第6章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"THE REEF",免费读到尾

  Love,shetoldherself,wouldonedayreleaseherfromthisspellofunreality。Shewaspersuadedthatthesublimepassionwasthekeytotheenigma;butitwasdifficulttorelateherconceptionoflovetotheformsitworeinherexperience。Twoorthreeofthegirlsshehadenviedfortheirsuperioracquaintancewiththeartsoflifehadcontracted,inthecourseoftime,whatwerevariouslydescribedas\"romantic\"or\"foolish\"marriages;oneevenmadearunawaymatch,andlanguishedforawhileunderacloudofsocialreprobation。Here,then,waspassioninaction,romanceconvertedtoreality;yettheheroinesoftheseexploitsreturnedfromthemuntransfigured,andtheirhusbandswereasdullaseverwhenonehadtositnexttothematdinner。

  Herowncase,ofcourse,wouldbedifferent。SomedayshewouldfindthemagicbridgebetweenWestFifty—fifthStreetandlife;onceortwiceshehadevenfanciedthatthecluewasinherhand。ThefirsttimewaswhenshehadmetyoungDarrow。Sherecalledevennowthestiroftheencounter。

  Buthispassionsweptoverherlikeawindthatshakestheroofoftheforestwithoutreachingitsstillgladesorripplingitshiddenpools。Hewasextraordinarilyintelligentandagreeable,andherheartbeatfasterwhenhewaswithher。Hehadatallfaireasypresenceandamindinwhichthelightsofironyplayedpleasantlythroughtheshadesoffeeling。Shelikedtohearhisvoicealmostasmuchastolistentowhathewassaying,andtolistentowhathewassayingalmostasmuchastofeelthathewaslookingather;buthewantedtokissher,andshewantedtotalktohimaboutbooksandpictures,andhavehiminsinuatetheeternalthemeoftheirloveintoeverysubjecttheydiscussed。

  Whenevertheywereapartareactionsetin。Shewonderedhowshecouldhavebeensocold,calledherselfaprudeandanidiot,questionedifanymancouldreallycareforher,andgotupinthedeadofnighttotrynewwaysofdoingherhair。Butassoonashereappearedherheadstraighteneditselfonherslimneckandshespedherlittleshaftsofirony,orflewherlittlekitesoferudition,whilehotandcoldwavessweptoverher,andthethingsshereallywantedtosaychokedinherthroatandburnedthepalmsofherhands。

  Oftenshetoldherselfthatanysillygirlwhohadwaltzedthroughaseasonwouldknowbetterthanshehowtoattractamanandholdhim;butwhenshesaid\"aman\"shedidnotreallymeanGeorgeDarrow。

  Thenoneday,atadinner,shesawhimsittingnexttooneofthesillygirlsinquestion:theheroineoftheelopementwhichhadshakenWestFifty—fifthStreettoitsbase。Theyoungladyhadcomebackfromheradventurenolesssillythanwhenshewent;andacrossthetablethepartnerofherflight,afatyoungmanwitheye—glasses,satstolidlyeatingterrapinandtalkingaboutpoloandinvestments。

  Theyoungwomanwasundoubtedlyassillyasever;yetafterwatchingherforafewminutesMissSummersperceivedthatshehadsomehowgrownluminous,perilous,obscurelymenacingtonicegirlsandtheyoungmentheyintendedeventuallytoaccept。Suddenly,atthesight,arageofpossessorshipawokeinher。ShemustsaveDarrow,assertherrighttohimatanyprice。Prideandreticencewentdowninahurricaneofjealousy。Sheheardhimlaugh,andtherewassomethingnewinhislaugh……Shewatchedhimtalking,talking……Hesatslightlysideways,afaintsmilebeneathhislids,loweringhisvoiceashelowereditwhenhetalkedtoher。Shecaughtthesameinflections,buthiseyesweredifferent。

  Itwouldhaveoffendedheronceifhehadlookedatherlikethat。Nowheronethoughtwasthatnonebutshehadarighttobesolookedat。Andthatgirlofallothers!Whatillusionscouldhehaveaboutagirlwho,hardlyayearago,hadmadeafoolofherselfoverthefatyoungmanstolidlyeatingterrapinacrossthetable?Ifthatwaswhereromanceandpassionended,itwasbettertotaketodistrictvisitingoralgebra!

  Allnightshelayawakeandwondered:\"Whatwasshesayingtohim?HowshallIlearntosaysuchthings?\"andshedecidedthatherheartwouldtellher——thatthenexttimetheywerealonetogethertheirresistiblewordwouldspringtoherlips。Hecamethenextday,andtheywerealone,andallshefoundwas:\"Ididn’tknowthatyouandKittyMayneweresuchfriends。\"

  Heansweredwithindifferencethathedidn’tknowiteither,andinthereactionofreliefshedeclared:\"She’scertainlyeversomuchprettierthanshewas……\"

  \"She’srathergoodfun,\"headmitted,asthoughhehadnotnoticedherotheradvantages;andsuddenlyAnnasawinhiseyesthelookshehadseentherethepreviousevening。

  Shefeltasifhewereleaguesandleaguesawayfromher。

  Allherhopesdissolved,andshewasconsciousofsittingrigidly,withhighheadandstraightlips,whiletheirresistiblewordfledwithalastwing—beatintothegoldenmistofherillusions……

  ShewasstillquiveringwiththepainandbewildermentofthisadventurewhenFraserLeathappeared。ShemethimfirstinItaly,whereshewastravellingwithherparents;

  andthefollowingwinterhecametoNewYork。InItalyhehadseemedinteresting:inNewYorkhebecameremarkable。

  HeseldomspokeofhislifeinEurope,andletdropbutthemostincidentalallusionstothefriends,thetastes,thepursuitswhichfilledhiscosmopolitandays;butintheatmosphereofWestFifty—fifthStreetheseemedtheembodimentofastoriedpast。HepresentedMissSummerswithaprettily—boundanthologyoftheoldFrenchpoetsand,whensheshowedadiscriminatingpleasureinthegift,observedwithhisgravesmile:\"Ididn’tsupposeIshouldfindanyoneherewhowouldfeelaboutthesethingsasI

  do。\"Onanotheroccasionheaskedheracceptanceofahalf—

  effacedeighteenthcenturypastelwhichhehadsurprisinglypickedupinaNewYorkauction—room。\"Iknownoonebutyouwhowouldreallyappreciateit,\"heexplained。

  Hepermittedhimselfnoothercomments,buttheseconveyedwithsufficientdirectnessthathethoughtherworthyofadifferentsetting。Thatsheshouldbesoregardedbyamanlivinginanatmosphereofartandbeauty,andesteemingthemthevitalelementsoflife,madeherfeelforthefirsttimethatshewasunderstood。Herewassomeonewhosescaleofvalueswasthesameashers,andwhothoughtheropinionworthhearingontheverymatterswhichtheybothconsideredofsupremeimportance。Thediscoveryrestoredherself—

  confidence,andsherevealedherselftoMr。LeathasshehadneverknownhowtorevealherselftoDarrow。

  Asthecourtshipprogressed,andtheygrewmoreconfidential,hersuitorsurprisedanddelightedherbylittleexplosionsofrevolutionarysentiment。Hesaid:

  \"Shallyoumind,Iwonder,ifItellyouthatyouliveinadread—fullyconventionalatmosphere?\"and,seeingthatshemanifestlydidnotmind:\"OfcourseIshallsaythingsnowandthenthatwillhorrifyyourdeardelightfulparents——I

  shallshockthemawfully,Iwarnyou。\"

  Inconfirmationofthiswarninghepermittedhimselfanoccasionalplayfulflingattheregularchurch—goingofMr。

  andMrs。Summers,attheinnocuouscharacteroftheliteratureintheirlibrary,andattheirguilelessappreciationsinart。HeevenventuredtobanterMrs。

  SummersonherrefusaltoreceivetheirrepressibleKittyMaynewho,afterarapidpassagewithGeorgeDarrow,wasnowinvolvedinanotherandmoreflagrantadventure。

  \"InEurope,youknow,thehusbandisregardedastheonlyjudgeinsuchmatters。Aslongasheacceptsthesituation——\"Mr。LeathexplainedtoAnna,whotookhisviewthemoreemphaticallyinordertoconvinceherselfthat,personally,shehadnonebutthemosttolerantsentimentstowardthelady。

  ThesubversivenessofMr。Leath’sopinionswasenhancedbythedistinctionofhisappearanceandthereserveofhismanners。Hewasliketheanarchistwithagardeniainhisbuttonholewhofiguresinthehighermelodrama。Everyword,everyallusion,everynoteofhisagreeably—modulatedvoice,gaveAnnaaglimpseofasocietyatoncefreerandfiner,whichobservedthetraditionalformsbuthaddiscardedtheunderlyingprejudices;whereastheworldsheknewhaddiscardedmanyoftheformsandkeptalmostalltheprejudices。

  Insuchanatmosphereashisaneageryoungwoman,curiousastoallthemanifestationsoflife,yetinstinctivelydesiringthattheyshouldcometoherintermsofbeautyandfinefeeling,mustsurelyfindthelargestscopeforself—

  expression。Study,travel,thecontactoftheworld,thecomradeshipofapolishedandenlightenedmind,wouldcombinetoenrichherdaysandformhercharacter;anditwasonlyintheraremomentswhenMr。Leath’ssymmetricalblondmaskbentoverhers,andhiskissdroppedonherlikeacoldsmoothpebble,thatshequestionedthecompletenessofthejoysheoffered。

  Therehadbeenatimewhenthewallsonwhichhergazenowrestedhadshedaglareofironyontheseearlydreams。InthefirstyearsofhermarriagethesobersymmetryofGivrehadsuggestedonlyherhusband’sneatly—balancedmind。Itwasamind,shesoonlearned,contentedlyabsorbedinformulatingtheconventionsoftheunconventional。WestFifty—fifthStreetwasnomoreconscientiouslyconcernedthanGivrewiththemomentousquestionof\"whatpeopledid\";

  itwasonlythetypeofdeedinvestigatedthatwasdifferent。Mr。Leathcollectedhissocialinstanceswiththesameseriousnessandpatienceashissnuff—boxes。Heexactedarigidconformitytohisrulesofnon—conformityandhisscepticismhadtheabsoluteaccentofadogma。Heevencherishedcertainexceptionstohisrulesasthebook—

  collectorprizesa\"defective\"firstedition。TheProtestantchurch—goingofAnna’sparentshadprovokedhisgentlesarcasm;buthepridedhimselfonhismother’sdevoutness,becauseMadamedeChantelle,inembracinghersecondhusband’screed,hadbecomepartofasocietywhichstillobservestheoutwardritesofpiety。

  Anna,infact,haddiscoveredinheramiableandelegantmother—in—lawanunexpectedembodimentoftheWestFifty—

  fifthStreetideal。Mrs。SummersandMadamedeChantelle,howeverstronglytheywouldhavedisagreedastotheauthorizedsourceofChristiandogma,wouldhavefoundthemselvescompletelyinaccordonallthemomentousminutiaeofdrawing—roomconduct;yetMr。Leathtreatedhismother’sfoibleswitharespectwhichAnna’sexperienceofhimforbadehertoattributewhollytofilialaffection。

  Intheearlydays,whenshewasstillquestioningtheSphinxinsteadoftryingtofindananswertoit,sheventuredtotaxherhusbandwithhisinconsistency。

  \"Yousayyourmotherwon’tlikeitifIcallonthatamusinglittlewomanwhocameheretheotherday,andwasletinbymistake;butMadamedeChantelletellsmesheliveswithherhusband,andwhenmotherrefusedtovisitKittyMayneyousaid————\"

  Mr。Leath’ssmilearrestedher。\"Mydearchild,Idon’tpretendtoapplytheprinciplesoflogictomypoormother’sprejudices。\"

  \"ButifyouadmitthattheyAREprejudices————?\"

  \"Thereareprejudicesandprejudices。Mymother,ofcourse,gothersfromMonsieurdeChantelle,andtheyseemtomeasmuchintheirplaceinthishouseasthepot—pourriinyourhawthornjar。TheypreserveasocialtraditionofwhichI

  shouldbesorrytolosetheleastperfume。OfcourseI

  don’texpectyou,justatfirst,tofeelthedifference,toseethenuance。InthecaseoflittleMadamedeVireville,forinstance:youpointoutthatshe’sstillunderherhusband’sroof。Verytrue;andifsheweremerelyaParisacquaintance——especiallyifyouhadmether,asonestillmight,intheRIGHTKINDofhouseinParis——I

  shouldbethelasttoobjecttoyourvisitingher。Butinthecountryit’sdifferent。Eventhebestprovincialsocietyiswhatyouwouldcallnarrow:Idon’tdenyit;andifsomeofourfriendsmetMadamedeVirevilleatGivre——

  well,itwouldproduceabadimpression。You’reinclinedtoridiculesuchconsiderations,butgraduallyyou’llcometoseetheirimportance;andmeanwhile,dotrustmewhenIaskyoutobeguidedbymymother。ItisalwayswellforastrangerinanoldsocietytoerralittleonthesideofwhatyoucallitsprejudicesbutIshouldratherdescribeasitstraditions。\"

  Afterthatshenolongertriedtolaughorargueherhusbandoutofhisconvictions。TheyWEREconvictions,andthereforeunassailable。Norwasanyinsincerityimpliedinthefactthattheysometimesseemedtocoincidewithhers。

  Therewereoccasionswhenhereallydidlookatthingsasshedid;butforreasonssodifferentastomakethedistancebetweenthemallthegreater。Life,toMr。Leath,waslikeawalkthroughacarefullyclassifiedmuseum,where,inmomentsofdoubt,onehadonlytolookatthenumberandrefertoone’scatalogue;tohiswifeitwaslikegropingaboutinahugedarklumber—roomwheretheexploringrayofcuriositylitupnowsomeshapeofbreathingbeautyandnowamummy’sgrin。

  Inthefirstbewildermentofhernewstatethesediscoverieshadhadtheeffectofdroppinganotherlayerofgauzebetweenherselfandreality。Sheseemedfartherthaneverremovedfromthestrongjoysandpangsforwhichshefeltherselfmade。Shedidnotadoptherhusband’sviews,butinsensiblyshebegantolivehislife。Shetriedtothrowacompensatingardourintothesecretexcursionsofherspirit,andthustheoldviciousdistinctionbetweenromanceandrealitywasre—establishedforher,andsheresignedherselfagaintothebeliefthat\"reallife\"wasneitherrealnoralive。

  Thebirthofherlittlegirlsweptawaythisdelusion。Atlastshefeltherselfincontactwiththeactualbusinessofliving:buteventhisimpressionwasnotenduring。

  Everythingbuttheirreduciblecrudefactofchild—bearingassumed,intheLeathhousehold,thesameghostlytingeofunreality。Herhusband,atthetime,wasallthathisownidealofahusbandrequired。Hewasattentive,andevensuitablymoved:butashesatbyherbedside,andthoughtfullyprofferedtoherthelistofpeoplewhohad\"calledtoenquire\",shelookedfirstathim,andthenatthechildbetweenthem,andwonderedattheblunderingalchemyofNature……

  Withtheexceptionofthelittlegirlherself,everythingconnectedwiththattimehadgrowncuriouslyremoteandunimportant。Thedaysthathadmovedsoslowlyastheypassedseemednowtohaveplungeddownhead—longsteepsoftime;andasshesatintheautumnsun,withDarrow’sletterinherhand,thehistoryofAnnaLeathappearedtoitsheroinelikesomegreyshadowytalethatshemighthavereadinanoldbook,onenightasshewasfallingasleep……

  X

  Twobrownblursemergingfromthefartherendofthewood—

  vistagraduallydefinedthemselvesasherstep—sonandanattendantgame—keeper。Theygrewslowlyuponthebluishbackground,withoccasionaldelaysandre—effacements,andshesatstill,waitingtilltheyshouldreachthegateattheendofthedrive,wherethekeeperwouldturnofftohiscottageandOwencontinueontothehouse。

  Shewatchedhisapproachwithasmile。Fromthefirstdaysofhermarriageshehadbeendrawntotheboy,butitwasnotuntilafterEffie’sbirththatshehadreallybeguntoknowhim。TheeagerobservationofherownchildhadshownherhowmuchshehadstilltolearnabouttheslightfairboywhomtheholidaysperiodicallyrestoredtoGivre。Owen,eventhen,bothphysicallyandmorally,furnishedherwiththeoddestofcommentariesonhisfather’smienandmind。

  Hewouldnever,thefamilysighinglyrecognized,benearlyashandsomeasMr。Leath;buthisrathercharminglyunbalancedface,withitsbroodingforeheadandpetulantboyishsmile,suggestedtoAnnawhathisfather’scountenancemighthavebeencouldonehavepictureditsneatfeaturesdisorderedbyarattlingbreeze。Sheevenpushedtheanalogyfarther,anddescriedinherstep—son’smindaquaintly—twistedreflectionofherhusband’s。Withhisburstsofdoor—slammingactivity,hisfitsofbookishindolence,hiscruderevolutionarydogmatizingandhisflashesofprecociousirony,theboywasnotunlikeaboisterousembodimentofhisfather’stheories。ItwasasthoughFraserLeath’sideas,accustomedtohanglikemarionettesontheirpegs,shouldsuddenlycomedownandwalk。Thereweremoments,indeed,whenOwen’shumoursmusthavesuggestedtohisprogenitorthegambolsofaninfantFrankenstein;buttoAnnatheywerethevoiceofhersecretrebellions,andhertendernesstoherstep—sonwaspartlybasedonherseveritytowardherself。Ashehadthecourageshehadlacked,soshemeanthimtohavethechancesshehadmissed;andeveryeffortshemadeforhimhelpedtokeepherownhopesalive。

  HerinterestinOwenledhertothinkmoreoftenofhismother,andsometimesshewouldslipawayandstandalonebeforeherpredecessor’sportrait。SinceherarrivalatGivrethepicture——a\"full—length\"byaoncefashionableartist——hadundergonethesuccessivedisplacementsofanexiledconsortremovedfartherandfartherfromthethrone;

  andAnnacouldnothelpnotingthatthesestagescoincidedwiththegradualdeclineoftheartist’sfame。ShehadafancythatifhiscredithadbeenintheascendantthefirstMrs。Leathmighthavecontinuedtothroneoverthedrawing—

  roommantel—piece,eventotheexclusionofhersuccessor’seffigy。Insteadofthis,herperegrinationshadfinallylandedherintheshroudedsolitudeofthebilliard—room,anapartmentwhichnooneeverentered,butwhereitwasunderstoodthat\"thelightwasbetter,\"ormighthavebeeniftheshuttershadnotbeenalwaysclosed。

  Herethepoorlady,elegantlydressed,andseatedinthemiddleofalargelonelycanvas,intheblankcontemplationofagiltconsole,hadalwaysseemedtoAnnatobewaitingforvisitorswhonevercame。

  \"Ofcoursetheynevercame,youpoorthing!Iwonderhowlongittookyoutofindoutthattheyneverwould?\"Annahadmorethanonceapostrophizedher,withaderisionaddressedrathertoherselfthantothedead;butitwasonlyafterEffie’sbirththatitoccurredtohertostudymorecloselythefaceinthepicture,andspeculateonthekindofvisitorsthatOwen’smothermighthavehopedfor。

  \"Shecertainlydoesn’tlookasiftheywouldhavebeenthesamekindasmine:butthere’snotelling,fromaportraitthatwassoobviouslydone’topleasethefamily’,andthatleavesOwensounaccountedfor。Well,theynevercame,thevisitors;theynevercame;andshediedofit。Shediedofitlongbeforetheyburiedher:I’mcertainofthat。Thosearestone—deadeyesinthepicture……Thelonelinessmusthavebeenawful,ifevenOwencouldn’tkeepherfromdyingofit。AndtofeelitsoshemusthaveHADfeelings——

  realliveones,thekindthattwitchandtug。Andallshehadtolookatallherlifewasagiltconsole——yes,that’sit,agiltconsolescrewedtothewall!That’sexactlyandabsolutelywhatheis!\"

  Shedidnotmean,ifshecouldhelpit,thateitherEffieorOwenshouldknowthatloneliness,orletherknowitagain。

  Theywerethree,now,tokeepeachotherwarm,andsheembracedbothchildreninthesamepassionofmotherhood,asthoughonewerenotenoughtoshieldherfromherpredecessor’sfate。

  SometimesshefanciedthatOwenLeath’sresponsewaswarmerthanthatofherownchild。ButthenEffiewasstillhardlymorethanababy,andOwen,fromthefirst,hadbeenalmost\"oldenoughtounderstand\":certainlyDIDunderstandnow,inatacitwaythatyetperpetuallyspoketoher。Thissenseofhisunderstandingwasthedeepestelementintheirfeelingforeachother。Thereweresomanythingsbetweenthemthatwereneverspokenof,orevenindirectlyalludedto,yetthat,evenintheiroccasionaldiscussionsanddifferences,formedtheunadducedargumentsmakingforfinalagreement……

  Musingonthis,shecontinuedtowatchhisapproach;andherheartbegantobeatalittlefasteratthethoughtofwhatshehadtosaytohim。Butwhenhereachedthegateshesawhimpause,andafteramomentheturnedasideasiftogainacross—roadthroughthepark。

  Shestartedupandwavedhersunshade,buthedidnotseeher。Nodoubthemeanttogobackwiththegamekeeper,perhapstothekennels,toseearetrieverwhohadhurthisleg。Suddenlyshewasseizedbythewhimtoovertakehim。

  Shethrewdowntheparasol,thrustherletterintoherbodice,andcatchingupherskirtsbegantorun。

  Shewasslightandlight,withanaturaleaseandquicknessofgait,butshecouldnotrecallhavingrunayardsinceshehadrompedwithOweninhisschool—days;nordidsheknowwhatimpulsemovedhernow。Sheonlyknewthatrunshemust,thatnoothermotion,shortofflight,wouldhavebeenbuoyantenoughforherhumour。Sheseemedtobekeepingpacewithsomeinwardrhythm,seekingtogivebodilyexpressiontothelyricrushofherthoughts。Theearthalwaysfeltelasticunderher,andshehadaconsciousjoyintreadingit;butneverhaditbeenassoftandspringyastoday。Itseemedactuallytoriseandmeetherasshewent,sothatshehadthefeeling,whichsometimescametoherindreams,ofskimmingmiraculouslyovershortbrightwaves。

  Theair,too,seemedtobreakinwavesagainsther,sweepingbyonitscurrentalltheslantedlightsandmoistsharpperfumesofthefailingday。Shepantedtoherself:\"Thisisnonsense!\"herbloodhummedback:\"Butit’sglorious!\"

  andshespedontillshesawthatOwenhadcaughtsightofherandwasstridingbackinherdirection。

  Thenshestoppedandwaited,flushedandlaughing,herhandsclaspedagainsttheletterinherbreast。

  \"No,I’mnotmad,\"shecalledout;\"butthere’ssomethingintheairtoday——don’tyoufeelit?——AndIwantedtohavealittletalkwithyou,\"sheaddedashecameuptoher,smilingathimandlinkingherarminhis。

  Hesmiledback,butabovethesmileshesawtheshadeofanxietywhich,forthelasttwomonths,hadkeptitsfixedlinebetweenhishandsomeeyes。

  \"Owen,don’tlooklikethat!Idon’twantyouto!\"shesaidimperiously。

  Helaughed。\"YousaidthatexactlylikeEffie。Whatdoyouwantmetodo?ToracewithyouasIdoEffie?ButI

  shouldn’thaveashow!\"heprotested,stillwiththelittlefrownbetweenhiseyes。

  \"Whereareyougoing?\"sheasked。

  \"Tothekennels。Butthere’snottheleastneed。ThevethasseenGarryandhe’sallright。Ifthere’sanythingyouwantedtotellme————\"

  \"DidIsaytherewas?Ijustcameouttomeetyou——Iwantedtoknowifyou’dhadgoodsport。\"

  Theshadowdroppedonhimagain。\"Noneatall。ThefactisIdidn’ttry。JeanandIhavejustbeenknockingaboutinthewoods。Iwasn’tinasanguinarymood。\"

  Theywalkedonwiththesamelightgait,sonearlyofaheightthatkeepingstepcameasnaturallytothemasbreathing。Annastoleanotherlookattheyoungfaceonalevelwithherown。

  \"YouDIDsaytherewassomethingyouwantedtotellme,\"

  herstep—sonbeganafterapause。

  \"Well,thereis。\"Sheslackenedherpaceinvoluntarily,andtheycametoapauseandstoodfacingeachotherunderthelimes。

  \"IsDarrowcoming?\"heasked。

  Sheseldomblushed,butatthequestionasuddenheatsuffusedher。Sheheldherheadhigh。

  \"Yes:he’scoming。I’vejustheard。Hearrivesto—morrow。

  Butthat’snot————\"Shesawherblunderandtriedtorectifyit。\"Orrather,yes,inawayitismyreasonforwantingtospeaktoyou————\"

  \"Becausehe’scoming?\"

  \"Becausehe’snotyethere。\"

  \"It’sabouthim,then?\"

  Helookedatherkindly,half—humourously,analmostfraternalwisdominhissmile。

  \"About————?No,no:ImeantthatIwantedtospeaktodaybecauseit’sourlastdayalonetogether。\"

  \"Oh,Isee。\"Hehadslippedhishandsintothepocketsofhistweedshootingjacketandloungedalongatherside,hiseyesbentonthemoistrutsofthedrive,asthoughthematterhadlostallinterestforhim。

  \"Owen————\"

  Hestoppedagainandfacedher。\"Lookhere,mydear,it’snosortofuse。\"

  \"What’snouse?\"

点击下载App,搜索"THE REEF",免费读到尾