第22章
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  Ilivedwithmynewmasterandmistressthreeyears。Theyhadnochildren。AttheendofthatperiodMr。Norcrossdied。Hewassharpenoughtoforeseethathisyoungwidowwouldmarryagain,andhebequeathedhispropertysothatitallwenttoMrs。

  Norcrossfirst,andthentoanychildrenshemighthavebyasecondmarriage,and,failingthat,torelationsandfriendsofhisown。Ididnotsufferbymymaster’sdeath,forhiswidowkeptmeinherservice。IhadattendedonMr。Norcrossallthroughhislastillness,andhadmademyselfusefulenoughtowinmymistress’sfavorandgratitude。Besidesmeshealsoretainedhermaidinherservice——aquadroonwomannamedJosephine,whomshebroughtwithherfromtheWestIndies。EvenatthattimeIdislikedthehalf—breed’swheedlingmanners,andhercruel,tawnyface,andwonderedhowmymistresscouldbesofondofherasshewas。TimeshowedthatIwasrightindistrustingthiswoman。IshallhavemuchmoretosayaboutherwhenIgetfurtheradvancedwithmystory。

  MeanwhileIhavenexttorelatethatmymistressbrokeuptherestofherestablishment,and,takingmeandthelady’smaidwithher,wenttotravelontheContinent。

  AmongotherwonderfulplaceswevisitedParis,Genoa,Venice,Florence,Rome,andNaples,stayinginsomeofthosecitiesformonthstogether。Thefameofmymistress’srichesfollowedherwherevershewent;andtherewereplentyofgentlemen,foreignersaswellasEnglishmen,whowereanxiousenoughtogetintohergoodgracesandtoprevailonhertomarrythem。Nobodysucceeded,however,inproducinganyverystrongorlastingimpressiononher;andwhenwecamebacktoEngland,aftermorethantwoyearsofabsence,Mrs。Norcrosswasstillawidow,andshowednosignsofwantingtochangehercondition。

  WewenttothehouseontheYorkshireestatefirst;butmymistressdidnotfancysomeofthecompanyroundabout,sowemovedagaintoDarrockHall,andmadeexcursionsfromtimetotimeinthelakedistrict,somemilesoff。OnoneofthesetripsMrs。Norcrossmetwithsomeoldfriends,whointroducedhertoagentlemanoftheirpartybearingtheverycommonandveryuninterestingnameofMr。JamesSmith。

  Hewasatall,fineyoungmanenough,withblackhair,whichgrewverylong,andthebiggest,bushiestpairofblackwhiskersI

  eversaw。Altogetherhehadarakish,unsettledlook,andabounceablewayoftalkingwhichmadehimtheprominentpersonincompany。Hewaspoorenoughhimself,asIheardfromhisservant,butwellconnected——agentlemanbybirthandeducation,thoughhismannersweresofree。WhatmymistresssawtolikeinhimI

  don’tknow;butwhensheaskedherfriendstostaywithheratDarrock,sheincludedMr。JamesSmithintheinvitation。Wehadafine,gay,noisytimeofitattheHall,thestrangegentleman,inparticular,makinghimselfasmuchathomeasiftheplacebelongedtohim。IwassurprisedatMrs。Norcrossputtingupwithhimasshedid,butIwasfairlythunderstrucksomemonthsafterwardwhenIheardthatsheandherfree—and—easyvisitorwereactuallygoingtobemarried!Shehadrefusedoffersbydozensabroad,fromhigher,andricher,andbetter—behavedmen。

  Itseemednexttoimpossiblethatshecouldseriouslythinkofthrowingherselfawayuponsuchahare—brained,headlong,pennilessyounggentlemanasMr。JamesSmith。

  Married,nevertheless,theywere,induecourseoftime;and,afterspendingthehoneymoonabroad,theycamebacktoDarrockHall。

  Isoonfoundthatmynewmasterhadaveryvariabletemper。Thereweresomedayswhenhewasaseasy,andfamiliar,andpleasantwithhisservantsasanygentlemanneedbe。Atothertimessomedevilwithinhimseemedtogetpossessionofhiswholenature。Heflewintoviolentpassions,andtookwrongideasintohishead,whichnoreasoningorremonstrancecouldremove。Itratheramazedme,consideringhowgayhewasinhistastes,andhowrestlesshishabitswere,thatheshouldconsenttoliveatsuchaquiet,dullplaceasDarrock。Thereasonforthis,however,sooncameout。Mr。JamesSmithwasnotmuchofasportsman;hecarednothingforindooramusements,suchasreading,music,andsoforth;andhehadnoambitionforrepresentingthecountyinparliament。Theonepursuitthathewasreallyfondofwasyachting。Darrockwaswithinsixteenmilesofasea—porttown,withanexcellentharbor,andtothisaccidentofpositiontheHallwasentirelyindebtedforrecommendingitselfasaplaceofresidencetoMr。JamesSmith。

  Hehadsuchanuntiringenjoymentanddelightincruisingaboutatsea,andallhisideasofpleasureseemedtobesocloselyconnectedwithhisremembranceofthesailingtripshehadtakenonboarddifferentyachtsbelongingtohisfriends,thatIverilybelievehischiefobjectinmarryingmymistresswastogetthecommandofmoneyenoughtokeepavesselforhimself。Bethatasitmay,itiscertainthatheprevailedonher,sometimeaftertheirmarriage,tomakehimapresentofafineschooneryacht,whichwasbroughtroundfromCowestoourcoast—town,andkeptalwayswaitingreadyforhimintheharbor。

  Hiswiferequiredsomelittlepersuasionbeforeshecouldmakeuphermindtolethimhavethevessel。Shesufferedsomuchfromsea—sicknessthatpleasure—sailingwasoutofthequestionforher;and,beingveryfondofherhusband,shewasnaturallyunwillingthatheshouldengageinanamusementwhichtookhimawayfromher。However,Mr。JamesSmithusedhisinfluenceoverhercleverly,promisingthathewouldnevergoawaywithoutfirstaskingherleave,andengagingthathistermsofabsenceatseashouldneverlastformorethanaweekortendaysatatime。Accordingly,mymistress,whowasthekindestandmostunselfishwomanintheworld,putherownfeelingsaside,andmadeherhusbandhappyinthepossessionofavesselofhisown。

  Whilemymasterwasawaycruising,mymistresshadadulltimeofitattheHall。Thefewgentlefolkstherewereinourpartofthecountylivedatadistance,andcouldonlycometoDarrockwhentheywereaskedtostaythereforsomedaystogether。Asforthevillagenearus,therewasbutonepersonlivinginitwhommymistresscouldthinkofaskingtotheHall,andthatpersonwastheclergymanwhodiddutyatthechurch。

  Thisgentleman’snamewasMr。Meeke。Hewasasingleman,veryyoung,andverylonelyinhisposition。Hehadamild,melancholy,pasty—lookingface,andwasasshyandsoft—spokenasalittlegirl——altogether,whatonemaycall,withoutbeingunjustorsevere,apoor,weakcreature,and,outofallsight,theveryworstpreacherIeversatunderinmylife。Theonethinghedid,which,asIheard,hecouldreallydowell,wasplayingonthefiddle。Hewasuncommonlyfondofmusic——somuchsothatheoftentookhisinstrumentoutwithhimwhenhewentforawalk。Thistasteofhiswashisgreatrecommendationtomymistress,whowasawonderfullyfineplayeronthepiano,andwhowasdelightedtogetsuchaperformerasMr。Meeketoplayduetswithher。Besideslikinghissocietyforthisreason,shefeltforhiminhislonelyposition;naturallyenough,Ithink,consideringhowoftenshewasleftinsolitudeherself。Mr。

  Meeke,onhisside,whenhegotoverhisfirstshyness,wasonlytoogladtoleavehislonesomelittleparsonageforthefinemusic—roomattheHall,andforthecompanyofahandsome,kind—heartedlady,whomademuchofhim,andadmiredhisfiddle—playingwithallherheart。Thusithappenedthat,whenevermymasterwasawayatsea,mymistressandMr。Meekewerealwaystogether,playingduetsasiftheyhadtheirlivingtogetbyit。Amoreharmlessconnectionthantheconnectionbetweenthosetwoneverexistedinthisworld;andyet,innocentasitwas,itturnedouttobethefirstcauseofallthemisfortunesthatafterwardhappened。

  Mymaster’streatmentofMr。Meekewas,fromthefirst,theveryoppositeofmymistress’s。Therestless,rackety,bounceableMr。

  JamesSmithfeltacontemptfortheweak,womanish,fiddlinglittleparson,and,whatwasmore,didnotcaretoconcealit。

  Forthisreason,Mr。Meeke(whowasdreadfullyfrightenedbymymaster’sviolentlanguageandroughways)veryseldomvisitedattheHallexceptwhenmymistresswasalonethere。Meaningnowrong,andthereforestoopingtonoconcealment,sheneverthoughtoftakinganymeasurestokeepMr。Meekeoutofthewaywhenhehappenedtobewithheratthetimeofherhusband’scominghome,whetheritwasonlyfromaridingexcursionintheneighborhoodorfromacruiseintheschooner。Inthiswayitsoturnedoutthatwhenevermymastercamehome,afteralongorshortabsence,inninecasesoutoftenhefoundtheparsonattheHall。

  Atfirstheusedtolaughatthiscircumstance,andtoamusehimselfwithsomecoarsejokesattheexpenseofhiswifeandhercompanion。But,afterawhile,hisvariabletemperchanged,asusual。Hegrewsulky,rude,angry,and,atlast,downrightjealousofMr。Meeke。Thoughtooproudtoconfessitinsomanywords,hestillshowedthestateofhismindclearlyenoughtomymistresstoexciteherindignation。Shewasawomanwhocouldbeledanywherebyanyoneforwhomshehadaregard,buttherewasafirmspiritwithinherthatroseattheslightestshowofinjusticeoroppression,andthatresentedtyrannicalusageofanysortperhapsalittletoowarmly。Thebaresuspicionthatherhusbandcouldfeelanydistrustofhersetherallinaflame,andshetookthemostunfortunate,andyet,atthesametime,themostnaturalwayforawoman,ofresentingit。TheruderherhusbandwastoMr。Meekethemorekindlyshebehavedtohim。Thisledtoseriousdisputesanddissensions,andthence,intime,toaviolentquarrel。Icouldnotavoidhearingthelastpartofthealtercationbetweenthem,forittookplaceinthegarden—walk,outsidethedining—roomwindow,whileIwasoccupiedinlayingthetableforlunch。

  Withoutrepeatingtheirwords——whichIhavenorighttodo,havingheardbyaccidentwhatIhadnobusinesstohear——Imaysaygenerally,toshowhowseriousthequarrelwas,thatmymistresschargedmymasterwithhavingmarriedfrommercenarymotives,withkeepingoutofhercompanyasmuchashecould,andwithinsultingherbyasuspicionwhichitwouldbehardevertoforgive,andimpossibleevertoforget。Herepliedbyviolentlanguagedirectedagainstherself,andbycommandinghernevertoopenthedoorsagaintoMr。Meeke;she,onherside,declaringthatshewouldneverconsenttoinsultaclergymanandagentlemaninordertosatisfythewhimofatyrannicalhusband。

  Uponthat,hecalledout,withagreatoath,tohavehishorsesaddleddirectly,declaringthathewouldnotstopanotherinstantunderthesameroofwithawomanwhohadsethimatdefiance,andwarninghiswifethathewouldcomeback,ifMr。

  Meekeenteredthehouseagain,andhorsewhiphim,inspiteofhisblackcoat,allthroughthevillage。

  Withthosewordshelefther,androdeawaytothesea—portwherehisyachtwaslying。Mymistresskeptupherspirittillhewasoutofsight,andthenburstintoadreadfulscreamingpassionoftears,whichendedbyleavinghersoweakthatshehadtobecarriedtoherbedlikeawomanwhowasatthepointofdeath。

  Thesameeveningmymaster’shorsewasriddenbackbyamessenger,whobroughtascrapofnotepaperwithhimaddressedtome。Itonlycontainedtheselines:

  \"Packupmyclothesanddeliverthemimmediatelytothebearer。

  YoumaytellyourmistressthatIsailto—nightateleveno’clockforacruisetoSweden。Forwardmyletterstothepost—office,Stockholm。\"

  Iobeyedtheordersgiventomeexceptthatrelatingtomymistress。Thedoctorhadbeensentfor,andwasstillinthehouse。Iconsultedhimupontheproprietyofmydeliveringthemessage。Hepositivelyforbademetodosothatnight,andtoldmetogivehimtheslipofpaper,andleaveittohisdiscretiontoshowittoherornotthenextmorning。

  ThemessengerhadhardlybeengoneanhourwhenMr。Meeke’shousekeepercametotheHallwitharollofmusicformymistress。Itoldthewomanofmymaster’ssuddendeparture,andofthedoctorbeinginthehouse。ThisnewsbroughtMr。MeekehimselftotheHallinagreatflutter。

  Ifeltsoangrywithhimforbeingthecause——innocentashemightbe——oftheshockingscenewhichhadtakenplace,thatI

  exceededtheboundsofmyduty,andtoldhimthewholetruth。Thepoor,weak,wavering,childishcreatureflushedupredintheface,thenturnedaspaleasashes,anddroppedintooneofthehallchairscrying——literallycryingfittobreakhisheart。\"Oh,William,\"sayshe,wringinghislittlefrail,tremblingwhitehandsashelplessasababy,\"oh,William,whatamItodo?\"

  \"Asyouaskmethatquestion,sir,\"saysI,\"youwillexcuseme,Ihope,if,beingaservant,Iplainlyspeakmymindnotwithstanding。Iknowmystationwellenoughtobeawarethat,strictlyspeaking,Ihavedonewrong,andfarexceededmyduty,intellingyouasmuchasIhavetoldyoualready;butIwouldgothroughfireandwater,sir,\"saysI,feelingmyowneyesgettingmoist,\"formymistress’ssake。Shehasnorelationherewhocanspeaktoyou;anditisevenbetterthataservantlikemeshouldriskbeingguiltyofanimpertinence,thanthatdreadfulandlastingmischiefshouldarisefromtherightremedynotbeingappliedattherighttime。ThisiswhatIshoulddo,sir,inyourplace。Savingyourpresence,Ishouldleaveoffcrying;andgobackhomeandwritetoMr。JamesSmith,sayingthatIwouldnot,asaclergyman,givehimrailingforrailing,butwouldprovehowunworthilyhehadsuspectedmebyceasingtovisitattheHallfromthistimeforth,ratherthanbeacauseofdissensionbetweenmanandwife。Ifyouwillputthatintoproperlanguage,sir,andwillhavetheletterreadyformeinhalfanhour’stime,Iwillcallforitonthefastesthorseinourstables,and,atmyownrisk,willgiveittomymasterbeforehesailsto—night。Ihavenothingmoretosay,sir,excepttoaskyourpardonforforgettingmyproperplace,andformakingboldtospeakonaveryseriousmatterasequaltoequal,andasmantoman。\"

  TodoMr。Meekejustice,hehadaheart,thoughitwasaverysmallone。Heshookhandswithme,andsaidheacceptedmyadviceastheadviceofafriend,andsowentbacktohisparsonagetowritetheletter。InhalfanhourIcalledforitonhorseback,butitwasnotreadyforme。Mr。Meekewasridiculouslyniceabouthowheshouldexpresshimselfwhenhegotapenintohishand。Ifoundhimwithhisdesklitteredwithroughcopies,inaperfectagonyabouthowtoturnhisphrasesdelicatelyenoughinreferringtomymistress。Everyminutebeingprecious,IhurriedhimasmuchasIcould,withoutstandingonanyceremony。Ittookhalfanhourmore,withallmyefforts,beforehecouldmakeuphismindthattheletterwoulddo。Istartedoffwithitatagallop,andneverdrewreintillIgottothesea—porttown。

  Theharbor—clockchimedthequarterpastelevenasIrodebyit,andwhenIgotdowntothejettytherewasnoyachttobeseen。

  Shehadbeencastofffromhermooringstenminutesbeforeeleven,andastheclockstruckshehadsailedoutoftheharbor。

  Iwouldhavefollowedinaboat,butitwasafinestarlightnight,withafreshwindblowing,andthesailorsonthepierlaughedatmewhenIspokeofrowingafteraschooneryachtwhichhadgotaquarterofanhour’sstartofus,withthewindabeamandthetideinherfavor。

  Irodebackwithaheavyheart。AllIcoulddonowwastosendthelettertothepost—office,Stockholm。

  Thenextdaythedoctorshowedmymistressthescrapofpaperwiththemessageonitfrommymaster,andanhourortwoafterthat,aletterwassenttoherinMr。Meeke’shandwriting,explainingthereasonwhyshemustnotexpecttoseehimattheHall,andreferringtomeintermsofhighpraiseasasensibleandfaithfulmanwhohadspokentherightwordattherighttime。

  Iamabletorepeatthesubstanceoftheletter,becauseIheardallaboutitfrommymistress,underveryunpleasantcircumstancessofarasIwasconcerned。

  Thenewsofmymaster’sdeparturedidnotaffectherasthedoctorhadsupposeditwould。Insteadofdistressingher,itrousedherspiritandmadeherangry;herpride,asIimagine,beingwoundedbythecontemptuousmannerinwhichherhusbandhadnotifiedhisintentionofsailingtoSwedenattheendofamessagetoaservantaboutpackinghisclothes。Findingherinthattemperofmind,theletterfromMr。Meekeonlyirritatedherthemore。Sheinsistedongettingup,andassoonasshewasdressedanddownstairs,sheventedherviolenthumoronme,reproachingmeforimpertinentinterferenceintheaffairsofmybetters,anddeclaringthatshehadalmostmadeuphermindtoturnmeoutofmyplaceforit。Ididnotdefendmyself,becauseIrespectedhersorrowsandtheirritationthatcamefromthem;

  also,becauseIknewthenaturalkindnessofhernaturewellenoughtobeassuredthatshewouldmakeamendstomeforherharshnessthemomenthermindwascomposedagain。TheresultshowedthatIwasright。Thatsameeveningshesentformeandbeggedmetoforgiveandforgetthehastywordsshehadspokeninthemorningwithagraceandsweetnessthatwouldhavewontheheartofanymanwholistenedtoher。

  Weekspassedafterthis,tillitwasmorethanamonthsincethedayofmymaster’sdeparture,andnoletterinhishandwritingcametoDarrockHall。

  Mymistress,takingthistreatmentmoreangrilythansorrowfully,wenttoLondontoconsulthernearestrelations,wholivedthere。

  Onleavinghomeshestoppedthecarriageattheparsonage,andwentin(asIthought,ratherdefiantly)tosaygood—bytoMr。

  Meeke。Shehadansweredhisletter,andreceivedothersfromhim,andhadansweredthemlikewise。Shehadalso,ofcourse,seenhimeverySundayatchurch,andhadalwaysstoppedtospeaktohimaftertheservice;butthiswasthefirstoccasiononwhichshehadvisitedhimathishouse。Asthecarriagestopped,thelittleparsoncameout,ingreathurryandagitation,tomeetheratthegardengate。

  \"Don’tlookalarmed,Mr。Meeke,\"saysmymistress,gettingout。

  \"ThoughyouhaveengagednottocomeneartheHall,Ihavemadenopromisetokeepawayfromtheparsonage。\"Withthosewordsshewentintothehouse。

  Thequadroonmaid,Josephine,wassittingwithmeintherumbleofthecarriage,andIsawasmileonhertawnyfaceastheparsonandhisvisitorwentintothehousetogether。HarmlessasMr。Meekewas,andinnocentofallwrongasIknewmymistresstobe,Iregrettedthatsheshouldbesorashastodespiseappearances,consideringthesituationshewasplacedin。Shehadalreadyexposedherselftobethoughtofdisrespectfullybyherownmaid,anditwashardtosaywhatworseconsequencesmightnothappenafterthat。

  Halfanhourlaterwewereawayonourjourney。MymistressstayedinLondontwomonths。Throughoutallthatlongtimenoletterfrommymasterwasforwardedtoherfromthecountryhouse。

  CHAPTERII。

  WHENthetwomonthshadpassedwereturnedtoDarrockHall。

  Nobodytherehadreceivedanynewsinourabsenceofthewhereaboutsofmymasterandhisyacht。

  Sixmorewearyweekselapsed,andinthattimebutoneeventhappenedattheHalltovarythedismalmonotonyoftheliveswenowledinthesolitaryplace。OnemorningJosephinecamedownafterdressingmymistresswithherfacedownrightlividtolookat,exceptononecheck,wheretherewasamarkasredasburningfire。Iwasinthekitchenatthetime,andIaskedwhatwasthematter。

  \"Thematter!\"saysshe,inhershrillvoiceandherhalf—foreignEnglish。\"Useyourowneyes,ifyouplease,andlookatthischeekofmine。What!haveyoulivedsolongatimewithyourmistress,anddon’tyouknowthemarkofherhandyet?\"

  Iwasatalosstounderstandwhatshemeant,butshesoonexplainedherself。Mymistress,whosetemperhadbeensadlyalteredfortheworsebythetrialsandhumiliationsshehadgonethrough,hadgotupthatmorningmoreoutofhumorthanusual,and,inanswertohermaid’sinquiryastohowshehadpassedthenight,hadbeguntalkingaboutherweary,miserablelifeinanunusuallyfretfulanddesperateway。Josephine,intryingtocheerherspirits,hadventured,mostimproperly,onmakingalight,jestingreferencetoMr。Meeke,whichhadsoenragedmymistressthatsheturnedroundsharponthehalf—breedandgaveher——tousethecommonphrase——asmartboxontheear。Josephineconfessedthat,themomentaftershehaddonethis,herbettersenseappearedtotellherthatshehadtakenamostimproperwayofresentingunduefamiliarity。Shehadimmediatelyexpressedherregretforhavingforgottenherself,andhadprovedthesincerityofitbyagiftofhalfadozencambrichandkerchiefs,presentedasapeace—offeringonthespot。AfterthatIthoughtitimpossiblethatJosephinecouldbearanymaliceagainstamistresswhomshehadservedeversinceshehadbeenagirl,andIsaidasmuchtoherwhenshehaddonetellingmewhathadhappenedupstairs。

  \"I!Malice!\"criesMissJosephine,inherhard,sharp,snappishway。\"Andwhy,andwherefore,ifyouplease?Ifmymistresssmacksmycheekwithonehand,shegivesmehandkerchiefstowipeitwiththeother。Mygoodmistress,mykindmistress,myprettymistress!I,theservant,bearmaliceagainsther,themistress!

  Ah!youbadman,eventothinkofsuchathing!Ah!fie,fie!I

  amquiteashamedofyou!\"

  Shegavemeonelook——thewickedestlookIeversaw,andburstoutlaughing——theharshestlaughIeverheardfromawoman’slips。Turningawayfrommedirectlyafter,shesaidnomore,andneverreferredtothesubjectagainonanysubsequentoccasion。

  Fromthattime,however,InoticedanalterationinMissJosephine;notinherwayofdoingherwork,forshewasjustassharpandcarefulaboutitasever,butinhermannersandhabits。Shegrewamazinglyquiet,andpassedalmostallherleisuretimealone。Icouldbringnochargeagainstherwhichauthorizedmetospeakawordofwarning;but,forallthat,I

  couldnothelpfeelingthatifIhadbeeninmymistress’splace,Iwouldhavefollowedupthepresentofthecambrichandkerchiefsbypayingheramonth’swagesinadvance,andsendingherawayfromthehousethesameevening。

  Withtheexceptionofthislittledomesticmatter,whichappearedtriflingenoughatthetime,hutwhichledtoveryseriousconsequencesafterward,nothinghappenedatalloutoftheordinarywayduringthesixwearyweekstowhichIhavereferred。

  Atthebeginningoftheseventhweek,however,aneventoccurredatlast。

  OnemorningthepostmanbroughtalettertotheHalladdressedtomymistress。Itookitupstairs,andlookedatthedirectionasI

  putitonthesalver。Thehandwritingwasnotmymaster’s;wasnot,asitappearedtome,thehandwritingofanywell—educatedperson。Theoutsideoftheletterwasalsoverydirty,andthesealacommonoffice—sealoftheusuallattice—workpattern。

  \"Thismustbeabegging—letter,\"IthoughttomyselfasIenteredthebreakfast—roomandadvancedwithittomymistress。

  Sheheldupherhandbeforesheopeneditasasigntomethatshehadsomeordertogive,andthatIwasnottoleavetheroomtillIhadreceivedit。Thenshebrokethesealandbegantoreadtheletter。

  Hereyeshadhardlybeenonitamomentbeforeherfaceturnedaspaleasdeath,andthepaperbegantotrembleinherfingers。Shereadontotheend,andsuddenlyturnedfrompaletoscarlet,startedoutofherchair,crumpledtheletterupviolentlyinherhand,andtookseveralturnsbackwardandforwardintheroom,withoutseemingtonoticemeasIstoodbythedoor。\"Youvillain!youvillain!youvillain!\"Iheardherwhispertoherselfmanytimesover,inaquick,hissing,fierceway。Thenshestopped,andsaidonasudden,\"Canitbetrue?\"Thenshelookedup,and,seeingmestandingatthedoor,startedasifI

  hadbeenastranger,changedcoloragain,andtoldme,inastifledvoice,toleaveherandcomebackagaininhalfanhour。

  Iobeyed,feelingcertainthatshemusthavereceivedsomeverybadnewsofherhusband,andwondering,anxiouslyenough,whatitmightbe。

  WhenIreturnedtothebreakfast—roomherfacewasasmuchdiscomposedasever。Withoutspeakingawordshehandedmetwosealedletters:one,anotetobeleftforMr。Meekeattheparsonage;theother,alettermarked\"Immediate,\"andaddressedtohersolicitorinLondon,whowasalso,Ishouldadd,hernearestlivingrelative。

  Ileftoneoftheselettersandpostedtheother。WhenIcamebackIheardthatmymistresshadtakentoherroom。Sheremainedthereforfourdays,keepinghernewsorrow,whateveritwas,strictlytoherself。OnthefifthdaythelawyerfromLondonarrivedattheHall。Mymistresswentdowntohiminthelibrary,andwasshutuptherewithhimfornearlytwohours。Attheendofthattimethebellrangforme。

  \"Sitdown,William,\"saidmymistress,whenIcameintotheroom。

  \"IfeelsuchentireconfidenceinyourfidelityandattachmentthatIamabout,withthefullconcurrenceofthisgentleman,whoismynearestrelativeandmylegaladviser,toplaceaveryserioussecretinyourkeeping,andtoemployyourservicesonamatterwhichisasimportanttomeasamatteroflifeanddeath。\"

  Herpooreyeswereveryred,andherlipsquiveredasshespoketome。IwassostartledbywhatshehadsaidthatIhardlyknewwhichchairtositin。Shepointedtooneplacednearherselfatthetable,andseemedabouttospeaktomeagain,whenthelawyerinterfered。

  \"Letmeentreatyou,\"hesaid,\"nottoagitateyourselfunnecessarily。Iwillputthispersoninpossessionofthefacts,and,ifIomitanything,youshallstopmeandsetmeright。\"

  Mymistressleanedbackinherchairandcoveredherfacewithherhandkerchief。Thelawyerwaitedamoment,andthenaddressedhimselftome。

  \"Youarealreadyaware,\"hesaid,\"ofthecircumstancesunderwhichyourmasterleftthishouse,andyoualsoknow,Ihavenodoubt,thatnodirectnewsofhimhasreachedyourmistressuptothistime?\"

  IbowedtohimandsaidIknewofthecircumstancessofar。

  \"Doyouremember,\"hewenton,\"takingalettertoyourmistressfivedaysago?\"

  \"Yes,sir,\"Ireplied;\"aletterwhichseemedtodistressandalarmherveryseriously。\"

  \"Iwillreadyouthatletterbeforewesayanymore,\"continuedthelawyer。\"Iwarnyoubeforehandthatitcontainsaterriblechargeagainstyourmaster,which,however,isnotattestedbythewriter’ssignature。Ihavealreadytoldyourmistressthatshemustnotattachtoomuchimportancetoananonymousletter;

  andInowtellyouthesamething。\"

  Sayingthat,hetookupaletterfromthetableandreaditaloud。Ihadacopyofitgiventomeafterward,whichIlookedatoftenenoughtofixthecontentsoftheletterinmymemory。I

  cannowrepeatthem,Ithink,wordforword。

  \"MADAM——Icannotreconcileittomyconsciencetoleaveyouintotalignoranceofyourhusband’satrociousconducttowardyou。

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