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  AFTERaweekMrs。Laphamreturned,leavingIrenealoneattheoldhomesteadinVermont。\"She’scomfortablethere——ascomfortableasshecanbeanywheres,Iguess,\"shesaidtoherhusbandastheydrovetogetherfromthestation,wherehehadmetherinobediencetohertelegraphicsummons。

  \"Shekeepsherselfbusyhelpingaboutthehouse;

  andshegoesroundamongstthehandsintheirhouses。

  There’ssickness,andyouknowhowhelpfulsheiswherethere’ssickness。Shedon’tcomplainany。Idon’tknowasI’veheardawordoutofhermouthsincewelefthome;

  butI’mafraidit’llwearonher,Silas。\"

  \"Youdon’tlookoverandabovewellyourself,Persis,\"

  saidherhusbandkindly。

  \"Oh,don’ttalkaboutme。WhatIwanttoknowiswhetheryoucan’tgetthetimetorunoffwithhersomewhere。

  IwrotetoyouaboutDubuque。She’llworkherselfdown,I’mafraid;andTHENIdon’tknowasshe’llbeoverit。

  Butifshecouldgooff,andbeamused——seenewpeople————\"

  \"IcouldMAKEthetime,\"saidLapham,\"ifIhadto。

  But,asithappens,I’vegottogooutWestonbusiness,——I’lltellyouaboutit,——andI’lltakeIrenealong。\"

  \"Good!\"saidhiswife。\"That’saboutthebestthingI’veheardyet。Whereyougoing?\"

  \"OutDubuqueway。\"

  \"AnythingthematterwithBill’sfolks?\"

  \"No。It’sbusiness。\"

  \"How’sPen?\"

  \"Iguesssheain’tmuchbetterthanIrene。\"

  \"Hebeenaboutany?\"

  \"Yes。ButIcan’tseeasithelpsmattersmuch。\"

  \"Tchk!\"Mrs。Laphamfellbackagainstthecarriagecushions。

  \"Ideclare,toseeherwillingtotakethemanthatweallthoughtwantedhersister!Ican’tmakeitseemright。\"

  \"It’sright,\"saidLaphamstoutly;\"butIguesssheain’twilling;Iwishshewas。Buttheredon’tseemtobeanywayoutofthething,anywhere。It’saperfectsnarl。

  ButIdon’twantyoushouldbeanywaysha’shwithPen。\"

  Mrs。Laphamanswerednothing;butwhenshemetPenelopeshegavethegirl’swanfaceasharplook,andbegantowhimperonherneck。

  Penelope’stearswereallspent。\"Well,mother,\"shesaid,\"youcomebackalmostascheerfulasyouwentaway。

  Ineedn’taskif’Rene’singoodspirits。Weallseemtobeoverflowingwiththem。Isupposethisisonewayofcongratulatingme。Mrs。Coreyhasn’tbeenroundtodoityet。\"

  \"Areyou——areyouengagedtohim,Pen?\"gaspedhermother。

  \"Judgingbymyfeelings,Ishouldsaynot。Ifeelasifitwasalastwillandtestament。Butyou’dbetteraskhimwhenhecomes。\"

  \"Ican’tbeartolookathim。\"

  \"Iguesshe’susedtothat。Hedon’tseemtoexpecttobelookedat。Well!we’realljustwherewestarted。

  Iwonderhowlongitwillkeepup。\"

  Mrs。Laphamreportedtoherhusbandwhenhecamehomeatnight——hehadlefthisbusinesstogoandmeether,andthen,afteradesolatedinneratthehouse,hadreturnedtotheofficeagain——thatPenelopewasfullyasbadasIrene。\"Andshedon’tknowhowtoworkitoff。

  Irenekeepsdoing;butPenjustsitsinherroomandmopes。

  Shedon’tevenread。Iwentupthisafternoontoscoldheraboutthestatethehousewasin——youcanseethatIrene’sawaybytheperfectmess;butwhenIsawherthroughthecrackofthedoorIhadn’ttheheart。

  Shesattherewithherhandsinherlap,juststaring。

  And,mygoodness!sheJUMPEDsowhenshesawme;

  andthenshefellback,andbegantolaugh,andsaidshe,’Ithoughtitwasmyghost,mother!’IfeltasifIshouldgiveway。\"

  Laphamlistenedjadedly,andansweredfarfromthepoint。

  \"IguessI’vegottostartoutthereprettysoon,Persis。\"

  \"Howsoon?\"

  \"Well,to—morrowmorning。\"

  Mrs。Laphamsatsilent。Then,\"Allright,\"shesaid。

  \"I’llgetyouready。\"

  \"IshallrunuptoLaphamforIrene,andthenI’llpushonthroughCanada。Icangetthereaboutasquick。\"

  \"Isitanythingyoucantellmeabout,Silas?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidLapham。\"Butit’salongstory,andI

  guessyou’vegotyourhandsprettyfullasitis。

  I’vebeenthrowinggoodmoneyafterbad,——theusualway,——

  andnowI’vegottoseeifIcansavethepieces。\"

  AfteramomentMrs。Laphamasked,\"Isit——Rogers?\"

  \"It’sRogers。\"

  \"Ididn’twantyoushouldgetinanydeeperwithhim。\"

  \"No。Youdidn’twantIshouldpresshimeither;andI

  hadtodooneortheother。AndsoIgotindeeper。\"

  \"Silas,\"saidhiswife,\"I’mafraidImadeyou!\"

  \"It’sallright,Persis,asfarforthasthatgoes。

  Iwasgladtomakeitupwithhim——Ijumpedatthechance。

  IguessRogerssawthathehadasoftthinginme,andhe’sworkeditforallitwasworth。Butit’llallcomeoutrightintheend。\"

  Laphamsaidthisasifhedidnotcaretotalkanymoreaboutit。Headdedcasually,\"PrettyneareverybodybutthefellowsthatoweMEseemtoexpectmetodoacashbusiness,allofasudden。\"

  \"Doyoumeanthatyou’vegotpaymentstomake,andthatpeoplearenotpayingYOU?\"

  Laphamwincedalittle。\"Somethinglikethat,\"hesaid,andhelightedacigar。\"ButwhenItellyouit’sallright,Imeanit,Persis。Iain’tgoingtoletthegrassgrowundermyfeet,though,——especiallywhileRogersdigsthegroundawayfromtheroots。\"

  \"Whatareyougoingtodo?\"

  \"Ifithastocometothat,I’mgoingtosqueezehim。\"

  Lapham’scountenancelightedupwithgreaterjoythanhadyetvisiteditsincethedaytheyhaddrivenouttoBrookline。

  \"MiltonK。Rogersisarascal,ifyouwanttoknow;

  orelseallthesignsfail。ButIguesshe’llfindhe’sgothiscome—uppance。\"Laphamshuthislipssothattheshort,reddish—greybeardstuckstraightoutonthem。

  \"What’shedone?\"

  \"What’shedone?Well,now,I’lltellyouwhathe’sdone,Persis,sinceyouthinkRogersissuchasaint,andthatI

  usedhimsobadlyingettinghimoutofthebusiness。

  He’sbeendabblingineverysortoffoolthingyoucanlayyourtongueto,——wild—catstocks,patent—rights,landspeculations,oilclaims,——tillhe’srunthroughabouteverything。

  ButhedidhaveabigmillingpropertyoutonthelineoftheP。Y。&X。,——saw—millsandgrist—millsandlands,——andforthelasteightyearshe’sbeendoingaland—officebusinesswith’em——businessthatwouldhavemadeanybodyelserich。Butyoucan’tmakeMiltonK。Rogersrich,anymorethanyoucanfatahide—boundcolt。Itain’tinhim。He’drunthroughVanderbilt,JayGould,andTomScottrolledintooneinlessthansixmonths,givehimachance,andcomeoutandwanttoborrowmoneyofyou。Well,hewon’tborrowanymoremoneyofME;

  andifhethinksIdon’tknowasmuchaboutthatmillingpropertyashedoeshe’smistaken。I’vetakenhismills,butIguessI’vegottheinsidetrack;Bill’skeptmeposted;

  andnowI’mgoingouttheretoseehowIcanunload;

  andIshan’tmindagreatdealifRogersisundertheloadwhenit’soffonce。\"

  \"Idon’tunderstandyou,Silas。\"

  \"Why,it’sjustthis。TheGreatLacustrine&PolarRailroadhasleasedtheP。Y。&X。forninety—nineyears,——boughtit,practically,——andit’sgoingtobuildcar—worksrightbythosemills,anditmaywantthem。

  AndMiltonK。Rogersknewitwhenheturned’eminonme。\"

  \"Well,iftheroadwantsthem,don’tthatmakethemillsvaluable?Youcangetwhatyouaskforthem!\"

  \"CanI?\"TheP。Y。&X。istheonlyroadthatrunswithinfiftymilesofthemills,andyoucan’tgetafootoflumbernorapoundofflourtomarketanyotherway。

  AslongashehadalittlelocalroadliketheP。Y。&

  X。todealwith,Rogerscouldmanage;butwhenitcometoabigthroughlineliketheG。L。&P。,hecouldn’tstandanychanceatall。Ifsucharoadasthattookafancytohismills,doyouthinkitwouldpaywhatheasked?No,sir!Hewouldtakewhattheroadoffered,orelsetheroadwouldtellhimtocarryhisflourandlumbertomarkethimself。\"

  \"AnddoyousupposeheknewtheG。L。&P。wantedthemillswhenheturnedtheminonyou?\"askedMrs。Laphamaghast,andfallinghelplesslyintohisalphabeticalparlance。

  TheColonellaughedscoffingly。\"Well,whenMiltonK。Rogersdon’tknowwhichsidehisbread’sbutteredon!I

  don’tunderstand,\"headdedthoughtfully,\"howhe’salwayslettingitfallonthebutteredside。Butsuchamanasthatissuretohaveascrewlooseinhimsomewhere。\"

  Mrs。Laphamsatdiscomfited。Allthatshecouldsaywas,\"Well,IwantyoushouldaskyourselfwhetherRogerswouldeverhavegonewrong,orgotintothesewaysofhis,ifithadn’tbeenforyourforcinghimoutofthebusinesswhenyoudid。Iwantyoushouldthinkwhetheryou’renotresponsibleforeverythinghe’sdonesince。\"

  \"Yougoandgetthatbagofmineready,\"saidLaphamsullenly。

  \"IguessIcantakecareofmyself。AndMiltonK。Rogerstoo,\"

  headded。

  ThateveningCoreyspentthetimeafterdinnerinhisownroom,withrestlessexcursionstothelibrary,wherehismothersatwithhisfatherandsisters,andshowednosignsofleavingthem。Atlast,incomingdown,heencounteredheronthestairs,goingup。Theybothstoppedconsciously。

  \"Iwouldliketospeakwithyou,mother。Ihavebeenwaitingtoseeyoualone。\"

  \"Cometomyroom,\"shesaid。

  \"IhaveafeelingthatyouknowwhatIwanttosay,\"

  hebeganthere。

  Shelookedupathimwherehestoodbythechimney—piece,andtriedtoputacheerfulnoteintoherquestioning\"Yes?\"

  \"Yes;andIhaveafeelingthatyouwon’tlikeit——thatyouwon’tapproveofit。Iwishyoudid——Iwishyoucould!\"

  \"I’musedtolikingandapprovingeverythingyoudo,Tom。

  IfIdon’tlikethisatonce,Ishalltrytolikeit——youknowthat——foryoursake,whateveritis。\"

  \"I’dbetterbeshort,\"hesaid,withaquicksigh。

  \"It’saboutMissLapham。\"Hehastenedtoadd,\"Ihopeitisn’tsurprisingtoyou。I’dhavetoldyoubefore,ifIcould。\"

  \"No,itisn’tsurprising。Iwasafraid——Isuspectedsomethingofthekind。\"

  Theywerebothsilentinapainfulsilence。

  \"Well,mother?\"heaskedatlast。

  \"Ifit’ssomethingyou’vequitemadeupmindto————\"

  \"Itis!\"

  \"Andifyou’vealreadyspokentoher————\"

  \"Ihadtodothatfirst,ofcourse。\"

  \"Therewouldbenouseofmysayinganything,evenifI

  dislikedit。\"

  \"Youdodislikeit!\"

  \"No——no!Ican’tsaythat。OfcourseIshouldhavepreferreditifyouhadchosensomenicegirlamongthosethatyouhadbeenbroughtupwith——somefriendorassociateofyoursisters,whosepeoplewehadknown————\"

  \"Yes,Iunderstandthat,andIcanassureyouthatI

  haven’tbeenindifferenttoyourfeelings。Ihavetriedtoconsiderthemfromthefirst,anditkeptmehesitatinginawaythatI’mashamedtothinkof;foritwasn’tquiterighttowards——others。Butyourfeelingsandmysisters’

  havebeeninmymind,andifIcouldn’tyieldtowhatI

  supposedtheymustbe,entirely————\"

  Evensogoodasonandbrotherasthis,whenitcametohisloveaffair,appearedtothinkthathehadyieldedmuchinconsideringthefeelingsofhisfamilyatall。

  Hismotherhastenedtocomforthim。\"Iknow——Iknow。

  I’veseenforsometimethatthismighthappen,Tom,andI

  havepreparedmyselfforit。Ihavetalkeditoverwithyourfather,andwebothagreedfromthebeginningthatyouwerenottobehamperedbyourfeeling。

  Still——itisasurprise。Itmustbe。\"

  \"Iknowit。Icanunderstandyourfeeling。ButI’msurethatit’sonethatwilllastonlywhileyoudon’tknowherwell。\"

  \"Oh,I’msureofthat,Tom。I’msurethatweshallallbefondofher,——foryoursakeatfirst,even——andI

  hopeshe’lllikeus。\"

  \"Iamquitecertainofthat,\"saidCorey,withthatconfidencewhichexperiencedoesnotalwaysconfirminsuchcases。

  \"Andyourtakingitasyoudoliftsatremendousloadoffme。\"

  Buthesighedsoheavily,andlookedsotroubled,thathismothersaid,\"Well,now,youmustn’tthinkofthatanymore。Wewishwhatisforyourhappiness,myson,andwewillgladlyreconcileourselvestoanythingthatmighthavebeendisagreeable。Isupposeweneedn’tspeakofthefamily。Wemustboththinkalikeaboutthem。

  Theyhavetheir——drawbacks,buttheyarethoroughlygoodpeople,andIsatisfiedmyselftheothernightthattheywerenottobedreaded。\"Sherose,andputherarmroundhisneck。

  \"AndIwishyoujoy,Tom!Ifshe’shalfasgoodasyouare,youwillbothbeveryhappy。\"Shewasgoingtokisshim,butsomethinginhislooksstoppedher——anabsence,atrouble,whichbrokeoutinhiswords。

  \"Imusttellyou,mother!There’sbeenacomplication——

  amistake——that’sablightonmeyet,andthatitsometimesseemsasifwecouldn’tescapefrom。Iwonderifyoucanhelpus!TheyallthoughtImeant——theothersister。\"

  \"OTom!ButhowCOULDthey?\"

  \"Idon’tknow。Itseemedsoglaringlyplain——Iwasashamedofmakingitsooutrightfromthebeginning。

  Buttheydid。Evenshedid,herself!\"

  \"Butwherecouldtheyhavethoughtyoureyeswere——yourtaste?Itwouldn’tbesurprisingifanyoneweretakenwiththatwonderfulbeauty;andI’msureshe’sgoodtoo。

  ButI’mastonishedatthem!Tothinkyoucouldpreferthatlittle,black,oddcreature,withherjokingand————\"

  \"MOTHER!\"criedtheyoungman,turningaghastlyfaceofwarninguponher。

  \"Whatdoyoumean,Tom?\"

  \"Didyou——did——didyouthinksotoo——thatitwasIRENE

  Imeant?\"

  \"Why,ofcourse!\"

  Hestaredatherhopelessly。

  \"Omyson!\"shesaid,forallcommentonthesituation。

  \"Don’treproachme,mother!Icouldn’tstandit。\"

  \"No。Ididn’tmeantodothat。Buthow——HOWcouldithappen?\"

  \"Idon’tknow。Whenshefirsttoldmethattheyhadunderstooditso,Ilaughed——almost——itwassofarfromme。

  Butnowwhenyouseemtohavehadthesameidea——Didyouallthinkso?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  Theyremainedlookingateachother。ThenMrs。Coreybegan:\"Itdidpassthroughmymindonce——thatdayIwenttocalluponthem——thatitmightnotbeaswethought;

  butIknewsolittleof——of————\"

  \"Penelope,\"Coreymechanicallysupplied。

  \"Isthathername?——Iforgot——thatIonlythoughtofyouinrelationtoherlongenoughtorejecttheidea;anditwasnaturalafterourseeingsomethingoftheotheronelastyear,thatImightsupposeyouhadformedsome——attachment————\"

  \"Yes;that’swhattheythoughttoo。ButIneverthoughtofherasanythingbutaprettychild。Iwasciviltoherbecauseyouwishedit;andwhenImetherhereagain,IonlytriedtoseehersothatIcouldtalkwithherabouthersister。\"

  \"Youneedn’tdefendyourselftoME,Tom,\"saidhismother,proudtosayittohiminhistrouble。\"It’saterriblebusinessforthem,poorthings,\"sheadded。\"Idon’tknowhowtheycouldgetoverit。But,ofcourse,sensiblepeoplemustsee————\"

  \"Theyhaven’tgotoverit。Atleastshehasn’t。Sinceit’shappened,there’sbeennothingthathasn’tmademeprouderandfonderofher!AtfirstIWAScharmedwithher——myfancywastaken;shedelightedme——Idon’tknowhow;butshewassimplythemostfascinatingpersonIeversaw。NowIneverthinkofthat。

  Ionlythinkhowgoodsheis——howpatientsheiswithme,andhowunsparingsheisofherself。Ifshewereconcernedalone——ifIwerenotconcernedtoo——itwouldsoonend。

  She’sneverhadathoughtforanythingbuthersister’sfeelingandminefromthebeginning。Igothere,——IknowthatIoughtn’t,butIcan’thelpit,——andshesuffersit,andtriesnottoletmeseethatsheissufferingit。

  Thereneverwasanyonelikeher——sobrave,sotrue,sonoble。Iwon’tgiveherup——Ican’t。ButitbreaksmyheartwhensheaccusesherselfofwhatwasallMYdoing。

  Wespendourtimetryingtoreasonoutofit,butwealwayscomebacktoitatlast,andIhavetohearhermorbidlyblamingherself。Oh!\"

  DoubtlessMrs。Coreyimaginedsomereliefstothissuffering,somequalificationsofthissublimityinagirlshehaddislikedsodistinctly;butshesawnoneinherson’sbehaviour,andshegavehimherfurthersympathy。

  ShetriedtopraisePenelope,andsaidthatitwasnottobeexpectedthatshecouldreconcileherselfatoncetoeverything。\"Ishouldn’thavelikeditinherifshehad。Buttimewillbringitallright。

  Andifshereallycaresforyou————\"

  \"Iextortedthatfromher。\"

  \"Well,then,youmustlookatitinthebestlightyoucan。

  Thereisnoblameanywhere,andthemortificationandpainissomethingthatmustbeliveddown。That’sall。

  Anddon’tletwhatIsaidgrieveyou,Tom。YouknowI

  scarcelyknewher,andI——Ishallbesuretolikeanyoneyoulike,afterall。\"

  \"Yes,Iknow,\"saidtheyoungmandrearily。\"Willyoutellfather?\"

  \"Ifyouwish。\"

  \"Hemustknow。AndIcouldn’tstandanymoreofthis,justyet——anymoremistake。\"

  \"Iwilltellhim,\"saidMrs。Corey;anditwasnaturallythenextthingforawomanwhodweltsomuchondecenciestopropose:\"Wemustgotocallonher——

  yoursistersandI。Theyhaveneverseenhereven;

  andshemustn’tbeallowedtothinkwe’reindifferenttoher,especiallyunderthecircumstances。\"

  \"Ohno!Don’tgo——notyet,\"criedCorey,withaninstinctiveperceptionthatnothingcouldbeworseforhim。

  \"Wemustwait——wemustbepatient。I’mafraiditwouldbepainfultohernow。\"

  Heturnedawaywithoutspeakingfurther;andhismother’seyesfollowedhimwistfullytothedoor。Thereweresomequestionsthatshewouldhavelikedtoaskhim;

  butshehadtocontentherselfwithtryingtoanswerthemwhenherhusbandputthemtoher。

  TherewasthiscomfortforheralwaysinBromfieldCorey,thatheneverwasmuchsurprisedatanything,howevershockingorpainful。Hisstandpointinregardtomostmatterswasthatofthesympathetichumoristwhowouldbegladtohavethevictimofcircumstancelaughwithhim,butwasnottoomuchvexedwhenthevictimcouldnot。

  Helaughednowwhenhiswife,withcarefulpreparation,gotthefactsofhisson’spredicamentfullyunderhiseye。

  \"Really,Bromfield,\"shesaid,\"Idon’tseehowyoucanlaugh。Doyouseeanywayoutofit?\"

  \"Itseemstomethatthewayhasbeenfoundalready。

  Tomhastoldhislovetotherightone,andthewrongoneknowsit。Timewilldotherest。\"

  \"IfIhadsolowanopinionofthemallasthat,itwouldmakemeveryunhappy。It’sshockingtothinkofit。\"

  \"Itisuponthetheoryofladiesandallyoungpeople,\"

  saidherhusband,withashrug,feelinghiswaytothematchesonthemantel,andthendroppingthemwithasign,asifrecollectingthathemustnotsmokethere。

  \"I’venodoubtTomfeelshimselfanawfulsinner。

  Butapparentlyhe’sresignedtohissin;heisn’tgoingtogiveherup。\"

  \"I’mgladtosay,forthesakeofhumannature,thatSHE

  isn’tresigned——littleasIlikeher,\"criedMrs。Corey。

  Herhusbandshruggedagain。\"Oh,theremustn’tbeanyindecenthaste。Shewillinstinctivelyobservetheproprieties。

  Butcome,now,Anna!youmustn’tpretendtomehere,inthesanctuaryofhome,thatpracticallythehumanaffectionsdon’treconcilethemselvestoanysituationthatthehumansentimentscondemn。Supposethewrongsisterhaddied:wouldtherightonehavehadanyscrupleinmarryingTom,aftertheyhadboth’waitedapropertime,’

  asthephraseis?\"

  \"Bromfield,you’reshocking!\"

  \"Notmoreshockingthanreality。Youmayregardthisasasecondmarriage。\"Helookedatherwithtwinklingeyes,fullofthetriumphthespectatorofhisspeciesfeelsinsignalexhibitionsofhumannature。\"Dependuponit,therightsisterwillbereconciled;thewrongonewillbeconsoled;andallwillgomerryasamarriagebell——asecondmarriagebell。Why,it’squitelikearomance!\"

  Herehelaughedoutrightagain。

  \"Well,\"sighedthewife,\"Icouldalmostwishtherightone,asyoucallher,wouldrejectTom,Idislikehersomuch。\"

  \"Ah,nowyou’retalkingbusiness,Anna,\"saidherhusband,withhishandsspreadbehindthebackheturnedcomfortablytothefire。\"ThewholeLaphamtribeisdistastefultome。

  AsIdon’thappentohaveseenourdaughter—in—lawelect,Ihavestillthehope——whichyou’redisposedtoforbidme——thatshemaynotbequitesounacceptableastheothers。\"

  \"Doyoureallyfeelso,Bromfield?\"anxiouslyinquiredhiswife。

  \"Yes——IthinkIdo;\"andhesatdown,andstretchedouthislonglegstowardthefire。

  \"Butit’sveryinconsistentofyoutoopposethematternow,whenyou’veshownsomuchindifferenceuptothistime。

  You’vetoldme,allalong,thatitwasofnousetoopposeit。\"

  \"SoIhave。Iwasconvincedofthatatthebeginning,ormyreasonwas。YouknowverywellthatIamequaltoanytrial,anysacrifice,dayafterto—morrow;

  butwhenitcomesto—dayit’sanotherthing。Aslongasthiscrisisdecentlykeptitsdistance,Icouldlookatitwithanimpartialeye;butnowthatitseemsathand,Ifindthat,whilemyreasonisstillacquiescent,mynervesaredisposedto——excusethephrase——kick。Iaskmyself,whathaveIdonenothingfor,allmylife,andlivedasagentlemanshould,upontheearningsofsomebodyelse,inthepossessionofeverypolitetasteandfeelingthatadornsleisure,ifI’mtocometothisatlast?AndIfindnosatisfactoryanswer。IsaytomyselfthatI

  mightaswellhaveyieldedtothepressureallroundme,andgonetowork,asTomhas。

  Mrs。Coreylookedathimforlornly,diviningthecoreofrealrepugnancethatexistedinhisself—satire。

  \"Iassureyou,mydear,\"hecontinued,\"thattherecollectionofwhatIsufferedfromtheLaphamsatthatdinnerofyoursisananguishstill。Itwasn’ttheirbehaviour,——theybehavedwellenough——orillenough;buttheirconversationwasterrible。Mrs。Lapham’srangewasstrictlydomestic;

  andwhentheColonelgotmeinthelibrary,hepouredmineralpaintalloverme,tillIcouldhavebeensafelywarrantednottocrackorscaleinanyclimate。

  Isupposeweshallhavetoseeagooddealofthem。

  TheywillprobablycomehereeverySundaynighttotea。

  It’saperspectivewithoutavanishing—point。\"

  \"Itmaynotbesobad,afterall,\"saidhiswife;andshesuggestedforhisconsolationthatheknewverylittleabouttheLaphamsyet。

  Heassentedtothefact。\"Iknowverylittleaboutthem,andaboutmyotherfellow—beings。IdaresaythatI

  shouldliketheLaphamsbetterifIknewthembetter。

  Butinanycase,Iresignmyself。AndwemustkeepinviewthefactthatthisismainlyTom’saffair,andifhisaffectionshaveregulatedittohissatisfaction,wemustbecontent。\"

  \"Ohyes,\"sighedMrs。Corey。\"Andperhapsitwon’tturnoutsobadly。It’sagreatcomforttoknowthatyoufeeljustasIdoaboutit。\"

  \"Ido,\"saidherhusband,\"andmoretoo。\"

  ItwassheandherdaughterswhowouldbechieflyannoyedbytheLaphamconnection;sheknewthat。

  Butshehadtobegintobeartheburdenbyhelpingherhusbandtobearhislightshareofit。Toseehimsodepresseddismayedher,andshemightwellhavereproachedhimmoresharplythanshedidforshowingsomuchindifference,whenshewassoanxious,atfirst。

  Butthatwouldnothaveservedanygoodendnow。

  Sheevenansweredhimpatientlywhenheaskedher,\"WhatdidyousaytoTomwhenhetoldyouitwastheotherone?\"

  \"WhatcouldIsay?Icoulddonothing,buttrytotakebackwhatIhadsaidagainsther。\"

  \"Yes,youhadquiteenoughtodo,Isuppose。

  It’sanawkwardbusiness。Ifithadbeentheprettyone,herbeautywouldhavebeenourexcuse。Buttheplainone——whatdoyousupposeattractedhiminher?\"

  Mrs。Coreysighedatthefutilityofthequestion。

  \"PerhapsIdidherinjustice。Ionlysawherafewmoments。

  PerhapsIgotafalseimpression。Idon’tthinkshe’slackinginsense,andthat’sagreatthing。

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