WEhaddawdledoverourluncheonbeforeMrs。MacallanarrivedatBenjamin’scottage。Theensuingconversationbetweentheoldladyandmyself(ofwhichIhaveonlypresentedabriefabstract)
lasteduntilquitelateintheafternoon。Thesunwassettinginheavycloudswhenwegotintothecarriage,andtheautumntwilightbegantofallarounduswhilewewerestillontheroad。
Thedirectioninwhichwedrovetookus(aswellasIcouldjudge)towardthegreatnorthernsuburbofLondon。
Formorethananhourthecarriagethreadeditswaythroughadingybricklabyrinthofstreets,growingsmallerandsmalleranddirtieranddirtierthefurtherwewent。Emergingfromthelabyrinth,Inoticedinthegatheringdarknessdrearypatchesofwastegroundwhichseemedtobeneithertownnorcountry。
Crossingthese,wepassedsomeforlornoutlyinggroupsofhouseswithdimlittlescatteredshopsamongthem,lookinglikelostcountryvillageswanderingonthewaytoLondon,disfiguredandsmoke—driedalreadybytheirjourney。Darkeranddarkeranddrearieranddreariertheprospectdrew,untilthecarriagestoppedatlast,andMrs。Macallanannounced,inhersharplysatiricalway,thatwehadreachedtheendofourjourney。
\"PrinceDexter’sPalace,mydear,\"shesaid。\"Whatdoyouthinkofit?\"
Ilookedaroundme,notknowingwhattothinkofit,ifthetruthmustbetold。
Wehadgotoutofthecarriage,andwewerestandingonaroughhalf—madegravel—path。Rightandleftofme,inthedimlight,I
sawthehalf—completedfoundationsofnewhousesintheirfirststageofexistence。Boardsandbrickswerescatteredaboutus。Atplacesgauntscaffoldingpolesroselikethebranchlesstreesofthebrickdesert。Behindus,ontheothersideofthehigh—road,stretchedanotherplotofwasteground,asyetnotbuilton。Overthesurfaceofthisseconddeserttheghostlywhitefiguresofvagrantducksgleamedatintervalsinthemysticlight。Infrontofus,atadistanceoftwohundredyardsorsoaswellasI
couldcalculate,roseablackmass,whichgraduallyresolveditself,asmyeyesbecameaccustomedtothetwilight,intoalong,low,andancienthouse,withahedgeofevergreensandapitch—blackpalinginfrontofit。Thefootmanledthewaytowardthepalingthroughtheboardsandthebricks,theoystershellsandthebrokencrockery,thatstrewedtheground。Andthiswas\"PrinceDexter’sPalace!\"
Therewasagateinthepitch—blackpaling,andabell—handle——discoveredwithgreatdifficulty。Pullingatthehandle,thefootmansetinmotion,tojudgebythesoundproduced,abellofprodigioussize,fitterforachurchthanahouse。
Whilewewerewaitingforadmission,Mrs。Macallanpointedtothelow,darklineoftheoldbuilding。
\"Thereisoneofhismadnesses,\"shesaid。\"ThespeculatorsinthisnewneighborhoodhaveofferedhimIdon’tknowhowmanythousandpoundsforthegroundthathousestandson。Itwasoriginallythemanor—houseofthedistrict。Dexterpurchaseditmanyyearssinceinoneofhisfreaksoffancy。Hehasnooldfamilyassociationswiththeplace;thewallsareallbuttumblingabouthisears;andthemoneyofferedwouldreallybeofusetohim。Butno!Herefusedtheproposaloftheenterprisingspeculatorsbyletterinthesewords:’Myhouseisastandingmonumentofthepicturesqueandbeautiful,amidthemean,dishonest,andgrovelingconstructionsofamean,dishonest,andgrovelingage。Ikeepmyhouse,gentlemen,asausefullessontoyou。Lookatitwhileyouarebuildingaroundme,andblush,ifyoucan,foryourwork。’Wasthereeversuchanabsurdletterwrittenyet?Hush!Ihearfootstepsinthegarden。Herecomeshiscousin。Hiscousinisawoman。Imayaswelltellyouthat,oryoumightmistakeherforamaninthedark。\"
Arough,deepvoice,whichIshouldcertainlyneverhavesupposedtobethevoiceofawoman,hailedusfromtheinnersideofthepaling。
\"Who’sthere?\"
\"Mrs。Macallan,\"answeredmymother—in—law。
\"Whatdoyouwant?\"
\"WewanttoseeDexter。\"
\"Youcan’tseehim。\"
\"Whynot?\"
\"Whatdidyousayyournamewas?\"
\"Macallan。Mrs。Macallan。EustaceMacallan’smother。_Now_doyouunderstand?\"
Thevoicemutteredandgruntedbehindthepaling,andakeyturnedinthelockofthegate。
Admittedtothegarden,inthedeepshadowoftheshrubs,Icouldseenothingdistinctlyofthewomanwiththeroughvoice,exceptthatsheworeaman’shat。Closingthegatebehindus,withoutawordofwelcomeorexplanation,sheledthewaytothehouse。
Mrs。Macallanfollowedhereasily,knowingtheplace;andI
walkedinMrs。Macallan’sfootstepsascloselyasIcould。\"Thisisanicefamily,\"mymother—in—lawwhisperedtome。\"Dexter’scousinistheonlywomaninthehouse——andDexter’scousinisanidiot。\"
Weenteredaspacioushallwithalowceiling,dimlylightedatitsfurtherendbyonesmalloil—lamp。Icouldseethattherewerepicturesonthegrim,brownwalls,butthesubjectsrepresentedwereinvisibleintheobscureandshadowylight。
Mrs。Macallanaddressedherselftothespeechlesscousinwiththeman’shat。
\"Nowtellme,\"shesaid。\"Whycan’tweseeDexter?\"
Thecousintookasheetofpaperoffthetable,andhandedittoMrs。Macallan。
\"TheMaster’swriting,\"saidthisstrangecreature,inahoarsewhisper,asifthebareideaof\"theMaster\"terrifiedher。\"Readit。Andstayorgo,whichyouplease。\"
Sheopenedaninvisiblesidedoorinthewall,maskedbyoneofthepictures——disappearedthroughitlikeaghost——andleftustogetheraloneinthehall。
Mrs。Macallanapproachedtheoil—lamp,andlookedbyitslightatthesheetofpaperwhichthewomanhadgiventoher。Ifollowedandpeepedoverhershoulderwithoutceremony。Thepaperexhibitedwrittencharacters,tracedinawonderfullylargeandfirmhandwriting。HadIcaughttheinfectionofmadnessintheairofthehouse?OrdidIreallyseebeforemethesewords?
\"NOTICE。——Myimmenseimaginationisatwork。Visionsofheroesunrollthemselvesbeforeme。Ireanimateinmyselfthespiritsofthedepartedgreat。Mybrainsareboilinginmyhead。Anypersonswhodisturbme,underexistingcircumstances,willdoitattheperiloftheirlives。——DEXTER。\"
Mrs。Macallanlookedaroundatmequietlywithhersardonicsmile。
\"Doyoustillpersistinwantingtobeintroducedtohim?\"sheasked。
Themockeryinthetoneofthequestionrousedmypride。I
determinedthatIwouldnotbethefirsttogiveway。
\"NotifIamputtingyouinperilofyourlife,ma’am,\"I
answered,pertlyenough,pointingtothepaperinherhand。
Mymother—in—lawreturnedtothehalltable,andputthepaperbackonitwithoutcondescendingtoreply。Shethenledthewaytoanarchedrecessonourrighthand,beyondwhichIdimlydiscernedabroadflightofoakenstairs。
\"Followme,\"saidMrs。Macallan,mountingthestairsinthedark。
\"Iknowwheretofindhim。\"
Wegropedourwayupthestairstothefirstlanding。Thenextflightofsteps,turninginthereversedirection,wasfaintlyilluminated,likethehallbelow,byoneoil—lamp,placedinsomeinvisiblepositionaboveus。Ascendingthesecondflightofstairsandcrossingashortcorridor,wediscoveredthelamp,throughtheopendoorofaquaintlyshapedcircularroom,burningonthemantel—piece。Itslightilluminatedastripofthicktapestry,hangingloosefromtheceilingtothefloor,onthewalloppositetothedoorbywhichwehadentered。
Mrs。Macallandrewasidethestripoftapestry,and,signingmetofollowher,passedbehindit。
\"Listen!\"shewhispered。
Standingontheinnersideofthetapestry,Ifoundmyselfinadarkrecessorpassage,attheendofwhicharayoflightfromthelampshowedmeacloseddoor。Ilistened,andheardontheothersideofthedoorashoutingvoice,accompaniedbyanextraordinaryrumblingandwhistlingsound,travelingbackwardandforward,aswellasIcouldjudge,overagreatspace。Nowtherumblingandthewhistlingwouldreachtheirclimaxofloudness,andwouldovercometheresonantnotesoftheshoutingvoice。Thenagainthoseloudersoundsgraduallyretreatedintodistance,andtheshoutingvoicemadeitselfheardasthemoreaudiblesoundofthetwo。Thedoormusthavebeenofprodigioussolidity。ListenasintentlyasImight,Ifailedtocatchthearticulatewords(ifany)whichthevoicewaspronouncing,andI
wasequallyatalosstopenetratethecausewhichproducedtherumblingandwhistlingsounds。
\"Whatcanpossiblybegoingon,\"IwhisperedtoMrs。Macallan,\"ontheothersideofthatdoor?\"
\"Stepsoftly,\"mymother—in—lawanswered,\"andcomeandsee。\"
Shearrangedthetapestrybehindussoascompletelytoshutoutthelightinthecircularroom。Thennoiselesslyturningthehandle,sheopenedtheheavydoor。
Wekeptourselvesconcealedintheshadowoftherecess,andlookedthroughtheopendoorway。
Isaw(orfanciedIsaw,intheobscurity)alongroomwithalowceiling。Thedyinggleamofanill—keptfireformedtheonlylightbywhichIcouldjudgeofobjectsanddistances。Redlyilluminatingthecentralportionoftheroom,oppositetowhichwewerestanding,thefire—lightlefttheextremitiesshadowedinalmosttotaldarkness。IhadbarelytimetonoticethisbeforeI
heardtherumblingandwhistlingsoundsapproachingme。Ahighchaironwheelsmovedby,throughthefieldofredlight,carryingashadowyfigurewithfloatinghair,andarmsfuriouslyraisedandloweredworkingthemachinerythatpropelledthechairatitsutmostrateofspeed。\"IamNapoleon,atthesunriseofAusterlitz!\"shoutedthemaninthechairashesweptpastmeonhisrumblingandwhistlingwheels,intheredglowofthefire—light。\"Igivetheword,andthronesrock,andkingsfall,andnationstremble,andmenbytensofthousandsfightandbleedanddie!\"Thechairrushedoutofsight,andtheshoutingmaninitbecameanotherhero。\"IamNelson!\"theringingvoicecriednow。\"IamleadingthefleetatTrafalgar。Iissuemycommands,propheticallyconsciousofvictoryanddeath。Iseemyownapotheosis,mypublicfuneral,mynation’stears,myburialinthegloriouschurch。Theagesrememberme,andthepoetssingmypraiseinimmortalverse!\"Thestridentwheelsturnedatthefarendoftheroomandcameback。Thefantasticandfrightfulapparition,manandmachineryblendedinone——thenewCentaur,halfman,halfchair——flewbymeagaininthedyinglight。\"IamShakespeare!\"criedthefranticcreaturenow。\"Iamwriting’Lear,’thetragedyoftragedies。Ancientsandmoderns,Iamthepoetwhotowersoverthemall。Light!light!thelinesflowoutlikelavafromtheeruptionofmyvolcanicmind。Light!light!
forthepoetofalltimetowritethewordsthatliveforever!\"
Hegroundandtorehiswaybacktowardthemiddleoftheroom。Asheapproachedthefire—placealastmorselofunburnedcoal(orwood)burstintomomentaryflame,andshowedtheopendoorway。Inthatmomenthesawus!Thewheel—chairstoppedwithashockthatshookthecrazyoldflooroftheroom,altereditscourse,andflewatuswiththerushofawildanimal。Wedrewback,justintimetoescapeit,againstthewalloftherecess。Thechairpassedon,andburstasidethehangingtapestry。Thelightofthelampinthecircularroompouredinthroughthegap。Thecreatureinthechaircheckedhisfuriouswheels,andlookedbackoverhisshoulderwithanimpishcuriosityhorribletosee。
\"HaveIrunoverthem?HaveIgroundthemtopowderforpresumingtointrudeonme?\"hesaidtohimself。Astheexpressionofthisamiabledoubtpassedhislipshiseyeslightedonus。HismindinstantlyveeredbackagaintoShakespeareandKingLear。
\"GonerilandRegan!\"hecried。\"Mytwounnaturaldaughters,myshe—devilchildrencometomockatme!\"
\"Nothingofthesort,\"saidmymother—in—law,asquietlyasifshewereaddressingaperfectlyreasonablebeing。\"Iamyouroldfriend,Mrs。Macallan;andIhavebroughtEustaceMacallan’ssecondwifetoseeyou。\"
Theinstantshepronouncedthoselastwords,\"EustaceMacallan’ssecondwife,\"themaninthechairsprangoutofitwithashrillcryofhorror,asifshehadshothim。Foronemomentwesawaheadandbodyintheair,absolutelydeprivedofthelowerlimbs。
Themomentafter,theterriblecreaturetouchedtheflooraslightlyasamonkey,onhishands。Thegrotesquehorrorofthesceneculminatedinhishoppingawayonhishands,ataprodigiousspeed,untilhereachedthefire—placeinthelongroom。Therehecrouchedoverthedyingembers,shudderingandshivering,andmuttering,\"Oh,pityme,pityme!\"dozensanddozensoftimestohimself。
ThiswasthemanwhoseadviceIhadcometoask——whoassistanceI
hadconfidentlycountedoninmyhourofneed。
CHAPTERXXV。
MISERRIMUSDEXTER——SECONDVIEW
THOROUGHLYdisheartenedanddisgusted,and(ifImusthonestlyconfessit)thoroughlyfrightenedtoo,IwhisperedtoMrs。
Macallan,\"Iwaswrong,andyouwereright。Letusgo。\"
TheearsofMiserrimusDextermusthavebeenassensitiveastheearsofadog。Heheardmesay,\"Letusgo。\"
\"No!\"hecalledout。\"BringEustaceMacallan’ssecondwifeinhere。Iamagentleman——Imustapologizetoher。Iamastudentofhumancharacter——Iwishtoseeher。\"
Thewholemanappearedtohaveundergoneacompletetransformation。Hespokeinthegentlestofvoices,andhesighedhystericallywhenhehaddone,likeawomanrecoveringfromaburstoftears。Wasitrevivingcourageorrevivingcuriosity?
WhenMrs。Macallansaidtome,\"Thefitisovernow;doyoustillwishtogoaway?\"Ianswered,\"No;Iamreadytogoin。\"
\"Haveyourecoveredyourbeliefinhimalready?\"askedmymother—in—law,inhermercilesslysatiricalway。
\"Ihaverecoveredfrommyterrorofhim,\"Ireplied。
\"IamsorryIterrifiedyou,\"saidthesoftvoiceatthefire—place。\"SomepeoplethinkIamalittlemadattimes。Youcame,Isuppose,atoneofthetimes——ifsomepeopleareright。I
admitthatIamavisionary。Myimaginationrunsawaywithme,andIsayanddostrangethings。Onthoseoccasions,anybodywhoremindsmeofthathorribleTrialthrowsmebackagainintothepast,andcausesmeunutterablenervoussuffering。Iamaverytender—heartedman。Asthenecessaryconsequence(insuchaworldasthis),Iamamiserablewretch。Acceptmyexcuses。Comein,bothofyou。Comeinandpityme。\"
Achildwouldnothavebeenfrightenedofhimnow。Achildwouldhavegoneinandpitiedhim。
Theroomwasgettingdarkeranddarker。WecouldjustseethecrouchingfigureofMiserrimusDexterattheexpiringfire——andthatwasall。
\"Arewetohavenolight?\"askedMrs。Macallan。\"Andisthisladytoseeyou,whenthelightcomes,outofyourchair?\"
Heliftedsomethingbrightandmetallic,hangingroundhisneck,andblewonitaseriesofshrill,trilling,bird—likenotes。
Afteranintervalhewasansweredbyasimilarseriesofnotessoundingfaintlyinsomedistantregionofthehouse。
\"Arieliscoming,\"hesaid。\"Composeyourself,MammaMacallan;
Arielwithmakemepresentabletoalady’seyes。\"
Hehoppedawayonhishandsintothedarknessattheendoftheroom。\"Waitalittle,saidMrs。Macallan,\"andyouwillhaveanothersurprise——youwillseethe’delicateAriel。’\"
Weheardheavyfootstepsinthecircularroom。
\"Ariel!\"sighedMiserrimusDexteroutofthedarkness,inhissoftestnotes。
Tomyastonishmentthecoarse,masculinevoiceofthecousinintheman’shat——theCaliban’s,ratherthantheAriel’svoice——answered,\"Here!\"
\"Mychair,Ariel!\"
Thepersonthusstrangelymisnameddrewasidethetapestry,soastoletinmorelight;thenenteredtheroom,pushingthewheeledchairbeforeher。ShestoopedandliftedMiserrimusDexterfromthefloor,likeachild。Beforeshecouldputhimintothechair,hesprangoutofherarmswithalittlegleefulcry,andalightedonhisseat,likeabirdalightingonitsperch!
\"Thelamp,\"saidMiserrimusDexter,\"andthelooking—glass。——Pardonme,\"headded,addressingus,\"forturningmybackonyou。Youmustn’tseemeuntilmyhairissettorights。——Ariel!thebrush,thecomb,andtheperfumes!\"
Carryingthelampinonehand,thelooking—glassintheother,andthebrush(withthecombstuckinit)betweenherteeth,ArieltheSecond,otherwiseDexter’scousin,presentedherselfplainlybeforemeforthefirsttime。Icouldnowseethegirl’sround,fleshy,inexpressiveface,herraylessandcolorlesseyes,hercoarsenoseandheavychin。Acreaturehalfalive;animperfectlydevelopedanimalinshapelessformcladinaman’spilotjacket,andtreadinginaman’sheavylacedboots,withnothingbutanoldred—flannelpetticoat,andabrokencombinherfrowzyflaxenhair,totellusthatshewasawoman——suchwastheinhospitablepersonwhohadreceivedusinthedarknesswhenwefirstenteredthehouse。
Thiswonderfulvalet,collectinghermaterialsfordressingherstillmorewonderfulmaster’shair,gavehimthelooking—glass(ahand—mirror),andaddressedherselftoherwork。
Shecombed,shebrushed,sheoiled,sheperfumedtheflowinglocksandthelongsilkybeardofMiserrimusDexterwiththestrangestmixtureofdullnessanddexteritythatIeversaw。Doneinbrutesilence,withalumpishlookandaclumsygait,theworkwasperfectlywelldonenevertheless。Theimpinthechairsuperintendedthewholeproceedingcriticallybymeansofhishand—mirror。HewastoodeeplyinterestedinthisoccupationtospeakuntilsomeoftheconcludingtouchestohisbeardbroughtthemisnamedArielinfrontofhim,andsoturnedherfullfacetowardthepartoftheroominwhichMrs。MacallanandIwerestanding。Thenheaddressedus,takingespecialcare,however,nottoturnhisheadourwaywhilehistoiletwasstillincomplete。
\"MammaMacallan,\"hesaid,\"whatistheChristiannameofyourson’ssecondwife?\"
\"Whydoyouwanttoknow?\"askedmymother—in—law。
\"IwanttoknowbecauseIcan’taddressheras’Mrs。EustaceMacallan。’\"
\"Whynot?\"
\"Itrecalls_theother_Mrs。EustaceMacallan。IfIamremindedofthosehorribledaysatGleninchmyfortitudewillgiveway——I
shallburstoutscreamingagain。\"
Hearingthis,Ihastenedtointerpose。
\"MynameisValeria,\"Isaid。
\"ARomanname,\"remarkedMiserrimusDexter。\"Ilikeit。MymindiscastintheRomanmold。MybodilybuildwouldhavebeenRomanifIhadbeenbornwithlegs。IshallcallyouMrs。Valeria,unlessyoudisapproveofit。\"
IhastenedtosaythatIwasfarfromdisapprovingofit。
\"Verygood,\"saidMiserrimusDexter\"Mrs。Valeria,doyouseethefaceofthiscreatureinfrontofme?\"
Hepointedwiththehand—mirrortohiscousinasunconcernedlyashemighthavepointedtoadog。Hiscousin,onherside,tooknomorenoticethanadogwouldhavetakenofthecontemptuousphrasebywhichhehaddesignatedher。Shewentoncombingandoilinghisbeardascomposedlyasever。
\"Itisthefaceofanidiot,isn’tit?\"pursuedMiserrimusDexter!\"Lookather!Sheisamerevegetable。Acabbageinagardenhasasmuchlifeandexpressioninitasthatgirlexhibitsatthepresentmoment。Wouldyoubelievetherewaslatentintelligence,affection,pride,fidelity,insuchahalf—developedbeingasthis?\"
Iwasreallyashamedtoanswerhim。Quiteneedlessly!Theimpenetrableyoungwomanwentonwithhermaster’sbeard。A
machinecouldnothavetakenlessnoticeofthelifeandthetalkarounditthanthisincomprehensiblecreature。
\"_I_havegotatthatlatentaffection,pride,fidelity,andtherestofit,\"resumedMiserrimusDexter。\"_I_holdthekeytothatdormantIntelligence。Grandthought!NowlookatherwhenI
speak。(Inamedher,poorwretch,inoneofmyironicalmoments。
Shehasgottolikehername,justasadoggetstolikehiscollar。)Now,Mrs。Valeria,lookandlisten。——Ariel!\"
Thegirl’sdullfacebegantobrighten。Thegirl’smechanicallymovinghandstopped,andheldthecombinsuspense。
\"Ariel!youhavelearnedtodressmyhairandanointmybeard,haven’tyou?\"
Herfacestillbrightened。\"Yes!yes!yes!\"sheanswered,eagerly。\"AndyousayIhavelearnedtodoitwell,don’tyou?\"
\"Isaythat。Wouldyouliketoletanybodyelsedoitforyou?\"
Hereyesmeltedsoftlyintolightandlife。HerstrangeunwomanlyvoicesanktothegentlesttonesthatIhadheardfromheryet。
\"Nobodyelseshalldoitforme,\"shesaidatonceproudlyandtenderly。\"Nobody,aslongasIlive,shalltouchyoubutme。\"
\"Noteventheladythere?\"askedMiserrimusDexter,pointingbackwardwithhishand—mirrortotheplaceatwhichIwasstanding。
Hereyessuddenlyflashed,herhandsuddenlyshookthecombatme,inaburstofjealousrage。
\"Lethertry!\"criedthepoorcreature,raisinghervoiceagaintoitshoarsestnotes。\"Lethertouchyouifshedares!\"
Dexterlaughedatthechildishoutbreak。\"Thatwilldo,mydelicateAriel,\"hesaid。\"IdismissyourIntelligenceforthepresent。Relapseintoyourformerself。Finishmybeard。\"
Shepassivelyresumedherwork。Thenewlightinhereyes,thenewexpressioninherface,fadedlittlebylittleanddiedout。
Inanotherminutethefacewasasvacantandaslumpishasbefore;thehandsdidtheirworkagainwiththelifelessdexteritywhichhadsopainfullyimpressedmewhenshefirsttookupthebrush。MiserrimusDexterappearedtobeperfectlysatisfiedwiththeseresults。
\"Ithoughtmylittleexperimentmightinterestyou,\"hesaid。
\"Youseehowitis?Thedormantintelligenceofmycuriouscousinislikethedormantsoundinamusicalinstrument。Iplayuponit——anditanswerstomytouch。Shelikesbeingplayedupon。Buthergreatdelightistohearmetellastory。Ipuzzlehertothevergeofdistraction;andthemoreIconfuseherthebettershelikesthestory。Itisthegreatestfun;youreallymustseeitsomeday。\"Heindulgedhimselfinalastlookatthemirror。
\"Ha!\"hesaid,complacently;\"nowIshalldo。Vanish,Ariel!\"
Shetrampedoutoftheroominherheavyboots,withthemuteobedienceofatrainedanimal。Isaid\"Good—night\"asshepassedme。Sheneitherreturnedthesalutationnorlookedatme:thewordssimplyproducednoeffectonherdullsenses。Theonevoicethatcouldreachherwassilent。Shehadrelapsedoncemoreintothevacantinanimatecreaturewhohadopenedthegatetous,untilitpleasedMiserrimusDextertospeaktoheragain。
\"Valeria!\"saidmymother—in—law。\"Ourmodesthostiswaitingtoseewhatyouthinkofhim。\"
Whilemyattentionwasfixedonhiscousinhehadwheeledhischairaroundsoastofaceme。withthelightofthelampfallingfullonhim。InmentioninghisappearanceasawitnessattheTrial,IfindIhaveborrowed(withoutmeaningtodoso)frommyexperienceofhimatthislatertime。Isawplainlynowthebrightintelligentfaceandthelargeclearblueeyes,thelustrouswavinghairofalightchestnutcolor,thelongdelicatewhitehands,andthemagnificentthroatandchestwhichIhaveelsewheredescribed。ThedeformitywhichdegradedanddestroyedthemanlybeautyofhisheadandbreastwashiddenfromviewbyanOrientalrobeofmanycolors,thrownoverthechairlikeacoverlet。Hewasclothedinajacketofblackvelvet,fastenedlooselyacrosshischestwithlargemalachitebuttons;andheworelacerufflesattheendsofhissleeves,inthefashionofthelastcentury。Itmaywellhavebeenduetowantofperceptiononmypart——butIcouldseenothingmadinhim,nothinginanywayrepelling,ashenowlookedatme。TheonedefectthatI
coulddiscoverinhisfacewasattheoutercornersofhiseyes,justunderthetemple。Herewhenhelaughed,andinalesserdegreewhenhesmiled,theskincontractedintoquaintlittlewrinklesandfolds,whichlookedstrangelyoutofharmonywiththealmostyouthfulappearanceoftherestofhisface。Astohisotherfeatures,themouth,sofarashisbeardandmustachepermittedmetoseeit,wassmallanddelicatelyformed;thenose——perfectlyshapedonthestraightGrecianmodel——wasperhapsalittletoothin,judgedbycomparisonwiththefullcheeksandthehighmassiveforehead。Lookingathimasawhole(andspeakingofhim,ofcourse,fromawoman’s,notaphysiognomist’spointofview),Icanonlydescribehimasbeinganunusuallyhandsomeman。ApainterwouldhavereveledinhimasamodelforSt。John。Andayounggirl,ignorantofwhattheOrientalrobehidfromview,wouldhavesaidtoherself,theinstantshelookedathim,\"Hereistheheroofmydreams!\"
Hisblueeyes——largeastheeyesofawoman,clearastheeyesofachild——restedonmethemomentIturnedtowardhim,withastrangelyvaryingplayofexpression,whichatonceinterestedandperplexedme。
Nowtherewasdoubt——uneasy,painfuldoubt——inthelook;andnowagainitchangedbrightlytoapproval,soopenandunrestrainedthatavainwomanmighthavefanciedshehadmadeaconquestofhimatfirstsight。Suddenlyanewemotionseemedtotakepossessionofhim。Hiseyessank,hisheaddrooped;heliftedhishandswithagestureofregret。Hemutteredandmurmuredtohimself;pursuingsomesecretandmelancholytrainofthought,whichseemedtoleadhimfurtherandfurtherawayfrompresentobjectsofinterest,andtoplungehimdeeperanddeeperintroubledrecollectionsofthepast。HereandthereIcaughtsomeofthewords。LittlebylittleIfoundmyselftryingtofathomwhatwasdarklypassinginthisstrangeman’smind。
\"Afarmorecharmingface,\"Iheardhimsay。\"Butno——notamorebeautifulfigure。Whatfigurewasevermorebeautifulthanhers?
Something——butnotall——ofherenchantinggrace。Whereistheresemblancewhichhasbroughtherbacktome?Intheposeofthefigure,perhaps。Inthemovementofthefigure,perhaps。Poormartyredangel!Whatalife!Andwhatadeath!whatadeath!\"