\"Don’tgiveanyhopewhatevertothatyoungPhellion。NeitheryourfathernorIcanarrangeyourmarriage。Youhaveexpectationstobeconsulted。Itismuchlessimportanttopleaseaprofessorwithoutapennythantomakesureoftheaffectionandgood—willofMademoiselleBrigitteandyourgodfather。Ifyoudon’twanttokillyourmother——
yes,mydear,killher——youmustobeymeinthisaffairblindly;andrememberthatwhatwewanttosecure,aboveall,isyourgood。\"
AsthedateofthefinalsalewassetforthelastofJuly,TheodoseadvisedBrigittebytheendofJunetoarrangeheraffairsintimetobereadyforthepayment。Accordingly,shenowsoldoutherownandhersister—in—law’spropertyintheFunds。Thecatastropheofthetreatyofthefourpowers,aninsulttoFrance,isnowanestablishedhistoricalfact;butitisnecessarytoremindthereaderthatfromJulytothelastofAugusttheFrenchfunds,alarmedbytheprospectofwar,afearwhichMonsieurThiersdidmuchtopromote,felltwentyfrancs,andtheThree—per—centswentdowntosixty。Thatwasnotall:
thisfinancialfiascohadamostunfortunateinfluenceonthevalueofrealestateinParis;andallthosewhohadsuchpropertythenforsalesufferedloss。TheseeventsmadeTheodoseaprophetintheeyesofBrigitteandThuillier,towhomthehousewasnowabouttobedefinitelysoldforseventy—fivethousandfrancs。Thenotary,involvedinthepoliticaldisaster,andwhosepracticewasalreadysold,concealedhimselfforatimeinthecountry;buthetookwithhimthetenthousandfrancsforClaparon。AdvisedbyTheodose,ThuilliermadeacontractwithGrindot,whosupposedhewasreallyworkingforthenotaryinfinishingthehouse;andas,duringthisperiodoffinancialdepression,suspendedworkleftmanyworkmenwiththeirarmsfolded,thearchitectwasabletofinishoffthebuildinginasplendidmanneratalowcost。Theodoseinsistedthattheagreementshouldbeinwriting。
ThispurchaseincreasedThuillier’simportanceten—fold。Asforthenotary,hehadtemporarilylosthisheadinpresenceofpoliticaleventswhichcameuponhimlikeawaterspoutoutofcloudlessskies。
Theodose,certainnowofhissupremacy,holdingThuillierfastbyhispastservicesandbytheliteraryworkinwhichtheywerebothengaged,admiredbyBrigitteforhismodestyanddiscretion,——forneverhadhemadetheslightestallusiontohisownpovertyorutteredonewordaboutmoney,——Theodosebegantoassumeanairthatwasratherlessservilethanithadbeen。BrigitteandThuilliersaidtohimoneday:——
\"Nothingcandepriveyouofouresteem;youarehereinthishouseasifinyourownhome;theopinionofMinardandPhellion,whichyouseemtofear,hasnomorevalueforusthanastanzaofVictorHugo。
Therefore,letthemtalk!Carryyourheadhigh!\"
\"ButweshallstillneedthemforThuillier’selectiontotheChamber,\"saidTheodose。\"Followmyadvice;youhavefounditgoodsofar,haven’tyou?Whenthehouseisactuallyyours,youwillhavegotitforalmostnothing;foryoucannowbuyintotheThree—per—centsatsixtyinMadameThuillier’sname,andthusreplacenearlythewholeofherfortune。Waitonlyfortheexpirationofthetimeallowedtothenominalcreditortobuyitin,andhavethefifteenthousandfrancsreadyforourscoundrels。\"
Brigittedidnotwait;shetookherwholecapitalwiththeexceptionofasumofonehundredandtwentythousandfrancs,andboughtintotheThree—per—centsinMadameThuillier’snametotheamountoftwelvethousandfrancsayear,andinherownfortenthousandayear,resolvinginherownmindtochoosenootherkindofinvestmentinfuture。Shesawherbrothersecureoffortythousandfrancsayearbesideshispension,twelvethousandayearforMadameThuillierandeighteenthousandayearforherself,besidesthehousetheylivedin,therentalofwhichshevaluedateightthousand。
\"WeareworthquiteasmuchastheMinards,\"sheremarked。
\"Don’tchantvictorybeforeyouwinit,\"saidTheodose。\"Therightofredemptiondoesn’texpireforanotherweek。Ihaveattendedtoyouraffairs,butminehavegoneterriblytopieces。\"
\"Mydearchild,youhavefriends,\"criedBrigitte;\"ifyoushouldhappentowantfivehundredfrancsorso,youwillalwaysfindthemhere。\"
TheodoseexchangedasmilewithThuillier,whohastenedtocarryhimoff,saying:——
\"Excusemypoorsister;sheseestheworldthroughasmallhole。Butifyoushouldwanttwenty—fivethousandfrancsI’lllendthemtoyou——
outofmyfirstrents,\"headded。
\"Thuillier,\"exclaimedTheodose,\"theropeisroundmyneck。EversinceIhavebeenabarristerIhavehadnotesofhandrunning。Butsaynothingaboutit,\"addedTheodose,frightenedhimselfathavingletoutthesecretofhissituation。\"I’mintheclawsofscoundrels,butIhopetocrushthemyet。\"
IntellingthissecretTheodose,thoughalarmedashedidso,hadatwo—foldpurpose:first,totestThuillier;andnext,toaverttheconsequencesofafatalblowwhichmightbedealttohimanydayinasecretandsinisterstrugglehehadlongforeseen。Twowordswillexplainhishorribleposition。
CHAPTERXII
DEVILSAGAINSTDEVILS
DuringtheextremepovertyoflaPeyrade’sfirstyearsinParis,nonebutCerizethadevergonetoseehiminthewretchedgarretwhere,inseverelycoldweather,hestayedinbedforwantofclothes。Onlyoneshirtremainedtohim。Forthreedayshelivedononeloafofbread,cuttingitintomeasuredmorsels,andaskinghimself,\"WhatamItodo?\"Atthismomentitwasthathisformerpartnercametohim,havingjustleftprison,pardoned。Theprojectswhichthetwomenthenformedbeforeafireoflaths,onewrappedinhislandlady’scounterpane,theotherinhisinfamy,itisuselesstorelate。ThenextdayCerizet,whohadtalkedwithDutocqinthecourseofthemorning,returned,bringingtrousers,waistcoat,coat,hat,andboots,boughtintheTemple,andhecarriedoffTheodosetodinewithhimselfandDutocq。
ThehungryProvencalateatPinson’s,ruedel’AncienneComedie,halfofadinnercostingforty—sevenfrancs。Atdessert,afterTheodosehaddrunkfreely,Cerizetsaidtohim:——
\"Willyousignmebillsofexchangeforfiftythousandfrancsinyourcapacityasabarrister?\"
\"Youcouldn’tgetfivethousandonthem。\"
\"That’snotyouraffair,butours;Imeanmonsieur’shere,whoisgivingusthisdinner,andmine,inamatterwhereyourisknothing,butinwhichyou’llgetyourtitleasbarrister,afinepractice,andthehandinmarriageofagirlabouttheageofanolddog,andrichbytwentyorthirtythousandfrancsayear。NeitherDutocqnorIcanmarryher;butwe’llequipyou,giveyouthelookofadecentman,feedandlodgeyou,andsetyouupgenerally。Consequently,wewantsecurity。Idon’tsaythatonmyownaccount,forIknowyou,butformonsieurhere,whoseproxyIam。We’llequipyouasapirate,hey!todothewhite—slavetrade!Ifwecan’tcapturethat’dot,’we’lltryotherplans。Betweenourselves,noneofusneedbeparticularwhatwetouch——that’splainenough。We’llgiveyoucarefulinstructions;forthematteriscertaintotaketime,andthere’llprobablybesomebotheraboutit。Here,see,Ihavebroughtstampedpaper。\"
\"Waiter,pensandink!\"criedTheodose。
\"Ha!Ilikefellowsofthatkind!\"exclaimedDutocq。
\"Sign:’TheodosedelaPeyrade,’andafteryournameput’Barrister,rueSaint—Dominiqued’Enfer,’underthewords’Acceptedfortenthousand。’We’lldatethenotesandsueyou,——allsecretly,ofcourse,butinordertohaveaholduponyou;theownersofaprivateeroughttohavesecuritywhenthebrigandthecaptainareatsea。\"
Thedayafterthisinterviewthebailiffofthejustice—of—peacedidCerizettheserviceofsuinglaPeyradesecretly。Hewenttoseethebarristerthatevening,andthewholeaffairwasdonewithoutanypublicity。TheCourtofcommercehasahundredsuchcasesinthecourseofoneterm。ThestrictregulationsofthecouncilofbarristersofthebarofParisarewellknown。Thisbody,andalsothecouncilofattorneys,exerciseseveredisciplineovertheirmembers。A
barristerliabletogotoClichywouldbedisbarred。Consequently,Cerizet,underDutocq’sadvice,hadtakenagainsttheirpuppetmeasureswhichwerecertaintosecuretoeachofthemtwenty—fivethousandfrancsoutofCeleste’s\"dot。\"Insigningthenotes,Theodosesawbutonething,——hismeansoflivingsecured;butastimehadgoneon,andthehorizongrewclearer,andhemounted,stepbystep,toabetterpositiononthesocialladder,hebegantodreamofgettingridofhisassociates。Andnow,onobtainingtwenty—fivethousandfrancsfromThuillier,hehopedtotreatonthebasisoffiftypercentforthereturnofhisfatalnotesbyCerizet。
Unfortunately,thissortofinfamousspeculationisnotanexceptionalfact;ittakesplaceinParisundervariousformstoolittledisguisedforthehistorianofmannersandmoralstopassthemoverunnoticedinacompleteandaccuratepictureofsocietyinthenineteenthcentury。
Dutocq,anarrantscoundrel,stillowedfifteenthousandfrancsonhispractice,andlivedinhopesofsomethingturninguptokeephishead,asthesayingis,abovewateruntilthecloseof1840。Uptothepresenttimenoneofthethreeconfederateshadflinchedorgroaned。
Eachfelthisstrengthandknewhisdanger。Equalstheywereindistrust,inwatchfulness;equals,too,inapparentconfidence;andequallystolidinsilenceandlookwhenmutualsuspicionsrosetothesurfaceoffaceorspeech。ForthelasttwomonthsthepositionofTheodosewasacquiringthestrengthofadetachedfort。ButCerizetandDutocqhelditunderminedbyamassofpowder,withthematcheverlighted;butthewindmightextinguishthematchorthedevilmightfloodthemine。
Themomentwhenwildbeastsseizetheirfoodisalwaysthemostcritical,andthatmomenthadnowarrivedforthesethreehungrytigers。CerizetwouldsometimessaytoTheodose,withthatrevolutionaryglancewhichtwiceinthiscenturysovereignshavehadtomeet:——
\"Ihavemadeyouking,andhereamIstillnothing!foritisnothingnottobeall。\"
AreactionofenvywasrushingitsavalanchethroughCerizet。Dutocqwasatthemercyofhiscopyingclerk。Theodosewouldgladlyhaveburnedhiscopartnerscouldhehaveburnedtheirpapersinthesameconflagration。Allthreestudiedeachothertoocarefully,inordertoconcealtheirownthoughts,nottobeinturndivined。Theodoselivedalifeofthreehellsashethoughtofwhatlaybelowthecards,thenofhisowngame,andthenofhisfuture。HisspeechtoThuillierwasacryofdespair;hethrewhisleadintothewatersoftheoldbourgeoisandfoundtherenothingmorethantwenty—fivethousandfrancs。
\"And,\"hesaidtohimselfashewenttohisownroom,\"possiblynothingatallamonthhence。\"
HenewfeltthedeepesthatredtotheThuilliers。ButThuillierhimselfheheldbyaharpoonstuckintothedepthsoftheman’svanity;namely,bytheprojectedwork,entitled\"TaxationandtheSinkingFund,\"forwhichheintendedtorearrangetheideasoftheSaint—Simonian\"Globe,\"givingthemasystematicform,andcoloringthemwithhisfervidSoutherndiction。Thuillier’sbureaucraticknowledgeofthesubjectwouldbeofusetohimhere。Theodosethereforeclungtothisrope,resolvingtodobattle,onsopoorabaseofoperations,withthevanityofafool,which,accordingtoindividualcharacter,iseithergraniteorsand。Onreflection,Theodosewasinclinedtobecontentwiththeprospect。
Ontheeveningbeforetherightofredemptionexpired,ClaparonandCerizetproceededtomanipulatethenotaryinthefollowingmanner。
Cerizet,towhomClaparonhadrevealedthepasswordandthenotary’sretreat,wentouttothishiding—placetosaytothelatter:——
\"Oneofmyfriends,Claparon,whomyouknow,hasaskedmetocomeandseeyou;hewillexpectyouto—morrow,intheevening,youknowwhere。
Hehasthepaperyouexpectfromhim,whichhewillexchangewithyouforthetenthousandagreedupon;butImustbepresent,forfivethousandofthatsumbelongtome;andIwarnyou,mydearmonsieur,thatthenameinthecounter—deedisinblank。\"
\"Ishallbethere,\"repliedtheex—notary。
Thepoordevilwaitedthewholenightinagoniesofmindthatcanwellbeimagined,forsafetyorinevitableruinwereinthebalance。Atsunrisehesawapproachinghim,insteadofClaparon,abailiffoftheCourtofcommerce,whoproducedajudgmentagainsthiminregularform,andinformedhimthathemustgowithhimtoClichy。
Cerizethadmadeanarrangementwithoneofthecreditorsofthelucklessnotary,pledginghimselftodeliverupthedebtoronpaymenttohimselfofhalfthedebt。OutofthetenthousandfrancspromisedtoClaparon,thevictimofthistrapwasobliged,inordertoobtainhisliberty,topaysixthousanddown,theamountofhisdebt。
OnreceivinghisshareofthisextortionCerizetsaidtohimself:
\"There’sthreethousandtomakeCerizetclearout。\"
Cerizetthenreturnedtothenotaryandsaid:\"Claparonisascoundrel,monsieur;hehasreceivedfifteenthousandfrancsfromtheproposedpurchaserofyourhouse,whowillnow,ofcourse,becometheowner。Threatentorevealhishiding—placetohiscreditors,andtohavehimsuedforfraudulentbankruptcy,andhe’llgiveyouhalf。\"
InhiswraththenotarywroteafulminatinglettertoClaparon。
Claparon,alarmed,fearedanarrest,andCerizetofferedtogethimapassport。
\"Youhaveplayedmemanyatrick,Claparon,\"hesaid,\"butlistentomenow,andyoucanjudgeofmykindness。Ipossess,asmywholemeans,threethousandfrancs;I’llgivethemtoyou;startforAmerica,andmakeyourfortunethere,asI’mtryingtomakeminehere。\"
ThateveningClaparon,carefullydisguisedbyCerizet,leftforHavrebythediligence。CerizetremainedmasterofthefifteenthousandfrancstobepaidtoClaparon,andheawaitedTheodosewiththepaymentthereoftranquilly。
\"Thelimitforbidding—inispassed,\"thoughtTheodose,ashewenttofindDutocqandaskhimtobringCerizettohisoffice。\"SupposeI
werenowtomakeanefforttogetridofmyleech?\"
\"Youcan’tsettlethisaffairanywherebutatCerizet’s,becauseClaparonmustbepresent,andheishidingthere,\"saidDutocq。
Accordingly,Theodosewent,betweensevenandeighto’clock,tothedenofthe\"bankerofthepoor,\"whomDutocqhadnotifiedofhiscoming。Cerizetreceivedhiminthehorriblekitchenwheremiseriesandsorrowswerechoppedandcooked,aswehaveseenalready。Thepairthenwalkedupanddown,preciselyliketwoanimalsinacage,whilemutuallyplayingthefollowingscene:——
\"Haveyoubroughtthefifteenthousandfrancs?\"
\"No,butIhavethemathome。\"
\"Whynothavetheminyourpocket?\"askedCerizet,sharply。
\"I’lltellyou,\"repliedTheodose,who,ashewalkedfromtherueSaint—DominiquetotheEstrapade,haddecidedonhiscourseofaction。
TheProvencal,writhinguponthegridirononwhichhispartnersheldhim,becamesuddenlypossessedwithagoodidea,whichflashedfromthebodyofthelivecoalunderhim。Perilhasgleamsoflight。Heresolvedtorelyonthepoweroffrankness,whichaffectsallmen,evenswindlers。Everyoneisgratefultoanadversarywhobareshimselftothewaistinaduel。
\"Well!\"saidCerizet,\"nowthehumbugbegins。\"
Thewordsseemedtocomewhollythroughtheholeinhisnosewithhorribleintonations。
\"Youhaveputmeinamagnificentposition,andIshallneverforgettheserviceyouhavedoneme,myfriend,\"beganTheodose,withemotion。
\"Oh,that’showyoutakeit,isit?\"saidCerizet。
\"Listentome;youdon’tunderstandmyintentions。\"
\"Yes,Ido!\"repliedthelenderby\"thelittleweek。\"
\"No,youdon’t。\"
\"Youintendnottogiveupthosefifteenthousandfrancs。\"
TheodoseshruggedhisshouldersandlookedfixedlyatCerizet,who,struckbythetwomotions,keptsilence。
\"Wouldyouliveinmyposition,knowingyourselfwithinrangeofacannonloadedwithgrape—shot,withoutfeelingastrongdesiretogetoutofit?Nowlistentomecarefully。Youaredoingadangerousbusiness,andyouwouldbegladenoughtohavesomesolidprotectionintheveryheartofthemagistracyofParis。IfIcancontinuemypresentcourse,Ishallbesubstituteattorney—general,possiblyattorney—general,inthreeyears。Iofferyouto—daytheofficesofadevotedfriendship,whichwillserveyouhereaftermostassuredly,ifonlytoreplaceyouinahonorableposition。Herearemyconditions——\"
\"Conditions!\"exclaimedCerizet。
\"IntenminutesIwillbringyoutwenty—fivethousandfrancsifyoureturntomeallthenoteswhichyouhaveagainstme。\"
\"ButDutocq?andClaparon?\"saidCerizet。
\"Leavetheminthelurch!\"repliedTheodose,withhislipsatCerizet’sear。
\"That’saprettythingtosay!\"criedCerizet。\"Andsoyouhaveinventedthislittlegameofhocus—pocusbecauseyouholdinyourfingersfifteenthousandfrancsthatdon’tbelongtoyou!\"
\"ButI’veaddedtenthousandfrancstothem。Besides,youandIknoweachother。\"
\"Ifyouareabletogettenthousandfrancsoutofyourbourgeoisyoucansurelygetfifteen,\"saidCerizet。\"ForthirtythousandI’myourman。Franknessforfrankness,youknow。\"
\"Youasktheimpossible,\"repliedTheodose。\"Atthisverymoment,ifyouhadtodowithClaparoninsteadofwithme,yourfifteenthousandwouldbelost,forThuillieristo—daytheownerofthathouse。\"
\"I’llspeaktoClaparon,\"saidCerizet,pretendingtogoandconsulthim,andmountingthestairstothebedroom,fromwhichClaparonhadonlyjustdepartedonhisroadtoHavre。
Thetwoadversarieshadbeenspeaking,weshouldhereremark,inamannernottobeoverheard;andeverytimethatTheodoseraisedhisvoiceCerizetwouldmakeagesture,intimatingthatClaparon,fromabove,mightbelistening。ThefiveminutesduringwhichTheodoseheardwhatseemedtobethemurmuringoftwovoicesweretorturetohim,forhehadstakedhisverylifeupontheissue。Cerizetatlastcamedown,withasmileuponhislips,hiseyessparklingwithinfernalmischief,hiswholeframequiveringinhisjoy,aLuciferofgaiety!
\"Iknownothing,soitseems!\"hecried,shakinghisshoulders,\"butClaparonknowsagreatdeal;hehasworkedwiththebig—wigbankers,andwhenItoldwhatyouwantedhebegantolaugh,andsaid,’I
thoughtasmuch!’Youwillhavetobringmethetwenty—fivethousandyouoffermeto—morrowmorning,mylad;andasmuchmorebeforeyoucanrecoveryournotes。\"
\"Why?\"askedTheodose,feelinghisspinalcolumnliquidizingasifthedischargeofsomeinwardelectricfluidhadmeltedit。
\"Thehouseisours。\"
\"How?\"
\"Claparonhasbititinunderthenameofoneofhiscreditors,alittletoadnamedSauvaignou。Desroches,thelawyer,hastakenthecase,andyou’llgetanoticeto—morrow。ThisaffairwillobligeClaparon,Dutocq,andmetoraisefunds。WhatwouldbecomeofmewithoutClaparon!SoIforgivehim——yes,Iforgavehim,andthoughyoumaynotbelieveit,mydearfriend,Iactuallykissedhim!Changeyourterms。\"
Thelastthreewordswerehorribletohear,especiallywhenillustratedbythefaceofthespeaker,whoamusedhimselfbyplayingascenefromthe\"Legataire,\"allthewhilestudyingattentivelytheProvencal’scharacter。
\"Oh,Cerizet!\"criedTheodose;\"I,whowishedtodoyousomuchgood!\"
\"Don’tyousee,mydearfellow,\"returnedCerizet,\"thatbetweenyouandmethereoughttobeTHIS,——\"andhestruckhisheart,——\"ofwhichyouhavenone。Assoonasyouthoughtyouhadaleveronus,youhavetriedtoknockusover。Isavedyoufromthehorrorsofstarvationandvermin!You’lldieliketheidiotyouare。Weputyouonthehigh—roadtofortune;wegaveyouafinesocialskinandapositioninwhichyoucouldgraspthefuture——andlookwhatyoudo!NOWIknowyou!andfromthistimeforth,weshallgoarmed。\"
\"Thenitiswarbetweenus!\"exclaimedTheodose。
\"Youfiredfirst,\"returnedCerizet。
\"Ifyoupullmedown,farewelltoyourhopesandplans;ifyoudon’tpullmedown,youhaveinmeanenemy。\"
\"That’sjustwhatIsaidyesterdaytoDutocq;but,howcanwehelpit?
Weareforcedtochoosebetweentwoalternatives——wemustgoaccordingtocircumstances。I’magood—naturedfellowmyself,\"headded,afterapause;\"bringmeyourtwenty—fivethousandfrancsto—morrowmorningandThuilliershallkeepthehouse。We’llcontinuetohelpyouatbothends,butyou’llhavetopayup,myboy。Afterwhathasjusthappenedthat’sprettykind,isn’tit?\"
AndCerizetpattedTheodoseontheshoulder,withacynicismthatseemedtobrandhimmorethantheironofthegalleys。
\"Well,givemetillto—morrowatmid—day,\"repliedtheProvencal,\"forthere’llbe,asyousaid,somemanipulationtodo。\"
\"I’lltrytokeepClaparonquiet;he’sinsuchahurry,thatman!\"
\"To—morrowthen,\"saidTheodose,inthetoneofamanwhodecideshiscourse。
\"Good—night,friend,\"saidCerizet,inhisnasaltone,whichdegradedthefinestwordinthelanguage。\"There’sonewhohasgotamouthfultosuck!\"thoughtCerizet,ashewatchedTheodosegoingdownthestreetwiththestepofadazedman。
WhenlaPeyradereachedtheruedesPosteshewentwithrapidstridestoMadameColleville’shouse,excitinghimselfashewalkedalong,andtalkingaloud。ThefireofhisrousedpassionsandthesortofinwardconflagrationofwhichmanyParisiansareconscious(forsuchsituationsaboundinParis)broughthimfinallytoapitchoffrenzyandeloquencewhichfoundexpression,asheturnedintotheruedesDeux—Eglises,inthewords:——
\"Iwillkillhim!\"
\"There’safellowwhoisnotcontent!\"saidapassingworkman,andthejestingwordscalmedtheincandescentmadnesstowhichTheodosewasaprey。
AsheleftCerizet’stheideacametohimtogotoFlavieandtellherall。Southernnaturesarebornthus——stronguntilcertainpassionsarise,andthencollapsed。HeenteredFlavie’sroom;shewasalone,andwhenshesawTheodoseshefanciedherlasthourhadcome。
\"Whatisthematter?\"shecried。
\"I——I——\"hesaid。\"Doyouloveme,Flavie?\"
\"Oh!howcanyoudoubtit?\"
\"Doyoulovemeabsolutely?——ifIwerecriminal,even?\"
\"Hashemurderedsomeone?\"shethought,replyingtohisquestionbyanod。
Theodose,thankfultoseizeeventhisbranchofwillow,drewachairbesideFlavie’ssofa,andtheregavewaytosobsthatmighthavetouchedtheoldestjudge,whiletorrentsoftearsbegantoflowfromhiseyes。
Flavieroseandlefttheroomtosaytohermaid:\"Iamnotathometoanyone。\"ThensheclosedalldoorsandreturnedtoTheodose,movedtotheutmostpitchofmaternalsolicitude。Shefoundhimstretchedout,hisheadthrownback,andweeping。Hehadtakenouthishandkerchief,andwhenFlavietriedtomoveitfromhisfaceitwasheavywithtears。
\"Butwhatisthematter?\"sheasked;\"whatailsyou?\"
Nature,moreimpressivethanart,servedTheodosewell;nolongerwasheplayingapart;hewashimself;thisnervouscrisisandthesetearswerethewindingupofhisprecedingscenesofactedcomedy。
\"Youareachild,\"shesaid,inagentlevoice,strokinghishairsoftly。
\"Ihavebutyou,youonly,inalltheworld!\"hereplied,kissingherhandswithasortofpassion;\"andifyouaretruetome,ifyouaremine,asthebodybelongstothesoulandthesoultothebody,then——\"headded,recoveringhimselfwithinfinitegrace,\"THENIcanhavecourage。\"
Herose,andwalkedabouttheroom。
\"Yes,Iwillstruggle;Iwillrecovermystrength,likeAntaeus,fromafall;Iwillstranglewithmyownhandstheserpentsthatentwineme,thatkisswithserpentkisses,thatslavermycheeks,thatsuckmyblood,myhonor!Oh,misery!oh,poverty!Oh,howgreataretheywhocanstanderectandcarryhightheirheads!Ihadbetterhaveletmyselfdieofhunger,there,onmywretchedpallet,threeandahalfyearsago!AcoffinisasofterbedtolieinthanthelifeIlead!ItiseighteenmonthsthatIhaveFEDONBOURGEOIS!andnow,atthemomentofattaininganhonest,fortunatelife,amagnificentfuture,atthemomentwhenIwasabouttositdowntothesocialbanquet,theexecutionerstrikesmeontheshoulder!Yes,themonster!hestruckmethere,onmyshoulder,andsaidtome:’Paythyduestothedevil,ordie!’AndshallInotcrushthem?ShallInotforcemyarmdowntheirthroatstotheirveryentrails?Yes,yes,Iwill,Iwill!See,Flavie,myeyesaredrynow。Ha,ha!nowIlaugh;Ifeelmystrengthcomebacktome;powerismine!Oh!saythatyouloveme;sayitagain!Atthismomentitsoundsliketheword’Pardon’tothemancondemnedtodeath!\"
\"Youareterrible,myfriend!\"criedFlavie。\"Oh!youarekillingme。\"
Sheunderstoodnothingofallthis,butshefelluponthesofa,exhaustedbythespectacle。Theodoseflunghimselfatherfeet。
\"Forgiveme!forgiveme!\"hesaid。
\"Butwhatisthematter?whatisit?\"sheaskedagain。
\"Theyaretryingtodestroyme。Oh!promisetogivemeCeleste,andyoushallseewhatagloriouslifeIwillmakeyoushare。Ifyouhesitate——verygood;thatissayingyouwillbewhollymine,andI
willhaveyou!\"