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  Sherosegently,andpouredtheperfumefromthegiftofJuliauponthemarblefloor——sherinseditseveraltimescarefullywiththewaterthatwasbesideher,andtheneasilyfindingthebedofJulia(fornighttoherwasasday),shepressedhertremblinghandunderthepillowandseizedthepotion。Juliastirrednot,herbreathregularlyfannedtheburningcheekoftheblindgirl。Nydia,then,openingthephial,poureditscontentsintothebottle,whicheasilycontainedthem;andthenrefillingtheformerreservoirofthepotionwiththatlimpidwaterwhichJuliahadassuredheritsoresembled,sheoncemoreplacedthephialinitsformerplace。Shethenstoleagaintohercouch,andwaited——withwhatthoughts!——thedawningday。

  Thesunhadrisen——Juliasleptstill——Nydianoiselesslydressedherself,placedhertreasurecarefullyinhervest,tookupherstaff,andhastenedtoquitthehouse。

  Theporter,Medon,salutedherkindlyasshedescendedthestepsthatledtothestreet:sheheardhimnot;hermindwasconfusedandlostinthewhirloftumultuousthoughts,eachthoughtapassion。Shefeltthepuremorningairuponhercheek,butitcoolednotherscorchingveins。

  ’Glaucus,’shemurmured,’allthelove—charmsofthewildestmagiccouldnotmaketheelovemeasIlovethee。Ione!——ah;awayhesitation!awayremorse!

  Glaucus,myfateisinthysmile;andthine!hope!Ojoy!Otransport,thyfateisinthesehands!’

  BOOKTHEFOURTH

  ChapterI

  REFLECTIONSONTHEZEALOFTHEEARLYCHRISTIANS。TWOMENCOMETOAPERILOUS

  RESOLVE。WALLSHAVEEARS,PARTICULARLYSACREDWALLS。

  WHOEVERregardstheearlyhistoryofChristianity,willperceivehownecessarytoitstriumphwasthatfiercespiritofzeal,which,fearingnodanger,acceptingnocompromise,inspireditschampionsandsustaineditsmartyrs。InadominantChurchthegeniusofintolerancebetraysitscause——inaweakandpersecutedChurch,thesamegeniusmainlysupports。Itwasnecessarytoscorn,toloathe,toabhorthecreedsofothermen,inordertoconquerthetemptationswhichtheypresented——itwasnecessaryrigidlytobelievenotonlythattheGospelwasthetruefaith,butthesoletruefaiththatsaved,inordertonervethediscipletotheausterityofitsdoctrine,andtoencouragehimtothesacredandperilouschivalryofconvertingthePolytheistandtheHeathen。Thesectariansternnesswhichconfinedvirtueandheaventoachosenfew,whichsawdemonsinothergods,andthepenaltiesofhellinotherreligions——madethebelievernaturallyanxioustoconvertalltowhomhefeltthetiesofhumanaffection;andthecirclethustracedbybenevolencetomanwasyetmorewidenedbyadesireforthegloryofGod。ItwasforthehonouroftheChristianfaiththattheChristianboldlyforceditstenetsuponthescepticismofsome,therepugnanceofothers,thesagecontemptofthephilosopher,thepiousshudderofthepeople——hisveryintolerancesuppliedhimwithhisfittestinstrumentsofsuccess;andthesoftHeathenbeganatlasttoimaginetheremustindeedbesomethingholyinazealwhollyforeigntohisexperience,whichstoppedatnoobstacle,dreadednodanger,andevenatthetorture,oronthescaffold,referredadisputefarotherthanthecalmdifferencesofspeculativephilosophytothetribunalofanEternalJudge。ItwasthusthatthesamefervorwhichmadetheChurchmanofthemiddleageabigotwithoutmercy,madetheChristianoftheearlydaysaherowithoutfear。

  Ofthesemorefiery,daring,andearnestnatures,nottheleastardentwasOlinthus。NosoonerhadApaecidesbeenreceivedbytheritesofbaptismintothebosomoftheChurch,thantheNazarenehastenedtomakehimconsciousoftheimpossibilitytoretaintheofficeandrobesofpriesthood。

  Hecouldnot,itwasevident,professtoworshipGod,andcontinueevenoutwardlytohonourtheidolatrousaltarsoftheFiend。

  Norwasthisall,thesanguineandimpetuousmindofOlinthusbeheldinthepowerofApaecidesthemeansofdivulgingtothedeludedpeoplethejugglingmysteriesoftheoracularIsis。HethoughtHeavenhadsentthisinstrumentofhisdesigninordertodisabusetheeyesofthecrowd,andpreparetheway,perchance,fortheconversionofawholecity。Hedidnothesitatethentoappealtoallthenew—kindledenthusiasmofApaecides,toarousehiscourage,andtostimulatehiszeal。Theymet,accordingtopreviousagreement,theeveningafterthebaptismofApaecides,inthegroveofCybele,whichwehavebeforedescribed。

  ’Atthenextsolemnconsultationoftheoracle,’saidOlinthus,asheproceededinthewarmthofhisaddress,’advanceyourselftotherailing,proclaimaloudtothepeoplethedeceptiontheyendure,invitethemtoenter,tobethemselvesthewitnessofthegrossbutartfulmechanismofimposturethouhastdescribedtome。Fearnot——theLord,whoprotectedDaniel,shallprotectthee;we,thecommunityofChristians,willbeamongstthecrowd;wewillurgeontheshrinking:andinthefirstflushofthepopularindignationandshame,Imyself,uponthoseveryaltars,willplantthepalm—branchtypicaloftheGospel——andtomytongueshalldescendtherushingSpiritofthelivingGod。’

  Heatedandexcitedashewas,thissuggestionwasnotunpleasingtoApaecides。Hewasrejoicedatsoearlyanopportunityofdistinguishinghisfaithinhisnewsect,andtohisholierfeelingswereaddedthoseofavindictiveloathingattheimpositionhehadhimselfsuffered,andadesiretoavengeit。Inthatsanguineandelasticoverboundofobstacles(therashnessnecessarytoallwhoundertakeventurousandloftyactions),neitherOlinthusnortheproselyteperceivedtheimpedimentstothesuccessoftheirscheme,whichmightbefoundinthereverentsuperstitionofthepeoplethemselves,whowouldprobablybeloth,beforethesacredaltarsofthegreatEgyptiangoddess,tobelieveeventhetestimonyofherpriestagainstherpower。

  ApaecidesthenassentedtothisproposalwithareadinesswhichdelightedOlinthus。TheypartedwiththeunderstandingthatOlinthusshouldconferwiththemoreimportantofhisChristianbrethrenonhisgreatenterprise,shouldreceivetheiradviceandtheassurancesoftheirsupportontheeventfulday。ItsochancedthatoneofthefestivalsofIsiswastobeheldontheseconddayafterthisconference。Thefestivalprofferedareadyoccasionforthedesign。Theyappointedtomeetoncemoreonthenexteveningatthesamespot;andinthatmeetingwerefinallytobesettledtheorderanddetailsofthedisclosureforthefollowingday。

  Ithappenedthatthelatterpartofthisconferencehadbeenheldnearthesacellum,orsmallchapel,whichIhavedescribedintheearlypartofthiswork;andsosoonastheformsoftheChristianandthepriesthaddisappearedfromthegrove,adarkandungainlyfigureemergedfrombehindthechapel。

  ’Ihavetrackedyouwithsomeeffect,mybrotherflamen,’soliloquisedtheeavesdropper;’you,thepriestofIsis,havenotformereidlediscussionconferredwiththisgloomyChristian。Alas!thatIcouldnothearallyourpreciousplot:enough!Ifind,atleast,thatyoumeditaterevealingthesacredmysteries,andthatto—morrowyoumeetagainatthisplacetoplanthehowandthewhen。MayOsirissharpenmyearsthen,todetectthewholeofyourunheard—ofaudacity!WhenIhavelearnedmore,ImustconferatoncewithArbaces。Wewillfrustrateyou,myfriends,deepasyouthinkyourselves。Atpresent,mybreastisalockedtreasuryofyoursecret。’

  Thusmuttering,Calenus,foritwashe,wrappedhisroberoundhim,andstrodethoughtfullyhomeward。

  ChapterII

  ACLASSICHOST,COOK,ANDKITCHEN。APAECIDESSEEKSIONE。THEIR

  CONVERSATION。

  ITwasthenthedayforDiomed’sbanquettothemostselectofhisfriends。

  ThegracefulGlaucus,thebeautifulIone,theofficialPansa,thehigh—bornClodius,theimmortalFulvius,theexquisiteLepidus,theepicureanSallust,werenottheonlyhonourersofhisfestival。Heexpected,also,aninvalidsenatorfromRome(amanofconsiderablereputeandfavoratcourt),andagreatwarriorfromHerculaneum,whohadfoughtwithTitusagainsttheJews,andhavingenrichedhimselfprodigiouslyinthewars,wasalwaystoldbyhisfriendsthathiscountrywaseternallyindebtedtohisdisinterestedexertions!Theparty,however,extendedtoayetgreaternumber:foralthough,criticallyspeaking,itwas,atonetime,thoughtinelegantamongtheRomanstoentertainlessthanthreeormorethannineattheirbanquets,yetthisrulewaseasilydisregardedbytheostentatious。Andwearetold,indeed,inhistory,thatoneofthemostsplendidoftheseentertainersusuallyfeastedaselectpartyofthreehundred。Diomed,however,moremodest,contentedhimselfwithdoublingthenumberoftheMuses。Hispartyconsistedofeighteen,nounfashionablenumberinthepresentday。

  ItwasthemorningofDiomed’sbanquet;andDiomedhimself,thoughhegreatlyaffectedthegentlemanandthescholar,retainedenoughofhismercantileexperiencetoknowthatamaster’seyemakesareadyservant。

  Accordingly,withhistunicungirdledonhisportlystomach,hiseasyslippersonhisfeet,asmallwandinhishand,wherewithhenowdirectedthegaze,andnowcorrectedtheback,ofsomedullermenial,hewentfromchambertochamberofhiscostlyvilla。

  Hedidnotdisdainevenavisittothatsacredapartmentinwhichthepriestsofthefestivalpreparetheirofferings。Onenteringthekitchen,hisearswereagreeablystunnedbythenoiseofdishesandpans,ofoathsandcommands。SmallasthisindispensablechamberseemstohavebeeninallthehousesofPompeii,itwas,nevertheless,usuallyfittedupwithallthatamazingvarietyofstovesandshapes,stew—pansandsaucepans,cuttersandmoulds,withoutwhichacookofspirit,nomatterwhetherhebeanancientoramodern,declaresitutterlyimpossiblethathecangiveyouanythingtoeat。Andasfuelwasthen,asnow,dearandscarceinthoseregions,greatseemstohavebeenthedexterityexercisedinpreparingasmanythingsaspossiblewithaslittlefire。AnadmirablecontrivanceofthisnaturemaybestillseenintheNeapolitanMuseum,viz。,aportablekitchen,aboutthesizeofafoliovolume,containingstovesforfourdishes,andanapparatusforheatingwaterorotherbeverages。

  Acrossthesmallkitchenflittedmanyformswhichthequickeyeofthemasterdidnotrecognize。

  ’Oh!oh!’grumbledhetohimself,’thatcursedCongriohathinvitedawholelegionofcookstoassisthim。Theywon’tservefornothing,andthisisanotheriteminthetotalofmyday’sexpenses。ByBacchus!thriceluckyshallIbeiftheslavesdonothelpthemselvestosomeofthedrinkingvessels:ready,alas,aretheirhands,capaciousaretheirtunics。Memiserum!’

  Thecooks,however,workedon,seeminglyheedlessoftheapparitionofDiomed。

  ’Ho,Euclio,youregg—pan!What,isthisthelargest?itonlyholdsthirty—threeeggs:inthehousesIusuallyserve,thesmallestegg—panholdsfifty,ifneedbe!’

  ’Theunconscionablerogue!’thoughtDiomed;’hetalksofeggsasiftheywereasesterceahundred!’

  ’ByMercury!’criedapertlittleculinarydisciple,scarceinhisnovitiate;’whoeversawsuchantiquesweetmeatshapesasthese?——Itisimpossibletodocredittoone’sartwithsuchrudematerials。Why,Sallust’scommonestsweetmeatshaperepresentsthewholesiegeofTroy;

  HectorandParis,andHelen……withlittleAstyanaxandtheWoodenHorseintothebargain!’

  ’Silence,fool!’saidCongrio,thecookofthehouse,whoseemedtoleavethechiefpartofthebattletohisallies。’Mymaster,Diomed,isnotoneofthoseexpensivegood—for—noughts,whomusthavethelastfashion,costwhatitwill!’

  ’Thouliest,baseslave!’criedDiomed,inagreatpassion——andthoucostestmealreadyenoughtohaveruinedLucullushimself!Comeoutofthyden,I

  wanttotalktothee。’

  Theslave,withaslywinkathisconfederates,obeyedthecommand。

  ’Manofthreeletters,’saidDiomed,withhisfaceofsolemnanger,’howdidstthoudaretoinviteallthoserascalsintomyhouse?——Iseethiefwrittenineverylineoftheirfaces。’

  ’Yet,Iassureyou,master,thattheyaremenofmostrespectablecharacter——thebestcooksoftheplace;itisagreatfavortogetthem。

  Butformysake……’

  ’Thysake,unhappyCongrio!’interruptedDiomed;andbywhatpurloinedmoneysofmine,bywhatreservedfilchingsfrommarketing,bywhatgoodlymeatsconvertedintogrease,andsoldinthesuburbs,bywhatfalsechargesforbronzesmarred,andearthenwarebroken——hastthoubeenenabledtomakethemservetheeforthysake?’

  ’Nay,master,donotimpeachmyhonesty!Maythegodsdesertmeif……’

  ’Swearnot!’againinterruptedthecholericDiomed,’forthenthegodswillsmitetheeforaperjurer,andIshalllosemycookontheeveofdinner。

  But,enoughofthisatpresent:keepasharpeyeonthyill—favoredassistants,andtellmenotalesto—morrowofvasesbroken,andcupsmiraculouslyvanished,orthywholebackshallbeonepain。Andharkthee!

  thouknowestthouhastmademepayforthosePhrygianattagensenough,byHercules,tohavefeastedasobermanforayeartogether——seethattheybenotoneiotaover—roasted。Thelasttime,OCongrio,thatIgaveabanquettomyfriends,whenthyvanitydidsoboldlyundertakethebecomingappearanceofaMeliancrane——thouknowestitcameuplikeastonefromAEtna——asifallthefiresofPhlegethonhadbeenscorchingoutitsjuices。

  Bemodestthistime,Congrio——waryandmodest。Modestyisthenurseofgreatactions;andinallotherthings,asinthis,ifthouwiltnotsparethymaster’spurse,atleastconsultthymaster’sglory。’

  ’ThereshallnotbesuchacoenaseenatPompeiisincethedaysofHercules。’

  ’Softly,softly——thycursedboastingagain!ButIsay,Congrio,yonhomunculus——yonpigmyassailantofmycranes——yonpert—tonguedneophyteofthekitchen,wasthereaughtbutinsolenceonhistonguewhenhemalignedthecomelinessofmysweetmeatshapes?Iwouldnotbeoutofthefashion,Congrio。’

  ’Itisbutthecustomofuscooks,’repliedCongrio,gravely,toundervalueourtools,inordertoincreasetheeffectofourart。Thesweetmeatshapeisafairshape,andalovely;butIwouldrecommendmymaster,atthefirstoccasion,topurchasesomenewonesofa……’

  ’Thatwillsuffice,’exclaimedDiomed,whoseemedresolvednevertoallowhisslavetofinishhissentences。’Now,resumethycharge——shine————eclipsethyself。LetmenenvyDiomedhiscook——lettheslavesofPompeiistyletheeCongriothegreat!Go!yetstay——thouhastnotspentallthemoneysIgavetheeforthemarketing?’’\"All!\"alas!thenightingales’tonguesandtheRomantomacula,andtheoystersfromBritain,andsundryotherthings,toonumerousnowtorecite,areyetleftunpaidfor。Butwhatmatter?everyonetruststheArchimagirusofDiomedthewealthy!’

  ’Oh,unconscionableprodigal!——whatwaste!——whatprofusion!——Iamruined!

  Butgo,hasten——inspect!——taste!——perform!——surpassthyself!LettheRomansenatornotdespisethepoorPompeian。Away,slave——andremember,thePhrygianattagens。’

  Thechiefdisappearedwithinhisnaturaldomain,andDiomedrolledbackhisportlypresencetothemorecourtlychambers。Allwastohisliking——theflowerswerefresh,thefountainsplayedbriskly,themosaicpavementswereassmoothasmirrors。

  ’WhereismydaughterJulia?’heasked。

  ’Atthebath。’

  ’Ah!thatremindsme!——timewanes!——andImustbathealso。’

  OurstoryreturnstoApaecides。Onawakingthatdayfromthebrokenandfeverishsleepwhichhadfollowedhisadoptionofafaithsostrikinglyandsternlyatvariancewiththatinwhichhisyouthhadbeennurtured,theyoungpriestcouldscarcelyimaginethathewasnotyetinadream;hehadcrossedthefatalriver——thepastwashenceforthtohavenosympathywiththefuture;thetwoworldsweredistinctandseparate——thatwhichhadbeen,fromthatwhichwastobe。Towhataboldandadventurousenterprisehehadpledgedhislife!——tounveilthemysteriesinwhichhehadparticipated——todesecratethealtarshehadserved——todenouncethegoddesswhoseministeringrobehewore!Slowlyhebecamesensibleofthehatredandthehorrorheshouldprovokeamongstthepious,evenifsuccessful;iffrustratedinhisdaringattempt,whatpenaltiesmighthenotincurforanoffencehithertounheardof——forwhichnospecificlaw,derivedfromexperience,wasprepared;andwhich,forthatveryreason,precedents,draggedfromthesharpestarmouryofobsoleteandinapplicablelegislation,wouldprobablybedistortedtomeet!Hisfriends——thesisterofhisyouth——couldheexpectjustice,thoughhemightreceivecompassion,fromthem?Thisbraveandheroicactwouldbytheirheatheneyesberegarded,perhaps,asaheinousapostasy——atthebestasapitiablemadness。

  Hedared,herenounced,everythinginthisworld,inthehopeofsecuringthateternityinthenext,whichhadsosuddenlybeenrevealedtohim。

  Whilethesethoughtsontheonehandinvadedhisbreast,ontheotherhandhispride,hiscourage,andhisvirtue,mingledwithreminiscencesofrevengefordeceit,ofindignantdisgustatfraud,conspiredtoraiseandtosupporthim。

  Theconflictwassharpandkeen;buthisnewfeelingstriumphedoverhisold:andamightyargumentinfavorofwrestlingwiththesanctitiesofoldopinionsandhereditaryformsmightbefoundintheconquestoverboth,achievedbythathumblepriest。HadtheearlyChristiansbeenmorecontrolledby’thesolemnplausibilitiesofcustom’——lessofdemocratsinthepureandloftyacceptationofthatpervertedword——Christianitywouldhaveperishedinitscradle!

  Aseachpriestinsuccessionsleptseveralnightstogetherinthechambersofthetemple,thetermimposedonApaecideswasnotyetcompleted;andwhenhehadrisenfromhiscouch,attiredhimself,asusual,inhisrobes,andlefthisnarrowchamber,hefoundhimselfbeforethealtarsofthetemple。

  Intheexhaustionofhislateemotionshehadsleptfarintothemorning,andtheverticalsunalreadypoureditsfervidbeamsoverthesacredplace。

  ’Salve,Apaecides!’saidavoice,whosenaturalasperitywassmoothedbylongartificeintoanalmostdispleasingsoftnessoftone。’Thouartlateabroad;hasthegoddessrevealedherselftotheeinvisions?’

  ’Couldsherevealhertrueselftothepeople,Calenus,howincenselesswouldbethesealtars!’

  ’That,’repliedCalenus,’maypossiblybetrue;butthedeityiswiseenoughtoholdcommunewithnonebutpriests。’

  ’Atimemaycomewhenshewillbeunveiledwithoutherownacquiescence。’

  ’Itisnotlikely:shehastriumphedforcountlessages。Andthatwhichhassolongstoodthetestoftimerarelysuccumbstothelustofnovelty。Butharkye,youngbrother!thesesayingsareindiscreet。’

  ’Itisnotfortheetosilencethem,’repliedApaecides,haughtily。

  ’Sohot!——yetIwillnotquarrelwiththee。Why,myApaecides,hasnottheEgyptianconvincedtheeofthenecessityofourdwellingtogetherinunity?

  Hashenotconvincedtheeofthewisdomofdeludingthepeopleandenjoyingourselves?Ifnot,oh,brother!heisnotthatgreatmagicianheisesteemed。’

  ’Thou,then,hastsharedhislessons?’saidApaecides,withahollowsmile。

  ’Ay!butIstoodlessinneedofthemthanthou。Naturehadalreadygiftedmewiththeloveofpleasure,andthedesireofgainandpower。Longisthewaythatleadsthevoluptuarytotheseveritiesoflife;butitisonlyonestepfrompleasantsintoshelteringhypocrisy。Bewarethevengeanceofthegoddess,iftheshortnessofthatstepbedisclosed!’

  ’Beware,thou,thehourwhenthetombshallberentandtherottennessexposed,’returnedApaecides,solemnly。’Vale!’

  Withthesewordshelefttheflamentohismeditations。Whenhegotafewpacesfromthetemple,heturnedtolookback。Calenushadalreadydisappearedintheentryroomofthepriests,foritnowapproachedthehourofthatrepastwhich,calledprandiumbytheancients,answersinpointofdatetothebreakfastofthemoderns。Thewhiteandgracefulfanegleamedbrightlyinthesun。Uponthealtarsbeforeitrosetheincenseandbloomedthegarlands。Thepriestgazedlongandwistfullyuponthescene——itwasthelasttimethatitwaseverbeheldbyhim!

  HethenturnedandpursuedhiswayslowlytowardsthehouseofIone;forbeforepossiblythelasttiethatunitedthemwascutintwain——beforetheuncertainperilofthenextdaywasincurred,hewasanxioustoseehislastsurvivingrelative,hisfondestashisearliestfriend。

  Hearrivedatherhouse,andfoundherinthegardenwithNydia。

  ’Thisiskind,Apaecides,’saidIone,joyfully;’andhoweagerlyhaveI

  wishedtoseethee!——whatthanksdoInotowethee?Howchurlishhastthoubeentoanswernoneofmyletters——toabstainfromcominghithertoreceivetheexpressionsofmygratitude!Oh!thouhastassistedtopreservethysisterfromdishonour!What,whatcanshesaytothankthee,nowthouartcomeatlast?’

  ’MysweetIone,thouowestmenogratitude,forthycausewasmine。Letusavoidthatsubject,letusrecurnottothatimpiousman——howhatefultobothofus!Imayhaveaspeedyopportunitytoteachtheworldthenatureofhispretendedwisdomandhypocriticalseverity。Butletussitdown,mysister;Iamweariedwiththeheatofthesun;letussitinyondershade,and,foralittlewhilelonger,betoeachotherwhatwehavebeen。’

  Beneathawideplane—tree,withthecistusandthearbutusiclusteringroundthem,thelivingfountainbefore,thegreenswardbeneaththeirfeet;thegaycicada,oncesodeartoAthens,risingmerrilyeverandanonamidstthegrass;thebutterfly,beautifulemblemofthesoul,dedicatedtoPsyche,andwhichhascontinuedtofurnishillustrationstotheChristianbard,richintheglowingcolorscaughtfromSicilianskies,hoveringaboutthesunnyflowers,itselflikeawingedflower——inthisspot,andthisscene,thebrotherandthesistersattogetherforthelasttimeonearth。Youmaytreadnowonthesameplace;butthegardenisnomore,thecolumnsareshattered,thefountainhasceasedtoplay。LetthetravelersearchamongsttheruinsofPompeiiforthehouseofIone。Itsremainsareyetvisible;butIwillnotbetraythemtothegazeofcommonplacetourists。Hewhoismoresensitivethantheherdwilldiscoverthemeasily:whenhehasdoneso,lethimkeepthesecret。

  Theysatdown,andNydia,gladtobealone,retiredtothefartherendofthegarden。

  ’Ione,mysister,’saidtheyoungconvert,’placeyourhanduponmybrow;

  letmefeelyourcooltouch。Speaktome,too,foryourgentlevoiceislikeabreezethathathfreshnessaswellasmusic。Speaktome,butforbeartoblessme!Utternotonewordofthoseformsofspeechwhichourchildhoodwastaughttoconsidersacred!’

  ’Alas!andwhatthenshallIsay?Ourlanguageofaffectionissowovenwiththatofworship,thatthewordsgrowchilledandtriteifIbanishfromthemallusiontoourgods。’

  ’Ourgods!’murmuredApaecides,withashudder:’thouslightestmyrequestalready。’

  ’ShallIspeakthentotheeonlyofIsis?’

  ’TheEvilSpirit!No,ratherbedumbforever,unlessatleastthoucanst——butaway,awaythistalk!Notnowwillwedisputeandcavil;notnowwillwejudgeharshlyofeachother。Thou,regardingmeasanapostate!andIallsorrowandshamefortheeasanidolater。No,mysister,letusavoidsuchtopicsandsuchthoughts。Inthysweetpresenceacalmfallsovermyspirit。ForalittlewhileIforget。AsIthuslaymytemplesonthybosom,asIthusfeelthygentlearmembraceme,Ithinkthatwearechildrenoncemore,andthattheheavensmilesequallyuponboth。Foroh!

  ifhereafterIescape,nomatterwhatperil;anditbepermittedmetoaddresstheeononesacredandawfulsubject;shouldIfindthineearclosedandthyhearthardened,whathopeformyselfcouldcountervailthedespairforthee?Inthee,mysister,Ibeholdalikenessmadebeautiful,madenoble,ofmyself。Shallthemirrorliveforever,andtheformitselfbebrokenasthepotter’sclay?Ah,no——no——thouwiltlistentomeyet!DostthourememberhowwewentintothefieldsbyBaiae,handinhandtogether,toplucktheflowersofspring?Evenso,handinhand,shallweentertheEternalGarden,andcrownourselveswithimperishableasphodel!’

  Wonderingandbewilderedbywordsshecouldnotcomprehend,butexcitedeventotearsbytheplaintivenessoftheirtone,Ionelistenedtotheseoutpouringsofafullandoppressedheart。Intruth,Apaecideshimselfwassoftenedmuchbeyondhisordinarymood,whichtooutwardseemingwasusuallyeithersullenorimpetuous。Forthenoblestdesiresareofajealousnature——theyengross,theyabsorbthesoul,andoftenleavethesplenetichumorsstagnantandunheededatthesurface。Unheedingthepettythingsaroundus,wearedeemedmorose;impatientatearthlyinterruptiontothedivinerdreams,wearethoughtirritableandchurlish。Forasthereisnochimeravainerthanthehopethatonehumanheartshallfindsympathyinanother,sononeeverinterpretuswithjustice;andnone,no,notournearestandourdearestties,forbearwithusinmercy!Whenwearedeadandrepentancecomestoolate,bothfriendandfoemaywondertothinkhowlittletherewasinustoforgive!

  ’Iwilltalktotheethenofourearlyyears,’saidIone。’Shallyonblindgirlsingtotheeofthedaysofchildhood?Hervoiceissweetandmusical,andshehathasongonthatthemewhichcontainsnoneofthoseallusionsitpainstheetohear。’

  ’Dostthourememberthewords,mysister?’askedApaecides。

  ’Methinksyes;forthetune,whichissimple,fixedthemonmymemory。’

  ’Singtomethenthyself。Myearisnotinunisonwithunfamiliarvoices;

  andthine,Ione,fullofhouseholdassociations,haseverbeentomemoresweetthanallthehirelingmelodiesofLyciaorofCrete。Singtome!’

  Ionebeckonedtoaslavethatstoodintheportico,andsendingforherlute,sang,whenitarrived,toatenderandsimpleair,thefollowingverses:—

  REGRETSFORCHILDHOOD

  I

  ItisnotthatourearlierHeavenEscapesitsAprilshowers,Orthattochildhood’sheartisgivenNosnakeamidsttheflowers。

  Ah!twinedwithgriefEachbrightestleaf,That’swreath’dusbytheHours!

  Youngthoughwebe,thePastmaysting,Thepresentfeeditssorrow;

  ButhopeshinesbrightoneverythingThatwaitsuswiththemorrow。

  Likesun—litglades,ThedimmestshadesSomerosybeamcanborrow。

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