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  CHAPTERI。

  Blessedshadeofabelovedsister!Thesacrificeofmyadverseanddreadfulfate!TheecouldIneveravenge!TheecouldthebloodofWeingartenneverappease!Noasylum,howeversacred,shouldhavesecuredhim,hadhenotsoughtthatlastofasylumsforhumanwickednessandhumanwoes——thegrave!TotheedoIdedicatethesefewpages,atributeofthankfulness;and,iffuturerewardsthereare,maythebrightestoftheserewardsbethine。Forus,andnotforours,mayrewardsbeexpectedfrommonarchswho,inapathy,havebeheldourmortalsufferings。Rest,noblesoul,murderedthoughthouwertbytheenemiesofthybrother。Againmybloodboils,againmytearsrolldownmycheeks,whenIrememberthee,thysufferingsinmycause,andthyuntimelyend!Iknewitnot;I

  soughttothankthee;Ifoundtheeinthegrave;Iwouldhavemaderetributiontothychildren,butunjust,iron—heartedprinceshaddeprivedmeofthepower。Canthevirtuousheartconceiveafflictionmorecruel?MyownillsIwouldhaveenduredwithmagnanimity;butthinearewrongsIhaveneitherthepowertoforgetnorheal。

  Enoughofthis。—

  TheworthyEmperor,FrancisI。,shedtearswhenIafterwardshadthehonourofrelatingtohiminpersonmypastmiseries;Ibeheldthemflow,andgratitudethrewmeathisfeet。Hisemotionwassogreatthathetorehimselfaway。Ileftthepalacewithalltheenthusiasmofsoulwhichsuchascenemustinspire。

  Heprobablywouldhavedonemorethanpitiedme,buthisdeathsoonfollowed。IrelatethisincidenttoconvinceposteritythatFrancisI。possessedaheartworthyanemperor,worthyaman。IntheknowledgeIhavehadofmonarchshestandsalone。FredericandTheresabothdiedwithoutdoingmejustice;Iamnowtooold,tooproud,havetoomuchapathy,toexpectitfromtheirsuccessors。

  PetitionIwillnot,knowingmyrights;andjusticefromcourtsoflaw,howeverevidentmyclaims,wereinthesecourtsvainindeedtoexpect。LawyersandadvocatesIknowbuttoowell,andanarmytosupportmyrightsIhavenot。

  Whatheartthatcanfeelbutwillpardonmethesedigressions!Attheexactandsimplerecitaloffactslikethese,thewholemanmustberoused,andthephilosopherhimselfshudder。

  Oncemore:—Iheardnothingofwhathadhappenedforsomedays;atlength,however,itwasthehonestGelfhardt’sturntomountguard;

  buttheportsbeingdoubled,andtwoadditionalgrenadiersplacedbeforemydoor,explanationwasexceedinglydifficult。He,however,inspiteofprecaution,foundmeanstoinformmeofwhathadhappenedtohistwounfortunatecomrades。

  TheKingcametoareviewatMagdeburg,whenhevisitedStar—Fort,andcommandedanewcelltobeimmediatelymade,prescribinghimselfthekindofironsbywhichIwastobesecured。ThehonestGelfhardtheardtheofficersaythiscellwasmeantforme,andgavemenoticeofit,butassuredmeitcouldnotbereadyinlessthanamonth。Ithereforedetermined,assoonaspossible,tocompletemybreachinthewall,andescapewithouttheaidofanyone。Thethingwaspossible;forIhadtwistedthehairofmymattressintoarope,whichImeanttotietoacannon,anddescendtherampart,afterwhichImightendeavourtoswimacrosstheElbe,gaintheSaxonfrontiers,andthussafelyescape。

  Onthe26thofMayIhaddeterminedtobreakintothenextcasemate;

  butwhenIcametoworkatthebricks,IfoundthemsohardandstronglycementedthatIwasobligedtodeferthelabourtillthefollowingday。Ileftoff,wearyandspent,atdaybreak,andshouldanyoneentermydungeon,theymustinfalliblydiscoverthebreach。

  Howdreadfulisthedestinybywhich,throughlife,Ihavebeenpersecuted,andwhichhascontinuallyplungedmeheadlongintocalamity,whenIimaginedhappinesswasathand!

  The27thofMaywasacrueldayinthehistoryofmylife。MycellintheStar—ForthadbeenfinishedsoonerthanGelfhardthadsupposed;andatnight,whenIwaspreparingtofly,Iheardacarriagestopbeforemyprison。OGod!whatwasmyterror,whatwerethehorrorsofthismomentofdespair!Thelocksandboltsresounded,thedoorsflewopen,andthelastofmypoorremainingresourceswastoconcealmyknife。Thetown—major,themajoroftheday,andacaptainentered;Isawthembythelightoftheirtwolanterns。Theonlywordstheyspokewere,\"Dressyourself,\"whichwasimmediatelydone。IstillworetheuniformoftheregimentofCordova。Ironsweregivenme,whichIwasobligedmyselftofastenonmywristsandankles;thetown—majortiedabandageovermyeyes,and,takingmeunderthearm,theythusconductedmetothecarriage。ItwasnecessarytopassthroughthecitytoarriveattheStar—Fort;allwassilent,exceptthenoiseoftheescort;butwhenweenteredMagdeburgIheardthepeoplerunning,whowerecrowdingtogethertoobtainasightofme。TheircuriositywasraisedbythereportthatIwasgoingtobebeheaded。ThatIwasexecutedonthisoccasionintheStar—Fort,afterhavingbeenconductedblindfoldthroughthecity,hassincebeenbothaffirmedandwritten;andtheofficershadthenorderstopropagatethiserrorthattheworldmightremaininutterignoranceconcerningme。

  I,indeed,knewotherwise,thoughIaffectednottohavethisknowledge;and,asIwasnotgagged,IbehavedasifIexpecteddeath,reproachedmyconductorsinlanguagethatevenmadethemshudder,andpaintedtheirKinginhistruecolours,asonewho,unheard,hadcondemnedaninnocentsubjectbyadespoticexertionofpower。

  Myfortitudewasadmired,atthemomentwhenitwassupposedI

  thoughtmyselfleadingtoexecution。Noonereplied,buttheirsighsintimatedtheircompassion;certainitis,fewPrussianswillinglyexecutesuchcommands。Thecarriageatlengthstopped,andIwasbroughtintomynewcell。Thebandagewastakenfrommyeyes。Thedungeonwaslightedbyafewtorches。Godofheaven!

  whatweremyfeelingswhenIbeheldthewholefloorcoveredwithchains,afire—pan,andtwogrimmenstandingwiththeirsmiths’

  hammers!

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  Toworkwenttheseenginesofdespotism!Enormouschainswerefixedtomyankleatoneend,andattheothertoaringwhichwasincorporatedinthewall。Thisringwasthreefeetfromtheground,andonlyallowedmetomoveabouttwoorthreefeettotherightandleft。Theynextrivetedanotherhugeironring,ofahand’sbreadth,roundmynakedbody,towhichhungachain,fixedintoanironbarasthickasaman’sarm。Thisbarwastwofeetinlength,andateachendofitwasahandcuff。Theironcollarroundmyneckwasnotaddedtilltheyear1756。

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  Nosoulbademegoodnight。Allretiredindreadfulsilence;andI

  heardthehorriblegratingoffourdoors,thatweresuccessivelylockedandbolteduponme!

  Thusdoesmanactbyhisfellow,knowinghimtobeinnocent,havingreceivedthecommandsofanothermansotoact。

  OGod!Thoualoneknowesthowmyheart,voidasitwasofguilt,beatatthismoment。TheresatI,destitute,alone,inthickdarkness,uponthebareearth,withaweightoffettersinsupportabletonature,thankingTheethatthesecruelmenhadnotdiscoveredmyknife,bywhichmymiseriesmightyetfindanend。

  Deathisalastcertainrefugethatcanindeedbiddefiancetotherageoftyranny。WhatshallIsay?HowshallImakethereaderfeelasIthenfelt?Howdescribemydespondency,andyetaccountforthatlatentimpulsethatwithheldmyhandonthisfatal,thismiserablenight?

  ThismiseryIforesawwasnotofshortduration;IhadheardofthewarsthatwerelatelybrokenoutbetweenAustriaandPrussia。

  Patientlytowaittheirtermination,amidsufferingsandwretchednesssuchasmine,appearedimpossible,andfreedomeventhenwasdoubtful。SadexperiencehadIhadofVienna,andwellI

  knewthatthosewhohaddespoiledmeofmypropertymostanxiouslywouldendeavourtopreventmyreturn。Suchweremymeditations!

  suchmynightthoughts!Dayatlengthreturned;butwherewasitssplendour?Fled!Ibehelditnot;yetwasitsglimmeringobscuritysufficienttoshowmewhatwasmydungeon。

  Inbreadthitwasabouteightfeet;inlength,ten。Nearmeoncemorestoodanight—table;inacornerwasaseat,fourbricksbroad,onwhichImightsit,andreclineagainstthewall。OppositetheringtowhichIwasfastened,thelightwasadmittedthroughasemi—

  circularaperture,onefoothigh,andtwoindiameter。Thisapertureascendedtothecentreofthewall,whichwassixfeetthick,andatthiscentralpartwasacloseirongrating,fromwhich,outward,theaperturedescended,anditstwoextremitieswereagainsecuredbystrongironbars。Mydungeonwasbuiltintheditchofthefortification,andtheaperturebywhichthelightenteredwassocoveredbythewalloftherampartthat,insteadoffindingimmediatepassage,thelightonlygainedadmissionbyreflection。This,consideringthesmallnessoftheaperture,andtheimpedimentsofgratingandironbars,mustneedsmaketheobscuritygreat;yetmyeyes,intime,becamesoaccustomedtothisglimmeringthatIcouldseeamouserun。Inwinter,however,whenthesundidnotshineintotheditch,itwaseternalnightwithme。

  Betweenthebarsandthegratingwasaglasswindow,mostcuriouslyformed,withasmallcentralcasement,whichmightbeopenedtoadmittheair。Mynight—tablewasdailyremoved,andbesidemestoodajugofwater。ThenameofTRENCKwasbuiltinthewall,inredbrick,andundermyfeetwasatombstonewiththenameofTRENCK

  alsocutonit,andcarvedwithadeath’shead。Thedoorstomydungeonweredouble,ofoak,twoinchesthick;withoutthesewasanopenspaceorfrontcell,inwhichwasawindow,andthisspacewaslikewiseshutinbydoubledoors。Theditch,inwhichthisdreadfuldenwasbuilt,wasenclosedonbothsidesbypalisades,twelvefeethigh,thekeyofthedoorofwhichwasentrustedtotheofficeroftheguard,itbeingtheKing’sintentiontopreventallpossibilityofspeechorcommunicationwiththesentinels。TheonlymotionI

  hadthepowertomakewasthatofjumpingupward,orswingingmyarmstoprocuremyselfwarmth。Whenmoreaccustomedtothesefetters,Ibecamecapableofmovingfromsidetoside,aboutfourfeet;butthispainedmyshin—bones。

  Thecellhadbeenfinishedwithlimeandplasterbutelevendays,andeverybodysupposeditwouldbeimpossibleIshouldexistinthesedampsaboveafortnight。Iremainedsixmonths,continuallyimmersedinverycoldwater,thattrickleduponmefromthethickarchesunderwhichIwas;andIcansafelyaffirmthat,forthefirstthreemonths,Iwasneverdry;yetdidIcontinueinhealth。

  Iwasvisiteddaily,atnoon,afterrelievingguard,andthedoorswerethenobligedtobeleftopenforsomeminutes,otherwisethedampnessoftheairputouttheircandles。

  Thiswasmysituation,andhereIsat,destituteoffriends,helplesslywretched,preyedonbyallthetortureofthoughtthatcontinuallysuggestedthemostgloomy,themosthorrid,themostdreadfulofimages。Myheartwasnotyetwhollyturnedtostone;myfortitudewassunkentodespondency;mydungeonwastheverycaveofdespair;yetwasmyarmrestrained,andthisexcessofmiseryendured。

  Howthenmayhopebewhollyeradicatedfromtheheartofman?Myfortitude,aftersometime,begantorevive;IglowedwiththedesireofconvincingtheworldIwascapableofsufferingwhatmanhadneversufferedbefore;perhapsofatlastemergingfromthisloadofwretchednesstriumphantovermyenemies。Solongandardentlydidmyfancydwellonthispicture,thatmymindatlengthacquiredaheroismwhichSocrateshimselfcertainlyneverpossessed。

  Agehadbenumbedhissenseofpleasure,andhedrankthepoisonousdraughtwithcoolindifference;butIwasyoung,inuredtohighhopes,yetnowbeholdingdeliveranceimpossible,oratanimmense,adreadfuldistance。Such,too,weretheothersufferingsofsoulandbody,Icouldnothopetheymightbesupportedandlive。

  Aboutnoonmydenwasopened。Sorrowandcompassionwerepaintedonthecountenancesofmykeepers。Noonespoke;noonebademegoodmorrow。Dreadfulindeedwastheirarrival;for,unaccustomedtothemonstrousboltsandbars,theywerekeptresoundingforafullhalf—

  hourbeforesuchsoul—chilling,suchhope—murderingimpedimentswereremoved。Itwasthevoiceoftyrannythatthundered。

  Mynight—tablewastakenout,acamp—bed,mattress,andblanketswerebroughtme;ajugofwatersetdown,andbesideitanammunitionloafofsixpounds’weight。\"Thatyoumaynomorecomplainofhunger,\"saidthetown—major,\"youshallhaveasmuchbreadasyoucaneat。\"Thedoorwasshut,andIagainlefttomythoughts。

  Whatastrangethingisthatcalledhappiness!HowshallIexpressmyextremejoywhen,afterelevenmonthsofintolerablehunger,I

  wasagainindulgedwithafullfeastofcoarseammunitionbread?

  Thefondloverneverrushedmoreeagerlytotheariasofhisexpectingbride,thefamishedtigermoreravenouslyonhisprey,thanIuponthisloaf。Iate,rested;surveyedthepreciousmorsel;

  ateagain;andabsolutelyshedtearsofpleasure。Breakingbitafterbit,Ihadbyeveningdevouredallmyloaf。

  Oh,Nature!whatdelighthastthoucombinedwiththegratificationofthywants!Rememberthis,yewhogorge,yewhorackinventiontoexciteappetite,andyetwhichyoucannotprocure!RememberhowsimplearethemeansthatwillgiveacrustofmouldybreadaflavourmoreexquisitethanallthespicesoftheEast,oralltheprofusionoflandorsea!Rememberthis,growhungry,andindulgeyoursensuality。

  Alas!myenjoymentwasofshortduration。Isoonfoundthatexcessisfollowedbypainandrepentance。Myfastinghadweakeneddigestion,andrendereditinactive。Mybodyswelled,mywater—jugwasemptied;cramps,colics,andatlengthinordinatethirstrackedmeallthenight。Ibegantopourcursesonthosewhoseemedtorefineontorture,and,afterstarvingmesolong,toinvitemetogluttony。CouldInothavereclinedonmybed,Ishouldindeedhavebeendriven,thisnight,todesperation;yeteventhiswasbutapartialrelief;for,notyetaccustomedtomyenormousfetters,I

  couldnotextendmyselfinthesamemannerIwasafterwardstaughttodobyhabit。Idraggedthem,however,sotogetherastoenablemetositdownonthebaremattress。This,ofallmynightsofsuffering,standsforemost。Whentheyopenedmydungeonnextdaytheyfoundmeinatrulypitiablesituation,wonderedatmyappetite,broughtmeanotherloaf;Irefusedtoacceptit,believingInevermoreshouldhaveoccasionforbread;they,however,leftmeone,gavemewater,shruggeduptheirshoulders,wishedmefarewell,as,accordingtoallappearance,theyneverexpectedtofindmealive,andshutallthedoors,withoutaskingwhetherIwishedorneededfurtherassistance。

  ThreedayshadpassedbeforeIcouldagaineatamorselofbread;

  andmymind,braveinhealth,nowinasickbodybecamepusillanimous,sothatIdeterminedondeath。Theirons,everywhereroundmybody,andtheirweight,wereinsupportable;norcouldI

  imagineitwaspossibleIshouldhabituatemyselftothem,orendurethemlongenoughtoexpectdeliverance。Peacewasaverydistantprospect。TheKinghadcommandedthatsuchaprisonshouldbebuiltasshouldexcludeallnecessityofasentinel,inorderthatImightnotconversewithandseducethemfromwhatiscalledtheirduty:

  and,inthefirstdaysofdespair,deliveranceappearedimpossible;

  andthefetters,thewar,thepainIfelt,theplace,thelengthoftime,eachcircumstanceseemedequallyimpossibletosupport。A

  thousandreasonsconvincedmeitwasnecessarytoendmysufferings。

  Ishallnotenterintotheologicaldisputes:letthosewhoblamemeimaginethemselvesinmysituation;orratherletthemfirstactuallyenduremymiseries,andthenletthemreason。Ihadoftenbraveddeathinprosperity,andatthismomentitseemedablessing。

  Fullofthesemeditations,everyminute’spatienceappearedabsurdity,andresolutionmeannessofsoul;yetIwishedmymindshouldbesatisfiedthatreason,andnotrashness,hadinducedtheact。Ithereforedetermined,thatImightexaminethequestioncoolly,towaitaweeklonger,anddieonthefourthofJuly。InthemeantimeIrevolvedinmymindwhatpossiblemeanstherewereofescape,notfearing,nakedandchained,torushandexpireonthebayonetsofmyenemies。

  ThenextdayIobserved,asthefourdoorswereopened,thattheywereonlyofwood,thereforequestionedwhetherImightnotevencutoffthelockswiththeknifethatIhadsofortunatelyconcealed:

  andshouldthisandeveryothermeansfail,thenwouldbethetimetodie。Ilikewisedeterminedtomakeanattempttofreemyselfofmychains。Ihappilyforcedmyrighthandthroughthehandcuff,thoughthebloodtrickledfrommynails。Myattemptsontheleftwerelongineffectual;butbyrubbingwithabrick,whichIgotfrommyseat,ontherivetthathadbeennegligentlyclosed,Ieffectedthisalso。

  Thechainwasfastenedtotherunroundmybodybyahook,oneendofwhichwasnotinsertedintherim;therefore,bysettingmyfootagainstthewall,Ihadstrengthenoughsofartobendthishookback,andopenit,astoforceoutthelinkofthechain。Theremainingdifficultywasthechainthatattachedmyfoottothewall:thelinksofthisItook,doubled,twisted,andwrenched,tillatlength,naturehavingbestowedonmegreatstrength,Imadeadesperateeffort,sprangforciblyup,andtwolinksatonceflewoff。

  Fortunate,indeed,didIthinkmyself:Ihastenedtothedoor,gropedinthedarktofindtheclinkingsofthenailsbywhichthelockwasfastened,anddiscoverednoverylargepieceofwoodneedbecut。ImmediatelyIwenttoworkwithmyknife,andcutthroughtheoakdoortofinditsthickness,whichprovedtobeonlyoneinch,thereforeitwaspossibletoopenallthefourdoorsinfour—

  and—twentyhours。

  Againhoperevivedinmyheart。TopreventdetectionIhastenedtoputonmychains;but,OGod!whatdifficultieshadItosurmount!

  Aftermuchgropingabout,Iatlengthfoundthelinkthathadflownoff;thisIhid:itbeingmygoodfortunehithertotoescapeexamination,asthepossibilityofriddingmyselfofsuchchainswasinnowisesuspected。TheseparatedironlinksItiedtogetherwithmyhairribbon;butwhenIagainendeavouredtoforcemyhandintothering,itwassoswelledthateveryeffortwasfruitless。Thewholemightwasemployedupontherivet,butalllabourwasinvain。

  Noonwasthehourofvisitation,andnecessityanddangeragainobligedmetoattemptforcingmyhandin,whichatlength,afterexcruciatingtorture,Ieffected。Myvisitorscame,andeverythinghadtheappearanceoforder。Ifoundit,however,impossibletoforceoutmyrighthandwhileitcontinuedswelled。

  Ithereforeremainedquiettillthedayfixed,andonthedeterminedfourthofJuly,immediatelyasmyvisitorshadclosedthedoorsuponme,Idisencumberedmyselfofmyirons,tookmyknife,andbeganmyHerculeanlabouronthedoor。Thefirstofthedoubledoorsthatopenedinwardswasconqueredinlessthananhour;theotherwasaverydifferenttask。Thelockwassooncutround,butitopenedoutwards;therewasthereforenoothermeansleftbuttocutthewholedoorawayabovethebar。

  Incessantandincrediblelabourmadethispossible,thoughitwasthemoredifficultaseverythingwastobedonebyfeeling,Ibeingtotallyinthedark;thesweatdropped,orratherflowed,frommybody;myfingerswereclottedinmyownblood,andmylaceratedhandswereonecontinuedwound。

  Daylightappeared:Iclamberedoverthedoorthatwashalfcutaway,andgotuptothewindowinthespaceorcellthatwasbetweenthedoubledoors,asbeforedescribed。HereIsawmydungeonwasintheditchofthefirstrampart:beforemeIbeheldtheroadfromtherampart,theguardbutfiftypacesdistant,andthehighpalisadesthatwereintheditch,andmustbescaledbeforeIcouldreachtherampart。Hopegrewstronger;myeffortswereredoubled。

  Thefirstofthenextdoubledoorswasattacked,whichlikewiseopenedinward,andwassoonconquered。ThesunsetbeforeIhadendedthis,andthefourthwastobecutawayasthesecondhadbeen。Mystrengthfailed;bothmyhandswereraw;Irestedawhile,beganagain,andhadmadeacutofafootlong,whenmyknifesnapped,andthebrokenbladedroppedtotheground!

  GodofOmnipotence!whatwasIatthismoment?Wasthere,GodofMercies!wasthereevercreatureofThinemorejustifiedthanIindespair?Themoonshoneveryclear;Icastawildanddistractedlookuptoheaven,fellonmyknees,andintheagonyofmysoulsoughtcomfort:butnocomfortcouldbefound;norreligionnorphilosophyhadanytogive。IcursednotProvidence,Ifearednotannihilation,IdarednotAlmightyvengeance;GodtheCreatorwasthedisposerofmyfate;andifHeheapedafflictionsuponmeHehadnotgivenmestrengthtosupport,Hisjusticewouldnotthereforepunishme。ToHim,theJudgeofthequickanddead,Icommittedmysoul,seizedthebrokenknife,gashedthroughtheveinsofmyleftarmandfoot,satmyselftranquillydown,andsawthebloodflow。

  Nature,overpoweredfainted,andIknownothowlongIremained,slumbering,inthisstate。SuddenlyIheardmyownname,awoke,andagainheardthewords,\"BaronTrenck!\"Myanswerwas,\"Whocalls?\"

  Andwhoindeedwasit——whobutmyhonestgrenadierGelfhardt——myformerfaithfulfriendinthecitadel!Thegood,thekindfellowhadgotupontherampart,thathemightcomfortme。

  \"Howdoyoudo?\"saidGelfhardt。\"Welteringinmyblood,\"answeredI;\"to—morrowyouwillfindmedead。\"——\"Whyshouldyoudie?\"repliedhe。\"Itismucheasierforyoutoescapeherethanfromthecitadel!Hereisnosentinel,andIshallsoonfindmeanstoprovideyouwithtools;ifyoucanonlybreakout,leavetheresttome。AsoftenasIamonguard,Iwillseekopportunitytospeaktoyou。InthewholeStar—Fort,therearebuttwosentinels:theoneattheentrance,andtheotherattheguard—house。Donotdespair;

  Godwillsuccouryou;trusttome。\"Thegoodman’skindnessanddiscourserevivedmyhopes:Isawthepossibilityofanescape。A

  secretjoydiffuseditselfthroughmysoul。Iimmediatelytoremyshirt,boundupmywounds,andwaitedtheapproachofday;andthesunsoonaftershonethroughthewindow,tome,withunaccustomedbrightness。

  Letthereaderjudgehowfaritwaschance,ortheeffectofDivineprovidence,thatinthisdreadfulhourmyheartagainreceivedhope。

  WhowasitsentthehonestGelfhardt,atsuchamoment,tomyprison?For,haditnotbeenforhim,Ihadcertainly,whenIawokefrommyslumbers,cutmoreeffectuallythroughmyarteries。

  TillnoonIhadtimetoconsiderwhatmightfurtherbedone:yetwhatcouldbedone,whatexpected,butthatIshouldnowbemuchmorecruellytreated,andevenmoreinsupportablyironedthanbefore——finding,astheymust,thedoorscutthroughandmyfettersshakenoff?

  Aftermatureconsideration,Ithereforemadethefollowingresolution,whichsucceededhappily,andevenbeyondmyhopes。

  BeforeIproceed,however,Iwillspeakafewwordsconcerningmysituationatthismoment。ItisimpossibletodescribehowmuchI

  wasexhausted。Theprisonswamwithblood;andcertainlybutlittlewasleftinmybody。Withpainfulwounds,swelledandtornhands,I

  therestoodshirtless,feltaninclinationtosleepalmostirresistible,andscarcelyhadstrengthtokeepmylegs,yetwasI

  obligedtorousemyself,thatImightexecutemyplan。

  Withthebarthatseparatedmyhands,Iloosenedthebricksofmyseat,which,beingnewlylaid,waseasilydone,andheapedthemupinthemiddleofmyprison。Theinnerdoorwasquiteopen,andwithmychainsIsobarricadedtheupperhalfofthesecondastopreventanyoneclimbingoverit。Whennooncameandthefirstofthedoorswasunlocked,allwereastonishedtofindthesecondopen。ThereI

  stood,besmearedwithblood,thepictureofhorror,withabrickinonehand,andintheothermybrokenknife,crying,astheyapproached,\"Keepoff,Mr。Major,keepoff!TellthegovernorI

  willlivenolongerinchains,andthathereIstand,ifsohepleases,tobeshot;forsoonlywillIbeconquered。Herenomanshallenter——Iwilldestroyallthatapproach;herearemyweapons;

  lucrewillIdieindespiteoftyranny。\"Themajorwasterrified,wantedresolution,andmadehisreporttothegovernor。Imeantimesatdownonmybricks,towaitwhatmighthappen:mysecretintent,however,wasnotsodesperateasitappeared。Isoughtonlytoobtainafavourablecapitulation。

  Thegovernor,GeneralBorck,presentlycame,attendedbythetown—

  majorandsomeofficers,andenteredtheoutwardcell,butsprangbackthemomenthebeheldafigurelikeme,standingwithabrickandupliftedarm。IrepeatedwhatIhadtoldthemajor,andheimmediatelyorderedsixgrenadierstoforcethedoor。Thefrontcellwasscarcelysixfeetbroad,sothatnomorethantwoatatimecouldattackmyintrenchment,andwhentheysawmythreateningbricksreadytodescend,theyleapedterrifiedback。Ashortpauseensued,andtheoldtown—major,withthechaplain,advancedtowardsthedoortosootheme:theconversationcontinuedsometime:whosereasonsweremostsatisfactory,andwhosecausewasthemostjust,I

  leavetothereader。Thegovernorgrewangry,andorderedafreshattack。Thefirstgrenadierwasknockeddown,andtherestranbacktoavoidmymissiles。

  Thetown—majoragainbeganaparley。\"ForGod’ssake,mydearTrenck,\"saidhe,\"inwhathaveIinjuredyou,thatyouendeavourtoeffectmyruin?Imustanswerforyourhaving,throughmynegligence,concealedaknife。Bepersuaded,Ientreatyou。Beappeased。Youarenotwithouthope,norwithoutfriends。\"Myanswerwas——\"Butwillyounotloadmewithheavierironsthanbefore?\"

  Hewentout,spokewiththegovernor,andgavemehiswordofhonourthattheaffairshouldbenofurthernoticed,andthateverythingshouldbeexactlyreinstatedasformerly。

  Hereendedthecapitulation,andmywretchedcitadelwastaken。TheconditionIwasinwasviewedwithpity;mywoundswereexamined,asurgeonsenttodressthem,anothershirtwasgivenme,andthebricks,clottedwithblood,removed。I,meantime,layhalfdeadonmymattress;mythirstwasexcessive。Thesurgeonorderedmesomewine。Twosentinelswerestationedinthefrontcell,andIwasthusleftfourdaysinpeace,unironed。Brothalsowasgivenmedaily,andhowdeliciousthiswastotaste,howmuchitrevivedandstrengthenedme,iswhollyimpossibletodescribe。TwodaysIlayinaslumberingkindoftrance,forcedbyunquenchablethirsttodrinkwheneverIawoke。Myfeetandhandswereswelled;thepainsinmybackandlimbswereexcessive。

  Onthefifthdaythedoorswereready;theinnerwasentirelyplatedwithiron,andIwasfetteredasbefore:perhapstheyfoundfurthercrueltyunnecessary。Theprincipalchain,however,whichfastenedmetothewall,likethatIhadbeforebroken,wasthickerthanthefirst。Exceptthis,thecapitulationwasstrictlykept。Theydeeplyregrettedthat,withouttheKing’sexpresscommands,theycouldnotlightenmyafflictions,wishedmefortitudeandpatience,andbarredupmydoors。

  ItisnecessaryIshouldheredescribemydress。Myhandsbeingfixedandkeptasunderbyanironbar,andmyfeetchainedtothewall,Icouldneitherputonshirtnorstockingsintheusualmode;

  theshirtwasthereforetied,andchangedonceafortnight;thecoarseammunitionstockingswerebuttonedonthesides;abluegarment,ofsoldier’scloth,waslikewisetiedroundme,andIhadapairofslippersformyfeet。Theshirtwasofthearmylinen;andwhenIcontemplatedmyselfinthisdressofamalefactor,chainedthustothewallinsuchadungeon,vainlyimploringmercyorjustice,myconsciencevoidofreproach,myheartofguilt——whenI

  reflectedonmyformersplendourinBerlinandMoscow,andcompareditwiththissad,thisdreadfulreverseofdestiny,Iwassunkingrief,orrousedtoindignation,thatmighthavehurriedthegreatestheroorphilosophertomadnessordespair。Ifeltwhatcanonlybeimaginedbyhimwhohassufferedlikeme,afterhavinglikemeflourished,ifsuchcanbefound。

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