"Verywell,then!\"criedLapham;\"I’llcomeandTELL

  themwhy。WhoshallIaskfor?WhenshallIbethere?\"

  \"Ateighto’clock,please,\"saidRogers,rising,withoutapparentalarmathisthreat,ifitwasathreat。

  \"Andaskforme;I’vetakenaroomatthehotelforthepresent。\"

  \"Iwon’tkeepyoufiveminuteswhenIgetthere,\"

  saidLapham;buthedidnotcomeawaytillteno’clock。

  Itappearedtohimasiftheverydevilwasinit。

  TheEnglishmentreatedhisdownrightrefusaltosellasapieceofbluff,andtalkedonasthoughitweremerelytheopeningofthenegotiation。Whenhebecameplainwiththeminhisanger,andtoldthemwhyhewouldnotsell,theyseemedtohavebeenpreparedforthisasastrokeofbusiness,andwerereadytomeetit。

  \"Hasthisfellow,\"hedemanded,twistinghisheadinthedirectionofRogers,butdisdainingtonoticehimotherwise,\"beentellingyouthatit’spartofmygametosaythis?Well,sir,Icantellyou,onmyside,thatthereisn’taslipperierrascalunhunginAmericathanMiltonK。Rogers!\"

  TheEnglishmentreatedthisasapieceofgenuineAmericanhumour,andreturnedtothechargewithunabatedcourage。

  Theyownednow,thatapersoninterestedwiththemhadbeenouttolookattheproperty,andthattheyweresatisfiedwiththeappearanceofthings。Theydevelopedfurtherthefactthattheywerenotactingsolely,orevenprincipally,intheirownbehalf,butweretheagentsofpeopleinEnglandwhohadprojectedthecolonisationofasortofcommunityonthespot,somewhataftertheplanofotherEnglishdreamers,andthattheyweresatisfied,fromacarefulinspection,thattheresourcesandfacilitieswerethosebestcalculatedtodeveloptheenergyandenterpriseoftheproposedcommunity。TheywerepreparedtomeetMr。Lapham——Colonel,theybeggedhispardon,attheinstanceofRogers——atanyreasonablefigure,andwerequitewillingtoassumetheriskshehadpointedout。Somethingintheeyesofthesemen,somethingthatlurkedataninfinitedepthbelowtheirspeech,andwasnotreallyintheireyeswhenLaphamlookedagain,hadflashedthroughhimasenseoftreacheryinthem。

  HehadthoughtthemthedupesofRogers;butinthatbriefinstanthehadseenthem——orthoughthehadseenthem——hisaccomplices,readytobetraytheinterestsofwhichtheywentontospeakwithacertaincomfortablejocosity,andacertainincredulousslightofhisshowofintegrity。

  ItwasadeepergamethanLaphamwasusedto,andhesatlookingwithasortofadmirationfromoneEnglishmantotheother,andthentoRogers,whomaintainedanexteriorofmodestneutrality,andwhoseairsaid,\"Ihavebroughtyougentlementogetherasthefriendofallparties,andI

  nowleaveyoutosettleitamongyourselves。Iasknothing,andexpectnothing,exceptthesmallsumwhichshallaccruetomeafterthedischargeofmyobligationstoColonelLapham。\"

  WhileRogers’spresenceexpressedthis,oneoftheEnglishmenwassaying,\"Andifyouhaveanyscrupleinallowin’

  ustoassumethisrisk,ColonelLapham,perhapsyoucanconsoleyourselfwiththefactthattheloss,ifthereistobeany,willfalluponpeoplewhoareabletobearit——uponanassociationofrichandcharitablepeople。

  Butwe’requitesatisfiedtherewillbenoloss,\"

  headdedsavingly。\"Allyouhavetodoistonameyourprice,andwewilldoourbesttomeetit。\"

  TherewasnothingintheEnglishman’ssophistryveryshockingtoLapham。Itaddresseditselfinhimtothateasy—going,notevillyintentioned,potentialimmoralitywhichregardscommonpropertyascommonprey,andgivesusthemostcorruptmunicipalgovernmentsunderthesun——whichmakesthepoorestvoter,whenhehastrickedintoplace,asunscrupulousinregardtoothers’moneyasanhereditaryprince。LaphammettheEnglishman’seye,andwithdifficultykepthimselffromwinking。

  Thenhelookedaway,andtriedtofindoutwherehestood,orwhathewantedtodo。Hecouldhardlytell。

  HehadexpectedtocomeintothatroomandunmaskRogers,andhaveitover。ButhehadunmaskedRogerswithoutanyeffectwhatever,andtheplayhadonlybegun。

  Hehadawhimsicalandsarcasticsenseofitsbeingverydifferentfromtheplaysatthetheatre。Hecouldnotgetupandgoawayinsilentcontempt;hecouldnottelltheEnglishmenthathebelievedthemapairofscoundrelsandshouldhavenothingtodowiththem;

  hecouldnolongertreatthemasinnocentdupes。

  Heremainedbaffledandperplexed,andtheonewhohadnotspokenhithertoremarked——

  \"Ofcourseweshan’t’aggleaboutafewpound,moreorless。

  IfColonelLapham’sfigureshouldbealittlelargerthanours,I’venodoubt’e’llnotbetoo’arduponusintheend。\"

  Laphamappreciatedalltheintentofthissubtlesuggestion,andunderstoodasplainlyasifithadbeensaidinsomanywords,thatiftheypaidhimalargerprice,itwastobeexpectedthatacertainportionofthepurchase—moneywastoreturntotheirownhands。Stillhecouldnotmove;

  anditseemedtohimthathecouldnotspeak。

  \"Ringthatbell,Mr。Rogers,\"saidtheEnglishmanwhohadlastspoken,glancingattheannunciatorbuttoninthewallnearRogers’shead,\"and’aveupsomething’of,can’tyou?IshouldlikeTOwetmew’istle,asyousay’ere,andColonelLaphamseemstofinditratherdrywork。\"

  Laphamjumpedtohisfeet,andbuttonedhisovercoatabouthim。HerememberedwithterrorthedinneratCorey’swherehehaddisgracedandbetrayedhimself,andifhewentintothisthingatall,hewasgoingintoitsober。

  \"Ican’tstop,\"hesaid,\"Imustbegoing。\"

  \"Butyouhaven’tgivenusanansweryet,Mr。Lapham,\"

  saidthefirstEnglishmanwithasuccessfulshowofdignifiedsurprise。

  \"TheonlyanswerIcangiveyounowis,NO,\"saidLapham。

  \"Ifyouwantanother,youmustletmehavetimetothinkitover。\"

  \"But’owmuchtime?\"saidtheotherEnglishman。

  \"We’repressedfortimeourselves,andwehopedforananswer——’opedforahanswer,\"hecorrectedhimself,\"atonce。Thatwasourunderstandin’withMr。Rogers。\"

  \"Ican’tletyouknowtillmorning,anyway,\"saidLapham,andhewentout,ashiscustomoftenwas,withoutanypartingsalutation。HethoughtRogersmighttrytodetainhim;butRogershadremainedseatedwhentheothersgottotheirfeet,andpaidnoattentiontohisdeparture。

  Hewalkedoutintothenightair,everypulsethrobbingwiththestrongtemptation。Heknewverywellthosemenwouldwait,andgladlywait,tillthemorning,andthatthewholeaffairwasinhishands。Itmadehimgroaninspirittothinkthatitwas。Ifhehadhopedthatsomechancemighttakethedecisionfromhim,therewasnosuchchance,inthepresentorfuture,thathecouldsee。Itwasforhimalonetocommitthisrascality——ifitwasarascality——ornot。

  Hewalkedallthewayhome,lettingonecarafteranotherpasshimonthestreet,nowsoemptyofotherpassing,anditwasalmosteleveno’clockwhenhereachedhome。

  Acarriagestoodbeforehishouse,andwhenhelethimselfinwithhiskey,heheardtalkinginthefamily—room。ItcameintohisheadthatIrenehadgotbackunexpectedly,andthatthesightofherwassomehowgoingtomakeitharderforhim;thenhethoughtitmightbeCorey,comeuponsomedesperatepretexttoseePenelope;

  butwhenheopenedthedoorhesaw,withacertainabsenceofsurprise,thatitwasRogers。Hewasstandingwithhisbacktothefireplace,talkingtoMrs。Lapham,andhehadbeensheddingtears;drytearstheyseemed,andtheyhadleftasortofsandy,glisteningtraceonhischeeks。Apparentlyhewasnotashamedofthem,fortheexpressionwithwhichhemetLaphamwasthatofamanmakingadesperateappealinhisowncause,whichwasidenticalwiththatofhumanity,ifnotthatofjustice。

  \"Isomeexpected,\"beganRogers,\"tofindyouhere————\"

  \"No,youdidn’t,\"interruptedLapham;\"youwantedtocomehereandmakeapoormouthtoMrs。LaphambeforeIgothome。\"

  \"IknewthatMrs。Laphamwouldknowwhatwasgoingon,\"

  saidRogersmorecandidly,butnotmorevirtuously,forthathecouldnot,\"andIwishedhertounderstandapointthatIhadn’tputtoyouatthehotel,andthatIwantyoushouldconsider。AndIwantyoushouldconsidermealittleinthisbusinesstoo;

  you’renottheonlyonethat’sconcerned,Itellyou,andI’vebeentellingMrs。Laphamthatit’smyonechance;

  thatifyoudon’tmeetmeonit,mywifeandchildrenwillbereducedtobeggary。\"

  \"Sowillmine,\"saidLapham,\"orthenextthingtoit。\"

  \"Well,then,Iwantyoutogivemethischancetogetonmyfeetagain。You’venorighttodeprivemeofit;

  it’sunchristian。InourdealingswitheachotherweshouldbeguidedbytheGoldenRule,asIwassayingtoMrs。Laphambeforeyoucamein。ItoldherthatifIknewmyself,Ishouldinyourplaceconsiderthecircumstancesofamaninmine,whohadhonourablyendeavouredtodischargehisobligationstome,andhadpatientlybornemyundeservedsuspicions。

  Ishouldconsiderthatman’sfamily,ItoldMrs。Lapham。\"

  \"DidyoutellherthatifIwentinwithyouandthosefellows,Ishouldberobbingthepeoplewhotrustedthem?\"

  \"Idon’tseewhatyou’vegottodowiththepeoplethatsentthemhere。Theyarerichpeople,andcouldbearitifitcametotheworst。Butthere’snolikelihood,now,thatitwillcometotheworst;

  youcanseeyourselfthattheRoadhaschangeditsmindaboutbuying。AndhereamIwithoutacentintheworld;

  andmywifeisaninvalid。Sheneedscomforts,sheneedslittleluxuries,andshehasn’teventhenecessaries;

  andyouwanttosacrificehertoamereidea!Youdon’tknowinthefirstplacethattheRoadwilleverwanttobuy;

  andifitdoes,theprobabilityisthatwithacolonylikethatplantedonitsline,itwouldmakeverydifferenttermsfromwhatitwouldwithyouorme。Theseagentsarenotafraid,andtheirprincipalsarerichpeople;

  andiftherewasanyloss,itwouldbedividedupamongstthemsothattheywouldn’tanyofthemfeelit。\"

  Laphamstoleatroubledglanceathiswife,andsawthattherewasnohelpinher。Whethershewasdauntedandconfusedinherownconsciencebytheoutcome,soevilanddisastrous,ofthereparationtoRogerswhichshehadforcedherhusbandtomake,orwhetherherperceptionshadbeenbluntedanddarkenedbytheappealswhichRogershadnowused,itwouldbedifficulttosay。

  Probablytherewasamixtureofbothcausesintheeffectwhichherhusbandfeltinher,andfromwhichheturned,girdinghimselfanew,toRogers。

  \"Ihavenowishtorecurtothepast,\"continuedRogers,withgrowingsuperiority。\"Youhaveshownaproperspiritinregardtothat,andyouhavedonewhatyoucouldtowipeitout。\"

  \"IshouldthinkIhad,\"saidLapham。\"I’veusedupaboutahundredandfiftythousanddollarstrying。\"

  \"Someofmyenterprises,\"Rogersadmitted,\"havebeenunfortunate,seemingly;butIhavehopesthattheywillyetturnoutwell——intime。Ican’tunderstandwhyyoushouldbesomindfulofothersnow,whenyoushowedsolittleregardformethen。Ihadcometoyouraidatatimewhenyouneededhelp,andwhenyougotonyourfeetyoukickedmeoutofthebusiness。Idon’tcomplain,butthatisthefact;andIhadtobeginagain,afterI

  hadsupposedmyselfsettledinlife,andestablishmyselfelsewhere。\"

  Laphamglancedagainathiswife;herheadhadfallen;

  hecouldseethatshewassorootedinheroldremorseforthatquestionableactofhis,amplyandmorethanfullyatonedforsince,thatshewashelpless,nowinthecrucialmoment,whenhehadtheutmostneedofherinsight。

  Hehadcounteduponher;heperceivednowthatwhenhehadthoughtitwasforhimalonetodecide,hehadcounteduponherjustspirittostayhisowninitsstruggletobejust。

  Hehadnotforgottenhowsheheldoutagainsthimonlyalittlewhileago,whenheaskedherwhetherhemightnotrightfullysellinsomesuchcontingencyasthis;

  anditwasnotnowthatshesaidorevenlookedanythinginfavourofRogers,butthatshewassilentagainsthim,whichdismayedLapham。Heswallowedthelumpthatroseinhisthroat,theself—pity,thepityforher,thedespair,andsaidgently,\"Iguessyoubettergotobed,Persis。

  It’sprettylate。\"

  Sheturnedtowardsthedoor,whenRogerssaid,withtheobviousintentionofdetainingherthroughhercuriosity——

  \"ButIletthatpass。AndIdon’tasknowthatyoushouldselltothesemen。\"

  Mrs。Laphampaused,irresolute。

  \"Whatareyoumakingthisbotherfor,then?\"demandedLapham。

  \"WhatDOyouwant?\"

  \"WhatI’vebeentellingyourwifehere。Iwantyoushouldselltome。Idon’tsaywhatI’mgoingtodowiththeproperty,andyouwillnothaveaniotaofresponsibility,whateverhappens。\"

  Laphamwasstaggered,andhesawhiswife’sfacelightupwitheagerquestion。

  \"Iwantthatproperty,\"continuedRogers,\"andI’vegotthemoneytobuyit。Whatwillyoutakeforit?Ifit’sthepriceyou’restandingoutfor————\"

  \"Persis,\"saidLapham,\"gotobed,\"andhegaveheralookthatmeantobedienceforher。Shewentoutofthedoor,andlefthimwithhistempter。

  \"IfyouthinkI’mgoingtohelpyouwhipthedevilroundthestump,you’remistakeninyourman,MiltonRogers,\"

  saidLapham,lightingacigar。\"AssoonasIsoldtoyou,youwouldselltothatotherpairofrascals。Ismelt’emoutinhalfaminute。\"

  \"TheyareChristiangentlemen,\"saidRogers。\"ButI

  don’tpurposedefendingthem;andIdon’tpurposetellingyouwhatIshallorshallnotdowiththepropertywhenitisinmyhandsagain。Thequestionis,Willyousell,and,ifso,whatisyourfigure?Youhavegotnothingwhatevertodowithitafteryou’vesold。\"

  Itwasperfectlytrue。Anylawyerwouldhavetoldhimthesame。

  HecouldnothelpadmiringRogersforhisingenuity,andeveryselfishinterestofhisnaturejoinedwithmanyobviousdutiestourgehimtoconsent。Hedidnotseewhyheshouldrefuse。Therewasnolongerareason。

  Hewasstandingoutalonefornothing,anyoneelsewouldsay。HesmokedonasifRogerswerenotthere,andRogersremainedbeforethefireaspatientastheclocktickingbehindhisheadonthemantel,andshowingthegleamofitspendulumbeyondhisfaceoneitherside。

  Butatlasthesaid,\"Well?\"

  \"Well,\"answeredLapham,\"youcan’texpectmetogiveyouananswerto—night,anymorethanbefore。Youknowthatwhatyou’vesaidnowhasn’tchangedthethingabit。

  Iwishithad。TheLordknows,Iwanttoberidofthepropertyfastenough。\"\"Thenwhydon’tyouselltome?

  Can’tyouseethatyouwillnotberesponsibleforwhathappensafteryouhavesold?\"

  \"No,Ican’tseethat;butifIcanbymorning,I’llsell。\"

  \"Whydoyouexpecttoknowanybetterbymorning?

  You’rewastingtimefornothing!\"criedRogers,inhisdisappointment。\"Whyareyousoparticular?Whenyoudrovemeoutofthebusinessyouwerenotsoveryparticular。\"

  Laphamwinced。Itwascertainlyridiculousformanwhohadoncesoselfishlyconsultedhisownintereststobesticklingnowabouttherightsofothers。

  \"Iguessnothing’sgoingtohappenovernight,\"heansweredsullenly。\"Anyway,Ishan’tsaywhatIshalldotillmorning。\"

  \"WhattimecanIseeyouinthemorning?\"

  \"Half—pastnine。\"

  Rogersbuttonedhiscoat,andwentoutoftheroomwithoutanotherword。Laphamfollowedhimtoclosethestreet—doorafterhim。

  Hiswifecalleddowntohimfromaboveasheapproachedtheroomagain,\"Well?\"

  \"I’vetoldhimI’dlethimknowinthemorning。\"

  \"WantIshouldcomedownandtalkwithyou?\"

  \"No,\"answeredLapham,intheproudbitternesswhichhisisolationbrought,\"youcouldn’tdoanygood。\"Hewentinandshutthedoor,andbyandbyhiswifeheardhimbeginwalkingupanddown;andthentherestofthenightshelayawakeandlistenedtohimwalkingupanddown。

  Butwhenthefirstlightwhitenedthewindow,thewordsoftheScripturecameintohermind:\"Andtherewrestledamanwithhimuntilthebreakingoftheday……Andhesaid,Letmego,forthedaybreaketh。Andhesaid,Iwillnotlettheego,exceptthoublessme。\"

  Shecouldnotaskhimanythingwhentheymet,butheraisedhisdulleyesafterthefirstsilence,andsaid,\"Idon’tknowwhatI’mgoingtosaytoRogers。\"

  Shecouldnotspeak;shedidnotknowwhattosay,andshesawherhusbandwhenshefollowedhimwithhereyesfromthewindow,dragheavilydowntowardthecorner,wherehewastotake,thehorse—car。

  Hearrivedratherlaterthanusualathisoffice,andhefoundhislettersalreadyonhistable。Therewasone,longandofficial—looking,withaprintedletter—headingontheoutside,andLaphamhadnoneedtoopenitinordertoknowthatitwastheofferoftheGreatLacustrine&

  PolarRailroadforhismills。Buthewentmechanicallythroughtheverificationofhispropheticfear,whichwasalsohissolehope,andthensatlookingblanklyatit。

  Rogerscamepromptlyattheappointedtime,andLaphamhandedhimtheletter。Hemusthavetakenitallinataglance,andseentheimpossibilityofnegotiatinganyfurthernow,evenwithvictimssopliantandwillingasthoseEnglishmen。

  \"You’veruinedme!\"Rogersbrokeout。\"Ihaven’tacentleftintheworld!Godhelpmypoorwife!\"

  Hewentout,andLaphamremainedstaringatthedoorwhichcloseduponhim。Thiswashisrewardforstandingfirmforrightandjusticetohisowndestruction:

  tofeellikeathiefandamurderer。

  XXVI。

  LATERintheforenooncamethedespatchfromtheWestVirginiansinNewYork,sayingtheirbrotherassentedtotheiragreement;

  anditnowremainedforLaphamtofulfilhispartofit。

  Hewasludicrouslyfarfromabletodothis;andunlesshecouldgetsomeextensionoftimefromthem,hemustlosethischance,hisonlychance,toretrievehimself。

  Hespentthetimeinadesperateendeavourtoraisethemoney,buthehadnotraisedthehalfofitwhenthebanksclosed。

  WithshameinhishearthewenttoBellingham,fromwhomhehadpartedsohaughtily,andlaidhisplanbeforehim。

  HecouldnotbringhimselftoaskBellingham’shelp,buthetoldhimwhatheproposedtodo。Bellinghampointedoutthatthewholethingwasanexperiment,andthatthepriceaskedwasenormous,unlessagreatsuccessweremorallycertain。Headviseddelay,headvisedprudence;

  heinsistedthatLaphamoughtatleasttogoouttoKanawhaFalls,andseetheminesandworksbeforeheputanysuchsumintothedevelopmentoftheenterprise。

  \"That’sallwellenough,\"criedLapham;\"butifIdon’tclinchthisofferwithintwenty—fourhours,they’llwithdrawit,andgointothemarket;andthenwhereamI?\"

  \"Goonandseethemagain,\"saidBellingham。\"Theycan’tbesoperemptoryasthatwithyou。Theymustgiveyoutimetolookatwhattheywanttosell。Ifitturnsoutwhatyouhope,then——I’llseewhatcanbedone。

  Butlookintoitthoroughly。\"

  \"Well!\"criedLapham,helplesslysubmitting。Hetookouthiswatch,andsawthathehadfortyminutestocatchthefouro’clocktrain。Hehurriedbacktohisoffice,andputtogethersomepaperspreparatorytogoing,anddespatchedanotebyhisboytoMrs。LaphamsayingthathewasstartingforNewYork,anddidnotknowjustwhenheshouldgetback。

  Theearlyspringdaywasrawandcold。Ashewentoutthroughtheofficehesawtheclerksatworkwiththeirstreet—coatsandhatson;MissDeweyhadherjacketdraggeduponhershoulders,andlookedparticularlycomfortlessassheoperatedhermachinewithherredfingers。

  \"What’sup?\"askedLapham,stoppingamoment。

  \"Seemstobesomethingthematterwiththesteam,\"

  sheanswered,withtheairofunmeritedwronghabitualwithsomanyprettywomenwhohavetoworkforaliving。

  \"Well,takeyourwriterintomyroom。There’safireinthestovethere,\"saidLapham,passingout。

  Halfanhourlaterhiswifecameintotheouteroffice。

  Shehadpassedthedayinapassionofself—reproach,graduallymountingfromthementalnumbnessinwhichhehadlefther,andnowshecouldwaitnolongertotellhimthatshesawhowshehadforsakenhiminhishouroftrialandlefthimtobearitalone。Shewonderedatherselfinshameanddismay;shewonderedthatshecouldhavebeensoconfusedastotherealpointbythatoldwretchofaRogers,thatshecouldhavelethimhoodwinkherso,evenforamoment。Itastoundedherthatsuchathingshouldhavehappened,foriftherewasanyvirtueuponwhichthisgoodwomanpridedherself,inwhichshethoughtherselfsuperiortoherhusband,itwasherinstantandsteadfastperceptionofrightandwrong,andtheabilitytochoosetherighttoherownhurt。

  Butshehadnowtoconfess,aseachofushashadlikewisetoconfessinhisowncase,thattheveryvirtueonwhichshehadpridedherselfwasthethingthathadplayedherfalse;

  thatshehadkepthermindsolonguponthatoldwrongwhichshebelievedherhusbandhaddonethismanthatshecouldnotdetachit,butclungtothethoughtofreparationforitwhensheoughttohaveseenthathewasproposingapieceofrogueryasthemeans。ThesufferingwhichLaphammustinflictonhimifhedecidedagainsthimhadbeenmoretoherapprehensionthantheharmhemightdoifhedecidedforhim。Butnowsheownedherlimitationstoherself,andaboveeverythingintheworldshewishedthemanwhomherconsciencehadrousedanddrivenonwhitherherintelligencehadnotfollowed,todoright,todowhathefelttoberight,andnothingelse。

  Sheadmiredandreveredhimforgoingbeyondher,andshewishedtotellhimthatshedidnotknowwhathehaddeterminedtodoaboutRogers,butthatsheknewitwasright,andwouldgladlyabidetheconsequenceswithhim,whatevertheywere。

  Shehadnotbeennearhisplaceofbusinessfornearlyayear,andherheartsmotehertenderlyasshelookedaboutherthere,andthoughtoftheearlydayswhensheknewasmuchaboutthepaintashedid;shewishedthatthosedayswerebackagain。ShesawCoreyathisdesk,andshecouldnotbeartospeaktohim;shedroppedherveilthatsheneednotrecognisehim,andpushedontoLapham’sroom,andopeningthedoorwithoutknocking,shutitbehindher。

  Thenshebecameawarewithintolerabledisappointmentthatherhusbandwasnotthere。Instead,averyprettygirlsatathisdesk,operatingatypewriter。

  Sheseemedquiteathome,andshepaidMrs。Laphamthescantattentionwhichsuchyoungwomenoftenbestowuponpeoplenotpersonallyinterestingtothem。

  Itvexedthewifethatanyoneelseshouldseemtobehelpingherhusbandaboutbusinessthatshehadoncebeensointimatewith;andshedidnotatalllikethegirl’sindifferencetoherpresence。Herhatandsackhungonanailinonecorner,andLapham’sofficecoat,lookingintenselylikehimtohiswife’sfamiliareye,hungonanailintheothercorner;andMrs。Laphamlikedevenlessthanthegirl’sgoodlooksthisdomesticationofhergarmentsinherhusband’soffice。Shebegantoaskherselfexcitedlywhyheshouldbeawayfromhisofficewhenshehappenedtocome;andshehadnotthestrengthatthemomenttoreasonherselfoutofherunreasonableness。

  \"WhenwillColonelLaphambein,doyousuppose?\"

  shesharplyaskedofthegirl。

  \"Icouldn’tsayexactly,\"repliedthegirl,withoutlookinground。

  \"Hashebeenoutlong?\"

  \"Idon’tknowasInoticed,\"saidthegirl,lookingupattheclock,withoutlookingatMrs。Lapham。Shewentonworkinghermachine。

  \"Well,Ican’twaitanylonger,\"saidthewifeabruptly。

  \"WhenColonelLaphamcomesin,youpleasetellhimMrs。Laphamwantstoseehim。\"

  ThegirlstartedtoherfeetandturnedtowardMrs。Laphamwitharedandstartledface,whichshedidnotlifttoconfronther。\"Yes——yes——Iwill,\"shefaltered。

  Thewifewenthomewithasenseofdefeatmixedwithanirritationaboutthisgirlwhichshecouldnotquelloraccountfor。Shefoundherhusband’smessage,anditseemedintolerablethatheshouldhavegonetoNewYorkwithoutseeingher;sheaskedherselfinvainwhatthemysteriousbusinesscouldbethattookhimawaysosuddenly。Shesaidtoherselfthathewasneglectingher;hewasleavingheroutalittletoomuch;

  andindemandingofherselfwhyhehadnevermentionedthatgirlthereinhisoffice,sheforgothowmuchshehadleftherselfoutofhisbusinesslife。Thatwasanothercurseoftheirprosperity。Well,shewasgladtheprosperitywasgoing;ithadneverbeenhappiness。

  Afterthisshewasgoingtoknoweverythingassheused。

  ShetriedtodismissthewholemattertillLaphamreturned;

  andiftherehadbeenanythingforhertodointhatmiserablehouse,asshecalleditinherthought,shemighthavesucceeded。Butagainthecursewasonher;

  therewasnothingtodo;andthelooksofthatgirlkeptcomingbacktohervacancy,herdisoccupation。

  Shetriedtomakeherselfsomethingtodo,butthatbeauty,whichshehadnotliked,followedheramidtheworkofoverhaulingthesummerclothing,whichIrenehadseentoputtingawayinthefall。Whowasthething,anyway?Itwasverystrange,herbeingthere;whydidshejumpupinthatfrightenedwaywhenMrs。Laphamhadnamedherself?

  Afterdark,thatevening,whenthequestionhadwornawayitspoignancyfrommereiteration,anoteforMrs。Laphamwasleftatthedoorbyamessengerwhosaidtherewasnoanswer。

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