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  ’It’sarealold—fashionedAmericancase,assweetandsoundashome—madebread。’Well,ifyoutakehisloafawayfromhim,whatareyougoingtofeedhimwithinstead?WhichofyournastyParispoisonsdoyouthinkhe’llturnto?

  Supposingyousucceedinkeepinghimoutofareallybadmess——and,knowingtheyoungmanasIdo,Iratherthinkthat,atthiscrisis,theonlywaytodoitwouldbetomarryhimslapofftosomebodyelse——well,then,who,mayI

  ask,wouldyoupickout?OneofyoursweetFrenchingenues,Isuppose?Withasmuchmindasaminnowandasmuchsnapasasoft—boiledegg。Youmighthustlehimintothatkindofmarriage;Idaresayyoucould——butifIknowOwen,thenaturalthingwouldhappenbeforethefirstbabywasweaned。\"

  \"Idon’tknowwhyyouinsinuatesuchodiousthingsagainstOwen!\"

  \"Doyouthinkitwouldbeodiousofhimtoreturntohisreallovewhenhe’dbeenforciblypartedfromher?Atanyrate,it’swhatyourFrenchfriendsdo,everyoneofthem!

  Onlytheydon’tgenerallyhavethegracetogobacktoanoldlove;andIbelieve,uponmyword,Owenwould!\"

  MadamedeChantellelookedatherwithamixtureofaweandexultation。\"Ofcourseyourealize,Adelaide,thatinsuggestingthisyou’reinsinuatingthemostshockingthingsagainstMissViner?\"

  \"WhenIsaythatifyouparttwoyoungthingswhoaredyingtobehappyinthelawfulwayit’stentoonethey’llcometogetherinanunlawfulone?I’minsinuatingshockingthingsagainstYOU,LucretiaMary,insuggestingforamomentthatyou’llcaretoassumesucharesponsibilitybeforeyourMaker。Andyouwouldn’t,ifyoutalkedthingsstraightoutwithhim,insteadofmerelysendinghimmessagesthroughamiserablesinnerlikeyourself!\"

  DarrowexpectedthisassaultonheradoptedcreedtoprovokeinMadamedeChantelleanexplosionofpiousindignation;

  buttohissurpriseshemerelymurmured:\"Idon’tknowwhatMr。Darrow’llthinkofyou!\"

  \"Mr。DarrowprobablyknowshisBibleaswellasIdo,\"MissPaintercalmlyrejoined;addingamomentlater,withouttheleastperceptiblechangeofvoiceorexpression:\"Isupposeyou’veheardthatGiseledeFolembray’shusbandaccusesherofbeingmixedupwiththeDucd’ArcachoninthatbusinessoftryingtosellalotofimitationpearlstoMrs。HomerPond,theChicagowomantheDuke’sengagedto?ItseemsthejewellersaysGiselebroughtMrs。Pondthere,andgottwenty—fivepercent——whichofcourseshepassedontod’Arcachon。ThepooroldDuchessisinafearfulstate——soafraidherson’llloseMrs。Pond!WhenIthinkthatGiseleisoldBradfordWagstaff’sgrand—daughter,I’mthankfulhe’ssafeinMountAuburn!\"

  XXII

  ItwasnotuntillatethatafternoonthatDarrowcouldclaimhispostponedhourwithAnna。Whenatlasthefoundheraloneinhersitting—roomitwaswithasenseofliberationsogreatthathesoughtnologicaljustificationofit。HesimplyfeltthatalltheirdestinieswereinMissPainter’sgrasp,andthat,resistancebeinguseless,hecouldonlyenjoythesweetsofsurrender。

  Annaherselfseemedashappy,andformoreexplicablereasons。Shehadassisted,afterluncheon,atanotherdebatebetweenMadamedeChantelleandherconfidant,andhadsurmised,whenshewithdrewfromit,thatvictorywaspermanentlyperchedonMissPainter’sbanners。

  \"Idon’tknowhowshedoesit,unlessit’sbythedeadweightofherconvictions。ShedeteststheFrenchsothatshe’dbackupOwenevenifsheknewnothing——orknewtoomuch——ofMissViner。ShesomehowregardsthematchasaprotestagainstthecorruptionofEuropeanmorals。ItoldOwenthatwashisgreatchance,andhe’smadethemostofit。\"

  \"Whatatacticianyouare!YoumakemefeelthatIhardlyknowtherudimentsofdiplomacy,\"Darrowsmiledather,abandoninghimselftoaperiloussenseofwell—being。

  Shegavehimbackhissmile。\"I’mafraidIthinknothingshortofmyownhappinessisworthwastinganydiplomacyon!\"

  \"That’swhyImeantoresignfromtheserviceofmycountry,\"herejoinedwithalaughofdeepcontent。

  Thefeelingthatbothresistanceandapprehensionwerevainwasworkinglikewineinhisveins。Hehaddonewhathecouldtodeflectthecourseofevents:nowhecouldonlystandasideandtakehischanceofsafety。Underneaththisfatalisticfeelingwasthedeepsenseofreliefthathehad,afterall,saidanddonenothingthatcouldintheleastdegreeaffectthewelfareofSophyViner。Thatfacttookamillstoneoffhisneck。

  MeanwhilehegavehimselfuponcemoretothejoyofAnna’spresence。Theyhadnotbeenalonetogetherfortwolongdays,andhehadthelover’ssensethathehadforgotten,oratleastunderestimated,thestrengthofthespellshecast。

  Oncemorehereyesandhersmileseemedtoboundhisworld。

  Hefeltthattheirlightwouldalwaysmovewithhimasthesunsetmovesbeforeashipatsea。

  Thenextdayhissenseofsecuritywasincreasedbyadecisiveincident。ItbecameknowntotheexpectanthouseholdthatMadamedeChantellehadyieldedtothetremendousimpactofMissPainter’sdeterminationandthatSophyVinerhadbeen\"sentfor\"tothepurplesatinsitting—

  room。

  Atluncheon,Owen’sradiantcountenanceproclaimedthehappysequel,andDarrow,whenthepartyhadmovedbacktotheoak—roomforcoffee,deemeditdiscreettowanderoutalonetotheterracewithhiscigar。TheconclusionofOwen’sromancebroughthisownplansoncemoretothefront。AnnahadpromisedthatshewouldconsiderdatesandsettledetailsassoonasMadamedeChantelleandhergrandsonhadbeenreconciled,andDarrowwaseagertogointothequestionatonce,sinceitwasnecessarythatthepreparationsforhismarriageshouldgoforwardasrapidlyaspossible。Anna,heknew,wouldnotseekanyfartherpretextfordelay;andhestrolledupanddowncontentedlyinthesunshine,certainthatshewouldcomeoutandreassurehimassoonasthereunitedfamilyhadclaimeditsdueshareofherattention。

  Butwhenshefinallyjoinedhimherfirstwordwasfortheyoungerlovers。

  \"Iwanttothankyouforwhatyou’vedoneforOwen,\"shebegan,withherhappiestsmile。

  \"Who——I?\"helaughed。\"AreyouconfusingmewithMissPainter?\"

  \"PerhapsIoughttosayforME,\"shecorrectedherself。

  \"You’vebeenevenmoreofahelptousthanAdelaide。\"

  \"Mydearchild!WhatonearthhaveIdone?\"

  \"You’vemanagedtohidefromMadamedeChantellethatyoudon’treallylikepoorSophy。\"

  Darrowfeltthepallourinhischeek。\"Notlikeher?Whatputsuchanideaintoyourhead?\"

  \"Oh,it’smorethananidea——it’safeeling。Butwhatdifferencedoesitmake,afterall?Yousawherinsuchadifferentsettingthatit’snaturalyoushouldbealittledoubtful。ButwhenyouknowherbetterI’msureyou’llfeelaboutherasIdo。\"

  \"It’sgoingtobehardformenottofeelabouteverythingasyoudo。\"

  \"Well,then——pleasebeginwithmydaughter—in—law!\"

  Hegaveherbackinthesametoneofbanter:\"Agreed:ifyoullagreetofeelasIdoaboutthepressingnecessityofourgettingmarried。\"

  \"Iwanttotalktoyouaboutthattoo。Youdon’tknowwhataweightisoffmymind!WithSophyhereforgood,IshallfeelsodifferentlyaboutleavingEffie。I’veseenmuchmoreaccomplishedgovernesses——tomycost!——butI’veneverseenayoungthingmoregayandkindandhuman。Youmusthavenoticed,thoughyou’veseenthemsolittletogether,howEffieexpandswhenshe’swithher。Andthat,youknow,iswhatIwant。MadamedeChantellewillprovidethenecessaryrestraint。\"Sheclaspedherhandsonhisarm。

  \"Yes,I’mreadytogowithyounow。Butfirstofall——thisverymoment!——youmustcomewithmetoEffie。Sheknows,ofcourse,nothingofwhat’sbeenhappening;andIwanthertobetoldfirstaboutYOU。\"

  Effie,soughtthroughoutthehouse,waspresentlytracedtotheschool—room,andthitherDarrowmountedwithAnna。Hehadneverseenhersoalightwithhappiness,andhehadcaughtherbuoyancyofmood。Hekeptrepeatingtohimself:

  \"It’sover——it’sover,\"asifsomemonstrousmidnighthallucinationhadbeenroutedbythereturnofday。

  Astheyapproachedtheschool—roomdoortheterrier’sbarkscametothemthroughlaughingremonstrances。

  \"She’sgivinghimhisdinner,\"Annawhispered,herhandinDarrow’s。

  \"Don’tforgetthegold—fish!\"theyheardanothervoicecallout。

  Darrowhaltedonthethreshold。\"Oh——notnow!\"

  \"Notnow?\"

  \"Imean——she’dratherhaveyoutellherfirst。I’llwaitforyoubothdownstairs。\"

  Hewasawarethatsheglancedathimintently。\"Asyouplease。I’llbringherdownatonce。\"

  Sheopenedthedoor,andasshewentinheheardhersay:

  \"No,Sophy,don’tgo!Iwantyouboth。\"

  TherestofDarrow’sdaywasasuccessionofemptyandagitatingscenes。OnhiswaydowntoGivre,beforehehadseenEffieLeath,hehadpicturedsomewhatsentimentallythejoyofthemomentwhenheshouldtakeherinhisarmsandreceiveherfirstfilialkiss。Everythinginhimthategotisticallycravedforrest,stability,acomfortablyorganizedmiddle—age,allthehome—buildinginstinctsofthemanwhohassufficientlywooedandwandered,combinedtothrowacharmaboutthefigureofthechildwhomight——whoshould——havebeenhis。Effiecametohimtrailingthecloudofgloryofhisfirstromance,givinghimbackthemagichourhehadmissedandmourned。Andhowdifferenttherealizationofhisdreamhadbeen!Thechild’sradiantwelcome,herunquestioningacceptanceof,thisnewfigureinthefamilygroup,hadbeenallthathehadhopedandfancied。IfMotherwassoawfullyhappyaboutit,andOwenandGranny,too,howniceandcosyandcomfortableitwasgoingtobeforallofthem,herbeaminglookseemedtosay;

  andthen,suddenly,thesmallpinkfingershehadbeenkissingwerelaidontheoneflawinthecircle,ontheonepointwhichmustbesettledbeforeEffiecould,withcompleteunqualifiedassurance,admitthenew—comertofullequalitywiththeothergodsofherOlympus。

  \"AndisSophyawfullyhappyaboutittoo?\"shehadasked,looseningherholdonDarrow’snecktotiltbackherheadandincludehermotherinherquestioninglook。

  \"Why,dearest,didn’tyouseeshewas?\"Annahadexclaimed,leaningtothegroupwithradianteyes。

  \"IthinkIshouldliketoaskher,\"thechildrejoined,afteraminute’sshyconsideration;andasDarrowsetherdownhermotherlaughed:\"Do,darling,do!Runoffatonce,andtellherweexpecthertobeawfullyhappytoo。\"

  Thescenehadbeensucceededbyotherslesspoignantbutalmostastrying。Darrowcursedhisluckinhaving,atsuchamoment,torunthegauntletofahousefulofinterestedobservers。Thestateofbeing\"engaged\",initselfanabsurdenoughpredicament,eventoamanonlyintermittentlyexposed,becameintolerableunderthecontinuousscrutinyofasmallcirclequiveringwithparticipation。Darrowwasfurthermoreawarethat,thoughthecaseoftheothercoupleoughttohavemadehisownlessconspicuous,itwasrathertheywhofoundarefugeintheshadowofhisprominence。

  MadamedeChantelle,thoughshehadconsentedtoOwen’sengagementandformallywelcomedhisbetrothed,wasneverthelessnotsorrytoshow,byherreceptionofDarrow,ofwhatfinely—shadeddegreesofcordialityshewascapable。

  MissPainter,havingwonthedayforOwen,wasalsofreetoturnherattentiontothenewercandidateforhersympathy;

  andDarrowandAnnafoundthemselvesimmersedinawarmbathofsentimentalcuriosity。

  ItwasarelieftoDarrowthathewasunderapositiveobligationtoendhisvisitwithinthenextforty—eighthours。WhenheleftLondon,hisAmbassadorhadaccordedhimatendays’leave。Hisfatebeingdefinitelysettledandopenlypublishedhehadnoreasonforaskingtohavethetimeprolonged,andwhenitwasoverhewastoreturntohisposttillthetimefixedfortakinguphisnewduties。Annaandhehadthereforedecidedtobemarried,inParis,adayortwobeforethedepartureofthesteamerwhichwastotakethemtoSouthAmerica;andAnna,shortlyafterhisreturntoEngland,wastogouptoParisandbeginherownpreparations。

  InhonourofthedoublebetrothalEffieandMissVinerweretoappearthateveningatdinner;andDarrow,onleavinghisroom,metthelittlegirlspringingdownthestairs,herwhiterufflesandcoral—colouredbowsmakingherlooklikeadaisywithheryellowhairforitscentre。SophyVinerwasbehindherpupil,andasshecameintothelightDarrownoticedachangeinherappearanceandwonderedvaguelywhyshelookedsuddenlyyounger,morevivid,morelikethelittleluminousghostofhisParismemories。ThenitoccurredtohimthatitwasthefirsttimeshehadappearedatdinnersincehisarrivalatGivre,andthefirsttime,consequently,thathehadseenherineveningdress。Shewasstillattheagewhentheleastadornmentembellishes;

  andnodoubtthemereuncoveringofheryoungthroatandneckhadgivenherbackherformerbrightness。Butasecondglanceshowedamoreprecisereasonforhisimpression。

  Vaguelythoughheretainedsuchdetails,hefeltsureshewaswearingthedresshehadseenherineveryeveninginParis。Itwasasimpleenoughdress,black,andtransparentonthearmsandshoulders,andhewouldprobablynothaverecognizeditifshehadnotcalledhisattentiontoitinParisbyconfessingthatshehadn’tanyother。\"Thesamedress?Thatprovesthatshe’sforgotten!\"washisfirsthalf—ironicthought;butthenextmoment,withapangofcompunction,hesaidtohimselfthatshehadprobablyputitonforthesamereasonasbefore:simplybecauseshehadn’tanyother。

  Helookedatherinsilence,andforaninstant,aboveEffie’sbobbinghead,shegavehimbackhislookinafullbrightgaze。

  \"Oh,there’sOwen!\"Effiecried,andwhirledawaydownthegallerytothedoorfromwhichherstep—brotherwasemerging。AsOwenbenttocatchher,SophyVinerturnedabruptlybacktoDarrow。

  \"You,too?\"shesaidwithaquicklaugh。\"Ididn’tknow————

  \"AndasOwencameuptothemsheadded,inatonethatmighthavebeenmeanttoreachhisear:\"Iwishyoualltheluckthatwecanspare!\"

  Aboutthedinner—table,whichEffie,withMissViner’said,hadlavishlygarlanded,thelittlepartyhadanairofsomewhatself—consciousfestivity。Inspiteofflowers,champagneandaunanimousattemptatease,therewerefrequentlapsesinthetalk,andmomentsofnervousgropingfornewsubjects。MissPainteraloneseemednotonlyunaffectedbythegeneralperturbationbutastightlysealedupinherunconsciousnessofitasadiverinhisbell。ToDarrow’sstrainedattentionevenOwen’sgustsofgaietyseemedtobetrayaninwardsenseofinsecurity。Afterdinner,however,atthepiano,hebrokeintoamoodofextravaganthilarityandfloodedtheroomwiththesplashandrippleofhismusic。

  Darrow,sunkinasofacornerintheleeofMissPainter’sgranitebulk,smokedandlistenedinsilence,hiseyesmovingfromonefiguretoanother。MadamedeChantelle,inherarmchairnearthefire,claspedherlittlegranddaughtertoherwiththegestureofadrawing—roomNiobe,andAnna,seatednearthem,hadfallenintooneoftheattitudesofvividcalmwhichseemedtoDarrowtoexpressherinmostquality。SophyViner,aftermovinguncertainlyabouttheroom,hadplacedherselfbeyondMrs。Leath,inachairnearthepiano,whereshesatwithheadthrownbackandeyesattachedtothemusician,inthesameraptfixityofattentionwithwhichshehadfollowedtheplayersattheFrancais。Theaccidentofherhavingfallenintothesameattitude,andofherwearingthesamedress,gaveDarrow,ashewatchedher,astrangesenseofdoubleconsciousness。Toescapefromit,hisglanceturnedbacktoAnna;butfromthepointatwhichhewasplacedhiseyescouldnottakeintheonefacewithouttheother,andthatrenewedthedisturbingdualityoftheimpression。SuddenlyOwenbrokeoffwithacrashofchordsandjumpedtohisfeet。

  \"What’stheuseofthis,withsuchamoontosayitforus?\"

  Behindtheuncurtainedwindowalowgoldenorbhunglikearipefruitagainsttheglass。

  \"Yes——let’sgooutandlisten,\"Annaanswered。Owenthrewopenthewindow,andwithhisgestureafoldoftheheavystar—sprinkledskyseemedtodroopintotheroomlikeadrawn—incurtain。Theairthatenteredwithithadafrostyedge,andAnnabadeEffieruntothehallforwraps。

  Darrowsaid:\"Youmusthaveonetoo,\"andstartedtowardthedoor;butSophy,followingherpupil,criedback:\"We’llbringthingsforeverybody。\"

  Owenhadfollowedher,andinamomentthethreereappeared,andthepartywentoutontheterrace。Thedeepbluepurityofthenightwasunveiledbymist,andthemoonlightrimmedtheedgesofthetreeswithasilverblurandblanchedtounnaturalwhitenessthestatuesagainsttheirwallsofshade。

  DarrowandAnna,withEffiebetweenthem,strolledtothefarthercorneroftheterrace。Belowthem,betweenthefringesofthepark,thelawnslopeddimlytothefieldsabovetheriver。Forafewminutestheystoodsilentlysidebyside,touchedtopeacebeneaththetremblingbeautyofthesky。Whentheyturnedback,DarrowsawthatOwenandSophyViner,whohadgonedownthestepstothegarden,werealsowalkinginthedirectionofthehouse。Astheyadvanced,Sophypausedinapatchofmoonlight,betweenthesharpshadowsoftheyews,andDarrownoticedthatshehadthrownoverhershouldersalongcloakofsomelightcolour,whichsuddenlyevokedherimageasshehadenteredtherestaurantathissideonthenightoftheirfirstdinnerinParis。Amomentlatertheywerealltogetheragainontheterrace,andwhentheyre—enteredthedrawing—roomtheolderladieswereontheirwaytobed。

  Effie,emboldenedbytheprivilegesoftheevening,wasforcoaxingOwentorounditoffwithagameofforfeitsorsomesuchrecklessclimax;butSophy,resumingherprofessionalrole,soundedthesummonstobed。Inherpupil’swakeshemadeherroundofgood—nights;butwhensheprofferedherhandtoAnna,thelatterignoringthegestureheldoutbotharms。

  \"Good—night,dearchild,\"shesaidimpulsively,anddrewthegirltoherkiss。

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  XXIII

  ThenextdaywasDarrow’slastatGivreand,foreseeingthattheafternoonandeveningwouldhavetobegiventothefamily,hehadaskedAnnatodevoteanearlyhourtothefinalconsiderationoftheirplans。Hewastomeetherinthebrownsitting—roomatten,andtheyweretowalkdowntotheriverandtalkovertheirfutureinthelittlepavilionabuttingonthewallofthepark。

  ItwasjustaweeksincehisarrivalatGivre,andAnnawished,beforeheleft,toreturntotheplacewheretheyhadsatontheirfirstafternoontogether。Hersensitivenesstotheappealofinanimatethings,tothecolourandtextureofwhateverwoveitselfintothesubstanceofheremotion,madeherwanttohearDarrow’svoice,andtofeelhiseyesonher,inthespotwhereblisshadfirstflowedintoherheart。

  Thatbliss,intheinterval,hadwounditselfintoeveryfoldofherbeing。Passing,inthefirstdays,fromahighshytendernesstotherushofasecretsurrender,ithadgraduallywidenedanddeepened,toflowoninredoubledbeauty。ShethoughtshenowknewexactlyhowandwhyshelovedDarrow,andshecouldseeherwholeskyreflectedinthedeepandtranquilcurrentofherlove。

  Earlythenextday,inhersitting—room,shewasglancingthroughtheletterswhichitwasEffie’smorningprivilegetocarryuptoher。Effiemeanwhilecircledinquisitivelyabouttheroom,wheretherewasalwayssomethingnewtoengageherinfantfancy;andAnna,lookingup,sawhersuddenlyarrestedbeforeaphotographofDarrowwhich,thedaybefore,hadtakenitsplaceonthewriting—table。

  Annaheldoutherarmswithafaintblush。\"Youdolikehim,don’tyou,dear?\"

  \"Oh,mostawfully,dearest,\"Effie,againstherbreast,leanedbacktoassureherwithalimpidlook。\"AndsodoGrannyandOwen——andIDOthinkSophydoestoo,\"sheadded,afteramoment’searnestpondering。

  \"Ihopeso,\"Annalaughed。Shecheckedtheimpulsetocontinue:\"Hasshetalkedtoyouabouthim,thatyou’resosure?\"Shedidnotknowwhathadmadethequestionspringtoherlips,butshewasgladshehadclosedthembeforepronouncingit。Nothingcouldhavebeenmoredistastefultoherthantoclearupsuchobscuritiesbyturningonthemthetinyflameofherdaughter’sobservation。Andwhat,afterall,nowthatOwen’shappinesswassecured,diditmatteriftherewerecertainreservesinDarrow’sapprovalofhismarriage?

  AknockonthedoormadeAnnaglanceattheclock。\"There’sNursetocarryyouoff。\"

  \"It’sSophy’sknock,\"thelittlegirlanswered,jumpingdowntoopenthedoor;andMissVinerinfactstoodonthethreshold。

  \"Comein,\"Annasaidwithasmile,instantlyremarkinghowpaleshelooked。

  \"MayEffiegooutforaturnwithNurse?\"thegirlasked。

  \"Ishouldliketospeaktoyouamoment。\"

  \"Ofcourse。ThisoughttobeYOURholiday,asyesterdaywasEffie’s。Runoff,dear,\"sheadded,stoopingtokissthelittlegirl。

  WhenthedoorhadclosedsheturnedbacktoSophyVinerwithalookthatsoughtherconfidence。\"I’msogladyoucame,mydear。We’vegotsomanythingstotalkabout,justyouandItogether。\"

  Theconfusedintercourseofthelastdayshad,infact,leftlittletimeforanyspeechwithSophybutsuchasrelatedtohermarriageandthemeansofovercomingMadamedeChantelle’soppositiontoit。AnnahadexactedofOwenthatnoone,notevenSophyViner,shouldbegivenahintofherownprojectstillallcontingentquestionshadbeendisposedof。Shehadfelt,fromtheoutset,asecretreluctancetointrudehersecurerhappinessonthedoubtsandfearsoftheyoungpair。

  Fromthesofa—cornertowhichshehaddroppedbackshepointedtoDarrow’schair。\"Comeandsitbyme,dear。I

  wantedtoseeyoualone。There’ssomuchtosaythatI

  hardlyknowwheretobegin。\"

  Sheleanedforward,herhandsclaspedonthearmsofthesofa,hereyesbentsmilinglyonSophy’s。Asshedidso,shenoticedthatthegirl’sunusualpallourwaspartlyduetotheslightveilofpowderonherface。Thediscoverywasdistinctlydisagreeable。Annahadneverbeforenoticed,onSophy’spart,anyrecoursetocosmetics,and,muchasshewishedtothinkherselfexemptfromold—fashionedprejudices,shesuddenlybecameawarethatshedidnotlikeherdaughter’sgovernesstohaveapowderedface。ThenshereflectedthatthegirlwhosatoppositeherwasnolongerEffie’sgoverness,butherownfuturedaughter—in—law;andshewonderedwhetherMissVinerhadchosenthisoddwayofcelebratingherindependence,andwhether,asMrs。OwenLeath,shewouldpresenttotheworldabedizenedcountenance。Thisideawasscarcelylessdistastefulthantheother,andforamomentAnnacontinuedtoconsiderherwithoutspeaking。Then,inaflash,thetruthcametoher:

  MissVinerhadpowderedherfacebecauseMissVinerhadbeencrying。

  Annaleanedforwardimpulsively。\"Mydearchild,what’sthematter?\"Shesawthegirl’sbloodrushupunderthewhitemask,andhastenedon:\"Pleasedon’tbeafraidtotellme。

  IdosowantyoutofeelthatyoucantrustmeasOwendoes。

  Andyouknowyoumustn’tmindif,justatfirst,MadamedeChantelleoccasionallyrelapses。\"

  Shespokeeagerly,persuasively,almostonanoteofpleading。Shehad,intruth,somanyreasonsforwantingSophytolikeher:herloveforOwen,hersolicitudeforEffie,andherownsenseofthegirl’sfinemettle。Shehadalwaysfeltaromanticandalmosthumbleadmirationforthosemembersofhersexwho,fromforceofwill,ortheconstraintofcircumstances,hadplungedintotheconflictfromwhichfatehadsopersistentlyexcludedher。Therewereevenmomentswhenshefanciedherselfvaguelytoblameforherimmunity,andfeltthatsheoughtsomehowtohaveaffrontedtheperilsandhardshipswhichrefusedtocometoher。Andnow,asshesatlookingatSophyViner,sosmall,soslight,sovisiblydefencelessandundone,shestillfelt,throughallthesuperiorityofherworldlyadvantagesandherseemingmaturity,thesameoddsenseofignoranceandinexperience。Shecouldnothavesaidwhattherewasinthegirl’smannerandexpressiontogiveherthisfeeling,butshewasreminded,asshelookedatSophyViner,oftheothergirlsshehadknowninheryouth,thegirlswhoseemedpossessedofasecretshehadmissed。Yes,SophyVinerhadtheirlook——almosttheobscurelymenacinglookofKittyMayne……Anna,withaninwardsmile,brushedasidetheimageofthisforgottenrival。Butshehadfelt,deepdown,atwingeoftheoldpain,andshewassorrythat,evenfortheflashofathought,Owen’sbetrothedshouldhaveremindedherofsodifferentawoman……

  Shelaidherhandonthegirl’s。\"WhenhisgrandmotherseeshowhappyOwenisshe’llbequitehappyherself。Ifit’sonlythat,don’tbedistressed。JusttrusttoOwen——andthefuture。\"

  SophyViner,withanalmostimperceptiblerecoilofherwholeslightperson,haddrawnherhandfromunderthepalmenclosingit。

  \"That’swhatIwantedtotalktoyouabout——thefuture。\"

  \"Ofcourse!We’veallsomanyplanstomake——andtofitintoeachother’s。Pleaselet’sbeginwithyours。\"

  Thegirlpausedamoment,herhandsclaspedonthearmsofherchair,herlidsdroppedunderAnna’sgaze;thenshesaid:\"Ishouldliketomakenoplansatall……justyet……\"

  \"Noplans?\"

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