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  mother’sfriend。Theencounter,toDarrow,couldhardlyhavebeenmoreinopportune;itwokeinhimaconfusionoffeelingsofwhichonlytheuppermostwasallayedbyseeingSophyViner,asifinstinctivelywarned,meltbackintotheshadowoftheirbox。

  AminutelaterOwenLeathwasathisside。\"Iwassureitwasyou!Suchlucktorunacrossyou!Won’tyoucomeoffwithustosupperafterit’sover?Montmartre,orwhereverelseyouplease。Thosetwochapsovertherearefriendsofmine,attheBeauxArts;bothofthemrathergoodfellows——

  andwe’dbesoglad————\"

  ForhalfasecondDarrowreadinhishospitableeyethetermination\"ifyou’dbringtheladytoo\";thenitdeflectedinto:\"We’dallbesogladifyou’dcome。\"

  Darrow,excusinghimselfwiththanks,lingeredonforafewminutes’chat,inwhicheveryword,andeverytoneofhiscompanion’svoice,waslikeasharplightflashedintoachingeyes。Hewasgladwhenthebellcalledtheaudiencetotheirseats,andyoungLeathlefthimwiththefriendlyquestion:\"We’llseeyouatGivrelateron?\"

  WhenherejoinedMissViner,Darrow’sfirstcarewastofindout,byarapidinspectionofthehouse,whetherOwenLeath’sseathadgivenhimaviewoftheirbox。Buttheyoungmanwasnotvisiblefromit,andDarrowconcludedthathehadbeenrecognizedinthecorridorandnotathiscompanion’sside。Hescarcelyknewwhyitseemedtohimsoimportantthatthispointshouldbesettled;certainlyhissenseofreassurancewaslessduetoregardforMissVinerthantothepersistentvisionofgraveoffendedeyes……

  DuringthedrivebacktothehotelthisvisionwaspersistentlykeptbeforehimbythethoughtthattheeveningpostmighthavebroughtaletterfromMrs。Leath。Evenifnoletterhadyetcome,hisservantmighthavetelegraphedtosaythatonewasonitsway;andatthethoughthisinterestinthegirlathissideagaincooledtothefraternal,thealmostfatherly。Shewasnomoretohim,afterall,thananappealingyoungcreaturetowhomitwasmildlyagreeabletohaveofferedanevening’sdiversion;andwhen,astheyrolledintotheilluminatedcourtofthehotel,sheturnedwithaquickmovementwhichbroughtherhappyfaceclosetohis,heleanedaway,affectingtobeabsorbedinopeningthedoorofthecab。

  Atthedeskthenightporter,afteravainsearchthroughthepigeon—holes,wasdisposedtothinkthataletterortelegramhadinfactbeensentupforthegentleman;andDarrow,attheannouncement,couldhardlywaittoascendtohisroom。Upstairs,heandhiscompanionhadthelongdimly—litcorridortothemselves,andSophypausedonherthreshold,gatheringupinonehandthepalefoldsofhercloak,whilesheheldtheotherouttoDarrow。

  \"IfthetelegramcomesearlyIshallbeoffbythefirsttrain;soIsupposethisisgood—bye,\"shesaid,hereyesdimmedbyalittleshadowofregret。

  Darrow,witharenewedstartofcontrition,perceivedthathehadagainforgottenherletter;andastheirhandsmethevowedtohimselfthatthemomentshehadlefthimhewoulddashdownstairstopostit。

  \"Oh,I’llseeyouinthemorning,ofcourse!\"

  Atremorofpleasurecrossedherfaceashestoodbeforeher,smilingalittleuncertainly。

  \"Atanyrate,\"shesaid,\"Iwanttothankyounowformygoodday。\"

  Hefeltinherhandthesametremorhehadseeninherface。

  \"Butit’sYOU,onthecontrary——\"hebegan,liftingthehandtohislips。

  Ashedroppedit,andtheireyesmet,somethingpassedthroughhersthatwaslikealightcarriedrapidlybehindacurtainedwindow。

  \"Goodnight;youmustbeawfullytired,\"hesaidwithafriendlyabruptness,turningawaywithoutevenwaitingtoseeherpassintoherroom。Heunlockedhisdoor,andstumblingoverthethresholdgropedinthedarknessfortheelectricbutton。Thelightshowedhimatelegramonthetable,andheforgoteverythingelseashecaughtitup。

  \"NoletterfromFrance,\"themessageread。

  ItfellfromDarrow’shandtothefloor,andhedroppedintoachairbythetableandsatgazingatthedingydrabandolivepatternofthecarpet。Shehadnotwritten,then;shehadnotwritten,anditwasmanifestnowthatshedidnotmeantowrite。Ifshehadhadanyintentionofexplaininghertelegramshewouldcertainly,withintwenty—fourhours,havefolloweditupbyaletter。Butsheevidentlydidnotintendtoexplainit,andhersilencecouldmeanonlythatshehadnoexplanationtogive,orelsethatshewastooindifferenttobeawarethatonewasneeded。

  Darrow,facetofacewiththesealternatives,feltarecrudescenceofboyishmisery。Itwasnolongerhishurtvanitythatcriedout。Hetoldhimselfthathecouldhaveborneanequalamountofpain,ifonlyithadleftMrs。

  Leath’simageuntouched;buthecouldnotbeartothinkofherastrivialorinsincere。Thethoughtwassointolerablethathefeltablinddesiretopunishsomeoneelseforthepainitcausedhim。

  AshesatmoodilystaringatthecarpetitssillyintricaciesmeltedintoablurfromwhichtheeyesofMrs。

  Leathagainlookedoutathim。Hesawthefinesweepofherbrows,andthedeeplookbeneaththemasshehadturnedfromhimontheirlasteveninginLondon。\"Thiswillbegood—

  bye,then,\"shehadsaid;anditoccurredtohimthatherpartingphrasehadbeenthesameasSophyViner’s。

  AtthethoughthejumpedtohisfeetandtookdownfromitshookthecoatinwhichhehadleftMissViner’sletter。Theclockmarkedthethirdquarteraftermidnight,andheknewitwouldmakenodifferenceifhewentdowntothepost—boxnoworearlythenextmorning;buthewantedtoclearhisconscience,andhavingfoundtheletterhewenttothedoor。

  Asoundinthenextroommadehimpause。Hehadbecomeconsciousagainthat,afewfeetoff,ontheothersideofathinpartition,asmallkeenflameoflifewasquiveringandagitatingtheair。Sophy’sfacecamehacktohiminsistently。ItwasasvividnowasMrs。Leath’shadbeenamomentearlier。Herecalledwithafaintsmileofretrospectivepleasurethegirl’senjoymentofherevening,andtheinnumerablefinefeelersofsensationshehadthrownouttoitsimpressions。

  Itgavehimacuriouslyclosesenseofherpresencetothinkthatatthatmomentshewaslivingoverherenjoymentasintenselyashewaslivingoverhisunhappiness。Hisowncasewasirremediable,butitwaseasyenoughtogiveherafewmorehoursofpleasure。Anddidshenotperhapssecretlyexpectitofhim?Afterall,ifshehadbeenveryanxioustojoinherfriendsshewouldhavetelegraphedthemonreachingParis,insteadofwriting。Hewonderednowthathehadnotbeenstruckatthemomentbysoartlessadevicetogainmoretime。Thefactofherhavingpractiseditdidnotmakehimthinklesswellofher;itmerelystrengthenedtheimpulsetousehisopportunity。Shewasstarving,poorchild,foralittleamusement,alittlepersonallife——whynotgiveherthechanceofanotherdayinParis?Ifhedidso,shouldhenotbemerelyfallinginwithherownhopes?

  Atthethoughthissympathyforherrevived。Shebecameofabsorbinginteresttohimasanescapefromhimselfandanobjectaboutwhichhisthwartedactivitiescouldcluster。

  Hefeltlessdrearilyalonebecauseofherbeingthere,ontheothersideofthedoor,andinhisgratitudetoherforgivinghimthisreliefhebegan,withindolentamusement,toplannewwaysofdetainingher。Hedroppedbackintohischair,litacigar,andsmiledalittleattheimageofhersmilingface。Hetriedtoimaginewhatincidentofthedayshewaslikelytoberecallingatthatparticularmoment,andwhatpartheprobablyplayedinit。Thatitwasnotasmallparthewascertain,andtheknowledgewasundeniablypleasant。

  Nowandthenasoundfromherroombroughtbeforehimmorevividlytherealityofthesituationandthestrangenessofthevastswarmingsolitudeinwhichheandsheweremomentarilyisolated,amidlonglinesofroomseachholdingitsseparatesecret。ThenearnessofalltheseothermysteriesenclosingtheirsgaveDarrowamoreintimatesenseofthegirl’spresence,andthroughthefumesofhiscigarhisimaginationcontinuedtofollowhertoandfro,tracedthecurveofherslimyoungarmsassheraisedthemtoundoherhair,picturedtheslidingdownofherdresstothewaistandthentotheknees,andthewhitenessofherfeetassheslippedacrossthefloortobed……

  Hestoodupandshookhimselfwithayawn,throwingawaytheendofhiscigar。Hisglance,infollowingit,litonthetelegramwhichhaddroppedtothefloor。Thesoundsinthenextroomhadceased,andoncemorehefeltaloneandunhappy。

  Openingthewindow,hefoldedhisarmsonthesillandlookedoutonthevastlight—spangledmassofthecity,andthenupatthedarksky,inwhichthemorningplanetstood。

  VI

  AttheTheatreFrancais,thenextafternoon,Darrowyawnedandfidgetedinhisseat。

  Thedaywaswarm,thetheatrecrowdedandairless,andtheperformance,itseemedtohim,intolerablybad。Hestoleaglanceathiscompanion,wonderingifshesharedhisfeelings。Herraptprofilebetrayednounrest,butpolitenessmighthavecausedhertofeignaninterestthatshedidnotfeel。Heleanedbackimpatiently,stiflinganotheryawn,andtryingtofixhisattentiononthestage。

  Greatthingsweregoingforwardthere,andhewasnotinsensibletothesternbeautiesoftheancientdrama。Buttheinterpretationoftheplayseemedtohimasairlessandlifelessastheatmosphereofthetheatre。Theplayerswerethesamewhomhehadoftenapplaudedinthoseveryparts,andperhapsthatfactaddedtotheimpressionofstalenessandconventionalityproducedbytheirperformance。Surelyitwastimetoinfusenewbloodintotheveinsofthemoribundart。HehadtheimpressionthattheghostsofactorsweregivingaspectralperformanceontheshoresofStyx。

  Certainlyitwasnotthemostprofitablewayforayoungmanwithaprettycompaniontopassthegoldenhoursofaspringafternoon。Thefreshnessofthefaceathisside,reflectingthefreshnessoftheseason,suggesteddapplingsofsunlightthroughnewleaves,thesoundofabrookinthegrass,therippleoftree—shadowsoverbreezymeadows……

  Whenatlengththefatefulmarchofthecothurnswasstayedbythesinglepauseintheplay,andDarrowhadledMissVineroutonthebalconyoverhangingthesquarebeforethetheatre,heturnedtoseeifshesharedhisfeelings。Buttherapturouslookshegavehimcheckedthedepreciationonhislips。

  \"Oh,whydidyoubringmeouthere?Oneoughttocreepawayandsitinthedarktillitbeginsagain!\"

  \"IsTHATthewaytheymadeyoufeel?\"

  \"Didn’ttheyYOU?……Asifthegodswerethereallthewhile,justbehindthem,pullingthestrings?\"Herhandswerepressedagainsttherailing,herfaceshininganddarkeningunderthewing—beatsofsuccessiveimpressions。

  Darrowsmiledinenjoymentofherpleasure。Afterall,hehadfeltallthat,longago;perhapsitwashisownfault,ratherthanthatoftheactors,thatthepoetryoftheplayseemedtohaveevaporated……Butno,hehadbeenrightinjudgingtheperformancetobedullandstale:itwassimplyhiscompanion’sinexperience,herlackofoccasionstocompareandestimate,thatmadeherthinkitbrilliant。

  \"Iwasafraidyouwereboredandwantedtocomeaway。\"

  \"BORED?\"Shemadealittleaggrievedgrimace。\"Youmeanyouthoughtmetooignorantandstupidtoappreciateit?\"

  \"No;notthat。\"Thehandnearesthimstilllayontherailingofthebalcony,andhecovereditforamomentwithhis。Ashedidsohesawthecolourriseandtrembleinhercheek。

  \"Tellmejustwhatyouthink,\"hesaid,bendinghisheadalittle,andonlyhalf—awareofhiswords。

  Shedidnotturnherfacetohis,butbegantotalkrapidly,tryingtoconveysomethingofwhatshefelt。Butshewasevidentlyunusedtoanalyzingheraestheticemotions,andthetumultuousrushofthedramaseemedtohaveleftherinastateofpantingwonder,asthoughithadbeenastormorsomeothernaturalcataclysm。Shehadnoliteraryorhistoricassociationstowhichtoattachherimpressions:

  hereducationhadevidentlynotcomprisedacourseinGreekliterature。Butshefeltwhatwouldprobablyhavebeenunperceivedbymanyayoungladywhohadtakenafirstinclassics:theineluctablefatalityofthetale,thedreadswayinitofthesamemysterious\"luck\"whichpulledthethreadsofherownsmalldestiny。Itwasnotliteraturetoher,itwasfact:asactual,asnearby,aswhatwashappeningtoheratthemomentandwhatthenexthourheldinstore。Seeninthislight,theplayregainedforDarrowitssupremeandpoignantreality。Hepiercedtotheheartofitssignificancethroughalltheartificialaccretionswithwhichhistheoriesofartandtheconventionsofthestagehadclothedit,andsawitashehadneverseenit:aslife。

  Afterthistherecouldbenoquestionofflight,andhetookherbacktothetheatre,contenttoreceivehisownsensationsthroughthemediumofhers。Butwiththecontinuationoftheplay,andtheoppressionoftheheavyair,hisattentionagainbegantowander,strayingbackovertheincidentsofthemorning。

  HehadbeenwithSophyVinerallday,andhewassurprisedtofindhowquicklythetimehadgone。Shehadhardlyattempted,asthehourspassed,toconcealhersatisfactiononfindingthatnotelegramcamefromtheFarlows。\"They’llhavewritten,\"shehadsimplysaid;andhermindhadatonceflownontothegoldenprospectofanafternoonatthetheatre。Theinterveninghourshadbeendisposedofinastrollthroughthelivelystreets,andarepast,luxuriouslylingeredover,underthechestnut—boughsofarestaurantintheChampsElysees。Everythingentertainedandinterestedher,andDarrowremarked,withanamuseddetachment,thatshewasnotinsensibletotheimpressionhercharmsproduced。Yettherewasnohardedgeofvanityinhersenseofherprettiness:sheseemedsimplytobeawareofitasanoteinthegeneralharmony,andtoenjoysoundingthenoteasasingerenjoyssinging。

  Afterluncheon,astheysatovertheircoffee,shehadagainaskedanimmensenumberofquestionsanddeliveredherselfofaremarkablevarietyofopinions。Herquestionstestifiedtoawholesomeandcomprehensivehumancuriosity,andhercommentsshowed,likeherfaceandherwholeattitude,anoddminglingofprecociouswisdomanddisarmingignorance。

  Whenshetalkedtohimabout\"life\"——thewordwasoftenonherlips——sheseemedtohimlikeachildplayingwithatiger’scub;andhesaidtohimselfthatsomedaythechildwouldgrowup——andsowouldthetiger。Meanwhile,suchexpertnessqualifiedbysuchcandourmadeitimpossibletoguesstheextentofherpersonalexperience,ortoestimateitseffectonhercharacter。Shemightbeanyoneofadozendefinabletypes,orshemight——moredisconcertinglytohercompanionandmoreperilouslytoherself——beashiftinganduncrystallizedmixtureofthemall。

  Hertalk,asusual,hadpromptlyrevertedtothestage。Shewaseagertolearnabouteveryformofdramaticexpressionwhichthemetropolisofthingstheatricalhadtooffer,andhercuriosityrangedfromtheofficialtemplesofthearttoitslesshallowedhaunts。Hersearchingenquiriesaboutaplaywhoseproduction,ononeofthelatterscenes,hadprovokedaconsiderableamountofscandal,ledDarrowtothrowoutlaughingly:\"ToseeTHATyou’llhavetowaittillyou’remarried!\"andhisanswerhadsentheroffatatangent。

  \"Oh,Inevermeantomarry,\"shehadrejoinedinatoneofyouthfulfinality。

  \"Iseemtohaveheardthatbefore!\"

  \"Yes;fromgirlswho’veonlygottochoose!\"Hereyeshadgrownsuddenlyalmostold。\"I’dlikeyoutoseetheonlymenwho’veeverwantedtomarryme!Onewasthedoctoronthesteamer,whenIcameabroadwiththeHokes:he’dbeencashieredfromthenavyfordrunkenness。Theotherwasadeafwidowerwiththreegrown—updaughters,whokeptaclock—shopinBayswater!——Besides,\"sherambledon,\"I’mnotsosurethatIbelieveinmarriage。YouseeI’mallforself—developmentandthechancetoliveone’slife。I’mawfullymodern,youknow。\"

  Itwasjustwhensheproclaimedherselfmostawfullymodernthatshestruckhimasmosthelplesslybackward;yetthemomentafter,withoutanybravado,orapparentdesiretoassumeanattitude,shewouldpropoundsomesocialaxiomwhichcouldhavebeengatheredonlyinthebittersoilofexperience。

  Allthesethingscamebacktohimashesatbesideherinthetheatreandwatchedheringenuousabsorption。Itwason\"thestory\"thathermindwasfixed,andinlifealso,hesuspected,itwouldalwaysbe\"thestory\",ratherthanitsremoterimaginativeissues,thatwouldholdher。Hedidnotbelievetherewereeveranyechoesinhersoul……

  Therewasnoquestion,however,thatwhatshefeltwasfeltwithintensity:totheactual,theimmediate,shespreadvibratingstrings。Whentheplaywasover,andtheycameoutoncemoreintothesunlight,Darrowlookeddownatherwithasmile。

  \"Well?\"heasked。

  Shemadenoanswer。Herdarkgazeseemedtorestonhimwithoutseeinghim。Hercheeksandlipswerepale,andtheloosehairunderherhat—brimclungtoherforeheadindamprings。Shelookedlikeayoungpriestessstilldazedbythefumesofthecavern。

  \"Youpoorchild——it’sbeenalmosttoomuchforyou!\"

  Sheshookherheadwithavaguesmile。

  \"Come,\"hewenton,puttinghishandonherarm,\"let’sjumpintoataxiandgetsomeairandsunshine。Look,therearehoursofdaylightleft;andseewhatanightit’sgoingtobe!\"

  Hepointedovertheirheads,towhereawhitemoonhunginthemistyblueabovetheroofsoftheruedeRivoli。

  Shemadenoanswer,andhesignedtoamotor—cab,callingouttothedriver:\"TotheBois!\"

  AsthecarriageturnedtowardtheTuileriessherousedherself。\"Imustgofirsttothehotel。Theremaybeamessage——atanyrateImustdecideonsomething。\"

  Darrowsawthattherealityofthesituationhadsuddenlyforceditselfuponher。\"IMUSTdecideonsomething,\"

  sherepeated。

  Hewouldhavelikedtopostponethereturn,topersuadehertodrivedirectlytotheBoisfordinner。ItwouldhavebeeneasyenoughtoremindherthatshecouldnotstartforJoignythatevening,andthatthereforeitwasofnomomentwhethershereceivedtheFarlows’answerthenorafewhourslater;butforsomereasonhehesitatedtousethisargument,whichhadcomesonaturallytohimthedaybefore。

  Afterall,heknewshewouldfindnothingatthehotel——sowhatdiditmatteriftheywentthere?

  Theporter,interrogated,wasnotsure。Hehimselfhadreceivednothingforthelady,butinhisabsencehissubordinatemighthavesentaletterupstairs。

  DarrowandSophymountedtogetherinthelift,andtheyoungman,whileshewentintoherroom,unlockedhisowndoorandglancedattheemptytable。Forhimatleastnomessagehadcome;andonherthreshold,amomentlater,shemethimwiththeexpected:\"No——there’snothing!\"

  Hefeignedanunregretfulsurprise。\"Somuchthebetter!

  Andnow,shallwedriveoutsomewhere?OrwouldyourathertakeaboattoBellevue?Haveyoueverdinedthere,ontheterrace,bymoonlight?It’snotatallbad。Andthere’snoearthlyuseinsittingherewaiting。\"

  Shestoodbeforehiminperplexity。

  \"ButwhenIwroteyesterdayIaskedthemtotelegraph。I

  supposethey’rehorriblyhardup,thepoordears,andtheythoughtaletterwoulddoaswellasatelegram。\"Thecolourhadrisentoherface。\"That’swhyIwroteinsteadoftelegraphing;Ihaven’tapennytosparemyself!\"

  Nothingshecouldhavesaidcouldhavefilledherlistenerwithadeepercontrition。Hefelttheredinhisownfaceasherecalledthemotivewithwhichhehadcreditedherinhismidnightmusings。Butthatmotive,afterall,hadsimplybeentrumpeduptojustifyhisowndisloyalty:hehadneverreallybelievedinit。Thereflectiondeepenedhisconfusion,andhewouldhavelikedtotakeherhandinhisandconfesstheinjusticehehaddoneher。

  Shemayhaveinterpretedhischangeofcolourasaninvoluntaryprotestatbeinginitiatedintosuchshabbydetails,forshewentonwithalaugh:\"Isupposeyoucanhardlyunderstandwhatitmeanstohavetostopandthinkwhetheronecanaffordatelegram?ButI’vealwayshadtoconsidersuchthings。AndImustn’tstayhereanylongernow——ImusttrytogetanighttrainforJoigny。EveniftheFarlowscan’ttakemein,Icangotothehotel:itwillcostlessthanstayinghere。\"Shepausedagainandthenexclaimed:\"Ioughttohavethoughtofthatsooner;Ioughttohavetelegraphedyesterday!ButIwassureIshouldhearfromthemtoday;andIwanted——oh,IDIDsoawfullywanttostay!\"ShethrewatroubledlookatDarrow。\"Doyouhappentoremember,\"sheasked,\"whattimeitwaswhenyoupostedmyletter?\"

  VII

  Darrowwasstillstandingonherthreshold。Assheputthequestionheenteredtheroomandclosedthedoorbehindhim。

  Hisheartwasbeatingalittlefasterthanusualandhehadnoclearideaofwhathewasabouttodoorsay,beyondthedefiniteconvictionthat,whateverpassingimpulseofexpiationmovedhim,hewouldnotbefoolenoughtotellherthathehadnotsentherletter。Heknewthatmostwrongdoingworks,onthewhole,lessmischiefthanitsuselessconfession;andthiswasclearlyacasewhereapassingfollymightbeturned,byavowal,intoaseriousoffense。

  \"I’msosorry——sosorry;butyoumustletmehelpyou……Youwillletmehelpyou?\"hesaid。

  Hetookherhandsandpressedthemtogetherbetweenhis,countingonafriendlytouchtohelpouttheinsufficiencyofwords。Hefeltheryieldslightlytohisclasp,andhurriedonwithoutgivinghertimetoanswer。

  \"Isn’titapitytospoilourgoodtimetogetherbyregrettinganythingyoumighthavedonetopreventourhavingit?\"

  Shedrewback,freeingherhands。Herface,losingitslookofappealingconfidence,wassuddenlysharpenedbydistrust。

  \"Youdidn’tforgettopostmyletter?\"

  Darrowstoodbeforeher,constrainedandashamed,andevermorekeenlyawarethatthebetrayalofhisdistressmustbeagreateroffensethanitsconcealment。

  \"Whataninsinuation!\"hecried,throwingouthishandswithalaugh。

  Herfaceinstantlymeltedtolaughter。\"Well,then——I

  WON’Tbesorry;Iwon’tregretanythingexceptthatourgoodtimeisover!\"

  Thewordsweresounexpectedthattheyroutedallhisresolves。Ifshehadgoneondoubtinghimhecouldprobablyhavegoneondeceivingher;butherunhesitatingacceptanceofhiswordmadehimhatetheparthewasplaying。Atthesamemomentadoubtshotupitsserpentheadinhisownbosom。Wasitnotheratherthanshewhowaschildishlytrustful?Wasshenotalmosttooreadytotakehisword,anddismissonceforallthetiresomequestionoftheletter?

  Consideringwhatherexperiencesmusthavebeen,suchtrustfulnessseemedopentosuspicion。Butthemomenthiseyesfellonherhewasashamedofthethought,andknewitforwhatitreallywas:anotherpretexttolessenhisowndelinquency。

  \"Whyshouldourgoodtimebeover?\"heasked。\"Whyshouldn’titlastalittlelonger?\"

  Shelookedup,herlipspartedinsurprise;butbeforeshecouldspeakhewenton:\"Iwantyoutostaywithme——Iwantyou,justforafewdays,tohaveallthethingsyou’veneverhad。It’snotalwaysMayandParis——whynotmakethemostofthemnow?Youknowme——we’renotstrangers——whyshouldn’tyoutreatmelikeafriend?\"

  Whilehespokeshehaddrawnawayalittle,butherhandstilllayinhis。Shewaspale,andhereyeswerefixedonhiminagazeinwhichtherewasneitherdistrustorresentment,butonlyaningenuouswonder。Hewasextraordinarilytouchedbyherexpression。

  \"Oh,do!Youmust。Listen:toprovethatI’msincereI’lltellyou……I’lltellyouIdidn’tpostyourletter……I

  didn’tpostitbecauseIwantedsomuchtogiveyouafewgoodhours……andbecauseIcouldn’tbeartohaveyougo。\"

  Hehadthefeelingthatthewordswerebeingutteredinspiteofhimbysomemaliciouswitnessofthescene,andyetthathewasnotsorrytohavethemspoken。

  Thegirlhadlistenedtohiminsilence。Sheremainedmotionlessforamomentafterhehadceasedtospeak;thenshesnatchedawayherhand。

  \"Youdidn’tpostmyletter?Youkeptitbackonpurpose?AndyoutellmesoNOW,toprovetomethatI’dbetterputmyselfunderyourprotection?\"SheburstintoalaughthathadinitallthepiercingechoesofherMurrettpast,andherface,atthesamemoment,underwentthesamechange,shrinkingintoasmallmalevolentwhitemaskinwhichtheeyesburnedblack。\"Thankyou——thankyoumostawfullyfortellingme!Andforallyourotherkindintentions!Theplan’sdelightful——reallyquitedelightful,andI’mextremelyflatteredandobliged。\"

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